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cluescorner · 26 days

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Me, going fucking through it: I am about to do something so risky for my future that it could fuck me up forever if it goes badly. It's the right thing to do but that doesn't make the consequences stop. At the same time my health is getting worse for the first time in years and I'm worried that I've finally reached the end of my time. But the anticipation is the worst part. I've got so much going for me and that's what is terrifying. I can't fuck up now, but the only options available to me are 'fuck up' or 'live with the guilt'.

Terry McGinnis: That's SO not schway. You'll get there though. Doing the right thing is always more important regardless of the consequences and I'm proud of you for making that decision. And even if you fuck up, there is always a way to make it up to yourself and the world. You'll deal with the consequences and still be here despite it all. I know from experience. The twips of the world will do what they do, it's up to the rest of us to make it better.

Me: Thank you imaginary Terry McGinnis who I invent to giving me pep talks whenever I need to think through stuff I can't tell my loved ones about. You're so right.

#Thank you so much terry mcginnis I love you terry #I've begun to default to the strategies I used when I was at my worst #aka using my comfort characters to motivate me #usually I go to a HK character but I need some childhood comfort and to me that is Terry

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wintfleur · 3 months

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thv-jk97 · 5 months

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Sharing my thoughts about the negative take from that H*BE stylist about LWA because I need to put them somewhere, so forgive me for this post. For context, the stylist said that the MV is using disabilities and those who face discrimination as inspirational material and that they’re “romanticizing disabilities”, and while I can genuinely understand what they were trying to advocate for, their take also completely ignores massive elements of the MV as a whole, whilst also making grand assumptions about the artists (Tae and IU) that they cannot possibly know.

Listen, everyone has the right to interpret any piece of content how they see it and they’re also entitled to feel how they feel and share their opinions, but it becomes problematic when they start making baseless assumptions along with the point they’re trying to make. Claiming that IU and Tae are rich cishets with no disabilities(implying that they are privileged and not discriminated against) is such a WILD assumption to make (let’s not forget that IU does actually have a hearing impairment).

I do think that there should be conversations about who should be able to tell what stories or portray what character, especially in huge projects in mainstream media, but there has to be room for flexibility. Are we going to require people to reveal everything single thing about themselves in order to prove that they can represent a specific demographic fairly? That’s a completely unreasonable expectation, and in some circumstances, it could literally be unsafe. And their assumptions do not contribute to a constructive dialogue about this topic at all.

Not only that, but their critique sort of implies that the MV equates having disabilities to being a victim, but that isn’t what I personally got from the MV. Their characters literally fight until the very end, in their blind and deaf/mute states, and are never actually shown as weak. And it’s just another assumption that the “love filter” takes away their disabilities, when in reality, IU still uses sign language even when Tae is looking at her through the camcorder – what is shown is a world where they don’t have their injuries anymore (injuries that were sustained in this dystopian world) and their lives are more than just fear and running. The concept of “love wins all” is that they made it to the very end of the world together and are ultimately taken out by the shittiness of this world that they’re living in – not by their disabilities.

The stylist also goes on to imply that the ambiguity of the MV is an issue because they end up wearing traditional hetero outfits (since when is sexuality linked to pieces of clothing?), and if it were meant to mean something to the queer community, they wouldn’t have included that. Which makes no sense because that’s the beauty of art – it’s meant to be interpreted however the viewer sees it, and so many people in the queer community did actually take comfort in the symbolism they interpreted from the MV.

To be honest, I can’t help but question the motive of their rant, because from where I’m standing, this person works for a billion dollar company that literally capitalizes on using the queer community for good sales (fanservice, etc)(mind you, this is only one of H*BE’s many offenses) so their issues with this metaphorical MV seem to be a bit selective (aka taking issue with things that don’t affect their livelihood). Also gonna add that they literally have posts supporting Zionists (who raised money specifically for the IDF), so it really seems like selective activism atp.

Tae and IU have both consistently shown that they are massive advocates of inclusivity and equality, so to be accused of exploiting minorities and their struggles is actually so upsetting. People can label it whatever they want, but IU’s decision to change the title of the song was not about “saving face”, it was showing empathy for a minority when she learned that they were bothered by the original title. And for this person to insinuate that Tae and IU are tone deaf and clueless to the strife of those who have been discriminated against is just plain disrespectful and such a projection based on their own personal interpretation and assumptions.

Anyway, sorry for this long-winded post. There’s never a day of peace and I am siiiiick of it.

#rambling thoughts #love wins all #mv discourse

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feralwetcat · 16 days

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I haven't been very sappy on main so *throws sad shit at you* (aka me thanking the fable community and cast again, cuz goddammit you guys are so neat and cool)

Fable smp was, and is probably one of my favorite things I've discovered, i clicked on one of heyhays vods one day on a whim and gods im so glad i did, the way Fable has shaped me as a person and helped me improve is honestly crazy, its how i got into doing art, how i improved, how i met most of my friends, its genuinely been an amazing journey.

For me as a person, my home has always been an odd environment, without getting into too much detail my family has lots of trauma circling around, my brother and dad especially, so the way Fable comforted me through bad days, or when my dad would burst out at me or my mum, its genuinely such a crazy thing that these little block guys have helped me through so fucking much, the way they've helped me discover who i am, to feel represented through so many characters, heck even just hyperfixating with others, its amazing

Its helped me become more confident in my own skin, able to accept my body and how fucked up it is, from the rep with disabilities to identities, seeing something like "hey i have that!" Or "i experience that!", even the small pieces, its so fuckin awesome to see such cool people that are honestly like me

To all the cast: thank you, if not for making Fable, but for representing people, for showing us how much of an outlet being creative can be, and everything in between, all of this is so crazy how cool and detailed it is, truly.

To the fandom: you all are so fuckin cool, the way i get so excited when you guys interact with my stuff, art, silly posts, or just jokes, it's just so cool to interact with y'all, I've made so many friends and i know I'll make more, especially with all the smps y'all promote, keep doin that, i love your stuff guys<3

(now for specifics that have made me feel seen ayo)

To Athena: thank you, genuinely, for making a space that i feel seen in, i feel welcome in, the rep with C!Athenas disability and still having a great time, having a fulfilling life, which I've been told so many times I can't have due to my disabilities, its so amazing, even if its sleepy stardew, lore, or anything in-between, your community and self is so inviting and comforting. Your voice has always been so comforting (like a chill pink mixed with a light coffee brown feel:]), and i genuinely can't thank you enough, if not for representing me, but for becoming a comfort streamer for me

To Ghosty: Caspian as a character was so cool to see, his story was like a good book really, one you could pull up and watch with some tea or hot coco and a blanket, one that was so interesting, I've experienced some of the issues he worked through and it felt so amazing to see, especially a trans character whos entire personality wasn't that he was trans, or a character who struggled with grief but was still happy and able to be *alright* sometimes, thank you.

