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Heard my first flashback when going back to one of the gang camp locations as John. I've tried going to the camps before, but I never heard anything. Luckily, I did tonight when playing.
This moment just hits hard after finishing the RDR 2 story.
#shit's legit sad bro#i felt empty inside when i heard this flashback#no joke#rdr john#john marston#rdr2#red dead fandom#red dead redemption community
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I had this dream last night...
Like... imagine if he were at the beach party (whether on the very first scope-out mission or in free mode), and you saw him getting a little too close with a random male NPC. 👀
I'd just be standing there witnessing it like...
And yeah, he's already canonically bisexual (technically). This dream is like if Rockstar just decided to make it obvious and slap it in players' faces lmao.
#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online#cayo perico#juan strickler#el rubio gta#el rubio#dream#dream journal
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Currently working on a Google Doc with NSFW GTA Online headcanons, with some SFW ones regarding romantic/sexual orientation. I'm only doing 3 characters for now (Avon, Pavel, and El Rubio), but if I wanna add more, I'll update my post.
I'll likely post it later today. I'm just in a "mentally horny" mood, which is why I'm feeling inspired to make these. 👀
#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online#avon hertz#doomsday heist#gta pavel#pavel gta#daddy pavel#juan strickler#el rubio gta#el rubio#cayo perico#headcanons
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Came across a couple of people in my GTA grinding crew talking about Pavel...
I wouldn't say he's bisexual, personally; I'd say omnisexual suits him more.
But either way, he does give off "loves multiple/all genders" vibes. 😏
#and yes i headcanon that he's omni#with a preference for women and femininity#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online#cayo perico#pavel gta#gta pavel#daddy pavel#lgbtqia#lgbtq#omnisexual#bisexual#queer
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Currently working on another GTA Online video project that's been taking me about a week now. This time it's a music video/mini-movie combo.
And yes, it is what it sounds like - some music video elements mixed with a movie/story. 👀
But goddamn, I'm near the end of it, and it took a serious turn. I won't say what happens because I don't wanna spoil it. 🥲
I'll be sure to put a warning at the beginning when I post it because it does contain a couple of serious topics. (One of these topics isn't explicitly shown, but it's still mentioned. And as for the other thing, it's shown.) 🙃
#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online#cayo perico#cinematic video#video game music video
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I've heard it before, but the "It's a simple focking drive" voiceline still gets to me LMAOOO-
Guess who decided to actually delve into the GTA game files and find a shit ton of more UNUSED dialouge for Juan?
ME.
Enjoy :)
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So, I found out that "Inside" by Rampa sounds like El Rubio's perspective on our characters robbing him constantly... 👀
Like... I don't know if Rockstar intentionally threw it into the Cayo Perico beach party playlist or not, but either way, it sounds like a song with him talking to our characters. 👀
There weren't lyrics online, so I wrote them out myself. My APD ass probably couldn't hear the lyrics correctly, but this is how I heard them. 🙃
Feel you inside of my body, body
Feel you inside of my body, body, body
Feel you inside of my body, body
How does it feel to make a fool out of me?
Feel you inside of my body, body
How does it feel to be inside me?
Feel you inside of me (x3)
Feel you inside of my body, body
How does it feel to be inside me?
See you inside of my mind, mind
How does it feel to make a fool out of me?
See you taking all my money, money
How does it feel to be rich like me?
Hear you laughing like it's funny, funny
How does it feel to play games with me?
Feel you inside of me (x8)
But yeah, I can't believe I didn't realize this until now lmao. 😭
#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online#cayo perico#juan strickler#el rubio gta#gta el rubio
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When you're so bored that you decide to count every curse/vulgar word that El Rubio says...
This is counting his cutscene, announcement, NPC, and unused voicelines.
Yep... that's how bored I am lmao. 🙃
#i should do something actually productive instead of this 😭#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online#cayo perico#juan strickler#el rubio gta
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I purposely butchered the file size because I don't know how Tumblr is with big file sizes. The original size of this video was almost 500 MB. 🙃
And I know that means the quality is fucked, too, but eh. That's fine. 😅
Anyway, here's that "side project" I made a post about earlier. It's just a music video I made out of boredom...
With a plot twist/change. 👀
Things I used:
Apps (as shown in the video, too) - Rockstar Editor (in-game video editor), CapCut, WavePad
Sound effects and dialogue - https://youtu.be/a4akzVVj5KU, https://youtu.be/u5YLWzgDvGs
Music - https://youtu.be/B_iWR2HnHoE, https://youtu.be/tJkQs5xEhPU
This video only took me 12 hours to work on, using a few hours yesterday and today to make/edit it.
