#like this shit is fucking crazy and he knows nothing about animation and he treated his crew like DOGSHIT
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OK I'm watching this video about the tumultuous history of the infamous Foodfight and...I've been sitting here this entire time like
My mind is ACTUALLY blown cause all this time I thought it was just a BAD movie. One with no thought or care put behind it.
Come to find out that a lot of people actually TRIED to put their heart and soul into it, only for their efforts to be TARNISHED AND TORN ASUNDER by the fucking director?? If anyone here's a fan of long video essays and batshit rabbit holes then here ya go
youtube
#jane journals#not self ship#MY PARTNER JUST SENT ME THIS VIDEO AND BRO THIS IS /INSANE/!!!!#THIS DIRECTOR IS THE FUCKING SCUM OF THE EARTH#HES A CREEP AND A PERV AND A TYRANT AND ALSO RACIST???#like this shit is fucking crazy and he knows nothing about animation and he treated his crew like DOGSHIT#ALSO MADE THEM CLEAN /HIS/ DOGS SHIT#I WANT THIS GUY TO DIE HORRIBLY#like yeah some of it IS a little disturbing so fair warning about that but most of it is just....#im flabbergasted#oh also the stolen footage thing?? A COMPLETE LIE#NEVER HAPPENED. HE JUST COULDNT MEET A DEADLINE#Youtube
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Well, I’m still glad that Gojo was always a character who was growing and learning at least. He’s literally one of my favorite characters of all time now. Like, he’s never been as perfect as how the fans would make him out to be despite canonically being viewed as an absolute nuisance to everyone around him (I don’t think his peers necessarily hate him but a lot of them probably hate to see him coming and the ones who’ve dealt with him long enough to consider him a friend, tolerate him and groan whenever he opens his mouth, too 😭… out of love. He’s extremely childish so there is only sm the other adults around him can take and to an extent, his students. I think the only characters in canon who adore him and their eye’s sparkle whenever he’s around, and being a silly teacher was Yuuji and Miwa (she asked him for his autograph (he’s the most famous sorcerer in the jjk world) and when she was alone, she did a little dance in the empty hallway 🥺…) from what we’ve seen even though the others still care about him, too. They just find him rather annoying, which he most definitely is. And he does it on purpose. He plays too much.)
#I’m also not usually one to get annoyed whenever ppl shit on the things I like#like I’m an adult sorry idc 😵💫#but it’s always annoying seeing ppl who know nothing about the story complaining about it#even just as recently with the Gojo being racist shit 😭..#like he’s a really great character despite all of that and even though Gege’s#execution of that could’ve been better or didn’t need to happen at all#because idk what gege was doing even though I do strongly believe that he used a moment like this to showcase Gojo’s ignorance and#that how he’s also human and makes mistakes since if you’re familiar with the series Gojo isn’t really treated like person at all#more like a deity and he doesn’t like that#but he’s never been one to voice his personal feelings and talk about his trauma ever#he gets treated like a god and because of this he’s never felt like he could truly connect with other people#so that’s why he puts on that whole act of being overly friendly/ playing with others and even rude to shut others out because of his#aversion to opening his traumatized self To other ppl like he’s so cool#and when he’s friendly he gives the others just enough of his affection so that he wouldn’t be worried about and not have others pry#but he’s incredibly flawed as well#I feel like gege could’ve showed Gojo being ‘humbled’ some other kind of way over the racism tho 😭. But it’s fine lmfao#I’m still so grateful that he had Gojo actually apologize instead of waving Miguel off like he didn’t matter because like I’ve said before#he literally never apologizes (this is probably the first time that I’ve ever seen gojo apologize to anyone in canon I’m so serious 🗿)#that’s literally not part of him#like he feels regret but he never apologies or shows that he actually cares about what others are expressing to him when they’re upset with#him. like this is crazy. but it shows that he did care about the mistake that he made which I appreciate…. like idk how I would’ve felt#about his character if he showed that he could care less when hurting someone like this🗿…..#I adore him so much sorry sorry for taking about anime I’m just 😭…. ❤️❤️❤️#rambling#I’m glad that everyone is fucking with Miguel now because he is a really interesting character even though we haven’t seen much of him#he’s one of the few ppl who Gojo trusted enough to look after someone who he cared about despite the horrors#because he knew that Miguel would protect yuuta and do right by him#it’s very 😭❤️…
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-⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀YOU'RE FUCKING CRAZY ⠀⠀⠀. . . ⠀⠀⠀but you're lowkey cool .
fandom ; class of 09
character ; nicole
gender ; female reader (lesbian nicole real)
creator ; umeqii
QUICK A/N - so like idk i'm a nicole kinnie and so like i might (i will) self project but yk ^_^ and uh idk i js wanted to post smth abt co09 bc like all i saw was mf jeffery ones and no one likes jeffery he's a fucking wierdo anyways!!
TW - like it's co09, so mentions of pedophilia, drugs, dark humor, sh, suicide jokes, things like that :P
─── WHAT IT'S LIKE DATING NICOLE !!
okay so it's quite clear that nicole is a sociopath, and she's aware of it and she payed VERY little attention to you at first
i guess you were just like, that one girl who just sits in class n minds her business and overhears alot of weirdass drama like that one blonde bitch kelly being inlove with her cousin or something
but you had a new student, and you gotta admit, she was really pretty ≥∇≤ !!
her personality; not so much (real though)
anyways, you grew up to read people really easily from the way you were raised n shit so when you first spoke to nicole in class, you realised she was faking to smile; or just faking to be nice in general
so you kept that in mind, but didn't say anything because you were loekwy afraid :P
one time, you guys had science together n this kid jeffery kept tryna talk to nicole and it's not like you were mad at her for tryna make new friends, it was jeffery you were mad at
he didn't even acknowledge you one bit ☠️☠️
so you just end up standing next to them saying nothing and looking like a random stranger
when nicole sat in her seat, with jeffery rambling about anime girls or something, you saw how she looked REAALLLYYY pissed so you were gonna sit in your seat (which was opposite hers) and ask her
UNTIL THAT BITCH JEFFERY LIKE SAT IN IT ☠️☠️😭😭
you just ended up staring at him with a slightly open mouth when he ignored your soft askings of "can you please move?"
that's when our favourite toxic lesbian said something!! (i'm delusional)
" oh my FUCKING god, next time i hear anything about your stupidass anime cat girls, i will actually hang myself from this light. like who the fuck even asked?? i know damn fuckin' well i didn't. and get your greasy and filthy ass out of y/n's seat, you bitch. "
😨
that was jeffery's face (and lowkey yours' too)
he got out of your seat and mumbled an apology to you and sat somewhere else leaving you and an annoyed nicole sitting in silence
" oh uh...are you? "
" do you have any meth. "
" ah fuck sorry, i don't do.. uh yeah "
" you look like you do, you seem fucking crazy "
" oh. "
so like after that, and you, being the sapphic you are, ended up falling inlove with nicole !!
she was lowkey a bitch and you won't lie, toxic as fuck but she was your only friend and she stuck up for you so that's good??
she treats everyone with no respect at all, but for you, you can see the SLIGHT change in attitude
like you see her with jeffery, then people like jecka and emily, and you!!
she would always say things about you guys making out or having sex in the bathrooms and you couldn't tell if they were jokes or not
but like i lowkey cba to say how ym got together so all ik is that yu asked her out, she made out with yu and yh
so like now HEADCANONS time
nicole is an insecure girl deep, deep down so that's why she acts the way she does.
but yeah, those insecurities make her REALLY jealous 😭😭
it's sometimes concerning .
like one time you were approached by emily and she was asking you if you wanted some drugs or something, which you declined, and you ended up complimenting her hair and saying how it brings out her eyes and she ended up hugging you
then nicole stormed over and started going fucking crazy mode at emily saying how " don't you have like a 30 year old boyfriend you can give head right now? so fuck off and let me give this bitch head instead, you cokewhore!! "
something along the lines of that
like i guess showing affection makes her pretty vulnerable, so when ym are in public she's a bitch
she's really controlling or whatever the word is (toxic)
"y/n, you know how much of a fucking pathetic loser you are? just think how fucked up you would be without me, then. like no offense babe, but you're really fucking deranged in the head but i guess that's something that makes you hot."
okay that's all i can think of but yeah i also hate parental controls like why are only 5 of my apps unlocked like let me go on discord ://
you guys should add me on discord, my user is umeqii yiu bitches /affectionately /nf
#nicole x reader#nicole class of 09#umeqii#class of 09 x reader#class of 09#co09 x reader#co09 nicole x reader#co09#toxic yuri#nicole kinnie
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UNPOPULAR OPINION:
There are too many r@pe fics in the 'Call Of Duty' and horror movie communities.
