somewhere along the way (of rotting in my bed for 100 years) i forced myself to believe that everything the world finds negative or sad is actually ok ... and now you can't persuade me otherwise.

that was it... i need one more sign and i'll do it... i swear ... but this must be a real sign , something that the most rational person in the world would approve and tell me to go for it because it's meant to be. Otherwise i can't ... i can't bother anyone with my existance if it's not what the whole universe wants ... what i want doesn't matter because i'm not real. also i might want to rot for 200000 years in a cave alone. is that really what i want? no .. but my head will force me to do it anyways because everything else needs effort ...

friendly advice : people who do what they want and not what they don't want will always disappoint others. and GUESS WHAT ?! THATS PERFECTLY FINE , LET THOSE BASTARDS BE DISAPPOINTED..THAT'S LIFE BITCH. the happiest people are the ones who don't give a shit about anything

my brain is on vacation again .... if i seem lost is because my brain left me ... i really don't know what to do or how to speak at this point...i'm just playing the sims all day instead of living

I wish i didn't have a face...or a body

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I got to the point where i wake up and I'm afraid to get out of bed for 5 particular days of the month... I really don't want another pmdd episode .. and I'm sure someone or something in this fucking house will trigger one... 😰 The only solution is to stay in bed all day and avoid to interact with anyone unless it's for fun purposes.

Soufrière, St. Lucia

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Sorry I can't come into work I've been diagnosed with clinical vampirism

I find it extremely rude and insulting to be asked a certain questions...for example 'how old i am' , 'why i am so quiet' and 'what do i do for a living' . Gods have no age , they can't always communicate with human beings because they are a completely different species and they are certainly not an active member of a man made world (society). Although I've tried to be all of that because i live in this society i always end up failing or stop trying and start thinking like a god again...like someone who doesn't want to have human duties.... And I'm not feeling bad for others anymore... I only feel bad for myself and the discomfort i sometimes experience when I'm surrounded by irritating people or when I'm not able to do things cause they require money. I don't care about anything else. Anyways, i keep a positive attitude... Things will come to me because i attract them 😌🙏🏻🩷✨

why am i even talking to someone i find unattractive and cringe AND NOT with the ones i like?????????? I MANIFEST A HOT AND COOL PERSON IN MY DM'S IMMEDIATELY (preferably someone who cares about a spiritual connection more than a physical one) ( i know they don't exist but it's ok as long as they are the ones i got in mind) ! 🙏😳✨🪄🔮

Vampire nails by akinotsume on instagram.