"You Are In Love!!" - BSD x GN!Reader ੈ✩‧₊˚

╰┈➤ Fyodor Dostoevsky, Chuuya Nakahara ♡

Warnings; none pure fluff and sweetness

Description; Drabbles (I actively attempted to make these shorter than the timeless ones but I clearly have a yapping issue) of Chuuya and Fyodor based off of You Are in Love by Taylor Swift in honor of 1989 (Taylor's Version) today. This one had a lot of cute little prompts for small scenarios so I thought I'd take the opportunity.

A/n; yawning is contagious you guys I proved it because I wrote about yawning and then I yawned, also I have so many 1989 TV thoughts now so im gonna write them while writing asks at the same time, so im sorry for those of you guys who dont like Taylor, that's totally valid. Hmu w/ music themed requests if you wanna see a different song.

Fyodor Dostoevsky ੈ♡

“Coffee at midnight”

You sat on your boyfriends lap, facing him while he typed away, working on God knows what. You didn't ask what it was at that very moment, too sleepy care. You breathed in his scent, your arms tightly hugged around his torso. Any time he took a break from typing, his left hand immediately went to stroke your back, his lips moving and ghosts of whispers slip out from between them as he read over the text. You nuzzled into his neck, pressing sweet, chaste kisses to his pale skin every now and again.

You were playing with his hair softly when you could hear him yawn. "My dear, do you mind getting up? I'm going to make some coffee for myself." He murmurs, his head turned a bit in your direction. You nod and get off of his lap, standing up and rubbing your eyes a bit. "Yeah, sure, but coffee? It's midnight.." now you were yawning. He nods, standing up and heading straight for the kitchen. You trail behind him, drowsily following along. Luckily, the lights of your kitchen were dimmed rather than being at full brightness. He stood against the counter, starting the coffee machine and grabbing a mug for himself while the drink started to brew.

"Do you want some too?" He asks, noticing your stare before you yourself even could. You shook your head, holding your upper arms for the warmth that Fyodors body had previously been providing to you. You yawned again, making him smile ever so slightly in amusement. You leaned against the counter with your eyes closed, almost starting to nod off. The two minutes it took to make the coffee passed within the blink of an eye, you being woken from your sleepy and dazed state by Fyodors thumb caressing your cheekbone.

"Moya Lyubov, you don't have to stay up with me. I appreciate it, but if you're tired you should sleep." He softly murmurs while looking into your eyes. "No, no, it's fine, don't worry." You say, standing straight up and walking with him back to his little work space. He sat right back down on the chair, opening his arms for you to crawl right back onto him. He sipped on his coffee, and the aroma made you regret your decision to reject a cup for yourself. You moved your head to rest on his shoulder sideways instead of upright so you could get a better look at him while he drank from the ceramic mug.

He glanced at you while he did so, sighing into the glass and handing it to you without even needing to hear anything from your mouth; he just knew you that well. Perhaps it was your predictably, or maybe it was his attentive habits regarding your body language and every expression. You took the mug, bringing it to your lips and drinking a small amount, making sure that you didn't chug it and leave nothing for him. You handed him back the glass, wiping your top lip off before you pressed a kiss to his cheek, making him smile a bit.

"So much for not wanting any, hm?" He teases quietly, leaning his head against yours. You just roll your eyes at him. "Well I changed my mind a little." You mumbled, your hands rubbing up and down his sides gently. Your eyelids felt as if they had weights attached to them as it became harder to keep yourself awake. Fyodor had taken notice of this numerous times, before getting coffee, while getting coffee, and even after you had taken a sip. If the caffeine had any effect on you it clearly was not immediate.

"That's alright, I don't mind sharing it with you." He says quietly. You hum in response as a thank you while you drifted off into a calming sleep. Fyodor noticed you fully knocked out after about a minute or two. He smiled and kissed the side of your head, whispering to you. "Goodnight, my love, sleep well."

Chuuya Nakahara ੈ♡

“You kiss on sidewalks”

You looked up at the stars in the night sky while you walked down the streets of Yokohama with Chuuya. Late night walks were never something you found enjoyment in before Chuuyas presence in your life. Not only did Chuuyas ability and profession absolutely make you feel safer, but he was someone to talk to while you walked. It wasn't silent, but filled with conversation about your day, passions, etc.

His hand was holding yours while he listened to you rambled on about a book you had started reading, explaining the plot to him. Chuuya wasn't an absent listener, he didn't just nod and "ohhh" every now and again, he actually asked questions about it and commented on the actions of characters and what not. Chuuya didn't ramble much, but when he did you offered the same undivided attention. You loved watching his eyes light up whenever he talked about something that excited him; he specifically got riled up about his missions, explaining what he did with as much detail as he was allowed to.

And that's what was happening. You walked along the path, holding your boyfriends hand while he told you about how he acquired a new small cut on his cheek. You asked him about it and he got so worked up, it was almost funny. The amount of slandering he put on the name of some random guy he had to fight was a little much, but it was his opponent and enemy, so you didn't comment on it. His other hand was moving around very quickly while he passionately told you about the encounter, annunciating every word and speaking clearly.

"He was so annoying. Obviously I dealt with him real fast, but now I've got this cut on my face." He says while rolling his eyes. You snicker a little. "Oh yeah, I totally get that. He sounds like he sucks, but I think the scar is kinda hot, to be honest." You laugh, standing in front of him and brushing his bangs out of his eyes. He scoffs and places his hands on your arms. "Ofcourse you do, doll, you're...well, you're you." He says, rubbing your shoulders a bit.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Your eyebrows were furrowed as you stare him down. "I know you like the back of my hand, I knew you'd find somethin' like that attractive. It's like, your thing." He says, the street light you stood under casting a yellow glow overtop the two of you. The shadows that projected onto his skin because of the angle hid the blush on his face relatively well. "I pay attention to you, ya know.." he murmurs, making you grin and gently cup his face.

"Oh I know you pay attention to me; everytime you bring up some random small detail about me it makes my heart flutter." You say, looking down at his lips through the black veil of darkness on his face. "I'm glad I can make ya swoon, darlin'.." he mutters, both of you leaning into each other, your hands interlocked and giving each other soft squeezes as your lips gently collided with one another. You pulled away after a couple seconds, but you felt yourself pulled right back in as the two of you softly giggled with one another, his gloved hand pressed against the back of your neck.

Your lips moved against his, soft hums of approval coming from his throat. When you did finally part, the both of you looked into the other's eyes for a second before breaking the stare and grinning. "I love you a whole lot, y'know?" He says, sliding his arm around your waist. You did the same and nodded. "I know, I know. I love you a whole lot, too." You say, kissing his cheek while the two of you walk home to retreat for the night.

A/n; I have a couple of things to say; 1- this is not a theme switch, it's only blue and white for 1989 TV, 2- I know these aren't the most obviously related to the song, but I felt inspired. 3- I was gonna do more characters for this but I don't wanna in this moment, would y'all wanna see that?

Fuck it. Steampunk era new albion tumblr

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We're meeting again at the crossroads tonight!! Bring your doll-ay doll-ay spirit!

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#voodoopunk #vote voodoopunk we dance with you on your graves

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man can these dolls play literally anything else. i keep retuning my granny's radio but it always plays that elysian night song :(((

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You just don't get it like we do

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my bro died so i have to take over the family business now :(( anyway hmu if you need anything special iykyk 😜🤙💯

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update: who tf keeps stealing our stock im gonna fucking bootleg doll you

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made some progress today :) the angels will be proud

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Elysium, the silent sighed lost lullaby...

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JASPERSWEEP

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What a self own lmao

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op did u really think people were gonna vote against the doll? On the voodoopunk website?