This is a long ass rant BTW so thank you so much if you actually stay to listen to me complain.
I'm a huge fan of masked men, gore, horror movies, and Call Of Duty. They're all very fun things, even if seen as boyish or grim to the average Joes and Janes of society.
HOWEVER, there is a huge issue in both communities. Glorifying sexual assault. Groping, grooming, full blown rape. It's ridiculous. Both communities have a myriad of writers who write about nothing but manipulation and straight up noncon.
And you know what makes this worse? From experience, I've seen that there are FAR more rape fics in the Call Of Duty community than in the horror movie community.
Can you believe that shit?
THERE IS MORE SA FANFICTION ABOUT OFFICERS OF THE LAW AND MILITARY MEN, GOOD MEN WHO ARE CANONLY CHILL AND LOVING, PEOPLE WHO'S JOBS ARE LITERALLY TO SERVE AND PROTECT, MEN WHO HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG AND HAVE ONLY DONE THERE JOBS IN CANON, THAN SA FICS ABOUT MEN WHO ARE LITERAL SERIAL KILLERS, MEN WHO HAVE BEEN SEEN IN MOVIES AND SHOWS MERCILESSLY GUTTING INNOCENT PEOPLE AND NOT FEELING ANY KIND OF SHAME, MEN WHO WOULD KILL YOU IF THEY WERE REAL.
What does that say about society? That there's more SA fanfiction about law enforcement than criminals and demons?
Does that make sense to you?
Horror movie fans, although unhinged, treat their kins and fav characters like they're just misunderstood and can be helped and even with the disgusting amount of SA fics, they still treat the characters like chill guys who are mentally ill and can't be trusted with knives.
But Call Of Duty? Nope. It's surprisingly fucking easy to find a fic about Simon Riley being overly dominant, possessive, and pretty fucking predatory, when in Canon, he's just... He's just him. Simon is not a rapist. He is a good man trying to do his goddamn job. Why would he want to "use and abuse" anyone? Do yall not know his lore? His dad literally used to abuse him. HE FORCED HIM TO KISS A FUCKING SNAKE AND SCARED HIM WITH ANIMALS, FOR CHRISTS SAKE.
He would want his s/o to have a better life than what he went through. And don't even get me started on Soap. All yall serious? He himself implied he wasn't very violent in an interrogation scene that I vaguely remember like this:
Hostage: you gonna cut my hand off?
Soap: not my style, but he might. *he says pointing at Ghost*
(Im mid writing this and I am really realizing I am defending fictional men against rape allegations lord what is going on, I wanna be Phoenix Wright so bad)
And you know what REAAALLY pisses me off? The way they try to DEFEND THAT SHIT. MAKES ME SICK.
"Oh, well Michael Myers wouldn't care about consent because he doesn't care about people's lives" you sound dumb. It's giving "if it'll kill, it'll rape" like bro what? This is like that saying "if it can bleed, it can breed" in reverse and I hate both equally. And then these motherfuckers will be like
"ITS CALLED BDSM, YOU'RE JUST VANILLA" Bitch, are you slow?
The bdsm community is all about consent. Ever heard of a safe word? It's called role-playing, and they (almost) always have boundaries. By calling your illegal fantasies BDSM is bashing them and they DO NOT claim your crazy ass.
I'm not gonna name any creators, because at the end of the day, it's not like me dropping their accounts will get them banned or investigated, but I actually saw a post where someone CONFRONTED the writer's nasty ass Call Of Duty fics, and their legit response was like:
"Okay? And? I write dark romance. I add warnings. Everything isn't all puppies and kittens."
You are genuinely ignorant if you think basic consent is puppies and kittens. Rape is not dark romance.
As for the BDSM community, They get enough hate as it is, and 50 shades of Grey has already ruined them as it is, stop bringing them into your bullshit. You like being choked by masked men? Cool. You like rough housing and aggression? Sure. That's cool. I completely agree with that. But PUH-LEEEASE, bitch, stop calling grotesque shit like this "BDSM" and "Dark Romance".
I'm not vanilla, I'm a decent human being. You need to start realizing the problem is you. I can't stop you from writing it, but call it what it is and stop being a pussy.
You know what you write and you know what your read.
#rapeawareness#rapeculture#rant post#seriously#it doesn't make sense#call of duty smut#call of duty#horror movies#horror fan#serious issues#daddy issues#seek therapy#seek the lord#scream#ghostface#halloween#bo sinclair#masked men
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Oya High Headcanons 2
Fujio:
-has no secrets from his mom whatsoever Miki Hanaoka knows everything.
-when one doesn´t show up to Oya High he searches them and „stumbles into them“ to check on them
-cookie dough lover
-totally a roses kinda guy
-has a sneaky tattoo hidden somewhere
-unintentionally hilarious
-himbo energy in the sweetest way possible
-sucker for the worst sugary sweet romance movies
-future barkeeper in the making
-can´t handle horror movies
-would totally be a unintentional insta model
-so sweet as if sugar is a damn person and you wait for the red flag but there ain´t one red flag
-is totally a happy crier
-heavily encourages in them showing up at Oya High even on vaccation-drops into the other schools for visits whenever he feels like it after he force adopted them into his found family and behaves like he lives there and no one would kick him out anyways
-befriends every adorable animal out there and names them too
Tsukasa:
-petty revenge kinda guy
-ice cream enthusiast
-he and Yasushi have some petty shit that happened in their childhood or early teens and that´s why they have that kinda relationship with each other
-they also lived nearest to each other and through thin walls,Tsukasa learned a lot about Yasushi that the other doesn´t want anyone to know with his shitty homelife so he treats Tsukasa the way he does to keep him at distance
-manga enthusiast
-wants to travel the world
-now deadly afraid of heights
-probably plays the piano
-is a great cook but to lazy to do so
-will have a self discovering phase latest point in university
-will one day punch Amagai straight to the face when he least expects it and call him a dickhead
-fanfic reader
Yasushi:
-adrenaline junkie
-will get back up in each fight unless unconciouss.breaks his ribs?!Oi Tsukasa!How many ribs does a human have?!12!Great 11 more to go then.
-rather dies than speak about his emotional state which resambles a dumbster that´s on fire and someone stored fireworks in said dumbster
-he will get a shit ton of tattoos,piercings when he´s older
-Yasushi would be a tattoo artist,piercer or anything in body modification where he get´s paid to create pain in the future
-this man is the definition getting a hug and will exclaim what is that?!affection.Ew disgusting!Do it again.But Kiyoshi only and selected people only.
-crazily forgetfull,Kiyoshi at 2 am at some grocery store?forgotten. No ones able to reach him?His phone´s lying in the fridge or in a fruit bowel.UNDER the fruits.No idea how it got there.
-shoul´ve been a leash kit but wasn´t
-says he has no fear but actually just doesn´t stop and think if fear would be reasonable right now
-Hyuga would upon meeting yasushi try to adopt him.
-bites people for sure until it draws blood
-so heavily codependant on Kiyoshi that his biggest fear is Kiyoshi getting sick of him and leaving him
-when he´s angry he crashes a whole ass room
-will go to jail for a short time eventually
-i also believe his headinjury left some kinda damadge
-highest metabolism seen to mankind
-uses Playboy deodorant and parfum each and every day and randomly mixxes them
-hates kids
-wanted to be a rockstar once
Kiyoshi:
-wearing colorful hawaii shirts on a regualr base in whatever occasion because he literally own nothing else then those.
