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canislupus-exe · 2 years

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Glad You Came | stanley barber

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fandom | I Am Not Okay With This

character | Stanley Barber

reader | they/them (she ver.)(he ver.)

requested | Anonymous

warnings | none

word count | 635

keys | (Y/n) = Your name, (g/n) = guardian's noun (ex: mom, dad, grandma, etc.)

summary | FLUFFY STANLEY B X READER WHERE THE READER IS PLAYING WITH STANS CURLS AND SMELLING HIS HAIR WHILE STAN IS SPOONING THS READER. THANK YOU ❤️♥️❤️♥️

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Stan yawned as he pulled his ancient car into the driveway of his house. Once it was off, he leaned his head on the steering wheel. It was a long day at work, and he couldn’t wait to get inside and pass the hell out. A tap on the window met his ears and he was ready to explain to his dad why he was home so late, but when he looked up he saw a much more pleasant sight. It was you, the person he loved more than anything else in the world. He painstakingly rolled his window down, every torturous minute cursing their impracticality.

“What are you doing here?” He asked. You laughed and opened the door of his car.

“This would’ve been much easier than rolling the window down you know?” You replied. He frowned as he realized that you were right. And thus began the equally torturous dilemma of winding it back up.

“You didn’t answer my question.” He said as he pulled his keys out of the ignition. You smiled.

“Is it a crime to want to see my boyfriend after his arduous day of work?”

Stan gently shut the car door, minimizing the sound in hopes of not waking his father up. He turned around and drooped his arms around your waist.

“I suppose not.” He replied, kissing your forehead. You give him a goofy smile as a blush spread across your cheeks.

“My (g/n) said I could spend the night if that’s alright with you.” You said as you draped your arms around his neck.

“Hm… I’ll have to check if my dad is sleeping, so wait here.” He replied, giving you another kiss on your forehead. He walked to his front door and pulled out his keys, unlocking it as quietly as he could. He peeked his head inside, having a clear shot of his father passed out on the couch. He smiled and motioned you over, to which you happily complied. He opened the door and put his finger in front of his lips, telling you to be quiet. You nodded before quickly and silently making your way to his room.

You took off your shoes and sat on his bed, making yourself comfortable. It was incredibly inviting, especially after having walked all the way from your house to his. Sure, it wasn’t an insane trip, but it was late, and you were oh so tired. After a few minutes, he joined you with a large smile on his face.

“Took you long enough.” You teased. He chuckled and locked his bedroom door.

“Oh Stanley, you’re not trying to pull a fast one on your dear old partner, are you?” You ask, despite knowing the answer. His face blushed slightly before he flopped himself on his bed.

“I just don’t want my dad to come in. You know he’d throw a fit if he saw you here.” He replied. You silently nodded and placed your hands on his head, which was conveniently close to your lap, and began to massage his scalp. He sighed in relief as he turned his body so he could hug your legs. You laughed and continued to play with his curls, a fond smile adorned your face as you looked down at him.

Your constant ruffling and massaging of his hair made the scent waft up to you, and you realized he must’ve washed it recently. It smelled distinctly of pine, and you silently cursed yourself for being such a romantic that you recognized it. This man had you at your knees for him.

“I’m glad you came.” You heard him say, but his words were muffled by your thighs. You smiled.

“Me too.”

#i am not okay with this imagine #ianowt imagine #i am not okay with this #ianowt #sydney novak #stanley barber #dina #brad lewis #stanley barber imagine #stanley barber x reader #non binary reader #fluff #glad you came #canislupus.txt

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venomised · 2 years

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Sydney Novak snuggle headcanons

( fem reader)

Warning: this contains mention of drugs and sexual activity ( I've only watched the Netflix show so this is based on the show.)

