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twenty-one-fics · 3 months
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Hello! My name is Anesha , I’m twenty seven years old and a huge TØP fan. I love writing and I’m here to write fics about the boys! I’ll write anything except “Joshler” stuff I’m sorry lol but if you have a request of a fic you’d like me to write please drop your request in my ask box!
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yourimagines · 3 months
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Hi!
Can you perhaps write a twenty one pilots one shot. Maybe about their newest song that came out.
I love your work, take care!
I really love their new song, overcompensate.
It’s a short one but I hope this is a good one!
Pressure
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* English is not my first language I apologise
* Triggers: Dark, Angsty, Swearing and Fluff
Y/n POV
Tyler was hyped about their newest album coming out soon but he’s also nervous. He’s a perfectionist, he’s never 100% satisfied with his work. Always overthinking, always asking the what if questions. So he was downstairs in his home studio, listening to the album as I was making dinner for us. “Ty? You want some dinner?” I asked him as I stood at the top of the stairs. “Sure.” He answered quietly back. “Okay, I’ll be down in a minute.”
I made him a plate and brought it downstairs to him. He was sitting behind his desk, his headphone covered his left ear. “Here you go handsome.” I placed his plate down on his desk. He turned his head to look up at me and smiles. “Thanks beautiful.” His hand slightly touched my leg. “Are you okay down here?” He nods and turns his head back to the screen. “I’m fine, just making sure the album is finished before we release it.” I gave him a gentle squeeze in his shoulder. “Okay, don’t overthink too much about it.” “I won’t.”
I was tossing around in bed, it was midnight and Tyler was still downstairs. ‘This is not healthy for him.’ I throw my blanket to the side and got out of the bed, I stepped into my slippers and walked downstairs. The house was quiet and dark, the only lights that were on came from his home studio downstairs. “Ty?” I tiredly asked and looked downstairs to look at him. His eyes were glued to his monitor. “Yeah?” He didn’t moved a muscle, like he was possessed by something else. “Are you coming to bed, it’s already past midnight.” He waved his hand and nodded. “Yeah, yeah. I’m coming in a minute.” I rolled my eyes and turned around. “Okay, see you in a minute.” I left him alone again, knowing he isn’t coming to bed anytime soon.
Tyler POV
My mind was running around as my eyes stared at the computer screen. “Still not good enough.” I changed it again and again. As I grew tired, tired from staying awake for so long. My eyes started to burn from all the lights and no sleep, my migraine was back and was hurting my brain as I’m still not satisfied with the results. “It’s always the same fucking shit.” I groaned and took a sip from my water, looking at the files as the words started to change, changing in those dark thoughts I rather not have lingering around in the back of my mind. “I need Josh’s opinion on this.” I tried to shake off those chilling thoughts and tried to block out those voices that were now screaming in my head. I shared the files with him and looked at the clock, 3am. I rubbed my face and leaned back in my chair, still looking at the monitor as the words on the screen started to fade away, feeling all dizzy and a lot of pressure forming in my chest. My phone buzzed, it was Josh sending me a quick message.
Joshua🥁: I will listen to this asap in the morning 😴
Me: need really your opinion on this one 👌🏻
Joshua🥁: Don’t worry, just get some sleep 💤
I sighed and saved my work and turned everything off. I walked back upstairs and checked if everything was closed off and slumped upstairs to our bedroom. Y/n was already sleeping, as she lay on my side of the bed. ‘I’m so blessed to have her in my life.’ I stripped my clothes off and joined her. As soon I lay next to her she moved closer and lay her head against my chest. “Ty?” She tiredly says as I caressed her back. “Yeah it’s me, just go back to sleep.” I kissed her head and she immediately felt asleep again. I stayed awake for a while, looking at the ceiling, as my migraine started to fill my brain with these dark thoughts about life….
I woke up from the morning sun that shines through our window. She was lying against my chest, all wrapped up around me. My hand went carefully towards her face and gently wiped her hair away. ‘Beautiful.’ Her eyelids slightly moved, a small low hum came from her and with that she opened her eyes. “Good morning beautiful.” I said in my morning voice with a small smile on my face. I caressed her cheek and she smiles tiredly at me and nuzzles her head back into my chest. “Good morning handsome.” She mumbled softly against my chest. I wrapped my arms around her and started to rub her back as she started to trace my chest in the morning sunlight shining down on us.
I was downstairs, video calling with Josh. “No, I think it’s good enough, they will love it.” He says as he was eating some breakfast. “I know but I think there is more.” He chuckles and shook his head. “You always say that, believe me it’s good.” I nodded and looked down at my notepad. “You really think so?” I asked him as I was playing with the pen that was laying on my desk, not really feeling sure about it. “Yes I really think so.” I hummed and looked up again. “Okay, then let’s release it.” He nods and gave me a thumbs up. “Let’s do this.” I nodded and saved up our files. “Yeah, let’s do this.” Feeling a bit unsure about this….
——— Release Day Overcompensate ———
Y/N POV
Tyler was nervous again, as their newest song was about to release. “They are so hyped up for this.” Josh said as everyone was hanging around our house. “Are they?” Tyler asked as he looked over at Josh’s phone. “Yes, they can’t wait.” He showed them some comments. Debbie smiled at me as the guys were reading the comments. “They are so cute when they do this.” She says to me. I laughed and nodded. “Yes they are.” Josh was scrolling through the social media apps as Tyler was looking at the reactions. “Can’t wait for them to hear the rest.” He says to Josh. “Me neither.”
The song was released and they were watching the fans react to it. Josh was streaming his phone to the tv, sharing his feed. “They love it.” He says with a smile on his face. Tyler nodded, secretly feeling proud of what they created. “Look at that honey.” Debbie says and wraps her arms around him. “Cool isn’t it.” They were both smiling and pointing some comments out. I lay my head on Tyler’s shoulder. “I’m proud of you.” I said to him as we both were looking at Josh and Debbie who were standing in front of the tv, reading some of the comments out loud. “I know.” He says and grabbed my hand. “This is the last one….” I looked up at him and placed a small kiss on his cheek. “You deserve this my love.” He brought my hand up to his lips and placed a kiss on the back of my hand. “For us.” I smiled and nodded. “For us.”
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j-jinxee · 2 months
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JOSH THOUGHTS -☆
NSFW under the cut! [warnings - general sex thoughts]
Thinking about Josh, how he can't keep his hands to himself. How fucking good it'd feel with just his hands, all over you. The way he touches you like no other, how he holds you all night, whether that be through unconsciousness or through an orgasm. He's so good at getting you to focus on nothing but him, your senses immediately crowded by every aspect of him. His hands lace every inch of your body while you desperately plead for him to stop teasing and just fuck you already.
And when he finally does, holy fuck he's so pretty. No matter much he makes you blush, how much you wanna look away, you just can't. You're completely infatuated with him as he hits all the perfect spots, so deep inside you. You see his pupils blow wider with each thrust, completely hypnotised by the feeling. Your hands find their way to his toned back, leaving rough red marks as your nails drag down his skin. The sight of his arms and shoulders flexing as he keeps himself hovering over you, it only gets you closer and closer. He's slow — and deep, only ever fucking you hard and fast if you ask him to. He prefers the intimacy of slowly working you to the edge while you're fixated on his eyes and the uneven rhythm of his breathing.
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I like this style of just like yapping instead of like full one shots yk lmao I'm just lazy 🫶🏻🫶🏻 anyway new TØP song soon woohoooo
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Kinktober 2022 with Az 😉
Hello friends! And welcome to my personal Kinktober 2022 list - I hope you enjoy your stay... 
Here’s how this is going to work 
my requests for this particular list are now closed
day prompts will be assigned a person on a first come first serve basis - so if you snooze, you lose! 
any prompts that aren’t filled by the 28th of September will be assigned a person by me, either with a specific person I had in mind or by a lucky dip process 
prompts will be posted in their numbered order. So if you request number 29, it will be up on the 29th of October. No sooner. 
if you want to make any additional requests related to a certain prompt, then please do! As long as the detail you want isn’t under my list of things I won’t write, I’m happy to add things in :)
People I will write for: 
- MCR: Gerard Way/ Mikey Way/ Frank Iero/ Ray Toro 
- IDKHow: Dallon Weekes/ Ryan Seaman 
- Twenty one pilots: Tyler Joseph/ Josh Dun 
NOTE: my prompt list is now FULL - but you are more than welcome to keep requesting horny things for me to write. I can’t promise when they’ll get posted as I’ll obviously be prioritising the October challenges for now, but I will get around to them.