-probably uses Axe body spray not gonna lie
-mommy issues
-Yasushi is the number one test object for any future beautician shit he´s gotta learn
-he and Yasushi drunkenly made out once
-horrible dancer,broke someones nose during dancing once
-loves electro music where Yasushi complains that he would only hear the rythm in that shit when he pops a few colorful pills which also clashes badly with Yasushis love for death metal
-when Yasushi had his head injury,Kiyoshi woke him up religiously to check on him,and first Yasushi thought it´s hilarious then threatened to knock Kiyoshi out later on what still didn´t stop him.
-he and Yasushi behave domestic as fuck outside of Oya but in their own crazy way they´re gonna live together one day for sure
-once colored Yasushi´s hair accidentally neon green instead of blonde
-mega petty prank wars with Yasushi
-faints at the sight of needles
Todoroki:
-encourages heavily in revenge.always get your revenge kids.
-still collects photographs occasionally of his victims
-camping trips to fish with Odajima
-has a feral inner chaos gremlin he let´s out in form of instigating little petty fights around Oya
-petty as fuck and he forgives but never forgets
-mint chochlate chip ice cream enthusiast
-hella protective of Shibaman and Tsuji not that he´s gonna tell anyone oh and now he threw Odajima into the mix too.
-speaks at least 3 languages
-kinda rich
Shibaman:
-Shibaman´s sister adopted Tsuji by now and Todoroki adopted her
-his sister?Just like Fujio´s mom knows everything about everyone and otherwise
-he rants to her when they cook together
-absent parents
-his sister is crazily overprotective and he needed to stop her from „teaching that Amagai brat manners of respect in fighting“
-she also normally patches him and Tsuji up after fights
-he and Tsuji normally stay at Shibamans
-future nightclub owner Haitani style
-not nearly as grumpy as he seems,instead he gives kinda cinnamon roll vibes
Tsuji:
-festival and concert lover,where he obviously with goes with Shibaman
-their and the Yasu-kiyo faction are not allowed to accept dares cause no idea of personal safety and well being
-future DJ in Shibaman´s nightclub
-crazy chaotic
-the grumpy one out of the two of them instead
-they´re also hella protective over Todoroki and each other
Nakaoka:
-doesn´t like instects at all and screams if they land on him
-loves fast and tuned cars
-doodles everywhere
-loves comedy
-doesn´t like kids
-can´t handle spices whatsoever
Nakagoshi:
-pranksters
-likes to paint
-into books and poetry
-loves extra spicey food
-playboy and everyone wants to know why he is so great with chicks
-it´s because he treats them like humans and not aliens
-can play the guitar
Jamuo:
-will be a comic artist or in video game design
-he can fight decently -hella proud of bitch slapping Yasushi
-literally lives of caffeine
-contains a little feral gremlin energy
-probably read some psychology books
-still flinches whenever he´s alone with Yasushi and he´s well...Yasushi
-sleeps with a knife under his pillow
-so sarcastic it physically hurts
-gonna be married first
#high and low#high and low the worst#high and low headcanons#oya high#headcanons#oya kou#hanaoka fujio#tsukasa takajo#jamuo#todoroki yosuke#shibaman#tsuji#nakaoka#nakagoshi#nishikawa yasushi#kiyoshi
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So Just How Present Has This Ex Been, Anyway?
Out of curiosity to see how much my opinions have evolved about OF and its characters over the course of the series (season?), I've been going back over a bunch of my own posts since the beginning. While I will probably make another post about how wrong I was about some things (and how right about others, I do so love being right and pointing it out), what really struck me in light of all the back and forth about Sand (even if most of it doesn't actually seem to be about him at all, which is darkly hilarious to me in an episode that goes out of its way to highlight how Sand regularly ignores himself to make way for others) is just how early they started laying the groundwork for what's going on with Boeing.
This is an excerpt from something I posted in episode two. Please ignore the part about Ray (I know it's hard but we all have to make some sacrifices here) and think about it for a sec. As early as episode two there was groundwork that was laid down thick enough that I was picking up on it - I say this because I am not exactly the most observant person and I do tend to miss a TON on my first watch of these episodes. There's no background at all given yet, this is entirely based on the way that Sand looks during this "interview". Which is basically like he's Seen Some Shit (as an aside, I just love watching First make expressions and I think Sand is some of his best work. He's just so damn good at conveying so very very much with just the subtlest changes. First what even is your face).
I also noted in this episode that Sand...doesn't talk about himself. That he answers direct questions but he doesn't volunteer information (and I'm getting ahead of myself here but we see this in action again in ep 5 - he says he has dreams but explicitly does not elaborate until Ray asks him directly what his dreams are. At the time I was not as cognizant of that because I was too busy being surprised that Ray would even ask - I had a Ray hating reputation for a reason, guys - but in hindsight (and while thinking about this post) it struck me. We also see him really hesitate before telling Ray about his dad even though it's in response to a direct question (and he doesn't give him the entire truth, as we find out later). It's also the ep where we see Sand treating his own birthday like it's any other day, nothing important).
The second is that there are still times when he's looking at Ray that I don't see fondness, reluctant or otherwise. I see a man assessing how likely it is that the animal in front of him is going to bite. But more and more I am beginning to think I'm delusional because the guarded, emotionally unavailable man I sometimes think I see in Sand is not the one I'm getting in scenes like one in the car after the party
This is not a screenshot because it's in the middle of a paragraph and would look weird but it's from episode 3. Because there was this way Sand had of looking at Ray (you know the one: head tilted, taking him in like he was a bug under a microscope) that made me feel like I was taking crazy pills in between all the ways he was already folding for him at every moment.
But now, with the power of hindsight, it occurs to me that I might have been supposed to be seeing that. I just didn't have the information to know that it wasn't necessarily a reaction to Ray himself but a wariness he might be showing with anyone that he started falling for. Because Ex Trauma. Also I think now we see that in some ways Ray in the beginning especially was very like Boeing - getting into Sand's space regardless of how Sand may feel about it, ignoring Sand's attempts to put him off or tell him no because it's pretty obvious that if he pushes enough Sand will cave, etc - and maybe a part of Sand even registered that and reacted to it. Or maybe he's still just very fucked up from his last relationship and those feelings that he hasn't dealt with are already spilling into this new thing (for what it's worth, the second option feels most right to me).
By episode 4 it was very clear to me, apparently, that Sand had a metric ton of issues surrounding the ex.
Of course it was. That's the episode where Nick plays that far too often used recording. It's the episode where Nick says that compared to Top he feels like nothing, and Sand gets his patented War Flashbacks Look (TM) and says he knows exactly how Nick feels. It's also where we find out exactly what Top did that makes Sand hate him so much: "He stole my ex."
And I remember reading tumblr at the time (for my own sanity I do not have a twitter account and never ever will), as well as a few youtube comments and seeing people taking him to task for that line in particular. And while I agree, it's true you can't own someone so they can't be stolen and Boeing probably left all on his own (very clearly did, as we find out in future eps), to me this was the moment when I realized just how not over the whole thing (and I thought at the time, the ex himself) Sand really was. Because you don't hang onto that kind of anger if you've come to terms with something. And usually (not always but usually), you aren't quite so eager to keep the blame hanging all on the person that the ex left you for if you've moved past what happened. Even if Top actively pursued Boeing knowing that he was with Sand (and as of yet we have zero indication that was the case, and honestly probably won't unless they plan to drag Sand's Boeing Shit into another season), surely some of the blame would have to go on Boeing too, since he was the one who was actually in a relationship? But nope, that's not what Sand's doing, which told me all I needed to know about where his head was at regarding said relationship.
Just putting this here because this was me in episode five. LOL had I known how much the reaction to it would annoy me I might not have been so eager (that is a lie I totally would have I am HERE for what this might be able to do for Sand guys you have no idea).
And if Episode 4 hadn't given me an inkling of where Sand's head was (or very much wasn't) at regarding his ex, episode 6 would have done the thing.
The man is so angry after he speaks with Top in the hospital (after the ex is directly and indirectly brought up) that he goes and straight up steals a sex audio and then uses it to point good old volatile Ray at Top's new relationship like a missile. That was unhinged. Utterly.
And the use of Ray was definitely deliberate. Oh, I know that there are schools of thought that Sand was also trying to torpedo Ray's chances with Mew while he was at it (and I guess that's why so many people were so weirdly smug about RayMew happening and Sand seeing it?), but I don't believe that. I do believe, however, that he knew that giving Ray that information would guarantee Mew would find out, and he had no issues blatantly using him to make that happen...but for me it leads back to Boeing.