Syd is hungry for snuggles

It took her a while to open up to ( yes you know about her powers) you

Sydney is a switch for snuggling

She loves holding you but adores being held the same

Its a perfect way to calm down

If she just had a break down Syd is calling you

And in a few minutes she's either at your door or you stand in front of her house

The second you are in a bedroom she already pushed you the bed and is either laying on your chest or vise versa

Her favorites are

The honeymoon hug, heartbeat hug, half spoon, spoon and full embrace

But being honest

She doesen't give a f_ck

Any Position where you can be close is amazing

High Sydney can not leave her hands of you

No not able too

You guys only cuddle in your shirt's and panties/womens boxers

Lots of smooching

On the forehead, neck, cheeks, eyes, nose and lips

Dont be shocked if her hands wander

Staying still is hard for her

So hands may rest on your boobs, inner thighs, sides, lower stomach etc.

Syd loves touching you

And this may have led to making love

And someone may have knocked on your door telling you to shut up

Often she's creating hickeys

She can't stop Sydney just loves you to much

She often falls asleep especially if you are watching tv

It just helps her

Please go through her hair

She will lean in and whine like a puppy if you stop

Her brother loves you

Her mother? Not that much

Liam already sees you as his sister in law

you and Syd let out giggle's when he said that

But she's already dreaming about your Wedding

To sum it up

Sydney Novak is hungry for snuggles and starved for love

Give this girl romantische affection please

She needs it

Thats it for now. More may be added later

#sydney novak #Ianowt #i am not ok with this netflix #Sophia lillis #Sydney novak x fem reader #Snuggles #Weed #Sfw #venomised #Love #Positions #Sydney novak imagene #Fluff #Relationship #couple #lesbian

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taytrashmouth · 2 years

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This was a small piece from my I am not okay with this, Stanley barber x reader fanfic on Wattpad.

I smiled, it was like I was finally going to have a normal high school experience.

Syd grabbed a drink from some girls hand as we walked, chugged it down in one gulp and threw the cup behind us. We all laughed, enjoying the moment.

Very soon we were all on the dance floor, dancing really badly and just having a great time.

"Do you guys want some punch?" Dina asked after a while. "Sure." Syd and I answered.

I glanced across the gym and saw Stan awkwardly asking Mercedes to dance, she walked away....my heart broke, for Stan and the sight of him with someone else and then treating him like that.

Stan put on his sunglasses and sat down on the bleachers.

“I’ll be right back.” I almost whispered.

I walked over.

Stan took off his sunglasses again and stared at his feet. I sat next to him, I took a deep breath when he didn't even look at me.

"Best theater in town huh?" I asked looking at everyone dancing.

"I'm pretty sure you specifically said you weren't coming to this." Stan stated, still looking down.

"I wasn't." I stated.

"Well, aren't you worried about being followed?" He asked, I could tell he was annoyed.

"No one's following me Stan, it was...all In my head....I should've told you I was coming." I sighed.

"N/n I know we're not a thing, or together anymore, in fact I don't know if we ever were...and that's and that's cool I, I mean you gotta know I...I really like you." Stan rambled.

I smiled slightly to myself.

"We were definitely together.....and I really, really like you too Stan." I smiled, finally looking him in the eye. I saw Stan try hide a smile.

"So who are you here with anyway?" Stan asked.

"Well I came with Syd and Dina but I'm here alone." I stated.

"Does Dina know about you?" Stan asked.

"Know what?"

"Well..that you're a superhero" Stan stated.

I smiled.

"Other than Syd who is also a 'superhero' you’re the only one."

Stan's face lit up and he chuckled. "Cool."

"Also I'm really not a super-"

"Just-just give me this one thing...please. " Stan laughed.

I smiled widely and genuinely for the first time in what felt like forever, i missed him.

"I'll give you two things...." I smiled.

"What?" Stan asked as I placed my lips on his and they moved perfectly with each other, butterflies flew all over my body, I pulled away with a huge smile.

“Y-You need a date?” Stan stuttered.

I chuckled. “What about Mercedes?”

“I think she belongs to the theatre now.” Stan nodded towards the dance floor where she had already found a new date.

He grabbed my hand and We walked through the crowd to Syd and Dina at the punch table.

"Stan!" Dina smiled.

"Dina, you look um...you like like a Christmas tree." Stan complimented.

"Thanks dude." Dina stated.

We saw Whitaker staring at us.

"Oh god Whitakers still watching us." Stan added.

"It's probably the most exciting that's ever happened in his entire life." Syd smiled.

