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kotesbigotes · 5 years
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I’m depressed as fuck
That’s all
Nothing artistic or profound
I just feel like I want to die
And I worry about my older brother
I miss him so much, but he’s not the person I grew up with
Drugs destroyed him
And I worry about my mother
And my little brother
I wish I could do more for them
I wish I could help
I wish I were less of a fucking failure
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our room in the afternoon.
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wait, there’s more & late for sun by Liis Klammer
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kotesbigotes · 5 years
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My insecurity is crippling and overwhelming
My jealousy is unhinged and unacceptable
My inability to trust the people I love is devistating and consuming
My ego is torn by self-doubt and self-loathing
My body image is disgusting and incorrigible
I cannot feel that I am good enough
I will not feel that I am attractive enough
I do not feel that I am successful enough
I constantly compare myself to others; I fixate on my shortcomings while highlighting their triumphs
I see only where I fail and they succeed
I feel constantly that my partner may decide that she would prefer someone else
Someone more attractive
More successful
Less insecure
Less jealous
More capable of loving
And being loved
Why did she like his picture
Why does she talk to him so much
Why did she close her phone when I sat down
Where is she going
Who is she with
When will she be back
Why am I not invited
Why wasn’t I included
Why didn’t you tell me about the plans
I’ve become toxic
I’ve let my insecurity turn me into a monster
I’m selfish
I’m weak
I’m nothing
And I’m driving away a woman who I know would never betray me
Who I know would never hurt me
Who has pushed me to be a more present father and a better person
Who has supported me when I had more money than I knew what to do with and when I was near broke
Who has never given me a reason to not trust her
I wish I didn’t feel that I’ll never be enough
Because if I continue to feel that
Then I never will be
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kotesbigotes · 5 years
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Deregulation will get you killed. Republican policies make your life worse.
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3x04: Green Light
“I think [Breaking Bad] is a show of contrasts, and so there are little hot spots in there when something could be completely dark or completely backlit or completely silhouette; there might be a little highlight, you know, that draws your eye to fill the frame. …I wanted to do to give it that painterly feel.” – Breaking Bad cinematographer Michael Slovis
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kotesbigotes · 6 years
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Sound up.
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kotesbigotes · 6 years
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what prision should be 4:
rapists
pedophiles
murderers
abusers
what prision shouldn’t be 4:
non-violent drug dealers
drug addicts (who need help + support, not prison time)
protesters/activists
poc who get arrested 4 doing things white people would never get arrested 4 doing
rape/incest/abuse/etc victims who kill their attackers (self defense)
homeless people who are just chilling + not doing anything illegal (like a homeless person is just sleeping + the cops arrest them 4 some dumb reason)
a lot of people, actually (ex. people who steal like a single apple bc they’re starving, people who take animals from abusive owners, squatters, undocumented immigrants with no/minor criminal records, prostitutes + sex workers, poor people, the mentally ill, etc)
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Antonio Canova (1757-1822) – Aphrodite et Adonis
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rip
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kotesbigotes · 6 years
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Ion trust nobody. Not a single soul. Family, friends, SO, none ah dat
Everybody lies if it fits their agenda.
I see people in long term relationships gettin down on the side every day.
I see homies fuck their friends ex with no regard
Where’s the boundary?
People gonna do what tf they want, that’s facts.
And if they can have their cake and eat it too, so to speak, you goddamn bet they will
Fuck ur ex then dap u up
Suck a dick then come kiss u
Hahahahahelllllllll nawwwwwww
Fuck a small circle it’s you vs everybody
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