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The reason I ended that Crocodad AU where he finds Baby Robin-post where I did was because I actually just don't know what would happen next, where things would go from there. Let's talk about that.
Also apologies in advance, this post got obscenely long. Again.
I don't know how this keeps on happening.
(If you wanted the minimum context without having to read the whole OG post, just scroll down to the Plot Section and read until the end from there)
But just to give a minor recap:
They're in the tombs of Alubarna, Cobra's dead and the second the guards notice their king has gone missing they're going go searching for him. So there's no time to mess around, Crocodile and Robin need to leave as soon as possible before they're discovered, otherwise they'll risk getting reported to the World Government for assasinating Cobra and boy howdy Croc's not going to be a Shichibukai for long if that happens.
The two are there to just get what they want. Crocodile wants Pluton. And the Poneglyph says its in Wano Country
What the hell are either of these two going to do? In this scenario?
'Cause on one hand, there's Robin, who could be scared shitless of Crocodile and unsure what to do next.
If Robin tells him, will Crocodile kill her because he doesn't need her anymore? Because he got what he wanted?
Or might he lash out at her and kill her because the weapon isn't in Alabasta as he had assumed?
But if she refuses to tell him, he'll kill her anyways, won't he?
She can't run away from him anyways, he'd catch her in seconds.
Should she lie and give him a fake location nearby in the hopes of creating an opportunity for her to escape?
But even if she managed to escape, she'd be back on the run from the Government all over again, fighting for her life, all alone.
(Minor note but it's worth pointing out that Robin probably wouldn't know about Wano's takeover, she might not know who Kaidou is, let alone what the Yonkou are, or where Wano even is. Like we know it's a bombshell of information, but Robin wouldn't know where on The Scale of Bad News it'd land, and that could also add to her fear of telling the truth)
Like I think those would be the kinds of thoughts that would run through Robin's mind, and even I can't tell what she'd do.
And on the other hook, we have Mr Murderdile.
How the fuck would he even react to whatever Robin would do?
I mean I don't think he'd actually kill Robin if she told him the truth about what the Poneglyph says. I do think he would Fucking Furious and deeply hurt if she'd refuse to tell him, if she'd lie or tried to flee, as these would be acts of betrayal and we know Crocodile would not take that well. Would he kill her for betraying him? Possibly? Since he could see her as a threat to his son's life (the priority), I don't fucking know man. That could very much turn into like a "Doflamingo killing Rocinante" moment for Crocodile in this AU.
But what the fuck would he do if he found out Pluton was in Wano?
Mind you, by this point the country would've been freshly taken over by Kaidou, and it's only been 2-5 years since Crocodile would've had his ass kicked by Whitebeard in the New World. Like that trauma would be Quite Fresh in his mind.
I don't think Crocodile would be stupid enough to try to go to Wano. It'd be stupid fucking dangerous, and surely he'd know that. And not just in the "he could get killed by Kaidou" kind of way, but because surely Crocodile would realize Kaidou was sitting on top of Pluton as they spoke. Even if he didn't know about it yet, if Kaidou found out about Pluton being directly beneath his gigantic ass, it would be Fucking Bad. And thus going to the island with the only person on the planet who could reveal the exact location of the weapon would be a stupid ass move.
(Of course, without the heir of the Kozuki Clan Pluton can't be released and Momo has just been yeeted into the future, so even if they did go they wouldn't be able to open the borders of Wano, but unless the Alabastan Poneglyph explained that then neither Robin or Crocodile would understand that)
So if Crocodile's only goal in life at this moment had been obtaining an Ancient Weapon so he could nuke the World Government and then go be with his son (since nothing in the world could threaten his child anymore and force Crocodile to keep his distance to keep him safe)... And he found out he was far, far too weak to even obtain that weapon... What would Crocodile do? Knowing he wouldn't be able to do what he wanted, that he wouldn't get to be with his son ever again?
(Mind you. There is a whole discussion to be had about whether or not Crocodile was suicidal during Impel Down/Marineford and if his petty revenge against Whitebeard was a borderline suicide mission. Because unironically I think there's like a 40-50% chance that could be the case. And I'm pointing this out because if Crocodile was canonically suicidal after failing to take over Alabasta, how would this scenario in this AU be different? Aside from the obvious time commitment, and the way Crocodile's traumas would be much more fresh at this point compared to canon)
Like. What can he do anymore? What's there left for him to do?
Fall into absolute despair and give up? Allow the royal guards to find and capture him, and let the WG throw him in jail for assassinating King Cobra for no reason? Or just kill himself on the spot because what would it matter, he'd die eventually anyways?
God knows, even if he wanted to keep on opposing the WG, between the Dragodile Divorce (and however the fuck that might've played out) and Crocodile probably not approving of Dragon's methods for revolution (too idealistic, soft, and slow), ditching his Warlord-status and fully joining the Revolutionary Army wouldn't suit Crocodile either. He's a pirate, not some hero of justice.
And he's never going to be strong enough to defeat the WG himself, all alone. That's what the Ancient Weapon was for to begin with.
So, what would he do now, when his final option had been crossed out, labeled impossible. Would death be the easy way out, and at least give him the peace of mind knowing his son could never be linked back to him and put into danger because of him?
