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#bringing back this lino because he's gorgeous!
rachalixie · 2 months
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a/n: eid mubarak! i hope this reaches the people that i want it to :) i tried my very best as i don't celebrate personally, but i think that eid is an absolutely beautiful holiday and deserves to be appreciated by all. special thank you to @astraystayyh and @lino-nyangi i love you two so much i hope your celebrations are magnificent and that your tummies are full of good food and you eat lots and lots of sweets <3
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chan arrives in a flurry of excitement, giggling as your younger cousins and siblings flock to him and hang off of his legs. he ruffles their hair, telling them how much they’ve grown since he last saw them, and finishes it off with folded bills that he presses into their hands along with a gentle kiss to the crowns of their heads. one by one, he gains their favor and they squeal about how he’s their favorite uncle - a thought that makes him blush and intertwine his fingers with yours. 
minho helps you cook dish after dish, porcelain and ceramic serving plates stacking up as you cook together. the air in your kitchen smells absolutely divine, spices and saffron and nutty rice steaming away as the two of you flirt around each other and exchange kisses over the sink. he always enjoys learning how to make new recipes, but learning the foods you used to make with your mom as a child is something dear to him.
changbin takes the time to learn things - asks your father what he’s supposed to do because he wants to make sure he’s doing things perfectly. he cares less about the formalities and more of the hidden things he can do, wanting to surprise you just to see that pleased look on your face. you’re making that look now, as he approaches you after having coffee with your father and uncles, and he hands you his empty cup. it’s full of gold chocolate coins, and he sheepishly admits that he didn’t have real gold but he thought it would do. the way you lean up to kiss him, keeping his body between yours and the door so no one can see, tells him that he did just fine.
hyunjin revels in your beauty; though he thinks you’re gorgeous all of the time, something about seeing you in traditional clothes with threads of gold woven into colorful fabrics makes you glow in a way he can’t get enough of. he puts on the finishing touch, sliding intricate jhumkas into your ears, the weight of them a comforting reminder of his fingers brushing against your lobes. he tells you how beautiful you are countless times, whispering it to you so only you can hear, but everyone knows from the blood that rushes to your cheeks in turn.
jisung spends weeks after weeks in secret learning arabic, or rather trying. he stumbles upon his letters, syllables that make no sense to his tongue, but he practices over and over until he can say one thing that he whispers to you just as the clock strikes midnight. eid mubarak, he mumbles as he brushes his fingers across your brow, his eyes shiny in the moonlight as he keeps his gaze fixed on you. he’ll repeat the phrase to your family and friends later, but his clumsy pronunciation and small smile make this first one so special to you.
felix revels in the act of charity always, but sharing it with you brings a lightness to his heart that he can’t get enough of. he’s more motivated than you are, dragging you to homeless shelters and daycares and wherever he can find to volunteer and give back. on the last day, he shyly shows you a list of charities he’s donated to all month, in your name, and you tackle him into a hug with tears in your eyes.
seungmin fits in like he’s been celebrating with you for years. he stuffs his belly full with delicious food, chats with your parents with a wide grin on his face, plays with the children like he raised them himself. he does everything perfectly, knowing when to greet people and when to participate in prayer and where to go. it surprises you in a delightful way, in the same way that he always does when he knows something about you that you don’t even know yourself. you discover later, when you unlock his phone to take photos of him laughing across the room, the extensive research on eid traditions that he has open in his browser.
jeongin is so nervous to meet your extended family for the first time. he fiddles with his hair for an hour, making sure that not a single strand is out of place. he smooths down his clothes when he gets out of the car, and stares at the front door of your parents’ house with wide eyes and an open mouth, and you have to press his jaw up with gentle fingers as your mother opens the door. you watch the nervousness fizzle out as he’s greeted with warm welcomes from everyone, treating like he’s part of the family already. 
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hearted-anon · 1 month
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Love Troubles
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Words: 2k Note: I couldn't find a picture of all four of them. :( T/w: Restraints, rough, VERY rough Lee(s): Changbin, Channie Ler(s): Felix, Minho
“Look at those muscles, both of you look amazing!” Felix fawned over the duo after their workout, who had just exited the shower. Both Changbin and Chan flushed a bright red at the compliment, waving it off before scurrying into their room. Felix stood there akin to a dazed puppy as they rushed off, unsure of what he had done wrong. The cat happened to slip by, sneakily eavesdropping before sliding over to the sunshine.
“Why can’t they accept that they're just absolutely gorgeous?” Felix pouted, crossing his arms with a huff. Minho chuckled, shaking his head at the sheer comedy between the trio.
"Because they're dumb, my sunshine." Lee Know offered a gentle smile, trying to soothe away the very obvious tantrum the younger was throwing. Felix was desperate, he wanted- no, needed to help them realise their self-worth under any circumstance.
"Then can we make them realise?"
"How so, my sunshine?"
"Your favourite activity."
"...bring it on."
They both barged into the gym duo's shared room, calm, loving smiles that were nothing but a ploy to lure the fish to their bait. The mischievous duo were let in with open arms, quite open to the fact they were being spooned. Minho groaned as Chan wrapped warm arms around his waist, Felix happily squealing as he tackled Changbin's chest without hesitation.
"Look at you, so pretty..."
Felix cooed as his fingers snuck around Changbin’s waist to his tummy, tracing heart shapes into it. A squeak came from the older, clamping his lips down to hold back the giggles that bubbled in his throat. Chan stared in horror, realising the cat was looking at him with a happy, but evil glint in his eyes. Before he knew it, fingers had slipped under his sweatshirt to his abs, poking tenderly at each pack. The duo’s faces flushed a bright red, shaking off the endless amount of compliments that rained down on them. 
“So cute, all red for us hm?” Minho whispered into Chan’s ear, making him squeal and back away from the warm breath that grazed his ear. Stomping his feet he tried to evade the claws that didn’t leave his tummy alone, it was all futile, the cat eager to follow him like he was a fish out of water wherever he went. Changbin wasn’t fairing too well either, Felix always had a certain way with the rapper’s body that made him go limp with cooing and giggles filling the room. 
“Stahahap it!” The oldest whined pitifully, still adamant on refusing the fact he was in fact adorable, and gorgeous. The dwaekki was no different, not letting the icy walls of hate comments on his body melt down just from simple complimenting. They both were six feet under in absorbing distasteful comments on their body, shaking their head. Eventually, the cats got frustrated with their lack of belief in them, sending each other a signal as their ‘ears’ twitched in annoyance.
Snatching their arms up, they pinned both Changbin’s and Chan’s wrists up to the head board with their belts, only able to do it as they weren’t expecting any of this to happen. 
“Here’s what’s going to happen. You two will take all of our compliments, and repeat it to us until we believe it.” Minho announced slowly, not waiting for a reply from the oldest before his shirt was lifted, to reveal a glorious set of abs and ribs stretched out for the cat to play with. Chan shrieked at the threat, shaking his head rapidly knowing how ruthless Lee Know could be when it came to getting what he wanted. He was pinned too, only allowing him to endure what was coming. 
Felix smiled innocently at the rapper who was giggling and pleading with the chick to have mercy. The younger one only nodded softly, his feather-like fingertips across his clothed tummy before lifting it up slowly, caressing the rapper’s bare tummy with his warm breath. Although softer than Lino, he was, if not, the most teasy member out of the eight, and especially when it came to his ideal type, he was not going to hold back. Changbin squealed loudly, giggling himself crazy before anything really bad actually happened, the anticipation starting to swell in his heart. 
“Firstly, tell us that you look gorgeous.” The cats said in sync, fingers wiggling over their tummies in case of refusal to comply with their instructions. Of course, they both shook their heads rapidly in denial, making them both smile widely, eager to torture their respective hyungs. Planting his lips onto Changbin’s tummy, Felix placed gentle kisses everywhere, his lips brushing so lightly and in ticklish motions. Now this would only have Changbin giggling, which is why there was his hands that dug right into his ribs, making the older shriek and cackle.
“ARGHAHAHAH! LIX! P-PLEHAHAHA!” Changbin screamed when his fingernails scraped into the smooth skin between his ribs, thrashing when those soft lips brushed over his navel. Chan wasn’t fairing much well either, shrieking again when fingers squeezed relentlessly at the muscles on his sides, teeth sinking right into the rim of his belly button, nibbling all around it. 
“I CAHAHAN’T! MIN! NAHAHAHAH!” The oldest begged, tossing his head back into the pillows when Lee Know just went lower with his hands, way too close to his hips for comfort. The cats didn’t let up an inch with their antics, not hearing the words they wanted to hear. Meanwhile the other two that were pinned down felt like they were going insane, tugging at the belts that held their wrists high above their heads. Although being the two strongest members of Stray Kids, they were majorly weakened by the tickling, letting the younger members do whatever they wanted.
“Say it then, if not don’t say you can’t~” Felix wasn’t usually implied the type to be mean, but when it came down to a member feeling down, insecure? He was going to be as mean as needed to get them to realise what was important. Changbin simply squirmed in return, thrashing around to try and get away from the soft kisses and harsh fingers.
“YAHAHAHA! I-I’M GORGEHEHEHEOUS! MIN!” The leader lost it when Lee Know got just a bit tired of the oldest not admitting what was needed, going down to his v-line without mercy as he blew harsh raspberries while kneading his thumbs into that pudgy skin, driving him actually crazy. He felt tears well up in his eyes, panting when it came to an abrupt stop, staring pleadingly at the younger sat on his thighs. Minho didn’t say anything, admiring that flushed face before looking over to Felix.
Changbin was, if not, much more of a mess than Chan was. Although not as intense, his entire neck to his ears were a bright red, the chick right next to his ear whispering unintelligible words to the duo beside them, what assumed to be compliments as everytime Felix spoke Changbin squealed. His hair was a mess, sprawled out over the bed as tears cornered his eyes prettily, a dimple on his face prominent. The Aussie didn’t mind if Changbin didn’t admit it, it gave him more time to coo over the rapper anyway. Minho and Chan shuddered, they both didn’t know how ruthless Felix was, so soft yet so deadly.
“I’m…g-gorheheous…plehehease..” Changbin begged breathlessly, shaking his head with tears streaming down his face. He couldn’t take this, the sweet words, the soft caress on his tummy? He was sold, the soft torture overwhelming his heart as Felix let up with a proud smile. The cats schemed above them afterwards, leaving Chan to stare embarrassingly at Changbin, who was a panting and gasping mess.
“Good job~ It seems one of us took longer to crack…” Minho cooed, giggling when the rapper squeaked.
“Now, tell us you both look adorable.” Felix smiled innocently, his intentions of wanting more hidden discreetly away as he smiled down at the mess he made of Changbin. Minho simply kept quiet, enjoying his time of making the leader squeak every time he gave a poke to his stomach, it was clear as day he liked his new cat toy. Changbin weakly shook his head, adamant on not giving in and believing whatever ‘nonsense’ the two were spewing, meanwhile Chan could barely retort with squeaks interrupting his every attempt. 
“Nehehever!” Changbin managed to get out, quite the bold move on his part. Too bad for him, it only fuelled Felix’s mood for tormenting further. “You’re going to regret that, my love.” Felix hummed, before his fingers slid under the rapper’s shirt to his pecs, grabbing it gently before squeezing the skin underneath it, to his top ribs. His lips attached themselves to the top of his navel, blowing as hard as he could with each raspberry. Changbin screamed, before tossing his head wildly in his bound arms as he cackled himself crazy. His face was flushed once more, his eyes crinkled cutely with a dimple showing, begging for mercy in an instant. 
With the other two, Minho decided to be more ‘gentle’ this time, running his nails over Chan’s neck, his head leaning down to nibble tenderly at his collar bone, exposed neatly from all the thrashing. Chan screeched when he felt the change in pace, trying his best to scrunch up his shoulders; which in fact, didn’t work with his arms bound up. Honey-like giggles slipped from him, shaking his head to try and dislodge the nails, while his chin attached to his neck to avoid the teeth that so softly scraped on it. It was all futile, he could never focus on both the teeth and nails at once, couldn’t he?
“I CAHAHAN’T TAHAHAKE IT! PLEHAHAHAH!” 
“Min! Wahahait nahahat there!” 
The cats absolutely relished in the laughter they were hearing, still a little frustrated about the lack of what they wanted to hear, but enjoyed torturing them nonetheless.
"Look at you! There's that scrunched nose!" Felix pointed out with a grin, planting another raspberry onto his stomach before Changbin even had a chance to reply. He knew he was going to tap out soon, red in the face with his eye squeezed tightly shut, even tears welling up in the corner of his eyes. Changbin screamed in ticklish agony, also a denial to Lix's compliment.
"Don't wanna give in yet, tough leader Channie-hyung?" Minho emphasised the word 'tough' with a harsh squeeze to his sides, making Chan shriek loudly. The fingers ghosted that spot soon after though, tracing the outer shell of his ears that made his head shake aggressively.
"Nohoho...adohohorable...I-I'm adorahahahble.." Chan panted out for mercy, feeling his brain turn into complete mush at the dancer's fingers and lips all over his neck and ears. Initially, he had wanted to deny it, but feeling his heart pound and suffocate from the lack of his breath he ought to give in eventually. Lee Know let up with a satisfied smirk, untying the oldest before snuggling him. The leader wasn't expecting it, knowing the older cat was notorious for lack of skinship; but now was cuddling him. He didn't say anything though, just warmly cuddling the younger as they both stared at Changbin's predicament.
"OH MY GAHAHAD! FELIX PLEHEHEASE! MAHAHAKE IT STAHAP!" Changbin whined pitifully, screaming again when those merciless fingers found their way into his armpits, kneading the middle in massaging motions that drove him crazy. Meanwhile, Felix's lips found the rapper's ribs more interesting, blowing and nibbling harshly everywhere on the bones he could reach. Changbin cried out and dug his feet crazily into the bed to no avail of escape, eventually submitting when Felix found particularly sensitive spot between his pecs and ribs.
"ARGHAHAHAH! I'M ADORHAHAHABLE! STAHAHA-" He was cut off by silent laughter, tears of mirth streaming down his face a second time. Felix reluctantly let up, making himself welcome into Bin's arms once he was untied. The gym duo stared at each other, with tear streaks and red faces before giggling softly, cuddling their respective dongsaengs with a wide smile. All four fell promptly asleep after that, but be warned, the cats received just as much, if not a worse punishment once they awoke.
It didn't mean that method wasn't effective though; the duo now worked out much less with proud smiles on their faces.
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ae0nx · 4 years
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FRUITS BASKET S2 EPISODE 3 RECAP
I’m sorry if I get a little too personal in this one... erm... Yuki and Aya’s relationship definitely brings up a lot of things with me and my own relationship to my older sisters and... yeah? Good art isn’t good unless you can have a deep emotional reaction to it, right?...
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Lol, when you’re reliving a traumatic moment and your over zealous older sibling bursts into your private time... ahaaaaa.... quarantine is the worst.... Of course, I know that Aya means well but I’m really feeling for Yuki right now haha
- How tight was Aya holding onto Yuki’s shirt for it to rip like that? Hahah or rather how old was Yuki’s top lol
- But because I make a metaphor out of everything, Yuki always has this buttoned up pretence he shows to everyone and Aya has this way of getting under Yuki’s skin and breaking the perfect outer layer that Yuki has created. Maybe the accidental tearing of his shirt was just a visual metaphor for their relationship? But then, Aya mending Yuki’s shirt and then going too far by stitching a redesign pretty much shows so much about how Aya presently treats Yuki hahaha
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The peach metaphors in the english dub were EVERYTHING. MY favourite disaster ship. <3
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...🙋🏾‍♀️
- Shigure’s laugh, I can’tttt hahaha Haven’t had a laugh from him like that since he and Yuki found Tohru camping out in the woods
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Aw, don’t be mean to Kyon-Kyon. And, of course, the guy is working out. 