The basics: 
- most importantly: no matter how much you like my work, DO NOT put it into spaces where the real life subjects of these stories may see them (i.e. tagging people on twitter, copying links into a discord server etc). It’s one thing to write fanfiction based on how we imagine real life people to be, but shoving it in those actual people’s faces is crossing a MAJOR line. Boundaries are important, people. It’s okay to have sexual thoughts about people. It’s not okay to make those people aware of them - especially if they don’t know you personally. 
- all ‘reader’ characters will be written as being OVER 18. If you are under 18, please do not interact directly with my work. If you decide to read it, that’s on you. But no comments please - you will be blocked. 
- I will not write: incest, explicit non-con, daddy/mommy kinks, kinks related to the use of real weapons. That’s about it. 
My ‘default’ reader character:
- gender neutral
- more on the submissive side
Please add as much detail as you want to requests, I’ll do my best to keep up with it all!!
And now, for the fun part... 
First Time | Frank Iero x fem!reader
Phone sex | Gerard Way x fem!reader
Oral | Gerard Way x fem!reader
Aftercare | Mikey Way x fem!reader
Praise kink | Ray Toro x reader
Angry make-up sex | Mikey Way x reader
Sir kink (teacher x student AU) | Frank Iero x reader
Quickie | Gerard Way x reader
Mirror sex | Gerard Way x reader
Overstimulation/ Edging | Frank Iero x reader
Vampire AU | Ray Toro x reader
Breath play | Gerard Way x fem!reader
Shower sex | Mikey Way x fem!reader
Public sex | Gerard Way x reader
Spanking | Ray Toro x reader
Friends with benefits | Frank Iero x fem!reader
Restraints | Tyler Joseph x dom!reader
Morning sex | Mikey Way x reader
Size kink | Ray Toro x reader
Toys | Frank Iero x reader
Lingerie + Costumes | revenge!Frank x fem!reader
Pegging | Gerard Way x (afab)nb!reader
Outdoor sex | Gerard Way x fem!reader
Jealousy | dom!Mikey Way x reader
Caught masturbating | Gerard Way x femdom!reader
Anal | revenge!Frank Iero x fem!reader
Temperature play | Dallon Weekes x fem!reader
Secret relationship | Gerard Way x reader
Sensory deprivation | Frank Iero x reader
Roleplay | Gerard Way x reader
Threesome | Frank Iero x fem!reader x Ray Toro
Open spaces on this list do not currently have a person assigned, therefore I am open to requests for those. 
You may notice that this list isn’t quite as kinky as some other Kinktober lists. That’s for 2 reasons. 
1. There are some things I just don’t know enough about to write (and researching them could be a bit dodgy) 
2. I think people with slightly more vanilla tastes should be able to enjoy Kinktober too <3 
So let loose and have fun - and keep your eyes peeled on every day of October... 
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ohprettyweeper · 2 years
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SERIES RE-POST ANNOUNCEMENT
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Sometimes, a spark is just a spark. Sometimes, a spark ignites into a fire, and we are completely consumed.
Josh has known Y/N, a nurse in the local ER, for a while now. While he has always been attracted to her, it’s nothing he sees the need to act on, until one random moment completely changes his thinking.
Everything happens fast for them, and they’re quickly falling fast and deep for each other. Josh and Y/N wonder why they hadn’t seen this connection before.
Just as random as the moment that started their relationship, another moment comes, threatening to end it. Can their love stand the heat?
This entire series was previously posted to my old TOP fanfic blog. I’ll be reposting it here beginning Sunday, June 18, 2022, in honor of Josh’s birthday! Send in an ask if you’d like to be tagged! 
(Except for you Auri, I already know! Haha! 
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kittytodoroki · 2 years
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bad girl
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male: au blurryface joshua dun
warnings: daddy dom and female sub relationship, cursing, bondage, toy usage, hair pulling, degradation, edging, voyeurism, unprotected sex (you know what the right thing to do is!), and biting
word count: 1.5k
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oh god.
oh fuck.
i try to wiggle myself free.
"please…" i moan.
damn! i wish i could use my fucking hands...
here's the thing: i’m tied up to my headboard, and in between my legs is a god damn vibrator, and it's right on my clit.
i’ve been trying to move it, but it's so firmly put.
maybe i should grind on it?
oh fuck! i want so much more...
this is what sucks about disobeying josh.
let's flashback to a few minutes before: he was slowly fingering me, to tease, but i ended up getting too desperate. i started to rub my clit, and with my other hand, i tried to make him finger me faster.
i just remember seeing him raise an eyebrow, and then my hands were tied to our headboard.
why do i always do this to myself?
"well..." he began as he grabbed a fistful of my hair, "if you want to be a fucking slut, then i’ll treat you like one," he growled in my ear. the breath on my skin sent shivers down my spine; i felt the wetness between my legs grow bigger. he went away and began to look through our drawers.
i took it as an advantage to try and untie myself; struggling to take the ties off, i stopped when i saw him open a box.
"i was going to give this to you as a surprise, but you've just been so bratty lately,” josh says.
he pauses to smile.
"i just have to punish you with it," he finishes as i wonder about the mysterious object behind his back. he bit his lip as he showed me what he had. in his hand, was a fucking vibrator. he turned it on and i squirmed, already feeling the sensation.
"what level of punishment does my princess need?" he asked and looked at the settings of the vibrator.
“hmmm, how about... high?" he answered himself, sliding the button all the way up.
with a devilish smile on his face, he put the vibrator on my clit.
right now, i’m trying to focus on not cumming, because i know josh will punish me even more.
but, holy fuck, i want so much more...
many curses fall out of my mouth, the vibrator getting me closer by the second,
"fuck,"
"holy shit,"
"please, joshua,"
"hell,"
"god damn,"
to summarize the things i can't stop moaning.
i’m squirming so much by this point; i feel the sweat on my forehead, and my hair sticking to my face. i can't stop moaning and begging, "please, josh!”
what hurts even more is that he's just sitting at the edge of the bed; watching me squirm, moan, and beg for him.
asshole! he's still dressed!
"please, josh. oh, please," i beg him once again.
"no, baby," he replies.
"this is your punishment for being bratty, and if you cum," he pauses and smirks devilishly, "for a month, everyday, as soon as i get home from work, i’ll get you super horny." he stops to caress my inner thigh, making me jump.
“a different way every day," he starts again, "and you'll always end up tied up, and watching me jerk off. maybe i’ll put it in you a bit, but that'll be it. i won't let you cum. oh no, princess, only i can cum."
fucking hell!
he chuckles as he watches me edge myself; so close to cumming, but not letting myself.
"please, baby, i’m so sorry. i just wanted you so badly," i beg.
joshua just keeps staring at me; he loves to see me like this, loves to see me as his moaning mess.
i’m to the point where i can't say anything but, "please.”
"my little desperate girl," he must be thinking as he watches me trying to buck my hips onto the vibe.
"please, daddy," i whine once again.
did i mention that my legs are tied apart? well, they are; to each pole, at each corner, at the end of the bed.
all i have are my hips to buck, and i have no idea how he put the vibrator at such a still place. i should be able to knock it off, but it won't fucking budge.
if you want to see the full image: i’m sitting down on my bed, tied up, biting my lip, moans involuntarily escaping my mouth, and my boyfriend is at the end of the bed, watching me, and getting off on it all.
i can see his bulge.
oh, he's so hard.
i start to imagine myself getting on top of him. grinding my hips on his bulge, leaving a pool of wetness on his joggers, kissing him all ove—
"oh, fuck, joshua," i moan as i feel two digits enter me.
"fuck," he moans, "i never thought a little tease could get you so wet, holy shit."
josh begins to finger me, leaving the vibrator on and in between my legs. with his free hand, he unties my legs; my hips quickly buck. i moan loudly, and he moans, softly, along with me.
he knows.
"yes, princess, be a good girl and cum on daddy's fingers," josh says, along with a moan.
"oh fuck, joshua!" i loudly say as i cum.
the vibrator helps with longing my high, and josh starts to finger me slowly. i feel my legs go limp, but the vibrator is still on. as if reading my mind, josh turns it off. he looks at me, licks my cum off his fingers, smiles devilishly, and inserts his fingers in my mouth. i can taste myself, making me moan around his fingers.
tiredly, i decide to put on a show. i begin by swirling my tongue around his fingertips. then, i guide myself down, making sure i lick all of me from his fingers. he bites his lip and watches.
when i'm done, he takes his fingers away and says,
"good girl," as he turns me around, my hands criss-crossing. he makes me arch my back, and i wait patiently, biting my lip. a few seconds later, and i feel him filling me, surprising me and making a moan escape from both our mouths.