I'm not an expert at editing videos, so excuse any editing errors or whatever. But I tried. 😅
And a side note: if you guys are confused about what the hell happened, basically... my character had a nightmare of El Rubio "talking" to her, and then during her heist, the guards caught her. :)
I just wanted to throw in some cinematic moments. 😅
#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online#cayo perico#juan strickler#el rubio gta#pavel gta#gta pavel#daddy pavel#fanmade video#video game music video#cinematic video#xbox#capcut#video editing
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I'm taking a very short break from my fanfictions, and I'm working on a little side project. It took me 8 hours (so far) to complete more than half of it. I still have to work on it for a few more hours, but it's almost done.
I'll post it when it's completed. 😁
And there's a plot twist/change in this project, so just letting y'all know. 👀
#i won't even say what it is#i'll just surprise y'all 👀#it could be a video#or story#or a drawing#or whatever#👀👀👀#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online
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Not afraid to admit this... 👀
I know my mom doesn't look at my phone a lot, but it doesn't hurt to be safe than sorry. 😅
But yeah, I look up things like this when creating a smut fanfic. It just helps me get a better idea of what I'm writing.
And I promise, I'm not looking at these things for... other purposes. My drive is non-existent anyway lmao. 🥲
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BRO, I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS-
GTA 5
(18+,NSFW, SMUT!)
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Pavel X Reader (One-Shot)
Heaven's On Fire!
(2298 Words!)
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Location: Kosatka, Submarine
The heavy sound of his combat boots created a heavy echo against the narrow, metal stairwell. With a subtle spring in his step, Pavel walked about the sub, in search of his captain. So far he had peeked around every doorway on the main deck with such a cheeky smile on his face; his usual expression. But his smile briefly faded upon noticing that the girl wasn’t in sight. Rarely would he be seen with a frown on his face, at least, not since his crew mate’s arrival nearly a year ago. Pavel always seemed so optimistic. So adorably uplifted whenever the girl were present.
Just weeks after joining the Russian aboard his submarine, such a wondrous friendship sparked between them; the pair getting along so fine, as though they were destined to meet each other. However, an incident of having a little too much to drink one night had them taking their relationship to levels each of them had only dreamt of. The night being filled with sweet, delightful moans of pleasure, gentle and tender caresses, and the most passionate love each of them had ever given to another. Not only did they wake up the following morning with a sickening hangover, but also embracing one another in her own bed. While the girl recalls that night and becomes a flustered mess, Pavel only cherishes it; in that moment he desired no other. From then on they’d built a steady, intimate bond; something Pavel believed he would never feel again.
“Kapitan!” Pavel almost sang, his voice ringing throughout the halls of the nearly empty ship.
Still in search of his significant other, Pavel grinned like a child, only growing more eager to find the girl. Hurriedly stepping down to the second deck of the ship, he recognised the alien atmosphere compared to any other place on the submarine. It seemed eerily quiet as there were no machines emitting low hums as they operated, nor was there a repeated sound of beeping from the dashboards on the bridge. Only the faint music playing from the radio in the Mess Hall brought life to the second floor.
Now seeing her quarters in his eye view, Pavel called out to her once more, his tone still as cheery as ever. He stopped momentarily before turning the corner, bouncing on his heels. Upon hearing his captain beckon him forth, the Russian proceeded to peek around the corner, unbeknownst of the surprise that awaited him. But Pavel came to a rather abrupt halt the moment he stepped into her personal quarters, freezing in place as his eyes widened.
So angelic, the girl stood before him, her finger mounted shyly on her lip, bearing nothing but a lacy burgundy bra and matching panties, the weaved floral details teasing Pavel with what it barely covered. Sheer black stockings pulled up to her thighs, clasped and held up by her suspender belt, adding such a striking contrast to such a skimpy outfit.
Unapologetically gawking at the heavenly sight before him, Pavel couldn’t refrain from licking his lips, a giddy smile appearing as he absorbed every detail. From the way her fluffy locks settled upon her shoulders, to the way her voluptuous, plump lips curled into a flirtatious smile, painted with an eye-catching shade of crimson lipstick. Her curvaceous form complimented the lingerie so beautifully, it were as if the outfit was solely made for her figure only. Pavel truly believed that there was an angel standing in front of him.