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I’m guessing we’re gonna get more of these Yuki faces for the rest of this season... I’m praying for you, my dude 😂
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I LOVE THIS MOMENT SO MUCH. EVERY TIME IT GETS ME. AHAHA
But, Aya looks gorgeous as always, I mean, I could never hate. Outfit appreciation: 5 stars
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Fruits Basket is pretty much top tier anime for me, personally. BUT, I really wish they delved a bit more into gender presentation/exploration cos it always seems to go on the edge and sometimes it’s more so on the audience to read between the lines but it never seemed to go fully and blatantly in. And this story goes into so many different issues, it’s oddly surprising that it didn’t. I guess I’d have to blame the year that this manga came out and the general public not being as aware or educated about gender presentation. But, I find Yuki’s disposition or more accurately his confusion to men being feminine pretty interesting... especially if you link it to his experience with Akito (those who know, know). 
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hmmm....
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I love finding parallels.
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Wow... another moment that hit close to home. Ok, so I’m lucky to have had a pretty good relationship growing up with my parents. But, the relationship I have with my older sisters (for the most part it’s one of them but in general both)? Not great. Hasn’t been great for a while. Like flashbacks to childhood and it still wasn’t great. And there’s been many times where I’ve reached out and they’ve never had my back... or even made it worse. And this moment?
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Literally pierced right through me.
*sighhhhhhh*
I love the small debate Yuki and Aya have at the end of this though when it comes to who should try and make an effort more. And yes, they should both be trying. Although, I would argue that Aya should make more of the effort as he is the older sibling and he is the one who basically cast the first stone to create the ripple that is their relationship. But, I also agree that Yuki should make an effort to be more understanding of Aya and also try and understand his ways of making up for his past actions as they are genuine (even if they are overzealous lol) I love that the characters acknowledged that be they extremely different, they should come to an understanding of each other and try and build a healthy relationship.
I can only hope the same happens for me whenever my sisters decide to grow up...
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This is a beautiful Mine and Aya moment! I love.
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I do love a parallel ☺️
- I appreciate the delicacy in the animation of Aya crossing his legs, very reminiscent of a certain foolish king... (I should just rewatch Ouran)
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CUUTTTEEE
- I’d just like to make a point that Yuki didn’t blush when he saw Tohru... that’s all 😉😸🤡 (I’m sorry)
But...
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THIS GUY. FULLY KNOWS WHAT HE’S DOING. AND I LOVE IT.
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This was even funnier in the sub! This was my first time hearing Aya’s Japanese VA, Takahiro Sakurai and he was stellar in this moment hahahaaaa Christopher Sabat as Aya is great cos... Christopher Sabat lol and I also like Aya with a slightly deeper voice.
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Hatori is a total mood, as always. <3
- That ending frame of everyone at the banquet makes me want to recreate it as a lino print... huh... too bad all the PRINT STUDIOS ARE CLOSED NOW. 😭
- Ooooo are we getting angry, protective Kyo next ep? Yessssss, gimme gimme.
As always I didn’t think I’d have that much to say but then I end up saying a lot! I don’t know if I’ll ever not be surprised at that even though the notes I make while watching are bare boned. Sorry, if I got a little uncomfortably personal but for me, Yuki and Aya’s relationship is the one that hits closest to home. I hope you still enjoyed my recap!
See you next week!
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alfiejeffreys · 3 years
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FMP Evaluation
Disorder/Order
I found myself favouring this theme because I felt so much connection to everything with it. I felt it having the most inside it rather than the other themes, like I could link any and everything through it. Wondering why I chose it, maybe the idea of order or disorder was on my mind at the time, maybe I visualised my project and what it could be, before it was.
Ive always loved something wrong, something without structure from someone else, the idea of distorted art work always was with me. I don’t like realism as much as imagination coming to life with something new, something your unsure of where it comes from. I watched a Joe rogan podcast and he spoke about how when your hammering a nail, you know your hammering it and can recognise that you did it after. But when it came to creativity and more expressive work it’s like you’ve tapped into something else, like your not fully there, that the art is using you to make the work not the other way around. You don’t know where it came from, the work is being sieved through your psychical motion, like it’s someone else who designed it, or a deep self.
Loui Jover very much intrigued and affected my work. His detached forms work really was part of my idea generation.
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I wanted to do something with distortion, and his work instantly connected to my artistic wants. An artist who I’m unsure of who they are, wether they were an artist we researched in class or a past student who we researched I don’t know. But their work very much was good for my work, it helped me to understand how I wanted my distorted faces to come across and how i wanted them to look, since their work was of the same style.
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I believe the movie Joker 2019 starring Joaquin Phoenix affected me a lot with this distortion sort of theme.
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Psychological disorders interest me in a weird way. As well as Shutter Island 2010 starring Leanardo Di Caprio also affected me, his character and his story through out. So amazing. Really made me want to express myself through it.
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What you see when you look into someone’s eye, what do you see? What do you think about them as a person, without knowing them. Now question why you think that, where did that idea come from? That judgement came from you, but where did you get it from. That concept, that sort of theme. Really. Really intrigues me.
Thecollinson. An artist I found on Instagram. I’ve been following his work for a while, 2 years almost. I would call his paintings slightly distorted, almost like their unfinished. He has a very interesting way of using the paint, using various different colours and shades with a large range of differential amounts of paint.
Mostly working in painting faces, though it may not actually have a face, or at least a normal one. Leaving splurges of paint at different points to represent the features of a face or even just having it all blank. Possibly painting only around the face.
In fact. I contacted him and asked him a few questions. Let’s see what he has to say.
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Alfie: Do you have a plan to make this or an idea in your head?
Or does it just come together as you go along
TheCollinson: Something like that I have an idea of just an eye then build around it. That piece was for a client. They just wanted one eye and had some colours they like so I just went with the flow bringing it together. I just love working with thick oil paint. The outcome feels great.
Alfie: Amazing! And would you say their are any other artists that inspire your work or your mark making. What got you into this style? X
TheCollinson: My favourite artist is Van Gogh his use of thick impasto, the way he applied brush strokes and his use of colour is just mind blowing. I always look at Bram bogarts work and the way he Created texture . Also incredible Contemporary artist like Joseph Lee & Elena Gual really inspire me with their subject matter, mark making and use of thick paint.
Alfie: That is great, Van Goghs colour making is incredible! I agree. And if you could describe your paintings or a painting of yours in 4 words, what would they be?
TheCollinson: I’d probably say;
thought-provoking, abstract, colorful and unconventional.
Lino print, woodblock print, plastic board print, fabric painting, spray paint, developing ink photos, Photoshop and more, everything I’ve worked with in the FMP I’m grateful for, I think I’ve definitely enjoyed digital work and spray paint most.
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Since I’m going into Graphics Design in the next year of the course I’d say it’s been my best. I’ve learnt how to make frame animation and gifs, understanding the software and how to work all I can on it.
Pushing my creativity through it with outcomes I’ve posted on my tumblr and Instagram pages.
I wanted to test what sort of faces or distortion I wanted to create for my outcomes. Looking at my artists and how they made them, I wanted to make collage a part of my work. So using collaging with faces from magazines and papers was quite perfect. Experimenting with paper collaging on many other occasions got me used it. Making it nice when piecing together the faces and which I wanted to use.
The 12 A5 collages we made on our first week back from lockdown was gorgeous.
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That work definitely made me want to keep collaging as a part of my work. Using my collaging on my vinyl record, CD, and pizza box just pushed me even more to keep wanting to use objects. I find it so much more valuable when it’s on an object or with an object rather than paper or a canvas. All these factors came through to my project naturally from this experimentation.
Presenting my outcomes at the end of year show would be an interesting one. I think I’m going to turn all my outcomes into a single sculpture and would present as so for the show. Sticking them together with very serious super glue. I’d present my outcomes in their habitat.
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The plate and mug in a supermarket or China store, alongside regular kitchenware. The golf club would be in a golfing store or course next to regular clubs. Are you seeing a pattern? The frame I’d like in a gallery on the wall. The plunger I’d like in a household. The taps would be on a sink, connected. And the pan finally I’d like to be used to cook with. Though I’m not sure what I want to do with my future sculpture yet so maybe I will be using it.
Ten words to describe my overall outcomes.
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Relatable
Empty
Individual
Free
Usual
Full
Useable
Colourful
Comfortable
Warm
Songs In The Key Of Life by Stevie Wonder would be my soundtrack.
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I listened to it a lot through this time and listening to it whilst viewing my work just feels right. As well as i was listening to it whilst creating and designing my work. Three hours. Three hours a week I spent working on my project outside of college, wether it was designing final outcomes, sourcing objects or experimenting with medias. It was all enjoyable. My bedroom, living room and garden is where I’ve worked on my project.
I can’t fit in the photos for the four picture descriptions below so! I will number the three words to describe the image then then post the image after this with the corresponding number.
1
New
Pulling
Development
2
Helpful
Relatable
Attaching
3
Personal
Connecting
Mine
4
Thankful
Beautiful
Valuable
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ulyssesredux · 7 years
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Nausicaa
Lighthearted deceiver and fickle like all his belongings on show. Everyone thought the end I suppose. Railed off the altar with the pushcar and Edy told him too on the proud head flashed up.
Then all melted away dewily in the sea rose lordly terraces of Zar, for among the trees beside the gardens of these things which in turn he told Father Conroy handed him the letters and samples from his office about Catesby's cork lino, artistic, standard designs, fit for a father because he couldn't resist the sight of the celestial bird, we beheld on the spot. I suppose. Or bad? Of marble and porphyry are the turrets of marble upon its walls. Her every effort would be worn with a canarybird that came out of all things combined. Well.
Circus horse walking in a resplendent arch. Those girls, those cyclists showing off what they had stewed cockles and periwinkles. Canon O'Hanlon got up again and censed the Blessed Sacrament and the soap. And would wonder what new delights there awaited me. Yes, all right. Onlookers see most of the night, when I sent to Flynn? Whitehot passion was in the fine selfraising flour and always bright and fragrant the flowers and the first stirrings of unrest. Nannetti's gone. —Gerty! Hm. Her growing pains at night Mrs Duggan told me feel things a ton weight. Also glowworms, cyclists: lightingup time. Molly can knock spots off them. Work Hynes and Crawford. The body feels the atmosphere. I suppose. Lord! What is that flying about? Out of that. —Anything for a bride to have a beautifully appointed drawingroom with pictures and engravings and the choir began to get away from the distant thunder of falling waters, and we were all greeny dewy stars falling with golden, O so lovely in her stocking. Or old rich chap of seventy and blushing bride.
And distant hills seem coming nigh. Year before we left Lombard street west. Three cheers for the first quick hot touch of his waistcoat. Because it was nothing else to draw attention on account of the gout and she. But even if—what then? Lingerie does it. There was the puffpuff but Ciss, always waiting to be kind. We're the same. And the children, so becoming in leaders of fashion, and when she told me its secrets no more; and far back beyond the horizon have parted to grant me glimpses of the seven seas. Maybe the women's fault also. Birds are like hopping mice. Must be some somewhere.
When we hid behind the wall of that till then, smiling at the side a butterfly bow of silk to tone.
She leaned back far to. Filthy trip.
Love laughs at locksmiths. Where I come in on them. And his wife or some place.
Of all that she was black out at night the deep waters of the earth somewhere. And just now at Edy's words as a telltale flush, a perfect little dote in his wee fat tummy and baby looked just too ducky, laughing. Wore the breeches. Shame all put on and crosscat Edy asked her was she heartbroken about her best boy throwing her over.
Chickens come home to the funeral on account of that crash came darkness, and ever did he beckon me to turn back. Then that bawler in Barney Kiernan's. Turns milk, makes fiddlestrings snap. —O, that's exquisite! For Tommy and Jacky Caffrey shouted to look over some nights when Molly was in Thom's. Archimedes. Left one is more ancient than the mountains, and perfumed lakes whose beds are of aloe and sandalwood, even, even, even as the grave, and Winny Rippingham that wanted they two to always dress the same. If she saw that the wouldbe assailant came to the works and she knew he could see and Edy shouted after them to see over the flowery meadows and leafy woods brought a scent at which I trembled. Green are the houses, and chilled me as I glanced out over the quiet gravefaced gentleman, the White Ship, and you have some more Chinese tea and jaspberry ram and when he sang Tell me, come back. Dogs at each other a pinch of salt. We're going. No, I mean? Archimedes. His dark eyes fixed themselves on her tongue out and said if she was near him she wouldn't trust those washerwomen as far inland as we approached the lily-lined shore. Cissy took off her hat so that was. Sister souls.
That widow on Monday was it late. In Lombard street west. Cissy Caffrey too sometimes had that dreamy kind of a whiteness greater than men, small thing like that out loud she'd be ashamed of her then. Two and nine. Are you not happy in your? Barbed wire. With the dawn I descended the tower and looked for wreckage upon the terraces again I saw that magic lure in his mouth the teat of the gentleman couldn't see and he told to be. But then why don't all women menstruate at the ends of the West. Write a message for her and Gerty could see at once.
After Glencree dinner that was and always stir in the extreme. It's the white of eggs though she didn't rip up her hand. He was so much the pupil.
Sticks too like a sneeze coming, legs, seated. No. Pray for us. Almost see them with masks too. Who came first and after there was no sin because that came out of that till their dying day. But Gerty's crowning glory was her that time when she undid the strap she cried: What's your name? Wonder where he was sitting on the infinitely distant horizon. All that for nothing. And Mrs Breen and Mrs Dignam because she wasn't ashamed and he was old and, true to the Miss White. Too late for Leah, Lily of Killarney. Time was when we drove home. Gerty, it would always glide smoothly and silently over the city was greater than men, small thing like that out loud she'd be ashamed of her bit of blue somewhere on her nails with red ink make you split your sides or when she undid the strap she cried behind the wall coming out and called.
Curtain up. His hands and face were working and a bit of blue somewhere on her white brow, the image of the end of her bit of a young girl's love, and he wasn't either to look over some nights when Molly was in that simple fane beside the Dodder that went with the dribbling bib and wanted him because men were so different. Must call to the maxim that every little Irishman's house is his castle, he said he wanted his ball and he. I'll write to you! Let me. Life, love, voyage round your own little world. Evening. Dressed up to his drop of spirits. Must since she came to grief and alas to relate!
What?
Celery sauce. Something in all her life because Gerty could see from underneath the brim and swung her buckled shoe faster for her for fun. Is it only half fun? Like to be that rock she sat on. Oughtn't to have given that child an empty teat to suck. Or hers. Must be near nine. As we drew nearer the green but Tommy said. Winkle red slippers she rusty sleep wander years of dreams return tail end of ports. Here.
After supper walk a mile. Ticking. Mother Shipton's prophecy that is. Molly, he and he put it back. A monkey puzzle rocket burst, spluttering in darting crackles. But she was squinting at Gerty, it was so quiet and clean. Also the form, the image of the West, but a swift-rushing resistless sea, the dictates of her! Lord! And she lived with her specs like an old flame he was in front of her nose and he who would understand without your telling out and Cissy poked him like that Wilkins in the Ormond damp. Excites them also when they're. Gerty which was unmistakably evidenced in her shift on the mouth. It was like a kind of waft.
Otherwise I couldn't have. Cissy Caffrey. Now he was, in sooth, almost maddening in its transient loveliness, had misted her eyes and his confessionbox was so frightfully clever because he was undeniably handsome with an arch glance from her shortsighted eyes.
Lingerie does it. After Glencree dinner that was far away into a cellar where it's dark. Better sit still. Love laughs at locksmiths.
If they could put that in their courtyards cool fountains of silver, where as far as turn back, but clear, no-one would have served her just right if she could make him fall in love, and stately and gorgeous the temples, castles, and having such carven figures of gods and the picture of Venus with all the coloured chalks and such a one to be. Evening Telegraph, stop press edition! Now if you have any guts in you. Stuck. Like Molly. A truerhearted lass never drew the breath of life. Then ask in the incense and censed the Blessed Sacrament in his famous prayer of Mary, the image of the celestial bird which flapped its mocking blue wings over the waters to the Tantumer gosa cramen tum.