"fuck," i say.
"mhm, oh fuck," he moans along with me. his moans turn me on so fucking much, they always get me closer to cumming. his pace is fast and steady, curses coming out of his mouth every now and then. i'm moaning a lot and out loud, but i can still hear his heavy breathing.
so adorable.
i decide to take matters into my own hands. i push my ass back onto him, at the same pace, making the sensation better. i hear a staggered laugh and imagine him smiling, with his beautiful eyes closed and head thrown back. i feel his thrusts get sloppy, and then, he pulls out and turns me around. i’m thinking he's going to cum, so i open my legs: an invitation to cum on my tummy. i close my eyes, but i feel him inside of me again, a small groan escapes my mouth. i wrap my legs around him; his thrusts getting faster and faster until my legs let go off him. he takes that as an advantage to get up and rub my clit with his thumb as he thrusts deeper into me.
"josh, oh fucking christ," i moan.
he watches me as i arch my back and try to grind myself onto him.
then, i see his face expression change from a devilish and proud smile, to submissive and moaning. as soon as it changes, i hear his beautiful voice say, "fuck, baby, i-i’m close."
strangely and unconsciously, i reply, "me, too, daddy."
me, too?
after two more thrusts, i feel myself cumming. i moan as i arch my back and my eyes fly to the back of my head.
"fuuuck, joshhh…” i moan.
i feel him cum inside of me as he groans and bites my neck. he collapses on my chest, i see his head rising and falling as i try to control my breath. as soon as we're both calm, he gets up and kisses my breasts, leaving small hickeys here and there. then, he teasingly kisses and sucks on my neck, making me horny again. i moan at the sensation, and i can feel his sexy devilish smile against my skin.
he gets up and gets his towel.
“where are you going?" i ask him.
"i’m gonna shower? chill out," he replied.
"ummm, i'm still tied up?" i sarcastically add.
“no, duh," he says, "you're staying like that, until i want to untie you," he states.
"no! you can't do that! daddy! i'm still horny! please! let me go!" i beg.
he walks away into the bathroom; i’m still begging as i hear him laugh and turn on the shower.
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author’s note: fun fact — this was the second story i ever wrote! i really thought i went all out on it, lmao. even so, i love it so much. i mean, i better love it! after all, it took me sooo long to perfect. like always, i hope you guys like it! (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡
- love, kitty <3
posted: 28 august 2022
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sophibubbless · 2 years
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Updates on Silco X Reader
As promised, the next chapter has been released the very next day of posting the fiction. I was serious, the updates will be speedy. And since todays was a little short, chapter three will be coming out tonight too as a little treat. Thanks so much for the first people that've already read it, kudo'd as well as the first comment I've gotten so far! "Love it so far, and I’m really excited to see where this will go ❤️ - witchgoblins/I'm-Josh-Dun-With-You"
I'm incredibly happy and grateful, your support gives me life and fuels my motivations. I hope you all enjoy the journey this fanfiction takes!
Interested? Well, you can start reading it right here, right now!
A Fresh Start In Zaun - Silco X Reader A03 (You can also sample chapter one, posted on Tumblr yesterday)
You were good at moving on. Constantly adapting and evolving with each new life and new environment, always wondering which one will be your last. The feeling clawed inside you like a trapped bird, ready to spread its wings.
Until you arrived in Zaun, and fell under the gaze of a certain man with mismatched eyes and an intimidating aura. The kingpin, leader of Zaun. All because of your friend's hair brained schemes, you were unwillingly thrown into the deep end.
You were just a baker with, supposedly, no past... But maybe this life could be more.
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cerebralthundering · 3 years
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Tour II
Let’sa go! Make sure to read part 1 first! This might be the shortest of the 3.
warnings: oral, daddy kink, intercourse, spanking
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Josh hovers back over top of you, kissing you hard again as he snakes his one hand down your body until it slides underneath your underwear. You can feel his fingers slide between your wet folds as he groans out. “You’re so wet.”
“Fuck, you’re telling me,” you counter. You started getting wet the moment he touched you since this was something you’ve been craving for so long, but watching him as you sucked him off really got it going. He presses light circles over your clit while applying pressure at the mound with his thumb, exposing you slightly more. Your hands rake through his hair & down his back. Soon he slides two fingers inside, causing your mouth to fall agape & your back to begin to arch. His fingers work inside your walls for a moment before he pulls them back out & completely out of your panties. You give him a confused puppy dog look.
“Don’t worry, kitten. I just want to taste you.” With those words your toes curl in excitement as he hooks his fingers under the waistband & pulls off your underwear. You’re now laying there completely exposed to him on the floor. This is not exactly how you had imagined this to go but you’re definitely not complaining. He moves his body to position himself to get right between your legs. Right before you think he’s going to lower himself down, he pauses & purses his lips. “I have an idea.”
He reaches his hands out for yours. You comply & he pulls you to sit up & then up onto your knees. After that, he lets go of your hands & starts to twist himself to lay on his back in front of you with his head pointing towards you. He then tilts his head back to look at you before gesturing you over to him. “Sit on my face.”
You moan deeply at this suggestion & scoot your way over to him & position yourself over his face. He wraps his arms around your thighs to pull you closer. He begins by just suckling on your inner thighs, making you crave his tongue right where you need it as his fingertips gently press into your skin. “Josh, please…” the desperation dripping from your voice. Finally his mouth moves right where you can feel his hot breath over your core before he gives you a long lick. His touch jolts through your body, making your hips twitch, your stomach muscles tense, & breath hitch. He applies pressure with his tongue right over your clit before taking it to suck on with his lips pressed around. You twitch & moan as your breathing increases as he begins lapping you up. You feel his tongue move down to your entrance to tease circles at momentarily. He’s really starting to get you going before he stops. He pulls you back from his face just enough to speak, “Turn around.”
With his command, you do just that. You lift your leg over him & turn to face the other direction. “Much better. I wanna be able to watch your beautiful face as I eat you out. Also don’t be afraid to really ride my face,” he tells you before wrapping his arms again around your thighs & pulls you back down. This direction you can also wrap your fingers in his hair & watch the focus in his face so it’s definitely a win-win for both of you.
He goes back to working his mouth on you as you start slowly grinding your hips as you grip lightly on his hair. You can see him occasionally look up at you, watching as you bite your lip & how your eyes are almost closed as you focus on every touch while dropping expletives. After a minute he unhooks one of his arms from around your thigh & reaches underneath to slide two fingers inside you, making you groan out as your mouth falls open & your back arches as you buck his face. You can feel him curling his fingers inside you, reaching for your g-spot. He starts sucking harder at your clit, occasionally swirling his tongue around it like he’s french kissing it, & pumping his fingers faster. The multiple feelings of pleasure is making your head spin. You’ve never had anyone work you like this. You are literally like a wind up toy, getting tighter with each passing moment.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum, daddy,” you cry out as you tighten the grip on his hair & grind your hips faster, your legs now beginning to quake as your breathing steadily increases & becomes almost erratic. The heat is brewing deeply in your lower stomach, feeling yourself getting close to the edge. Your words make him grip his one hand tighter on your thigh & moan out vibrations to your core as he looks up at you before muffling out, “Come for me, kitten.” He pulls his fingers out just long enough to add a third, really working you fully now as you breathlessly cry out. “Fuck!” you scream. He releases one more wave of vibrations before finally pushing you over the edge. He keeps you pulled down tightly, working your orgasm out completely until you untense & slow down.
You raise yourself just a little to give him some breathing room as you try to catch your breath yourself. His arm is still wrapped around thigh very lazily as the other rests on the floor. After his breathing has normalized, you lean back so you’re sitting on his chest. You look at his face - flushed, wet & shiny. He then licks his lips before taking the three fingers he used & sucks seductively on each one, tasting every last bit of you. You sit there in awe, watching him with his eyes half lidded tasting you. “I knew you’d taste good.”
Now that you’ve both had the chance to catch your breath, you graze your fingertips down his sweaty chest, biting your lip innocently, before looking down at him & speaking, “Now there’s only one more thing you need to do.”
He moves to position himself back up to face you on his knees & begins to go push you back down on your back on the floor before you stop him. He furrows his brows in confusion before you answer, “I have a better idea.” You start shifting up again & then turn around so you’re on all fours with your ass facing him. You turn your head around to look at him while giving him a smirk & wiggling your butt at him. He moans in approval while giving your ass a swat, making you yelp.