To Sherb: the way you did lore, and continue to do lore, always excited me, got me feeling genuine emotions, which I've always struggled with, it made me get into storytelling, something I've always enjoyed, it made me get into telling my own stories, its been so enjoyable, and will continue to be ! Icarus as a character made me feel seen in the way that you can care for someone, trust them fully, but they can still be a good person, but the way they treat you makes you believe they're a good person, and thats really important to me. Thank you Sherbert

To Connor: gods your writing is so cool, your fics motivated me to start writing again, and Ulysses as a character as well is such an interesting character, his writing is so neat and his story again made me feel so seen in many ways, and your writing is so good

Finally, To Beck: Arisanna was and continues to be a character i resonate with, always working for someone, never for yourself, feeling alone at times even with many people, having to or feeling like you have to provide for your friends and family, i grew up feeling like i had to protect my older brother, make sure he was alright, and Ari made me feel seen in that way, thanks for that, really

Thank you everyone, for supporting me, through my art, pickup lines, or just dumb jokes

Signed, FeralWetCat (Kai)

#im so late into this lol i just wanna do a longer post on this #cuz like fable made me feel so seen:(#fable smp #fablesmp #fablesmpblr #fsmp #fsmpblr #fable smp finale #being sappy on main #<3 #took a lot of courage to post this lmao #been marinatin in my drafts lmao

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marvel-starwarsfangirl · 6 months

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"Tipping Point"- the Culmination of Crosshair's Arc in The Bad Batch Season 2

Although he had limited screen time, there is no doubt that Crosshair had a clear and concise character arc. Throughout "The Solitary Clone" and "The Outpost," there is a clear progression in his internal development that eventually leads to what we see in "Tipping Point." In "The Solitary Clone," he is still holding on to everything that makes him feel secure and useful. "The Outpost" strips that all away and forces him confront the ugly truth. The episode quite literally and metaphorically demonstrates this by having Crosshair's helmet get ripped away during the avalanche. He emerges as a new person, aka, his true self. I did not stare at Crosshair's this long to see that there was no evident change in his character.

In "The Solitary Clone" and "The Outpost," Crosshair's primary expressions were somewhere between tortured soul and internally dying. But in "Tipping Point," his expressions are more relaxed. He's at peace with himself and accepts that he's in a really bad situation.

This is Cross after Cody decided to do some deep convo soul searching time. You can practically see the pain and self-loathing dripping off of him.

Compare that to when we first see in him "Tipping Point":

Yeah, he's obviously not in a good place, but his eyes don't scream 'conflicted, tortured soul' to me. He's come a long way since "The Solitary Clone" although it wasn't without great suffering and sacrifice.

A list of everything that's happened to Cross over the course of two seasons (yes, I made a list): brainwashed, abandoned, degraded, burnt, almost drowned, temporarily blinded, frozen, poisoned, drugged, tortured

Many of his reactions in "Tipping Point" aren't because he's fighting himself. This time, it's because he's literally with the enemy. Even his tone of voice is different; Crosshair in "The Solitary Clone" is very much in his soldier mindset. There is venom in his voice at times and you can tell he's still trying to convince himself that he's in the right. With "The Outpost," Crosshair is very much ready to give up. His voice is tired since he is tired of everything. Gosh, the pain in at the end when he is begging for Mayday's life to be saved hurts. Hits you right in the feels. But in "Tipping Point," he Cross is very calm and his tone of voice reflects that. Since his internal strife is slowly being healed, his body language follows suit.

Even when Hemlock questions him about his brothers, there is no venom in his voice. When the topic is first brought up, Cross clearly isn't thrilled. But looking back at that scene, I think Crosshair's reaction is mix of both lingering resentment and trying to figure out Hemlock's motives. What do you guys think?

Hemlock "You are here because I intend to give you a clean slate. And all you have to do in exchange is tell me how to find Clone Force 99."

He's like 'I don't know what you want with them, but I know it's not good.' Also, I think he knows that Hemlock won't just let him go free if he does talk. My point is, Cross is clearly in a different mental state than he was before. He has grown and is ready to act in a way that he needs to. He's ready to do things that won't hurt his internal self. Crosshair is healing, but it does come at a cost of his own comfort. I love just how expressive he is and how much you can get from his eyes alone. Hemlock has him literally tied down, threatening to hurt him, and even then, Crosshair defies him to the very end. Pausing each frame moments before he's tortured is so painful because he's so scared of what's going to happen to him. Yet, he refuses to tell Hemlock anything. I'm so proud of him.

Another thing I wanted to mention was the music. Crosshair has two very distinct bits of music associated with him. There's those two intense beats of music that play whenever we see him for the first time (I presume you guys know what I'm talking about) and the main melody from the track 'Mayday' and 'The Good Soldier.' By the way, you hear a small portion of this melody all the way back in the ep. 15 of Season 1. It's very brief at the beginning of the episode but it's there.

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While the former is often associated with his villain phase, the latter is what I tend to associate with his heroic side. And we hear that heroic melody while Crosshair is trying to warn his brothers about Hemlock's intentions for Omega.

In summary, Crosshair really has come a long way since season 1. "Tipping Point" really highlights his growth. He's at peace with himself and making choices that finally align with who he is. Unfortunately, those choices come with a heavy price. I am beyond excited to see how season 3 continues his story and character. I hope that he and Omega forge a bond and make it out (alive and mostly in one piece). I love this show so much if you couldn't tell lol.

#star wars #the bad batch #tbb crosshair #tbb meta #crosshair analysis #Youtube

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preppy-drug-addict-spider · 5 days

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faffreux · 10 months

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Why Fawful?

I've actually got a (brief) answer written out for the FAQ on my upcoming website so I'm actually going to copypaste that here! Hope it helps!! --

"This is a HARD question to answer for me because there's no quick way to do it. I couldn't possibly list all the reasons here because that would likely require an entire essay. That being said, I'll try to sum it up for you:

Fawful makes me feel understood. He's weird in a way that's comfortably familiar to me. We understand one another's strangeness which has led to him having been one of the people in my life that make me feel less alone in all of this, especially as an autistic person. I see him and it's as if I'm meeting a kindred spirit, regardless of the fact that he's nothing but fiction to most people. In many ways he embodies a lot of traits I admire and have always want to have myself. As an example, for most of my life I had trouble expressing anger, even when the situation completely justified it. I would often back out of situations where I should've stood up for myself and instead allowed myself to be stepped on. To put it bluntly: I was a pushover.