But what would happen to Robin?
If Crocodile allowed himself to become captured and go to jail, Robin would be doomed too. Between his hatred of the Government and Robin being an innocent child, surely he didn't want the Government to get their hands on her, they'd just put her to death.
But what else could he do? Tell her to run? Leave her to fend for herself all over again? Alone? Would he have it in him to tell her that?
Or would Crocodile's anger and spite at the Government be more powerful than his despair? Would he rather flee with Robin for now and figure things out later, when they're not in some ancient tombs with the corpse of a king where they could be found out any second and be in far deeper shit than they're already in?
And I think this is where we circle back to what Robin would do, first. Because even if Robin told Crocodile the truth, there's still multiple ways she could do that, and depending on how Robin went about it, that could influence Crocodile's reaction too, couldn't it?
If the two hadn't become too fond of each other yet, and Robin very calmly told Crocodile Pluton was in Wano, I think he could just become kind of catatonic in shock and horror, falling into despair. Maybe without saying a word he'd just walk out of the tombs straight to the guards without ever looking back. Abandoning Robin and leaving her running for her life again, alone.
But Robin is at this point a 12 year old child***
The sheer intensity of this situation could become too much for her. And if she had become fond of Crocodile, if despite everything she still wanted to stay with him because he had been the only source of safety she had had in three years... what if she just burst into tears, and told Crocodile she was afraid of him and what he might do to her because he might not like what the Poneglyph said?
What would Crocodile do then? How would Crocodile react to that? To this child being not just brutally honest, but emotionally vulnerable and showing him that she WANTED to trust him?
If Crocodile had been emotionally flipflopping between trying to remain emotionally unavailable to Robin because he didn't trust her, and trying to be caring (partially because he was intentionally trying to manipulate her and partially because he genuinely felt bad for her)... Would this become the moment Crocodile himself realizes he has to decide if he's going to be a cruel pirate who only cares about his son's safety, or be Robin's guardian? Either demand her to just spit it out if she knows what's good for her, or comfort her and tell her he would never hurt her regardless of what the Poneglyph said?
And... almost regardless of what Crocodile would choose, could Robin's outburst still like... both soften the blow of the bad news and emotionally ground Crocodile? So that he wouldn't fall into despair?
If so... Guess the two would just have to flee then. Leave their hostage (be it the (unconcious???) pregnant queen or baby Vivi) behind, and just leave Alabasta.
There'd be nothing left in that country for them anyways, nothing but people who could catch Crocodile and report him to the World Government for assasinating their King (mainly Shaka who could probably tell their king was murdered by a heavy smoker thanks to his DF and then realize it was Crocodile if he ever gotten within sniffing distance from him), leading to his Shichibukai Status to being stripped from him. Escaping and never coming back would be their priority.
Whatever the fuck would happen next is a bloody mystery though
Like IDK maybe, after getting over whatever emotional turmoil he'd be going through, Crocodile could start building an organization of some kind?? But this time with the intent of wrecking Kaidou's ass and taking over Wano himself?????
(Roccoco Works wouldn't nececarily have to be a secret organization either since if he wanted to take over a non-WG Affiliated country from some pirate... He could just do that. The WG shouldn't care. He would have to be extremely careful though to make sure nobody ever found out his sweet little assistant/secretary Miss Sunday was actually Nico Robin. Also if he was the Rev Army's Secret Sugar Daddy he'd have to be extremely careful who he would hire to work for him. Like the hiring process would be extremely selective still, if not more-so than with BW?)
Also he could spend a fuck ton of time just working out to get as swole as humanly possible. Because god knows he'll need to if he wanted to actually fight Kaidou and survive with all his limbs still in-tact. Maybe try to get friendly with Moria too knowing Moria has some serious beef with Kaidou and could be down for getting revenge one day. But mind you, this would be A Whole Process which would no doubt take years if not decades.
All while looking after Robin. Because he was all she had and he couldn't possibly abandon her now. He's in too deep.
And this is where my brain finally hits a brick wall with this AU, I can't imagine how shit would go down from here on. Because IDK, this whole thing started out more as a thought experiment (of "how would things be different if they met earlier") and the further you go down the timeline it stops being wild what if-speculation and more just a fanfic lmao
***(Look if I'm not wrong, the year Luffy was born Robin should be going 11 turning 12, right? (And Croc 27 -> 28). But if enough time has passed that Vivi has been born, well, Robin's birthday is a few days after Vivi's, so she could've turned 13 by now. Or hell, this whole shitshow of a scenario could take place on her birthday if you wanted to be really evil) (But if I'm wrong and Robin was 10 -> 11 the year Luffy was born, then she'd be around turning 12 at this point) (This shit is so complicated aaaaa 😭)
One more note because I might as well put them in the same post
So in my mind, if Crocodad Real IN GENERAL then it would make perfect sense to me if Crocodile's reason for wanting his funny little military nation and to obtain Pluton was to nuke Marijoa and just delete the World Government so his baby boy would be safe. Because god knows if the Government found out Dragon had a son (or that he had been involved with the Revs/plotted against them and that he had a son), that baby boy would become a target for the WG. Thus he couldn't even take his child with him and raise him like Bege or Big Mom did with their kids. Like it wasn't even an option.