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'voodoopunk website' up my ass y'all let the power get to your head. You fucking rusty ass stoner cultists ain't gonna last here

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THEY DEACTIVATED HAHA GET REKT

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My dad's been really terrible lately... at least i have the dolls to comfort me

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Their song is so beautiful... if only i could join them...

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Elysium, the silent sighed lost lullaby

Elysian night

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With great agony, we announce the passing of one of our dear members. Mod A, also known as Acolyte Amelia, you will be missed.

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I KNEW THOSE DOLLS WERE PROBLEMATIC FROM THE START UGH... don't support the voodoopunks they're lying to you #killthedolls #antivoodoopunk

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Amelia didn't die because of the dolls dumbass you're just using her death as a means to further your stupid political agenda smh 🙄

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AND YOU AREN'T???

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I FUCKING TOLD YOU GUYS

#anti voodoopunk #kill the dolls #i fucking said it from the start but y'all didn't LISTEN

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🤵‍♀️ kate-the-nyarrator

can anyone even hear me

hello baba

U R NOT going into writer's block say it w me

anyways

give me one where we are inexperienced with giving head and bill (whichever era u choose girly) helps guide us through it and we made him cum

if this isn't detailed enough hmu

u know where to find me

HI AGAIN POOKIE

Inexperienced

PAIRINGS: Bill 2011 x Female reader CONTENT: FLUFF + SMUT SYPNOSIS: Y/N has been dating her rockstar bf Bill for 6 months. They've been testing things lately and y/n expresses she wants to take things to the next level, she says shes inexperienced in giving head and Bill guides and teaches her. A/N: hi alaiah pookie WARNINGS: dom!bill, sub!reader, sucking d

"Hey..Bill?" I approached him softly as he scrolled on his phone on the couch, he looked up and smiled "hey mein liebe, what's up?" he wrapped a hand around my waist and pulled me in closer, giving me a sweet kiss.

"I.." I hesitated, playing with my fingers nervously "I think I want to take things to the next level, you know like, suck your dick.." I couldn't believe that I was actually saying this, blush creeping up my cheeks, super embarassed.

Bills eyes fluttered in surprise, we had been dating for 6 months and had already had sex but we hadn't done something like this. We stuck to the basics, cuddling, sex, kissing.

"I..I mean sure baby..just..right now?" he stroked my back softly, I nodded and grabbed his hand, leading him into our bedroom.

As we got into the bedroom I was getting nervous, the thing he didn't know is I have never done this before, I had barely kissed a guy before Bill, how does he expect me to do this? Was I going to fuck it up? Thoughts raced my mind for a while until Bill snapped me out of my trance, "hey, are you ok? We don't have to do this darling.." he looked worried, fuck.

"No..it's just..I've never sucked dick before.." I looked away, I was so embarassed. "Hey, it's nothing to be ashamed of baby, i'll teach you" he grabbed my chin softly and lifted it up for me to look at him, I gulped and nodded softly.

He discussed some things with me before doing it, seeing what position I was most comfortable in. I decided him sitting on the bed and me on my knees was the best shot, afterall the height difference didn't work out if he was standing.

He slowly took his jeans off, exposing his clothed erection. I could see a wet patch on his boxers, "what's that.." I pointed to it, he chuckled "that's pre cum baby..it's a good thing, it means you're turning me on" he winked, I giggled and nodded.

He then pulled his cock out, he was a solid 7 inches and it was girthy. How the fuck was that going to fit? It barely even fit in my pussy.

I sighed nervously and wrapped a hand around his cock, pumping it slowly. He threw his head back and groaned, I felt his cock throb in my hand and smirked.

"Cmon baby..wrap those pretty lips around it" he guided my head, I opened my mouth and wrapped my lips around his tip, he slowly pushed my head down, filling my mouth with his length.

"Mm!" I winced, it was too big and I didn't know how much more I could take. He continued to slowly push my head up and down, guiding it on his cock "it's ok baby..just take it" he comforted me, stroking my hair.

I finally got the hang of it, picking up my pace and jerking off whatever I couldn't fit in my mouth. He moaned lowly, gripping onto the sheets.

I sucked hard and fast, bobbing my head up and down continuously. "Such a good girl f'me..fuck.." he groaned, I smiled at the praises. It was what I needed to build my confidence. I swirled my tongue on his tip to see if it did anything and boy it did, he shut his eyes and moaned loudly, gripping the sheets tighter.

I continued to suck his cock, occasionally swirling my tongue on his sensitive tip to gain a reaction out of him. "Fuck..s'good..gonna cum.." he groaned, I placed my hand on his thigh, sucking faster.

"Holy shit! Gonna cum!" he cried out before shooting a load into my mouth, filling it up with his cum. I looked up at him for guidance, worry in my eyes. "Swallow baby swallow.." he said gently, trying to regain his breath. I swallowed, cringing at the taste.

He chuckled at my reaction, leaning over and kissing the top of my head. "I love you baby..you did so well" I smiled and stood up, my legs slightly wobbly. I sat in his lap and kissed him softly "I love you too."

E/N: Bill looking at me like that is doing things to me

[18:26] • l.s.m.

Pairing: lee seokmin x afab!reader

Genres: smut (minors dni!), established relationship kind of ig hehehe

Warnings: possessiveness, mild jealousy, mean!seok but he's whipped kind of, fingering but not really, slight choking, a tiny bit of degradation, as usual just hmu if I missed smth

WC: tumblr mobile bby it's kinda short tbh

A/N: unplanned smh but as seokmin's self-proclaimed slut I just kinda had to get it out of my system idk I'm not good at this 🤪 read a line out of a manhwa and yuh went w/ it procrastinating on other things hehe

Update 9/19: [Sequel]

"Aw baby, you're absolutely drooling."

Despite the flush of embarrassment at Seokmin's condescending tone, your hips betray you as they buck up desperately against his hand. Long fingers that have been teasing you for hours gather up your arousal, making sure to spread it all across your outer pussy lips so they glisten in the dim light of his bedroom.

There's enough wetness for him to play with that it's also smeared on both of your inner thighs from Seokmin's hand drifting down to pause at each one while he waits for you to beg. Glancing up at your scrunched forehead as you kneel over one of his thighs, he leans back against the headboard. Almost as if he's bored.

His other hand reaches out to tug at the cute pout that causes the corners of your mouth to turn down. "Your pussy is at least. Cute."

"Seokmin... "

"Is it that hungry for my cock?"

You whine and throw your head back, nails digging into the top of his shoulders as you rut desperately against his palm, hoping a finger may slip inside your needy cunt.

But Seokmin remains firm. Palm remaining flat and fingers stiffly held horizontally. A smile grows on his lips but it's not the sweet, bright ray of happiness everyone's used to. It's downright cruel, complimenting the hard set of his jaw, furrowed eyebrows, and darkened gaze.

"That's not the answer I want." He pulls away to lick his fingers clean, eyes fluttering shut briefly as he tastes you on his tongue before they open again. Narrowed and colder than before. "What do I want to hear from that lovely mouth of yours?"

"I'm... I'm yours."

He lets out a hum. "That thought's nice but not it."

"I-I don't understa — "

Mirthless laughter you hardly recognize is drowned out by your loud gasp when he harshly gathers your hair in a makeshift ponytail and uses it to tug your face close. Merely inches apart. Enough that your breath mingles with his but holding you distant so your lips can't touch his.

"How about, 'yes Seokmin, my pathetic, perfect little pussy wants you in it so bad.'"

"Y-ye — "

"'Fuck me stupid so I can't walk straight.'" A finger traces around your hole that desperately aches for it to enter. "'So I don't think about anything except your cock deep, deep inside me. Every single day, every single night.'"

"Please — "

"'Enough so no other man even dares to make a move on me.' Hm?"

