i hate living with the constant push-and-pull of wanting love but yet pushing everyone away because i think everyone who tries to get close to me will abandon me.
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hey. do you remember when we were six, and you walked me to the nurse's office when i fell and skinned my knee? do you remember when we were twenty-three, and i called you paramedics because you overdosed on xanax?
do you remember when we were four, and you held my hand at the ballpark when i was afraid we'd get split up? do you remember when we were eighteen and i left home and never came back?
do you remember when we were eleven, and i beat you at that car racing game that you liked so much for the first time ever, and you were devastated?
hey. do you remember when i was twenty-five, and i got the call from mom?
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"Hey can I ask you something important"
Heart stops as I think of every irrational thought that can run through my head
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The video of the reporter seriously asking Eden if she thinks that her presence is putting the other contestants in danger... While she has to be escorted by armed forces past legions of "Pro-Palestinians" who want to hurt her just because of where she is from... While she is sitting beside a contestant who has draped a flag over his head because he can't even stand looking at her... While in non-Jewish spaces people from ages 10-40 are vilifying her as the epitomy of all evil when she is just a 20 year old girl wanting to partake in a fucking singing competition. This poor woman is out there facing the worst of humanity and has to sit there and maintain her composure as other contestants have to publicly apologize for even giving her a high five. This dehumanization has gone too far, I'm so scared that it's too late for us. I can't even begin to imagine how Eden is feeling right now, how scared she must feel yet she has remained so brave in the face of it all. I pray that these people will not hurt her and that someday they will see how heinous and bigoted their behaviour has been.
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