“One sec,” he interrupts. He starts moving over to his bunk & you hear him rustling around in a bag before he pops his head back out & holds up a condom. He quickly tears open the wrapper & then slips it on before steadying himself behind you. He gives your ass another smack before rubbing it over. “How much do you want this?”
You groan before answering, “I don’t want this. I need this, daddy.”
“Tell me how bad you need this,” he demands while spanking you again as he starts teasing you by rubbing the head of his cock right against your entrance.
“Ugh, I need this so bad. I need your cock filling up my wet pussy. I need you pounding me hard as you pull my hair. I need you smacking my ass as you push me to the edge.” You can feel his grip on your hips tightening with each word as you try to push your ass back towards him, begging him with both your body & words. “Please…”
And with that, you feel him enter you so quickly you barely have time to adjust, causing you to cry out as he fills you up as you dig your nails into the carpet. His pace already starting out fast, bucking his hips forcefully. Your head falls down for a moment before you feel him grab a hold of your hair, pulling it back up. “Keep your head up.” Your senses are so overloaded you can barely see straight. You still can’t believe this is real & it’s even better than you ever imagined. You think the grip he has with his other hand on your hip might even leave bruises. You can hear him breathing hard & moaning with each thrust, pulling your hair back with each one. He’s fucking you with the intensity he gives while playing the drums & you know you won’t last long.
“Fuck, I’m already close!” you whine out. You can feel your legs starting to shake. You go to try to drop your head again unintentionally but he pulls you quickly back up.
He smacks your ass swiftly before leaning his body forward to get closer to your ear & asking, “Is my good kitten going to cum for daddy? Is she going to make a mess all over daddy’s cock?” His breath heaves between every few words as he continues thrusting hard into you. The sound of skin slapping skin is loud even through the various moans, groans, cries, & expletives. Your head is still instinctively trying to fall but unable. Your nails are latched so deeply into the carpet you can feel the hard surface underneath.
“Yes…” is all you can manage to express as you’re beginning to see stars. As if you weren’t already on sensory overload, he moves his hand from your hip to your clit to rub at to really push you over the edge. You have literal tears of pleasure seeping from your eyes at this point. You can’t even create coherent thoughts, let alone words, so only sounds are coming out. A couple more thrusts & you’re pushed to your climax. You scream out as your walls clench tightly around him. He loudly grunts as he finally reaches his climax as well, making him pull back on your hair even harder & grip your hip tighter. He sloppily continues thrusting to milk both of your orgasms until the end.
Once he’s done, he stops still inside you for a moment to catch his breath. His hand is steadying himself on your lower back briefly before he finally lets go of your hair, your head finally able to hang. He then pulls out & takes off the condom, tying it & tossing it in a nearby trash can. You feel like if you try to move much you might just collapse, so instead you lay yourself down your side. He takes a cue from you & lays on his opposite side so he’s facing you.
“That was fucking amazing,” he purrs as he reaches his hand out to tuck the hair out of your face. Both of your faces are flushed & sweaty but glowing as you smile at each other in bliss.
“I 100% agree. I don’t think I can move yet, & I kinda don’t want to anyway,” you state while reaching your arm out to wrap around his waist, attempting to pull him closer. He scooches towards you more so your bodies are right against each other & wraps his arm around you. You lift your leg up over him & you both just lay there silently, taking each other in, before dozing off.
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Who knows how much long later, you wake up groggily. You look around with hazy vision & that’s when it hits you that you both are still lying here on the floor naked. You start quickly jostling to get up, waking Josh up. He groans with his eyes still closed & asks, “What’s wrong?”
“Josh!” you loudly exclaim. You’re quickly putting your bra & underwear back on as he finally opens his eyes to look at you, now standing. It still hasn’t hit him yet so you gesture around the floor area & then towards Jenna & Tyler’s room. That’s when he ultimately gets it & his eyes widen as he now rushes to get up, gathering clothes off the floor. “Shit!” You freeze for a moment & hold out a hand prompting him to do the same so you can try to hear if they were back already or not. It’s dead silent & you think certainly if they had returned you would’ve noticed & they would’ve said something. Once you realize you’re still safe, you see him go to grab his shirt off the floor before you reach out & steal it from him & slip it on over your bra & underwear while giving him a content smirk. He smiles at you while checking you out, moving to run his fingertips along your hips. “You look much better in it,” he confirms. He starts slipping his fingers underneath before you stop him. “As much as I’d love for you to continue, we need to hurry up before they get back,” you explain. He sighs in agreement & goes to toss his jeans in his bunk & grabs a pair of basketball shorts instead to put on as you toss your jeans in yours.
“Stay with me…” you plead as you reach out your hand for his. He places his hand in yours as you begin climbing into your bunk before he enters behind you. He pulls the curtain closed before cuddling up behind you. His calloused but soft hand rest on your stomach as you let out a content sigh & hold onto it. This is real.
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dunstory · 3 years
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Yellow
Pairing: Josh Dun x Reader
Warnings: Anxiety, Panic Attack, Fluff
A/N: sooo, this is my first writing ever! all of this came from a dream i had last may, so i thought i could turn this into an imagine. also, there is a lot of lowercases because im to lazy to correct… sorry!! hope yall enjoy, feedback is appreciated!!
gif is not mine!
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yellow, white and red lights came from everywhere. it was happening, the first twenty one pilots convention ever. there were some people with their yellow tapes and bandanas, some with their red beanies and white glasses, even some people cosplaying as the bishops.
everything looked great. unfortunately, you weren't able to stay with josh in the backstage because him and tyler had a lot of interviews to attend and stuff. so you had the chance to explore the convention as yourself. as a clikkie that you first were, not just as Josh Dun's girlfriend. of course, some people recognized you and asked for pictures, which you happily accepted.
you spent most of your time at the stand where the clikkies were playing their tøp covers. you were amazed by their talent and passion, it was just fascinating. you even got yourself to play heavydirtysoul on the drums with another dude, you never felt so cool.
and then it was time. their special concert was about to start. As you arrived to the area, the majority of the fans that were already there recognized you and insisted for you to stay in the front row. at first everything was great, until you actually went to your saved place and started hearing some comments about you.
"she's just not it."
"she doesn't belong here."
"i don't claim her."
"josh deserves WAY better than this."
"she's a whore. she only wants his money."
to say that you're insecure is an understatement, but you could deal with it occasionally, josh knew everything about it and was always there for you.
except for now.
all the overheard voices ignited a bad feeling that you forgot you ever had. it was it. 3 minutes before your boyfriend concert, and you were about to have a panic attack. you were glad that there were chairs for everyone, so you sat and breathed deeply and slowly, as you always practiced. you thought you were going to be ok, until a girl a few rows behind you yelled:
"look how excited she is for her boyfriend's concert!oh my god. she's the only one seated."
you were about to say something back until someone else yelled
"that bitch must be pregnant! she just wanted his baby so he could give her all his money, i am sure."
dear. lord.
"why didn't I just stay home" played repeatedly in your head. but you had to focus on josh, after all, you were there for him.
and just as you calmed down, the lights came to a halt and the concert started. to be honest, you were really glad that it was a pocket show so the boys couldn't interact that much physically with the crowd because the constant movement and yelling was making you dizzy and more overwhelmed by every second, so you were glad that josh wouldn't be able to se your visibly uncomfortable face.
you loved the boys' concerts, you truly did. but you just couldn't wait for this one to finish, to be honest.
at this point, you couldn't even pay attention to tyler's singing, you just had to focus on keeping yourself on its place. considering that you were on the verge of having a panic attack and you couldn't dare to sit down while you're feeling dizzy, nauseous and slowly losing your conscience.
gladly, you could still cry. people would just think that you were thrilled. so that's what you did. you ugly cried until you heard the last screams of "hello" from tyler, meaning that trees was about to end and so was the concert. you couldn't even believe it when the music came to a halt and all you could hear was screams and applauses. these were surely the longest 50 minutes of your life.
as the boys came to the front to bow, josh started to look for you and as he found your eyes, his heart dropped. he knew you too well. he knew you weren't crying because of the concert, bur yes because of something else, most likely your anxiety got the best of you.
he was feeling so bad for you, for having left you alone and now seeing you in this state. he felt and the guilty over him. in a matter of seconds, after tyler said "we're twenty one pilots and so are you" he whispered something in a rush in his ear and he nodded, giving him the permission to run to you.
as he reached you, you started crying even more. you were too overwhelmed at this point. he then grabbed your hands firmly and asked "hey, hey, easy. are you ok?" and you shook your head weakly, feeling like you wouldn't last too long.