You have to smile smugly at that one. "I knew it. You're jealous. Baby, there's absolutely no reas — "

The world spins as Seokmin easily switches positions, flipping you on your stomach. He's above you, pinning you down with the strength of his own body before kneeling behind you and running a hand up and down your back. Softness resonates from his fingertips despite the venom behind his words, as if he's suddenly afraid of breaking you.

"There's absolutely no reason to feel that way," you finish with a gasp. "You know tha — "

"I said, that's not what I wanted to hear." Seokmin interrupts and frowns even though he can't help but appreciatively look at the way you arch your back prettily for him. Showing off your dripping pussy from another angle. "Seems like you don't listen very well, sweetheart."

"Yeah? And what are you gonna do about it."

You're feisty attitude returns like you have the upper hand now that you know the reason behind Seokmin's different demeanor tonight. And you take every advantage of it, grinding your ass coyly against the bulge of his dick still inside his jeans.

About two seconds of your shenanigans last before he's pulling you up by your hair again, the back of your body pressed snug up against his. A hand wrapping around your throat to keep you still. He squeezes lightly and you moan.

"What am I going to do about it? Don't worry, I'm gonna fuck you silly, darling." A shiver of excitement crawls up your spine when you hear his belt buckle jingle. "But that's only if you behave. You know what to say to get what you want."

"Ah," you gasp out and tug at his hands, bringing them to fondle at your chest. "Please fuck me stupid, Seokmin. So I think of nobody but you and everyone knows that. This pussy and body belongs to you. I'm yours."

He kisses your neck, pleased. Like he wasn't fuming and demanding such words. "As you wish, my love."

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"Road Less Traveled" by kazoosandfannypacks

Chapter 6/12: Swan's Advice

Pairing: Beauty and the Puppet (Belle/August) [with hints of CaptainSwan]

Rating: General

Word Count: (714/8K)

Summary: [Mid Season 4 Canon Divergence.] After becoming a man again to help the heroes track down the author, August stops by the library- only to realize he now has a crush on the librarian, who's working through some complicated feelings of her own.

Chapter Summary: August asks Emma for advice about winning Belle's affection.

Tags: season 4, canon divergent, fluff, beauty and the puppet, captain swan, anti-rumbelle,

Author's notes: none

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August walked into the Sheriff's office, wondering if bringing in donuts for her was cliché, but knowing there was nothing that could get Emma to talk quite like a bear claw could.

 "What do you want from me?" Emma asked.

 He held out the open box of donuts and raised an eyebrow and a smile, but she crossed her arms.

 "You think I don't know a bribe when I see one?" Emma asked. "There better be a bear claw in there."

 "Two of them." August said. "And I won't tell Killian if you don't save the other one for him."

 "Alright." She took a bear claw and took a bite of it. "What's so important you need my help?"

 "I don't need your help." August said. "I said I want your advice. There's power in words, ya know."

 "Sure." Emma said, leaning against her desk. "What's up?"

 "I seem to have found myself in a complicated situation." August said. He set down the box of donuts and leaned against the other desk. "I think I like someone."

 "You came to me for relationship advice?" Emma asked.

 "I wouldn't say relationship" August said, "Just. There's this girl. I got along great with her when I was a kid- three weeks ago when I was a kid- but now that I'm an adult too, it's different. Suddenly she's pretty, and smart, and I don't know what to say when I'm around her."

 "Sounds like you've got it in pretty bad for her." Emma said.

 "Yeah." August smiled.

 "So what's the problem?" Emma asked. "Does she feel the same about you?"

 "I don't know." August sighed. "That's the problem. I don't know what I am to her. I know she's been through a lot these past few weeks, I don't know if she's ready for another relationship yet."

 Emma raised an eyebrow, then narrowed her eyes. "Belle?"

 "What?" August played dumb, but knew Pinocchio didn't stand a chance against Emma's Superpower. 

 Emma laughed a little. "Belle is this girl you're obsessed with."

 "I'm not obsessed with her." He lied.

 "I knew it."

 "What?" August wondered at his lack of discretion. "Since when?"

 "Since you just described her in exact detail." Emma said. She popped the last bite of her bear claw in her mouth.

 August didn't have a response to that.

 "So do you have any advice?"

 "I don't know." Emma said. "I'm not really good at these kinds of things. I bet Killian might-"

 "No!" August cut her off. The one downside about asking Emma for advice about Belle was that Emma and Killian were close, and Killian and Belle were close- that's not a thick grapevine to hear it through.

 "What?"

 August shook his head. "Killian can't know. He's in the library even more than I am right now, and I don't want anything to slip out around her."

 "Alright." Emma nodded. "I might not know very much about relationships, or about our local librarian, but I know people. When people find out they've been hurt, been betrayed, they're gonna be guarded, they're gonna put up walls."

 "Sounds like someone I know." August said.

 Emma rolled her eyes and ignored his comment. "You need to show her she doesn't need those walls, that she can trust herself with you."

 "How do I do that?" August asked.

 "You'll know." Emma said. "Just be yourself, and get to know her."

 "You mean ask her out?"

 "That's a good way to get to know someone." Emma said.

 "But how do I know if it's the right time?" August asked.

 "Lemme give you some advice." Emma said. "If you spend your whole life waiting for 'the right time,' it'll never come. But if you want to know, just ask her."

 "And if she doesn't like me?" August asked, "or isn't ready?"

 "Then you're in no different position than you're in now." Emma said, "But at least you'll know."

 August nodded. "So you think I should ask her out?"

 "What do you think?" Emma asked.

 "I think I really like her." August thought. "At the very least, I know I like her a lot. And I think we get along pretty well, and I'd love to see where this goes."

 August smiled. "I think I want to ask her out."

• Indirect kiss •

Five hargreaves x reader

A/N: IM REALLY JUST MAKING THESE BC IM BORED BUT THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING ANYTHING SO THIS WILL SUCK BUT HOPEFUL IT TURNS OUT GOOD 😅 trust the process ig 😕✌️(BTW I HAVE BARELY WATCHED TUA, I SAW JUST A COUPLE EPISODES OF SEASON 2, IDK HOW THE ACADEMY LOOKS LIKE SO IM SORRY IF I MADE ANY MISTAKES)

(btw the italic words mean y/n`s thoughts)

[ also, five is the same age as y/n, they're both 21-24 I can't rlly pick an age ]

Y/n's pov:

I'm currently walking towards the Umbrella Academy to hang out with my friends, Klaus invited me to come over bc he was bored and we were gonna have a party there, yk foods, music, and dances etc. I've been friends with them for a few years. We're all super close. Me and five get along well, surprisingly, we're like best, best friends, I sorta have a tiny crush on him ig... OKAY I HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON HIM. 😻

3rd person pov:

(Time skip bc I don't wanna write all this)

Y/n walks up to the academy and knocks on the door, the door flung right open as Klaus put his weight on the handle with a drink in his hand. "Hey Klaus!" y/n says "hey y/n, come in" Klaus says as he stands to the side then closes the door after they walk in.

The smell of fresh food and drinks coming from the kitchen and music playing in the background. Allison and Luther dancing in the living room, Diego talking to vanya while playing with his knife, and five... idk where five is he's probably in his room or something.

Klaus stumbles to the kitchen "we have so much stuff in here y/n! Come here". Y/n follows Klaus to the kitchen and the smell getting even stronger made me wanna fall down on my knees..

(AN: FOOD THO 😻😻 HMU 😘😘 OKAY SORRY)

I walk to the counter and look at all the food and drinks lay down there, tacos, lasagna, chicken, steak, chips, sauce, cheesecake, brownies, cookies, you name it.

