.. / …. .- - . / -.-- --- ..- / … --- / -- ..- -.-. …. / - …. .- - / .. / -.-- . .- .-. -. / ..-. --- .-. / -.-- --- ..- / .- - / -. .. --. …. - .-.-.- - i hate you so much that i yearn for you at night.
NOTES:
hello, i am SO SORRY for how long this one took- i've been badly unwell the past 2 days, so i've been really slow with writing. i hope it's not visible from the quality of this chapter :( ellen's back tho WHO CHEERED
i've got 2 things to say: firstly, i PROMISE you all his human form will show up soon... like SOON. the absolute shitshow that happens to benny midway through this chapter will be explained in due time- am's been doing some crazy stuff in the background of this entire chapter 🫡
secondly: i thought it would be fun to make a little playlist for you guys based on this fic!! you can find it here
TAGS: codependency, science experiments, abusive relationships, mommy issues, references to sigmund freud, biblical allusions, mild ellen/reader, crying, dacryphilia, jealousy, sexual tension, major character death, psychological warfare, power dynamics, men crying, symbiotic relationship, mutual pining, unrequited lust, religious imagery, computer programming, sadism, religious imagery, sexism, electrocution, references to frankenstein, praising, god complex, snakes, loss of virginity, possessive behaviour, major character undeath, cannibalism, animal sacrifice, phantom of the opera references, other tags to be added
WORD COUNT: 11,590
CHAPTERS: 4/7
CW: major character death, descriptions of gore, sexism
an ihnmaims discord server????? where you talk about ihnmaims??? with incredibly cool people???? and you get to post ur art fics and memes ????? AND YOU GET TO BRAG ABOUT BEING SOME OF THE FIRST MEMBERS TO EVER JOIN THE SERVER?????? sounds cool to me! (fyi: it only started 7 hours ago with nothing but 4 mods and a dream... so pls know that there's more to come!)