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millportisntreal · 12 hours
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coming back w more tweets to say Andreil….
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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i love their friendship so much i just had to draw them
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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neil stays winning huh
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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Rewatched the perks of being a wallflower
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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Exy Today; April 28, 2007; issue 1, volume 1.
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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It hurts so much to see the remnants of Kevin and Jean because Jean was so so so in love with Kevin and he feels so hurt and betrayed but he still trusts Kevin so much, he still wants him to come and do the interview with him, he knows Kevin wouldn’t have sent him to Jeremy if he was dangerous, and Kevin is so gentle with Jean in a way he isn’t with anybody else.
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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the trojans social media au (pt. 4): just some silly tweets & messages
also stole the first part of the messages between nabil & tony from tiktok and the “are you coming out?�� “i’m gay” from twitter
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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Do you ever think about no one has ever really, truly wanted Andrew for just himself and not what he could offer them?
And then Neil comes along, who literally “does not swing”, and he wants Andrew and no one else. Even if he’s never allowed to touch him, even if one day Andrew says no and never says yes again, Andrew knows that Neil will only want him not for what he’s offering but just purely for himself
Oh to be known
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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i think that as fandom, we should have more fics with this tag (x)
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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The Neil/Nathaniel name change makes me feral every time. Like first when Neil is headed to Baltimore and leaves Neil Josten behind with the friends who made him a real person? Slaps. Nathaniel dying in Baltimore with his father and Neil coming back to the people he loves? Immaculate. Jean calling him Nathaniel up until the point that Riko dies and immediately switching to Neil? Heartbreaking. Makes me insane actually.
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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Big eyes big problems🧿👄🧿
(I know that Neil isn't look like this in first book when Andrew said this I just wanted more orange so XD)
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millportisntreal · 17 hours
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don’t mind me…Just remembering that Kevin would not let Riko hit Neil on Kathy Ferdinand’s show. Even having his abuser thrust on him when he didn’t expect it in an already emotional moment, even terrified-
When Riko’s hand went up it was Kevin’s that blocked it.
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millportisntreal · 1 day
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Neil Josten really does treat contract murder the same way that other people treat an ancestry kit. Just like a quirky lil gift he can get for someone just because.
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millportisntreal · 1 day
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Jean moreau is me when nothing arts like I want it to
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millportisntreal · 1 day
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the way his "What do you need?" sounds so much like wymack is going to kill me
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millportisntreal · 1 day
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It's so funny to me that as Cat and Laila go about their day they just take Jean with them like he's their child
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millportisntreal · 1 day
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Come with me down this rabbit hole if you will. The moment we the readers find out about how much Andrew cares is the moment he says "I hate you". Because of this one "throw away" line in the first book "I don't care about exy enough to hate it".
I personally think this is the exact moment HE relieved he was in love with Neil. Because he realized he does care, he cares so much it hurts. And he hates that, he hates his feelings, he hates the fact that Neil makes him feel- makes him care.
And so he hates Neil, because he loves him, because he wants him. Because he cares for him.
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