(IDK WHAT FOOD TO PUT??? I BARELY GO TO PARTIES, ONLY FILIPINO ONES BUT LIKE YK???)

"Woww..." Y/n asked, Klaus nods "mhm, I'm gonna dance now, wanna come?" "Sure!"

Y/n's pov:

"what happened?" all of them asked.

After drinking and have a fun time I got up from the couch to go to the kitchen when I saw five blink away somewhere as I stood up. I grabbed some food and got thirsty, and there was this cup with wine in it sitting next to me so I just drank it, not caring who's it was. While I was drinking it five blinked near me while Klaus also walked towards us. "isn't that fives glass? OMG YOU'RE DRINKING FIVES GLASS Y/N" Klaus yelled then started laughing while five just stared.

I put down the glass as I spit out the water, almost choking on the drink bc I was shocked, I mean... I'm drinking from my best friend's glass.. AKA MY CRUSH??!?!?!? HELLO??? "what?.." The others came in here curious abt what all the noise is from.

OH IM FUCKED.. 😭😭

"They kissed?!"

"Y/N HAD AN INDIRECT KISS WITH FIVE!!!" Klaus yelled out. INDIRECT KISS????? I BASICALLY KINDA KISSED FIVE?? OMG I THINK IM GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK..

"what"

"what's an indirect kiss?"

"Y/n and five kissed?!"

....

...

..

.

Five and I basically just watched this whole scene unravel. "umm..." I tried to think what to say.. BUT HOW TF WOULD I KNOW WHAT TO SAY IF I JUST INDIRECTLY KISSED MY CRUSH ???

Five and I just looked at each other and he walked up to me and grabbed my hand and teleported to his room. wow.. his hands are SO SOFT- IS IT HAPPENING??? FIVE IS GONNA KISS ME??? I MEAN... SAY LESS-

I was knocked out of my thoughts as five said something "well that was something..." I nodded not knowing what to say. OH GOD IM BLUSHING I BET HE CAN SEE THIS IM GONNA SHIT MYSELF SO BAD RN 😭😭 He walked up to me and and tilted my chin towards him since I was looking away. "umm.. sorry five I didn't mean to drink out of your glass.." I scratched the back of my neck awkwardly.

I MEAN WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN I JUST HAD AN INDIRECT KISS WITH MY BEST FRIEND THEN WE'RE IN HIS ROOM LIKE THIS??

Getting lost into his green eyes I suddenly felt a pair of lips on mine. NOW MY EYES ARE WIDE OPEN RN 😨 I kissed back knowing we weren't going to pull away anytime soon. He grabbed me by the waist and I put my arms around his neck. HIS LIPS ARE SOFT TOO THIS MAN IS TOO PERFECT WTF

The kiss lasting for a long while, we pull away and I look into his eyes as he smirked. "umm-" Klaus and the others kicked the door open right as I was about to say something. We both immediately pulled away from each other and stood awkwardly.

"OMG THEYRE KISSINGGG"

NOT AGAIN 😭

"Y/N???"

"FIVE??"

"OH MY GODDDD THERE THEY ARE"

"wow"

"Oh my god guys shut up" five said rolled his eyes and shoved them out of the room with a sigh. Turning back to me, "I'm sorry, they're annoying" "no no it's fine! I mean, it was kinda embarrassing but-" five pulled me into a passionate kiss.

A/N: OMF I HOPE THIS IS GOOD??? I HAD AN IMAGINE LIKE THIS IN CLASS BUT DIDNT FINISH IT SO I JUST WENT ALONG THE WAY HERE I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT 😘😘

TickleTober Day 10: Drive-in Scary Movie (Moonknight)

~A/N  - OKOKOKOK I know it's late af but I was initially really struggling for ideas for this and I was gonna do heartstopper but then in the shower I had a great thought to do moonknight!!!

It's short but sweet, and I hope you like it.

- Enoy! ~

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Also if anyone else wants to get added to the tag list feel free to hmu or shoot me an ask!

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Steven was in a mood.

Not a grumpy one, or a sad one.

He wanted something. One thing, and one thing only.

He wanted tickles.

Unfortunately he was too shy to ask anyone for them. Fearful they'd reluctantly accept, be weirded out, or straight up refuse. This constant inner battle between being socially anxious and touch starved was not unusual, but it's familiarity didn't make it any easier.

He had agreed to go to a drive-in movie night with Layla, the pair looking forward to a bit of private time away from their busy lives of work. And while Steven was usually a huge horror fan, the movie would be the last thing on his mind.

Caught in a perpetual state of wanting but not asking for tickles from the one woman he trusted the most in his life. He so wished he would just blurt it out, but couldn't bring himself to take the plunge.

And that's where Marc came in.

While Steven and Layla were snuggled up in the boot of the car, blankets and pillows decorating the space around them, Steven felt his hand squeeze into Layla's side.

"Steheven I'm trying to watch." She giggled, brushing his hand away.

Steven blushed, knowing for a fact that wasn't him who moved his fingers. He shot a nervous glare towards the car window, perfectly reflecting a cheeky looking Marc grinning back at him.

"We both know this is how to get what you want Steven." Marc shrugged casually, smirking at his counterpart.

"Marc sh!" Steven said internally, muffling the nervous laugh that bubbled in the back of his throat.

"Oh come on! You're desperate!" Marc exclaimed. "I can feel how badly you want tic-."

"MARC!"

The man didn't reply, instead he brought Steven's hand spidering up Layla's back to end up tickling the base of her neck.

She let out a small yelp, body crinkling at the sensation, before turning to face Steven with a mischievous smile.

"You want tickled, don't you."

Steven, unable to speak, fumbled with various starts of words.

"I- uh-... no-... well-..."

"Oh stop pretending." She laughed. "I've seen how you've been acting all day. You always get all quiet and reserved when you're in one of your moods."

Goosebumps rippled down Steven's back. Oh god was this really going where he thought it was going?

"So, are you gonna be honest with me?" She smirked. "Or am I gonna have to tickle it out of you?"

Steven squeaked at the sound of that word, nervously shuffling himself away towards the edge of the car. He wasn't sure if he was purposely trapping himself in a corner, or attempting a pitiful escape.

"I see how it is then." Layla smiled evilly. "Let's begin, shall we?"

And though the movie playing that night was filled with jump scares, nothing made Steven scream more than Layla's unbearable tickle attack.

is the "I feel your claws around my throat" series finished? because it says incomplete on ao3 and I recently read it (loved ot) and it made me wonder!

nonny you got me bc I was literally planning it like a week ago! I'm trying to start writing it over March maybe? It might be pushed back till the summer tho unfortunately bc of life <///3 and I'm gonna be honest I started playing a game that's about running your own bakery and @ anon!!! That is taking up my writing time!! I am going to have the PRETTIEST bakery!!!

Thank you so much for reading❤️❤️ It's planned to be a trilogy ------ I think.. I'm honestly not sure if I would ever expand it beyond three works, and frankly even if I had ideas I don't know if I would write them bc although chisel series is beloved to me I don't know how many people are invested in me expanding the universe beyond me and like two others being obsessed and self-indulgent 😔 writing more redtiger is always an option tho if you're only here for the redtiger fix! (If anyone has redtiger specific prompts yoohoo hmu)

hey reno, im really scared, i don’t want guys harassing and flirting me when i start traveling all over the world bc im now a flight attendant, so can i wear an engagement ring and say you gave it to me ?

💛

Okay, look. Real talk for a hot sec.

Like I can see what you're doin' here.

Contrary to popular belief? I actually ain't the lowest level of materia in the company-provided box. I'd say 'well-played,' 'cept honestly you're bein' obvious as fuck rn.

(And hmu again about this, my flight-attendant babe, bc we should probably talk about it one-on-one sometime, yo. I mean it. I wanna talk to YOU.)