I once had a dream where Fawful spoke to me about the concept of "righteous fury" (aka justified anger) It's the sort we all need in order to stand up for ourselves and help motivate us to do the right thing both for ourselves as well as for those around us. I'm able to utilize that in reality now much more than I used to, as if something was finally unlocked in a way I cannot even begin to explain. Being able to allow myself to just be mad and show it for once in my life has been cathartic and feels like finally being able to release all of the energy from when I was wronged in the past so I can finally move forward into the future and let it all go. I even made my first pieces of vent art as a result of this - (one in 2021, a couple more in 2022!) This is of note because previously I was NEVER able to project anger or other 'negative' emotions I needed to release into art.

THEN THERE'S THE CONFIDENCE! And the fact that he didn't always have it! We get to witness his journey from Superstar Saga to Bowser's Inside Story as a source of incredible growth for his character. Fawful literally goes from STUTTERING with anxiety when thrust into the spotlight ("St-standing in the spotlight at such a gala of spectacularity... My nerves are nervous!") to later performing on a stage all his own with complete confidence! ("Excited crowd! You feel it? Fawful is also feeling it!") That is INSPIRING to me. Having struggled with both generalized anxiety as well as panic disorder for most of my life, there's a part of me that felt if Fawful could grow through his anxiety in that way, there's no reason why I couldn't either. I've already conquered so much of my own fear in the last 3 years alone so I KNOW it's happening and he's been a big part of it!

There's also the fact that he came into my life at time when I needed him most which in turn deepened the attachment I already felt. My love for his character goes back to when I was a kid so in many ways he feels like a bridge between my past and present. He's also just fun, y'all... Everything about him is fun and colorful: from his almost-permanent smile to the kingdom he comes from being a place represented by laughter, a place I'd love to have been born in too. ALSO... HIS SENSE OF FASHION... DON'T GET ME STARTED BECAUSE I COULD RAMBLE FOR EONS ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS MAN'S SENSE OF STYLE!!

We could also talk about how he's literally the reason I'm making art at all these days. I don't know how you wouldn't get attached to something that is the sole reason you are able to do creative work again after 8 years of feeling like it wasn't even worth the effort. (This is a story for another day, though. Just know that Fawful himself is what brought back my artistic drive! He's the reason I'm still an artist today!)

Also okay, I would be doing myself (and him) a disservice if I didn't bring up the fact that I find him incredibly sexy does indeed play a part in all of this. I've always been drawn to the unconventional, and Fawful is simply the definition of physical perfection to my brain. I don't expect nor need anyone to agree with me here, and frankly I've recieved quite the list of 'interesting' responses over the years in regards to the fact that I find him the hottest thing on God's green earth but nothing anyone says is about to change my mind about this, I assure you. ;)

Lastly, there's the subject of my dreams: Fawful's been a regular visitor to them now since 2021. These dreams are of note for being chronological in the sense that they play out as if I'm visiting with a dear friend I've met many times before. With each new visit Fawful and I recall every dream we've already experienced and are even able to discuss the things we've seen months or even years prior. I've had experiences in my sleep that are hard to put into words and translating them into some of my more expressive or abstract art is sometimes the best I can do when I don't feel like I can do them justice otherwise. Just know that they've been incredibly life changing for me and sum up everything I've said here and more. Fawful is incredibly real to me in ways that are difficult to explain to the average person and I accept that that's just how it is and that not everyone will understand. I care about him as both a character as well as an individual whom I've grown to love deeply despite his flaws.

And wow, if you've actually managed to read all of this - thank you!!"

#fawfultalk

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darknadaworld · 1 month

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🎫 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other self shippers (optional) !

a- whole gush pass? all for little ol' me?????

*grabs papers*

ok soooooo a whole essay about NOS4a2 and why he matters to me sm as a f/o ever

k so, starting off.

what makes him special design wise?

first of all, his whole design is sharp and edgy(literally.lotta edges). each end is pointy and sharp . lotta triangles used in his design. but despite that there's something interesting about how he has a cape (something usually made out of soft fabrics) as a cover, but even so the sharpness REMAINS. something else is how he has like two different eyes, which one of them is a monocle which is slay idk lol. also something else is how he's not like- he doesnt look strong physically at first sight even tho he's trully capable of being so . also fangs; LITERAL energy vampire, it's so cool as a concept.

ok personality wise:

most of the times he's on scene, it's always this very classic "muahahaha evil" kinda deal, he's silly af. geniunely enjoying it . he keeps on making stupid unfunny jokes all the time and he laughs at his own stupid jokes lol. idk i think it's cute and sillly waaaaaaaaaaaaa

BUT! he's capabe of being TRULY TERRIFYING (like half the robotic gore in BLOSC is caused by him lol, also his plan in ROTM was dark af)

it's even more interesting cuz his motivations are simply, yes being in charge as a SECOND need. the FIRST need is mainly to feed on robots. SENTIENT ROBOTS. LIKE HE D O E S WANT TO FEEL THE THRILL OF THE KILL. HE COULD JUST DRAIN from lifeless machines, but he'd rather HUNT and play with his food, if you will.

it's just very interesting.

now, SPECIFICALLY WHY do I like Nos and why is he so important to me?

so in general i was/still am a villain apologist ok? i always loved villains, no matter how evil they were. it sortz felt really comforting. but something about Nos specifically felt very special . possibly the fact that the first episode i watched in general was Revenge of the monsters (aka the climax of his character in everyway) .so basically my first impression was based on seeing him in his best if u know what i mean . like if it was any other episode things would've gone differently but that's not the case as you see. like ROTM is like this whole bigger climax yk? say, if it was another episode there's a high chance zurg could've been my fav character but boy he literally ran like a coward in ROTM so i just didnt care much cuz he wasnt in the ep as much as NOS.

like yea in an alternate reality it could've been Zurg but NUH UH . Nos it is.

also the fact that ROTM is like, as i said, sorta sums up his whole character in a great way . so when I watch that episode i IMMEDIATLY got attached especially when my introduction to the series is this. both his ultimate downfall and like .. the top of his character arc . like, INSTANT attachement.

another thing to note is how like … the whole episodes sorta focused on his turning every Z to an N .

ok here i might start explaining things a bit too personally here but ok it's an essay . ok so the circumstances of me watching the show for the first time were…something.

