I think the hardest part of watching house is watching house trying to be a good person despite having a pessimist view of both life and himself
Because he wants to, so bad, to be someone who can make healthy connections with people but he self-sabotages because of his fear to trust someone and lose them. So when he wants to trust someone, he seeks to push them away or insult them so that he can leave them before they leave him because he thinks that in the end, no matter who it is, they will leave.
I'd like to imagine that in 2020s House MD, Wilson is the type of guy who makes "what i eat in a day" videos, showing his lunch box and such. But house would pop up in the video in one way or another because he is a menace or he would purposely messing with wilson's video without him knowing, leaving the audience thinking house is wilson's spouse who likes to bother him and that they're a married couple.
So, i just watched the “i don’t smoke”- mitski hilson edit, thanks to @c-house-md and i- i’m not doing okay…seriously, someone please take the pain away-
this- this edit has the power to completely destroy me, i’m not even joking, this is NOT okay-