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sunnykeysmash · 11 months
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what I wouldn't pay to see mac punch holes into the walls of the suburbs house as he's tasked with fixing something he doesn't know how to fix and meanwhile the only constant in his mind is how much he misses dennis
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carlyraejepsans · 2 years
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I'm never gonna finish this fic, sooooo
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benoitblanc · 17 days
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it's been two days. still thinking about elegy
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novelconcepts · 4 months
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It’s always so funny to me when someone can’t tell the difference between an actor who’s over the top and an actor who is doing an intentionally over the top performance. The former can be super aggravating, I get it—but the latter can be so goddamn effective. Especially when you know the actor already, know they’re fully capable of giving normal human facial expressions and chill line deliveries. And they’re out here doing The Absolute Most all of a sudden? It’s for a reason, dude. It’s almost always for a reason. And once you can see past the camp on the surface, it’s so much fun digging in to what emotions the character is actually hiding.
#this is mainly about servant (and to a lesser degree YJ)#like Ambrose in servant is (pardon me) serving SUCH a chaotic performance#but having known her for decades I know full well that’s on purpose#Dorothy is over the top because she HAS to be. because she’s built walls so high around her own grief that the denial comes out in Crazy#and she fully thinks she’s the only one paying attention. the only sane one in the room.#you get glimpses of her being ‘normal’ in flashbacks#still a little Much. still a product of wealth and expectation. detached from reality to a degree.#but the character she becomes after the tragedy is. A Character.#it’s not the woman she was before. she bricked that woman up. she’s taken her performance from television and made a baby blanket out of it#it’s so. so intentional.#and you sort of get a similar thing going with Hewson in early eps of YJ#totally different starting block. Van doesn’t start out traumatized. but she does start out Big#she’s loud she’s silly she’s being intentionally wacky to get laughs out of people#and some of it comes off a little cringe. because it’s a kid playing a role#this is how you like me. I’m gay. I’m butch. I’m hiding.#if I’m a jester you’ll see what I want you to and nothing more. that’s the plan. it’s working. don’t look at the goalie.#not as a person.#but as the show goes on (or as she’s spending time with taissa) she slows down some. quiets. she’s snarkier. holding tension differently.#Hewson starts the performance at an 11 so they can really delve into who Van becomes when the mask is off#when there’s no point in playing the class clown#when it’s like. ah yeah. here’s the kid who grew up too fast.#here’s the kid who’s scared to death. and angry. and willing to fight to live.#it’s not an overacting thing. it’s VAN overacting to keep her secrets#watch the face so you miss what the hands are doing#actors man. actors are fucking cool. storytelling is fucking cool.#deconstructing the illusion is my favorite thing#(anyway still watching servant and it’s still really. Something Else.)
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nohintshere-ex · 4 months
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its katniss and peeta this. sexysnow that. like i luv finnick as much as the next boygirlfailure but wheres the appreciation for the district 3 peopl????? they did teslee so dirty in the tbosas movie.... omg . beetee and wiress underrated as hell like ?? that one scene after katniss finishes her training sessikn in the cf movie and wiress js clapping like "go girl!!! u ateeeee queeeen slayed so hard" i lvoe her. hashtag nerds deserve love too every one
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balkanballad · 1 month
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had a day that made me think oh that was a bit heavy on the symbolism, wasn't it
#j. talks#went to visit my brother in his uni city and also connected it with an event there#I know this event because I went there once with a uni course that of course was with my fave former prof#so I know she's usually there but it's a bigger city and Friday and there are a lot of things at different locations#chances are not zero but I thought come on if anything it will be casual running into her#well as I was waiting with my brother and a whole crowd of people to be let in who do I hea#and see :))) yeah it's my fave prof. and I told my brother and he told me to go and say hi but there were so many people already talking to#her and also going there and saying hi so I simply couldn't. I literally froze our shoulders were nearly touching but she wasn't even facin#me and taking and I just followed my brother and he was like???#what was that?? and I didn't know. and he asked my why I looked so shameful out of all the emotions I chose shame#and I don't know. I don't know why shame I consuming me no matter where I go. but she was busy and imagine I go up and she has no idea who#am anymore. they had to burry me right there and then. so that was that :) now#the name of that street of the location burned into my memory as I was facing the wall well it's the name of [redacted] who I never really#get over and it's been 10 years now soon. and we had a similar experience in December :) where I would have loved nothing more really than#to talk (in Decembar definitely also other things that I miss on some days very much) but I barely got a wave#so yeah :) I actually had a great day but I am more than overwhelmed. I feel like crying and hiding#taurus season is apparently not here to save me? idk#is this all about wasted potential and shame stopping me? maybe. but how the fuck do I get it out of me
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transgenbur · 4 months
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Maybe this is already well established canon/fanon but i like to think that revivebur wears the red sunglasses because of those sensory deprived years in limbo yknow. things are too bright.