"Mm, I don't know guys..I mean we're wanted criminals. Why are we out here in the open? Exposed. First rule of the heist is split the loot and split the fuck up right?" Stan exclaimed.

"What loot?all we did was disrespect this fine institution." I joked.

"And disrespect ourselves." Syd waved her finger.

We all laughed.

Stan started to complain about the music and dragged me with him to go ask the DJ to change the song.

"Hey dude can I change the song?" Stan asked.

"Never." The DJ stated.

I zoned out for a second, smiling at Syd.

"What do you mean you've never heard of bloodwitch!?" Stan asked.

I sighed when I saw Dina and syd go dance, I grabbed Stan's hand and dragged him to the dance floor.

"So Dina's a Christmas tree?" I chuckled as he put his hands on my hips and I put mine around his neck.

"Yeah." Stan smiled.

"And what am I?" I asked gesturing at my outfit.

"Beautiful." Stan smiled.

I blushed harder than ever and looked down at the floor before Stan lifted my chin and kissed me passionately.

#i am not okay with this #stanley barber #sydney novak #ianowt #netflix #homecoming #x reader #fanfic

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jakessbtch · 4 months

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☆ request list | j.b

what i can/will write!

x reader [y/n, __, ect.] fluff, angst, smut character x character

what i will not write!

basics [r4cism, p3dophilia, ect.] smut for characters/persons under 18 y/o/a [including actors.] smut for ageless characters/persons. heavy gore. romanticization of SA, Gr00ming, SH, R4pe, ED's. abuse + physical/emotional cheating.

fandoms/persons i currently write for!

Trap House! Jake Webber. Sam Golbach. Colby Brock.

Youtubers! Tara Yummy. Johnnie Guilbert.

Spider-Man! Peter Parker [earth-199999/Tom Holland] Peter Parker [earth-120703/Andrew Garfield] Peter Parker [earth-96283/Tobey Maguire] Hobie Brown

IT [2019]! Bill Denbrough [19] Beverly Marsh [19] Richie Tozier [19 + Male Reader ONLY] Eddie Kasprak [19] Mike Hanlon [19] Ben Hanscom [19]

IANOWT! Stanley Barber Sydney Novak Dina Bryant Brad Lewis

masterlist.

#x reader #the walking dead #twd #chubby #sam and colby #chubby reader #jake and johnnie #johnnie guilbert #johnnie guilbert x chubby reader #jake webber x reader #jakewebber #jakesbtc #tarayummy

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boiyjoey · 11 months

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Hi my name is jo or joe/Joey but I am new to writing to if you like have any requests I can write that will be so amazing ‼️ I mostly write malex reader stuff and g/n x reader stuff but I am also somewhat up for fem! X reader also here are the fandoms I write for

IT richie tozier(male reader only)

Eddie kaspbrak

Ben hanscom

Bill Denbrough

Stan uris

Beverley marsh

Mike hanlon

Henry bowers

Patrick hockstetter(only male/gn readers)

Reggie(belch) Huggins

Victor criss

Greta bowie

Fnaf

William Afton(only male/gn readers)

Michael Afton(any game)

C.C afton(no nsfw)

Elizabeth afton(no nsfw🤬)

Henry Emily

Charlie Emily(no nsfw)

Sammy Emily(no nsfw)

Cassidy(no nsfw)

Gabriel(no nsfw)

Jeramy(no nsfw)

Susie(no nsfw)

Fritz(no nsfw)

Michael brooks(no nsfw🙁)

Vanny

Mrs.afton

Fnaf 4 chica bully

Fnaf 4 bonnie bully

Fnaf 4 Freddy Bully

Ianowt(I am not okay with this)

Sydney Novak(only fem! Readers)

Stanley barber

Dina Bryant

Tbp(the black phone)

Robin Arellano

Finney blake

Vance hopper

Griffin stagg(no nsfw)

Billy shawalter

Max shaw(mostly gn/m! Reader)

The grabber/Albert shaw(only male reader)

Gwen blake(no Nsfw)

Donna

Buzz

Matty

Matt

Lovely bones

Susie salmon(no damn nsfw)

Jack salmon

Abigail salmon

Lindsey salmon(no nsfw)

