forever thinking about scar becoming the first ever red name in the life series. waking up with violence and bloodlust in his bones, waking up one step closer to a permanent death, waking up with hands that are expected to kill and destroy -
I went from being a kid who "im not interested in any sex but slash with men looks YAMMy. if sex only between two men" to "god am I a fujoshi. ew. omg I'm fetishising men" to once again coming back to "I am asexual. but if I ever transition I will become a WHORE. I WILL TOPPLE THEM MEN". whats this called. is this gender dysphoria. am I actually asexual. am I not. what.
k so I KNOW HOW IT LOOKS and even tho my top looks like it's supposed to be lingerie and not a normal top- I SWEAR this is not inappropriate. I just wanted to show off my new tattoo. qnd thats the only video I filmed while I still looked god. OK. end of disclaimer now come look at my tatto