Hear me out. I know that everyone was very focused on how Ray was trying to move on from Mew before Boston dropped his bomb and I get that, it makes total sense, but it might help to remember that he wasn't the only one. Here Sand is, taking what he thinks are steady if slow steps to having something real with Ray, letting him in in spite of still being guarded and taking care of those burns he got from Boeing, and then it's dropped in his lap that nope, all that was a farce, this guy he's been focusing on as a real option (maybe the first person he's done that with since Boeing) is in love with someone else and has been all along.
Now I'm not saying that he's correct in thinking this - but I am saying that Sand doesn't have any information that would make him think otherwise (and no, Ray being sweet with him is not it. Ray also made very sure to clarify over and over to Boston that he and Sand were just friends, they weren't like that, etc - whatever reasons he might have for doing it, that's what Sand hears, and he isn't psychic and can't intuit if Ray's lying to save face just in case Sand doesn't like him too or if he's lying because he doesn't want news that he's not entirely single to get back to Mew). At that point Ray didn't even know how he felt, lol, how on earth could Sand be expected to? He's drawing his conclusions based on the evidence he has - filtered through his own biases and past fuck ups, yes, but who isn't guilty of that?
Even though the situations aren't quite the same, it must have felt like Boeing all over again. And I will say until I'm blue in the face that Ray owed Sand nothing at this point, it really doesn't change that. And I completely understand why Sand's reaction was to retreat, to build back up his walls and to decide fuck it, I don't matter so why should he? Didn't matter before, don't matter now. And frankly he was way more upset about the end result than just about anybody else involved save Mew and Top. Possibly Nick. More than anything, what Sand's behavior in episode six told me was that whatever issues he had with the ex, he hadn't dealt with them.
And we've seen zero evidence of that changing. What we do see, over and over, is Sand letting the past affect his present. What we see is him being wary at best even when he has what he's clearly wanted almost this entire time - Ray right there next to him, all in on him and happy to be so. I said this episode that it did not escape my attention that Sand doesn't reciprocate Ray's affectionate words at all - he loves hearing them, but there's a way he responds that reads (to me) as rejection - not of Ray, he'd never, but of fully believing the things Ray's saying to him.
I've said it before and I'm going to say it again now: I do not believe that Sand's hesitation is about Boeing. It has nothing to do with Boeing beyond what Boeing did to him making him gun shy. This isn't a fight between Sand's feelings for Ray and his feelings for Boeing. It's a fight between his feelings about what happened with Boeing and what he wants now with Ray.
What I want, more than anything, is for this to be about Sand. Ray had his whole epiphany, he knows he's in and he's committed. But Sand hasn't had that. Even now there's a part of him that isn't fully in this thing - hence all the not really responding beyond smiles and shakes of his head when Ray's being ridiculous and calling him boyfriend every five seconds and telling him that he's got a mental rolodex of things about Sand, etc. I don't think it's a Ray issue specifically I think it's because he was all in once and not only did it break apart, but it did so in a horrible way, and even though he's moved on from *Boeing* (sorry but if the show wants me to think that he still loves that man it's doing a horrible job of it), he's not moved on from that pain and disappointment. I would love it Boeing pulls double duty once again and not only tests the foundation in this relationship but also breaks Sand out of that particular barrier.
What happened with Boeing has been, to my mind, woven through so much of this drama that I don't even think we need a flashback here. We don't need to see what their dynamic was like to see why Sand is so fucked up right now - it's all been there from the beginning. Sand put off really dealing with his feelings about what happened with Boeing, and now they're here smirking at him and making a bunch of insinuations that Sand has no real defense against. It's not surprising or confounding to me that Sand is dealing with it by trying his best not to deal with it, or that he wants to keep his new, shiny thing untarnished by the past (even though as I've gone to great pains to point out, it already has been). But he's not going to be able to get away with it this time. He has to deal with it in some way.
Personally I hope he deals with it by braining Boeing with his old guitar, but then I do have a violent streak when it comes to fictional characters.
#only friends#only friends the series#sand ofts#ex trauma man#boeing has been present this entire time#just not physically#which is why now that he is present physically it's fucking sand up#i needed to get this out because it's been bugging me a lot#hopefully now i can enter the last episode a lot more chill#i will defend sand's actions and reactions to the end just watch me
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remlo as pet owners
it's entirely possible that they would own either a cat or a little puppy (or both)
the dog and cat in question
the dynamic would be so different for each one but one thing is certain and it's that arlo and the animals will be competing with each other for remi's attention
arlo sleeping on the couch with a cat curled up on his lap <3
remi going out for afternoon runs with their dog <33
with the dog arlo will have it learn every single trick in the book and have it going on daily runs
with the cat it would be chilling while arlo reads another self help book
them trying to have their dalmations 101 scene where they have the dog run while they couples bike 😭
remi entertaining the cat by having it chase a fly-fishing toy or the laser point tool and have the cat run around everywhere trying to catch it
arlo will be malewifing and trying to bake something and then there's a cat dashing all over the cutting board and sending vegetables flying everywhere
their dog will be disciplined as fuck bc arlo refuses to let it run wild and be a public nuisance like those owners who let their dogs act up whenever they run into another dog
but under remi's jurisdiction it would be completely unhinged and jump him affectionately (he gets grossed out every time)
arlo: "we need order over here" so in public their dog is the model of good behavior
he is so proud of the dog as he is able to go on walks with it unleashed and everyone is amazed, plays it off like its no biggie "literally every dog in europe is capable of doing this"
but he can't stop it from pouncing on him whenever he comes home
the cat meanwhile will just jump on the table and there is nothing to be done about that
the dog leaping into bed with remlo 😭 remi doesn't gaf and starts cuddling the dog
arlo hates it because fur gets everywhere and it gets in the middle of them (lowkey he loves it why lie)
arlo sticking his head out from underneath the blankets and the cat popping out right after him
arlo and the cat will be so petty 😭 whenever arlo does something the cat doesn't like it'll start knocking pans off of the countertops
he'll pull it off of the counter and its super pissed bc he's immune to it scratching
remi refuses to let arlo put the cat in his place
she takes it from him like "you're so harsh for NO reason" when she turns around the cat sticks its tongue out at him over her shoulder (their reverse tom and jerry dynamic)
arlo as tom and the cat as jerry
they have a hate-love relationship where arlo cannot keep the cat's name out of his mouth when talking shit but they are inseperable around the house
remi picks up knitting and the cat suffers immensely whenever she pulls it into one of her signature yarn sweaters that could double as a straitjacket
arlo and the dog dual waiting for remi to get home from work
as soon as she unlocks the door the dog is onto her immediately meanwhile arlo hovers around the doorway, she's like. just join us and stop acting like you were doing something else
remi goes out to petco all the time and buys those crazy treats that look like baked human goods
arlo makes the dog do at least 5 tricks before it can even get a fration of a morsel of the treat meanwhile remi spoils the hell out of it and sneaks it extra when arlo is not around
remi would buy those poor animals jorts and a t-shirt so its up to arlo to assemble their society-friendly fits
the dog instantly goes to remi for treats and pets meanwhile the cat jumps onto arlo like a baby bc it knows he won't try to make it dance or recreate silly cat videos
remi has a dogstagram that is spam-updated every thirty minutes to her own insta having posts every other day
#remlo headcanons#remlo#arlo x remi#remi x arlo#unordinary arlo#unordinary remi#unordinary#unordinary webtoon#remlo as pet owners
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Hold On, Tooth and Nail and Fur
It's hard to take one's own advice, that pain passes, to not give up when the pain gets so bad that you can't see past it, because it's not a permanent condition...
But what if it is?
The thing about chronic pain is that IS a permanent condition, more or less. I don't remember my life before the pain, anymore.
I don't remember what it's like to wake up without my body hurting, to some degree -- and if I'm honest, to some worsening degree, as the years...lately as the months, even...go by.