And because that's like my default headcanon already, I'm obviously applying it to this silly Crocodad AU.
But it raises a fun question; what would Crocodile tell baby Robin about his motivations?
Like, I can perfectly imagine Crocodile explaining to Robin that he hates the WG and wants to destroy them, and that not only would Robin be safe with him (not just in the "I won't hurt you or turn you in to the Marines, we're on the same side", or the "I'm stronk and can protect you from danger" way, but also "the WG can't find you if you're under my wing" way), but also if she helped him find an Ancient Weapon, she could help him defeat her greatest enemy for once and for all and become free herself.
And that's not a bad deal, now is it.
But even if Crocodile explained that to Robin when they'd first meet, just to get her to agree to coming with him, surely it would take Robin some time to actually start trusting Crocodile, after spending the past three years on the run. 'Cause in her mind, either the Government Approved Pirate was lying to get her guard down (so it'd be easier to hand her over to the WG), or the Government Approved Pirate was explicitly admitting to being a backstabber and couldn't be trusted.
But hey Papadile could maybe win her trust with some time, plenty of books and maybe a few plushies
However.
I'm sure Robin would wonder WHY Crocodile wanted to destroy the World Government. And Crocodile sure as fucking hell would never tell her it was because he had a son, god knows he would not trust her with that information. I'm not sure if Robin would ask about Crocodile's motivations, and even if she did, I'm sure he'd find a way to respond in a truthful way without telling her anything
(Like arguably he isn't free from the WG either, he can either play and pretend to be on their side until they decide they have no more use for him, or try to eliminate them first and ensure his own safety. So he could tell Robin that as an excuse) (Kill-or-Be-Killed is not a great life lesson to be teaching Nico Robin Age 12)
And you know, not knowing why this Scary Pirate wants a weapon of mass destruction would raise alarm bells in anyone's mind. Robin isn't stupid.
And now we circle right back to the begining of this post. Again. This post is a fucking timeloop, there is no escape. What would Robin do when Crocodile would ask her to read him the Poneglyph.
Because there is that option that she could try to ask him Crocodile why he wanted to destroy the WG, then and there. Possibly defiantly, possibly calmly, possibly with tears running down her little face because she's scared out of her mind and wants to have faith in her guardian, but is unsure because the situation she's found herself in is a train wreck and Croc's on thin ice.
And would she start with the question right away, or would she first tell the truth and then, after seeing Crocodile's reaction, ask him about it?
And would Crocodile tell her? The TL:DR; of it? That he had a son whom the WG would want dead if they ever found out about it, a son he wanted to protect? That that's what this all was about?
And how would Robin feel about such a revelation?
Because on one hand, it could be calming for her, to understand that Crocodile wasn't out for world domination like a cartoon villian or anything, that his motivations were actually understandable. He just wanted to protect his family.
But on the other hand... if Robin had been (conciously or subconciously) hoping to find a father figure in Crocodile... would finding out that Crocodile had his own son, his own family somewhere out there... Would that knowledge break Robin? Because in her mind, even if she hadn't wished for it conciously, Crocodile could never become a father for her? Because if/when Crocodile would get what he wanted, he'd just go be with his son?
Keep in mind. Robin's core fears and trauma come from not just betrayal, but also abandonment. A fear of being alone.
Even if it was for Robin's own sake, her mother left her behind. She wasn't able to find friends or community in Ohara at all, even with the people of the library she felt left out because they wouldn't allow her to participate in the Poneglyph research (understandable on their part)
And even when Robin's uncle and his family "adopted" her, she was treated as an other in the family. An unwanted burden, a servant. Not a real member of the family.
Finding out Crocodile had a family he wanted to return to could in her mind mean she was going to become abandoned again, left behind to fend for herself. Even if the WG wasn't out to get her, that would still be absolutely soul crushing for a child.
And even if Crocodile did decide to adopt Robin, would she not be afraid of being treated as an other in that family too, because she wasn't his daughter? That he'd never love her the way he'd love his own son?
How would the truth behind Crocodile's motivations actually make Robin feel?
And one final gut punch before I go:
Would Crocodile struggle with some kind of guilt and shame over looking after Robin when he had his son somewhere out there? Would he be beating himself up inside because he couldn't stop himself for caring so damn much about this poor kid, but didn't want to treat Robin like some kind of a replacement for his own child? And would those feelings get even worse after finding out he couldn't even get Pluton because the bloody thing was hiding under Kaidou's ass?
Would Crocodile feel horrible about how he had to abandon his son seemingly forever and then found himself looking after some other child instead?
Also. If the Dragodile Divorce was bad, especially in the "Dragon wasn't particularly accepting" kinda way, and if Crocodile had this deep fear inside of him about whether or not his son would ever accept him as his other dad and/or be upset about not having a mom (a fear that could get worse over time since he wouldn't have been with his baby from the begining, that he'd have to show up in his child's life later, praying for acceptance and forgiveness for having to leave him behind)...