Ray Singh(no nsfw)

IT 2

Adult Richie tozier(only male readers)

Adult Eddie kaspbrak

Adult bill Denbrough

Adult mike hanlon

Adult Ben hanscom

Adult Stan Uris

Adult Beverly marsh

Adult Henry bowers

That’s all rly 😔 pls give requests I wanna write( I ain’t that good tho but still)

#theblackphone #IT2017 #IT2019 #FNAF #Ianowt #iamnotokaywiththis #lovleybones #pls request #male reader #gn reader #fem!reader #x reader

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kit-nelson-imagines · 2 years

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-> rules, prompts and more <-

[🧃] hey! my name is kit and im a young writer :) my friends recommended that i use my writing skills on the internet so thats why im here! i hope you enjoy my writing!

[🫧] my rules are very important. if you do not obey them, then it will result in me blocking you. please respect my boundaries and rules.

[🌈] rules:

~ dni if you are an nsfw blog

~ i will not write smut with minors. the only exception is if that they are aged up to over 18.

~ if you are requesting a celebrity and they have boundaries, please respect them.

~ i only do x reader. i can do female, male, trans, genderfluid, gender neutral and other genders.

~ if requesting a reader with a different gender, please specify their pronouns.

~ use your imagination!! make it silly! i really dont mind!!

~ dont sexualise me or send me weird messages in my inbox please.

[🌊] fandoms:

IT 2017- Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak, Stanley Uris, Bill Denbrough, Beverly Marsh, Finn Wolfhard, Jack Dylan Grazer, Wyatt Oleff, Jaeden Martell, Sophia Lillis

A Series Of Unfortunate Events- Violet Baudelaire, Klaus Baudelaire, Sunny Baudelaire (platonic only), Duncan Quagmire, Isadora Quagmire, Quigley Quagmire, Malina Weissman

Stranger Things- Mike Wheeler, Will Byers, Max Mayfield, Dustin Henderson, Steve Harrington, Robin Buckley, Jane ”Eleven” Hopper, Jonathan Byers, Nancy Wheeler, Joe Keery, Sadie Sink, Noah Schnapp, Millie Bobby Brown, Gaten Materazzo, Maya Hawke

Harry Potter- Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy, Cedric Diggory, Ginny Weasley, Luna Lovegood, Tom Riddle, Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Tom Felton

Arcane: League Of Legends- Violet (Vi), Jinx (Powder), Caitlyn, Ekko, Mylo, Claggor, Hailee Steinfield

My Hero Academia- Izuku Midoriya, Katsuki Bakugou, Shoto Todoroki, Ochaco Uraraka, Ejiro Kirishima, Denki Kaminari, Tsuyu Asui, Mina Ashido, Tenya Iida

Heartstopper- Charlie Spring (Only male), Nick Nelson, Ben Hope, Harry Greene, Darcy Olsson (Only Female), Tara Jones (Only Female), Tao Xu, Tori Spring, Elle Argent, Aled Last

I Am Not Okay With This- Sydney Novak, Stanley Barber, Dina (i dont know what her last name is😭)

Metal Lords- Hunter Sylvester, Kevin Schlieb, Emily Spector, Adrian Greensmith, Isis Hainsworth

The Goldfinch- Boris Pavlikovsky, Theo Decker

[🌸] prompts:

~ Angst

”please stop lying to me.”

”i dont care.”

”please dont cry”

”what makes you think i would want to date you?”

”just shut up for once in your goddamn life!”

”am i going to die?”

“when did you fall out of love with me?”

”are you leaving me?”

” dating you was the worse mistake ive ever made.”

”loving you is a fucking death sentence.”

”i shouldnt love you, but i couldnt help it.”

”always knew that you were too damn selfish.”

”i dont know if i can look you in the eyes after what you’ve done.”

”it’s only 2.am..”

”please dont hide from me.”

”dont take another step in my direction.”

”i wish we met before they convinced you life is war.”

”you are the worst thing that has ever happened to me.”

~ Fluff

”let me walk you home, hm?”

”i wanted to say i love you without stuttering. but i failed.”

”ugh i cant reach it!”

