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stealthfull-blog · 5 years

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Companion

Hello

My name is misery

P.s.

I know you’re fuckin into me

Vis a vis

I hope that we can be

the perfect duo; apogee

Don’t you wanna wait and see?

Fuck this

I’m only trien cause I’m lonely

I never thought that you’d disown me

Go fuck your homie

Done with all this petty hype,

You never call or even skype

Ive wasted so much time,

On these little moments

my heart it gets broken..

I’ll never spend a dime,

Or give you a memory

Won’t catch you in my reverie

I believe

You and I are meant to be

That You’re the only one for me

I’ve only got a single life to give

With you I wanna let it live

You walk alone,

Tremble in your fuckin bone,

A little poem

So you can write home

I hope you fall on the knife

That you use to slit your wrist

So everyone sees your shitty life

And you can turn back into mist

You want their eyes and their attention

And do I even mention,

You got your finger up your butt,

Before you rub your body,

And anyone that meets your taste

Can slam you in your pasty face,

Your Such an easy slut,

And I don’t even know what,

I moved on, and made haste

Found you in the fuckin waste

Not two words have you spoken

Taken all my effort as a token;

“I love you,”

You fuckin lie!

Jabbed a finger in my eye

Watch me bleed.

You probably like to see it run:

Just like your problems,

Don’t forget to pay alms,

Summon spirits,

prick your thumb,

Spin your fuckin pendulum,

Ill paint you a ouija board

Conversing with your demon horde,

tell them all your lonely shtick

And if you’re lucky, suck their dick

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stealthfull-blog · 5 years

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Depression The Sweater

Waking up,

But can’t open my eyes

My body feels numb

Cause there’s nothing inside

Lost dreams

It hopelessly seems

No matter where I go

You still seem to follow

Kick my feet and

Try to feel better

don’t need me

Just try to forget her

A soft and gentle voice can be heard from inside

But shes killin my mind

Seems theres no where to hide

It’s time to dig a little

Graveyard reachin up from behind

You see the devil come

and hes counting my Time, time, time

No luck when im runnin

Still I’m movin my feet

It’s time to be somethin

I Still couldn’t beat

No fulfillment

got what I’m not

These people encompass

Alone on the spot

From the outside

It seems like

I hate those around

Underneath

You’d know why

betrayed all my life

I always feel dead,

Was it something I said?

Graveyard reachin up from behind

You see the devil come

and he’s counting my Time, time, time

No luck when im runnin

Still Movin my feet

It’s time to be somethin

But I’m Still gettin beat

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stealthfull-blog · 5 years

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First Degree

Lost everything

that was ever fucking good to me

took what was left

and then came the dust

I asked, “why do you gatta leave me?”

“I never do something I must.”

The only things left are a bust.

Put all my coins in the machine

And it poured out all the rust

The love is gone now

My life is over now

No one ever fuckin cared

And no one ever wanted to

Just give me your shit and get out

Try not to hit it on the way out

You got what you wanted

Now nothing is left

My house remains haunted

A victim of theft

I gave you my heart

You took it to play me

As it fell apart

You fed it to Hades

Your hand down my throat

So i cannot breath

Face down on the ground

You’re breakin my knees

All these other guys are in

Shake em, fuck em,

Violin

Playing softly on their ears now

Rile em all up, get a good plow

Holding their hand,

give them some slack

Slippin that dagger

straight through their back

Your a professional first degree

A bit of recessional witchery

My soul gets caught in the misery

History

Ending my life like its what your born to be

I gave you my heart

You took it to play me

As it fell apart

You fed it to Hades

Your hand down my throat

So i cannot breath

Face down on the ground

you’re breakin my knees

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stealthfull-blog · 5 years

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Pinpricks

Pinpricks.

floating on my skin thick.

On the ocean floor,

I take on the horror.

cool refreshing,

Not lost on this sun,

No need for your blessing,

I’m the topical one.

Not stagnant,

waves keep pushing on

Tides change, minds break

You can walk on water

But not for so long,

Your drugs no super power,

No change , they’re fake,

Got a new life,

Lost it to myself

I lost it on you, when i took it on you

But now that ive found it,

Ill never let it go.

It Won’t Float.

away.

again.

Deep breaths, thin air,

The whole lot in despair.

locked outside, too frightened, too scared.