see i didn't have much friends back then as a kid. even the ones i had were pretty much SO different and can't understand me cuz im that shy, weird kid who goes on info dumping about my interests it might get annoying. but nobody understood those interests except ONE friend. whom just left and idk where he is till now. another thing to add, being the weird kid sorta let people exclude me and/or bully me soooo yeah .

so my putting that into prespective with the whole Ns all over the place thing in that specific episode sort of.. made me relate ya know? feel like it's specifically an episode for me . there was something nice and comforting about it.

the fact that it's the first letter of my name (which at the time was a big deal cuz all my favs didnt specifically put that fact into like, part of the story like Nos if u get me.) like, something about a villain i KNOW has the first same letter in their name as me, being all goofy yet menacing, also a vampire of sort -i am obsessed since day one idk) just felt right.

last part of this might sound silly or stupid but like . another reason WHY i felt this connection to Nos specifically till now :

people i know irl did NOT know what blosc was.

even the few who knew, don't remember it or specifically know who Nos was when i asked them.

so it's like "damn. all this epic character being so obscure and unknown despite everything they did?…sounds like me "

so until i went online and find more blosc mutuals (and till i went to Uni where people know it somewhat and still take show suggestions seriously from me) it just felt like this one character was specificaly made for me . like, this one character nobody knows except me . cuz i'm just as unknown and as unnoticed irl .

conclusion:

and to this day that still stands . Nos is still one of the turning points in my life in general. be it in art , in social life , or in general anyways. still my favourite fictional character of all time . my Top 1 fav and my main comfort character along Antasma and Zira for similar reasons.

thank you for coming to my cringe talk btw and reading all this lol.

#comfort character #f/o #fictional other #i've been waiting for this pass for a long time #blosc nos4a2 #nos 4 a2 #i know long post but eh #had to share this waaaaa #blosc #buzz lightyear of star command

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neu-apostolisch · 6 months

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i feel like the conversation gets derailed when people hyperfocus on "but it's an interesting plot!” and bg3 the game, when the point—at least the one that was originally made in the complaints on here—was that it was odd that they agreed that him ending it all in Act 3 was The Right Ending, and the implications that has when you consider how they treat gale versus all the other characters, as well as how they use their treatment of their characters to make comments about those social issues in real life. people weren't upset that they were presented with that rp choice or that such an ending even exists for him; they were upset by the comments of the creators and how they would never say such a thing for gale's mirror, aka a certain vampire. you brought up good arguments to that anon and i don't mean to discount either of your statements i really don't, but people were upset by what the creators specifically said which was yeah in many ways that is the right ending. sorry for continuing to discourse and vent in your inbox lol this isn't directed at you i just liked reading your thoughts so far because you said it better than i could have. i just really don't like how "but it's interesting and not every story has to be happy" and "you're just too attached to gale" get thrown out as rebuttals when that's really neither here nor there and doesn't address the actual issue being raised.

hello! thanks for your thoughts. and yeah, the discourse on this topic has gotten pretty…difficult to engage with, in a sense. that’s what prompted my first post on the topic actually—eagle eyed readers of my posts might find another one where i complained about the discourse only to follow up with a long winded treatise lolol. but i did it because i felt the conversation was lacking a specific viewpoint, so be the change you want to see in the world and all that. i’ve actually really appreciated the responses from everyone on the post/follow up! :)

as a proud galemancer i deeply feel the frustration of all of us. on a personal level, this sucks. i love our wizard boy and he deserves better! the complaints and anger make sense to me. the writers treating him so glibly is rough, but before i talk about it i always try to remind myself of what IS there—which is a really interesting story about a gentleman with some complex flaws, motives, and goals. the writers talking about which ending is “right” cannot take that away, and you should feel comfortable disagreeing with the writers!

to my fellow gale enjoyers and galemancers—i would encourage you to maintain a critical lens but also to continue to enjoy and mine out the richness that is there. sure, that’s a rosy and maybe naive view, but don’t allow the frustration to infect your enjoyment of an amazing character. i am not saying to settle for less, but if you can’t think of gale without despairing at his treatment, you should step away from the conversation for a moment to refresh yourself before you get too stuck in the bog. it’s healthy to remind yourself why you’re here—because you think a wizard is really really cool. he’s got one of the most fulfilling and interesting romances in the game, the unique scenes with him are gorgeous, and he’s an incredible character.

i actually have additional criticisms about how they handled other characters in this game. it’s funny, but a common knee-jerk reaction people have when they read criticism of something is that the critic must not like the writing or the game, so they automatically jump in to argue on that point. on the contrary, a lot of criticism comes from a place of genuine support and appreciation for writing, game design, and narrative structure. but you’ll see a lot of backlash from people misinterpreting that idea or taking criticism personally, so that’s why i’m always careful to state my positives and that i truly love this game. it’s as much a reminder to me as it is a declaration to others. i’m not here because i want to hate on larian. i’m here because i want to chat about stuff to the internet machine and maybe people like you and the other anon(s) will say some interesting stuff back to me.

the right kind of discourse is actually healthy for a fandom because it keeps ideas flowing and circulating, and lets us commiserate together. however, i might just be relaxed because people have been really civil to me so far hahaha.

anyway, thanks again for your ask! hope you have a good one.

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 gale #gale dekarios #asks #larian critical #bg3 critical

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sublieu · 1 year

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So someone ( not putting any names for their safety) asks and I quote-

"Am I moving away from the Lego Monkie kid fandom, they're worried because I haven't been posting anything about lmk recently and they really loved my content."

To be honest, the amount of death threats I've gotten for just writing about lmk and not only that but anons saying how they didn't like my writing style has me deciding whether or not to just leave.

But at the same time, I met so many talented and wonderful creators like @mortal-mayhem and @zmzsnakes who really make me feel special when I see people respond to my writings, you guys give me the motivation to make more for you guys, but when I get threats and hate messages it really works me out.

As of right now I'm not sure but if I do leave, I want to thank you guys for having so much patience with me and my bs, I really enjoy the support and your requests a lot. At first when I came to the fandom I was really weirded out and worried about my first writings for this fandom, but seeing your responses, retweets and likes bring me joy every time and I want to say thank you.

Thank you for being on this journey with me, thank you for being patient with my posting schedules, and thank you especially for mentioning and boosting me to other people and creators, it brings a smile to my face when fandoms as a collective just come around and enjoy the content they find enjoyable. I really appreciate you all and if I'm feeling more safe and comfortable again, I will consider focusing more on this fandom.