”stop being so goddamn cute.”

”you dont need all that candy, do you?”

”call me as soon as you get there.”

”did you just- throw salt at me!?” ”im not fucking possessed!”

”cuddles please!”

”hey love, can you help me out?” ”im gay and i need a few dollars”

”thats not true! my wife is a bitch and i like her very much.”

“YOU DID WHAT?!”

”you motherfucker! never do that again!”

” i have no idea what you are talking about.”

”what the actual fu-“ ”HEY GET OUT!”

“im only here for the dog.”

~ Smut 🌝

“come over here and make me.”

”kiss me.”

”looks like we are trapped in here for a while..”

”you heard me. take. it. off.”

”keep looking at me like that and we might not make it to bed.”

”if we werent in public right now, i would have my head in between your legs.”

”i want to taste you.”

”dont be shy now, sit on my face.”

”is that my shirt?”

“be quiet.”

”use your words, baby.”

”what if someone hears us?”

”oh fuck yes, just like that.”

“need any help with that?”

“were you just masturbating?” - “what?! no neve-“ ”do you want some help?” - “huh?”

“relax.”

”did you come?”

”shut up slut.”

~ Funny Ones🌚

”im not wearing any underwear, thought you would like to know.”

”YOU SENT ME PICTURES OF YOU NAKED WHILST I WAS IN A WORK MEETING!”

”at least we didnt break any laws this time.”

”we are literally fugitives of this state.” - “so no pizza?”

”your pretty.” - “your drunk.”

”excuse you?”

”i might of had a few shots.” - “what they mean by a few is about 20.”

”if you do that again im gonna chuck you out the window- what are you doing?” - “checking how high the drop is to see if its worth it.”

”you ate all my noodles! you’ve lost toilet paper privledges.”

”OI THATS MY HOODIE LOSER!”

”haha thats so funny!” *pulls out gun* ”say it again!”

”DUDE STOP HOGGING THE FUCKING BLANKETS!”

”your bleeding!” - “oh yeah no shit sherlock!”

”for fucks sake- MOVE!”

”hey wouldnt it be funny if we made out right now?”

[⚡️] thank you for reading! have a great day!! :))

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agaypanic · 27 days

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just a reminder that i will be closing requests at around midnight on 5/8 (wednesday). so if you wanna request something, you have about 2 more days to do it, ESPECIALLY if it’s any character from malcolm in the middle, my babysitters a vampire, or i am not okay with this bc im taking those characters/fandoms off of my writing list

#agaypanic #writers of tumblr #writers on tumblr #fanfiction writer #malcolm in the middle x reader #malcolm wilkerson x reader #reese wilkerson x reader #francis wilkerson x reader #cynthia sanders x reader #my babysitter’s a vampire x reader #benny weir x reader #rory keaner x reader #ethan morgan x reader #erica jones x reader #ianowt x reader #i am not okay with this x reader #stanley barber x reader #sydney novak x reader #ianowt dina x reader

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tryingtofindava · 8 months

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──𝐒𝐲𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐍𝐨𝐯𝐚𝐤

: ̗̀➛Back to IANOWT

"My dad was just like me, and it destroyed him."

• ╭──╯ . . . . . 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗢𝗡𝗦

#Christmas Movie Marathon (Ava’s Christmas Chronicles)

• ╭──╯ . . . . . 𝗢𝗡𝗘-𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗦

✯.★*°•.°✯•.★*°°·.•°★•✯.★*°•.°✯•.★*°°·.•°★•

#i am not okay with this #ianowt #ianowt x reader #I am not okay with this x reader #sydney novak #sydney novak x reader

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mxlti-fand0m-imaginess · 2 years

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Sydney Novak Masterlist

Bloody Kisses

High And In Love

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moonlit-imagines · 3 years

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warnings:

a/n:

requested by anonymous

“This class is literally a nightmare.” You slammed your textbook with the homework still inside and leaned back on her couch, exasperated by the math problems you had yet to solve. Syd chuckled through a sigh and did the same.

“Maybe we should just take a break.” She suggested and grabbed the TV remote.

