not what i was expecting but desrved tbh

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Thats what I got!!! @wanderingwierdo @the-cherryblossom-system @blooper-malte @a-secret-rpblog @gobodegoblin @beeflingo @ibuildblasters

utterly devastated that we barely ever hear Augustus because this episode proves that his voice actor is really fucking excellent

(copied from my liveblog post)

ik the fears don’t really work here but for simplicity im using them to get my point across

so obviously this feels pretty lonely adjacent, but i actually feel like corruption is a big part of it too (which i think tells a lot about the tmagp universe in general, ill get into that in a sec). but like the corpse was talking about how her family wouldn’t care or help, which plays in to the main point of the corruption, which is something you rely on becoming, well unreliable, or rotten in a sense. which also ties in with the lonely because both have large themes of abandonment in some way. where the corruption is about mistrust in a way, not being able to rely on the most important things (such as how the victim spoke about starvation, like in some way this kind of starvation cant be helped with eating almost. it’s different. which is scary, the thiught of having no control, and not being able to save yourself from the starvation because actual food cant help you anymore) the lonely is more about just plain abandonment. again, just like the corruption, its a different kind of unreliability. in a dumb metaphor way, the corruption is like a relationship with someone who is abusive but youre stuck with them, and the lonely is like a relationship where the person is distant and although they say they care about you, you know its empty. and nobody can see this but you, and as you start to mistrust your own mind, you lose parts of yourself. and that my friend is where the spiral ties in. the spiral is also rooted in mistrust but like the corruption, its not knowing yourself, losing yourself. the shattering of your own sanity is a lonely thing. its like youre stuck in a movie and youre the only person who knows. everyone is saying youre wrong to the point where you start to wonder if you are. everyone else in the metaphorical movie cast has no control over themselves and you start to wonder if theyre even conscious. and then, you start to wonder if youre even conscious.

the reason i said the tmagp universe feels like the corruption, is because its like a new start. but its not. small things are just plain wrong, and more and more characters feel off, and they don’t belong here. and some of them know this, im sure. you know something is wrong here but youre stuck and you don’t even know if this is you. again, ties into the spiral (stranger too).

i hope this was coherent at least somwhat lol

ok so post incident notes:

the guy giving the autopsy intrigues me

ik tbe fears are pointless here but just gonna use them to get my point across

so obviously this feels pretty lonely adjacent, but i actually feel like corruption is a big part of it too (which i think tells a lot about the tmagp universe in general, ill get into that in a sec). but like the corpse was talking about how her family wouldn’t care or help, which plays in to the main point of the corruption, which is something you rely on becoming, well unreliable, or rotten in a sense. which also ties in with the lonely because both have large themes of abandonment in some way. where the corruption is about mistrust in a way, not being able to rely on the most important things (such as how the victim spoke about starvation, like in some way this kind of starvation cant be helped with eating almost. it’s different. which is scary, the thiught of having no control, and not being able to save yourself from the starvation because actual food cant help you anymore) the lonely is more about just plain abandonment. again, just like the corruption, its a different kind of unreliability. in a dumb metaphor way, the corruption is like a relationship with someone who is abusive but youre stuck with them, and the lonely is like a relationship where the person is distant and although they say they care about you, you know its empty. and nobody can see this but you, and as you start to mistrust your own mind, you lose parts of yourself. and that my friend is where the spiral ties in. the spiral is also rooted in mistrust but like the corruption, its not knowing yourself, losing yourself. the shattering of your own sanity is a lonely thing. its like youre stuck in a movie and youre the only person who knows. everyone is saying youre wrong to the point where you start to wonder if you are. everyone else in the metaphorical movie cast has no control over themselves and you start to wonder if theyre even conscious. and then, you start to wonder if youre even conscious.

the reason i said the tmagp universe feels like the corruption, is because its like a new start. but its not. small things are just plain wrong, and more and more characters feel off, and they don’t belong here. and some of them know this, im sure. you know something is wrong here but youre stuck and you don’t even know if this is you. again, ties into the spiral (stranger too).

hope you enjoyed my ted talk, and that it was somewhat coherent.

gonna give this its own post but putting it here first

alice girlie ilysm

@salticid​ you’re amazing and I love ur cryptic spambot convo I hope u like this!!

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interesting,,,,, veryyy interesting,,,,,,,,,,

rebirth and new beginnings you say

that doesn’t sound familiar at alll /sar

alice girlie ilysm

ITS SILLY LEGS <3333333

you know namib sand geckos?

these lil guys:

i cant explain it but they remind me of you

maybe its cause you have a gecko idk, either way enjoy these cute little guys <3

THANK YOU THESE ARE MY NEW FAVORITE ANIMAL WHAT THE FUCK WHY DO THEY LOOK LIKE THAT ITS SO ADORABLE IT LOOKS LIKE A CAT AND A GECKO AND A MINNOW COMBINED AND I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING THIS CUTE OMG

brb looking up the meanig of daffodils

yellow is a common theme in this one and im vibing with it tbh

alice girlie ilysm

just so you know i immediately went and rapidly texted my friends about this gecko 😭😭

you know namib sand geckos?

these lil guys:

i cant explain it but they remind me of you

maybe its cause you have a gecko idk, either way enjoy these cute little guys <3

THANK YOU THESE ARE MY NEW FAVORITE ANIMAL WHAT THE FUCK WHY DO THEY LOOK LIKE THAT ITS SO ADORABLE IT LOOKS LIKE A CAT AND A GECKO AND A MINNOW COMBINED AND I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING THIS CUTE OMG

aa good job im proud of you <33

Tomorrow i will oficialy be 2 months clean!!!

Im finaly getting better :)

5oon

there is something wrong with this world's georgie and im so excited

Royal Mint Court is a building complex that according to Wikipedia was first a plague cemetery during the Black Death then abbey then the British Royal Mint whose architecture was completed by one Robert Smirke.

Surely that has nothing to do with the plot.

did anyone else connect that sam's impression of mr bonzo is what set her off?

his disbelief/mockery was freaking her out in the background but she screamed at him the moment he went "BONZO BONZO BONZO"

babygirl is traumatized someone get her a therapist (colin style)

YESS ITS JUST SO FUN TO PLAY WITH IT MAKES FOR SUCH GOOD CHARACTER ARCS

so glad my singular thought was actually coherent 😭

i think sam should get worse. he deserves to lose it a little. negative arc where his good traits go to far and become bad ones. so committed to learning what’s going on and why the institute didn’t want him that he hurts people along the way. do you get me

oh yeah definitely

will one hundred percent be a plot point in my fic, my absolute favorite trope is when good traits become too much and become negative and the person is blinded by it because they’re technically good traits

ESPECIALLY because theres been such a large emphasis on statement givers saying theyre a good person and stuff i think thatll be somewhat of a theme in tmagp

i think sam should get worse. he deserves to lose it a little. negative arc where his good traits go to far and become bad ones. so committed to learning what’s going on and why the institute didn’t want him that he hurts people along the way. do you get me