oh god I got a picture of the moon you tumblr bitches are gonna LOVE

Blitzøs entire life spent being unwanted. So he adapted, and learned how to be something needed, something to be used.

Which is why I think he firmly believes he is being used by Stolas. He simply cannot fathom a different reality, one in which he is wanted for once in his life.

Horniness is not intrinsically less pure than any other human motivation

I find it really interesting that when Blitz was doing his Stolas impression, he referred to himself as ‘Blitzy’, even though Stolas hasn’t called him Blitzy since that date at Ozzie’s.

Such a good detail to show that Blitz really hasn’t been picking up on the shift in Stolas’ behaviour.

I love when Supernatural gave zero fucks about subtlety. Because what do you mean Cas was programmed into ruthlessly killing hundreds of Deans and the total of zero Sams???

It's as if the entire Heaven KNEW

Quick reminder: There is a difference between hating a female character for ‘getting in the way of your yaoi ship’ and writing a fanfic that bashes her for plot reasons even though you like/don’t hate her in general.

It would be so much easier if I could hate one of them but I can't.

Ok but let’s be serious about Blitzø’s argument in this scene real quick.

He mentions how Stolas just sprung this on him and barely gives him anytime to react, he asks for time to think. Stolas ignores that (NOT BC HES A DICK) because they have different focuses here.

Stolas wanted to have a relationship, everything that involves it. He never once mentions sex. He’s serious and expresses himself to the best of his ability. AND STILL Blitzø assumes its role play, that he’s not genuine (NOT BC HES A DICK) because before this moment he had no tangible reason to think Stolas was serious about a relationship, about him.

Stolas sees this as “I’ve fucked up so fucking bad. This can’t happen because there’s nothing meaningful to build off of. While Blitzø is out here just confused as fuck. When he thinks he finally gets it he assumes “Stolas is mad about me assuming this was a sex thing. What the fuck. Fuck this guy”

It takes Stolas being irreparably heartbroken at how Blitzø views him and how he has treated him. It takes those tears and that goodbye for it to TRULY register.

Then Blitzø immediately panics and tries to apologise, even tries to REACH OUT in order to not be pushed away. Too bad Stolas has fucking magic powers.

He ends up outside. Sad. Confused. And with the portal echoing his unfinished words back to him.

What. The. Fuck.

episode 20, season 16 of the hit amazon prime show supernatural where dean and sam and eileen are hunting a demon disturbing a scout cookie event (due to woke not girl scouts anymore ofc) at the fan fiction high school. jack buys tonnes and tonnes of cookies. like. unregulated amounts of cookies. he singlehandedly makes the fanfiction-high scouts win by a few hundred thousand. eileen gets mistaken for a scout leader, she is now a scout leader. sam tragically dies by death by leafblower (sucked) and dean accidentally falls into the empty and finds castiel in a sea of black and silence. dean pulls him out, barely, and they hug, so tightly, so so so tightly, back aching tightly. and dean doesn't let go and they press their foreheads together and castiel says dean and dean says i know. and the screen goes black and dean says me too

Has Xiran Jay Zhao always been unhinged or is this a new thing? I read Iron Widow a few years ago, liked it, and then didn’t engage on social media for a few years, then randomly thought of it again, Googled it, and then found her Twitter and it’s… A LOT. People on Reddit said it’s been going on for a while and I’m kind of disappointed. I guess if you like a book you really should just avoid the author’s Twitter.

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I only watched their videos, which were fun. Twitter makes everyone worse.

Just a thought for the night, but remember in 2016 there were all these accounts that seemed really really telling you all the ways Hillary Clinton was some kind of demon woman, just the worst, and really Trump wouldn't be worse and maybe he'd even be better?

and then it turned out they got banned for being literally Russian agents and never came back because spoiler they were?

does it feel like that all over again? just a thought.

GET YOUR BODY OUT OF SURVIVAL MODE SO YOU CAN CREATE FROM YOUR HEART

Painful parallel...

I just want queer safety and queer happiness

happy pride month

i think of this ProZD video constantly its always so fucking funny