“Way ahead of you there, Sydney.” You leaned to the side and rested your head on her shoulder, ready to watch whatever she put on as long as it distracted you from the homework due tomorrow.

“Hey, y/n?” Sydney waited for you to turn your head and look at her and the moment you did she moved in to kiss your lips for a split second. “That was all.”

taglist: @ripoffadora // @ravenmoore14 // @yukh3ic0re // @ofthedewthesunlight // @brutal-out-here // @blleuu //

#sydney novak #sydney novak imagine #sydney novak x reader #ianowt #ianowt imagine #ianowt x reader

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canislupus-exe · 2 years

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Progress | stanley barber

YOU ARE READING PART TWO

fandom | I Am Not Okay With This

character | Stanley Barber

reader | no pronouns used

requested | Anonymous

warnings | body image issues, bulimia

word count | 574

keys | (Y/n) = Your name

summary | HHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII so u know that Stanley b x reader where reader has bulimia. So like a part 2 maybe where the reader is acho ting lunch and wants to throws up but doesn't and when they get home Stan gives them love and cuddles and puts them in his lap and plays with the reader hair and says he proud they didn't throw up. Thannnnnks♥️❤️♥️❤️

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A few weeks had passed since Stanley confronted you about your bulimia. It was difficult at first to talk to him about it. You were so scared of admitting it to yourself, but once you did, everything rushed out of you like a tidal wave of emotion. You remembered the night you came clean about everything, sobbing violently in his arms as he assured you that it would all be okay. That was also the night he kissed you tenderly and asked to be your boyfriend. Of course, you said yes.

Stanley was always patient with you. Often times he’d hold your hand while you ate, squeezing it occasionally to remind you that he was there. It was a small gesture, but oh so appreciated. Today was one of those days. You were finding it particularly difficult to stomach the food in front of you and he could tell. Every time you took a bite, you had to double your time not taking a bite. Setting your food down and stopping altogether.

“Hey… Are you okay?” He whispered, not wanting to draw attention to your eating as he knew how much you hated that. You swallowed and nodded.

“Y-Yeah I think I’m just… I think I’m just done for the day.” You replied, trying to hide the shame you felt.

“Hey, you did great! You ate the perfect amount, okay?” He reassured you, to which you smiled in response.

“Thanks, Stanley.” You whispered. He kissed your cheek, still squeezing your hand.

“Gross,” Sydney said, stretching out the o in her statement. You looked at her and raised your eyebrows.

“Ever since you guys started dating you’ve made me a massive third wheel. Have some decency.” She said as she threw a fry at you. You laughed and threw the fry back at her, but missed terribly. The playful shift helped distract you from thinking of the food you just ate, and you were thankful for that.

>><<

You were thankful to be able to flop onto Stanley’s bed at the end of the school day. It always seemed so much comfier than yours. Maybe it’s because it was his, but no matter the reason, you were making yourself comfortable regardless.

“I see someone is ready to take a nap,” Stanley said as he entered his room. You looked up and smiled.

“Maybe.” You responded before closing your eyes. You felt the bed shift next to you and arms wrap around your waist. You turned and opened your eyes, your vision filling with the image of his wonderful face. His gentle smile. His sparkling eyes. Everything you loved about him.

“I’m so proud of you.” He whispered. Your face became a considerable shade of red.

“Proud of me?” You asked.

“Yes. You did amazing today with lunch. You’ve been doing amazing for the past few weeks actually. I’m just so incredibly proud of you.” He replied. You felt tears well up in your eyes at his words, but you didn’t want him to see you cry. Not again. You buried your face in his chest and held him tightly, to which he chuckled in response.

“You’re so cute.” He whispered, beginning to play with your hair. You always savored this side of him. The side no one else got to see. The incredibly romantic side that you could never get enough of. You melted into his touch as he massaged your scalp. What a lovely night.

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havingamentalbreakdowneveryminut · 3 years

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Secrets: Chapter 1

I watched as Dina switched seats with Bradley, subconsciously cursing her for leaving me and Syd alone with Bradley Lewis.

I watched as Bradley smugly took one of Dina's fries. Dina has got be kidding with this guy.