"ok, do you think you can jump this grid?" he asked and you nodded with a weak smile. with a help of two securities and the strong arms of your loved one, you made it to his arms. he grabbed you in bridal style and rushed out of the convention center, while kissing your forehead.
at this point, you were crumbling completely, letting all your feelings out. you were embarrassed, nervous, overwhelmed but above all, relieved for being finally in the arms of the man you loved the most. when you arrived outside, josh sat on the floor with you on his arms. he held you tightly, never wanting to let you go, he loved you so much that he couldn't put into words, so he demonstrated with actions, all the time.
and the same goes for you, you adored him, you never felt such as a thing as you felt your love for josh, it was overwhelming, but in good way actually.
he didn't ask you any questions. he just held you, kissing your forehead, massaging your back and eventually taking your hair out of your face. he stayed in silence with you, just gesturing with his hands the breathing exercises that you both had been practicing. once he made sure your breath was controlled, he just made his magic.
"and it was all yellow..." he sang lowly, only enough for you and him to listen.
it was like the whole world stopped, and it was just you and him. he forgot about his problems and commitments, even the meet&greet's that were about to happen after the show, he forgot they existed, his priority was you and you only.
"your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones..." he kept singing, shyly but doing it all for you.
you couldn't believe this, your favorite song being sang by your favorite person. he knew just the right buttons to press to make you feel like yourself again. you could feel your tears slowly drying and you smiled weakly against his chest, feeling the comfort you could never get tired of. feeling your smile encouraged josh to sing louder, as a way to also express his feelings, especially what he felt for you.
"turn in to something beautiful..."
you knew it wasn't going to be the last time you were going to hear his pretty voice sing. now that you knew that he would do this for you, you would always get the best of it. at this point, you were almost crying of joy. he was too sweet for you.
"do you know, you know i love you so.."
now, you had forgotten about the last one and a half hours of your life. you were back into your reality, where you felt good and happy, all of this because you had this yellow headed smiley boy by your side, always. to make an honor to him, you got all the strength you had left after crying a river and sang the last verse with him.
"you know i love you so... much." you nearly whispered the last word.
as he heard your tired voice, josh looked down at you with pure love in his eyes, that face that once was full of concern was now relaxed again, as the smile that he loved so much was returned to you.
all you knew was that you're going to be okay, it didn't matter what'd have to deal later in social media and press. you were okay, and while Josh was by your side, you'd always be. no matter what. even if he was comforting you from a panic attack in the middle of a sidewalk. it was just okay. after all, for him, you'd bleed yourself dry. and so would him for you.
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j-jinxee · 2 months
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TYLER DRABBLE -☆
NSFW under the cut! [warnings - edging, oral]
"ff- fuckkk" Tyler's head fell back as he continued to whine. His hands stuttered, urging his need to stop you. Ultimately stopping himself instead, knowing it'd only make things worse. The more he resisted, the longer you'd go on. His calloused hands went back to gripping the bed sheets, just needing to feel in control of something, anything.
"babe- baby please.. ah!" His hips spasmd — crying, pleading for a release, but you weren't done yet. You were absolutely obsessed with how pretty Tyler looked like this, prolonging his misery for as long as possible, just so you could see his desperate expression and helpless mannerisms. He swallowed harshly, attempting to soothe his dry throat, a result of his rough and heavy breathing. His eyes screwed shut — the sensation of vision being too much for him at the moment, but you didn't like that. "Eyes on me baby" you tilted his head forward and met his eyes, fuck he looked so good like this. He struggled to keep eye contact, feeling so helpless under your touch. Your hand had been laced with thick coats of pre, some leaking down and decorating his v-line. Pretty, pretty boy.
"My pretty boy ~ pretty pretty boy" you whispered somewhat musically as your hand retracted yet again. "ff- fuck, please!" Tears began to form at corners of his eyes as he screwed them shut once more. It was getting painful now — he simply couldn't take anymore without sobbing, but he held back as best he could. As he was lost in cloudy thoughts, you slowly moved back and downwards. Arching your back behind you as your lips came dangerously close to his tip. You smiled, looking up at his head thrown back, his chest rising and falling with each breath.
You kissed his tip, "A-ahh!". The new sensation of your hot lips just barely grazing his cock was too much, he knew he couldn't do this any longer. You thought he'd done well, although you wished it could last forever, you were happy to finish him off now. Licking a strip up his length, then bottoming out your own mouth with his aching member. He instinctively thrusted up into your mouth, making this sick game of yours end as soon as possible. You allowed him to finish in any way he pleased, which ended up just being down your throat — he feared doing anything else would lead back into edging.
"fuckfuckfuck- a-ah!" He moaned, thick ropes of hot white cum spilled out, finally releasing what'd been kept in for atleast a couple hours now. You swallowed and lapped up every last drop of his milky relief, while he layed there — nearly passed out from how intense that orgasm was. He was so, so pretty like this, just a sensitive little mess, sweaty and exhausted. He weirdly was never a fan of recieving aftercare — he said it made him feel too incapable, which is understandable. Although, you knew he'd need it after tonight, you'd force him if you had to.
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This was inspired by the lyrics "you look so pretty when you're passing out from all of the tension" from Streets of LA by Ayesha Erotica hehe. I also just wanted to write subby Tyler cuz omg, you can't tell me that man is a top only, not possible -☆
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Overreaction (Josh Dun x reader)
Summary: Arguments over the littlest of things happen to everyone. It’s how you handle them that matters. In the early days of twenty one pilots, when their future isn’t guaranteed, Josh finds that he isn’t particularly good at handling stress... 
Word count: 1794
Warnings: Josh is kind of an ass here, but definitely more in an ‘I’m stressed and don’t know how to cope’ way than an ‘I’m an actual prick’ way. You get me? 
The house was quiet when he woke up. The sort of quiet that sat coldly in his bones and left a weight in his stomach, filling the air in every room and leaving everything feeling grey and still. His heart sank further as he stuck his head into the guest bedroom and saw the bed neatly made, the top of the dresser empty. 
They hadn’t come back. 
His mind was filled with images of the evening before as guilt washed over him. 
“Josh, please, can you just lay off the drumming for half an hour? I just wanna get this last section done.” (y/n) dug their fingers into their temples, frowning over the essay they were trying to finish. When he’d suggested that they spend the afternoon at his flat so they could both finish the work they needed to do and then spend the weekend hanging out, they’d jumped to say yes. But while it had been a good idea at the time, things hadn’t gone quite to plan. 
Josh had been working on some ideas for the music video he and Tyler were meant to be shooting in a week’s time while (y/n) was working on finishing an assignment that was due on the Monday. It was frustratingly difficult work, and at first their boyfriend’s presence was a relaxing one. 
The two of them were sat on opposite sides of the breakfast bar, laptops and papers spread out in an inelegant tangle as they worked. The kitchen smelled of fresh coffee and a soft instrumental playlist was on in the background. For a couple of hours, the atmosphere was incredibly peaceful. But then, Josh finished his work. And he got bored. He tidied up his laptop and notebooks to kill a little time, but soon found that he needed more to do. 
Thinking back to the discussion he’d had with Tyler over some new ideas for songs, he decided to sit down at his practice pad for a little while and get some rhythms out of his head, see if any of them fit the beautiful words that his bandmate had put together. He slipped his headphones on and plugged them in, relaxing as he wrapped his hands around the drum sticks and got ready to play. 
Engrossed in reading the resources they’d found, (y/n) jumped as he started tapping away, their concentration shattered. At first they tried to just ignore it and carry on, but the repetitive beats that only got louder and more complex made it impossible to keep their mind on the words they needed to write. 
And so, they had politely asked him to stop. 
Josh had barely glanced back at them, tapping his feet in time with the thoughts running through his brain. “I’m just tryna get this idea down so it matches the stuff from Tyler.” 
“Yeah, but can it wait? Is there some other way you can think about it that isn’t so... loud? I’m still working.” 
He sighed. “Babe, this is part of my work. So I’m still working too.” 
“I get that, I do. It just doesn’t make it very easy to think about the history of genetics, you know?” They’d laughed slightly, trying to lighten the mood a little. But a dark cloud had descended over the room, and Josh’s continued frown made their smile fade. 
“Look, this is important.” 
“I never said it wasn’t.” Now they were frowning too. “I just asked-”
“I’m trying to make this whole band thing work, okay? And maybe you don’t think that takes as much effort as a fancy college degree, but it’s damn hard.” 
