is dragon fruit low in c4ls yall?? cuz the internet is saying it's only 60 but usually they're really sweet so idk. but also i guess sweet ≠ heavy in c4ls

my genetics are screwing me over,like genetically women in my family have th1ck th1ghs like atp theres no saving me.

i went dress shopping again (finally found one) and pulled the only dress left in the colour i wanted and my mom AGAIN was like 'it's an xs it's too small for you' wtf?? spoiler alert: i fit into it

AHHHH U GUYS !!! i went dress shopping today for this wedding and we were looking through and the sales lady came up to us and asked us what size i was and my mom was like "hmm she's probably a six" but the sales lady legit said "no look at her she's tiny! probably a size three" and i was already really happy BUT i tried the dresses on and get this IM A SIZE ZERO!!! best day ever tbh

yesterday

back again for real this time

guess who's back (me) (i tried to recover and it didn't work)

todays stats!! (may 17, 2024)

todays stats!! (may 16, 2024)

super happy! did a 20hr f4st then only had 360 cals before f4sting more (im 7hrs in rn and aiming to do a full 24 for the second time this week!!)

still feel f4t :(

finally decided to stop being lazy and verify my email so now i can comment on stuff i wasn't actually banned

i hate how hungry i am. all i wanna do right now is go and eat. i hate this so much. i'm not gonna do it but it's literally the only thing i can think about right now and will probably be the only think i can think about until after i break my f4st. and then ill think about it even more. and then the cycle will repeat and ill never stop and ill have to live out the rest of my life always thinking about eating forever and forever until the day i finally croak. i hate this so much i just wanna be th1n why can't i just naturally be th1n. 💔💔

less than three hours left!!!!! i NEED TO GET SK1NN13R AHHHHH

i ALMOST b1nged just now but literally walked back upstairs and now i'm fine. things really aren't that difficult you just gotta BE DETERMINED

the urge to go get ice cream is so bad rn what do i do

yesterday was a 24hr f4st today is 20hrs ill do another 24hrs tmrw and then she sure to eat under 800c4ls on the weekend.im gonna be sk1nny i HAVE TO BE.

how am i STILL stuck at 121 lbs what am i don't wrong it's been like this for the past like two months

on day four of not taking my meds so i can l0se w31ght i feel like this isn't the smartest idea but whateves