felt the need to update and say I’m still a woman in stem

generational trauma is REAL

Friendsgiving meal was good <3 had a wonderful weekend w my friends

my lunch today :P

Looking at my previous posts where I’m pining over this dude only to be in a loving committed relationship w him for 3 years🦭 oops

it’s been three years since I’ve used this app LMAOOO

time to isolate myself from everyone

I can admit that I haven’t moved on but I can feel that I’m closer than I was before and I get my friend is trying to look out for me saying just move on and fuckkkkk idk it just made me upset ://

sad boi hoursssss

Things are bad again

Ever since that i started writing poems I guess you could say to help me cope and I’m debating wether to post them or not bc like they’re cool but it’s also something that’s a part of me that I want to keep private you know

I miss my boo but not really my boo but should be my boo :((

dude honestly summer won’t be the same anymore because of that boy who made me feel like I was the only one and told me so many things and just led me on you know. like how can after all that time, after EVERYTHING he was told me like are you serious you really broke my heart. i dont know man like we’re on good terms but there’s still that feeling of hurt and how things won’t be the same anymore

I’m trying not to do things I know that will hurt me

Every time I’m left alone I get so sad and start thinking stuff I shouldn’t be thinking what the fuck I hate this

sigh

I’m disappointing everyone around me

I deleted all of our messages....