But babycakes, if you wanna buy yourself a damn ring? You can claim it's from Bahamut himself for all I care. That's YOUR prerogative. You don't need my permission if you wanna say it's from me, an' I got no business stoppin' you if you wanna play that game. You do you, do what you gotta do to feel safe, etc.

I already said I ain't the marryin' kind, tho. And every grunt to SOLDIER to exec in this whole damn beast of a company knows that about me. So truth be told, you probably ain't foolin' no one with the engagement line, 'least not so long as you're talkin' to anyone who knows me even a tiny little bit.

Not to say I won't show up like I'm raining down the damn Knights of the Round if I so much as hear someone's claimin' to threaten my 'fiancé' or whatever. Even if I don't fuckin' know you, yo. Even if I got no fiancé I ever heard about. You got me for that much, if nothin' else. You got Reno of the Turks at your back... IF I can be there.

THING IS. (And this is where the warning happens, okay? This is where I gotta get serious and I HATE gettin' serious so I'm only gonna say this ONCE.)

I mostly can't fuckin' be there. That's the kicker.

Because I ain't your fuckin' boyfriend.

I ain't your boyfriend or your fiancé or your partner in crime or even you damn friend, if we're bein' honest here.

I'm a Turk.

I got one partner, one job, one loyalty.

So as much as I love that y'all love me and usually I'm all for fun and games... don't let's be foolin' ourselves, okay? Don't ever forget WHO I AM. Don't be fooled by the fool.

I might come runnin' if I'm off duty and bored, make no mistake. But what I gotta make crystal clear is: the games only go on so long as no one gets too serious. Because I am NOT a serious guy and I'm 'specially NOT the guy you want to rely on. Ever.

I am not YOUR guy. I am ShinRa. Always.

(But seriously, to my yellow-heart flight babe: call me. Let's talk.)

.

IN MY QUITTING JOBS ERA............

my boss decided to pull the health insurance rug out from under my feet & be like "maybe if you meet these performance milestones i'll give you insurance :) !"

previously he promised it to me in exchange for taking on additional responsibilities, but then he hired someone else to take on that role without telling me :) after asking me directly to take the role :)

so i'm saying fuck it! fuck it to this boss who thinks insurance is just some fun perk and not something i Need, because I do NEEEEEEEEEEED to find a new asthma medication. i'm not gonna be his little circus clown and beg for insurance any longer.

i'll still need to figure something out w/r/t insurance but at least i won't have to suffer through the most mind-meltingly boring and tedious work just for the whisper of a promise of insurance. i have other freelance clients i can take on more work for while i look for something more stable.

i thought freelance was gonna be the answer for me but i dont think it is.. i knew the feast-or-famine unpredictability of it was gonna be hard, but the stress of not knowing if i'm gonna have rent money for the next month is too much for me. i don't like the prospect of working full-time for one company again but it's preferable to what i'm doing now.

i'm moving to DC with my friend in october so it's gonna be many more months of financial insecurity but i think living there will open up my options for both full-time and part-time work, so i just have to ride it out for a little longer

in the meantime if anyone needs a freelancer to: design print materials; do visual branding; write/edit marketing copy and long-form industry-specific articles; conduct SEO kw research; plan, implement, and track SEO campaigns; manage and interpret traffic & engagement data; create data reports and make site improvement recommendations for web devs...... hmu. won't do any more social media strategy & post creation tho bc i hate it too much

BTW my plan to quit is gonna be like "actually, i dont think i can hit these arbitrary performance milestones you set so i'm gonna step down :) good luck finding someone who is better than me" and i know i'll be begged to stay bc i'm THE ONLY ONE AT THE COMPANY who can currently make certain client deliverables. i said the same thing when i quit my previous hell job last year ("sorry i can't perform to this standard you're setting so i'm leaving!") and my boss there promptly rolled over and begged me to stay bc the department "would fail without me".

like sorry, i'm just taking your words at face value instead of going along with this little game you're trying to play where you treat me like a little work robot and try to get more out of me without offering anything in return :) don't let youself be negged by a job, friends

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Why do I have almost 200 followers most of my og shit is from early his and is a garbage lol... considering once I get the free time and the hyperfocus capabilities to make a new art/writing-exclusive blog especially since I'm takimg art classes this summer. Gonna continue posting on insta and twitter too ofc but hh I need some updates asap...

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Ayo so we moved again. Moved into a nice condo near my college and back in the heart of where the buses run yeet. Gonna get a taste of ~adult life~ after this term when I get a job lol. I plan at working at my college in the student working program. Hopefully all goes well! https://www.instagram.com/p/CcIfZ-6rFmh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Our dearest Jazz of 16yrs lost his fight against kidney failure and pneumonia this Halloween. Very sweet and empathetic old man. He lived a long and fufilling life. We will miss him dearly, the house will never feel as full or as warm as it once was. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkjqTMBvK80/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Hi i have a question for you! I saw your description and i have a doubt about "aceflux". Is it right to say that aceflux people are almost never turned on also in their own? I mean, even in their intimacy, they have small/zero sex drive and do not reach.. The highest point of it? Please do not get me wrong, i ask because i have doubts about my situation

Aceflux is where you're alignment on the ace spectrum fluctuates. You can be ace one day, allo the next, somewhere in the middle, or anywhere in between. You can have a sex drive and still be ace, as ace refers to sexual attraction, not necessarily your libido, tho it can play a part of it. That's why there's asexual vs a sex repulsed asexual. You can be ace and still get turned on. It's plenty common for aces to enjoy and/or prefer their own intimacy. So no, aceflux people can experience sexual intimacy in their own.

What you also may be thinking about is greyace, which is little to no sexual attraction rather then none like ace.

I like using aceflux as I can never decide where I am on the spectrum but I know I'm on it. I also like apresexual, where you don't feel sexual attraction till you feel a different one first, tho I mostly stick with aceflux for rn as sometimes I feel more demi, or closer to allo, etc etc.

Note that this is all my opinion based on research I've done😊

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My #1 post of 2022

Wait wait wait wait wait wait- they called me she/they as an insult??? That’s not even an insult that’s literally my pronouns??? What even is happening??? By the way thank you for reporting this person if you ever need anything hmu ☺️💖🧁

Ofc hon!! Also yeah KDBSJSBJDHSJS and yeah enbyphobes are fuckin weird

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p : soobin × fem!reader | g : fluff, humor, e2l!au, trapped together type trope lol | w : swearing but none

a/n : I just want a slowburn e2l with goodie little two shoes soobin is that too much to ask

— [22 : 18 HRS] soobin hit his shoulder against the locked door, trying to push it open. He grunted, rubbing his arm as he gazed around the dark room. "great! It's locked."

there were a few consecutive clicks, and then the sound of someone's tongue clicking.

"lights out."

Soobin leaned against a wall, gripping his hair, "I can't believe I'm stuck in here with you." He glared at y/n, folding his arms as she just snarled.

"yeah, well," there was a scoff as cold eyes peered at him in the darkness, "the feeling's mutual, bitch."

a cold gush of wind blew into the room through the cracks underneath the door. y/n and soobin sat opposite each other, backs against the wall, glaring at each other, eyes glowing in the dark as if they were a bunch of ally cats. As their eyes got used to the darkness, y/n spotted a jammed window with a broken latch in the corner of the room, opened just enough for her to push her fingers through the gaps and break it.

"I guess we'll have to spend the night here," soobin didn't notice the window, and was pulling his socks above his bare ankles to protect from the cold, "you better have brought your own jacket, you're not getting mine."

"hah!" she made some sort of gagging noise as she pulled a crate of torn up books and stood on them, "imagine you being nice and giving your jacket to someone who's cold, never in a million years."

