Anyways thank you to everyone who's stuck around and put up with my rambling for so long (': I'm so happy that I have this space where I can scream into the void about my feelings and people find it amusing 💕 I love you /p

kissing my f/o’s knuckles so tenderly … have they hurt people with these fists? ah, maybe ! have they deserved my love regardless ? oh, my darling, of course !

This is what you get when the most Weenie Coded person you know falls hopelessly in love with fuckin Chu.cky of all characters ok fjdjdksb

Thinking abt the fact that I called Chu.cky "angel" in the heat of the moment and he laughed at me for it later bc he is the farthest thing from it skdhsksjsh

Good morning

I,,,, love Chu.cky,,,,

Wolf is 1 foot and 1 inch taller than me,,,,

Look at him,,,,, my Wolfie 🥹🥹🥹 He's literally so fuckin gorgeous,,,,

Someone come watch this stupid 2000s miniseries with me dkdnsksb

Rewatching 10th Kingdom today and I'm happy stimming like a fOOL zkdjsnslb

Me: *happy stims*

My husband: Who are you thinking about? 👀

Me: nOBODY >///<

My husband: awooo? Awooooo?

Me, flustered: SHHHH

*lays on the floor* I love Wolf,,,, I want to make him happy and see his eyes light up,,,,, I want to hear him laugh 🥹🥹

I'm just laying here daydreaming about like. What's gonna happen if we go to the con in Indianapolis in July and I get to meet Br.ad Dou.rif

Honestly I'm almost positive I'll chicken out and go nonverbal either from anxiety or excitement jfjfjdkskjd

My husband said that he won't let me chicken out after we drive 4.5 hours and pay for a hotel and go through all of that time and money, and that if there's anything I want to ask when we meet BD, I'd better tell him now so that he can ask for me 😂 I can't even think of a normal question. All of my questions are like.... "How do you think Grima laughs?" "Do you remember the character you played in one episode of a crime drama in the 80s, Fenn? Does he have a last name?" "Is it weird to give you a drawing that I did of you? Here." Jfjdksksh

I can face anything with you beside me.

Honestly I think that laying here w Grima's head on my chest would solve so many of my problems rn

Those problems being. The fact that I want Grima's head on my chest rn

Sitting here happy stimming and thinking abt Wolf,,,, 🥰🥰🥰 My hopeless romantic man,,,

Thinking abt,,, our first kiss,,,,,

Help I thought abt Wolf curling up next to me while I sleep... Finding comfort in being so close to me, knowing that I'm safe beside him.... Maybe his tail rests on me and thumps against my thigh w the occasional wag.....

Omg I wonder if he whimpers in his sleep when he dreams...... Like a doggie..... Fjdbdkdh

I finally have a reason to use my spicy blog more. wahoo!