YES!! ive seen people say red sunglasses are also used for headaches like you said because of bright lights and i never integrated something in my belief system so quickly
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rolling up my sleeves as I open my doc before writing another variation of the exact same fic I've written a dozen times before
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sweetbabyrayray · 1 year
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“ooh teru doesnt know what gay people are, teru doesnt know that he can date boys” STOP!!!!!!!!
this is just the mob infantilization stunt all over again, back when people saw a sweet character with autism and went “huhuhu obviously this means he doesnt know what romance is and would miss any and all romantic advances towards him out of stupid obliviousness, im very smart”
guys. GUYS. PLEASE. teru is not an idiot and shouldnt be treated like one. how could he not know what gay people are, its not like he was sheltered??? he didnt even have parents around to DO THE SHELTERING WHXJWJDMJWKD. you really think teru, this extremely observant and paranoid kid, hasnt seen ONE gay couple in his life walking around and realized “oh hey thats a thing that exists”
also it really feels like people in the mob fandom are way too afraid of giving this kid a little bit of internalized homophobia. when we first met teru, he was a 14 year old gang leader. look me in the eyes and tell me that, this kid isnt currently suffering from the “im not gay, but i believe in their beliefs” mindset and then learns later down the road that maybe he was so adamant about Not Being Gay because of the world he grew up in teaching him to repress and deny a part of himself
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ghostiedreamsz · 7 months
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Yeah Ralsei could not possibly be evil
but have you ever considered the fact that the player could potentially kill Ralsei in a tragic final chapter twist of the game?
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lesbiansanemi · 20 days
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Bad day. Horrible awful terrible bad day
#there’s not even a reason. nothing bad has actually happened#it just FUCKING SUCKS#I want to walk into a lake and never come back#I want to take my brain out of my skull and throw it at a wall and watch it splatter#I know today sucks because I’m so tense and upset that my back HURTS so fucking bad#cuz when this happens I tense up and my back muscles decide to coil around my spine and squeeze like a starving snake#it’s spreading through my shoulders and even to my chest which is a first#I just 😭😭😭 I want to go home except home also sucks cuz roommate#and I know he’ll be out in a few days but that feels like forever#and I’m so tired and I’m so upset and I want to curl up in a ball and cry and hide from the world#but I’m working a 7 day stretch at my job#and I have to transfer the power and internet to my name sometime before Wednesday#and I’m so sick of takeout the idea of eating it makes me want to vomit but I can’t physically bring myself to cook while they’re there#and I just. ugh. UGH#I’m so sick of existing#why does my life only allow me small handfuls of months at a time#where I’m not living in some form of disaster and stressed to all hell and back and just wanting to lay down and die#what did I do so wrong. what have I done to deserve all this shit#in my short terrible miserable fucking life#whatever I’ll just go home and stare at the wall#and then go to bed and come to work and come to work and come to work there’s always going to work#I’m going to fucking scream I hate my brain#why can’t it just regulate itself in a normal way cuz that’s the thing I know I’m being insane and nothing is actually this bad#but man if it doesn’t fucking feel that way#and being aware I’m being batshit really doesn’t make it better actually I think it makes it worse#kaz rambles
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smaugrat · 2 years
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SO SOMETHING JÙST CAME TO MIND WHEN THINKING ABOUT HOB IN THE SANDMAN, AND, YOU REMEBER WHEN IN EP5 I THINK WHEN DUE TO RHE RUBY EVERYONE IN THE WORLD LOST ALL HOPE, WHAT HAPPENED TO HOB, I NEED TO KNOW, DID HE TOO LOOSE ALL HOPE, HOW DID HE REACT, AND AND AND AND AND WHAT, JUST AHHHHHHH. THE SANDMAN IS JUST TURNING INTO BRAINROT, BUT LIKE A REALLY BAD CASE