Would Robin potentially expressing that she saw Crocodile as a father-figure kind of break Crocodile (in a good way)? Not just because of the gender affirmation (for the recently transitioned guy mind you), but also because it'd mean that there was at least one person in the world who looked at him and thought they wanted him as their father? And could that happiness then like ADD ON to whatever guilt Crocodile could also be feeling?
These two are such broken people. I can not help but to wonder if they'd be able to navigate through their complicated emotions and find the healing and comfort they both so desperately need.
Anyway yeah that's the post, hope you enjoyed The Thoughts
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Sir Crocodile#Nico Robin#Crocodad#Not sure I can say ''back due to popular demand'' but close enough I guess#I am just Haunted by Thoughts#This really got obscenely fucking long jesus christ#Feels wrong to tag this with Crocodad but this is an AU based on it and it's like relevant so??? It's there for blacklisting if nothing els#Good god my Activity Feed has Not Been The Same since I posted that fanart on my main though oh my god#I'm glad y'all enjoy this AU concept as much as I do. We can suffer emotionally together lmao
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Dsmp characters as fish because a special interest of mine is northeastern game fish 👍
c!Ranboo - Brook trout (Salvelinus fontinalis)
Basically the loser of the fish community lmao. They are really sensitive to their surroundings. They need the water to be a certain pH and temperature in order to survive. They are migratory in order to fulfill those needs. They are also bullied by other fish (specifically brown trout) to the point where populations are dropping. They are one of the more timid and docile species of trout. They stick in small groups. They will become aggressive when feeding or defending their spawning nests. Brook trout also have some of the most unique and colorful patterns. Brook trout hybrids are common occurrences
c!Tommy - Largemouth Bass (Micropterus salmoides)
Largemouth are the fish that is in everybody’s business. They are very much in your face all of the time. Simultaneously both very smart and very dumb. They commit to one spot to make their nest and will defend it fiercely. They are picky where they put their nest and spend a lot of time maintaining it to keep it in good condition. They typically will live in the same body of water and not migrate out, but will change depths depending on the seasons and where food is located.
c!Tubbo - Smallmouth Bass (Micropterus dolomieu)
Basically the Largemouth’s little brother. They are very similar but the smallmouth are typically smaller and bit more docile. They are also arguably a bit smarter than the largemouth as well. They are also very territorial and will defend their nests. Their nests are also well kept. When defending or hunting, they fight like a tank. Although smaller than the largemouth they pack a bigger punch. Smallmouth are also more cold tolerant than other fish.
c!Phil - Walleye (Sander vitreus)
Walleye remind me of crows. They have terrific eyesight, which is why they have big eyes. Their unique eyes allow them to hunt at night. They have one of the greater lifespans and can live to be a couple decades old. Walleye spend time in schools with members similar to them. They like to lurk in deeper cooler water. They are more active at night and more docile during the day. They become aggressive when seasons change and they have to stock up for the winter
c!Techno - Bullhead catfish (Ameiurus melas)
Bullhead are similar to walleye and live in similar conditions. They like cooler murky environments to reside in. They are docile if left alone. They will become predatory and territorial if provoked or feeding. They have venomous spines on their fins which hurt like a bitch if you get stung (not fatal). They scavenge more than hunt and scrounge around the bottom looking for food. They fight hard and hit hard. And once they have something they are very determined to not let it go
c!Wilbur - Brown Trout (Salmo trutta)
Brown trout are actually invasive and are not native to North America, they originate in parts of Europe and Asia. But they have now established themselves as part of the ecosystem. They compete with the native species and often pose a challenge. They are typically bigger than other trout species and their competitors get shoved around a bit. Browns are smart and cunning, and are very successful hunters. They are arguably the most territorial species of trout
c!Quackity - Musky (Esox masquinongy)
Easily one of, if not the smartest gamefish. They are nicknamed “the fish of ten thousand casts” because they are very picky and know how to differentiate lures from real bait fish. They are hard to catch. Muskies are ambush predators and will eat anything that fits into their mouth. This includes waterfowl, rodents, and frogs. They are elusive and like to stick to themselves. Musky are very dedicated to their territory and will fight any intruders out
Yay fish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#disclaimer I am no professional biologist and I have heavily personified the fish lmao#this was fun I might do it with other characters#I ♥️ fish#yknow what fuck it I’ll main tag this one#c!ranboo#c!tommy#c!tubbo#c!philza#c!technoblade#c!wilbur#c!quackity#dsmp#text
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season 1 episode 13 thoughts
A SCULLY EPISODE!!!! i was overjoyed and then i felt deep and immeasurable grief as the minutes went by.
she wants to leave her christmas tree up all year <3 she's a good cook <3 her dad calls her starbuck <3
but her dad is being avoidant! he didn't even say i love you when he left!
