Bluepoch gave us the gift of barely-subtext tragic sapphic-centric media do NOT throw that away.

Context regarding PJSK and Undertale under cut.

Project Sekai cast is dominated by female characters but mlm is more popular, meanwhile Undertale has canon wlw rep and oh my god they’re at the bottom. I have nothing against these fandoms or media (I’m literally currently/was in them) but yeah. I just HOPE r99 doesn’t end up in a similar state.

guys. guys.. not to be like. the crazy one, but like

i dont fucking care that there was "news" about the rps at vidcon

actually kinda scared for the rps to come back??

Like, idk after I learned a LOT about issues with Mystreet, it's not very exciting anymore. Plus I have this whole story in my head now, a rewrite, my version, and I dont want a new season of Mys to remind me that my little version of this story is extremely not canon. Also that canon is worse.

Oh and I actually despise the remake of MCD. I hate it so much. Like maybe I'd be more excited if she was continuing the og MCD, but no it's going to be the remake of course because she abandoned the original.

god i think this blog is going to kill me. i genuinely don't know what to do. should i only post art?? should i wipe it off the face of the earth?? should i make a new blog and repost everything there?? should i delete all posts and then repost all the art here??.

i don't want to post everything again because i've posted so much art, but also i don't think i have to delete anything?? i mean the art tag is right there!, but what if someone doesn't want to look for art, even if it's really simple?? what if no one looks at anything i make ever again!!!!!!!!!

i said i was only logging in once a day from now on but i ended up just logging in to distract myself cause i Finally slept for an extended period of time and ended up having a nightmare that used my memories of intracranial pressure + current muscle clenching and a sleep apnea airway collapse to give me a very vivid experience of being crushed by the vacuum of space! fun! i've calmed down now though so i'm gonna try to go back to sleep, i'll be back later today.

Y'know, on one hand, I like being the burnt bread ™ guy, cause it means people give me stuff of my fave ship and talk abt it with me... but on the other hand i feel like people assume it's the ONLY ship I like or the only thing I care abt sometimes, and then I don't got people to talk abt my other ships too :/

YOUTUBE MUSIC

Hey! The ellipsis button (⋮) is broken!! AGain!! I just realised The Existential Threat by Sparks has an official album version and I'm trying to clean up my halloween playlist by replacing videos with actual official releases, but I CAN'T!!!! FIX UR SITE

i stared out the window at the hospital for 30 minutes 3 times a day as confrontation therapy

does anyone else worry about losing mutuals

i wanna go to sleep but the blorbo thoughts r so loud

Quiz time! What are/were your irrational fears?

I'll start!! ☆:

My irrational fear as a child was me getting arrested by the police for "littering" (throwing out torn apart dandelions out of the car window);

My current irrational fear is of dogs: I avoid them both when they're on leash and when they're not on one, probably because of a guard dog that almost attacked me when I tried to get home one time;

My persistent irrational fear is of being wrong and yelled at for it: my most memorable nightmare (had it real young, can't remember when exactly) is of cartoon characters yelling at me for not plugging in tablet to charge in time

i hate my best friend earlier i was like "im scared that this guy likes me bc he said something that i would only say to people who i like, but i recognize thats its a normal ass thing to say anyway and i rationally know he does not like me, but still, my brain decided to play with that concept and made me have a terrible nightmare the other night about it and now im subconsciously scared that he will like me ( with the underlying concept of "i am scared of men")" and shell go ohohioo what if youre projecting and its actually YOU that likes him. ????? bitch did you not hear the part about having a dream where he abused me or ...?sometimes being asexual is a nightmare nobody gets it

you ever have anxiety about something your whole life and then it finally happens and it's just kinda like huh that sucks

I need to meet some transgender gay communists irl nowwww

Man. Spiders

theyre going to put my brain in a tube on thursday