It's Pride, baby! Woooooooo! This is my first year doing a little something to celebrate Pride Month! And even if it's only anonymously, I'm very proud of my growth and change from when I was a tween with a hell of a lot of cognitive dissonance. And I'm happy to know there's a community, both online and a small one in my real life, that allows me to be more comfortable in my identity.
Sobbing thinking about how much I love Phoenix and Franziska's rivalry in Justice for All.
The fact that both of them are so attached to winning their cases because they don't know who they are outside of being a lawyer. Phoenix says "let me defend you" and Franziska says "our battle begins now" because they don't know how else to say "don't leave me behind". Phoenix hides his negative emotions because "for a lawyer, the worst of times are when you have to force your biggest smiles" and Franziska hides her vulnerability because "a Von Karma is someone who is destined to be perfect".
Both of them react with anger and bitterness at getting abandoned. Phoenix blames himself for Miles' disappearance and Franziska blames Phoenix because they'd rather do that than feel utterly helpless. And they are too busy fighting each other to realize they both love Miles, they both want to save him, but they're both incredibly wrong about how to do it.
I have been listening to "Remedy" from Undertale Yellow before work and before exams to hype me up cause if Martlet can get off her ass, then so can I, dammit!
I WROTE AN EIGHT PAGE FINAL PAPER ON VIDEO GAME SOUNDTRACK FOR MY COLLEGE PHILOSOPHY CLASS AND GOT FULL POINTS.
I've peaked. I'm done. I'm literally so happy. Professor just really saw me yap about Ace Attorney music and Toby Fox music and sound effects and said, "Yep. Super philosophical. A+."
I got to mention snd_weirdeffect, which is my FAVORITE sound effect in Deltarune Ch 1 and oh my gosh I can't stop yapping but I'm so happy. 8 pages of my biggest passion and it's 20/20 points! I WIN LIFE.