Unable to pry his gaze from her body, Pavel spoke in a low ushered voice. “So, this is what you returned to the city for?”
“Well, not just for this.” She giggled, gesturing to herself. “But I figured I’d treat you to a little something.”
While it was true that she had returned to the city a few days before, strictly to run errands and gather a few things for themselves, but all the while she drove through the busy streets her mind raced with erotic fantasies; an immense desire to surprise the Russian with something that’ll have him on his knees before her.
Needless to say, she had succeeded in leaving Pavel stunned before her, with him unable to muster a single word. He stepped forward, letting his arms slink around her waist, giving her curves a little squeeze.
“You know, we haven’t done anything for a while...” She told, cupping his face gently.
Pavel locked eyes with her as she caressed his cheekbone with her thumb. The girl pressed her body against his, leaning in towards his ear.
“And I didn’t get all dressed up like this for nothing.” She cooed.
“(Y/n)...” Pavel breathed, his hands grasping her hips a little bit harsher.
Taken aback upon hearing her name roll off his tongue, the girl felt a lustful spark alight within her. She had grown accustomed to her captain title. She had forgotten how it made her feel when he called her name, his Russian accent adding such a sexy twang to the way he pronounced it. The way she would shudder when his voice turned low and husky during those moments of intimacy.
Hastily removing his hat and gloves, aimlessly tossing them to the cluttered desktop, she threw her arms around Pavel as he pushed her to the cold bed. She hit the sheets with a yelp, her hair flared out around her head; like a blooming flower, stopped in motion. Her lips parted as she let out a shallow breath, feeling her heart speed up as he crawled above her, caging the girl beneath him. She caught a glimpse of the lustrous sparkle to his eyes, before Pavel ravished her with rapturous, wistful kisses.
His hands warm upon her skin as he groped her arduously, leaving reddening fingerprints on her skin. Breathing a shaky moan, the girl hooked her legs around his waist, shuddering beneath him as the sensation of Pavel’s hot, open-mouthed kisses along her neck and collarbones had her whimpering madly. When she felt his teeth sink into her supple skin, she gasped, the man fiercely nibbling and sucking on one spot in particular, wanting to smother her with love-bites.
Their bodies gently rocking together, Pavel slipped his hands underneath her grasping the clasp of her bra. He pulled back, unlatching his lips from her skin as the girl elevated herself enough for the man to remove her bra, carelessly tossing it to the floor. She squeaked in surprise, instinctively moving her hands to cover herself. But he quickly swiped them away, diving in to drag his tongue along, and toy with her breasts. Pressing her hands to his shoulders, she threw her head back in delight.
“Do you even know...” Pavel drew back for an instant, his eyebrows knit together. “Do you even know what it’s like around you?”
He ran a hand through his shaggy hair before diving in to softly bite the hardened bud of her nipple, the girl squealing in pleasure. Her hands found their way to his hair, letting her fingers ruffle his raven locks. Desperately she wiggled and bucked her hips into his crotch, the bulge in his pants pressing against her wet and aching core. Soon enough she was grasping his wrist, attempting to usher his hands lower.
“Please.” She whined
Chuckling lowly, he pulled away to sit between her legs, drawing in a deep breath. In the blink of an eye, Pavel was rid of his shirt and the signature blue-stripe bandanna around his neck, throwing the garments across the room alongside her own. The girl gasped, unable to contain her excitement, a smile curling her lips. Rarely did she get to see the Russian so bare. Vulnerable even. His stoic, broad build, his arms and shoulders so muscular and delightfully sculpted. The mere thought of being pinned to the sheets by his strong arms would have her fanning herself as she became a hot and flustered mess.
Pavel gazed over his lover sprawled out beneath him, taking in her every feature with gleaming stars in his eyes; feeling like he had fallen in love all over again. She giggled as he leaned down to capture her lips in a gentle kiss, moaning against his mouth.
The girl ran a hand down his exposed chest, her fingers soon hooking the hem of his pants, tugging impatiently. At every pause between their needy smooches, the girl attempted to reciprocate the kisses and hickies that Pavel had littered upon her neck, only to be stopped when he purposely moved out of her reach.
Gently holding his face with both hands, captivated by his ocean blue eyes, she murmured breathlessly. “I want to kiss you...”
Pavel shook his head, his voice gravelly and low. “You deserve the pleasure.”