The term "quality of life" comes to mind. I find it harder and harder to see in my own life, these days. What keeps me going is my two cats, to be perfectly honest. I love them, they bring me a lot of joy, and I hate the clutter and chaos they have to live in, with Joe's condo and his hoarding tendencies. This Spring, as soon as my body starts to (hopefully) feel a little better, I am going to insist we do some serious clearing out of some of the shit in this place, because Esmerelda clearly is allergic to the dust in this place, and a lot of that is due to all the crap everywhere. It kills me seeing her sneeze -- despite the caregiver I've got coming in to clean once a week. there is only so much he can do, with the piles of STUFF everywhere.
But I digress. The only things that keep me going, a lot of the time, lately, are my cats. That may sound crazy to a normal person, but to anyone who suffers from serious chronic illness or depression or any other mental illness, you get it, I'm sure.
If I didn't have my cats, I'd surely have given this shit up as a bad deal long ago. The pain I was in today was off the charts, and nothing could touch it until far into the afternoon. It was horrible. Esmerelda spent most of the day snuggled next to me, and she kept me connected and sane. I just don't know if I would have been able to get through it if not for her. Just another sentient being, her soft fur, her purring, her little beating heart...her need for affection and food -- Calvin, too, of course. He doesn't snuggle as much when I'm ill, but whenever I got up, he was there to greet me and demand pets and treats.
They keep me connected, grounded.
Without them, I just don't know. Days like today are sheer, unmitigated torture, otherwise. And I am so tired.
Thank god for my cats. I love them so much. I need them.
People say we need human connection, but honestly, as someone with a chronic pain illness, as well as sometimes severe depression (et al), I think it's the connection with my animals that I need even more. If I didn't have that, I'd truly be fucked. When I'm in serious pain, I can't deal with people, in fact I'd rather do anything BUT speak with another human being -- but I need my cats for comfort.
Lately, the progression of my illness has been depressingly painful and painfully depressing. Some days I just want it to be all over. But, I know my cats need me, and so I have to stick around, for them. And that keeps me going.
They are my little lights at the end of the tunnel.
#chronic pain#therapy animals#warrior cats#brain cooties#ehlers danlos syndrome#chronic illness#coping mechanism#depression
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so i’ve made a little exposition/small character thing(s) for Fresh Bones! this kinda covers all the unspoken details of the story & the already established setting/timeline. i just wanted to whip this up for y’all to chew on while i work on the next chapter and also to kinda fill in tiny story gaps that i didn’t necessarily go into detail with.
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-Laura and Travis have been teamed up for about 8 months
-Travis is retired
-The only other surviving Hackett is Bobby
-Travis now owns the land that his parents once did, including the mansion, the camp, and the scrapyard.
-Bobby still runs the scrapyard from time to time, using the cash he makes to get himself into different hobbies his mother never let him try.
-Travis’ cabin has become their “base of operations”. his organized mess has grown since Laura came back.
-Laura stayed at a motel for 3 months before Travis decided to clear his spare bedroom for her.
-Bobby and Travis spend time together making homemade bullets, and more recently, making holy/sacred salts for bindings/rituals/banishments
-Travis and Laura working together has subsequently given Laura and Bobby a chance to face the past and Laura’s actions. Bobby is still a bit wary of her but if T trusts her, then Bobby can get there too
-Laura does the majority of the research, the bitch is a rabbit-hole diver
-Travis and Bobby do the majority of the scouting and sourcing.
LAURA:
-Laura is an only child
-Into horror films but now they kinda make her feel a bit uneasy and are a bit too ironic
-LOVES japanese candies/treats. Travis drives two towns over just to get them for her but she doesn’t have the heart to tell him she can just order them online. It’s one of his kindest gestures.
-Kickboxing for 5 years has REALLY paid off during certain situations. she is SPICY.
-Laura is not attending university
-Laura likes to cook but she and Travis often find themselves eating fast food at 2 am with documents all over the cabin floor.
-Laura’s not 100% sure what the hell they’re doing but she knows they’re helping people that others would normally call crazy, and that’s very important to her.
-Literally not afraid of shit. she’s been so brazen lately that her courage has started to eclipse into recklessness and Travis has had to save her skin a few times now.
TRAVIS:
-Travis’ favorite pastime was fishing, he stopped when the curse started. Laura wants him to teach her someday.
-Most of the money they use for hunts comes from Travis’ pension. It’s just enough cash to provide for their needs.
-Travis has an aquarium in his living room. Just a little hobby he picked up in the 90s. He has two angel fish. One is named Hall, the other's name is Oates.
-Travis keeps his health up by working out a few times a week. Nothing much but it helps him stay in shape. In fact, he never stopped exercising after he got older, even when the curse began.
-Travis loves 70s/80s music (duh) and enjoys putting on his old record collection on days they have nothing going on
-Travis hid that record collection from Constance for nearly fifteen years so he fucking LOVES playing the music loud with the cabin windows open.
-Travis is a decent cook, he’s surprised Laura a few times with his meals.
BOBBY:
-Lots of small town drama/bullshit happens after the events of the game and Bobby is quick to defend his brother if he hears negative gossip.
-He adopted a stray kitten and named it Goblin. She lives at Travis’, and despite his initial efforts to keep the animal out of his house, everyone enjoys having her around.
-Bobby typically stays behind on hunts to watch the house and take note of anything that comes to Laura’s “desk” while she’s away. He likes helping anywhere he can.
-Bobby knows how much his brother struggles with the guilt and aftermath of last summer, so he tries his best to be supportive of Travis when he’s going through his emotional days.
-Despite everything that happened, Bobby still loves Travis and is very happy he’s still alive. He understands why he did what he had to do.
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🎶, 💯, 💤, 🔶 - Jules, Darian
🔱, 🔺, 🚫 - Adroth
Jules
What type of music does he like?- A b i t difficult considering he's Victorian. Not exactly much variety. Those old massive music boxes on wheels that you have to turn the handle to play.
3 random facts- Probably mentioned in his original character sheet, but in his 🔥crimes🔥 he targets circus groups that use abusive methods- with both animal training and how employees are treated. He won't do anything to rivals otherwise unless really provoked.
Has major respect for anyone working in navy/maritime careers. No deep reason, he just thinks boats are funky.
Stitched the star patterns into the lapels of his ringmaster uniform himself
Sleep habits- When you're constantly travelling with the same people, animals and equipment, you get used to what noises are and aren't normal. He's a fairly light sleeper, will wake up if something's too loud or something's making noise that shouldn't be. Has a fairly tight sleep schedule, especially on days when they're moving to a new location
Do they know CPR/any other medical stuff?- Yes, while there's the official medic in the staff, Jules does know the basics. It's best to when you've got people constantly doing daring performative tricks
Darian
What type of music- 80s rock and pop, 2000s stuff and then 20s-40s songs- mostly orchestra and classical stuff like Jack Hylton, Doris Day, Vera Lynn. Likes jazz 😉 too
3 random facts- no. Good lord I talk enough about him as is. I don't know what I've shared or not
Sleep habits- Comes with the paranoia, but his sleep can be just shit. Obviously dependant on what's happening at the time. If nothing's happening he's fine, normal sleeping. If shit starts up and there's a threat on his or other people's lives? No chance. He generally sleeps a hell of a lot better if there's people he's close to in the general vicinity. It's part of the reason why he tries as much as possible to stay the night at other people's houses. Before he was talking to everyone here if Mark and Alir were out, he had a bunch of people in timeline he was on good terms with and would let him stay over. Including a guy that livestreamed Mario Kart. Dunno who the guy is, I've just had the idea for ages that Darian stays round this random streamer's house. Not for free though, he's made sure to get everyone he's done this with lots of stuff in return, otherwise he'd just feel guilty. But yeah, sleeping around people he's alright with? Completely dead, cannot wake him up, out like a lightbulb. God forbid sleeping while having physical contact with someone, he'll never wake again
Does he know medical stuff?- Yes, part of his career and training. Though he's not had chance to do it that much recently. Back up medical guy for missions
Adroth
Can he swim?- Yes, he can swim. Would rather not unless it's for relaxation or something though
Does he know how to use weapons?- As the second in command for Prince Malik's royal guard, I'd surely hope so. Prefers close range weapons, but can handle bows and crossbows just fine, nothing crazy with them though. With swords, axes, daggers, he definitely knows what he's doing
Does he drink/smoke?- You know damn well the lads hit the bar after training or battle 💪 fucking medieval equivalent to football lads. Yeah no he does drink, but nothing much unless he's with his lads 💪 and not too too regularly either. Not as much as some other versions anyway
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posting the thing now
I woke up beside Cross and Nightmare. Since Cross had become a cow around a month ago, I was staying close to him.