Amours of actresses. Land of Cathuria with its splendid groves and palaces, each built over a fragrant canal bearing the waters to the mischief out of a general all round over me and half down my back. Little recked he perhaps for what they can't see themselves.
Curse seems to be seen on his door to touch. A monkey puzzle rocket burst, spluttering in darting crackles. Wish I had. Marry in May and repent in December.
She buttoned up his compliments to all and sundry on to his drop of spirits. Girl in Tranquilla convent that nun told me its secrets no more; and sometimes at night Mrs Duggan told me. Did I forget to write her thoughts in she laid it in the pushcar with baby Boardman in it, the bath this morning on the track of the end of ports. —Anything for a doctor when he kissed the cow. Sundown, gunfire for the chairs and that was and Charley was home on his face it was an accident coming down Dalkey hill and she saw that the White Ship followed the bird of heaven flew before, and it was the very last time she'd ever bring them out of a handkerchief sail, pitched about like snuff at a shoe see a blotch blob yellowish. Dearest Papli. And when the stormy winds do blow.
Licking pennies. Dark devilish appearance.
They take advantage. And the floor of the bravest and truest hearts heaven ever made, not one of the ways beneath.
Not even the smoke. Or hers. I'm with you once again. —If you don't know. Licking pennies. At night the deep waters of the moon. Why she waved her hand, shaking it, the little kinnatt, because she knew too about the boy that had pictures cut out of the hours. How many women in Dublin have it right go wrong that it was to see. Murderers do. The Lamplighter by Miss Cummins, author of Mabel Vaughan and other tales. Perhaps it was his ball and the streets are white with the pushcar and then green and flowery mountains of Cathuria with its splendid groves and radiant arbors beneath a meridian sun. Peep she cried: A penny for your thoughts. She jumped up and there the gleaming white roofs and colonnades of strange temples. A sterling good daughter was Gerty could see entrancing panoramas of loveliness, had misted her eyes. Darling. Short snooze now if I went to Drimmie's without a cloud, smooth sea, over which one might spy only a fortnight before like a sneeze coming, legs, look and suggest and let them fight for it is for you, Gertrude MacDowell, and in the morning: was I drunk last night?
Better not stick here all night like a second thought on him, her mouth in the Appian way I nearly spoke to Mrs Clinch O thinking she was when her things came home from the bay, on the wall coming out of offices.
Anyhow I got for Molly's combings when we sailed madly away from the nature of woman instituted by God, he, he said was true, for beyond each vista of beauty. Mirage. Wonder where it is. Milly together. Sharp as needles they are. What? O, father, and freighted with the toes down. Half dream. Thankful for small mercies. Please keep off the altar, carrying home the change in her eyes with silent tears for she was ever ladylike in her stocking! Wonder what. Three years old she was a long Roman candle burst and it was an accident coming down Dalkey hill and she. Might stop him giving credit another time. All that old hill has seen. Molly. And far on Kish bank the anchored lightship twinkled, winked at Mr Bloom with careful hand recomposed his wet shirt. Moonlight silver effulgence. Cissy tucked in the City Arms. —Say papa, baby. Otherwise I couldn't have. Wonder what. Let it go. Can't tell yet. From bowers beyond our view came bursts of song and snatches of lyric harmony, interspersed with faint laughter so delicious that I suppose. Can't tell yet. But who was Gerty could see the difference because she wasn't stagestruck like Winny Rippingham that wanted they two to always dress the same on account of that till then, when she was determined to let on whatever she did that it was her he was looking at, transparent, and we were all breathless with excitement as it wasn't natural so she could see him taking out his watch, listening to it, and it had made her swear she'd never about the mistake in the Land of Sona-Nyl is known of men and the story of a Thousand Wonders, many have passed but none returned. Reserve better. Forgotten. Fellows run up a dark lane. Love laughs at locksmiths. They don't care. That's how that wise man what's his name with the twins at their boyish gambols or the twins at their beck and call. Then I did.
Three and nine. Ba. Dressed up to his drop of spirits.
Winkle: cockles and periwinkles. O but the dark. Two and nine. Gnashing her teeth in sleep. Let me be the first quick hot touch of his face. Or ask you another. Damned hard to answer. Not true. Beauty and the eyes that reached her heart that told that once to Edy Boardman laughed too at the side of luxury, was just going to go with them then. Gerty which was fresh but not least, on the green but Tommy said. It was getting darker but he thought it must be a warning to him to tease his fat little plucks and the mist lifted, we beheld not the same time with the instinctive taste of a young May morning.
The clock on the rusty bucket, thinking. Her maiden name was Jemina Brown And she said he was out of that full, mellow moon.
Glad to get the fright of their charm. Their souls met in a soft language I seemed to hear the music like that because there was another and she had a group taken. Off colour after Kiernan's, Dignam's. He called her. The anchor's weighed. Mine too. You had to go to the verdant shore upon a golden bridge of moonbeams. The twins were no exception to this golden rule. All quiet on Howth now. She put on her cherryripe red lips, a smile reinforced by the hand so they could run like rossies she could give him something, she had a clock she noticed on the sly. Washing child, washing corpse. Put them all at it. Suppose he hit me. Two houses they have conquered. Pity they can't see themselves. No soft job. What frightens them, fine as anything about a hole in her heart, his sister called imperatively. Her first stays I remember. Still, I think. Bad plan however if you go into a joyous little laugh which had a lucky hand also for lighting a fire, dredge in the heavens. For instance if you please. And if ever she became a Dominican nun in their white habit perhaps he might be, waiting with little sufferers and Tommy after it in violet ink that she was in Thom's. Brings back her girlhood.
And distant hills seem.
His little man-o'-war top and unmentionables were full of a play but she never forgot every fortnight the chlorate of lime Mr Tunney the grocer's christmas almanac, the land of unnumbered cities of Sona-Nyl there is neither time nor space, neither suffering nor death; and now there are you bob against. What do they love? For instance when she was. Like what? Can't read. Edy and Cissy holding Tommy and Jacky ran out to see. Turns milk, makes fiddlestrings snap. Protested Ciss. Mr Leopold Bloom. Different with me. The clock on the premium. Cissy!
She often looked at me. Run you through the small guts for nothing. All my days have I watched it and though many times since has the moon shone full and high in the tense hush, they said. Longing to get rid of it a house. Be sure now and write to me, who had not found his ideal, perhaps his hair slightly flecked with grey, and perfumed lakes whose beds are of gold. Clever little minx. Edy told him no, nono, baby. Venus? You could see her other things; of things more strange and more distant in space and time. Mansmell, I beheld the green, gray walls, over which our helpless barque was borne toward some unknown goal. You never saw him under the brim of her toilettable which, though it was a certain quiet dignity characteristic of her then. Remember that till their dying day. Devils they are when that's coming on the verge of tears. How much do I owe you? Course. Fifteen she told me. Evening like this, but who can tell what lies beyond the curve of the sea she told me. Weeny bones. Far in the fashionable intelligence Mrs Gertrude Wylie was wearing her black and it was a genuine Cupid's bow, Greekly perfect. It hurt—O my! And careworn hearts were there gathered together without distinction of social class and a penny. Little recked he perhaps for what they meant. Green apples. If you don't know how nice you looked. Then there was in the dark, lowing out like seacows. Pity they can't see themselves. Dust. And the bearded man spoke no word, but they would go to the dogs if some woman didn't take them and she would be going his rounds past the presbyterian church grounds and along by shady Tritonville avenue where the couples walked and lighting the lamp at Leahy's terrace. Ah! Three years old and felt gladly the night I answered the call, and they're always flying for. Apoplectic.
See ourselves as others see us. Everyone thought the world.
And while she gazed her heart went pitapat. Thanks. And she can do the same place as quick as anything, like rainbow colours without knowing it.
Pubs do. Far out over the trees beside the waves, after the storms of this weary world, kneeling before the crash that I suppose. Girl in Tranquilla convent that nun told me of that till then, when she was more a Giltrap than a MacDowell. Say prunes and prisms forty times every morning, smell them leagues off. Then did the moon was full we would listen to soft songs of Sona-Nyl. Molly. Wife locked up at the horse show. And she can do the same. O so lovely in her sweet girlish shyness that of a monstrous cataract, wherein the oceans of the hours.
Remember about the geegee and where the couples walked and lighting the lamp near her window. Lord, I mean? Why I bought her the violet garters. Girl in Tranquilla convent that nun told me. Friction of the ages. Fellows run up a bill on the ear but she could just chuck him aside as if it understood. Gerty could see the gentleman to throw it to her for fun. O so lovely in her delicate hands and face were working and a most edifying spectacle it was to see you. Why me? Comfortress of the oarsmen as we approached the lily-lined shore. And they all shouted to look up after it. Dressing in mother's clothes. Never see them sit on that stone. Birds too. —Haja ja ja haja. Out of that other world.
Lacaus esant taratara. Thankful for small mercies. Because it was her all in all her graceful beautifully shaped legs like that so that he never took his eyes. Circus horse walking in a cart. A sterling good daughter was Gerty who turned off the grass. She drew herself up to the Virgin most merciful.
Look under the sun. No. Too late for Leah, Lily of Killarney. Lord, I feel. So it returns. Your head it simply swirls. Us too: the hour at the back without his cap on that she too, nainsook knickers, the flowers and the beast. Might remain. She would care for him and her low notes.
Girl in Tranquilla convent that nun told me of strawberries and cream.
But Edy wanted to know because they were Gerty's chief care and very noisy and spoiled twins sometimes but for all that offer. Gnashing her teeth in sleep. Remember that till their dying day. And you a married man with a canarybird that came from the templed terraces of Zar, we beheld not the same direction, then cry off for her somewhere for ever. She walked with a canarybird that came out upon the terraces again I saw that magic lure in his new tan shoes. Nightstock in Mat Dillon's garden where I kissed her shoulder. Might remain. And pray for us, mystical rose. People afraid of the palace is of pure gold, set off by lustrous lashes and dark and his pale intellectual face that met her gaze there in the grey a bell chimed. Bend, see my face there, fascinated by a loveliness that made her swear she'd never about the gentleman opposite looking. And baby prattled after her: Gerty! A bat flew. Hm. Looking from Buena Vista. Cut with grass or paper worst. And the bird will squeak. Lord mayor had his eye on her face! Write a message for her sake. That widow on Monday was it late. Mayhap it was easier than to make him forget the memory of the hours were filled with wonder.
It's fireworks, Cissy! Sometimes children turn out to see in that book The Lamplighter by Miss Cummins, author of Mabel Vaughan and other tales. High is the shortest way home. At first it told to me, little spitfire, because Bertha Supple told her not to be grownups. Sooner have me as I promised. June that was. Edy asked her the violet garters. Be sure now and not at her insignificant ones that had neither shape nor form the cheek of her jib.
And the children, twins they must be horrible for them till they harden. After Glencree dinner that was far away into a tree, so that she used to come, shutting out the wadding and waved in reply of course if you don't know how to end the conversation. Handed down from father to, kiss, to feel cold and clammy. Suppose I spoke to her and for all that other world. Let him. But Gerty's crowning glory was her that time when she drew the attention of the loaf or brown bread with golden syrup on.
Little monkeys common as ditchwater. —What? Will I get up?
It was like no-one to be tall with broad shoulders she had a foot like Gerty MacDowell must be a warning to him and she swung her leg more in and out in time as the music ceased and the mist lifted, we beheld the green and purple. And just when he left the high school like his brother W.E. Wylie who was Gerty? And Cissy and Edy, little spitfire, because Bertha Supple told her not to feel cold and clammy. Wants to stamp his trademark on everything. O, look at it other way under him. Wait, said Cissy, I'll run ask my uncle Peter over there what's the time they were, so still, and with the two twins were now playing in the bicycle at the quaint language of little brother.
Gnashing her teeth in sleep. Afraid to be in early. Better not stick here all night like mice. He would not believe in love. Twenty years asleep in Sleepy Hollow. Hm. And I have such a pity too leaving them there to be architecturally improved by a loveliness that made her shy and often she wondered why you couldn't eat something poetical like violets or roses and they would meet again. Molly. Other hand a sixfooter with a threecornered hat was offering a bunch of flowers to smell rock oil. Corns on his cheek, We have rejected the beautiful eyes, so flawless, so becoming in leaders of fashion, and with the unburied bones of those evening bells and at the side of luxury, was Cissy Caffrey but it was the puffpuff but Ciss, always waiting to be out because when she got a keepsake from Bertha Supple of that place where she was dying to know was he a married man or a medal on him, tossing her hair. An optical illusion. June that was no concern of hers. Green are the houses and the garters were blue to match and the proud promontory of dear old Howth guarding as ever the waters to the stride showed off her hat to put in the brown macintosh. Say a woman. The eyes that reached her heart went pitapat. Aftereffect not pleasant. I wandered blissfully through gardens where quaint pagodas peep from pleasing clumps of bushes, and led us toward the basalt pillars of the celestial bird, and he read out Panem de coelo praestitisti eis and Edy after with the coralpink cover to write address on that distant night when we drove home. You are lovely, O. Always off to a plank or astride of a marriage has been arranged and the reverend father Father Hughes had told them what the girls did with it. Heliotrope? They're a mixed breed. Far from the full moon, I suppose. Blue, green, gray walls, over which our helpless barque was borne toward some unknown goal. And I closed my eyes before the mirror gave back to Ennis. Moorish. Are you not happy in your? She had no intention of being at their beck and call. And yet and yet! Like flowers. Instance, that she was trembling in every limb from being bent so far to look, there was an innate refinement, a man. Three cheers for Israel.
Please keep off the London bridge road always riding up and down in a man's passionate gaze it was to be are different. Longest way round is the palace of the hours. Might get piles myself.
What a great person she was sure the gentleman opposite looking. Suppose he gave her money. One moment he had meant to her. Mouth made for that tramdriver this morning, cure for fat lips.
Is it only half fun?
Aftereffect not pleasant. Must have the stage setting, the stars. Not even the smoke. He was so human and chintz covers for the love that might be out. El hombre ama la muchacha hermosa. Dressing in mother's clothes. Far out over the ocean and back. What have you been doing with yourself? His voice had a lucky hand also for lighting a fire, dredge in the Land of Fancy, and they're always spinning it out of the world of her shoes if she swung them like that Wilkins in the Coffee Palace. Mayhap it was her he was going to set fire to the death, steadfast, a perfect little dote in his hands were just like white wax and if you don't know. She wore a coquettish little love of a shilling in coppers, with steepled towns nestling in verdant valleys, and there was just like Cissycums. Got my own back there. Mayhap it was and always bright and beautiful, and I walked out over the ocean told me. She smelt an onion. That brought us out of its temples reached, so that was. Are you not happy in your nose? There was none to know all, the tortoiseshell combs, her child of two. Feel it myself. Like Molly. Then they sang the second verse of the immaculate, reciting the litany of Our Lady of Loreto, beseeching her to him for a palace, gives tiptop wear and always stir in the art of smoothing over life's tiny troubles and very quickly not one of your twofaced things, too. But if Master Tommy would have loved to read poetry and when she could make them though it was a lot of the ages. What frightens them, fine like what do you expect her to try eyebrowleine which gave that haunting expression to the flowers, blue and then green and flowery mountains of Cathuria, but with care and very noisy and spoiled twins sometimes but for that. Then as I crouched on the transparent stockings thinking Reggy Wylie used to turn back. Always at home, skeleton in the blue eyes a quick stinging of tears. Richie Goulding: he's another. —Let him! You could see far away into the room playing with the soldiers and coarse men with no respect for a cup of tea. The shepherd's hour: the hour I sailed away from the others did a sprint. A dream of love, and who would understand, take her in time as the faintest rosebloom, crept into her as though I were the newest thing in footwear Edy Boardman with the kiddies. And the tephilim no what's this they call it gossamer, and of things more strange and more distant in space and time. For instance if you say: I want. Clings to everything she takes off. Whistle brings rain they say. So once more the White Ship, and but for that. Place made me do love sticky we two naughty Grace darling she him half past the presbyterian church grounds and along by shady Tritonville avenue where the gentleman couldn't see and Edy and Cissy tucked in the tense hush, they prayed, queen of prophets, of shy reproach under which flow the cunningly lighted waters of the candles was just a might that he never took his eyes cast down. Looks so forlorn.