This doesn't mean I'm leaving, it just means I won't be writing for it as much as I used too. I still have a promise on some of the characters I haven't written for, so just know I'll still do them.

-With love, Sublieu (aka cupid).

#lego monkie kid #lmk smut #🍑 monkie kid smut

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foreststranger · 11 months

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READ FIRST -͟͟͞☆

MASTERLIST HERE ☆

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟABOUT ME -͟͟͞☆

hi! my name is amy/cheng wei (成唯), i go by she/her/hers, i’m 13 (my birthday is in june), and i’m a silly little fanfic writer. it doesn’t matter to me which name you use. if 成唯，阿唯，小唯，唯唯， etc. is easier for you to use, idm. if amy is easier for you, idm either.

i mostly write for honkai: star rail though i might write a few genshin related things here and there.

please request me to write something! i love writing (despite me abandoning projects all the time). now doing commissions as well if you wanna pay for my genshin and hsr funds…

i usually don’t proofread my work bc i’m too scared to read it, so forgive me for spelling/grammar errors and nonsensical lines.

“I'm Lynx, a Snow Plains Development Consultant. Though... I prefer exploring the vastness of the Snow Plains rather than solving problems in the city. The brisk weather can always stimulate your vim and vigor... Ah, sorry, I get distracted when thinking of all the possibilities hidden in the snow.”

↳ ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛʟʏ, ɪ ᴀᴍ:

⛰︎ thinking abt lynx

⛰︎ working on an il dan heng & child reader request

(ɪɴ ᴏʀᴅᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ᴘʀɪᴏʀɪᴛʏ)

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟDO NOT INTERACT -͟͟͞☆

↳ ᴅɴɪ (ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ)

⛰︎ basic DNI list

(homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc.)

⛰︎ accs with NSFW names (you can still read my stuff but don’t like, reblog, follow, etc.)

you’re fine if you have a nsfw pfp bc tumblr auto censors 👍👍

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ TAGS -͟͟͞☆

#.forestfics ☆

↳ fanfics

#.forestreqs ☆

↳ requests

#.forestthings ☆

↳ other

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ REQUESTS -͟͟͞☆

↳ ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴜɴᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ:

𑁍 character x character ships (unfortunately i only write x readers lol)

𑁍 pedophilic relationships

𑁍 anything with content I deem problematic/am not comfortable with

(kidnapping/yandere themes, the promotion of homophobia, transphobia, racism, and general bigotry, etc.)

𑁍 excessive gore

𑁍 NSFW (of the smutty kind, though there might be some ‘suggestive’ content)

if you send a request that i’m not comfortable fulfilling, I’ll let you know.

↳ ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ:

𑁍 genshin and hsr stuff

𑁍 romantic and platonic x readers

𑁍 canon x oc

𑁍 angst, trauma, character death, etc.

(excluding SA and anything incredibly graphic)

𑁍 and more!

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ COMMISSIONS -͟͟͞☆

↳ ʙᴀꜱɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇQᴜᴇꜱᴛꜱ. ᴡʜᴀᴛ’ꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ?

𑁍 i get paid via in game currencies

𑁍 you get a proofread fanfic with a lot more effort than a typical request

𑁍 more words/content (i.e, texts and such)

𑁍 your commission takes priority over all of my other projects (AKA I’M NOT GIVING UP ON YOUR FIC. EVEN IF BURNOUT GETS TO ME)

𑁍 that’s it lol

contact me via dms for commissions, rates, etc. however, as a standard, my rate is around $6.79-6.99 CAD/$5-5.16 USD (300 genesis crystals/300 oneiric shards) for every 700~ words. if you need help with how to pay, i can show you. ofc you don’t have to commission me but i’m getting desperate bc i need dan heng and then i need lynx and then there’s topaz and her little dog thing and jingliu and argenti and huohuo and then genshin’s hitting me with neuvillette AND wriothesley IN THE SAME PATCH pls i’ve never been more desperate for pixels. #commercializingyourhobbies. don’t feel pressured to commission me btw, little pixel people in my screen are luxuries, not necessities. i jst rlly want them.

my hsr uid for payment: 601912597 america server

my genshin uid for payment: 629711011 america server

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟMISC. -͟͟͞☆

↳ Qᴜᴇꜱᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀꜱ:

Q: how long will it take for you to complete a request?

A: requests are my favourite things to do so usually i’ll stop working on whatever i’m doing to focus on it. depending on how long it is, it may take me a from a day to a week or more. however, i often lose interest and motivation if a fic takes too long for me so apologies in advance if i give up on your request. 𑁍

Q: does anyone help you run this account?

A: it’s just me. though sometimes, with gruelling tasks such as reworking the texting parts of my old fics, my sister (8 yrs old) will help me out. she’s a very nice kid. 𑁍

Q: do you have an upload schedule?

A: i post whenever i have a completed fic and want to post it. usually, I’ll post 1-2 times every week. though, this is not always consistent. usually i’ll post twice back to back and then leave for a while. and especially since the school year is starting soon, this upload schedule may be even more inconsistent. i struggle a lot with burn out and have abandoned many projects. 𑁍

Q: what are your hobbies?

A: i like doing creative things. drawing, writing, etc. i also like to read and i’m learning to play the flute! i’m hoping to apply for a local school art program for singing and visual arts when i reach high school. 𑁍

Q: what languages do you read and speak?

A: i’m most fluent in english as i was born in canada. i can speak vietnamese pretty well but i have difficulty understanding dialects and accents. i’m also not very good at reading it either. (hong kong) cantonese i can hold a conversation in (mostly) but i have a lot of difficulty with it and can’t read most characters, since i only speak it with my dad. 𑁍

ask before translating, taking inspo from (not copy), reposting, etc. my work. remember to credit me and if you’re taking inspo from it, please @ me as I’d like to see what you do with my ideas!

#honaki star rail #genshin impact #fanfic request #fanfiction #honkai: star rail #fanfic commissions #.forestthings ☆

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avrablake · 7 months

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Writer Positivity Tag

Thanks for the mention Mother Dearest @sleepyowlwrites ♥️

What motivates you to write?

I have been possessed by brain gremlins. They won't leave my alone even when I try to take a break. I breathe and beat my heart for them. They've become my whole existence (aka brooding sad bois that I like to torment)

A line/short snippet of your writing that you are most proud/happy of. If not, maybe share a line of someone else's work you love (just please credit them):

He pushed himself away from the wall and reached for the door handle. “Wait,” she said softly. “Will you stay with me? For a little while at least?” She didn’t want to be alone, but she also didn’t want to have to pretend like she was okay. She couldn’t hide her pain from him, and a way that made his presence comforting. Under different circumstances he would have laughed.