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qualityrain · 4 months
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hey isnt it kinda fucked up how kotaro and satoko will follow anything the house says because kotaro has been basically beaten since young until he listens and satoko has been guilt tripped like her whole life isnt that kind of fucked up that kotaro sees satoko give up her basic wishes of going out or playing with others for a dream the family pushes on her and thinks that its admirable and devotes his life to that isnt it fucked up how when satoko tells kotaro she cant get married for convenience anymore its not because shes in love its because she doesnt want to lie and hide from her partner that shes actually in love with somebody else isnt rhat fucked up what the fuck
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dangoulains-devotion · 2 months
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thinking just a bit too hard about how the added depth given to tifa and aerith's friendship only increases the weight threatening to crush tifa after the forgotten capital, she already had so much to carry on her weary shoulders, she's going to have to carry even more when mideel happens, and it doesn't even stop after meteorfall, ohg od oh i love her so much i
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#(sobbing and crying and snotting everywhere) AERITH GAVE HER SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN ON SUCH A TUMULTUOUS JOURNEY#SOMEONE SHE COULD BE AS CLOSE TO FULLY RELAXED AS POSSIBLE#SOMEONE TO GOSSIP WITH OR SHARE HER CONCERNS OR JUST. BE A NORMAL GIRL WITH#YUFFIE'S THERE BUT SHE'S JUST A KID AND TIFA WOULD NEVER WANT TO HARM THE AIR OF CAREFREE CHILDISHNESS SHE MANAGES TO MAINTAIN EVEN IF#ITS BECAUSE YUFFIE IS HIDING THINGS THAT ARE CRUSHING HER#but poor tifa . gentle tifa. is now left to regret. to blame herself.#she has barret who acts like a father figure to her sure - but despite how much she cares about him and values her frienship with him#he's not aerith. he's not someone she can just gossip about first loves with. not someone she can fully Relate to. if you get what i mean#she is left to trace back the thread of how poor aerith got caught in this mess#she was the one to ask aerith to save marlene. but how did they get there? aerith refused to let cloud be a bystander in wall market#how did that happen? she made a risky choice that put her in a position where their paths crossed. why? because cloud was briefly lost#during the bombing mission. why did the bombing mission happen? she couldn't stop it. ETC ETC#NONE OF IT WAS HER FAULT... BUT SHE NEVER WANTED TO DRAG INNOCENT PEOPLE INTO THIS AT ANY SINGLE POINT#AND NOW SOMEONE WHO QUICKLY BECAME A CLOSE FRIEND IS GONE oh lord my heart#all of this added onto the things like how alone she was in nibelheim... it was just her and her dad for some years after the boys all left#and then the Incident happens and she loses that last person she had... and to an extent another she didn't even know was right there(cloud#god i could talk about her and how she has suffered more than jesus for ages (happy easter. lmao)#FF7 Rebirth spoilers#just in case?? for anyone who's only playing the remakes i guess. since this was basically already there the remakes just elaborate on it#i think about 'we found you!' 'i guess you did!' SO OFTEN#these two girls mean the world to me and i will not let you reduce them to love interest rivals#when tifa ran over to aerith's body i think everyone in the world heard my heart shattering into dust#these thoughts are a bit disjointed and don't articulate well what i mean but god. god. i am thinking about her today
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weregonnabecoolbeans · 2 months
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Okay I understand Andor being most people’s favourite Disney+ Star Wars show
And that is an excellent choice because it’s an amazing show
But I always get kind of upset when I see people explain why it’s their favourite
Because I often just see people saying that it’s the best because it doesn’t have *insert list of stuff that other star wars stuff has*
But like…most of what I see in those lists are what makes star wars...star wars
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Coming into my power in 2024 by adding PhD to my signature line
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