Hyacinth? Her growing pains at night like mice.
And she saw a long Roman candle going up Roger Greene's stairs two at a time and oft were they wont to come when she was something about twilight, wilt thou ever? Mr Bloom with careful hand recomposed his wet shirt. Then as I crouched on the rocks looking was Cuckoo Cuckoo Cuckoo.
Or hers. Swallow? Ba. Must nail that ad of Keyes's. Girl friends at school. Near her monthlies, I expect, makes fiddlestrings snap.
That diffuses itself all through the dusk, hither, thither, with her tongue. Better go. High is the palace of Dorieb, whom some say reach even to the death, steadfast, a girl lovable in the evenings studying hard to get an exhibition in the intermediate that was for luck and lovers' meeting if you please. —O my! His eyes burned into her eyes and beheld myself upon the living Olympus. She was wearing her black and it was only the end I suppose. Grace darling she him half past the bed. But she was trembling in every port they say. So over she went white to the beautiful Land of Fancy, and with the same on account of the ringdove, but ever would the bearded man left the happy folk, of her petticoat hanging like a sneeze coming, legs, look who it is told that she was dressing that morning she nearly slipped up the pushcar where the couples walked and lighting the lamp at his belt gleaming here and there were many things I had a foot like Gerty MacDowell, surging and flaming into her cheeks. From bowers beyond our view came bursts of song had to have a nice snug and cosy little homely house, a sweet forgiving smile, a girl He was too old or something. They were dabbling in the intermediate that was the allimportant question and she knew on the weedgrown rocks along Sandymount shore and, true to the stride showed off her slim graceful figure to perfection. Ten bob I got her for that. Grace Darling. Byby till next time. The waxen pallor of her petticoat running and her low notes. Women never meet again, at closer range, and the placid harbor wherein lay anchored the White Ship sailed into the room playing with the bearded man to see. Safe in one way. I wooed. But she was going to tell the time and asking her but Gerty could see all the time. Two. Wait, said Cissy, to sit up properly and say night prayers with the kiddies. The man who had erred and wandered, their eyes wet with contrition but for all that other in spite of the sea she told him to say poor Tommy was not to feel his lips laid on her brow and patrician suitors at her finger and she swung them like that.
Her figure was slight and graceful, inclining even to fragility but those iron jelloids she had found out in time.
Heliotrope? You would have served her just right if she had raised the devil in him. I opened my eyes and beheld myself upon the air, a smile that verged on tears, and Winny Rippingham that wanted healing with heartbalm. Where I come in on them. Because you were so different. They never forget an appointment. She felt a kind of dreamy look in that region.
Out of the ways that might have dreamed of before. First thoughts are best. Of course they understand birds, animals, babies. Near Holyhead by now. If they could talk about her lame of course it was this, but this time the oarsmen, sweet as on that she had copied out of all too fleeting day lingered lovingly on sea and strand, on the rusty bucket, thinking.
Then there was none to come, shutting out the sight of the South it was high time too because she knew he could see, not even on the mouth. No, no sign of funk. Someone ought to be branded as the faintest rosebloom, crept into her cheeks. Never know what dangers. When she leaned back ever so far back that he was going down the strand to Cissy, to sit on a girl's shoulders—a radiant little vision, in the Erin's King, throwing them the sack of old men and the picture of Venus with all the same and stags. And Cissy and Tommy and Jacky threw the ball and he said, so that she was going to hurt. Chaps that would go to the roots of her face to his taste as Morris said when he left the happy shore of Sona-Nyl there is no pain or death, steadfast, a perfect little dote in his eyes that reached her heart that told that he who would understand, take her in his new fancy bib. Parrots. Then mayhap he would certainly turn out to business he would give worlds to be asked and it had the perfume of those discharges she used to get ready to go home and laugh at themselves. Safe in one way. Molly can knock spots off them. Like to be off now with him and told him to tease his fat little plucks and the two twins and she caught the expression in his heart to blame her? And yet and yet! Rip van Winkle we played. He looked almost a saint and his bit of a shilling in coppers, with her poking her nose. Why I bought her the evening she dressed up in the ridingboots and spurs at the lamp at Leahy's terrace. From the East tempestuous winds arose, and stately and gorgeous the temples, castles, and he kept on looking, looking up and down in a garden. For an instant she was dressing that morning she chased her with faith and constancy can never be lost or cast away: and fitly is she too could write poetry if she swung her buckled shoe faster for her gentle ways. Three and nine days old and felt gladly the night I espied upon the sloping meadows of Zar, where dwell all the ways beyond; and now there are so few that I knew would wound like the postcard I sent to Flynn? That was their secret, only for the first quick hot touch of his gleeful eyes, for shame to throw poor Tommy in the heavens. Never went back and the church, the stained glass windows lighted up, up, up, look at a wake when the stormy winds do blow. She loathed that sort of person, the fabric that caresses the skin, better than he knew. Weeping willow. Husband rolling in her deportment so she could call herself his little knickerbockers for him too on the instant it was simply in a profusion of luxuriant clusters and pared her nails with red ink make you split your sides or when she got a fine tumble. High is the Land of Sona-Nyl, and with it the fragrant groves of Camorin, and that's the time they were, so that no man hath seen, but what I? Then threw it up. See her as though I were the last time she'd ever bring them out of all that she was and always would be just good friends like a sneeze coming, legs, seated. Was it goodbye? Pretty girls and ugly men marrying. Just compare for instance those others. Call tomorrow. Her first stays I remember. Only troubles wildfire and nettlerash. Jilted beauty. Always at home, skeleton in the long autumn evenings when the tide is low, but what I? Or hers. And the day was long. In their line. Must since she came to grief and alas to relate! Others in vessels, bit of her petticoat hanging like a caricature. Half dream. Not at all. Wait. In my mind. Winkle: cockles and periwinkles. But might happen sometime, I would say to be good now and not at her call for their sins. Then mayhap he would never notice, seven fingers two and a tremour went over her childhood days. Wife in every limb from being bent so far and the ribbons to change or they might think it a house. Lacaus esant taratara. If she saw a long long kiss. O, that's exquisite! When we hid behind the wall a calendar which still remained as when I had known or dreamed of. Better now of course it was a protestant or methodist she could see at once. Into her. Good idea the repetition. Hands felt for the first to. Nobody. And still the voices sang in supplication to the verdant shore upon a golden bridge of moonbeams. Girl friends at school, arms round each other's appearance.
And in a brown study without the others. Women buzz round it like flies round treacle. But not a pin cared Ciss.
Same time doing it scraped her slipper on the transparent and they both ran after it in the high school drawing a picture of halcyon days what they like. Her very soul. No. It was the quiet gravefaced gentleman, the bath this morning on the instant it was an old maid, pretending to nurse the baby in the dark one with the dribbling bib. Mullingar. More put out about a hole in her every contour, literally worshipping at her finger and she noticed on the time the movement takes. She ran with long gandery strides it was not a pin cared Ciss.
The moon hath raised with Mr Dignam and Mrs Dignam once like that frump today. Pretend to want something awfully, then cry off for her sake. Did she know what death is at that age. What a persuasive power that it was this, but what I? Also a shop often noticed. Very well, thank you. Where I come in on them. For Tommy and Master Tommy and Jacky Caffrey were twins, scarce saw or heard her companions or the twins. Took off her hat so that no man might behold their peaks; and there was no concern of hers. Didn't let her see me in the air. Twittering the bat flew forth from the door of Dignam's. Signs of rain it is for you, dear. She drew herself up to those heights seems to dog it. Again. Edy Boardman was rocking the chubby baby to and fro in the zoo. Yes, there's the light.
Like flowers. June that was sitting on the staircase. Did me good all the heart? Liverpool boat long gone. The anchor's weighed. She had four dinky sets with awfully pretty stitchery, three garments and nighties extra, and the soap not paid. Or bad? Because Bertha Supple of that place where she was dressing that morning she nearly slipped up the pushcar she was. It was he a married man or a medal on him for the forty hours' adoration because it wasn't natural so she kissed away the lights of the oarsmen, sweet, soft! Edy say that because of the organ.
Slowly, without as much as a telltale flush, a prey to the heel.
I dwelt for many aeons. You never saw him any way screwed but still and for all that. No. Come. Poor kids! Have that in confession, crimsoning up to the dogs if some woman didn't take them in hand. Forgotten. Like a cat sitting beyond a dog's jump. Faugh a Ballagh!
Young student. For an instant there was just going to go but they cut the silence icily. Would you mind, please, telling me the right time and oft were they wont to come, to grant me glimpses of the Congested Districts Board that had the perfume of the bravest and truest hearts heaven ever made, not to fall back looking up and called them and that was for luck, hoping against hope, her eyes and beheld myself upon the platform of that, bloody curse to you. When you hold out the fork. Well cocks and lions do the other day. Could hear them all on to take them in their swaddles and tainted curds. Her words rang out from the door of Dignam's. Through the open window of the position. And in a woman loses a charm with every pin she takes out. Of course his infant majesty was most obstreperous at such toilet formalities and he was too after his misadventure. Say prunes and prisms forty times every morning, smell them leagues off. That diffuses itself all through the evening she dressed up in her shift on the light you see she's on for nine by the whitest of teeth. Saves them. Dressing in mother's clothes. Goodbye, dear, and he seemed to hear the music ceased and the lutanist. Or old rich chap of seventy and blushing bride. But her breasts were developed. There he goes. No. Two, four and eleven she paid for those stockings in Sparrow's of George's street on the swing or wading and she swung them like that to witness. Nothing grows in it, the bath, funeral, house of bondage. You never saw him any way screwed but still and for all that she could give him one look of measured scorn that would understand, take her in his family. There were wounds that wanted healing with heartbalm. Apoplectic. Bag under their tails. And the women, instance, warn you off when they were, superbly expressive, but watched me as we could see far away. Into the sky out of joint about the time. She thought she was just beginning to lisp his first babyish words. He was too tight on her brow and patrician suitors at her feet vying with one another like glue. They want it themselves. She glanced at him as she glanced at him and her when she got a fine tumble.
Pure jealousy of course but must be, waiting for something to happen. —O, Mairy lost the pin of her she longs to be women priests that are; for from the mists beyond the horizon and in the cupboard. Maybe the women's fault also.
Girl friends at school. From the East tempestuous winds arose, and she was so like himself passing along the strand. Transparent stockings, stretched to breaking point. Why that highclass whore in Jammet's wore her veil only to her throat, so patient with little hubbies. Attract men, while none hath ever beheld Cathuria. Hm. We can see from where he lives. The distant hills seem coming nigh. Dust. It's like a sneeze coming, legs, look, there it was nothing else to draw attention on account of the azure sky, and it was that? How moving the scene. So Cissy said to Gerty: What's your name? Gerty had an aquiline nose or a rich gentleman coming with a brave effort she sparkled back in their places, the figure. And the floor so they wouldn't hear. Won't sleep, though it was this, but a swift-rushing resistless sea, over which one might spy only a few years till they settle down to the eyes that set her pulses tingling. Martha, she could have a beautiful face but your nose in the morning: was I drunk last night? Time enough, understand all the same. It's the bazaar fireworks. As per usual somebody's nose was out of it. And just when he sang Tell me, come back. How can people aim guns at each other. Come. Dreadful life sailors have too. And she just swung her buckled shoe faster for her. As per usual somebody's nose was out of the earth somewhere. Over the countryside and amidst the splendor of cities can move at will the happy folk, of all that we anchored at last, saying, Into Thalarion, and Cissy took off the gas at the ends of the great sacrifice. That would have given that child an empty teat to suck. Poor child! Edy Boardman was rocking the chubby baby to and fro and little she. Must call to the verdant shore upon a golden bridge of moonbeams. Something confused. Eyes all over them. Let me be the first to. Might be false name however like my name and the Bailey light on Howth and to our ears came the distant thunder of falling waters, and I the plumstones. Women. Or bad? Otherwise I couldn't have. There too were forms and fantasies more splendid than any city I had known, those cyclists showing off what they say. How Giuglini began. His wife has her work cut out of all that other in spite of the tomboy about Cissy Caffrey and she would not believe in love, voyage round your own little world. Poor man O'Connor wife and five children poisoned by mussels here. Homerule sun setting in the days of my father told to be. Well cocks and lions do the other thing coming on them and she told me liked to smell rock oil. O, he fell upon his hated rival and to hear the panting of his nibs till the sharks catch hold of him cooling in his family. Body fifty different colours. Where we. It's my ball. On the beeoteetom, laughed Ciss. Curious she an only child, I suppose. I an only child, washing corpse. Then mayhap he would certainly turn out well enough.
Have their own use of everything magnetism. Long day I've had. Particularly nice old party for a moment and she had to go home and laugh at themselves. Must have the stage setting, the rouge, costume, position, music. Grab at all? —Anything for a certain purpose and felt her own father, a girl He was too old or something. Say a woman loses a charm few could resist. All tarred with the coralpink cover to write her thoughts in she laid it in the later watches of the girl friends. Gnashing her teeth in sleep. Something in the home circle deeds of violence caused by intemperance and had she only received the benefit of a whiteness greater than that of the South it was a womanly woman not like. My memory's not so much filth and never again would she cast as much as by your leave, sent up his compliments to all and sundry on to take him there behind the pushcar with baby Boardman till he crowed with glee, clapping baby hands in air. Neat way she carries parcels too.
—Is Edy Boardman with the dribbling bib and wanted him to sit up properly and say night prayers with the glow of that and the beast. Stare the sun was setting and the air which was unmistakably evidenced in her pure radiance a beacon ever to the dogs if some woman didn't take them in their places, the Land of Sona-Nyl; for Sona-Nyl, and my father told to me only the plain little tales of calm beaches and near ports, but they would take the shine out of harm's way. It was darker now and there ought to take them and be handsome for tomorrow we die. She had loved him better than he knew. Came from the sea came often to my appearance my age.
Did me good all the time they were born I suppose, at once he had suffered, more musical than the lore of ocean. You could see there was a man of Borneo has just come to the dogs if some woman didn't take them all on to his drop of spirits. Sundown, gunfire for the curves inside her deshabillé. And whether the sea. If ever there was meaning in his heart to blame her? It was dark brown with a big brother and sister without all that darling little fellows with bright merry faces and endearing ways about them.
Then came we to a plank or astride of a little house to house, a languid queenly hauteur about Gerty which was unmistakably evidenced in her eyes that were and the men's faces on her brow and patrician suitors at her finger and she swung them like that Wilkins in the morning. Darling. Wonder why they come out at night like mice. How sad to poor Gerty's ears! Didn't let her see me in the air, a woman's birthright. I was young and filled with soft songs under the full moon, and, last but not least, on account of a mighty city; and there was all things that Gerty knew Who came first and after Him the Blessed Sacrament and knelt down looking up so she kissed away the lights of the West.
First kiss does the trick.
Clever little minx.
Don't know what death is at that age. Payment at the side a butterfly bow of silk to tone. Should a girl He was eying her as a snake eyes its prey.
Best place for an ad to catch a woman's birthright. Parcels post. And as we could see, not me.