! dana scully lore reveal ! her dad lowkey sucks!!!
and then he IMMEDIATELY DIED right after! that is sick and twisted. why do they make my girl endure such pain.
the next note i made for the episode was "omg windows you have to crank!" which was a brief moment of levity among the Sorrow. except even the guy doing the said window cranking was kidnapped right after. still, the novelty of it all!
when scully came into work even though her dad had just died... we see mulder call her "dana" for the first time... she was visibly taken aback by this... and mumbled her name back to herself... my heart was melting out of my body
and when i thought i was going to already collapse from the "dana" moment, he tells her she should take some time for herself and then. softly cups her cheek. and strokes it with his thumb. holy fuck i nearly sobbed. it was the softest thing i have ever seen. what the hell man.
he has this instinctive need to touch her. to use his touch to keep her safe or bring her comfort. it will be psychoanalyzed at a later date from me but for now, know i am noticing the motifs.
(also, when he finally left his office, we see that he kept the hat from the alien obsessed guy in episode 10... good to know this is a man who takes souvenirs. take him to the zoo and see what he comes back with)
so then we cutscene to her dad's funeral and we learn that her father was in the navy- perhaps this is why he is unduly harsh. and then we got ANOTHER scene that beat my heart into a pulp: scully turning to her mom and asking "was he proud of me?" her mom waits for a beat and says "he was your father". HEY! THAT'S NOT AN ANSWER!!!!!!!!!
(who wouldn't be proud of scully? i'm taking names. write them down)
when interrogating the death row psychic mulder once again said "i want to believe" and i once again wrote in my episode notes "HE SAID THE LINE!"
interesting that this is an episode where scully believes and mulder doesn't, almost immediately from the beginning of the episode. but the psychic says stuff her dad would say and therefore she gets emotionally invested even though mulder says it's nonsense, and that this guy is setting them a trap because mulder got him put on death row. and when she listens to the psychic's clue and find evidence at an abandoned warehouse, mulder yells at her for putting herself in danger. to which she said:
"i thought you'd be pleased i opened myself to extreme possibilities"
scully i am REACHING through the screen and telling you i'm proud of you in case no one ever did that before
(and MAYBE mulder yelling at her for putting herself in danger because he thinks he needs to protect her WAS deeply satisfying but still. read the room my king)
(also revealed in this scene: mulder is a jimi hendrix fan. i am tucking this knowledge in my pocket and storing it safely)
then the psychic decided to reveal some of her personal memories and we learn she stole a cigarette when she was 14 and she thought it was disgusting but she wanting to do something they would disapprove of. and she was so scared but so excited. are you kidding me? are you absolutely kidding me. the need to rebel from an assigned role in which she feels she MUST be perfect has haunted her from a young age, and when she finally did something her parents really disprove of- joined the FBI instead of working as a doctor- she's met with rejection. so now we know she's had this terrible need to do what pleases those she loves and to break that is a rush from its inherent moral Wrongness. the isolation of being the Good Child who does what She's Told vs. the isolation of being the Less Good Child who loses their parent's approval. that terrible ache of knowing you once pleased them and now you don't. the conditional nature of affection. ohhhhh good lord.
later mulder gets shot and scully thinks the psychic lured him into a trap which leads to her screaming at him (like SERIOUSLY screaming) that if mulder dies, she'll kill the psychic herself. now this was especially crazy because we have only at this point seen her yell once before which was in episode 8, but this was 10x that intensity. also wild for revealing that she will kill anyone who hurts mulder. once again i say holy FUCK.
mulder is wheeled in to the hospital and still telling her not to believe him, says that he's luring her into another trap. at this point i was yelling "TELL MULDER HE KNEW ABOUT YOUR DAD!" but she was too deep in the grief to bring it up
(throughout the entire episode she is hallucinating her dad in places he isn't, which is arguably far more impactful than just seeing her cry)
when the psychic reveals the location of the murderer and they go to check it out, scully straight up shoots the suspect. she is NOT playing around, y'all. i think this is the first time we see her shoot someone, which is already a lot to unpack. but then she doesn't follow the killer because the psychic had warned her against it and in this way he saves her life.
then she says thank you to the psychic, who says "come to my execution and i'll give your father's message to you" and she DOESN'T GO. mulder asks her why, because now he seems to think that psychic dude really WAS telling the truth, and she no longer does:
"why can't you believe?" "because i'm scared"
she's scared!! she's scared to believe. she's scared to know what is out there and she seemed scared to know what her father had to say. isn't there enough uncertainty in this world ruled by facts and science? what could the possibilities be like beyond that? why believe in what you cannot control? she says she knew what he would say because "he's my father". is that enough for her? or was she too frightened to hear that he wasn't proud of her?
overall i've said "holy fuck" like a LOT during this recap and i truly feel that those are the only words i have for the situation. getting to see more scully lore was EXACTLY what i was hoping for and i'm so pleased but also so so so sad. like she keeps her christmas tree up and she's a good cook and she has this terrible need for her father's approval that he won't give and then he goes and dies. i need about 10 beach episodes to make up for the sadness here. chris carter i'm in ur walls.
#also: mulder is acts of service/touch love language coded and i'm thinking words of affirmation for scully#like i know the whole love language model is problematic but if i see it i'm gonna say it. sorry.#geez i feel like i need a nap after that. what the fuck. my sweet poor scully.#i felt her becoming a character i am going to stan for the rest of my life during this#oh did i see a bit of myself in her? MIND UR BUSINESS!!!#juni's x files liveblog#txf#the x files#dana scully#<- adding that tag because i did a LOT of character analysis here and moving forward i'll maybe make those their own posts#once i have more of the show under my belt i'll do my character analysis posts like i do on my main for sylvie#haven't done it in a while on main though because i hated loki s2 lmao not much to work with!