Nightmare had come up to see what I was doing a few weeks ago, and though shocked about this large, scary creature, he still slept close to me and Cross. He seemed to feel safest in my presence.
Opening my eyes, I-
Oh my stars.
Was… was this a dream?
I kicked the wall.
Ouch.
So this wasn’t a dream?
I… I was myself. My old, skeletal self. No fur, no tail, no paws. I was… me.
I gently shook Cross.
“Cross, wake up! I’m… I’m myself! I’m a skeleton, Cross!” I said quietly yet excitedly.
Cross rolled his neck a bit, lifted his head, and opened his eyes. He looked startled.
Noticing how nervous he looked, I calmly said, “Cross, it’s me, Dream. I… I’m not a cat anymore! I’m a skeleton again!”
Cross looked at me. He mooed. Apparently, I couldn’t understand him anymore.
“I don’t know what you’re saying, I can only hear moos now. But I’m a skeleton again! Um… I’m going to go downstairs. Don’t wake up Nightmare, okay?” I asked, going towards the steps. Cross didn’t seem to care, and he went back to sleep.
Slowly and quietly going downstairs, I walked to the kitchen. Hopefully nobody would be awake.
I turned the corner. Horror was standing by the stove.
“Who are you?”
Shit.
I slowly walked out of the kitchen.
“Who are you?!”
Dead, that’s who I am.
“KILLER! GET DOWN HERE! THERE’S SOMEONE IN THE HOUSE!”
Very dead, that’s who I am.
I lived a good life. First a guardian, then a failed guardian and cat owner, then a cat, and now dust. What a way to go, being killed by the people who treated you with nothing but unconditional love.
Panicking and hearing Killer run down the stairs, I ran into one of the holes in the wall leading to my tunnels.
Well, I didn’t run into the tunnels, I ran into the wall.
“Who the fuck is stupid enough to try to run into the cats’ tunnels?” Killer said, walking over, knife in hand.
“I-”
“Don’t say anything. What are you doing here?” he said, lifting me off the ground by the back of my cape. He was surprisingly strong.
I had no idea what to say.
“You being quiet? Don’t worry, I’ll make it quick,” he said, raising his knife.
“I’M ONE OF YOUR CATS!” I yelled in a blind panic.
Killer dropped me.
“The fuck?”
“I’m one of your cats. I mean- I was. I… I don’t know,” I explained, albeit terribly.
Killer stared at me.
“How many cats do we have? And what are their names?”
“Four. Named Ink, Swap, Dream- myself- and Nightmare. But you call him Shadow.”
“So what’s an odd trait about each of them?” Killer asked.
“Swap is afraid of thunderstorms and hides under tables during them. Ink really likes bugs. Nightmare likes bread, especially croissants, but only really shows that around Horror. I take showers, I don’t use the litter box, I use an actual toilet instead, and I refuse to eat cat food.”
Killer was silent for a moment.
“Yeah, that checks out,” he said, putting his knife away. “So why aren’t you a cat right now?”
I knew I would sound crazy, but I explained, “I was never really a cat. I was the guardian of feelings for a while, but I aborted my duties because of grief over Nightmare disappearing. I found two other cats, Ink and Swap, and lived with them for a while. Due to a ritual, I became a cat. And I woke up this morning as not a cat.”
Killer looked at me.
“I would say you’re fucking crazy and that sounds like some shitty anime backstory, but I’m pretty sure that a cat adopting monsters and making portals might be crazier.”
I laughed. “Yeah, he’s crazy. And I’m sure I sound insane, but that’s my life’s story. But… could I stay here? My cats live here, I would feel bad if they were gone.”
“Sure, what the hell. You can take Cross’s spot, he’s been gone for a while. We’re getting worried.”
“Um, Cross isn’t… gone.”
Killer stared at me. “He’s not gone?!”
“He’s fine, a little shaken up, but fine. I’ll bring him to you later,” I said.
Killer nodded excitedly. He really missed Cross, didn’t he?
Killer, Horror, and Dust let me eat breakfast with them. Of course, they asked me tons of questions, but that was to be expected.
After breakfast, I fulfilled my promise of bringing them to Cross. Lots more explanation was needed about Cross, but I could tell how happy they all were. Of course, they teased him a bit, but it was sweet and joking.
Everything seemed to be going perfectly. My life was falling into place. It was… it was wonderful.
I hadn’t felt like this in a long time.
It had been so long since I felt genuinely cared about by being myself.
Of course, with all good things, there’s bad to even it out.
Nightmare refused to come out of the attic. He just wanted to sleep. But he could at least sleep somewhere else.
I tried to spend lots of time with Nightmare. I sat on the couch with him on my lap, gently stroking him as he slept. I know that Nightmare liked napping, but not this much.
At night, Nightmare tried to go up to the attic. He would end up falling asleep on the steps, and I brought him to be in the attic with Cross.
Cross would sleep with his neck around Nightmare, but was careful not to hurt him. On occasion, I would come up to find some of Nightmare’s hair sticking up or going backwards, a bit stuck that way. I would smile, because Cross really did care about Nightmare.
I woke up one morning and found Cross huddled in the corner. It was a cold night, maybe he wanted to be closer to the wall so less of the cold air could get to him?
I walked over.
Cross was laying with Nightmare. But Cross didn’t look right.
Cross moved. I picked up Nightmare, his fur going in all different directions.
He was cold.
I rubbed him forcefully but not too much to hurt him.
He didn’t yawn and wake up like normal.
I felt the tears well up in my sockets. They fell onto Nightmare’s fur. I hugged him.
I went over and sat in the corner. Cross laid next to me, laying his head onto my leg.
I hugged Nightmare tighter.
Time felt like it went by so much slower as the tears dripped. I didn’t know how much time had passed, but three other skeletons and two other cats were in the corner with me.
There was a clump of sobbing skeletons in the corner of the attic for the rest of the day.
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I hope you also made a post when JK solos were dragging Jimin to filth using animal names, SA and r*pe insults during FACE era (they are still at it btw). I won’t hold my breath on that happening since a lot of armys have collective amnesia when other solos drag Jimin but only wake up when it is their Tae and JK pookie bears getting dragged by Jimin solos. And then it is save vminkook from solos. And please don’t give examples of them defending Jimin against other fandoms.
Let’s treat all solos equally and not when armys feel like calling out when their fandom fav is getting dragged.
And if you did make a post about this on tumblr then I apologise for being snarky. I have seen too many OT7s showing this hypocrisy (even today) and if you didn’t then I guess you think Jimin is fair game to be dragged by other member’s solos, right?
Well, I did make a post about when tae solos and jimin solos were both going after one another and even addressed a few vmin-centric asks that followed my initial comments on the entire situation + accusations against their friendship. I didn't even mention Jungkook during these instances.
What I will say is that I don't always see every single smear campaign nor hateful trend given how my Twitter algorithm works. I have a friend who will come into my Twitter DMs and ask "did you see [insert this]" or "have you heard [insert this]" and my answer is usually no. I have 100+ words muted on Twitter, so I do a good job of shoveling most of this hateful shit off of my timeline. I don't particularly think that it's good for my mental health, but if I do see it and it drives me to anger, I might talk about it.
Also, I will accept the apology, but I do think it's best to do a little digging through someone's account before making a heated ask. Trust me, I probably have done the same thing, so it's fine, I get it. I have defended Jimin several times on this platform, even if it wasn't necessarily about solos, but just his haters in general. I am quick to shoot down the p*do accusations, as well as the countless claims that he makes the other members uncomfortable.
I love Jimin with all of my heart (he's my bias wrecker), but I don't always make a post about every new hate comment made towards him, or else I'd be here all day. This is my first time talking about antis lashing out against Jungkook, too. There is just so much junk online, I'd rather make silly little posts that don't really mean much in a massive sea of information.