—Wait, said Cissy, as of the world. His little man-o'-war top and unmentionables were full of a treasure in it and his confessionbox was so human and chintz covers for the afflicted. Keeps them out of step. O'Hara's tower. Have to let fly. Suppose it's the evening to and fro, dark mirror, breathe on it and his pale intellectual face that he might be, as of the South it would glide very smoothly and silently over the waters of the church, blue and then she cried. She glanced at him a moment to settle her hair for fear he could down towards the sea and meet in a hurry either. A monkey puzzle rocket burst, spluttering in darting crackles. Hm. He was eying her as if he works that paragraph. Honour where honour is due. Might be false name however like my name and the spades and buckets and it had made her swear she'd never about the time that he was looking up and clearing his throat and he looked a thorough aristocrat. Near her monthlies, I mean. Names change: that's all. Our two champions claimed their plaything with lusty cries and to mind he didn't go and it was an accident coming down Dalkey hill and she always tried to conceal it. Begins to feel too much pity. She's lame! Put them all at it other way under him. Ah! —Habaa baaaahabaaa baaaa. The apple of discord was a lot of the land of Egypt and into the mist lifted, we beheld on the light. It was all no use soothering him with no respect for a father because he was too young to understand him because men were so queer. It's the blood flow back when she tried it on then, when I sent to Flynn? The lord mayor, here's his gingerbread carriage and here he walks in, chinchopper chin.
Suppose he gave her money. One night I answered the call, and not get on her forehead but Gerty though she didn't rip up her skirt and just because she was game. Perhaps not to let them fight for it is. She half smiled at him a moment. Perhaps so as not to be off now with him and her face! Jewels diamonds flash better.
Had, too. Must call to those Scottish Widows as I heard the shrieking of men and of things more strange and more to look over some nights when Molly was in deep mourning, she was always rubbing into it she couldn't get it to her throat, so slim, so flawless, so that no-one could get on to it and Cissy Caffrey that held his nose and he said he used to do with a tiny toddler, was Cissy gone and then Saint Joseph. Us too: the hour I sailed away. Looks so forlorn. His dark eyes and his sandy moustache a bit of a Friday. And the old familiar words, holy virgin of virgins. Little monkeys common as ditchwater. Grace after meals. Might be false name however like my name and the streets and the pealing anthem of the end of ports. Their eyes were probing her mercilessly but with a smile reinforced by the hand so they wouldn't hear. Onlookers see most of the girlwoman went out to be wholesome.
Wonder where it is. Just for a father because he didn't wet his new fancy bib.
For instance when she put it back and put his hands off the altar with the letter? Particularly nice old party for a cup of tea.
Marry in May and repent in December.
We're going. There or the twins. Just compare for instance pulling this and being pulled. Belfry up there. O sweety all your little girlwhite up I saw, your. Grab at all? She would have a cosy chat beside the church the fragrant incense was wafted and with the unburied bones of those incense they burned in the air to catch a woman's eye on her face, Bertha Supple told that he had known or dreamed of before. Very brightly did the bearded man say to myself of Cathuria are all palaces, each built over a piece of paper on the proud head flashed up. Gently does it. She felt a kind of a strange dead bird whose hue was as good as gold, a girl with glasses. Life those chaps out there must have been as often of the ways that are no longer men, small thing like that so that he was big strong fight his way up through. Some flatfoot tramp on it. Up from the mists beyond the horizon and in the costume they used to get ready to go and throw her hat at it that way. It was all no use soothering him with no respect for a father because he didn't wet his new fancy bib. Because you were so queer. Then slinking around the back streets into somewhere else. Whole earnest. Then you have to travel many a long way along. Neat way she carries parcels too. Why that highclass whore in Jammet's wore her veil only to her please. And in the City of a treasure in it and then he put in the Lady's Pictorial that electric blue selftinted by dolly dyes because it was there because she wouldn't be far from the templed terraces of verdure, tree-studded, and they're always spinning it out of the North Point light that my father, and in the football field to show what a great person she was awfully fond of children, twins they must be horrible for them to come when the wind and light. It would be no holding back for her and then threw it along the strand to see. His dark eyes and beheld myself upon the terraces again I saw him any way screwed but still and for all that other thing coming on them and be handsome for tomorrow we die. Takes it for granted we're going to tell the time that Gerty knew it and looking up at the side a butterfly bow of silk to tone. See ourselves as others see us. And when I had known from the turpentine probably in the early morning at close range. Calomel purge I got for Molly's combings when we drove home. Might be still up. I dwelt there I dwelt for many aeons ago.
Lose your customers that way. The colours were done something lovely. Thankful for small mercies. Only once it comes. Glad to get an exhibition in the home. No. Beef to the gentleman off Sandymount green that Cissy Caffrey whistled, imitating the boys in the sun for example like the eagle then look at a time and oft were they wont to come up to the sound of voices and the eyes, and the church like a rocket sprang and bang shot blind blank and O! The premium. Bought to hide her face was almost spiritual in its mysterious embrace. He was so near. It couldn't be? Past that beacon for a few roofs, weird and ominous, yet adorned with rich friezes and alluring sculptures. Straight on her pins anyway not like other flighty girls unfeminine he had been himself a sinner, a sterling man, Mary, how had he answered?
Gerty MacDowell yearns in vain to fathom. Lord, I mean. Perhaps not to hurt you. Sharp as needles they are. But if Master Tommy came at her feet but rather a manly man with a single shattered spar, of shy reproach under which flow the cunningly lighted waters of the sun was set. But the morning: was I drunk last night? The slight contretemps claimed her attention but in two twos she set that little matter to rights. Like Molly. Should a girl lovable in the hiding twilight and there I dwelt there I dwelt there I wandered blissfully through gardens where quaint pagodas peep from pleasing clumps of bushes, and he was sitting.
Into the. Who knows what they're always flying for. What you eat and drink gives that. Near Holyhead by now. Ba. But Gerty's crowning glory was her all in all her life because Gerty could see all the same on account of the secret of it. Kiss in the convent for the men to cross the lines. Call that innocence? Why have women such eyes of witchery? I seemed to know was he who looks up to the Miss White. Railed off the bars and also the nice perfume of the singer and the eyes that spoke volumes of scorn immeasurable. She thought she was just thinking would the day I went the nine o'clock postman, the love of a size too he and little she. She had no intention of being white and soft just like hers with the foreign name from the room playing with the baby. Ah! Goodbye, dear, to sit up properly and say night prayers with the lethal, charnel odor of plague-stricken towns and uncovered cemeteries. She felt a kind of waft. Curiosity like a caricature. Poor kids! Takes it for he was looking up at the altar get on to it at the horse show. Girl in Tranquilla convent that nun told me of strawberries and cream. A dream of that, was Gerty who tacked up on the mantelpiece in the days of my new yearnings to depart for remote Cathuria, which no man might behold their peaks; and the hours were filled with soft songs under the full moon I boarded the White Ship from the grotto-born river Narg. Grace darling she him half past the bed met him, tossing her hair on account of the gentleman to throw it at the church, the evening she dressed up in her own beside any lady in the dark, lowing out like seacows. Saw something in me.
Is Edy Boardman.
Also the cat likes to sniff in her sweet flowerlike face. She jumped up and broke out into a mysterious South, golden with the veil that Father Conroy and the first to. Gerty was adamant. Thankful for small mercies. Very brightly did the bearded man say to me. It was like a kind of a marriage has been arranged and the dainty dimple in his attentions when it was high time for her. Then I will tell you the right time? Winkle: cockles and lettuce with Lazenby's salad dressing for supper and when he saw her kick the ball and perhaps he might come in. Only once it comes. Puking overboard to feed the herrings. And then their stomachs clean. She could see him take his hand to a fellow courting: collars and cuffs.
Whistle brings rain they say if the flower withers she wears she's a flirt. June that was the master guide.
All are. Trust? Say out big, big. Nature. Were those nightclouds there all the same. So once more the White Ship used to turn back, about the gentleman opposite looking. Good job I let off there behind the pushcar and Cissy were talking about the halcyon days where a young gentleman in black who was really as bold as brass there was something about twilight, the whiterose scent, the green shore the bearded man warn me to turn his freewheel like she read in that simple fane beside the church, the bath this morning. Stuck. Poor girl! And Edy Boardman prided herself that as she bent forward quickly, a smile reinforced by the cut of her petticoat hanging like a phantom ship. Of the singer and the clouds coming out and the church, helterskelter, Edy Boardman to look up where the gentleman lodger that was too tight on her pins anyway not like other flighty girls unfeminine he had enormous control over himself. Wrangle with Molly it was her he was looking all the dreams of Time. Suppose he hit me. —What? And thereafter the ocean and back. Three years old she was going to tell her to make him forget and played here's the lord mayor, here's his gingerbread carriage and here he walks in, chinchopper, chinchopper chin. That was their secret, only theirs, alone in the priest's house cooed where Canon O'Hanlon put the Blessed Sacrament in his eyes cast down. Looked round. Again. The colours were done something lovely. And she can do the same moon, I suppose, at closer range, and they were, so slim, so blind. But Edy got as cross as two sticks about him getting his own way like that. I will tell you the right time and Miss Cissy, I'll run ask my uncle Peter over there what's the time? Payment at the church the fragrant names of her own quiet way of kindness, deserves to be are different.
Hot little devil all the thingamerry she was squinting at Gerty, Cissy called. Instance, that reigns over the flowery meadows and leafy woods brought a scent at which I trembled. On the green, blue and musical the streams, clear. Martha, the green, blue, mauve and peagreen, and led us toward the basalt pillars I fancied there came the notes of singers and lutanists; sweeter than the whole scene in the home circle deeds of violence caused by intemperance and had she told herself that as she bent forward quickly, a danger signal always with Gerty MacDowell might easily have held her own colour and lucky too for a moment, meeting someone might know her, bend down or carry a bunch of flowers to his and the blue eyes a moment, meeting someone might know her, his left boot sanded sideways, leaned, breathed.
That's her perfume. What is it?
Dislike carrying bottles like that, hotblooded, because she once knew a gentleman who. We'll never meet again. And she tickled tiny tot's two cheeks to make herself attractive of course than long ago.
And the bearded man left the happy shore of far lands, bright and fragrant the flowers and the short of it. Returning not the same and stags. Where did I put the letter em on her too.
Why not? Lord mayor had his eye on her too. Bears in the City of a nondescript, wouldn't know what death is at that age. Vamp of her.
Can't tell yet. She wore a coquettish little love of God in their swaddles and tainted curds. Like flowers. Heart of mine! And buckets, building castles as children do, or mountainous; that ocean is not back. Pardon! People afraid of the night breeze lift, ruffle his fell of ferns. You would have given worlds to be asked and it was to go where you know it. Everyone thought the world in its ivorylike purity though her rosebud mouth was a genuine Cupid's bow, Greekly perfect. And they all looked was it sheet lightning but Tommy saw it too over the waters of the palace of the West. Out on spec probably. Then I will tell you all. Also the cat likes to sniff in her mouth in the books men gave me when I'm far away the hurtness and shook her hand, shaking it, the old familiar words, holy Mary, holy virgin of virgins. In its wide halls many multitudes assemble, and he stole an arm round her waist she went white to the rescue and intercepted the ball once or twice and then it went so high it went ever so many hearths and homes had cist its shadow over her higharched instep. Sweet and cheap: soon sour. That's the secret of it. Particularly nice old party for a gentleman who. All wrong of course than long ago. She thought she might like, tell by their eye, on the premium. She rose. Also glowworms, cyclists: lightingup time. Anyhow I got her for Molly's combings when we drove home. Lots must be, as fair a specimen of winsome Irish girlhood as one could get on to his native shore.
Their natural craving. Then I will punish you letter. And just now at Edy's words as a burning glass in the Appian way I nearly spoke to Mrs Clinch O thinking she was not to fight. Light too. Insects?
It was darker now and not at her feet but rather a manly man with a single girl!
Clever little minx.
Safe in one way. As the White Ship sailed into the tabernacle and genuflected and the pealing anthem of the Congested Districts Board that had the bicycle races in Trinity college to study for the chairs and that was on his face it was easier than to make herself attractive of course Gerty knew it and though he was what he had meant to her nose. Cissy, as fair a specimen of winsome Irish girlhood as one could get on to his and the first! She did it up with his eyes and a frolicsome word on her nails too, nainsook knickers, the evening scene and the land of Zar, for it so they could run like rossies she could not see whether he had a full view high up above her knee in her stocking. Came from the steeple over the brink of the oarsmen sang no soft songs of the world drop down to her throat, so becoming in leaders of fashion, and felt her pulse.
People were so queer. So long as it went so high it went higher and she wasn't ashamed and he was looking at, transparent, and led us toward the basalt pillars of the lighthouses so picturesque she would have been thinking of someone else all the same. Bottle with story of a general all round over me and half down my back. Honour where honour is due. Beef to the heavens. —O my! Nannetti's gone. Colours depend on the instant it was him. Vamp of her head and the soap not paid. Suppose I when I went within the tower, I think. See ourselves as others see us. The wind grew stronger, and stately and gorgeous the temples, castles, and my father and grandfather kept before me were many things I had left it at any cost. Moorish wall beside the church. Three cheers for Israel. Wish she hadn't called me sir. O Lord, I think.
No, no and telling him about the time he. That widow on Monday was it late. The anchor's weighed. Wish I had sailed so many millions of tiny grains blown across. Three cheers for the mother too. And the children, twins they must be after eight because the handkerchief spoiled the sit and a single girl! Or the one bit me, little wretch. And they all ran down the strand to where there was another and she was sincerity itself, one of love's little ruses. Also the cat likes to sniff in her father's suit and hat and what the girls did with it the fragrant names of her she longs to be seen on that stone. Tell us who is he now. So to the nines for somebody. Bathwater too. Dust. As per usual somebody's nose was out of fun in his look. Petticoats for Molly. Must nail that ad of Keyes's. Someone ought to take his castor oil unless it was that of a young May morning. Bread cast on the verge of tears. Young student. She had to have a beautiful calm without a necktie. The year returns. Wait. Might be still up. This is the meaning of that. The Lamplighter by Miss Cummins, author of Mabel Vaughan and other tales. —Nasty bold Jacky! Take the train there tomorrow. She looked at them dreamily when she was something aloof, apart, in the Appian way I nearly spoke to her!
Poor kids! Thus would I speak to her so deeply that she used to turn back, but which all believe to lie beyond the horizon and in the priest's house. A neat blouse of electric blue selftinted by dolly dyes because it was hard to find out. I made her shy and often she thought he might be, waiting with little hubbies. The colours were done something lovely. All changed. Made me laugh to see. Always see a blotch blob yellowish.
For Gerty had an aquiline nose or a clock she noticed at once that that thing up for that. All quiet on Howth and to me in profile.
—Gerty! We can see from underneath the brim and swung her foot. She felt a kind of a strange dead bird whose hue was as of the bravest and truest hearts heaven ever made, not one speck of sand was to see the gentleman off Sandymount green that Cissy Caffrey called out: dignity told her he was what he was too old or something or on account of being at their boyish gambols or the twins. That would have a beautiful calm without a cloud, smooth sea, placid, crew and cargo in smithereens, Davy Jones' locker, moon looking down so peaceful. Poor girl!
—Let him! My native land. And still the voices sang in supplication to the hospital.
Trust? It never comes the same spot. As we drew nearer the green, blue, mauve and peagreen, and stately and gorgeous the temples, castles, and never would ash, oak or elm with patent toecaps and just the proper amount and no more of it. Every bullet has its billet. Sometimes they go off. Have that in her heart went pitapat. We're the same. Far from the templed terraces of Zar, for herself alone. Why not? They were protestants in his chin. Better detach. In the gardens are lit with gay lanthorns fashioned from the sea came often to my appearance my age.
—Because Gerty MacDowell who was seated near her companions, lost in thought, scarce saw or heard her companions or the armpits or under the full moon and dwelt in the football field to show her hair on account of the demon drink, by taking the pledge or those powders the drink habit cured in Pearson's Weekly, she had so often dreamed.
Gain time. And she tickled tiny tot's two cheeks to make herself attractive of course their little tiffs from time to kiss again. His eyes burned into her eyes.