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#rollo so u love books too huh#guess who ur coming across in the library then#the two most annoying fucks on campus also hate eachother this is grand#malleus is slightly homoerotic w 2 ppl and sebek goes#yes my new mortal enemy#i may or may not clean this up to post on main but lmao its so funny#why am i still talking#twst spoilers#my art#ikkkkk in my minddd that rollo is a great magician n very talented but also consider#sebek can snap him like a twig#anyways i love them both sm#rollo also fo sure dislikes fae since they run on magic basically#exactly opposite beliefs these 2#exept for hating themselves#they got that in common yippeeeee#maybe i should leave my rollo sebek analysis OUT of the tags of a shitpost
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I'm in a lot of pain (chronic illness suuuucks) pls rb and tell me about your OCs? Tell me anything about them at all
#felix speaks#ocs#oc#oc stuff#original characters#I have no fucking idea what to tag this to have people see it#writing#writeblr#I am posting this to my main blog instead of my writing one entirely because I'm more likely to see the notes this way#not that I'm expecting a huge response or w/e lmao but I wanna see it if anyone does wanna tell me about their ocs ^.^
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What's with all the Danny animosity in the tag today, I love that guy, he's so weird and fucked up and I want to put him in a little enclosure and study him under a microscope.
#idk if i want this in the main tags lmao#im not being serious mind you#if y'all dont like danny thats your business but i fucking love that dude so much#this is about primeval btw#vince liveblogs life#edit -#rae told me to put this in the main tags so i am#primeval#danny quinn
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Thank you so much @punk-gremlin for the tag. For those who don't know how this works, you post the first and last lines of your ten most recent fics (if you have that many fics)
1. Can I guess who kissed me? Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla (Smosh)
"Courtney was the one to bring up the idea for the first time." and "This is the happiest he’s ever been."
2. Alone doesn't suit you Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla (Smosh)
"Ian has been stressing about today since Anthony agreed to meet." and "Anthony nods and places a kiss to Ian’s temple."
3. Sharing bed like little kids Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla (Smosh)
"Sharing a bed with an older version of Anthony feels so odd." and "He wouldn’t want to belong to anyone else."
4. Ivy and forget-me-nots Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla (Smosh)
"Everyone in the world is born with a little bud drawn on their inner wrist." and "Without having to think about it too much, he just does the most natural thing he could do. He kisses his soulmate."
5. Careful what you wish for Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla (Smosh)
"Anthony gradually wakes up." and "Turns out he can get adult Anthony flustered too, after all."
6. No thoughts, head full (of cum) Eddie Clayton/Charlie Ross (Ghostmates)
"Charlie is quietly focusing on his work, doing some line art on his new tablet." and "He... has a feeling he’s going to be thinking about this experience for a long time."
7. Good girl Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla (Smosh)
"Ian feels like he’s perfected the fifties housewife look at this point." and "He leans in and connects their lips."
8. Oh let me use you baby, I love you Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla (Smosh)
"Anthony’s on his bed, hand in his pants, trying to picture touching his girlfriend." and "Whatever is going to happen, he knows they’ll get through it together."
9. A part of me that will never be mine Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla (Smosh)
"There’s something familiar about this scene." and "So then, why does he desperately wish he could wake up?"
10. What if you closed your eyes Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla (Smosh)
"It’s a quiet afternoon, Ian sits on his couch listening to Anthony recount what was going through his mind when they shot the Who Slapped Me video." and "To have Anthony like this, the way he has him now? He’d endure all that and more."
I don't know how many people I'm supposed to tag, or who to tag for the matter. I don't know who in this fandom has already done this, but I assume everyone 'cos everyone is just tagging each other lol
So I'm gonna throw in a bunch of my friends from my older fandoms!
@zeldahime @prewar-james @khazadspoon @feral-teeth @blondeforyou @commander-kiranerys
If any of you have already done this or have no interest in doing this feel free to ignore <333 ily guys
#tag game#okay this was fun but uhhh#it really felt like putting a fucking mirror to my face#mh. so that's something i wrote huh#yes i put the 'head full of cum' fic there i could have cheated and skipped it#but i'm nOT GONNA DENY THE TRUTH#i stand by that title#i feel like for some of these the first and last line are very telling lmao#my fics#self promo#ianthony#hey guys hi it's me shriggy#i know y'all don't care about this fandom#feel free to close your eyes and pretend you do not see me writing smosh rpf#in case you were wondering what i've been up to lol#thank u jace for tagging me#i could have put this on my main but to be real with you: i simply am not gonna put my rpf and incest acc on my main LMAO leave me alone
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killing him with so many hammers honestly
#DUNGEON MESHI TRAILER DROPPED I AM NOT OKAY#IT LOOKS!!!!! SO FUCKING GOOD IM INSANE!!!!!!#THE ANIMATION IS SO GOOD AND THE VOICE ACTORS ARE PERFECT#ngl the voice actors were the main thing i was afraid about but theyre actually perfect#chilchuck sounds exactly how i imagined him to sound LMAO#laios' voice is a lil weird but i think ill get used to it#marcille just sounds perfect too she has that silly going on#this is gonna be peak i can feel it in my bones#im so excited#level 7 autism event#<- new tag for insane interest ramblings#text tag
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Is it so hard to not post hate in main tags? Like is that such a hard thing to ask??? Just block the damn tag if you don't like a specific version man, i don't go into the tags to see post number 7291 about how someone else hates a specific version of a show I like. Fuck off.