Which OC makes you smile every time you think/talk about them, and what are they like?

Gram is a delight in absolutely every way. Nix may be my favorite boy to torment but Gram makes me smile the most. He is everything. He is funny and caring and a rebel and reckless and sees the best in people and makes as many bad decisions as Nix but calls Nix a dumbass but he really means to say "I love you like a brother and also like a son and I'm worried about you".

What process of writing do you enjoy the most?

My OCs, if that wasn't obvious. I love developing and figuring out what makes them tick. I love when background characters become blorbos.

I also enjoy writing dialogue and angsty scenes.

What part of writing do you think you are the best at? (Yes stroke your own ego it's okay)

I think I'm best as writing characters and dialogue.

What is something in the writeblr community that is most enjoyable?

Talking about the blorbos in our brains. I love seeing other people talk about their characters as love as I talk about my own. I love when their OCs are my blorbos and my OCs are theirs.

I also love tagging my friends in random things that remind me of them or that I think they might like.

A writing tool/device you use that helps you with writing? (It could be speech to text, a writing program etc)

Scrivener is amazing but I wish there was a better way to use it on multiple devices or use it on my phone (I don't have the mobile version and it seems there's a lot of problems syncing between computer and phone).

Notes app on my phone my beloved.

This writing exercises website has been invaluable to me. Dialogue prompts my beloved.

Tag some people whose works you love/have been your biggest supporters:

Oh gee that would be an incredibly long list.

@emelkae has been my biggest supporter and the one who is very patient with me every time I have an existential crisis. Also their work is amazing. I would die for the robot boys. Please go check out their stuff!

@sleepyowlwrites my Mother Dearest is one of the many joys of tumblr and I love you. Amazing poetry, Angsty boy Jet and the rest of the City Story gang, creator of games, always there to keep my inbox from getting lonely, just all around amazing

@authorlaurawinter has a book coming out this month! I am dying I can't wait!

@blind-the-winds does the most amazing worldbuilding and has such emotionally hard hitting characters. Love love their work

@bloodlessheirbyjacques is a joy to chat with, has the best taste in music, and has Elijah who is a scoundrel and a sad boy at the same time (so of course we can't resist). Started Blorbsday for all of us

@odysseywritings lives in my notifications and has some really cool stories and poetry

@thatndginger also keeps my inbox from getting lonely and also writes about werewolf siblings!

@stesierra has so many incredible stories and is great to chat with

@thegreatobsesso I live for Simon and Callie

@cwritesfiction guaranteed always makes me laugh

Brain overload please also check out the following amazing writeblrs

@author-a-holmes @ashen-crest @ettawritesnstudies @diphthongsfordays @thetruearchmagos @sparrow-orion-writes @nopoodles @kaiusvnoir

Everyone consider yourself tagged to play this game too

#tag games #writer positivity tag

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third-arch · 6 months

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Some Reasons Why Trafalgar Law is a Comfort Character of Mine!!

Aka me rambling about Law 🥳🥳

Some context

Trafalgar Law is a character that I’ve known about since I was a kid. A little over 10 years to be exact. I’d seen cosplays of him in anime conventions, his iconic polar white cap in anime shops, and his Jolly Roger everywhere.

Thanks to Aokkun’s artwork, I’ve also kinda known about Corazon, too!!

I never saw too many photos of him nor understood his power or character too well. I just knew that he was kinda popular and he was from One Piece.

I didn’t really start really liking him until I started getting more One Piece YT shorts.

I eventually did a One Piece Boyfriends Quiz for fun to see who I’d get. Law happened to be tied for third or fourth place. I did some more quizzes later on, and he always ended up consistently near the top (like top 3-4). So, I watched some videos on Law, and ended up seeing the Kid and Law vs. Big mom fight scene. Idr if it was that particular video, but I remember closing it thinking like woah, he’s cool.

After spending time researching him, spending time watching the anime, and indulging in his character and a lot of fanworks, I realized just how much this character means to me.

So, here are some reasons that I really like him!!

One thing that I really like about him is his style and appearance. It’s alot like how I like to dress and the clothes he wears, his hair color, skin color, color palette just really make me happy.

I like that he’s a doctor, since medicine is something that I want to be involved with in the future. I’ve been having alot of burnout lately since October, and felt like I’ve been losing the motivation for what I want to pursue. But, being able to relate to being young and already had some experience with medicine and being surrounded by supportive adults is cool (I’m referring to the novel and his family, not Doffy lol).

I like his design, VA’s, and attacks, too!! He’s just super cool in general. He’s also cute!!🤍🌸

I like how nerdy he is and honestly just all of the fun facts about him. How he’s a Libra like me, his flower (Queen of the Night), his spirit animal(s), where he’s from, his hobbies (not so much the coin collection deal, my sister collects coins!! Idk if she still does it tho).

I just really like him as a character. His black cat personality is a dynamic that I like working with alot. Him also being a doctor, I have alot of medical issues that I could see him helping me with and recognizing early on. He’d be someone who would look out for me. I feel like we’d butt heads in the beginning, but he’d always try to be patient.

This reason is also a bit random, but he reminds me of my mom alot.

My mom is someone who was incredibly intelligent at a young age. She had a really high IQ and was even suggested to do something with Harvard.

I’m not one to tell her story, but to sum it up, the way her and Law handled life are very similar. The way Law treats Luffy is also very cute to me. It’s funny seeing the high IQ black cat character x ADHD ball of sunshine together.

So, being able to understand his character and his motives was really easy. He’s a complicated character, but reading the novel helped me recognize that I’m understanding him well.

He’s really fun to draw lol!! There’s not much else to say but yeah!! I like drawing him a lot.

He also just makes me feel confident. Being genderfluid, he really helps me express my masculine side. I love how he still likes cute things and sweet things.

He also has some weird habits that I relate to, one of them being the bread thing LOL. I always thought it was alittle weird, but I realized that I’m pretty picky about bread, too.

I really like making HC’s for him and relating them to the people I know who remind me alot of Law.

One thing that I don’t think about a lot are the people in our lives who did alot of damage to us. I don’t talk about it too often, but I can kinda relate to Law’s story with Doffy and Corazon. Like Law, I met someone (who really likes flamingos too lol) at a low point, and it really only became worse, until another individual showed up and helped us out. They showed us the good in life and loved us. That person happens to be my boyfriend!!

