Hi everyone sorry for not being around much I am doing the worst Ive done in years this past little bit. Doing my best but a rough go

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katya zamolodchikova photographed by slava mogutin, 2017

2020-08-12

to me the year of a movie belongs in the title. it’s not fargo it’s fargo 1996. it’s not whiplash it’s whiplash 2014. dog day afternoon 1975. are you guys catching my cold here

whoever keeps shooting rusty chains with hooks at me from the darkness STOP

You know what maybe I can't live exactly the life I want maybe nobody would accept or understand me but Im capable of being a happy person I just have to stop thinking about other people

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2019-04-20

2009-10-11

2022-03-14

Tagged by @bloodstreak to say 5 songs Im repeating 1. 365 by Charli XCX 2. Esa Mierda by Sara Hebe 3. Bang Bang by Angernoizer 4. Movin' Out (Anthony's Song) by Billy Joel 5. My Gabber Is Your Gabber by DJ Technorch I acknowledge this is a weird combo of songs possibly but it doesnt matter. It does not matter. Im going to tag @saw5 @sineating @godflesh @rpfisfine and anyone who wants to say they stole this from me

I feel like I missed out on a whole person I could have been if I made different choices and I feel like there's a completely different person in me that wants entirely different things. The lives Ive locked myself out of are trying to escape me every day

the saying you cant miss what you never had is so insane to me.... like um actually i am always missing what i never had. theres so much missing... i miss everything