Her brows knit together, staring at him with such loving eyes.
“But-” She was silenced by a quick peck to the corner of her mouth.
“Your little treat was quite enough for me.” Pavel told, his accent thickening with each syllable, while his eyes motioned to the remaining garments of her lingerie.
Although she could only ogle at the distinctive tightness below his belt buckle as his hands slowly slithered down her body, shivering as his fingertips ghosted over her skin. Pavel pulled back, hooking his fingers over the hem of her panties, though stopping to eye her for a moment before fulfilling his desiring to strip her of what were left of her dainty underwear.
When he noticed the girl nod giddily, Pavel grinned as he deliberately took his time to rid her of the teasing outfit, just to witness her grow fidgety and much antsier than before. She squealed in excitement, lying nude before him so kittenish as she bit her lip, watching Pavel bare himself from the remainder of his attire, the smirk on his face so amorous; anticipation and sheer thrill driving her wild.
Letting her fingers brush through his hair, she pleaded the need for him, craving him so immensely. Pavel chuckled teasingly as he positioned himself at her entrance, their gazes locking as he eased himself into her. A shallow gasp slipped from her mouth as she threw her head back in satisfaction. Pavel let not a second pass by before setting his lips in the crook of her shoulder, groaning against her skin as he let his teeth sink in so delicately, greedily marking her up with a few more love-bites.
A meek moan fell off her tongue when he rolled his hips forward, in turn bucking her hips to get him as deep as possible. His eyes clamped shut as his hand forcefully hit the sheets beside her head, gradually picking up a steady pace that was surely not to wear him out any time soon. She barely registered the sweet endearments he muttered in his native tongue, whimpering with every stroke, her mind whirling from the foreign prodding sensation building in her core.
His thrusts quickened, though never becoming rough and careless. Throwing her hands above her head, Pavel kissed her passionately all the while interlacing his fingers with her own; their panting and moaning over-riding the silence within the ship.
Pavel gripped her thighs, her legs clutched around his middle almost instinctively. Her body jolted and quivered with delight upon feeling his member collide with that sensitive bundle of nerves deep inside, her climax nearing faster than she could comprehend.
Jerking her hips upwards, meeting his every motion, she let out a shrill cry of his name but a moment later, such a heavenly melody to his ears, her eyes rolling back from the overwhelming bliss of her release. With a heaving chest she desperately tried to catch a breath, wrapping her arms Pavel’s neck as her moans carried out in a sweet symphony of euphoria.
Following suite, Pavel suppressed a guttural groan by smashing his lips to hers, pulling out of her swiftly only for the girl to reach down and take his member into her hand. The Russian let a jagged gasp slip as he halted his ravenous kisses, fisting the sheets and gritting his teeth when she began stroking his member zealously.
“(Y/n)...” He growled, pressing hungry kisses below her ear.
“Say my name again.” The girl uttered breathlessly, her coquettish smile evident in her alluring tone.
Her name rolled off his tongue so huskily when his charming accent tinted the word. Drawing a sharp squeak from her, Pavel harshly latched his teeth to a tender, bruised love-bite along her collarbone as he came to his climax, muttering foreign curses while releasing himself along her abdomen.
Breathing heavily, Pavel moved back enough to lock gazes, his eyes half-lidded and reflecting the pure adoration he felt in that moment. Each feeling their self coming down from their high, they panted madly, trying to catch a steady breath. The girl noticed his lips tinted with a bold smudge of her florescent cherry lipstick surrounding his mouth, making her giggle. Pavel propped himself on one arm, while the other roamed her body dearly.
“My god... You’re so beautiful.” Pavel whispered before capturing her lips in a gentle kiss, nibbling at her bottom lip so delicately. “I love you.”
The girl smiled as her cheeks tinted with a reddening blush. “I love you too.”
Pavel smiled warmly as he purred, “I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of you.”
#I'M FUCKING SCREAMING#send help pls#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online#pavel#gta pavel#pavel gta#daddy pavel#pavel x reader
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He looks so fucking good in these 😩
john definitely wins the coolest official arts contest imo
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So, I would like to introduce a new GTA Online OC I made... 👀
Meet Jordan Fletcher, y'all!