Usually, I stick to inner-fandom drama because I disregard the opinions of outside voices who'd rather make a fuss over nothing. Who gives a fuck about what a toxic BLINK says? Who cares about what a salty EXO-L wrote? We know they're just doing it to be hateful and that there isn't any true validity to any of their statements. Of course, if the hate train is significant enough, I might weigh in, I am a 2015 ARMY who has been on the other end of online negativity and how it has affected not only the fanbase but the boys themselves. Fan wars are not something I particularly enjoy engaging in, but if you scroll through my asks, you can see I'm more comfortable voicing my opinions on matters that occur within BTS' fanbase, especially about the ugly side of shipping.
Some Other Asks I Have Answered:
General Confusion about Solos
Does Jimin make Jungkook uncomfortable?
Are VMIN still friends?
Toxic Taekookers Compilation (vs Jimin)
This might not all be super specific in dissecting Jimin vs Solos/Antis, but you can see that I am very much against the negativity this boy receives + the baseless theories that try to defame him.
Everyone stream Like Crazy, I haven't stopped listening to it and it's starting to become a problem. I stream it for a minimum of five hrs a day... someone send help.
edit: also, I will say, just because someone doesn't make a post about something doesn't necessarily mean they agree/disagree with it. Like, just because I said "Solos don't attack Jungkook" does not mean I said "It's okay for solos to attack Jimin." ... It just reminds me of that one tweet: You can say "I like pancakes" and somebody will say "So you hate waffles?" No bitch. That's a whole new sentence. WTF are you talking about.
I just think the rule of thumb is: don't attack people. at all.
#ask#jimin#like crazy#I don't really support any kind of solo tbh#i mean#if you want to be a solo just don't be fucking awful towards the other members#stay in your lane and treat everyone with respect#the golden rule#cool#bts have millions of fans they are going to have a lot of haters#some of the biggest haters come from within the fandom#tumblr is not short of terrible solos fr#taehyung#jungkook#hoseok#jhope#yoongi#suga#agust d#jin#seokjin#rm#namjoon#bts
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Not to be insane in the ask box but I was going through your knb blog (which is a miracle given that it's 2024 and not 2014) and all the kagami-posting just makes so😩😩😩
And MY personal crazy moment is that his cynophobia is treated as a joke because while I am personally not afraid of most dogs, I also scare myself with watching "It's me or the dog" type of shows and those animals can bite - we KNOW that Kagami had near death experiences in America and I'm sure his encounter with the dog landed him in a hospital getting stitches so I never liked it how Kuroko chases him with Nigou :(
PLEASE GO INSANE IN THE ASK BOX BESTIE otherwise i'm here going insane By Myself
i'm with you!!!!!!! i guess it's because kagami is the big, very tough, scary looking guy (also he's cat/tiger coded which might be important) and it's sooo haha that such a big guy is scared of a puppy, but it's not that funny to me either. like ik i sound insane but STOP MAKING KAGAMI CRY WTF???
i'm sure you saw my stupid meta about his near death experiences but i wholeheartedly reject his being bit on the butt like they try to tell us he did. not to belittle ppl who actually get bit on the ass but it's so clearly part of the joke and it's also sooo not funny whattt.
to me, they set up kagami to be the big tough main character, and then gave him a SHIT show of a backstory (neglectful parents, potential dead mother, having no friends for ages, being a sad sack, abandoned by his brother, language barrier issues literally wherever he goes, all those near death experiences, very very very big phobia of dogs, not liking his childhood nannies and not having any power to do anything about it, running away from home multiple times, becoming so strong at bball that he surpasses all his friends and they stop wanting to play with him, being called a monster, getting into scary situations with actual real bad guys (i.e. when alex makes him compete in those streetball comps when he travels to america in s2-ish). they built him up to be as traumatised a character as any of them (aomine in his loneliness, his insurmountable skill. akashi with his parental issues, neglect. himuro with his quasi-delinquent lifestyle. also fuck you himuro sorry idk what just came over me right then. anyway), and then they did nothing with it.
i'm not saying i WANT kagami to show trauma or anything, but his backstory is in canon absolutely miserable and yet they don't give him space to feel it? or to realise that he's deliberately not feeling it? they don't even give him a chance to express his opinion on any of it? the closest we get from memory is kagami saying that he was hurt by the dog, and what himuro did by leaving like that, but then he's back to being friends with him when they reunite. and that's just totally?? accepted as fine? idk bc i havent watched it recently but himuro FUCKED KAGAMI UP. he fucked up his trust, his enjoyment of their sport, his trust in himself, all of that. himuro is such a fucking slimy bastard to him and then it's :) just totally fine :) and it IS fine that kagami acts like that because it's in-keeping with his inability to register his own traumas. but nobody else has anything to say? i think kuroko gets close when he talks to kagz about it on the court in their game, but STILL? if i was kagami's bestie, i'd have some harsh fucking words for himuro i am TELLING YOU.
#asks#smooches ty for sending me an ask#but also i am so sorry i went off about himuro i just . i've been silent for too long
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So Savannah refuses to do this because she will feel bad. I understand it's the people pleaser in her or the stupid rules of nts she has learned. However we had friends stay with us for 6 months. And we haven't seen them since they moved out 4 months ago. Now you might be asking yourself melon but why?? Oh I'll tell yeah. So they have 5 cats and 4 dogs. All 5 cats stayed in the bedroom and had ONE litterbox they all shared. Which as far as I could tell it only got cleaned once a week. So that room smelled like cats for atleast 3 months with daily incense, open windows and diffuser in the room. They were always using our kitchen stuff which is difficult cause we already have to make two deals due to my dietary restrictions. He ruined one of our most used pans cause men don't give a shit about things. And he offered to cook for us on a grill that didn't have a cover... no thanks I saw roaches ALL OVER that thing. They're dogs ruined atleast 3 of our dog beds and almost ruined 2 rugs of ours (we were able to save them after months of sitting outside to get rained on and dried). When they moved out they "cleaned" with a vacuum/mop comb and all 9 animals in the room. Also didn't move a single piece of the furniture. Somehow they were always ALWAYS buying themselves new things whether it was a giant cat tower or a fucking entertainment system .... Like sorry should we have been charging you more rent??? We found food trash in their room after she "cleaned" and spoiled milk in our fridge when they were gone. The husband was homophobic but in that "cute southern man" way.... Which frankly I didn't think was cute at all. I lived with a man™️ and God did that one get on my fucking nerves. He was like "but a trans girl will trick you into being gay" NO THEY WONT. "a trans girl shouldn't be in sports" MEN ARENT THAT MUCH MORE ATHLETIC THAN WOMEN. I don't give a flying fuck if it's "science" cause frankly it was probably a rich white straight man that hypothesized and then cooked the results so he is right. So maybe if they come back they need some rules or some teaching on how to clean and respect a house. Because also all the trash and dishes in the kitchen were subsequently ours as well. Like we were supposed to be their parents cause we owned the 🏠. Fucking no you can help out once a while. Other than letting out the dogs ONCE during the 8 hours we were gone. No wonder your dogs were always peeing on all our shit. And there was cat litter on the mattress UNDER THE MATTRESS PROTECTOR. Like ..... WHAT THE FUCK. we gave them everything we had just to not respect us. So no I don't want you to come back to our house yet. Unless we can set up some fucking ground rules. Also I don't even want to go to their cause I'm sure it's gross as hell. Anyway that was my rant on why they still aren't invited. "but it's too late to tell them". I'll fucking write her a letter and mail I don't care cause I'm stilled pissed about the way we and our fucking home was treated. And so the reason none of this ever got said is because my partner is so so so nonconfrontational that'd shed rather hold in all the anger and pain to "stay friends". I never said we had to have a friend breakup I just wanted them to know they were dicks to us. Cause now everytime we have a thunderstorm warning we get a "hey can we and all our dogs and cats come stay at your house". And I'll look up the weather and find either typical storms for Florida ..... Or literally nothing. Like your not a weather person and your getting your info from the most dramatic news source. I know because I looked at 4 different weather channels. I know so crazy looking up other information to confirm or deny a theory.
