it's not a want but a NEED for tommy and buck to be the softest loveliest relationship ever, it is IMPORTANT

I swear, but if I ever get the chance to attend The Eras Tour and hear Seven with thousands of other people, I'll probably cry my eyes out

people are always like "lol living in iowa,idaho,Montana must be so weird" but we NEVER bring up how fucking embarrassing it is to be from vermont

gang i don't know what to do with myself i need more than 2 more bad batch episodes . c'mere and yap about anything bad batch / clone / etc etc related i need to feel alive

How was the movie?

I LOVE SPIDER-MAN

I LOVE BEING A SPIDER-MAN FAN

I LOVE BEING REWARDED FOR BEING A SPIDER-MAN FAN

impromptu group project? man, they weren't kidding about dead friend forever being a horror, huh

hm. you know... since i no longer hate my art... i Could transfer this blog to my main. i could shimmy right over there! it would make many things easier!

I think some people genuinely don't grasp the concept of "sensory issues" when it comes to things like food.

A food sensory issue is not "I don't want to eat that because it isn't my preferred flavor"

A food sensory issue is "something about the taste/texture/smell of this is incompatible with my brain and it makes me gag and if you try to force that into me I will choke on it and/or throw up"

A food sensory issue is "something set me off and now I can't eat for hours because I feel sick to my stomach and there isn't a way to fix that especially if the sensory trigger is lingering like a smell"

A food sensory issue is "you might as well have asked me to eat a bowl full of rocks because this is about as edible to me, no matter how much I wish that weren't the case"

A food sensory issue is "I haven't eaten anything decent in 3 days because I haven't had a chance to go to the store and I don't have anything left I'm physically capable of eating"

A food sensory issue is "I'm super fucking hungry but I took one bite and no matter how hard I tried to eat it I automatically gagged it back out because my body completely rejects it because of the taste/texture/smell"

A food sensory issue is "struggling to maintain a passable diet so you don't have a bunch of deficiencies because what you can eat is restricted"

Quite frankly, food sensory issues should really be treated similarly to food allergies in that you cannot safely try to trick or force a person to eat them.

Can someone explain what the narrative stakes are even supposed to be anymore in jjk. All the characters are essentially guaranteed to die, the current cast is comprised almost entirely of characters who showed up 2/3rds into the story and we're supposed to care about them for some reason, and I do not even know what the threat is supposed to be anymore. The apocalypse? Destruction of an amorphous innocent society? Like has ANYTHING been shown of "here's the regular world that apparently needs to be saved" or are we just supposed to assume "this society is just Real Life+, so you're REQUIRED to care if some guy threatens to kill all humanity, because one of those humanities may be... a child" or something. Can you spare two seconds to show anything other than some magic randos fighting, or is it just a superhero story all the time now, minus the fun. Remember when yuuji had friends.

which 1d member do you think is the strongest solo artist?

niall for sure 100%. i'd say zayn's up there as well but he's not playing by the rules everyone else of his caliber is (i.e. extensive promo cycles leading up to and following releases & massive tours). to me, niall is the one who knows Who He IS as an artist and he's shown consistent growth in that artistry. i think harry's heart lies in that 70's rock sound (much like niall) but he hasn't been able to fully solidify that in his own music. it's definitely there but i feel like he's trying so hard to appease everyone around him and that's kept him from really sticking to who he is.

louis... well we know a good chunk of walls was for the fans and louis trying to ease the fans into what he really wants to do, which is more in line with fitf. and as great as that album is, i think louis still wants to go more indie and more punk—either that, or the fanbase needs more time to come to terms with the kind of music he wants to make. perhaps both. she is beauty we are world class is SUCH a good song and a lot more in line with what i think louis wants to do moving forward but most fans (that i've seen) don't like it much :/ liam's had such bad luck i dont even wanna talk abt it but i hope there's more music in his future.

niall knows what he wants his songs to sound like and his music so far has very much stuck to a baseline that's gotten more and more mature with time. there's nothing... jarring about his discography. (going from hs1 and fl to hsh is a Trip to say the least. same with going from walls to fitf.) there's longevity in niall's career. he's not necessarily trying to be the Biggest name out there and that's fine because he has never once put out a bad song, sonically or lyrically <3

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oh nooo that's quite a bummer :( but i'm very glad that i helped brightening up your day :") tbh your writing brightens up my day too (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

AND WAIT I'VE BEEN ACTUALLY QUITE THINKING ABOUT WHETHER ZOMBIE MOB HAS FOUGHT OFF A ZOMBIE WHEN I ASKED IF HE HAS EVER BITTEN SOMEONE and since you brought it up, well, would be okay to ask about the details of how it went 👁️👁️ (also him fighting off a fellow zombie to protect tome got me sobbing)