(y/n) felt like a deer in the headlights, taken aback by the sharpness of his response. “Hey, I know how hard you guys are working on this, and I know how much it matters to you. All I’m asking for is half an hour of quiet so I can get this done. And then I’ll sit and listen, okay? Maybe I can try and help you go through some of the ideas you’ve got.” 
He sniffed, shaking his head. “Yeah, like you actually care. All you can think about is yourself.” 
Their jaw dropped as he turned back to the kit, hitting the pads even harder now that he had some anger to get out of his system. “Josh, I-”
“No, it’s fine! It’s fine that you’re more worried about one stupid essay - one essay that won’t even affect your perfect GPA anyway - than you are about me being happy with my career. Nice to know. Really.” 
He’d never snapped at them before. Tears prickled hotly at the corners of their eyes. Silently, they gathered their things and packed them into their bag, dipping into the guest room briefly to get what little else they’d brought. Then two doors slammed, one shortly after another. 
It took almost an hour for Josh to notice what had happened in the aftermath of the argument. Finally satisfied, he put his sticks down - and turned to face an empty room. That’s when he realised that (y/n) had grabbed what little they had brought round to his place and left. 
Groaning at his own idiocy, Josh found himself getting anxious. Last night he’d assumed they’d just gone home, but what if something had happened to them while they were out? What if they were in a hospital, or being held hostage by someone, or... no, he couldn’t think like that. He sighed, chewed at his lip, and made the decision to phone them. It was obviously better to apologise in person, but somehow he doubted that showing up at their apartment unannounced would be welcomed. Besides, just hearing their voice for the moment would be enough to assuage his growing intrusive thoughts. The phone rang through a couple of times before abruptly cutting off. Nothing. But with the short ring period, he knew it wasn’t because their phone was broken or switched off. They’d declined the call. 
Pacing back and forth across his living room, Josh rang Tyler instead. Thankfully, his best friend answered straight away. 
“Yeah?” 
“Ty, I screwed up.” 
“Oh, I know.” 
He stopped walking for a moment, frowning. “Wait, what?” 
He could hear Tyler close a door before answering. “(y/n) came here last night. And dude I’ve gotta tell you, I haven’t seen them that upset in a long time.” 
Josh felt his heart sink. “What did they say?” 
“That you made them feel like you didn’t want them there. That you told them they didn’t care about you, which a blind man could see is total rubbish.” His friend sounded angry, and he was definitely starting to feel that it was justified. “They said that it was you who didn’t seem to care about them. That you didn’t think about the fact this essay is due Monday and they’ve got a midterm on Wednesday, even though they’d told you all about how worried they were when they got to yours. Dude. You were a real jerk.” 
He let his head drop against the wall with a soft thud, feeling well and truly like an idiot. “I don’t even know why I said all that stuff. I feel terrible.” 
“Yeah, you should. I had to come and pick them up because it was getting dark and they were crying too much to keep walking home.” 
He felt his heart sink painfully. “I... I made them cry?”
Hearing the crack in Josh’s voice, Tyler sighed. “Look man, just get over here. You’re both a bit calmer now, and you can talk things over. You can apologise.”
“I- Yeah, okay, that’s a good idea. I’ll be there soon. Thanks man.” 
Burying their hands in the hoodie’s sleeves, (y/n) chewed at the dry skin on their lips until Tyler nudged them in the side. 
“Hey, knock that off. You’ll make them sore.” 
“Are you sure he’s not still mad at me?” 
Tyler pulled them in for a hug, rubbing their back soothingly. “Hey, I know he isn’t. You know, I don’t think he was ever really mad at you in the first place. Just real stressed. And that’s not me trying to excuse what he said to you, because it was totally out of line. I just don’t think he’s capable of being mad at you.” 
A knock on the door interrupted them, and he let them go so he could go and answer it. When Josh set eyes on them, red around the eyes and pale with lack of sleep, he burst towards them and took their hands in his, babbling almost frantically. 
“Shit, (y/n) I- I’m so, so sorry. I have no idea why I said the things I did - I shouldn’t have, no way. None of those things were true. I think I - everything lately has been so hard, so uncertain - I just want us to do well, and... your degree is so stable and nothing I do is guaranteed and that... I don’t know, maybe it - I don’t even know!” 
He was practically tearing his hair out at this point, and (y/n) stopped him with a hand on his cheek. “Hey, slow down. One thing at a time. Were you really mad at me yesterday?” 
“No, of course not. I think I... I was just worried about a lot of things and you happened to say something at the wrong time.” 
“So you... you don’t really think that I don’t care about you?” 
He could see them welling up again, and opened his arms for a hug the same way he always did - never pulling them in first, always checking that they were okay with the contact before doing so. They leant into him, tucking their chin on his shoulder as he held them as tightly as he dared. 
“No. I think that’s the worst thing I said to you, and I don’t even know where it came from. I just - I am so sorry, babe. I hate that I treated you like that.” 
“Thank you for apologising. And, I forgive you.” They pressed a soft kiss to his lips, hands resting against his chest as his moved to their waist. 
When they pulled back he barely gave them a second to breathe before kissing them again with a little more force, his tongue dancing at the seam of their mouth. 
“Oh, gross. I leave you two alone for five minutes and this is what happens.” 
They pulled apart, both giggling a little at the look of mock disgust on Tyler’s face. Beneath it, the relief was clearly visible. 
“Sorry man.” 
“Yeah, whatever, I’m just glad you two are okay now. Next time, get a room that isn’t my kitchen, deal?” 
“Deal.” 
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ohprettyweeper · 2 years
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Caught on Fire
Part 3
Summary: Zack is close to getting out of the hospital, but complications arise and cause concern for everyone. Pairing: Josh Dun x Reader Word Count: 1400 Warnings: Hospital-related scenarios. A/N: Enjoy the read! Tag list is always open, enjoy this next part!
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After your few days off, you returned to work walking on cloud nine. The other nurses and even the doctors noticed it, and a couple of them commented.
“Wouldn’t have anything to do with a certain firefighter, would it?” Nicole asked, coming in to cover the second-half of a shift for another trauma doctor.
You blushed. “I don’t know, maybe.”
“All I know is, Josh Dun was at my house a couple of times in the last few days, and his head was way up in the clouds. Things must be starting off pretty well.”
“I think they are,” you nodded, finally letting a smile break through. “We’ve only gone out a couple of times, but I really like him. I thought maybe at first it was just the prospect of being with a firefighter again, being part of the station family. But Josh is — Dr. Joseph, he’s funny and he’s caring and he’s a gentleman. He’s all the things you just don’t see much of anymore.”
Nicole smiled. “First of all, you can call me Nicole when it’s just us, or outside of the hospital. Second of all, I really am happy, for both you and Josh. I think you guys make a great couple. I’m looking forward to having you at the barbecue.”
You nodded, thinking how nice it would be to see some of the other firefighter families again. You remembered how proud you used to be, showing up on Chad’s arm, talking rescue and emergency medicine with those who could relate, and girl talk with the wives who weren’t part of the medical community. The pride you remembered feeling going to these functions as Chad’s date paled in comparison the pride you already felt simply imagining being at Josh’s side.
Trauma was slow again, but the ER was picking up. You stepped out of the trauma office to help with some dismissals, and were charting on one dismissal when you saw Nicole rush out of the trauma office and run towards the elevators. Charting could wait for later; you were her nurse on duty and she might need the help.
“Where you headed?” you asked, barely making it onto the elevator with her.
She didn’t even look up from her text message, thumbs furiously passing over the digital keys on the screen. “Med-surg.”
Med-surg — the floor Zack was staying on. You had assumed by now that the younger Joseph brother was home and on the mend, but judging by the look on Nicole’s face, that wasn’t the case.
“Is it Zack?”
She swallowed and nodded. “I wasn’t paged. Tyler’s up there, he texted me. You don’t have to be there, Y/N. If I get a trauma page, I’ll be right back down.”
The decision was made then and there. If you were going to be part of this family again, you were going to do it right. You didn’t say anything, simply leaned against the back of the cart and waited for the elevator to reach the floor.
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As soon as Josh got the text from Tyler that something was happening with Zack, he explained to the other guys, who told him to go straight to the hospital. With his duty covered, he didn’t even bother changing out of his station shirt and turnout pants.
“What’s the latest?”
Tyler was seated in the waiting room on the med-surg floor, his head in his hands. He lifted his head when he heard Josh’s voice.