This is a description I made based on all of the info I came up with for them. I'm not the best at descriptions, so I apologize. 😵💫
(TW: mentions of relationship abuse, SA, date r* drugs)
Jordan Olivia Fletcher, better known to others as Jo or J, is a 27-year-old genderflux - switching between male, female, neutrois, and agender - person with Scottish ancestry. Formerly a cisgender woman, they came out in 2019, as well as suspecting to be pansexual in 2012 but discovering they were bisexual instead in 2021.
They stand at 5'8” (172.72 cm) with dark brown hair, blue eyes, and fair skin. They also have an average weight of 140 pounds (63.5 kg).
They are completely fluent in English and have some knowledge of Russian and Spanish, as they wanted to learn both of these languages for fun. Especially around the time they began robbing the world's most notorious drug lord, El Rubio, being around their Russian accomplice and guards who spoke Spanish inspired them to learn some basic words.
Despite being a good leader, and due to having symptoms of both antisocial and borderline personality disorder, their personality is a complex mix of being honest, manipulative, pacifist, and violent. They are very ambitious, though their ambition sometimes leads to impulsivity and a tendency to lie to others, whether in exchange for power or simply just for the fun of it. They are classified as chaotic neutral, and they will not hesitate to act on horrible activities or resort to violence, but they will refuse to do anything that would hurt their loved ones.
Due to their past life, they are also insecure and struggle with fears of abandonment and failure. They can especially be possessive of loved ones but are quick to back off if confronted. From their insecurity, they often seek validation from others to feel respected.
Even though they feel romantic and sexual attraction, Jordan has no romantic and/or sexual interest in anyone after what they have gone through, even when they find themselves seducing other people they meet for fun and out of boredom. When hanging out at a bar or some other place, they typically participate in impulsive sexual behaviors to cope with their past.
Regarding their past life events, they dated a boy in high school who was very abusive toward them. He had threatened them to not tell anyone about their abusive intentions to anyone, and they gave in, making them adapt to the abuse. Even when he physically and sexually assaulted them, they never bothered to find help, due to being “brainwashed" into thinking the abuse was something normal.
After graduating high school, they escaped from their hometown, Alderney, to Los Santos, seeking a fresh start after dealing with their toxic parents and meeting their online friend, Lamar, through LifeInvader. However, similarly to their other former friends they worked with in Los Santos over the years, they grew bored of Lamar and stopped talking to him.
In late 2017, what was originally a crush on 38-year-old billionaire Avon Hertz turned into rejection. They confessed their feelings for Avon, but he had zero interest in them, due to them being a “creepy, unpredictable mute.” This hurt them, and in revenge and impulsion, they kept harassing him to have sex with him, at least for one time only, until he gave in.
Instead of doing anything with him, though, they stole valuable items from his house after slipping a pill into his drink. Before he could react after the incident, it wasn't until he betrayed the crew that he realized what Jordan had done to him. However, he didn't want to reveal where he was hiding if he'd go after them, and thus, stayed in his nuclear missile silo.
When not committing crimes or other horrible acts, they like to do hobbies such as drawing, playing guitar, and reading non-fiction books. Despite also struggling with dyslexia, they still find enjoyment in reading, even if it's hard for them.
Their favorite food is sushi, and their favorite colors are beige, black, gray, purple, and red. They also enjoy alternative, EDM, hip-hop, and rock music, as well as horror and thriller films. They try to take advantage of doing normal activities when they find themselves needing a break from more illegal things.
Overall, they like acquiring valuable items and money, being praised for their accomplishments, learning new skills, and taking on challenges. On the other hand, they also hate being rejected or disrespected, boredom, overwhelming situations, and having a plan gone wrong.
It took me a long ass time to make them. I wanted to make my OC as realistic and non-one-dimensional as I could.
And I had an AI help me at times. I struggled with creating a somewhat believable OC, so I had this app (Pi.ai) help me out sometimes. 🙃
#gta#grand theft auto#gta online#grand theft auto online#gta oc#gta online oc#oc#original character#oc description#oc bio
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Do any of my fellow RDR cowpokes agree? 👀
Like, honestly, why choose? They're attractive af in their own ways. 😳
#meme by me#rdr#rdr2#red dead redemption#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#john marston#red dead fandom
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Me with these men... 😳
do you ever like a character so much that just looking at pictures of them is a bit embarrassing.
#they're so fucking hot bro#i can't#and i know john and pavel look more average#but i find personality attractive too m'kay#rdr1#rdr2#red dead fandom#arthur morgan#john marston#gta online#grand theft auto online#pavel gta#gta pavel#daddy pavel
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