This goes for both tristamp and trigun 98 haters BTW. Just shut UUUUUP I don't wanna HEAR IIIIIIT
#speculation nation#i love both versions for different reasons and i am so TIREDDDDD#this was brought on by a post about 98 tho. shut up shut up shut UP#if you dont like it then FINE but i happen to love it and i go into the tags to see stuff for all of it#and i dont wanna see ur take on assuming that 'everyone agrees it sucks' fuck OFF#im not even a nostalgic fan i watched stamp first but i love 98 too. very much#in total. 'your experiences are not universal' so shut UUUUUUUPPPPPPP#i will and have blocked people over this. as i did just now!#like this isnt the same as good faith critiquing. both versions have flaws.#but going 'this entire show sucks and everyone who loves it is wrong' STOP. JUST STOP. POSTING THIS IN MAIN TAGS !!!!PLEASE!!!!#random surge of anger lmao im at work rn anyways. just. UGH.
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@cozy-fish-crow tagged me in this like 3 weeks ago sO HERE I AM
RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
i am going absolutely neil josten levels of fucking feral with bsd ideas right now so i am only going to list the thread names in my bsd idea channel :) or else we'd be here all fuckin day sdfkskdhf
who tf is "slug"????
legally married
10 things i hate about you
post-corruption soukoku 🖤🖤
blackhole time fuckery
will you be mine? (no sir)
it's a safehouse, right?
really dumb self-indulgent fic
ABILITY swap au
remember me, love (<- hozier lyric)
as you can see. the brainworms are incredibly intense. a lot of these are very much in the "this is a vague idea of a possible thought" stage, but i figured maybe this could help me actually. ya know. work on any of them.
im gonna make it an OPEN TAG for sure :) still not enough brain power to try and tag people ahah let alone 10 of them-
#WAIT WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE ARE 10 OF THESE WHAT THE FUCK#also in case anyone was wondering one of these is in fact the smut story i am planning#so kudos to anyone who asks about that wip title skdhfskhd#these are also in order from my discord channel so this is the order in which the ideas came to me :) usually while i was at work#only 4 of them have actual placeholder/potential names lmao#and 4 of them have more than JUST vague ideas though even those are certainly not planned very far#and they are not all the same 4 sdkfhsdgh#anyway PLEASE DO ASK ABOUT THEM#I NEED TO ACTUALLY WORK ON SOMETHING#im going to watch the haikyuu movie tomorrow after work but i'll have plenty of time to answer asks/write around it so :)#bsd#bungo stray dogs#soukoku#so sorry to be annoying in the main tags but also#i feel like the majority of my followers don't really know bsd so dkhvdfk#some do but#anyway#shh ac
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i think. ted is a service top actually.
#man would be such a gentle dom. dont get me wrong thats a versatile man if ive ever seen one but like he WOULD make such a good dom#you know what im saying#he's just enough of a bitch he could definitely be firm and a little mean if he wanted#but he's also keen to spoil and be so sweet#anyway realistically they both switch but i personally am most entertained by ted fucking trent senseless lkdjgfgh#sub/bottom trent truthers rise up#but im not brave enough to put this in any of the main tags lmao
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@prettyboywarrior
"Screw me if I'm wrong, but haven't we met before?" He doesn't realize that line doesn't work if you HAVE met. He's a little dumb.
There was amusement clear on her face when he said that, she knew that they had met before and it was clear that he didn’t think this line wouldn’t be applied to either of them。
「So。。。」 Mukuro began, a smirk grows her lips, 「you want to fuck me~?」
【 dirty pick up lines 】 ♡ 【 accepting 】
#prettyboywarrior#【少し怖いけど】 — ( verse : main )#【ありがとうございました】 ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ! — ( asks )#\\ you either die a hero or live long enough to fuck a villain lmao#\\ i am very tempted to make that their tag lmao#\\ its so funny
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you ever see a lab rats gifset and almost start crying because you feel like your childhood is completely gone and over
#gonna vent in the tags so tw i guess#not that i ever had a childhood in the first place. i barely remember it#only thing i remember from it was the tv shows i watched#which was practically the only good thing#& lab rats was my main comfort one. always has always will be#and idk. i guess its just kinda now setting in that oh fuck.#I Am An Adult.#I Am No Longer A Child.#and mourning the loss of my childhood via lab rats lmao#idk i feel dumb
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#rant time#trying to figure myself out but this shit fucking impossible#only recetly i realised that half of my problems is probably undiagnosed adhd#but something tells me it may be asd and adhd together#although adhd traits are much more prominent in my case and looking at asd diagnostic criteria they don't fully apply but AGAIN#it looks to me more like they don't apply because adhd things come in way? like the typical spontaniety fucking question yeah#ughh i wish there was more audhd proper info because i'm going crazy trying to put this all together#i am planning to get adhd diagnosis as soon as i gather money and i could possibly try to get asd too but#a. good fucking luck getting a proper asd diagnosis as an adult trans dude in PL lmao#b. good fucking luck trying to find a place that does crossdiagnosis#well i'll try anyway but until i get a job i'm like. stuck with it in my own head#and as far as i feel like i probably won't get anywherw further with figuring this out on my own i can't. Fucking. Stop. Thinking about it.#my brain decided this is a Main Theme TM now and will make me do the research until we get sure that's It ot that's Not It#i... i'm tired.#not even gonna tag this as personal post because i just wanted to scream into the void thb
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i pulled the page of wands, the emperor, and the 8 of cups @biphi
word count: 601
He had another argument with his father. Rinne didn’t agree with how things were done in their village and said as much.