"I give my jackets to people who deserve it," he sounded offended, y/n found it funny how he needed to justify, "unlike you, you literally splashed dirty water on me the day school started."

"you were in my way!" y/n pushed a rusty iron rod she found in between the jarred window, "I even rang my bicycle bell but you didn't move!"

"and it's past 9! Do you ever think how worried your family might be!?" he turned away from her and faced the door, "I miss my mom."

"how old are you, Choi Soobin?" y/n laughed, trying to push the rod like a lever, "you miss your mommy?"

"fuck off!" he made a noise as if he was blowing a raspberry at her. Y/n's fingers slipped against the rod, and she lost her balance on the crate, falling to the floor with the clank of the rod followed right after. Soobin looked up and shuffled towards her.

"the hell are you doing?"

she looked up from the floor, her palms burning from the rust and the friction generated from trying to push the window open. "forgive me for disrupting you missing your mother," she sniggered at him with a challenging look in her eyes, "I was trying to get us out."

he looked towards the window, and then looked down at her palms, taking them in his hand. "those look bad, do you want me to...?"

she snatched her hands away, standing to her feet and blowing on them. "it's fine," she stood on the crate again, only causing it to wobble again.

"don't." soobin yanked at her arm to push her down, grabbing the iron, "I'll do it."

"hah!" she scoffed at him, standing against the wall, "you're such a big boy! mommy's gonna be proud."

he rolled his eyes, playing with the window hatch, "did you even try to push this open?"

soobin gave the window a knock and the little sliding door fell off, breaking as it hit the ground. He gave her a smirk and she rolled her eyes.

"after you, m'lady."

she stuck her tongue at him, climbing through the window, the metal window panes poking her knees. Rolling her eyes, she scoffed, feeling soobin's fingers lingering on her waist as support.

"you're so chivalrous, soobin."

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Imo we'll never know the truth what was reason to make all those parallels between Leah and Carol. From AK's interview it seems like originally it was planned to introduce flashbacks in same episode that Leah reappears and AK also said they didn't plan to show flashbacks with Carol there. So that is. In addition commenting about why they introduced Leah Gimple said they wanted to give Daryl "first" and in same comments it also looked like Gimple sees Daryl as comic Carl proxy, immature emotionally and sexually (i disagree with statement but who i am to talk about "their" destiny and brilliant storytelling LMAO) so it seems like those parallels were done for us caryl and non caryl fans so we all gonna talk about them and generate opinions and that probably was AK's idea to point to us that they remember caryl exists and to nudge us into the fact that "Daryl didn't have choices!!1 he was so lonely!!1 and Carol was busy playing home with Zeke!!1" so we won't be mad much she did this daryl leah crap and we won't leave before spinoff.

I'm sorry my-mt-heart for being cynical. This show taught me. Not neglecting your thoughts and opinions. You're gem and ray of light and psychotherapist for caryl fandom for this last year with how deep you analyze things. I just don't believe AK, don't believe what actors say. Imo they could make Leah similar to Carol to make faster connection to general audience or people who watch without deep analysis. These people still have some formed feelings and local "twd's" archetypes regarding characters. Making Leah and her story similar to Carol is cheap way to make her and Daryl's romance more believable without proper story behind that. And change in Leah's hair could be that thing too if it was at first when she appeared. But considering AK said in past "women with grey hair are old and boring" and having all the ageist crap Lynn said they just covered their asses making it look like they care about diversity on television after fans called them out.

There's nothing to be sorry about. You can feel however you want. That's your prerogative. I'm just here to give my opinion as someone who first and foremost loves the show and the characters and second to that as someone with some knowledge about how the writing and production process works. Drawing on my own experience in this instance, I find it really unlikely AK is putting all of these elements out there purely to keep the fanbase at bay. Showrunners, writers, etc. aren't manipulative by nature. They're just trying to deliver the best story, and in order to do that, they have to put A LOT of thought into every detail, which includes wardrobe, HMU, props, you name it. Yes, there is absolutely a business/political side to certain decisions, but even so, it all has to fit the story. And sure, maybe certain connections are never going to be explicitly called out, but that doesn't mean they aren't there to serve a specific purpose. I'm a little confused as to what point you're trying to make about some of AK's and Gimple's comments, but just for the sake of clarity, AK did not say the Carol/Daryl flashbacks weren't intended for S11. She said the storyline that lets us check in on their relationship, meaning the fishing excursion leading to the argument, wasn't intended for S11. It doesn't mean we aren't still supposed to connect Carol and Leah in some way, it's just that it would have been shown differently.

P.S. When did AK ever say women with grey hair are old and boring? I only remember her acknowledging the rampant ageism in our society and how it's important to try to subvert it when telling stories.