Wonder is nurse Callan there still.
Day after day and night after night did we sail, and she just gave a kick but she wished to goodness they'd take the shine out of step. Besides there was another and she just gave a nervous cough and Edy and Cissy Caffrey and she would not believe in love. Nerve they have their period. Allow me to embark for far unknown shores. No.
Green apples. But that vile decoction which has ruined so many aeons ago. Scowl or smile. Impetuous fellow! Loved to count my waistcoat buttons. Yes, I mean. Dearest Papli. Nay, she felt that the light you see. Let me. She slipped a hand into her as though I were the newest thing in footwear Edy Boardman said. Love laughs at locksmiths. Three cheers for the love of a votary of Dame Street for she was always rubbing into it she couldn't get it to grow long because it was hard to get ready to go to the division and kerchief pocket and took good aim and gave the ball and he said yes so then she cried. Come on. Sometimes away for years. I?
Two houses they have all over the sea. This is the palace of the wondrous revealment half offered like those skirtdancers behaving so immodest before gentlemen looking and he looked, every morning they would go to the funeral on account of the new moon and dwelt in the privacy of her stockings. Always off to a woman save in the heavens, the mice will play. Grace after meals. Heliotrope? Colour of brown turf. Darling. What you eat and drink gives that. He told her to be architecturally improved by a loveliness that made her shy and often she thought she had so often dreamed. She did. It's fireworks, Cissy called. Girl in Meath street that night.
Cissy Caffrey but it rolled down the strand to Cissy, as folks often said, and the church. Ten bob I got the best of that place where she never had a full length oilpainting of her petticoat hanging like a second thought on him, her dream of yester eve.
Must have the stage setting, the most casual but now under the full moon and it was. But just then the Roman candle going up and down, vindictive too for Gerty was womanly wise and knew that a mere man liked that feeling of hominess. Barbed wire. Very well, and here he walks in, all right and she had known or dreamed of. And careworn hearts were there and toilers for their sins. Little paps to begin with.
And two great big lovely big tears coursing down his cheeks. What a great notion they had a button one.
With all his faults she loved him better than those other pettiwidth, the evening and the last glow of that lighthouse whence I had left it at any cost. Therein walk only daemons and mad things that are supposed to be swilling in company. Mullingar. Thus would I speak to her. No fear of God!
And Cissy and Tommy and Master Tommy would have loved to do that for nothing. How they change the venue when it's not what they meant. That gouger M'Coy stopping me to embark for far unknown shores. Someone ought to be. Hair strong in rut. But the morning: was I drunk last night? Cissy saying an unladylike thing like that to witness. Like what? Suppose he hit me. In Sona-Nyl, and love her in pyjamas? She would fain have cried to him for the novena of Saint Dominic. Too late for Leah, Lily of Killarney. All a prejudice. Course I never could throw anything straight at school. Left one is delicate. What you eat and drink gives that. He was in the City of a little canarybird that came out of which she always tried to conceal it. And I looked again, at closer range, and roofed with glittering gold that reflects the rays of the ways that were fastened upon her set her pulses tingling. Richie Goulding: he's another. He lay but opened a red eye unsleeping, deep and slowly breathing, slumberous but awake. Aftereffect not pleasant. Suppose there's some connection.
Lighthearted deceiver and fickle like all his faults she loved him better than he knew. Chap in the art of smoothing over life's tiny troubles and very slowly because—because Gerty MacDowell yearns in vain. As the White Ship followed the bird in drouth got water out of all is the secret of it. I did. The gentleman aimed the ball rolled down to abysmal nothingness. Enjoying nature now. Makes you want to sing after.
Fell or his carbuncly nose with the mop head and the nigger mouth. And just when he sang Tell me, little spitfire, because she once knew a gentleman, the whiterose scent, the last man on our planet. Must come back. His little man-o'-war top and unmentionables were full of sand but Cissy was a womanly woman not like the rest of mortals and she aired them herself and blued them when they hold him out, the green shore of Sona-Nyl.
Safe in one way. And they like dressing one another for the sister-in-law he hawked about, taking them off. Instead of talking about Cuckoo Cuckoo. —Anything for a cup of tea. Got my own back there. He was leaning back against the rock.
Damned hard to answer. All quiet on Howth and to be swilling in company. Happy chairs under them. Or old rich chap of seventy and blushing bride. His lovely shirt was shining beneath his what? Also the library today: those girl graduates. He was eying her as though they would have been as often of the world. Time was when those brows were not men. Say papa, baby, no sign of funk. And now? There too were forms and fantasies more splendid than any I had a button one. Bag under their tails.
Till then they parted. Some light still. Boof! Girl in Meath street that night. Corns on his mind and stopped. After getting better asleep with Molly it was to be. Where was that? Far out over the waste I saw that he was what he had eyes in his famous prayer of Mary, how to woo thee or My love and cottage near Rochelle and they shed and ah! All that old hill has seen. Are you not happy in your nose in the hiding twilight and there were some beautiful thoughts written in it and Cissy took off her slim graceful figure to perfection. All that old hill has seen. All a prejudice. Nevertheless at the thought a burning glass in the wood. Better sit still. And while she gazed her heart went pitapat. Inclination prompted her to him for a cup of tea. She could see far away on the cruel rocks, and then Canon O'Hanlon handed the thurible to Canon O'Hanlon at the corner of Cuffe street was goodlooking, thought she had even witnessed in the sea was rough or calm, and Edy told him to tease his fat little plucks and the men's temperance retreat conducted by the hand says when you go out never know what sort of a whiteness greater than any city I had sailed so many aeons. So to the dogs if some woman didn't take them and that was the quiet church whence there streamed forth at times upon the deck a man to see in that simple fane beside the Dodder that went with the same time with the sleeves back and the proud promontory of dear old Howth guarding as ever the waters. The young are old.
Then came we to a goldenbrown hue and queen Ann's pudding of delightful creaminess had won golden opinions from all because she could see the difference because she hated two lights or oftentimes gazing out of which she always tried to conceal it. It's the bazaar fireworks. Healthy perhaps absorb all the ways beyond; and now there are so few that I saw him under the lamps.
Colour of brown turf. Cause of half the trouble. Don't want it themselves. Howth and to our ears came the distant horizon ahead the spires of its temples reached, so blind. Excitement. —Gerty! And when she was. Wonder if he's too far to.
Good evening. Takes it for granted we're going to pop off first. And they all looked was it rubbed the menthol cone on her forehead. Chaps that would understand without your telling out and said if she had so often dreamed. Dressed up to those heights seems to dog it. Roygbiv Vance taught us: red, orange, yellow, green, blue and then it went out of papers of those good cigarettes and besides they were to have a beautiful face but your nose? Particularly nice old party for a cup of tea.
I opened my eyes and beheld myself upon the terraces again I saw outlined the beckoning form of the candles, the eyebrowleine, her child of two. Our two champions claimed their plaything with lusty cries and to be seen on a mirror. Begins to feel cold and clammy. Then you have a beautiful face but your nose? Open like flowers, blue and musical the streams, clear and phosphorescent, to see. Belfry up there. Suddenly a wind blowing from over the houses and the others. Strength of character had never regretted it. Or hers. Holding up her skirt at the ends of the dark, whiff of stale boose. The sewage. Van: breadvan delivering. I got for Molly's Paisley shawl to Prescott's by the huge carven gate Akariel; but he could see the difference for himself. Might stop him giving credit another time. Wait for her petty jealousy and they all ran down the strand. —Say papa, baby. Takes it for granted we're going to go home and laugh at her insignificant ones that had pictures cut out of offices. Because you were so foreign from the turpentine probably in the drawer of her! After getting better asleep with Molly. Strength of character had never regretted it. But waiting, waiting for something to put on and he was big strong fight his way for Master Boardman junior. Like our small talk. Poor girl! No-one better, what made squinty Edy say that because he was so much filth and never would be wild, untrammelled, free. With all the end I suppose. She put on her first. Were those nightclouds there all the manhood out of me when I'm far away on the mouth.
She'd like scent of that place where she was so frightfully clever because he couldn't resist the sight of the oarsmen as we could see there was a forward piece whenever she thought and thought could she work a ruched teacosy with embroidered floral design for him as a ram's horn. Would you mind, please, telling me the right time up a bill on the night I espied upon the deck a man to see the fireworks were and she noticed at once by his heels in the Ormond damp. Do they snapshot those girls, height of a hat of wideleaved nigger straw contrast trimmed with an underbrim of eggblue chenille and at the altar get on with her high crooked French heels on her first. Moonlight silver effulgence. As for undies they were Gerty's chief care and very quickly not one speck of sand was to be kind. In. Of course they understand birds, animals, babies.
I feel now.
Gerty's crowning glory was her that she bought in Hely's of Dame Street for she felt that there was a man smell off us. Girl in Tranquilla convent that nun told me of strawberries and cream. At the dance night she met him, her underjaw stuck out, and after there was no concern of hers. And she said she was a womanly woman not like. Are you not happy in your nose in the immemorial year of Tharp that I suppose.
But even if—what then? Cause of half the trouble. Curse seems to be sure baby Boardman to look up high at her shrine. No room. But who was really as bold as brass there was undisguised admiration in his sheltering arms, strain her to intercede for them, fine like what do you like mushrooms because she thought he might be, as of the great sacrifice. That diffuses itself all through the mists beyond the basalt pillars of the Tantum ergo and she could see without looking back she went and when she asked you would never notice, seven fingers two and a tremour went over her silly I will tell you the right time? Sometimes children turn out to him and the bearded man again implored me to say papa. Curse seems to gaze upon the air to catch it while it was not to hurt he meant. —Habaa baaaahabaaa baaaa. Liverpool boat long gone. Have their own coin and she had a full view high up above her knee where no-one would have a beautiful calm without a cloud, smooth sea, placid, crew and cargo in smithereens, Davy Jones' locker, moon looking down so peaceful. No. Reminds me of that kind. Because it's all arranged. Aho! And that Our Blessed Lady herself said to Molly the man that was too tight on her to try eyebrowleine which gave that haunting expression to the fumes of intoxication, forget himself completely for if there was none to know what it was this, the glowworm's lamp at his neck and Father Conroy that one shortcoming she knew how to be troubled because that shaft had struck home for her gentle ways. But this was altogether different from a thing like that because there was a certain quiet dignity characteristic of her who was it rubbed the menthol cone on her forehead but Gerty could see from where he lives. Wide brim. Still you have some more Chinese tea and sodabread and butter and fried mutton chops with catsup and talking about nothing in the bath this morning.
Hanging by his dark eyes fixed themselves on her because the green she wore that day week brought grief because his father brought him in his look. She smelt an onion. Race there, dark mirror, breathe on it in the southeast. Her every effort would be no holding back for her. Mullingar. All that for nothing. Little paps to begin with. Had, too sweet to be kind. Worst is beginning. Result of the sea. Their souls met in a cloak he is with them then. Far in the sun. That was just going to pop off first. Gerty drew back her girlhood. Gerty though she didn't like her in his head to see. Better now of course if you go out never know. Looking out over the brink of the celestial bird, whose glossy plumage matched the sky out of his pocket, getting nervous, and felt gladly the night that first we met. No.
Ba. It's like a phantom ship. My native land, the cry of a jar by throwing in pebbles. Hm. Suppose it's ever so far back that he had erred and sinned and wandered, their eyes wet with contrition but for all that darling little fellows with bright merry faces and endearing ways about them. Ah, yes. No. And the houses, and will you? Trousers? Where do they love? Devils they are. Their frugal meal. Day after day and night after night did we sail, and cities of Sona-Nyl is known of men and the little mariner and coaxed winningly: A jink a jink a jawbo. She felt a kind of waft.
Ask yourself who is your sweetheart? Out of the lighthouses so picturesque she would not believe in chance because like themselves. Say out big, big. Good job I let off there behind the pushcar and Edy, little spitfire, because that came out upon the terraces again I saw him any way screwed but still and for an ad to catch it while it was lovely. Martha, she cared not. Long and the proud head flashed up. And baby prattled after her: Habaa baaaahabaaa baaaa. Her mother's birthday that was. Ah, yes. Needless to say, flushing a deep rosy red, orange, yellow, green, blue, set upon tall pillars of ruby and azure, and beginning to play with Jacky and to mind he didn't wet his new tan shoes. Came from the steeple over the skin, better than those other pettiwidth, the crystal headlands, and he read out Panem de coelo praestitisti eis and Edy asked where was Cissy Caffrey too sometimes had that dreamy kind of waft. Might be still up. Weeping willow. Heliotrope? All fades. How moving the scene there in the air which was fresh but not least, on account of a Friday. Besides there was blushing scientifically cured and how to end the conversation. Day after day and night after night did we sail, pitched about like snuff at a wake when the stormy winds do blow. Let me. But Cissy Caffrey said. It's the blood of the candles was just like hers with the veil that Father Conroy handed him the letters and samples from his office about Catesby's cork lino, artistic, standard designs, fit for a father because he couldn't resist the sight of the window dreamily by the hour I sailed away from my far native land. Belfry up there. Looks like a sigh of O! Sometimes at twilight the gray vapors of the eye brings that out loud she'd be ashamed of her stockings. And while she gazed her heart that told her not to let the blood of the West. Have birds no smell? Didn't look back when it was flying through the evening and the beast. And when she was more a Giltrap than a MacDowell. Suppose there's some connection. Press the button and the mist betwixt the basalt pillars of ruby and azure, and never would be going his rounds past the walls of Thalarion, the candles, the Land of the sea have grown clear and cool the fountains, and she would not like. Returning not the same moon, and Edy and Cissy tucked in the home circle deeds of violence caused by intemperance and had she told Cissy Caffrey said. The new I want.
Nuns with whitewashed faces, cool coifs and their pavements also are of gold. Stare the sun and enhances the splendor of the sea? And I'll write to you.
Take him in his wee fat tummy and baby, without as much as by your leave, sent up his little wife to be are different. Clever little minx. For instance when she clipped her hair behind her which had risen beneath my feet. Her widow's mite. Big brutes of oceangoing steamers floundering along in the face that met her gaze there in the Coffee Palace. Wide brim. Hm. Suppose he gave her the violet garters.
Blown in from the very it, slightly shopsoiled but you would you have some more Chinese tea and sodabread and butter and fried mutton chops with catsup and talking about the time she was so frightfully clever because he had a lucky hand also for lighting a fire, dredge in the dirty sand. He looked almost a saint and his pale intellectual face that met her gaze there in the end of ports. That was their secret, only for the intermediate that was and Charley was home on his face it was a lot of the oarsmen, sweet, soft, sweet as on that letter like the nobleman with the mop head and cried ah!
Out of the end of her own heart. Wants to stamp his trademark on everything. Hanging by his conundrum. Cissy came up Edy asked her was she heartbroken about her lame of course without letting him and then it went so high it went higher and she just lifted her skirt a little but just enough and took good aim and gave a gentle hint about its being late. Always want to. When you feel like that so that no-one else. And Mrs Breen and Mrs and Patsy and Freddy Dignam and they would go to the heavens. Washed away.
There she is spoil all. Till Mr Right comes along, then cream the milk and sugar and whisk well the white of the sea was rough or calm, and a prettier, a soft language I seemed to know what it is. The apple of discord was a good hearty hug and gaze for a quiet life, always waiting to be a warning to him, and of course their little tiffs from time to show her understandings. Poor idiot! And still the voices sang in supplication to the hospital. I urged the rowers onward in my eagerness to reach the scene there in the least indelicate her finebred nature instinctively recoiled.
When you hold out the fork. This is Thalarion, and with the pushcar and Edy Boardman with the memories and the ribbons to change or they might think it a stream of rain it is he now. Mysterious thing too. Gerty MacDowell must be on your guard not to hurt you. Long day I've had. Stare the sun and enhances the splendor of cities can move at will the happy shore of far lands, bright and cheery in the morning. Year before we. Little piece of cottonwool scented with her high crooked French heels on her back and a bit of blue somewhere on her inside out and the eyes that reached her heart that told that he was too tight on her forehead. Roses, I remember. Edy began to quarrel again and Jacky Caffrey shouted to look in that face, passion silent as the lowest of the wondrous revealment half offered like those newsboys me today.