Running from the change that would’ve opened my eyes,

I’m captured by lies;

Why did i stay outside,

Why did i float.

Float on this ocean

Ocean floor.

Or was it the motion?

Instead drank all the potion

Tried to be devoted,

Hide the key, lock the doors;

Seen the monster before,

Saw him down on all fours

A bleed, a break,

A crack, the horror.

Your teeth they keep trembling,

Your silver tongue is split.

Split on the metal.

Your blood it runs thick.

Tides change, minds break

Won’t be walkin’ on water for long,

Super power’s a power.

PowerLess.

Lost to the moment,

Ignorant bliss

Flood the endorphins.

Gone with a kiss.

I’ve got my new life,

found my old self, only it’s better

I lost all of this, when i took on you!

Well this is me, the real me,

There’s my real self

Down on the floor,

And i won’t let it float.

away.

again.

Wake me from this sleep

Ive been trying too hard.

To who? For what?

I’ve got nothing so far.

I’ve been fighting this battle,

Down to my bones, they rattle

It’s over and done

The battle’s been won,

I must be insane!

The only thing that’s left,

Now I’m counting on pain!

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stealthfull-blog · 5 years

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Fragile

Theres only two halves of my heart

and I gave them both away

All thats left is the pieces

and I give them as I may

Give them as I find

Nobody seems to mind

Im glad its all fine with you

Cause inside all thats left

Is less than two

Shell of something that used to be there

I can see the memories

caught in thin air

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stealthfull-blog · 5 years

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Are we losing touch?

Harps to the ears

Soft silks to the senses;

Gone are our fears

What’s left? To be breathless

Evenings in warm weather

better spent together;

the truth of the matter

These words, they just flatter

We might be so different

But our dreams are the same;

Oh how quick to turn

All our feelings to shame

You shouldn’t wear that anger on your face,

It doesn’t look good on you;

problems are always easier to solve

when they’re worst case

Its the in-between that gets to us;

Long nights

long laughter;

Seek that, it’s what you’re after;

Someone to listen,

glean, glisten,

Fair through your storm

But what about theirs?

Too far from the norm

So quick to profile,

These problems are getting bigger,

The trust, the denial,

Swift, swift, hair trigger

You shouldn’t wear that look on your face,

The anger doesn’t do you any good

The problems are always easier to solve when

they’re worst case.

The in-between, that’s what gets to us,

We need to talk,

Shh! Sit; listen.

The hurt’s eventual,

Love’s not conventional;

Try to kill the poison,

Don’t let it sink in,

It’ll spread through the strings

On your heart, til it stings,

Cut it out, stem the flow,

It’s not getting better, watch out below

You’re still wearing that look of distaste,

The anger’s ganna get to you,

I guess problems aren’t always easier to solve worst case..

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stealthfull-blog · 5 years

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Untitled.

I want to be a poet for you,

Encapsulating truth;

the purest of words,

Taut toward the grasp of sins and spites,

This ballad of small delights;

Fleeting praise,

so little weight;

Their worth does not measure up,

the gift given me;

forever a debt,

Unrepaid,

To me you’ve made;

One small notion,

Yet it fills the ocean;

So vast and pure,

For you I’ll spin words

Cast serene light,

For you I’ll fight;

Flattery,

spilt in herds,

These small words,

just noise,

To drum of the soul;

A touch of your hand,

Ink to the page,

Enough to brighten the blandest of days;

A final breath,

Ill breath for you;

Still through death,

He fought to be true.

Spinning words;

ballads;

Crafting praise;

the smallest compositions,

A Flood of dispositions,

Convey his emotions;

He was a poet for you,

Just as the sky is blue,

Encapsulating only but truth.

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stealthfull-blog · 5 years

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Apology Poem

A storm tumbles

But not by air;

My voice mumbles

You’re standing there;

Words inaudible,

Come without plausible,

Reason for sorrow;

Despair;

Disdain;

I think I hurt you again,

I didnt mean it,

I want to express it all;

my feelings for you,

My reasons for such a fall,

In emotions,

But theres no words my voice so small;

I hope you can understand,

Why I speak in code,

But not at hand.

When you ask me what is wrong

My tongue ties;

My stomach knots;

I can feel, but don’t convey it;

Sometimes I wish I could just say it.

Thanks for still being there through it all.

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