Ali & Ronnie

Ali: [The day of but later] Ali: I convinced that man not to press charges or anything, the one that got involved Ali: so you don't need to worry about that Ronnie: wasnt Ronnie: tell someone who is Ali: 'course Ali: talking isn't the most useful thing for me to do right now so I'll pass Ronnie: go be useful then little girl Ali: I'm sorry he brought you Ali: that's fucked up Ronnie: course you are Ronnie: youre all well sorry now like Ali: For you, not myself, or ourselves Ronnie: no shit pity works with the rest of your brothers and sisters Ronnie: youre fucked up Ali: How so? Ronnie: show and tells over Ali: I hope it made you feel better Ronnie: bullshit Ronnie: none of you give a fuck how I feel Ali: yeah I do Ronnie: wheres it been Ali: you're meant to wait for the kid to make the first move, that's rule #1 Ronnie: if you wanna play by the rules Ali: so I've lost points, that's fine Ali: you don't want us to care, right? Ronnie: the way your family is im almost old enough to be your ma Ronnie: bit fucking late yeah Ali: You do have a solid decade on her, yeah Ali: I'm a late bloomer, clearly Ronnie: ill leave it to her to be proud Ali: a big ask, but I'll survive without Ronnie: like I said Ronnie: fucked Ali: Yeah, a fair bit Ali: nothing to shout about, or that hasn't been now Ronnie: you wanted a first move Ali: It was a choice Ronnie: nah Ronnie: a reaction Ali: That too Ali: like I said, hope it was what you needed it to be? Ronnie: ask him Ali: you just did it for Joe? Ronnie: why else Ronnie: none of you mean shit to me Ali: but he does, yeah Ronnie: connect the dots Ronnie: I bothered to carve each one out Ali: I can tell he loves you Ali: do you love him Ronnie: hes that fucking soft Ali: you do Ali: alright, that's something Ronnie: fuck you youve known him all your life and you dont Ronnie: theres no telling me how I feel Ali: I don't know him or I don't love him? Ronnie: have it both ways Ronnie: he tells it either way Ali: I probably don't know him now Ali: I'll allow that Ali: that's how he wants it so you don't have to defend him like I'm saying I do Ali: or that I'll force it, when he's been so clear Ronnie: hes the last person I can be arsed to defend Ronnie: but no shit he gets everything he wants Ali: What were you after Ali: we disown him Ali: or strongarm him into rehab and therapy Ronnie: yeah Ive got everything crossed for sobriety Ronnie: fucks sake Ali: disowning then, he's done it to us Ali: it won't happen the other way 'round, sorry to say Ronnie: give him your fucking sorry Ronnie: he was the one begging me to ruin it all Ali: close enough that he should still be happy Ali: I'm not sorry for him Ali: I already said, he shouldn't have used you like that Ronnie: thats what happens theres no fucking 💘 and 🥀 Ali: no one deserves that Ronnie: I am no one Ali: You aren't Ali: don't have to be Ronnie: people like their junkies part time or useful or repentant Ronnie: fuck that Ali: that's not your whole gig Ronnie: you don't know shit Ronnie: youre not under my skin or in my head Ali: I know enough to know that's bullshit Ali: if anyone was just their addictions and vices, you wouldn't need them Ronnie: yeah youre the smart one Ronnie: he told me Ali: He's the one at the fancy arts school Ali: how does he reconcile that with being the junkie one Ronnie: youre 16 theres no uni thatd take you yet Ronnie: happy birthday for whenever the fuck it was Ali: Thanks Ali: about a month ago Ali: extend the invite next time Ronnie: dont Ronnie: I wont show Ali: you haven't heard how great my parties are yet Ronnie: I aint a childrens entertainer Ali: be cool if you were Ali: have a heart attack when you showed up Ronnie: next time I need a few quid ill try and remember Ronnie: make you proud of me Ali: probably leave that to Joe, and your friends and fam Ali: but I know how to make balloon animals so hmu Ronnie: course you do Ronnie: youre the target market for hippy crack Ali: awh Ali: how true Ronnie: no shit Ronnie: how long you been in the youngest ones adhd meds Ali: not really my thing Ali: need to calm my brain, not stimulate it harder Ronnie: 💔 Ali: how'd you know about that Ali: doesn't seem like the sort of pillowtalk he'd be about Ronnie: i was in care i know what an kid with adhd looks like Ronnie: and theyve tried to diagnose me as everything but a west little bastard Ali: he's shit scared right now Ronnie: be fucked if he werent Ali: yeah Ali: he doesn't really know Joe Ali: was like 4 when he went to Uni so Ali: proper boogeyman shit Ronnie: mckenna will love that Ronnie: real boner for the misery Ali: someone should get something out of it Ali: he can pay for his therapy later Ali: more meds, whatever Ronnie: ill tell him to put in his will Ali: try not to die Ronnie: itd be the ultimate misery boner Ronnie: why should he stop getting what he wants now Ali: yeah, you do love him Ali: but hate him too Ronnie: 💘🥀 Ali: Is he worth it? Ronnie: youre describing freckles and the princess you know that yeah Ronnie: me and her dont share every dysfunction Ali: Nah, they don't hate each other Ali: loads of other stuff, people Ali: very them vs everyone Ronnie: she hates that she needs him Ronnie: that he makes her soft Ronnie: close enough Ali: You reckon? Ali: Hmm Ronnie: first rule of tortured kids club Ali: it's why she loves him too Ali: you'd understand if her sister had been there Ali: she's got no one to make her soft, I tried but Ronnie: gutted she werent there then Ali: you wouldn't like her any more than she'd like you Ali: it'd be fitting, but no fun Ronnie: thats the fun Ronnie: I hate you all Ali: I see the appeal Ronnie: have a go Ronnie: hate me Ali: I see your appeal Ali: why would I hate you? Ali: Fraze does and he's having the least fun of all Ronnie: you see what you fucking wanna Ronnie: youd have to know me to know if I had any appeal Ali: Then I'm a spoilt hippy brat, as you like it Ali: you'd have to do worse for me to hate you Ali: not my MO Ronnie: not wasting another flight on it Ronnie: kill your own ma Ali: then I'm good for it Ali: sorry again Ali: you did what you set out to do, making me 💔 wasn't part of it Ronnie: stop fucking apologising Ali: it offends you? Ronnie: I did what mckenna cant do for his fucking self being a useless pussy from cradle to grave Ronnie: he is under my skin and in my veins like it or not Ali: yeah, and my apology is worth a damn when you've got problems that big Ali: alright, I won't say it no more Ronnie: if it was for me Id have done it at 10 14 fucking 18 even Ali: 'course, you got fucked over at birth Ali: no other straws needed Ali: his is more of a slowburn of bullshit Ronnie: yeah Ali: I don't know what he's told you, or how much you care about it Ali: but they've always been like it, Fraze too Ali: we have no idea and they went through so much more Ali: but Joe's only got 5 on me, so that says all you really need to know Ronnie: thats lads for you Ronnie: cant handle any pain unless they glorify it Ali: or co-opt it Ali: if you don't wanna be like them, tell him to get his own Ronnie: Im not like them thats why he likes me Ronnie: it aint my winning smile Ronnie: helps that I look like you and your ma course hes that sick Ali: He's hated them both ever since Bea came around, then when we moved her, like it was for her Ali: he's spoilt, like you said Ali: but I really think he is sick, too Ronnie: no shit Ronnie: were both sick Ali: yeah Ali: maybe you'll wanna get help someday Ronnie: for what Ronnie: theres no happy ever after here Ali: to not be sick Ronnie: nice try little girl Ronnie: not gonna get cured Ali: yeah, well has to seem better than sick Ali: that's a big ask Ali: I can't imagine not getting to do the drugs I do, and that's everyone Ronnie: it's like being in a relationship yeah sometimes it makes you feel good sometimes it dont Ronnie: cant fix shit though Ronnie: the rots too deep and its already set in Ronnie: long before I took a hit Ali: That's medication for you Ronnie: thats pain for you Ali: Yeah Ronnie: if I cant cut it out Ill cut her out of me Ronnie: her face outta mine Ali: It's DNA Ali: everything and nothing Ronnie: if she's in my blood ill spill it all Ronnie: theres fuck all point keeping it on the inside Ali: It's a waste of you Ali: the you that ain't her Ronnie: I am the waste Ronnie: ive had enough kids scraped out of me it aint hard Ali: She believed in the happily ever after you don't Ali: more fool her Ronnie: she got it Ali: she wanted it with you Ronnie: bullshit Ali: She did, she loved your biological dad, basically as many years as she'd been about Ali: she didn't just not get an abortion because she was scared Ronnie: she wanted it with him then Ronnie: I was along for the ride til I got dumped out Ronnie: if she wanted me id fucking be there Ali: she could've tried Ali: yeah Ali: you would've got taken away though Ronnie: so what Ali: just that, she wasn't allowed to keep you, she was a 14 year old with no parent, they'd have separated you and put you into different care homes Ali: happened to her friend Ronnie: I was a 14 year old with no parents either Ronnie: and a 4 year old Ronnie: 4 months Ronnie: however the fuck far back you wanna go Ronnie: I still found ways to get shit that I wanted Ali: Yeah, I know Ali: you had enough to eat and a bed with a roof over your head Ali: you wouldn't have if you'd had her, if that was even possible, somehow Ronnie: no I fucking didnt Ronnie: not always Ali: if you were in a home Ali: more than a squat where no fucker pays the bills or gets groceries over smack, you know the situation Ronnie: I know it helps her sleep at night Ronnie: this story Ali: you don't have to add it to your narrative if it fucks with your peace Ali: ask Joe Ali: if he reckons he remembers everything back in Liverpool, he'll remember Ronnie: I dont need to ask him cos his story is that she blinked and her life was so fucking sorted that she pushed a shit ton more kids out Ronnie: where the fuck was I Ronnie: nowhere Ronnie: youre my fucking replacement is why Ali: she could've got you when she got Bea and Ro Ali: I don't know how old you were then, 13? Ali: they might've said she was sorted enough, maybe Ali: it was more, this girl has been abused and you're a friend she trusts who is willing to foster her so let's shove her at you and get her out, it wasn't happy families Ronnie: no need when theres already loads of shiny white kids to mother and 2 less shiny to play saviour too Ali: I could ask Ali: I was a toddler, and it wasn't my bedtime story too, believe it or nah Ronnie: luck of the irish Ali: I'll take 50% Ronnie: her sob story is as fucking useless to me as mckennas misery boners are Ali: 💔 Ali: very convincing performance in that case Ronnie: fuck you Ali: why Ronnie: if you have to ask youre not listening Ali: I meant the part where you necked on with him Ronnie: why not Ali: 'cos his boners are a letdown, obvs Ronnie: I dont need him to make me feel good Ronnie: and he fucking wishes he could do as good of a job as the shit that does Ali: thank God Ronnie: he wanted the shock factor thats me baby Ali: assumed that was his intention Ali: he stopped showing up as himself ages ago though, that was, not more shocking but impactful, let's say Ali: if he wasn't so obviously out of it, he might've known that we knew Ronnie: he wanted to stop showing up full stop Ronnie: til he gets shipped back in a ⚰ Ronnie: and reckoned thatd be the final nail for you all us fucking Ali: and us younger ones are dramatic, hilarious Ali: who doesn't want to get away from home? Ali: Tommy has been since he was 11, Bea went to Cambridge, Ro will too, Fraze only didn't because Bea told him he wasn't allowed to follow her Ali: I'm planning on Singapore, myself Ronnie: hes too pussy to handle being away from me Ronnie: or what I get like when he isnt in my fucking face Ronnie: that bit wasnt about you lot as much like Ali: it's how it goes Ali: that's why people get knocked up, get married, get fabulous careers, so you can have an excuse for why you can't make this weekend, will try to pop in for this event but end up just sending a card Ali: it's weird it's you, of course, you're both sick, duh, but look at it objectively Ali: it's your version of 2.4 kids and a dog Ronnie: he dont want me to slit my own throat or anyone elses but his more fool him Ronnie: cant knock me up or marry me thank christ Ronnie: I like that the dog is smack thats well poetic Ali: I'll have a go at writing it Ali: if you want a null and void illegal wedding too, I'll write those vows and all Ronnie: ill stick it in a song if you want better than happy birthday Ronnie: fuck that i belong to no one Ronnie: theres loads more fun illegal shit to do Ali: you write songs too? Ali: just don't let Joe play cello on it Ali: if depression had a 🎵 Ronnie: id lose money if i begged with him Ronnie: fucking hell Ronnie: looks pathetic enough but thats all Ali: very child actor vibes, or rockstar's kid Ali: you had it all and you pissed it all the wall Ali: not here's a couple of quid for a warm cup of coffee and a sarnie, no Ronnie: i can see his face hearing that Ronnie: id have to take a brick to it Ali: yeah, he probably hates me Ali: not as much as Fraze, didn't have the toddler clout to make us move to Dublin, bit rude Ronnie: you're in his way Ali: of what Ronnie: 💉 Ali: that's his hangup Ali: like I said, no one is forcing him to do shit here Ali: guilt's part and parcel of 💚 and 💉 ain't it Ronnie: youre not telling me shit I dont know Ronnie: hes the one shitting himself hes gonna get chucked in rehab Ronnie: nobodys coming to take me nowhere Ali: I get it Ali: she's shit at turning up Ali: tell her to work on it Ronnie: do what you want Ronnie: far as sisterly advice what ive got is dont ask me for a shot unless youre after a habit Ali: lecturing ain't my gig rn, she loves a bit of it so honestly no need when her 🧠 will be full of the 💔 Ali: cheers, I'll stick to the just saying no of it all Ronnie: get the money up front when you are gigging Ronnie: and take care of the kid when you aint Ali: I will, I do Ali: he's got a few years to grow before I'm going anywhere Ronnie: yeah Ali: and my wife might stay and they're best friends Ronnie: she was the one trying to rival us for most high Ali: ✌💚💉 Ali: it was a party before you walked in Ali: which I'm aware was very much the idea Ali: can I give you a tattoo I'm good Ronnie: go ahead Ronnie: not gonna be here long like Ali: where do you wanna meet, my rig is way portable Ronnie: [a place nearby wherever they are cos god knows but I doubt Joe wants to see Ali and she aint gonna tell him that's where she's going LOL] Ali: 👍 Ali: about 25 on my 🚲 Ronnie: reckon i can stay alive til then