“Oh, hey, man.” He swallowed. “I don’t know. Nicole came up twenty minutes ago. Zack was coughing and he couldn’t catch his breath. They started talking about intubating again and pulled in all these machines. I panicked, texted Nicole. She came up with Y/N, and I haven’t heard anything since. They’ve got the door closed.”
Josh sat next to his friend. “Well — has anyone ran a crash cart in that direction?”
Tyler licked his lips. “Crash cart’s been sitting outside his room. They haven’t brought it in yet.”
“That’s a good thing.”
Tyler nodded, but didn’t say anything else. Josh didn’t push. Without knowing what was happening, he didn’t know what to say anyway.
Another twenty minutes, and then some, passed before Nicole and Y/N came to find them in the waiting room. Nicole sat next to Tyler and took his hand.
“They’re taking him to CT. I think it’s a pulmonary embolism, possibly caused by the irritation in his lungs from the smoke inhalation. Depending on the size of the clot, it’s possible we may be able to dissolve it with meds, but if it’s too large, they’ll want to operate. I already have a cardio-thoracic attending coming down for a consult —”
Tyler shook his head, pushing out of his chair. “No. If Zack has to have surgery, I want you to do it.”
Nicole took her husband’s face in her hands. “I want to, Tyler, but this is not my case. Honestly, I shouldn’t have even been in the room now, but this hospital has a very understanding staff. Dr. Ellis is amazing, and he is going to take great care of your brother, okay? The best you can do right now is to call your family, get them here — don’t make them panic, just let them know Zack needs the extra support right now. I need to go back down to the ER, but I’m going to check in, I’ll keep up with his chart. You come down if you need to, or page me back up. All right?”
Tyler hugged her again, promising he would do his best to do as she said. Nicole got up to go, but Y/N lingered, even after Tyler got up to make his phone call. Josh looked at her. He didn’t think his worry was written all over his face until she got up, pulled him from his seat, and wrapped him in a fierce hug.
“Zack’s gonna be okay,” she assured. “A PE can be scary, but this hospital is the place to be for any scary medical situation. Nicole was right — Dr. Ellis is great.”
Josh nodded against her hair. “Yeah, okay. I don’t know why I’m so worried. Maybe because Tyler is, and I worry about him, too.”
“I get it,” Y/N replied, pulling away. “I need to go back to the ER, too, but, if you can, stop and see me before you leave. Please?”
“Of course. Nicole will keep you updated?”
Y/N smiled. “Oh, I don’t doubt it. I think she might be as excited as we are about this — this thing.”
“This thing,” Josh repeated with a smile. He leaned forward to kiss her, hesitant to let it linger while they were there in the hospital. “Maybe, sometime, we should find a name for this thing.”
“Maybe we should.” She kissed him one more time. “I’ll see you, Josh.”
“See you.”
Already behind Nicole, Y/N jogged toward the elevator, throwing a smile over her shoulder at him while she waited for the cart to return to the med-surg floor.
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By the end of your shift, you were ready for a good breakfast and a long nap, and not necessarily in that order. Josh had come by before leaving the hospital, updating both you and Nicole that Zack did in fact have a pulmonary embolism, but Dr. Ellis was confident that close observation and the administration of a thrombolytic would take care of the issue, without need for surgery.
Since he had seen you before he went back to the station, you didn’t expect him to be waiting in your driveway when you got home.
“This is creepy,” he admitted as soon as you both were out of your cars. “But I figured maybe you needed breakfast, and maybe I could cook for you?”
You smiled. “It’s like you read my mind — except that I think I need sleep first.”
He tilted his head to the side. “I could sleep first. I just got out of the station, you know.”
“Yeah. You were cuter in your turn-out pants.”
“Oh, really?” Josh laughed. “What do you say, Y/N? Take a nap with me, then I’ll cook for you.”
You thought for only a moment before nodding your head. Josh grinned and waited for you to unlock the door, then followed you into the house.
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mochiwritesstuff · 3 years
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Hey! I hope your having a good day and I just popped in to ask if you wouldn't mind doing some Josh dun x reader fluff that has something to do with the livestream?
I sadly didn't watch the livestream :(
Sorry this is so late, I just finished school and have been hella busy at home :(
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Nerves
Warnings - None
Paring - Josh Dun x GN!Reader
Summary - Just helping Jishwa with his nerves before the livestream.
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Ten minutes. Only ten minutes until the stream had to start and Josh was no where to be seen. Even after asking around and searching every place you could think of, you couldn't find him.
"He's on the roof," Tyler said, slightly panting from running. "He's just sitting there and won't listen to me."
"Thank you, I'll go get him." You raced up the stairs, nearly tripping every few steps. With immense force, you pushed open the heavy metal door. It was difficult and far away to see but you could just make out a messy mop of hair. Josh sat with his legs crossed, his eyes scanning the world around him.
"Josh!" You called out, quickly making your way over. "What're you doing up here, you only have a few minutes." He glanced at you then continued his previous actions while patting the space next to him.
"Hey, you okay bub?" You asked, sitting yourself down and placing a hand over his.
"Yeah," he replied, readjusting his hand so that he was now holding yours. "kinda nervous."
"You'll do great, you always do," you said, turning his face to face you. "can I get you anything? Water, hug, kiss?" Josh chuckled and shook his head.
"Just stay up here with me for a bit." The fresh air and cool breeze was soothing to him, having you there with him was the last thing he needed to calm himself a little.
"And a kiss?" You asked, a teasing smirk on your face, causing him to show his bright smile
"And a kiss." He agreed
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REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!
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rrickgrrimes8 · 3 years
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The Note - Tyler Joseph
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⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️
"I'm sorry Tyler. I can't do it anymore."
He said to himself reciting the words you had wrote earlier that day.
"It's too hard. Everything is just too hard and I feel like I'm falling apart. Everyday it just gets worse and worse and I can't handle it. Not anymore."
Tyler's voice cracked slightly and he felt his eyes begin to coat over with tears.
"I used to be happy Tyler. I promise you that. And probably the only reason I was ever happy was because of you. Because of your music. Because of your personality, your smile, your weird little comments. Because of your love."
"Yeah well clearly my love wasn't enough for you."
"And everything you did to make me happy was incredible. It was perfect but because of my messed up brain it wasn't enough. And that's nothing to do with you because you are enough you always have been. And if I'm being honest you were way too good for me from the moment we met. So what I'm saying is you're not the problem. I am. I always have been the problem."
"You were never a problem, (y/n). You were the love of my life."
"You know when we met I was so scared to talk to you. You were this confident sexy and might I add incredibly talented musician and I was just me, (y/n). I was some random girl who was nothing compared to you."
"You got it backwards. I'm nothing compared to you."
"And yet you still saw me. Through the heaps of crowds all there to see you, you saw me. And I want to say thank you for that because I'm am more than 100% sure that without you seeing me I'd be gone a lot sooner then now."
"I wish seeing you would've been enough.”
"It amazes me as to why you saw me but whenever I ask you just brush it off saying it was fate or whatever. And to some extent I believe that but I feel like it's something else. Something you never told me. Something that you'll never get to tell me due to the fact I'll never see you again if this goes to plan."
Tyler smiles softly reminiscing about the day they met.
"It was because I had been watching you all day because I thought you were so incredibly beautiful but I couldn't summon the courage to talk to you. And when I 'saw you' it was only because I was staring for an unhealthy amount of time and you caught me."
He chuckled sadly.
"And the reason I never said anything was because I was too embarrassed and I thought you might've judged me and said I was creepy. But now I wish I had told you. Maybe then you would understand how incredible you are and y-you would still be here."
"But like I said earlier I don't want you to blame yourself. Because frankly it's not your fault. It'll never be your fault and you need to remember that."
"But it is all my fault, (y/n). How could I not blame myself when I am completely to blame?"
"I love you Tyler. So much. And you don't understand how much it hurts me to leave you but it's what I have to do."
"It hurts you? It hurts you to leave me?"
He scoffed basically shouting at himself.
"It hurts you, when I'm the one who is left alone. It hurts you, when I'm the one who loses the love of my life. No! You don't get to be hurt by this, (y/n). I'm the one that has to keep going without you. A-and you just get to give up. You just get to die. But I can't do that. I can't do what you did to me. I can't do that to Josh or my mom or dad or anyone that cares about me because I wouldn't- no I couldn't do that. Not now. Not with knowing how it would make them feel."
"I'm sorry Tyler. I'm sorry. And I get that you won't ever be able to believe that but that's a price I have to and am willing to pay. I get that your hurt baby. I get that so much. But this is just something I need to do. I needed something to stop the madness. I needed something to stop the pain."
"Suicide is never the option."
