anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol
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i miss my chemical romance and i want porn bots to stop following me
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happy (early?) birthday u legend <3 hope you get a wildass party
also holy shit i can't believe you're less than a year older than me??
thank u bb :* it’s actually december 17th!! which is a saturday so at least i’ll be getting weekend pay🙄🙄 no wild parties here (i have no friends lmao) but i WAS hoping to at least get drunk alone in my room w my cat after work but APPARENTLY im scheduled to work the 18th too -_-…
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damn they got me workin on my bday this year bro………like idgaf abt my bday as it is but like the audacity to have me WORK FOR OTHERS on a day that’s supposed to be abt celebrating ME….?? absolutely SICK i just know my mama rollin in her grave rn knowing that the life she bore to her eldest born only daughter has been reduced to that of a lowly pawn in corporate’s game…….im literally nothing but a slave to capitalism i exist for the sole purpose of being exploited n abused by management and the public
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