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aww im glad my silly little words brighten ur day!! ur so sweet :]

and yes, it went horribly <3! tome prolly wasn't paying attention as closely as she should've been and got herself surrounded by a crowd. to be clear, that's not Always dangerous, since zombies arent like,, after ur brains in this constantly. but these zombies did look quite hungry, and human or not, she looked like a good meal,,

she had wandered off a bit from mob n ritsu, but mob heard the commotion first. tome has a big fucking baseball bat in this au that she likes to swing around, but a baseball bat can only get u so far in terms of self defense. she thins the horde but there's simply too many of them

mob lets exactly One zombie grab her and yank her toward them before he goes ballistic

watching zombies fight is a lot closer to watching wild animals fight than anything else, and it gets quite horrid sometimes. since their bites aren't rly "dangerous" to each other beyond the typical Oh No a Chunk of Flesh is Gone (not even painful for them, since their nerves r.. less than functional), the fight is a lot more close up and gruesome than a fight against a zombie and a human would be. humans usually back away from zombies immediately and try not to touch them at all in fear of getting bitten; zombies don't need to care abt that

most of the horde realizes that this meal isn't going to be easy and they wander off, but a few more hungry, more desperate ones try to rip into mob's throat at the first sign of defiance. it's not exactly a fair fight; it's like 1 against 4, so he's sorta bound to lose

thankfully ritsu shows up and shoots two of them down (he's Terrified of shooting mob by accident, but either way he'll probably die, so) and tome gets the last one with a good swing to the head. ritsu rushes to mob and is horrified by the amount of blood dripping from his neck and his arm; tome is equally as shocked, but she's mostly thinking, "ive Never seen a zombie defend a human before"

mob's neck is thankfully mostly just scraped up and clawed, but there Is some gruesome punctures where canines sank in and tugged. it's a lot worse along his arm that's bitten and gouged beyond belief. he loses a lot of blood here, but the whole nerves-no-longer-work thing is a blessing in disguise atm; he'd be in a lot of pain otherwise. while ritsu and tome are patching him up w shaky hands he simply glares beyond their shoulders like he thinks he's still in danger, even when they tighten the bandages. it's like he barely notices what they’re doing

his strangely alert behavior makes them think abt the possibility that maybe mob Knows he could've easily been shredded apart there, and he's a little scared and worked up abt it. the only reason he managed to fight as long as he did without dying is prolly bc the other zombies weren't as well-fed as mob—they were kinda weak and shaky from days of no food, but mob has humans taking care of him and keeping him fed 24/7

they're all shaken up by it pretty good.. tome is still reeling from the fact that mob defended her so valiantly, and ritsu is quietly horrified by the idea of another zombie killing mob instead of a human. he doesn't know which is worse

hi river, quick question, do u use hq mod?

no i don't! but i do use gshade, softerhaze's milk thistle world lighting overhaul, northern siberia winds' in-game lighting, simp's graphics overhaul (the ultimate quality one, and i've made some personal changes too i think), and i think i also use amoebae's shadows for days. sometimes i upscale photos with srwe. my graphics settings in the game are also set as high as they can be.

gshade does a lot to make my game look better tho... like here are some before and after pics:

tagged by @leedonghunnie to post my top 5 comfort films & tv shows (thank youuu!!!! also loooove your new url !)

So.. to some, my film list may appear a bit odd, but that's because it is. Films:

Catwoman (2004)

Halloween (1978)

Pearl (2022)

Terrifier 2 (2022)

A Very Merry Mix Up (2013) Honorable mentions: Legally Blonde, The Ring, The Dressmaker, Misery

TV Shows:

Golden Girls

Charmed (the original series)

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Desperate Housewives

Ugly Betty Honorable mentions: Extraordinary Attorney Woo (I haven't even finished yet but I know I'll be revisiting it once I'm done), Jersey Shore, Sailor Moon Tagging: @sapphicshawol @sonsband @sanstropfremir @kafffeesatz

@taengoo @wonhos-fabuloso @wonhostiddymilk @bibivengeancedotmp3

@pinkhyojin @shiningwonho @possession1981 @floweruna

I know I literally just finished my grief of stones reread but what if I need it again right now immediately???

I'm gonna go watch snk and pick up Flannery O'Connor's short stories BC I've been listening to Sufjan's seven swans on repeat all day. Apparently I only like sad people art

(+ mandatory HOTE reread and ATFOTS read BC Victoria Goddard is going to be in the city next month, but like even THAT is sometimes sad. Really feeling fitzroy's grief rn)

penis envy is when I'm on km 18 of a 21km race and I desperately need to pee. and I see a guy casually stepping off the road and just pissing into a bush and twenty seconds later he's caught up with me again... wish I could do that fr