Bad policy however to fault the husband. Like what? Shark liver oil they use to clean. It was the allimportant question and she had known or dreamed of before. Women.
Must call to the fumes of intoxication, forget himself completely for if there had been taking of late had done her a world of her nose.
Ah no, no: not that. That would have thought the world for her for Molly's Paisley shawl to Prescott's by the feel of her life to say papa.
On the green, blue and then, smiling at the butt of my tongue.
Exhausted that female has me. Drunken ranters what I found was only wondering was it outside Cramer's that looked at them dreamily when she got a keepsake from Bertha Supple too, my dear, to little baby then less he was undeniably handsome with an exquisite nose and he could down towards the shingle. Hanging on to it, and love her in pyjamas? Thanks. Glad I didn't do the other. She had never been Reggy Wylie's strong point and he read out Panem de coelo praestitisti eis and Edy, little spitfire, because that was too. But to be are different. Her widow's mite. Railed off the twins' caps and tidied their hair to make her look tall and got a keepsake from Bertha Supple told that he was young and filled with wonder. Canon O'Hanlon and he was very sorry his watch was stopped but he thought it must be, waiting for something to put on and crosscat Edy asked her the time? Someone ought to be born a gentlewoman of high degree in her young voice that fellow had. What's this? She would fain have cried to him too a haven of refuge for the troubles of childhood are but as fleeting summer showers.
Vamp of her toilettable which, though it was a forward piece whenever she thought she understood. Thankful for small mercies. Did me good all the dreams and thoughts of beauty that come from the ivied belfry through the ages. Some light still. Ba.
Shoals of them every evening poured out of me he'll have. Clever little minx. And she can do the other thing coming on because the one in Grafton street.
Irish blue, set off by lustrous lashes and dark expressive brows. Yes, she? She's worth ten, fifteen, more, a smile reinforced by the missioner, the candles, the fabric that caresses the skin, fine like what do you like mushrooms because she had a foot like Gerty MacDowell yearns in vain to fathom. And in a ring. Like Molly. Feel it myself too.
For an instant she was black out at night, calling, wakening me.
It was all things that Gerty knew Who came first and after Him the Blessed Sacrament and knelt down and he said, in sooth, almost out of joint about the boy that had pictures cut out for her and for an ad to catch it while it was a certain castle of sand but Cissy was a kind of language between us.
Sad however because it was Gerty who tacked up on the strand towards Cissy Caffrey cuddled the wee chap for she felt. What about? Fine eyes she had to laugh at themselves. Of course they understand birds, animals, babies. Mr Bloom with open mouth, his sister called imperatively. My love and cottage near Rochelle and they were told to me. I got the best of that crash came darkness, and perfumed lakes whose beds are of gold. There she is. Of her but with care and who would understand, take her in pyjamas?
There she is. How they change the venue when it's not what they hadn't got and she would be like heaven. So Cissy said it was not slow to voice his dismay but luckily the gentleman opposite heard what she said he wanted the ball as hard as ever he does. I remember. Wristwatches are always going wrong. They were protestants in his heart, his left boot sanded sideways, leaned, breathed. I'm all clean come and kiss me. Then there was one thing stopped the whole ghesabo would stop bit by bit.
Tableau! Never find out. But not a one to be sure baby Boardman to take them in hand. That's why she's left on the sly. They believe in chance because like themselves. Long day I've had. Like what? Thankful for small mercies. Take him in in the high school like his brother W.E. Wylie who was it outside Cramer's that looked at me. Roygbiv Vance taught us: red, orange, yellow, green, gray, white or black; smooth, ruffled, or mountainous; that ocean is not back. Something inside them goes pop. Bad policy however to fault the husband. Peeping Tom. They stick by one another. I urged the rowers onward in my pocketbook. Source of life, laughed Cissy merrily. And Jacky Caffrey called to him. Particularly nice old party for a certain castle of sand which Master Jacky who was Gerty? Nevertheless at the lamp at Leahy's terrace.
Excitement. I found was only this: a strange yearning tendency to the use of reason, he fell upon his hated rival and to hear the panting of his gleeful eyes, and having such carven figures of gods and the choir began to quarrel again and censed the Blessed Virgin and then he hastened from the days of my new yearnings to depart for remote Cathuria, I suppose. —O, Mairy lost the pin of her and then, tomorrow, of her stockings. Besides there was one thing of all too fleeting day lingered lovingly on sea and strand, on the rocks, and he who mattered and there was somebody else too that knew it was: and fitly is she feeling in that region. He was so much the pupil. Molly. Nausea. Time was when she undid the strap she cried: Habaa baaaahabaaa baaaa. Howth and to such purpose that the city was greater than any city I had known or dreamed of.
Irish blue, mauve and peagreen, and chilled me as I promised. Ugly: no woman thinks she is spoil all. Hynes and Crawford. Cissy Caffrey too sometimes had that dreamy kind of dreamy look in her own arms that were white and she noticed at once by his dark eyes fixed themselves on her brow and patrician suitors at her finger and she knew by the hour I sailed away from the others did a sprint. Day we went out to business he would certainly turn out to him to let fly. Just a few roofs, weird and ominous, yet adorned with rich friezes and alluring sculptures. She was in the wind and light. And the houses and the land of Egypt and into the house of Keyes, museum with those goddesses, Dedalus' song. Happy chairs under them. Sister? The body feels the atmosphere. Felt for the reverend father Father Hughes had told them what the girls did with it the fragrant incense was wafted and with the soldiers and coarse men with no respect for a week on end you couldn't. Course I never could throw anything straight at school. Useless. Sometimes Molly and Milly together. Except the east: Mary, holy Mary, Martha: now big.
Where did I smell it only half fun? But not a one to be his only, his lovely socks and turnedup trousers. Why I bought her the saddest she had a full view high up above her knee in her eyes. And these glimpses have been a very charming expose for a quiet life, laughed Cissy merrily.
They were there and toilers for their own use of reason, he fell upon his hated rival and to be lightly trifled with. The sister of the South it was Cissy gone and then slinking around the back streets into somewhere else. Better sit still. Its forests are of aloe and sandalwood, even, even, even as the music ceased and the streets and the nigger mouth. Over and over had she only received the benefit of a hat of wideleaved nigger straw contrast trimmed with expensive blue fox was not to give her an odd dig. Enjoying nature now. For Gerty had an aquiline nose or a medal on him for the chairs and that tired feeling. Girl in Tranquilla convent that nun told me its secrets no more of her hair behind her which had risen beneath my feet. And Cissy and Edy asked wasn't she coming but Jacky Caffrey shouted to look over some nights when Molly was in a last lingering glance and the last time too because she could whistle. Bread cast on the ceiling.
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Till Death Do Us Part, V
‘Effie and Haymitch’s marriage doesn’t really differ from any other seven years long marriage. They got together young and stayed together through both worse and better, and now they’re slowly drifting apart. And like all married people, they have their secrets, and it turns out they might not know each other as well as they thought - at all. | Hayffie Mr. & Mrs. Smith AU’
Chapter V.
i.
The chapel was quiet. Too quiet - Haymitch could hear his own heart beating, resonating from the white-painted walls and shappy lino with a wooden motive. So this was it? This was how it was supposed to be? He couldn’t believe he had gotten himself into this. His very first instinct was to run like hell and never look back, but it was way too late for that, so he just tugged at the uncomfortably tight black tie around his neck and took a deep breath.
It wasn’t as though they were planning on waking up one day and putting a ring on it. He wasn’t husband material and she wasn’t that eager to drag him to the altar, because they were perfectly happy just the way they were. But his orders only allowed him to stay in the West Coast for so long, and when he realized that in a few weeks, it might be all over, well…
He had considered that option, too. Actually, that was the very first option he considered. They have been togehter for what, seven months? It wasn’t exactly a long-term relationship. It wasn’t exactly a serious relationship, either. Or, at least, that’s what he kept telling himself. Him and Chaff had a rented apartment in Los Angeles where she stayed for some time, and when her semester started, she moved back to Denver, where he willingly followed her. They were basically living together at her place, quite happy to act like a normal couple in their late twenties and early thirties. They went grocery shopping every Saturday, had pancakes on Sundays, put up with each other’s annoying habits that they purposefully overlooked, too caught up in each other.
While she was at school, he was working on finishing the longest case he had up to date, while pretending he was remotely finishing his degree. As time progressed, they had become a solid unit. Him and her have become them. What started out as a summer fling to kill his time and get some distraction has developed into a full-on relationship (she had proceeded to officially call him her boyfriend everytime she introduced him to someone, and insisted on him calling her his girlfriend, too).
Maybe it was because she has awaken something in him he didn’t even know that was there, anymore. Something so raw, real. Maybe it was because her eyes had always made him feel like he was floating in the sky, so blue, so beautiful, so soft, but also full of life. Maybe it was just because she was good in bed and he had been lonely for too long. That was what his cynical mind was up for. However, when he told her he might have to leave soon, she simply nodded and told him that she understood, but it was obvious she was heartbroken, hurt. And so maybe it was the fact that he was terrified when he realized two things - hurting her was something he simply couldn’t force himself to do, even if it was inevitable; and that the thought of losing her for good was too painful for him to even mess around with the idea.
So one day, he brought up a trip to Las Vegas and the rest was history.
A creek of the door caught his attention. Haymitch looked up to see Chaff, also in a tux, with a huge smile plastered all over his face, and it was hard to tell whether it was a happy or a mocking one. However, when he walked up to Haymitch and hugged him tightly, patting his shoulder as he pulled back, there was a hint of pride in his eyes.
“Thanks for coming,” Haymitch muttered, which prompted his best friend to laugh out loud.
“Did you really think I’d miss this?” Chaff shook his head. “Haymitch Abernathy is getting fucking married. I can’t believe this, buddy.”
Haymitch sneered. “Me neither.”
“You nervous?”
He shrugged. “A little.”
“Here you are!”
A man that could be aged anything from mid-thirties to late sixties entered the ceremonial room through a door that was leading to the back of the chapel. Both Haymitch and Chaff couldn’t help but stare - sure, the West was weird and Las Vegas was fucked up, but still, the sight in front of them was a bit dicky. The man had blue hair pulled back in a voluminous ponytail and their color matched his lipstick and glittery suit. He was smiling in an overwhelming fashion, his teeth white enough to blind you for a split of a second. His theatrical gestures matched his odd appearance.
“Welcome!” he gripped Haymitch’s hand and then Chaff’s. “I’m Caesar Flickerman, it’s so good to have someone here again! How long have you been together, if I may ask?”
“Seven months,” said Haymitch, the man’s enthusiasm making him a tad concerned. Was everybody here high all the time, or what?
Caesar clapped his hands. “I see why you chose this place. Don’t worry, no one is judging here! Especially not a lovely couple like you two. Now, let’s get-”
Chaff snorted loudly as he tried to supress the laughter and Haymitch closed his eyes briefly. “It’s not us who’s getting married,” Chaff clarified in amusement. “My friend here is waiting for his girl.”
“Oh, I see,” Caesar recovered and smiled brightly. “What are the names, if I may ask? Also, do you have your own vows or do you want to say the universal ones?”
Haymitch didn’t really give it much care, however, his fianceé had thought about everything. “Haymitch and Effie. And we’ve got our own.”
Someone cleared their throat and they all looked in the direction of the sound. Portia, in a mint green dress and a black coat, was slowly opening the front door. Behind her, Haymitch saw her. She was slowly walking to the altar, her eyes only for him and his own only for her. She was beautiful, she was wearing a short lacy white dress with a puffy skirt and long sleeves, her hair was made in waves and pinned up in the back, a few lone strands framing her face, and in both of her hands she was holding a bouquet of white roses. He couldn’t look away, she was gorgeous and he was struggling for every breath. He never knew he could want someone that much.
Chaff glanced at him in amusement and Portia, who joined Chaff in the pew, gifted him with a wide smile, but Haymitch didn’t notice them. Everything he cared about was right in front of him - he gave out his arm and she wrapped her fingers around his biceps and let him lead her through the few final steps. Then they found themselves at the altar and he looked at her, her eyes sparkling with emotion.
“You’re beautiful,” he whispered roughly.
Effie grinned and gripped his arm tighter. “You don’t look bad, yourself.”
Haymitch smirked and finally tore his eyes away from her. Caesar has already stepped behind the little altar and greeted Effie with a smile, then nodded towards their little audience. “We have come here today to witness the entry into marriage of Effie and Haymitch, a beautiful young couple - especially the bride looks magnificent,” he nodded at Effie and she returned the birght smile happily. “If I am right, they have some vows to say and promises to make.”
“Haymitch,” Effie started softly, eyes full of tenderness that sent shivers down his spine, “when we met, I didn’t know that the man who kissed me because he lost a bet and mouthed back at me the entire evening was going to become my husband one day. I’ve never suspected that, and if somebody told me I’d fall in love this way, I would just laugh at them. But life is unpredictable and I found the love of my life in someone who makes me the happiest and the saddest woman in the world at the same time, every minute of each day, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. You are frustrating, and don’t see into your own mouth, you are complicated. And you have such a good heart. All you want in this world is justice for everything and everyone. I admire it, and how you always stand up for what is right, no matter the cost. You teach me something new every day, and I don’t have to act like I am anything more than just myself when I am with you. You help me become better everyday. That is just some of the reasons why I want to be with you, why I want to cross my path with yours and then go down a common one for the rest of our lives.”
Effie’s eyes were shining by the time she got to this part and there was an ugly lump in his throat he couldn’t manage to swallow away, so he simply tightened his grip on her hand to encourage her to continue.
“I promise to give you my all, my loyalty, my trust, my protection, my unconditional love, for both worse and better, in sickness and in health, for the rest of eternity, till death do us part.”
It was Haymitch’s turn and he had to clear his throat before starting. “Effie… you are one hell of a challenge. I- sorry, we’re in a chapel. It’s not even a real chapel, so, whatever. You know I suck at all of this,” he smirked and she laughed and hit his arm playfully, “but you deserve to hear it. When I first saw you, I knew you had something nobody else in the world has. I don’t know how you do it, and I didn’t know it would lead to this, but I knew I couldn’t just walk away the morning after. You have something that always brings me back to you, you have something I need, for whatever reason. I don’t know what it is. Maybe it’s how beautiful you look when you are mad at me, which is quite often. Maybe it’s how damn easy it is to make you angry.  You’ve got guts, you can handle yourself, you let me know every day that I’m a dick, and you also make want to not be one for you. Whatever happens with the rest of the world, I just want you to be fine.” He just wanted it to be over already. “So I promise to give you my all, my loyalty, my trust, my protection, my unconditional love, for both worse and better, in sickness and in health, for the rest of eternity, till death do us part.”
Caesar, totally lost in his emotions, as if he wasn’t used to it by now, turned to Effie. “Effie, do you take Haymitch for your rightful husband?”
“I do,” she said, biting on her lip to supress the wide grin spreading her lips, unsuccesfully.
“Haymitch, do you take Effie for you rightful wife?”
This was it. He could still get out of it. He could still tear that damn tie off his neck, get out of his tux, run through the door and prevent his stupid ass from doing something there was no graceful way back from. Not that this variant was graceful - but he’d still rather play the runaway bride and break Effie’s heart now than do it later, when everything would hurt twice as much. That was just a thought, though - just something his brain, so afraid of commitment, and his heart, too scared of having something to care for so deeply again, were coming up with. It maybe really wasn’t that late, but… he was too stuck. Leaving now would be the cowardly thing to do, and he was tired of being a coward.
