hi queen!

it's been a long time but my randomness calls for it, and I'd like to follow you again on my main 😅😊

my acc is @wakanai and I used to be a follower of yours but at the time, my pfp was the default one so I think you may have mistook me for a bot and blocked me. (it's changed now tho!)

so uhm, yeah. if you're okay w it, can I follow you again? 💗

(if I was blocked for a diff reason/you don't feel like it, it's totally cool tho) 👍

Oops sorry! Yeah I probably mistook you for a bot. Found and unblocked you so all should be good now. Let me know if you're still having trouble

I'm reading the BSD BEAST au manga at the moment and I've had the sketch for this in my WIP folder for like a year now.

Seemed like an appropriate time to finally finish this <3

(one of my friends has just started watching BSD and she is absolutely not prepared for the level of crazy person this universe makes me)

sometimes i remember atsushi was also in the room during this scene in beast and i get hit with a wave of second-hand embarrassment

rimlaine teehee

think about sibling-centered tragedies too hard and I turn into a mangy dog with rabies

more stuff about becoming a god being inherently dehumanizing pls

maybe this is a hot take but i think people's obsession with the found family dynamic and the need to call every friendship a "sibling dynamic" or something in that vein is not actually moving towards a better appreciation for platonic relationships as people like to claim that it is because people have just moved from framing everything as romantic because it fits into a nuclear family structure to framing everything as family-oriented because it fits a nuclear family structure as if friendship alone isn't enough. which is exactly the opposite of the point that people claim to be making. i have nothing against the found family trope inherently and i am never looking to police the way people enjoy media but i think the reason found family has latched on to the collective fandom consciousness so much is because it fits easily into the structure of relationships that we have been taught to see as the model just as with romantic pairings and i wish people would be happy to just call characters friends and understand that that is a meaningful and profound relationship in and of itself.

might design fyolai as ada bc i feel the horrible horrible urge to design aus ill never draw again

why do chuuya and dazais dub voices always sound like theyre one second away from fucking on screen

Fukuzawa: I WANT A DIVORCE AND I'M TAKING THE GIRL WITH ME

Mori: WE SAID TILL DEATH DO US PART SO LET'S GET TO IT 🔪

I skimmed the new chapter. As per usual, the twist is nonsensical, and it's just suspense with no build-up or consequence..

Anyway Fyozai bit.

-Nix🌙

Eee gay Redraw of that one scene, based on both anime and manga versions!!

at this point im gonna die before bsd ends

Im gonna be 98 on my deathbed and great grandchildren of mine will come to me like "great grandma they finally defeated the tripolar singularity"

"What about that rodent cuntfuck" I will ask

"Turns out he lied about his ability again and he's actually an alien and just contacted his planet so now the ADA has to fight a bunch of his kind... Soukoku r still waiting for Sigma to wake up."

And then i will say "fuck" and die

FYODOR DOSTOIEVSKY IS FUCKING ALIVE

His ability is not based on "killing someone when he touches them", but rather taking the body of whoever kills him.

Crime and Punishment - Crime: Killing Fyodor / Punishment: Becoming Fyodor.

Now it makes sense why his ability didn't attack him when he was separated from him during the events of DEAD APPLE, and he clearly said so: "I am the crime, I am the punishment."

And as a consequence, even though another vampire killed him, he had to take Bram because he is the one who has control of the vampires' actions. And according to Dazai, the antidote would not even have killed him by hand, because what Fyodor wanted was to get to Bram and do the same thing he did in DEAD APPLE: welcome singularities.

DAMN ASAGIRI NOW STOP THESE PLOT TWISTS THAT'S OVER ME.

sorry in advance to the classic lit enjoyers who are in fact not reading/watching BSD

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doodles to celebrate episode 61