you aren’t starving.
starving is when ur body no longer has fat to feed off of, so your body eats away at your heart & organs.
u have enough fat to feed you for months. u are not starving.
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sometimes i really feel like giving up and eating what i like- then i remember how happy i get when the numbers go down, how it feels to have my ribs sticking out, my collarbones, my stomach being flat. is the taste of food really worth it?
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“if you can’t do it for you do it for him”
i need to be thin enough for him to pick me up
i need to be thin enough for him to love me
i need to be thin enough for him to want me
i need to be thin enough for him to notice me
i need to starve for him
i need to thin for him
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forever wishing to be diagnosed with a terminal illness so that i am forced to be skinny
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I'm not lovable. I never was. I'm too much yet not enough. I wish I could simply dissappear.
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y'all wouldn't be disappointed in me if i let myself eat at my friends cookout right? i refused last time and his mom made extra food specifically for me and i felt horrible, i also walk the stage tomorrow and really don't wanna faint in front of everyone but i'm scared it'll ruin my progress :/
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