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foxlungz · 2 days

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Why would anyone want me in their lives I’m a fucking mess and all I do is hurt people and fuck things up so I don’t blame them when they leave bc I would leave myself in a heartbeat if I fucking could

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted

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ikamigami · 2 days

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Sometimes it still hurts..

Not because "oh no, I'm wrong" or something like that..

But because Miku in "Sun has a child" episode was probably reffering to me..

And it hurts because VAs don't even know me..

I can't be 100% sure but I think that it's all because of these stupid lies about me that certain people were probably spreading..

If they lied once and others believed them.. they could lie also on Discord and there others would also believe them.. VAs as well..

And that's why it hurts.. because now people think that I was harassing others and VAs about Sun being suicidal or that I tried to force this into the show.. and it's all because of lies..

I wish I never joined Discord server for shows.. or at least that I never returned there..

If I was only writing things on my blog then even if people would get mad it wouldn't matter that much cause it's my blog..

But on Discord.. no one cared that the same people who lied about me were bullying me there.. because mods are friends with them or something..

It's just..

Maybe it also hurts cause I also struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts and ideation.. so it hurts that people think that I wanted Sun to suffer to just be right or to prove others wrong.. like if it didn't matter to me at all..

I let myself cry about it.. maybe it'll let me feel better if I just won't bottle it in..

I still feel awful sometimes.. but I don't want to feel bad about something that I didn't do.. for something that I didn't cause.. because it wasn't my fault..

But no matter how many times I'll say this.. others won't stop believing in those lies..

Or maybe in the twisted truth.. cause I'm sure that they just took some of the things I said and twisted it to paint me in the bad light..

I wish it wasn't like that.. but there's nothing I can do about it..

All I'll say is.. thank to all of you who support me and say all of these kind words 💗

And also thank you to that one anon who tried their best to defend me from these bullies and their lies.. I don't know who you are but it means a lot to me.. it means everything ^^💗🫂

#tw personal #tw vent #ikami talks #tw depression #tw suicidal thoughts #tw suicidal ideation

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cheeryknots · 18 hours

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evan is the silent stare at the wall depressed and barty is the hyperactive dancing around while shouting morbid things depressed

#evan rosier #barty crouch jr #rosekiller #tw depression #i’m not projecting you’re projecting

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rainywhispersblog · 6 months

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lilysofthevalleys · 8 months

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#self destruction #tw self h4rm #self destructor #i’m not here #self h@rm #tw depressing stuff #i wanna kms #tw depression #imma kms #the perks of being a wallflower

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themindofmine · 8 months

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I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

#mental health #mentally exhausted #tw depressing stuff #dead inside #thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depression #tw vent #tw self destruction #deep feelings #reality #tw sui ideation #emotionally exhausted #tw depressing thoughts #i cant do this #deep thoughts

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beckywiththegoodhijab · 2 years

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Dear kids: sometimes, self-care is ridiculously unsexy. It's cleaning your filthy bathroom after weeks of ignoring it. It's washing your bedsheets and vacuuming your floors. It's forcing yourself to take a shower and brush your teeth. When that temporary motivation strikes, RIDE THAT WAVE as far as you possibly can. It's the kindest thing you can do for yourself sometimes.

#self care #self-care #tw depression #cleaning #beckywiththegoodhijab

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tearsfallout · 1 month

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sorry for the inactivity again

#tw depressing thoughts #depressing life #depressing shit #self destruction #this is depressing #kinda depressing #sorry for being depressing #i wanna die #depressiv #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #tw sucidal ideation #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied

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ailurophilerebeccaexists · 3 months

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Once I learn how to stop being me it’s over for y’all

#jirai girl #bpd culture is #bpd safe #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd problems #bpd #bpd thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tw self destruction #hell is a teenage girl #tw depressing stuff #tw mental illness #tw mental health #tw depression

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foxlungz · 3 days

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I think laying face down in a river will fix me rn

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life

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harmful-tropes · 10 months

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I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.

#mentally unstable #depressing shit #tw depression #sad thoughts #child abuse #childhood trauma #vent

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nabbibutterfly · 13 days

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I wanna cry, scream, hurt myself, and die so bad, but I just don't have energy for anything anymore...

I feel so damn exhausted

#depressing life #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #tw depression #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destruction #vent #bpd #bpd mood #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd vent

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rainywhispersblog · 5 months

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