sorry if this is too personal -- are you on hiatus from DV because you're bored of it or because of something else (don't need to specify if it's personal)? you were the one who got me hyped up for DV so if it's because you're bored as well... then RIP

Hey friend! No worries at all. (Is the internet not for oversharing and being too personal?) Kind of a mix of both to be honest. The “something else” part is that I had a really shitty job IRL that sucked all the life out of me, and then got a new job that I am really enjoying and have been doing other things with my life / playing other games that are more interesting to me (any of yall gonna play fallout 76? hmu).....

The “bored of it” part isn’t just strict boredom, again it’s kind of a mix of reasons. I still love a lot about Dappervolk but I think there are a lot of fair criticisms about it. I’m definitely... not the only one who’s grown a little distant from it. I guess I wish there was more interaction besides “click 1000 and read through this story”--for example, I just finished Visindy’s first part of the Silvie’s Mine storyline (yeah, yeah, that’s how far behind I am). There was a part in the story where it said something like “you look around and the cave is shining with crystals all around” (or something like that) and I thought, damn, how cool would it have been if there was an image that popped up, even if it were in the painterly style/not super detailed, that gave us an idea of what we could be picturing and what this cave looks like? Idk, I guess maybe some others would disagree and would rather picture it on their own? But for me I would love more visuals and things like that.

But I just don’t feel as engaged with the story and characters as I would have liked to and a lot of it does seem a bit grindy, and I’m not sure if I feel like it’s worth it to spend all the time grinding, because I don’t really know what I’m grinding for. Maybe once the premium shop comes into effect and there are big ticket items, but otherwise idk. And not to say that I dislike grinding, I’m fine with grinding, as long as it’s enjoyable.... but after you’ve created 500 “1 nip for 1 nip” trades it gets a lil bit tiring. Also in games, I like exploring, finding new things and locations, etc. It would be cool if there were new secret locations on the map that we could unlock by doing or completing certain things that weren’t part of the main storyline. I think I would be much more into the game if housing/guilds were around, so that’s one thing I can think of for official launch that I could get really into. Especially if I could interact with other players in real time. Don’t get me started about the issues with Adventuring. I hope to see a big improvement by the time official launch comes around, and I’m certain the staff will do so.

Also with the whole “datamining” accusations I just got so tired lmao. I felt like some folks were not-so-subtly hinting that I was an asshole for gathering info/spoilers or finding a cool thing and posting excitedly about it to keep the hype going (”we wanted this to be a surprise but SOME PEOPLE had to go ruin the fun for everyone” or acting like grabbing a image URL from a page was equivalent to hacking into the site) and tbh I got a lil bitter because of it. Not saying that I wasn’t in the wrong, I followed the rules afterwards and apologized, it was my bad, and I understand that the staff was upset and not everyone wanted to see easter eggs/spoilers. I’ve just never been on a site that had a rule against it before, or be so strict about it what is and isn’t “datamining”. So I kinda stopped working on spreadsheets and such because the energy and passion wasn’t there anymore (a super lame thing to say about spreadsheets, yeah, that’s my life).

Anyway, I’m sorry that you’re also feeling bored/detached from the site (that’s what I think you’re saying). And sorry that I can’t give you any reason or motivation to get back into it. :C Maybe after full launch things will be better? God I hope I’m more invested seeing as I invested hundreds of dollars into the site..... /sweatdrop I don’t have any plans for any more spreadsheets or polls, or to edit/finish any of the current ones I have out there, but maybe in the future I will. Also sorry this got so long, you sent me an ask right at the time I was looking into getting back into the site to finish out the story for beta (although I’m stuck at a part I literally can’t beat in time for the end of beta, so fuck me I guess) and reminiscing about things that have happened the past few months. If you want to discuss anything, feel free to hit me up again on here or on Discord. I guess this is kinda drama-y, sorry if this starts anything. I’m really not trying to start anything; I can honestly say I don’t care enough to do so.