I had a job interview yesterday (virtual) and the interviewer was so incredibly unpleasant that I was literally looking at the clock wondering how soon I could wrap that thing up. I don’t think she’s a bad person and she probably is really good at her job, but I would never ever want to work for her. I was irradiated by her bad vibes and also she said a lot of stuff indicating that the work environment was terrible.
And. Like. I just fucking hate when interviewers mock you for being polite and presenting things in a positive light. I can be a blunt, cocky, negative bitch, but who the fuck shows up like that to a job interview? I’ve only had two interviewers do that to me, luckily, but it annoys me so much.
Unnecessary melodrama, somehow equating hurtful bullshit to mean someone cares. Too many are used to and craving that. Real doesn't appreciate showing up or tuning into false or strategically unsound. It waits within the moment of truth, which is often deafening silence.
In the peace found following strewn pieces left in the wake of unseen battles; amidst piles of rotting and desecrated trust, alongside bludgeoned and bloodied betrayals of massacred truth and ideal; epiphany found. Obvious and lacking, the overplayed and anticlimactic knowledge of 'What in the literal, actual...? Who cares? I do.'
Don't go with it - flow with it and navigate your way.
I keep having such vivid dreams of falling in love with men I don’t know but in my dream I have known for years and then I wake up a little heartbroken and upset that they don’t even EXIST