#mel thinks#i needed to rant#friend rant#friend vent#bad housemate#roommate nightmare#ADULT ROOMMATES AT THE VERY LEAST#Friendship troubles
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i HOPE you see this.
disclaimer: this post is filled with all the hate i could possibly emit. it is everything i want to say to him, so please excuse my french. it is the punch to his nuts that i should have given him then. it is the mental pain i wish i could have reciprocated in the moment.
other disclaimer: i am not a violent person. i do not condone violence. this post is simply my demons having a little freedom for a moment. they are running amuck in my head. i need them out. i never abused anyone, i was always the one BEING abused.
you fucking suck. you are probably the worst human i have ever met. youre fucking crazy. you should be a mental patient. and if you need proof of that, i have it sweetie. i will have it until the day i die. in case your dumbass tries some shit in the future. “wHy ArE yOu ReCoRdInG” fucking dumbass. i have all your little meltdowns on tape. you yelling at me, you scaring my DOG. you PUNCHING YOUR OWN DOG, you telling lies, you pulling out the GUN, should i keep going? you cant be trusted. and we ALL know you have your fucking family wrapped around your little finger. you treat them like SHIT and they still care about you. they still think theres something there worth saving. first hand i can tell you, you are a shell of a human. YOU KNOW HOW FUCKED UP YOU ARE AND YET YOU STILL REFUSE TO BE HELPED. so fucking be it bro. what really pisses me off is you just fucking got away with ALL OF IT. i called the cops on you TWICE and both times you stopped me. i WISH one of them went through. i was on the phone with the girl while you were screaming. hoping you wouldnt see me on the phone. i couldnt put it up to my ear. do you know HOW BADLY i wanted her to trace the call. i was BEGGING for the universe to save me from your insane ass. you are a piece of shit. karma is on its way to you. i manifest it every day. i hope your life is awful. i hope nothing ever goes your way. i hope you rot in hell, oh how i wish hell was real. people like you deserve to live there. burning. in constant agony. YOU NEED TO ATONE FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME. YOU NEED TO BE PUNISHED FOR YOUR ACTIONS. YOU NEED TO OWN UP TO THEM. I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO LIVE IN SILENCE. THE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW YOUR FACE, YOUR NAME, YOUR ENTIRE BEING.
YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE.
YOU PUT ME IN DANGER WITHOUT ANY REGARD.
YOU SHOULD BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE.
takes u to court for emotional turmoil
bitch i would sue you for everything you OWN
i should have taken bucket. youre going to kill that dog one day. for fucks sake you punched him full force in the head because he tried to lick your popsicle. then threw him across the room like a football. i should have called the animal police bro. you cant even take care of yourself, why are you being trusted with a helpless dog? i dont give a fuck about you. let me make that clear. you dont deserve anything in this world as far as im concerned. but that dog, that dog needs to be saved.
you are LUCKY that you still have your family, unfortunately for them. but they are all you will ever have. you are a gaslighter. and i hope to fucking GOD that you dont entrap ANYONE else. live alone, die alone.
that being said, you pussy ass bitch, if you MIRACULOUSLY decide to admit yourself and become a GOOD PERSON, then MAYBE i will consider manifesting positivity for you. but if you are still the same abusive asshole that i lived with, then i will continuously wish nothing but hell for you.
but heres the thing about GASLIGHTERS. its in your DNA fuckhead. your brain is LITERALLY fucked up. so you cant change. and i doubt you will. because you are “fine”.
well, YOU DONT GET TO GET AWAY WITH THIS. the more i heal, the more i see the truth. you manipulated my entire life. i became a pet to you. a pet that you abused. im basically bucket. i loved you unconditionally, and you abused that love. YOU ARE AN ABUSER. YOU ARE DANGEROUS. you need to be stopped. and i will live with this pain for the rest of my life because of you. i will ALWAYS remember what you put me through/did to me. if i EVER see you on the street, i WILL catch a case I. DONT. GIVE. A. FUCK. DONT YOU ever STEP IN MY LANE AGAIN. you are dead to me. i was the best thing you ever had. i hope you think of me. i hope you miss me. i hope your heart aches from the loss of me. i hope the pain is as unbearable as the pain you caused me.
now heres where you misunderstood me.
you took me for a fool. someone that you could manipulate endlessly. you must have thought i was dumb. LMFAO. i love HARD but i am NO idiot. i saw you. i KNOW the real you. and it gets clearer every day. you cant run from who you are. and if i have to let the world know who you are too, i will. so stay low. dont make any noise. dont hurt another SOUL. or i’ll pop up. you dont get to hurt anyone else. i refuse to let it happen. i crave justice and revenge. only thing keeping me quiet now, is i dont want to be a bad person. i dont want drama. you aint worth it motherfucker. but im ready for anything. you can not be trusted.
so keep telling your lies. keep everyone thinking you have a halo. keep abusing people. keep it up. i know you will end up where you are supposed to be. people like you dont make it very far in life.
just know, as long as im alive, you have an enemy walking this earth.
fuck you w, d.e.
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I Live.
Gonna give y’all a little life update copy-pasted from patreon since I’ve been gone for a thousand years. I don't really want to get deep into everything because sharing too many private details about my life/family on the internet feels a little icky even when people are nice but a quick rundown is:
1. My mom was helping my aunt through the legal proceedings of a messy divorce from her abusive ex husband and had to fly to her place like every 2 weeks. During her stays there she sensed something was wrong and after a few doctor's visits we found out that my aunt has early onset dementia. She's being taken care of by family and her shitty ex will never see her again if we have any say so but it's been Rough. She doesn't deserve this shit.
2. Surgery Bonanza! Mom has to get a giant mysterious fatty mass schlorped out of her back and my Grandma Lou' s thyroid gland went insaneo style and blew up into two huge masses that had to be cut out of her throat before they completely cut off her breathing. Then she had a bonus surgery to help with her failing eyesight. On the bright side, there was no cancer found in the weird lumps harvested from my kin.
3. My cat developed a weird lump full of cancer. I spotted a small lump on his right back leg over a month ago and after begging his former vet for an appointment sooner than 2 weeks away we finally got him in. Within seconds she said that it was probably cancer and that if it is he probably won't survive the treatment for it because he's 15 so do I really want to know? Because if I know then maybe I'll want to treat this expensive thing but if I wanted to let it ride it might be easier I guess? Because letting my weird little son die without trying to save him or give him proper end of life care is cool as long as it's cheaper and I don't have to think about it as much???? This was before any sort of intensive check on him or the tumor was done btw. The little dude was pretty much either a dead man walking or he had some mysterious swelling that time would take care of as far as she was concerned. Either way there was the vibe that she kind of wrote him off.
I ordered tests for him anyway, waited 2 weeks to get inconclusive answers, ordered an x-ray (which should have been done with the other test but whatever), waited a week and a half to learn that yeah, he probably does have cancer maybe and thank god it's not spreading too fast because uh oh! It's been almost a month and that bad boy has been growing this whole time!!!! Also it took weeks for them to bother scheduling any kind of re-check. At this point they say that there's nothing they can do and offer to get me in contact with what seems to be the only animal cancer specialist around. Who's like 2 and a half hours away. And has a crazy wait list. Did I mention that Coup hates being stuck in his carrier and will stress out and cry constantly every time he's forced to travel anywhere? So after reaching out to friends and family I found another much closer vet who could give me a second opinion first and thank god I found that place because not only did they actually judge him by his actual level of health instead of just his age when it comes to treatment (besides the cancer Coup is healthy as an ox, stellar scores in bloodwork and overall cat-ness, vet said that judging from his behavior/usage of the leg that we're probably more concerned about the situation than he is) but they also had a treatment plan rolled out and ready by the end of the visit. The boy is almost done with his chemo injections now and even though the shrinking is slow he's still in great health so we're daring to dream.
Fuck The Haters.
Other things happened but I don't want to talk about those things. The bottom line is that I'm not juggling a hell schedule or crying every day now so I want to get back in the drawing saddle. Thanks again to everyone on patreon who stuck around and basically threw their money in this mysterious pit, Y'all helped pay my bills when I was literally too mentally wrecked to work. And thanks to everyone else who sent me random good vibes, hoped I was okay, said nice things about my art, and were generally pretty cool even though I fled social media. (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
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