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regulus ‘i’m afraid of emotional intimacy’ black

sirius ‘everyone wants to date me, no one wants to love me’ black

#jegulus #marauders #james potter #dead gay wizards #marauders incorrect quotes #barty #remus #sirius #moony wormtail padfoot and prongs

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“You said you were gonna grow up, then you were gonna come find me.”

taylor swift (Peter)

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regulus was at a loss of words, he didn’t have high hopes walking into this, but it was going much worse than he expected.

but james…james wasn’t just confused, he was angry and upset, “are you serious?!”

regulus’ eyes pleaded with james as he reached for his hand, “james, please, i—”

but his hands grasped air as james snatched his hands away, “we aren’t children anymore, regulus. this is more serious than you can imagine, are you really so foolish to think i’d ever agree to this?”

regulus was speechless. james never expected to see regulus again, it had been 2 years, regulus had told him that as soon as he parted ways with voldemort he’d be back and they’d figure things out together. when he never heard back from reggie, he couldn’t help but assume the worst. he moved on with the assumption that regulus had died because there was no way regulus would have lied, he vowed he would change his ways.

he never expected regulus to turn up on his doorstep begging james to join voldemort as well. it was the most ridiculous thing he’d heard in ages, “this isn’t hogwarts anymore, there are no wizards and wards protecting from your mistakes this time. i have a son to take care of! i just lost lily to the dark lord, do you have any idea what you’re asking me to do?!”

regulus’ mouth fell agape, “a son?”

but james couldn’t even fathom responding that because beneath all the anger, he was hurt, regulus’ betrayal hurt.

in the darkest points of the war, sirius had told him not to put too much trust into regulus, he warned him that regulus was a slytherin through and through, he’d do anything to achieve his goal. but slytherins were supposed to be loyal.

“you said you would change,” james said softly, “you vowed to me that you’d change and we’d figure this out. but it was all a lie.”

“james, please just listen…”

he wouldn’t listen.

“i thought that at some point, you’d grow up, regulus. i guess not.”

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they’d never argued this way before.

and james was certain he’d never been this wrong before. once he’d gotten into the heat of the moment, it was as if he couldn’t stop.

he’d brought reggie into the corridor for a quick snog, instead it ended with reg storming away, angrier than james had ever seen him.

he couldn’t even remember what started the argument but he could remember the things he’d said, how frustrated reggie became when he couldn’t get james to understand what he was trying to say and james’ incessant stubbornness hadn’t helped. the only thing james knew is that he had messed up big time.

over the next few days, regulus avoided james and noticeably so, everyone realized from barty all the way down to sirius. james’ anxiety was hitting a peak, he was terrified. it wasn’t the kind of fear he’d ever felt before but the kind only fear of losing regulus could induce.

and so when he saw reggie sitting on the empty bleacher as the rest of the team ran drills, he hesitantly approached the slytherin, sitting one bleacher above him.

regulus didn’t acknowledge him and that made him anxious.

“reg, i know you’re mad, i know i’ve already apologized and i’m not here to apologize again, i just…” he didn’t know what to say, this kind of thing was new to the cool and carefree james potter, “i need to know if you still care for me. have i really done it? do you not…” it was a risk because neither of them had ever said it, “do you not love me anymore?”

regulus could hear the inflection in his voice, james was sure of it. and for a moment, james didn’t think regulus would respond at all.

but slowly, regulus’ hand crept off his lap and was extended, only ever so slightly.

james took his hand and regulus squeezed it once. so they sat there in silence, regulus with his back to james, their hands intertwined between them.

and he didn’t let go.

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evermoreismychild · 4 days

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You hate yourself so loudly. You hate yourself at the top of your lungs. Your loathing for yourself permeates your speech. “Sorry I’m just rambling.” “Don’t worry about it.” “Just ignore me.” “Sorry if I’m annoying you.” “Sorry I don’t make sense.” “Sorry about that.” Sorry, sorry, sorry. You act as if you have to beat everyone else to the punch. As if the punching bag is you. If you hate yourself first, if you hate yourself loudest, then nobody will hurt you. You clapped your hands over your ears and shut your eyes and balled yourself up so that you’d never have to experience people’s loathing for you. And it meant you never heard their love. You drowned it out. You screamed your hatred over it. And you never got to hear it.

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evermoreismychild · 4 days

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- regulus black

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evermoreismychild · 5 days

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the prophecy by taylor swift is so harry potter coded

#taylor swift #the tortured poets department the anthology #jegulus #marauders #james potter #dead gay wizards #marauders incorrect quotes #barty #remus #sirius #moony wormtail padfoot and prongs #harry potter

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The best resolution to a missing persons case ever was that developmentally disabled person who walked off in 1986 saying he "wanted to be a cowboy in Texas", starting a twenty-one year search for him on the assumption he died somewhere in the desert or was murdered, only for everyone to discover that he had spent those decades working as a cowboy on a ranch in Texas. Missing persons investigators rarely consider that maybe they achieved their dreams

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yknow sometimes i wish i was like, and didn't mature past being 15, instead of developing a moral backbone and not supporting transphobes and isreali supporters and people who pump insane amounts of carbon emissions into this world. ah, how I envy your careless hurt to those who are watching.

this is literally an account about a bunch of fictional dead wizards???

#this is a marauders account #…#jegulus #marauders #james potter #dead gay wizards #marauders incorrect quotes #barty #remus #sirius #moony wormtail padfoot and prongs #harry potter

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evermoreismychild · 6 days

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i need good fanfics that include rosekiller, wolfstar, dorlene, marylily, etc being friends and lovers and slytherins and gryffindors and a group of teenagers all mashed up into one addicting mind satisfying ball of fluff that keeps me hooked for weeks and lingers in my mind for days on end.

thanks

#make it a series and all my problems in life would be solved #jegulus #marauders #james potter #dead gay wizards #marauders incorrect quotes #barty #remus #sirius #moony wormtail padfoot and prongs #harry potter #looking for recs #marauders recs #recs #fanfics #fanfiction

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