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susanomalis · 3 days
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I love you.
I love you then, I love you now.
I never stopped once and I never doubt my love for you.
I know from the moment I met you, you are the one that I will love for the rest of my life.
Certainly there are times when it doesn’t look or feel like I do, but trust me I never stopped.
You are the answer to my calls.
You are a beautiful living soul that deserves the world and I hope by loving you enough, you can see that.
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susanomalis · 3 days
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Congratulations, you stayed awake until 3 AM. You are a certified over-thinker now.
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susanomalis · 3 days
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Sometimes writing forces me to dig up feelings that I had buried long time ago;
feelings that I had chose not to deal with and kept aside
to protect myself, keep myself safe
from unwanted traumas or breakdowns
but is it a good idea? That’s a whole other question
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susanomalis · 3 days
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Don’t be afraid to make mistakes; for we all are amateurs in being alive.
- we are all first timers
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susanomalis · 3 days
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If it’s a choice between choosing yourself or the others, always choose yourself.
- because they will choose themselves too.
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susanomalis · 3 days
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Stop looking for antidotes from others while you have been the one creating the toxics.
- be responsible for your own actions.
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susanomalis · 3 days
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My pen may have stopped writing,
But my brain never stopped thinking.
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susanomalis · 2 months
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Have you ever thought that pregnancy is such a crazy idea that God had created?
To think that a living thing is growing inside of you while you’re surviving for 9 months.
Women is crazy amazing.
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susanomalis · 2 months
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Usually I’m resilient towards the hustle bustle of big city, with its traffic, its non-sleeping schedule and its tough challenges for what usually makes a newcomer wave its white flag.
Usually i surf the waves like how I was meant to live here all along.
But today, today in particular,
The city wins, and I lose.
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susanomalis · 6 months
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Here I am sitting in a corner
with my eyes staring at nothing
but my mind thinking about everything
Living feels like a chore rather than a bliss
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susanomalis · 6 months
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Thoughts that linger:
1. Do I deserve to be loved?
2. Do I deserve to love?
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susanomalis · 6 months
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Today when I was on my way home, I wish I could die, so I don’t have to suffer in this pain again and again. But God didn’t let me. He would rather I go through this pain and let me learn something. Honestly at this point, I don’t know what is the learning. I just know I’m tired. I am really tired.
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susanomalis · 6 months
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One day you are going to look back and deeply regret the way you treated me and it will all be too late
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susanomalis · 6 months
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Reel me in with your make-believes and drown me in your pool of lies. I hate that I love your sinful lullabies so much I am willing to die for it.
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susanomalis · 6 months
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Why is it so hard to love your body, your skin, and yourself when all it ever does is for you and you only?
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susanomalis · 6 months
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It’s funny and sad at the same time how a single song can give much more butterflies than the actual person in thought
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susanomalis · 7 months
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loving you is like a crazy, mind-fucked, messy little dream that came true.
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