vague posts can be annoying, but I'm making an exception for posterity: as of today, a traumatic, time-consuming ordeal that's taken up years of my life- & kept me off Tumblr a lot this year dealing with it- is finally, finally over.
I know it can feel so much easier to stay where things are comfortable, known, "safe"- even when it's killing you. but your happiness- your mental health & well being? it's everything. we've got one shot at this beautiful mess called life, so if you've been looking for a sign- consider this it.
your gut isn't lying to you.
you feel the way you do for a reason.
you deserve to feel safe, loved & content. you deserve peace. you deserve joy.
please: fight for yourself even when it feels impossible because you. are. worth it.
I don't know what you're going through, but if you feel like you have no one? know I'm cheering you on from my gay little corner of the internet.
disney-owned marvel comics admitting that they’re now just creating them to be future mcu-film fodder (not independent and committed to their own characters’ history), bringing out comics which retcon comics Peggy to match MCU Peggy as if they never based her on a Nazi and had her repeatedly hiring/willingly working with them across multiple universes, then having her attack and victim-blame comics Bucky while evil monologuing about how Insane it is to suggest she has done anything wrong in her life, ever, then using the next Cap comic to turn Bucky into a villain and pit him and Steve against each other despite 80+ years of comics history of them doing anything but that because they’re so devoted to each other, while simultaneously using every D+ tv show to shit on, retcon and straightwash both of them?
at this point kevin feige’s obsession with meticulously trashing Steve and Bucky is just verging on fan behaviour
When the disability is actually disabling and I say to another person that we had the exact same concept for something and despite making sure I came across as “omg great minds think alike, high five! :)” as I possibly could, I still think I made a social blunder and that they think I’m an absolute asshole.
So now I’m going to sit in silence for a few days and Think About What I’ve Done. Toodles
sappy love post incoming!!! but i love him sm u guys and i truly feel so loved in return. it is so nice to have a partner who is not intimidated by my ambition & my intelligence but instead encourages it, it's so nice to have a partner that i can have debates with and challenges me when I try to cop out of difficult truths, it's so nice to have a partner who gives with truly no expectation of a quid-pro-quo, it's so nice to have a partner that actually wants to celebrate me it's nice to have a partner who isn't afraid of an uncertain future it's soooooo