I FUCKING HATE EMOTIONS!!! I FUCKING HATE THEM! I SEE ONE THING AND NOW I HATE EVERYONE AROUND ME! I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING!! I WANT TO BEAT MYSELF UP UNTIL IM BRUISED AND BLOODY!!
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i wish impulsivity as a symptom was talked about more, especially when it ends up putting you in a bad situation afterwards that you regret.
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Everyone around me suffers from my existence.
I would be better off dead
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sorry I cried and told you I was gonna kill myself over a small thing, I have crying and wanting to kill myself over small things disorder
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me when i try to communicate with someone that my BPD will want to kill them and then myself if they leave me and they respond in an understanding manner instead of calling me toxic or insane.
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I'm sorry I'm mean
I'm sorry I snaped
I'm sorry I hated you
I'm trying to be the best I can
I'm sorry it's not working
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