I reached for the straw of the milkshake me, Syd, and Dina had been sharing, only it was the same time as Syd reached for it. My head immediately turned to look at them, just to see they were already looking at me-- Oh yeah I forgot to mention I have little crush on one of my best friends...

Okay, so maybe it's not little, but can you blame me they are like really attractive. The only problem is they probably don't like me back.

Right now we are at a diner that Syd's mom works at, because Dina had some news, she said it was good news. But, dating Bradley Lewis is never good news.

"So--" Bradley said, watching as me and Syd's heads snapped in his direction.

"Dina's just great isn't she." Bradley said, smiling sweetly at us.

"Yup." I said, giving Bradley my fakest smile turning to Syd for help but they had their head down and were mixing the milkshake with the straw. I bit my lip, looking around the diner. Only Dina would leave us with a douchebag and take her sweet time to get the ketchup as she spoke to one of waiters.

Bradley chuckled realizing Syd still hadn't said anything. "Jesus. Do you ever smile?" he said, still scarfing down Dina's fries. I turned to Syd not really expecting a reply, they glared up at Brad continuing to play with the straw, not even gonna lie it was kind of hot.

Only a couple seconds later Dina came back sliding into the booth next to Brad, I was relieved for about 30 seconds, until they started talking to each other.

"So what have we decided?" She said, happily. Putting the ketchup - that she was taking 1 decade to get - on the fries. Brad smiled, chewing before replying.

"Whatever you want babe."

I think I just threw up in my mouth.

I looked at Syd from the corner of my eye to see them staring at Brad with irritation and anger. I knew it was best not to bother them when they got like this, so I took a sip of the milkshake trying to ignore the couple flirting in front of me.

"Oh shit!" Brad exclaimed, making me look up from the milkshake to see Dina and Brad trying to quickly stop the bleeding coming from his nose. I don't understand why they were acting so dramatic it was just a nose bleed and they were acting like he just got shot.

I didn't miss Syd's scared reaction though.

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Once Bradley and Dina got the bleeding to stop, I turned to Syd giving them a soft look they stared at me with an 'I'm sorry' expression for a little bit, before getting up arubtly mumbling "I have to go" before rushing out of the diner.

I watched them go, with a sad expression that Dina must have caught because she gave me an apologetic expression, I gave her a small smile, before standing up and grabbing my backpack.

I turned to Bradley. "Brad." I said, bitterly. Before turning to Dina with a smile "See you tomorrow Dina." Before walking around the table and whispering in her ear.

"If he hurts you, I'll kick his ass." Causing her to giggle, as I walked out of the diner.

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I walked home with music blasting in my ears. I loved music there is never really a time where I'm not listening to music-- well except when I'm with Syd and Dina. Syd and Dina were my only friends in this shitty town, that I've lived in since I was 3.

Not only do I live in a shitty town but I also live with shitty parents, they both work at a company that pays them A LOT of money, they work in the company with Bradley Lewis' parents. Which sucks, because that means we have to have dinners with them and listening to Brad explain why he is the most popular guy at school isn't exactly the best way to end your night.

I sighed as I finally reached my house, it was 2 stories tall and I live here with my mom, dad, little sister, and older brother.

I walked into my house, hanging my backpack up on the coat hook, being caught by surprise when my little sister runs out of her room and hugs my legs.

"Y/n, you're back!" Lea said, with big smile on her face. I smile down at her, "I am." I chuckled, before bending down to pick her up.

Lea was 4, but she was very smart and mature for her age. She was the first person I came out to as genderfluid, and even though she didn't quite understand it, she tried her best to respect it unlike my parents--

"Y/n?" Speak of the devil.

"Yup!" I said, looking up to see my mom standing in front of me with her arms crossed, as she looked over my outfit. I rolled my eyes at her, before turning back to my sister.

"Go find Leo and see if he wants to play with you." I smiled at Lea, as she ran down the hall to go find my older brother Leo. After I knew that Lea was gone, my smile was immediately gone.

I avoided my mom's glare as I walked past her and into my room, I could hear her footsteps following me but I ignored them as I walked over to my book shelf and picking up a book to read, before turning around looking at my mom with an annoyed expression. "What?" I said.