It wasn’t an easy road, but, like Law, I started seeing the good in life, despite all of the bad luck I have.

Writing No Surprises has really helped me indulge in him as a character and enjoy writing. He makes me really happy and will definitely hold a dear place in my heart.

Anyways, I just wanted to ramble about it. I can’t wait to keep working on No Surprises!! I’m still editing and changing bits and pieces as I go along, but the ending and key details will be the same. 🌸🌸🌸

Regardless, I'm still finding more and more reasons to like him everyday, and it makes me super happy!! 🤍✨

#one piece #op #one piece art #trafalgar law #trafalgar one piece #trafalgardwaterlaw #corazon #corazon op

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Hii! I really really really enjoy reading all your analyses on different shows, they're amazing and they really make me look beyond the surface of what's there and get me to think about shows differently. Thank you for writing them! (I totally get tiny freakouts of joy and amazement every time you point out something new I hadn't noticed that makes so much sense and tells us so much about the characters.)

One question about Between Us, if you don't mind. I was thinking about how the swimming club always has these blue jackets and symbols, and how water in and of itself is normally associated with the color blue. How do you think both these things tie in with Win's color being blue? And Team's relationship with the color blue? Could it be that Team finds comfort in the water, the way he does in the color blue (like you have pointed out before)? And how is that related to the swimming club being associated with the same color? What are your thoughts on all that, if you don't mind me asking?

I appreciate all of the accolades, and I truly love that you reached out to tell me. I also NEVER mind an ask mostly when it relates to colors, symbols, and motives. I write these posts for myself, so when someone tells me they like one or wants to engage in a discussion, it makes my brain and my heart happy.

But based on your inference, you don't need me to analyze anything. You got this! Amazing color association between blue and water!

However...

I use every chance to expand knowledge and don't know how to keep it short TLDR: Blue, and by extension, water is anxiety and unlucky for red.

Colors & Emotions:

Do these little fictional characters look familiar?

If not, they are characters in Pixar's Inside Out, and they represent emotions.

We also saw Thor and Associates impersonate the Gods of Emotions in Thor: Love & Thunder.

There is a strong color association in regards to emotions. What you inferred between the color blue and water is absolutely correct, and a concept we are taught starting in preschool. The sun is yellow. Water is blue. A heart is red. Trees are green. Therefore, we place those colors also on emotions = The sun gives warmth and sunshine, so yellow means happy. A heart is used for love, so love is red. Trees grow outside, so green means nature and growth. Water is normally calming, so blue is calm.

Yet, as Inside Out and Thor remind us, there are also negatives to the colors. Red is anger and danger, yellow is caution and chaos, green is envy and rot, and blue is depression and anxiety.

[Sidenote about Thor: Jane is dying dressed in green for rot and envy, Thor is sad and worried dressed in blue for depression and anxiety, and Valkyrie is having an identity crisis dressed in red, orange, and yellow for anger and chaos, but all together they have to bring back color and love (Korg's red color gets "destroyed" - I won't spoil that) to a black and white world because EMOTIONS are good and being numb is death]

Colors & Cultures:

This also depends on cultures and countries. In Mexico, yellow means death due to the marigold flowers used in Día de Muetros festivities. In China, red is lucky. In America, as mentioned, the sun is associated with yellow, but in Thailand, the sun is associated with red. Thailand has color association for days of the week. Sunday is red because it's the sun's day, but there are also unlucky colors for each day. Sunday's is blue.

In short, the sun is red, and its unlucky color is blue.

Colors & Between Us:

Win's color is blue. You know this. You did your homework!

The entire swim team is blue. You know this. You stated it. But do you remember why Team is joining the swim team?

He is on a scholarship, so unlike the other students who are joining an extracurricular activity for fun, Team needs this to attend school. The very first day, the students are told that they must try out for the team regardless of their student status aka if Team doesn't make the team, he has no scholarship which means he has no school.

Team is anxious! [Remember, negative blue is anxiety and depression and the unlucky color for red (Team) is blue]. But the scholarship dilemma doesn't seem to be the only reason why Team is anxious. When he steps onto the block to start, we get a flashback.

According to this flashback, Team almost drowned when he was a child. We see this happen in the trailer for the series as well.

In the trailer, we see the fallout of this when after saving Team, Win yells at him for almost drowning (due to Team overworking himself).

Although Team seems to be great at swimming since he came in first place in the competition and secured his scholarship, the water seems a source of harm for Team rather than comfort (e.g. cutting his foot in the water).

He feels a lot of pressure, perhaps, to succeed so instead of being calm, water gives him anxiety.

Also, in Until We Meet Again, Team was an insomniac. He had trouble sleeping, so it's interesting that his sheets are blue, when sleep and by extension, his bed could be a source of anxiety as well.

However, Win cleaned Team's wound with blue water bottles from a blue cooler

And in the special episodes, Team slept better when Win was near in their blue sheets.

Blue is unlucky for Team, but Win will be a source of comfort for Team. When they had their first encounter, Team was nervous for obvious reasons, but Win, in his blue, brings a different dynamic of emotions for Team to experience.

In the next preview, we see Team doesn't attend class probably due to anxiety of seeing Win or his friends finding out about the encounter, but Win shows up anyway. Win also catches Team when he almost falls (look at ALL those blues in the background at the pool!).

Water is harm and anxiety but Winnie the Pool is safety and comfort. The balance of life; the bad and good blue. Last note, Win's entire existence is blue. His brothers are blue. His room is blue. His life is blue (I refuse to make a Halsey or Eiffel 65 joke, REFUSE!). He believes nothing is truly his; therefore he cares about nothing. He has to take care of everyone else, and rarely thinks about himself. He has to be stable and can't be impulsive. Everything red stands for is unlucky to him.

Until Team comes along and shows him passion and starts spilling his red into all aspects of Win's life.

See Team's shirt? "Love yourself"

Love yourself, all of you and all of your shades because without all of the good and bad emotions, we would be numb.

#between us #between us the series #teamwin #the colors mean things #blue is anxiety #blue is stability #red is passion #red is impulsive

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duck-short-depressed-king · 5 days

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🍎|There will be no insults thrown at me or anyone else in this blog. If so, you will be blocked!Respect Everyone!

🍎|Do not spam the comments if you are requesting something or asking something or etc. YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. Because that's Lowkey annoying so please don't.

🍎|This blog is for fun! So don't take it seriously!

🍎|This BLOG is for ages 13+ only! Mostly because there will be some cursing and etc! Some of them don't listen so ima put this as a warning.