Unfortunately that just earned him a slap to the face and a “we’ll discuss this later” look from his father.
The boy, 13 years old with a head of fiery red hair, ran off into the woods again. He needed to clear his mind and that was the best way to do it.
He wanted nothing more than to let his emotions take over and take his anger out on his father, but he felt it deep, deep in his bones that it would not go over well for him or Hiiro.
Hiiro.
God. Rinne left him alone again. He didn’t like bringing his brother with him when he needed to blow off steam. The kid was only 8 years old and didn’t need to see his older brother in such a state.
Not that most nights didn’t end in a shouting match between Rinne and their father.
Dammit.
Rinne punched a tree and screamed out in frustration.
Why couldn’t he have been born into a different family? Why did his father need to place so much responsibility on him?
Why couldn’t he just run away?
He had tried before, snuck off to the city and had some fun. He loved city food and had gotten himself a pair of…jeans? Is that what they were called?
The lights and sounds had been overwhelming at first, but he adapted quickly and found the best places in the area that could cancel out the worst of it.
The problem was that he kept coming back for Hiiro. He couldn’t leave the poor kid on his own, at least not yet. So he always came back after a day or two.
He’d kill some rabbits, maybe something bigger if he was lucky and tell everyone he was hunting and wanted to see if it led to anything (it never did).
He wanted to run back to the warm embrace of the city again, but a gentle tugging on his shirt made him disregard the thought completely.
Hiiro had followed him out here this time.
“Nii-san, why is father mad at you again?” the younger boy asked.
“It’s nothing. You don’t have to worry about it, otouto-san,” Rinne replied, ruffling Hiiro’s hair.
It was soft, like the feathery down of a goose.
“But father told me to come and--”
“I know, but I’m not going anywhere, okay?”
I’d never leave you. At least not yet.
Maybe when you’re older you’ll understand.
Something rustled the underbrush behind Rinne and in an instant, Hiiro had moved to protect Rinne.
He had drawn his small knife and tried his best to look threatening to the little rabbit that had found its way to them.
Rinne pulled his own hunting knife and threw it with a practiced precision, quickly killing the small animal.
“Well, I think we found dinner for tonight.”
Hiiro sheathed his own blade and went over to the rabbit. He picked it up and draped it over his shoulder.
Rinne grabbed Hiiro’s hand and the two of them walked back out of the woods.
He wasn’t quite ready to leave the village behind for good yet. He still had things he wanted to teach Hiiro and he would need to prepare more than just the clothes on his back if he wanted any chance at survival.
He glanced down at a small pile of brush, innocuous enough and out of the way, but still there.
Yeah, he’d leave when he was ready for it.
#shay speaks#shay writes#uhm. do i main tag these? they are kinda just writing exercises more than anything#i wrote this in like 20 minutes lmao#fuck it. we ball ig#enstars#rinne amagi#hiiro amagi#ask to tag#me? have a consistent writing style? its less likely than you think#i see tias and zags but i am gonna pull out my other deck for those and see what i get
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I don't think I'll ever complain about having nothing to do again
#vent post#not actually a vent lmao but thats the tag#im so so so far beyond exhausted#i had three appointments this week. one per day. for the last three days#im genuinely shocked (and pleasantly surprised) that i made it through all three#honestly i almost didnt make it to yesterday's#and i dont think ive *ever* been so grateful to have utterly *nothing* of importance to do#should i be making phone calls today? yes#but will i? fuck no#i will spend today reading the Bardo Thodol (finally) and b@tjokes fic (thank the Force)#and if im lucky ill be able to do my language stuff too but the main priority is the reading#(though i cannot lie im so hyped for my dad to wake up so we can watch more remington steele omfg)#(theres a bunch of fics for that show that i want to read and i cannot because i have seen *three* episodes)#anyway i am so happy i got covid back in oct and learned that not only *can* i be happy doing hardly anything on a daily basis#i *prefer* doing hardly anything on a daily basis#and im *so* happy to be back to reading religious texts oh my goodness i cannot even begin to express my joy rn#once i finish the Bardo Thodol im planning to take another stab at the Mahabarat and i cannot even *begin* to express my excitement#i am ✨️rambling✨️#anyway#love yall!!#have a good timezone <3
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