"Stay alive my fren. I love you."
"I love you too."
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#jd
Pairing: Josh Dun x Reader
Warnings: Little bit of angst/embarrassment 
Word Count: 929
Request: Can you do one that’s tumblr themed and y/n has a secret tumblr with a crush tag and the boy sees the tumblr and sees them talking about him. Very embarrassed🤭
Author’s Note: Sorry about my absence, but here’s a fic to make up for it! I hope you enjoy this one :) (picture credit)
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You stifled a giggle as you scrolled through your Tumblr account, looking at the things you had reblogged over the past few months. It was mostly memes of various TV shows and games that you liked, but there was an occasional personal post thrown in to update your handful of followers about your life. Most of them were about your “mysterious crush” that you made vague posts about, just to make sure that his identity wasn’t immediately obvious to anyone reading.
Because the #jd tag made it so difficult to figure out.
“What are you looking at?” Josh asked when another laugh escaped your lips.
“Tumblr, as per usual,” you answered, smiling at him.
“I want to see what’s so funny.”
Josh started to scoot closer to you, already trying to peer over your shoulder. You pulled your phone to your chest to hide it from sight, making sure to lock it as an additional security measure. His attempts to get a look at your Tumblr account had been a longstanding joke in your friendship.
“Sorry, Josh, you know the rule.”
“Please,” he said, sticking out his lower lip. Your stomach flipped a couple times at his adorable expression, and for a brief moment you even considered handing over your phone. Flustered, you pulled your eyes away and reminded yourself of all the posts about him you didn’t want to be seen.
“No, it’s too personal,” you said, “But if I find something funny, I’ll text it to you.”
“Fine, we have a deal.”
Josh gave you one final longing look - which you answered with a giggle and a shake of your head - before returning to the other side of the couch, far away from you. You continued to scroll, though it was harder now that you were distracted by the mental image of Josh pouting. Was that worthy of a vague post?
“Josh, you have to see this,” you said, forgetting all about his expression as you hit the share button on a meme that someone had created about the band. You tried to limit the number of posts that you reblogged about the boys - mostly out of fear of people connecting Josh’s identity to the tag on your crush posts - but occasionally something was so funny that you couldn’t resist. This was one of those posts.
“I’m ready,” Josh said, holding his phone up in front of his face. “Is it coming?”
“Yeah, it just takes a second.”
A moment later, Josh was tapping on his phone and laughing as he read the post. The sound of it made butterflies form in your stomach.
“What account is this from? I want to see what else they’ve posted.”
“I don’t remember, click on the name at the top.”
“Y/T/U?”
The butterflies in your stomach disappeared instantly, replaced with a feeling of pure dread. You had been so distracted by sending Josh the post that you had totally forgotten that you had been looking through your own account, meaning that was what he had just gotten a direct link to.
“Don’t look at that,” you said quickly.
Josh turned to you, a teasing smirk on his face. “Why not?”
“Josh, please.”
“Is there something on here you don’t want me to see?”
You decided to go for it and lunged at Josh, reaching for his phone, but it only ended with his hand getting further from you and your chest pressed to his.
“Let’s see what we have here… this looks like a post you wrote. ‘I can’t get enough of his smile. It’s like liquid sunshine.’ Oh, and there’s some more text at the bottom. JD. Hey, those are my initials,” he smiled.
You were still on top of Josh, too scared, embarrassed, and curious to do anything. Was he going to put it together?
“I want to find more posts you wrote,” he said, starting to scroll faster. “Here’s one: ‘Sometimes he puts his arm around me when we walk and my heart melts.’ It has the same letters as the other one. I put my arm around you when we walk sometimes.”
His smile slowly faded and morphed into recognition. Your hands started to shake. You could see the pieces coming together in his head.
“‘Sometimes I want to tell him how I feel but then I think about losing him and that hurts so much more than never telling him.’ Y/N, are these about me?”
“I’m so sorry,” you said. Your body finally moved and you started to pull away from Josh. “I should have never made that public. It was stupid. I should have just told you like an adult.”
Josh caught your arm and gently pulled you back towards him, “I think it’s sweet.”
“You do?”
“Yeah, I write stuff like that in my notes about people I like all the time.”
“Right,” you said, forcing a smile even though you could feel your stomach sinking.
“And I have hundreds about you.”
You turned to him, eyes wide. “About me?”
“There’s something satisfying about writing your feelings down somewhere, isn’t there?”
“Agreed,” you smiled. It was real this time.
Josh stared at you for a moment before finally leaning forward and pressing his lips to yours. You rested a hand on the side of his face and held him close.
“Does this mean I get to look at your Tumblr now?” he whispered when he finally pulled away.
“Maybe,” you laughed. “It depends how many other embarrassing things are on there.”
Josh smiled and gave you another quick kiss, “Deal.”
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❆CHRISTMAS❆ Market. (J. Dun x Reader)
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note: day four of the twelve days of christmas! :) x
REQUESTS ARE CLOSED. 
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It was a clear, crisp night; the air had just the right amount of chill to it, and the sky sparkled with hundreds of blinking stars – a perfect winter’s night. The local Christmas market was merry and bright, with all kinds of delicious smells flooding the air and lively music playing in the background. You and your boyfriend strolled through the grounds at a leisurely pace, his right hand clasped lovingly around yours as his left held a firm grip on the dog leash secured around Jim’s neck.
Turning to gaze at the man walking next to you, a wild grin burst across your face as you thought about just how happy you were. You saddled up against his side, close enough to smell his cologne over all the other unfamiliar and wonderful scents of the market.
“I’m so glad we could do this,” you beamed, earning a smile and kiss on your forehead as a response.
“Me too,” Josh agreed, pulling you closer, “It was exactly what I needed. And by the looks of it, exactly what Jim needed too.”
A short laugh slipped past your lips as you looked down and observed the affectionate waggle of your dog’s tail, and the way he was strutting along excitedly. The three of you were approaching a stall that had the most beautiful handcrafted wooden ornaments on display, and you tugged Josh toward it.
Picking up a small wooden reindeer whose painted details shimmered vibrantly under the fairy lights, you turned to catch your boyfriend staring at you as if you were one of the stars in the night sky. You scrunched up your nose and held the ornament up for him to see.
“I think he’d look great on the mantle, don’t you think, babe?” you queried, pouting your lips slightly so as to guilt him into agreeing.
Whether he agreed or not, he handed the vendor a couple bills and thanked him, leaving you to happily deposit the reindeer into your bag. Recapturing his hand in yours, you led him further into the array of stalls.
Twisting through the beautiful wooden stands, treading carefully so as not the slip on the icy stones beneath your feet, you suddenly came to a halt. Completely captivated by the delicious smells, you backtracked a bit, dragging Josh along with you, and turned to stare in the direction of the wide selection of sweet treats on offer.
“Ooo, I needsome of those,” you hummed, closing your eyes as you revelled in the sweet aromas.
“Uh… I think our child had the same idea.”
Your eyes opened immediately, your head whipping around so fast you almost injured yourself; there, five feet away, galloping like a horse and heading straight for the cake stalls, was Jim.
Josh and you stared at each other for a moment, then simultaneously started running after Jim and yelling out his name. The animal paid no attention to either of you – he was far too intent on getting himself some treats – and dashed through the crowds of people so fast that all you could see was flashes of golden brown as he sprinted.
“Excuse me, sorry, pardon me, so sorry,” Josh mumbled apologies to the people he unceremoniously shoved out of the way as he attempted to catch up to your dog.
You weren’t far behind him, calling out to Jim and whistling to try and get his attention. He was generally a stellarly behaved dog, but tonight that was most definitely not the case. The dog was a maniac.
By the time the two of you eventually caught up to him, the snow was falling in earnest. Josh dove forward and managed to wrap Jim up in his arms just before the animal could leap up and swipe a couple danishes from the nearest stall. You scurried up to them, clasping the leash back onto his collar.
“Gotcha, you little minx!” you exclaimed, out of breath from the unexpected round of cardio you’d just done. Even though the snow was falling, you were sweating, and wiped a gloved hand across your forehead.
“I’ve never chased that hard after anyone,” Josh breathed exasperatedly, ruffling the dog’s coat before cocking a brow at you, “Not even you.”
You wheezed. “Yeah, I beg to differ.”
“Oh? I-“
“Don’t make me pull out the reciepts, Jishwa.”
Holding up his hands in defense, your boyfriend relented and went back to snuggling your dog. When you weren’t looking, he mumbled to Jim. “She’s got nothing.”
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Thank you for reading x
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