We look at people who have been given all the luxuries of this life and think how "blessed" they are, but we forget that we are more blessed because they have what is temporary while we have what will last eternities on eternities.
Thank Allah because He didn't satisfy your heart with the things of the dunya. Instead, He gave you a thirst and desire to know Him and get closer to Him. For nothing can truly statisfy the desires of the heart other than it's Creator.
"I think of how gentle we are with our children, with each other's children. How, in the middle of a conversation, without having to look, our hand reflexively reaches out and folds over the sharp corner of the coffee table as a baby crawls past. How do you protect your child from a missile aimed at your house?"
Stop putting yourself down. Stop doubting how far you’ve come. Stop regretting the choices you’ve made. Satan will make you think otherwise. His job is to make you miserable and depressed. Don’t cave in. Always encourage, support and believe in yourself. That’s the way forward