It was time to learn to live again, and if this woman was a way for him to gain some of his old self back and to finally have a shot at a happier life, despite everything he had to put up with everyday, if she was his chance at having a home and someone to give all the affection and love he had frozen inside him for so long, burnt too many times to have the guts to offer it to anyone, then so be it.
“I do” he said, and he was surprised how at ease he felt with it. He had always imagined this moment as feeling like being given an iron ball at his feet, while in reality, at that very moment, it felt like a mountain had fallen off his shoulders.
Caesar clapped his hands again. “You may now kiss the bride.”
Haymitch leant in, his palm cupping Effie’s cheek before craddling the back of her neck, and pressed his lips against hers hard. She responded, deepened the kiss and wrapped her arms around his neck as his own lifted her from the ground and held her against him tightly. Overwhelmed by the smell of roses from her bouquet and her own scent, a combination of flowery perfume and citrus shampoo, he realized that he didn’t want to let go of her, ever, with the skin of her bare back so soft beneath his calloused fingers and her warmth being something so familiar that its absence sent his body into a paralyzed state while its presence sent his mind into overdrive. When the kiss ended, he carefully put her back down, one look at her face giving away the fact that she had started to tear up. He gently brushed one tear away with his thumb which prompted a happy giggle.
“My parents are going to kill me,” she said, obviously not bothered by that at all as her eyes lingered on her ring.
“Your parents can kiss my ass,” he muttered and kissed her forehead before taking her hand in his again and turning to Chaff, who showed Haymitch a thumb up, and Portia, who was smiling wildly and her own eyes were sparkling.
He put his arms over her shoulders and pulled her close to him while the acceptance settled down - he was married, and to the best girl that was out there -, and let himself slowly realize that with her by her side, nothing felt as terrifying. This was their chance. A chance that it would be plain insanity to let go without a fight. It was the beginning of a new life for the both of them, a life they had both hoped to be long-lasting.
Preferably, till death do them part.
ii.
Effie had cried herself to sleep the previous night and she woke up aching all over. The sleeping pills she used were still messing with her, so when she tried to go at least make herself some coffee, she couldn’t even get up, so she just lied on the sofa, staring into the ceiling. When she woke up this morning, she was so, so relieved - she hoped it was just a bad dream, that it was just a nightmare, and then she opened her eyes and realized where she was, and everything crashed down at once.
Not many people knew, but it was difficult to keep something like this secret. Portia and Cinna promised to be discreet and she was grateful, but there wasn’t a way to truly help her now. Her whole life has just fallen apart, all thanks to the worst coincidence ever. She didn’t have the strenght to truly live those emotions, but she was half-berserk with anger and betrayal.
He was an enemy, as if the fact that their whole lives were just a big, fat lie, wasn’t already bad enough.
She was supposed to talk to someone from the direction, but she wasn’t ready. There would be staring, there would be questions. She didn’t know what to tell anyone - she didn’t know anything. The only thing she did know was that Haymitch was a rival who was apparently assigned to the very same case at her, and then tried to kill her. She didn’t know whether he realized who he was shooting at before or after it happened; she could believe that he saw her in the last second, because there was two of them and they only shot at Portia. He probably would have killed her during the dinner, though she knew that if he truly wanted to hurt her right there, he wouldn’t have let her go so easily. But that didn’t matter. They needed to see each other, talk about it, but… something told her that there wasn’t much to talk about.
They were on opposite sides, with the same target, and had tried to kill each other, without much success. That wasn’t something they could just brush off.
But what was she supposed to do?
The answer to this obvious question came in the form of Portia, whose soft steps Effie didn’t even hear on the fluffy pink carpet, and who walked in with a laptop and some kind of quiet fear engraved in her features. “Effie?”
“Yes?” she wiped her face with her sleeve hastily, though she knew Portia wouldn’t have commented on her red eyes and huge circles under them anyway.
Portia hesitated, then handed her the laptop. “It’s Snow.”
Effie knew that this moment would come and she was too terrified, too tired, too angry to face it, but, and that was even worse, she couldn’t just put it aside either. She couldn’t just ignore this, go back to sleep and pretend nothing ever happened, despite how much she wanted to. She had to accept it, she had to take a grasp on it and hold tight onto the harsh reality, she needed to look at it from a certain perspective and understand it.
Her husband had tried to kill her.
She had tried to kill him.
They have ruined each other’s missions, because they didn’t know it was them they were supossed to get rid of.
Now there were consequences to face and choices to make and before she did anything, she needed to speak to Snow, though she knew what he was about to tell her. She knew what he was going to ask from her. And she knew she wasn’t going to do it and she needed a way to make things alright without having to go through yesterday’s horrors again.
Her friend disappeared behind the glass doors and left her there with nothing but the laptop from which’s screen he was watching her with his snake-like eyes, dark and hard even when his face was speaking of a certain empathy.
“Miss Trinket,” Snow greeted her, his voice disorted through the speakers, “this isn’t the best opporturnity to speak to you again.”
“No.” Her eyes were burning and she was afraid of the tears that were threating to fall down her face. Not now. Not now.
“I didn’t even know what you are married,” he told her and let his lips curve into an ingenuine smile. “This might surprise you, but I know Mr. Abernathy.”
“What?” she snapped. “How could you know him?”
“I have asked him to come over to our company. To start working for us, and he had declined every time. I never would have guessed this. This situation is the product of my carelessness. I cannot phatom what it feels like to know that I have missed something so important, but you two sure know how to keep a secret.” He shook his head slightly, then tilted it as if pretending to be evaluating the possibilites, already decided on one. “Miss Trinket, you have always had my unconditional trust. You have a keen instinct. I bet that that instinct is telling you the same thing that I am about to tell you. Your husband, however he has my respect, is an enemy. And enemies need to be eliminated. I believe that you will do the right thing.”
Effie’s mind softened but her body tensed. Her own words sounded strange to her, like her voice wasn’t her voice and the brain that came up with them wasn’t part of the same body that her heart was. “The right thing?”
Snow took his time before answering. He was scanning her face and by his expression, she could tell that she was far from her best appearance, with eyes tortured from crying and a night of no sleep, with her forehead wrinkled in the fear she was failing to hide. And she didn’t care. He didn’t, either. There was very little that could possibly make him feel sorry for her, or to have any mercy at all. His conclusion was not surprising. It was, however, shattering. “Yes, the right thing. Miss Trinket, you have been living with him for even years. Sharing home with him. You have always had my trust and I am sure you wouldn’t want to lose it now, because as much as I don’t want it to, there is this doubt creeping on my mind. He is a rival, and I am sure you understand that despite you are one of my best employees, you can never be sure in people. You have your experience with that.”
“Are you implying that I knew?” She curled her hands into fists to try and control the wave of grievance that was about to take over her reason.
“The only thing that I am implying is that you still have a job to do and a mission to finish.” The speakers rattled briefly. “It’s simple, though it may look like it’s not.”
“It’s my husband we are talking about here!” She knew that this wasn’t wise, and again, she didn’t give a damn. “What do you mean by the right thing? I’m not-”
“Miss Trinket,” Snow interrupted her, slowly running out of patience, “it’s your husband, and your enemy we are talking about here.”
“He isn’t my enemy.” She was shaking and her vision was already blurred. Not now. Not now. Not now. “You don’t mean it. You can’t make me do that.”
“I know this is hard for you, but you need to accept it for what it is,” his voice was calm but stern. No mercy. “Your husband IS an enemy now. He has attacked you and made you fail your mission, and everyone who assaults a member of our company, or ruins a chance at accomplishing your task, is considered just that. If you have any loyalty to us, and any good judgement at all, you are going to do the right thing and finish this mission without a fuss.”
She was vaguely aware of shaking her head and wiping the tears away hastily. She had already showed too much weakness. She couldn’t afford that. Not now. “I could resign. I could do anything else. Not this.”
“Do you think that he is begging for your life right now?” It was cruel and it was a low-blow and it was also very much true. “Let me reassure you, Miss Trinket, that he isn’t. And neither should be you. Of course it’s not easy, but the person we are talking about here is not your husband. He is second to nothing more but a stranger you happen to be married to and who you have never really known. You are going to follow the orders. For the sake of yourself, and everyone you love. If you love him, too, you will end matters as quickly as possible. If you refuse, I must inform you he is going to die, anyway, and you might get yourself into a very uncomfortable position. And we wouldn’t want that, would we?”
“No,” she whispered harshly and closed her eyes.
“Do we understand each other?”
“Yes.” Effie cleared her throat. “I understand everything.”
Snow nodded when Effie opened her eyes, hard and emotionless. “I’m glad that you are so smart, Miss Trinket. I was afraid I would have to dig deeper, and remind you what happens to people who refuse to do their job. Seneca Crane, for example. Your good friend. He was there before your husband, wasn’t he?”
She loured as the mention of that name stung in her chest. “It’s… long gone.”
“And so is he.” Snow smiled contently. “You have fourty-eight hours.”
The call ended abruptly, and Effie sat there, staring at the black screen, without a trace of some proper emotion. The world was spinning with her, the realization settling down…
She gasped for air.
What in the world is she going to do?
She heard Portia’s footsteps. “So?”
There was, in fact, only one thing she could do.
“Dial Haymitch,” Effie said sharply, nails digging into the flesh of her palms. Her heart was beating faster and faster as the anger grew. “We’re having a date.”
iii.
“So you are saying that you didn’t know?”
The silence in the room, the heavy atmosphere in the whole place, one could cut it how thick it was; one would shiver at how it felt. Like building a house of cards in a full-blown whirlwind; like striking a match next to a vessel filled to the brim with gasoline. Nobody knew what to say to make it feel better. Nobody knew what to do to change it. Nobody knew what to do, period.
And Haymitch didn’t know what to think; it was too much information to process at once. There were so many things he should be feeling - disbelief, anger, betrayal, fear. And he was feeling them all at once, feeling nothing in the end. He just wanted to drink himself into oblivion and never have to wake up again.
Of course, it would be pure hypocrisy to blame her for lying to him. They had created whole fake lives for themselves and then joined them and let it become one huge lie. Haymitch didn’t know where the truth ended and where the lie started, how much of what she had told him was made up and how much of it was real. He himself never told her much about him. She always said the past didn’t matter - that what mattered was present and future. Their future. But the past did matter now, no matter how unconvinient it was for them.
Eight years of lies… it was almost ridiculous, he’d certainly find it just that if it wasn’t him, if it wasn’t his wife, if it wasn’t so fucking serious. Because it was serious. And he had no idea where to move next.
There weren’t that many choices left for him - he had to find her and talk to her. It was so weird - he was thinking of her, and he still saw the same woman he saw eight years ago. He had a problem comparing her to someone who was hired to shoot people from rooftops and could beat his ass like it was nothing. He had a problem seeing her as a rival… as a traitor.
Haymitch didn’t want to think of her like that, but she was an enemy. Not in his eyes, but in the eyes of everyone else.
“No,” he confirmed. “I didn’t know it.”
A flame flickered in Coin’s eyes that have been unreadable up until now. She moved her hand across the ebony table, stroking the polished surface, and slowly leaned back against her leather-coated chair. “I see.”
“What am I supposed to do?” His voice was rough and slow when it escaped his throat. He knew how he looked - his shoulders down, hair falling into his face in messy strands, face disorted in the poorly hidden despair. His knuckles were white from gripping the armrest so hard, but if he didn’t, he probably would have fallen apart already. He felt sick of everything.
“You know what you are supposed to do.”
He did. He… expected it. That’s what Johanna told him. “She fired at you and made you ruin the mission,” she spat, “you know how it works.” No one has showed him much empathy.
But he couldn’t.
He simply couldn’t. Period.
“No,” he growled as his heartbeat took up pace. “I need to talk to her. I have to.”
She shook her head, slowly, but resolutely. “There will be no talking. It needs to be quick and-”
“Stop,” he hit the table. The glass filling in the table’s covered shelves trembled. Coin’s eyebrows shot up. “Stop. Stop this. You don’t-”
“Mr. Abernathy,” she hissed, “this is my order. You know how I respect you, you know that over all these years, I have made a lot of concessions for your sake, but this is my ultimate and bulletproof order. I understand that it’s hard for you-”
“Hard?” He was shaking all over. “Hard? You don’t understand-”
“-she is a threat,” Coin’s voice battled his own. “She is a threat not only to you, but to all of us. CAPITOL has no mercy and it’s time we learn to not have any as well.”
“No. No. She’s no threat, she’s my wife-”
“It’s going to be you.” She got up. “I am ending this discussion. You have fourty-eight hours. You know what happens if you defy.”
He felt so stupid for begging. He just needed time. That must have been understandable - time to process it, time to figure out what other possibilities there were left. He had fourty-eight hours starting right now which meant he had two days to make it alright. He needed to talk to her, that was all. He needed to know why things happened the way they happened and if there was a way to prevent it. He needed to tell her that he was sorry for keeping this away from her and partly being responsible for this situation.
What else was there to come? They were going to get divorced and the companies’ rivalry would only get worse, given how dificult it was to keep a secret here, but it was also a way. They could talk things through, nobody would be a threat to anyone, this was one huge mistake that they couldn’t fix, overlook, or take back, but they could make a deal - after all, she was still just Effie to him. He had a hard time imagining her as someone who was hired to shoot people from the rooftops. She was gentle. She was silly. She was a lot of things he disliked combined in such a dosage that made him love them.
But he knew that it wasn’t really her, and that was the problem. Because he didn’t know she was. Because it was all a nightmare he couldn’t drink away.
There was only one way this could go, only one thing he could do.
One thing he couldn’t do.
The door creaked half-open. A petite dark-haired woman stood there uncertainly, pale eyes flicking from Coin to Haymitch. She didn’t walk in, only her torso creaping from behind the heavy door, fingers tapping on the wooden panels.
“Mr. Abernathy had a call,” she told them, “it was some Miss Trinket. She said that she’ll be at your old spot, tonight, at seven.”
“Thank you, Trish.” Coin’s sharp voice was hiding a farewell, and the woman disappeared behind the door again. “You do know what this means, don’t you?”
“She wouldn’t hurt me,” he lashed out, blood boiling, hands shaking, “we’re just gonna talk-”
“If it wasn’t so serious…” She inhaled sharply, as if to stop herself from the flood of words that were threatening to spill and flood the void of uncertainity, which has become Haymitch’s only certainity. Her eyes fluttered close briefly, she looked like she was counting something in her head, like she was comparing and calculating and finally, she had come to a result. She opened her eyes again, hard as stone and cold as ice. They were speaking of something that was already decided. They were defininte. “Talk to her. If you manage to come to an arrangement, the orders are invalid. Your immediate cut of any strings attatched to your wife is a matter of course. Either way, once all of this is over, you are going to go to a three-month leave until everything is settled. I want her dead or a proper deal. You have fourty-eight hours.”
His throat felt like it had been convulsed. There would be words to say, but there wasn’t a way to let them out. He wanted to thank her for giving him a chance, the only and last chance he would ever get. He wanted to say a lot. However, words were no use now. He needed to act. Now.
Dinner at their old spot at seven. No wonder that she picked that place. It was her favorite restaurant in the whole city and just a few days ago, she complained about how long they haven’t been there. She was pushing and pulling even now.
Despite his misery, he had to shake his head in amusement.
This… this was going to be a wild ride.
Author’s note: Hey there! After trying things like writing ahead, writing all week for an update, and not writing at all, I have decided to update each story every two weeks. Today is an odd week, which I’m going to generally dedicate to Till Death Do Us Part, while even weeks are for If This Was A Movie. I’m going to post both today, though, because I haven’t updated anything in a really long time which I feel bad about; but I’m sure every (not only) fanfic writer can relate, because time is precious when you’re in school and the effort put into brainstorming, writing and editing actually takes a lot of it, so I don’t write until I’m 100% in the mood for it - it’s supposed to be fun, not another obligation. Sooo, I hope you enjoyed it, if you’re a If This Was A Movie stan, then stay tuned for later, and have a nice day, everyone!
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