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hidingoutbackstage · 9 months

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you can always redeem a blond character by giving them dark roots. i know this in my heart

#sid rants

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dextine · 4 months

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What is going onnnnn

#sid rants #ever after high #i genuinely don’t THINK it’s ai generated #be it the lyrics or the voices or the music #(destiny was really pushing it though)#because in the end their market is young girls who don’t need AMAZING music or complicated lyrics to enjoy it #but it still just sounds SO bad

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brokendreamsandpyramidschemes · 1 month

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The three healthy relationships to help you thrive, as part of conventional wisdom:

Food.

Family (Biological).

Faith.

As someone with a bad relationship with all three, I shouldn't exist, as per conventional wisdom, every moment of mine should be living agony.

And it was, for the majority of my life, it was unsatiable, unnerving, non-stop agony. But now, I've accepted that I'm a bad son, a bad brother, a bad friend, a bad follower, a bad consumer and a bad soul to myself. And after all that I don't know why it still hurts.

I have my father's anger and my mother's festering silence. I carry these wounds that people I love make and lick them over and over, not once allowing them to heal fully. And now, all I see, all that remains, all that shows is this portrait of scars from wounds that never healed.

People say if you sit with your anger long enough, it tells you its real name is grief, and if you sit with it a little longer, it mentions its real name is love. But who do you give love to if it's rejected? How do you learn to love if all your family does is withhold receiving your love because it wasn't their ideas that created it.

How desperate it feels to give this love, as it turns to rot inside me. And that is where this hellsite comes in. This is where I put my love. Into my mutuals, who have the humger for it. I feed them love because I don't remember ever having had my fill of it.

And so, I leave you to it, to the whims of this site. To the love that we all give because somehow on this hellsite, we get a taste of it back. Someone somewhere sends a little ask saying "<3" and nothing more and I taste love like blood in my mouth, like my gums that have bled. I taste the love like it was always inside me. And maybe that's why I can never leave this hellsite. Maybe that's why I'll cling to the rotting carcass of whatever techgiants do to this. For with that tate of love, this will always be my home.

#calling home #being sick #but not in the form of physically sick that we normally get #i have this anger and it is really grief #i have this grief which is really love #and love I give to my mutuals #i love my mutuals #i love you all #i love you #sid talks #sid rants #death is my escape #tagtalk

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cumdumpsid · 25 days

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Cumming with a cock in my mouth, moaning around a dick while looking up and making desperate eye contact, trying so hard to keep sucking but unable to stop my crying and whimpering

#sid rants #bf posting

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im-mr-loverman · 3 months

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i always wanted to study something about art at uni, but after that i also wanted to go to med school. And i kinda forgot that dream because if being a director or an actress works for me im not sure i would be able to study. And now by watching house md i remembered why i wanted that in the first place. I wanted to learn how the human body works and how different sickness affects it. So now im left feeling like the people who wanted to become nurses in hs/middle school after watching grays anatomy

#sid rants #All you heard was yap yap yap yap yap probably #house md

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hidingoutbackstage · 2 months

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