🍎|If you comment on one of my posts and I figure out your a minor...YALL ALREADY KNOW, YA GETTING YA AH BLOCKED!

🍎|More rules will be added the more I go on.

(A/N: Please follow these rules, and most likely, have fun! Because I'm going to have fun with this blog.)🍎

🍎| Extra Info You Must Know!:

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Ethan Headcanons!!!

AKA: watch me dissect and yell about this 11-year-old in a needlessly long and unprofessional post because I'm deranged. (Yes, i do this to my favorite characters in my free time).

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General stuff:

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He/him pronouns (they/them is fine with friends... especially since he's still figuring out what sounds good to him)

Demipanromantic who feels strong aesthetic and physical attractions

(Fuck the mbti (unreliable and generalizing) so im using the big 5 (slay)) Sxx|A|i (highly social, average emotional stability and organization, HIGH agreeableness, mildly inquisitive.) (Also, side note, i usually hate categorizing people into specific personalities so please don't treat this like some holy text!!)

He does suffer from anxiety and stress over people, relationships, and everyone's wellbeing. He just wants everything and everyone to be okay!

He has ADHD

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Family:

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His dad died when he was young, but he doesn't know the details of his death

He has an older brother! But he's gone for college. Whenever he comes home, Ethan wants all the details!

His mom taught him how to make simple meals, so he knows how to cook and bake... but don't ask him what equipment he's using and don't ask for a grand meal (he will burn the house down)

He also has an uncle!!! Remember Ralph?? (I'm 99.9% sure that they're related based on the calls on the Pokégear.) He learned everything about fishing from him. Also, Ralph comes from his dad's side of the family.

Adventure and a love for the outdoors RUNS in that side of the family. And while Ethan's mom doesn't go out much, she very much enjoys hikes, and she met his dad on one!

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Friends:

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Kris was there with him in his early childhood, but she and her family moved to goldenrod. The two were close despite Kris' quiet nature.

He trusts Lyra and Kris with his life!

He has a penpal! (Spoiler, it's Dawn!)

His friends always bring out his hyper side!! He's perfectly comfortable being himself around them.

Silver.... he just wishes he could see him more without feeling... out of place? (He can tell that Silver doesn't exactly want him around, especially while he's training)

Every day, he scrolls through his contacts and gives everyone a call just to say hi!

Lyra moved in shortly after Kris left, and she quickly became Ethan's friend. The two act like hyperactive twins if anything else, and they often get the "Are you two related?" question.

Their parents get along too!! They bond over missing their old partners... though, Lyra's father just divorced.

Which, Lyra and Ethan cope together too! However, Ethan isn't as open about it.

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Mental health things:

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Speaking of!!! Ethan really does NOT know how to communicate his problems or insecurities to people. He's either silent and internal about it or screaming at the top of his lungs and having an emotional meltdown.

He has too much oxytocin.... people who know about stress hormones know exactly what I'm talking about (in short, it's craving support and physical contact to help relieve stress responses).

He's DEFINITELY an extrovert (not bc he's loud. No. People genuinely motivate him and he loves to just talk)... but some of his "cheerfulness" and giggling comes from a well of anxiety. He will laugh at anything, not bc he genuinely finds it funny (if he's genuinely laughing, it's non-stop wheezing and snorting between outbursts).

He has a "everything is okay!" attitude... especially around strangers. Sometimes it's good! Other times.... yeah, it's toxic positivity!!

He doesn't want people to stress about what he's stressed about! (So, he's anxious about his anxiety)

But on a side note, his mental health is usually great! But there are times when he's just not.

He often turns to exploring, helping others, and comfort foods whenever he's stressed... this happened a lot at the end of his journey and when he was champion (which was NOT a great time. But i want to make smth for that later.)

This kid suffers compassion fatigue from time to time!!! Especially when he's helping multiple strangers!! His friends are usually good about not asking for a bunch of stuff from him

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Behaviors!!:

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Remember the ADHD thing? Yeah, he stims.

Arm flaps, snapping (he has something good that he wants to say), wiggling, shifting (anxiously waiting (either positive or negative)), nail biting (he's concentrating), etc

He also has vocal ones like squeaking or speaking in a high (and quiet) voice like "woo!" or anything like that! He also loves to hum (not as much as Lyra though)

Also, he can't sit still in a chair... it's a short person with ADHD thing (im projecting SHHHH!!!) (Also we are the same height I HATE IT HERE (<- 7 years older than him))

[Patrick star voice] TOUCH

He uses tactile toys because he can't keep his hands to himself and he loves them!!

He loves to hug!!! Hugs!!!

Sometimes he can't shut up while other times he's uncharacteristically quiet.... it's usually because he's just observing other people or his head is in the clouds.

Maladaptive daydreaming goes BRRRRR!!!!

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Side things:

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He has a VERY messy room despite how prepared and organized he usually is for everything else. (Sometimes, his room is so cluttered, he needs Silver or Kris (the only organized people he knows) to help him get out and make it less of a hazard).

He loves sour and spicy things (sweet too.... but he needs that tart flavor with it)

He loves flowery scents but fruity ones overstimulate him

He hates grainy and stringy foods. He HATES oranges (but not the juice)

He is not a gamer. He SUCKS at them!! But, he's great with casual games like Animal Crossing (stress free!!)

On quiet days, he's usually sitting outside enjoying the breeze

He has suffered humiliation due to how gullible he is! But that was earlier on his journey, he's smarter now!

A lot of his team provides emotional support!!! More on that in a future post!

He can play the guitar!! Camp songs!! And calloused hands...

He sucks at reading!!! And he often needs to read aloud.

[UUhh I might add more!!!]

#shut up vizzie #omfg stfu vizzie #trainer ethan #i am so normal #PLEASE IGNORE THIS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ!! THIS WAS MOSTLY ME RAMBLING!!#I see him in a very specific way... and it's okay if you disagree! i just wanted to write it all down!!#vizzie rambles #also i misclicked the post button and i quickly deleted it but OH GOD I LOST EVERYTHING THAT I HAD BEFORE!!!#it was a lot longer than this... and unorganized.#im not tagging everyone else bc i don't want this to take up those tags!! this is mainly about ethan!#i might add to this from time to time (especially if i spot mistakes... i have a curse of not seeing them until after I've posted)#not art #just text #long post #dear god #hgss #pokemon #dont pay attention to how i organized this. just read it #hopefully I'll have some art to post soon!!! im getting somewhere with the experimental one so that's good!#bro this post is so moldy help it was sitting in my drafts for MONTHS

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