She narrowed her eyes at me, "Why are you dressing like that?"

I looked at my mom with confusion before looking down at my outfit.

(You can choose one of these two outfits if you'd like)

I looked back up at her, "Like what?"

She sighed in frustration. "Like-- like one of those goth people!"

I stared at her for a moment, before putting the book down and making my way downstairs I really didn't want to listen to her lecture right now. I opened the fridge grabbing a bottle of water, getting ready for yet another fight with my mom.

"Y/n, you do not walk away from me! Especially, when I'm talking to you!" My mom exclaimed pointing her finger at me as I drank my water looking at her with a bored expression.

"I know why you're doing this to me." She said, matter of factly. I glared at her. Oh, does she?

"You know you will always be a girl right? Nothing you do or say is gonna change that. You have the body parts of a girl, the mind set of a girl. You even look like one. You are a girl and you are gonna start acting like one. I don't care about all this internet stuff about the-- nonbinary people. You. Are. A. Girl." She finished. I looked back up with tears in my eyes, not daring to let one slip.

"Fuck. You." I said, getting up and speed walking to the front door, and running out of it. I walked and walked and walked, until I finally stopped and ended up at my favorite spot it was in the forest, it had a big rock right in the middle, that I liked to sit on and think away, from everyone and everything. I finally let the tears slip, knowing I was alone and I could finally let go inviting the darkness of the forest in. I had never really been scared of the dark as I always found comfort in it.

I got up and start wandering the forest touching the trees, I know it sounds weird and impossible but it felt like I had this weird connection with nature, I sometimes come across animals while in the forest, I don't walk up to them - I know better - instead I just admire them from afar.

I spotted a wolf-- Wait. A wolf? They don't even live in Pennsylvania. I stared at the wolf in confusion, and only a few seconds later it turned it's head to look at me. I stared into it's brown eyes, it looked like it was trying to tell me something.

"Y/n?" I heard someone say my name causing me to jump in surprise and look around in confusion. "Over here dumbass." The same voice said again, I slowly turned. No way. It can't be the wolf. There is no fucking way.

"Yes there is a way." The voice- wolf said.

"How the fuck are you talking right now." I said, in disbelieve.

"Okay, I know this probably freaking you out, so I should just take my human form." The wolf-- voice said. Human form?! What the fuck was this thing?! A fucking shapeshifter? I felt a tap on my shoulder that pulled me out of my thoughts. I looked up to see a person a little bit taller then me, they were wearing a loose oversized plaid lapel jacket, with skinny jeans, and turtle neck underneath, and combat boots on it's feet. They looked pretty warm to be honest.

"What. The. Fuck." I said, backing away from the so called person.

"Hi." It said in a cheery voice. Why the fuck are they so happy? I'm freaking out.

"You are y/n y/l/n right?" They asked. How the hell did it know my name?!

"...yeah. Who wants to know?" I said, in a nervous voice. Dammit! Come on y/n you have to be tough.

"No you don't. I'm not gonna hurt you, I'm Jamie." They said, in a softer voice, holding out it's hand for me to shake. I slowly shook it's hand looking at them suspiciously. They pulled their hand away happily, sighing in content.

"So!--" It said, causing me to jump. I watched as they looked around the forest. I stared at it with a blank expression. "Well, you gonna show me where I will be staying?" They asked, stating it as if they expected me to.

"Huh-- what, I don't even know you." I exclaimed, furrowing my eyebrows together. Jamie gave me a confused expression.

"...I just told you my name like 2 minutes ago-- Man, do you even listen?" It chuckled, getting distracted by a bird, leaving me confused in my thoughts.

What. The. Fuck. Is going on?

Okay so that was the first chapter I hope it wasn't too bad. I feel like I'm going to like writing this fic a lot. Since I actually took the time to think and write these characters correctly. By the way Jamie is agender and they use they/it pronouns. Just in case you didn't catch that. Syd’s POV will most likely be in the next chapter. I will write y/n povs first and then Syd’s POV of what happened if that makes any sense. - Dove <3

#sydney novak x reader #i am not okay with this #genderfluid #gender nonconforming #fanfiction #lgbtq #dina ianowt #nonbinary

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