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#I am perfectly normal about the roomies
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There’s just something about the way session 7 ended. Everyone was focused on two of the survivors. The Zombie and the Stars. Everyone forgot about the Sun. No-one noticed the little platform on the sky, having mysteriously been changed.
Except someone did. The Glare. He saw the platform, how it had been changed, realised that the remaining survivor would be up there. However he did nothing with this information, why?
Simple, he wanted to apologise in a way. Apologise for forgetting about him, apologise for getting turned into one of the army. That’s why he let the Sun slip through the cracks, why he let the Zombie and the Sun hide in the base, even protecting them against the hoard.
The Zombie, the Stars and the Sun all survived. To the detriment for the rest of the server. They all failed, because of one man’s loyalty. The Harbinger had been upset for sure, but really what could she do?
The session was over. Sure she could wait for her revenge till the next week, but that’s too long. The Glare had ruined it for everyone else. She had been willing to kill the Stars for the task, why hadn’t he?
The Glare is a loyal man. He would never betray those he called allies unless they did so first. And neither did. The Zombie and the Sun stood by his side until his unfortunate demise to someone who in a past life had been his son.
The Zombie went out the same way, in a hole with that same son. But what about the Sun? He died fighting. Sure his curse had activated, both the Glare and the Zombie dying before him, but he knew that they would be proud. Knew that the first people who had seen his loyalty since the sand had been washed out of his wings, would be proud of him.
Proud of him for staying by their side till the end. Proud for fighting a 3v1 so the Zombie would have some chance of escape. Prions of him for taking a total of 91 hearts from the most stacked team before he died.
Because in the end their only players. Players in this unforgiving game. Cleo, Etho, and Grian were all just victims of these games, coming together to give eachother some form of comfort.
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Baby got Back!!
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CHAPTER 4
chapter. 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5
Synopsis; Jeon Jungkook has the fattest fucking crush on you meanwhile Jimin and Taehyung don’t find you too hard to look at either. Now Jungkook has to find a way to confess his feelings, maybe even show you, before the other two find their way into your pants during your “staycation”. 
Warnings; series, SMUT HELLO, pining, big dick!jk, male masturbation, jungkook thinks about smutting you, but it's just solo action today, seokjin is a dick sorry lol
wordcount: 1.2k, a little bit longer than usual yayyy
“Am I tripping,”, You muttered in confusion, waiting by the trunk for Jungkook to pick up the last two bags, “, or does this not look like our Airbnb?”
“Uhh, It’s a little smaller but I think I see the pool back there,” He said with a grunt as he flung his duffel bag over his shoulder, “Can I take your bag?”
“No, you took literally all of them so far,”
Yeah, Jungkook took them so you’d see how strong, manly and chivalrous he is!! He knew you were perfectly capable of taking a few bags, but how else was he supposed to show you he was boyfriend material? Maybe he’d have to break and then fix one of these sinks….after a workout with his shirt off?
He just pouted to himself as you both walked into the house, only to be met with your two incredibly angry friends staring down at Jimin’s phone.
“Jim, what the fuck is this house?” Jimin spat, turning on the speaker so the four of you could hear.
“My name is Jin, sir,” The voice rang out a bit distantly as if he wasn’t standing near his phone. He sounded completely uninterested.
“I don’t care, man. You said there were three bedrooms and we only have two!” 
“Oh yeah!” The man on the line cackled, sounding closer than before, “Not gonna lie to you, I was counting the basement as a bedroom. I had it looking super nice down there.”
“There’s a bunch of old arcade games down there though,” Taehyung pointed out, eyebrows furrowed.
“Yeah, I needed the storage space. You guys will be alright!” The owner said and then promptly hung up the phone.
Jungkook’s first instinct was to worry about you. The purpose of getting three rooms was so that you and Jimin would have your own rooms, considering they all wanted you to be comfortable (and that Jimin had paid for this place). Now, with only two bedrooms something had to change.
“Fuck that guy. Jimin, we can share a room right?” Taehyung sighed, looking at his older friend who only nodded as he rubbed his hands over his face in response. 
“I guess that makes us roomies, huh?” You asked, looking over at Jungkook. You still sound a little bewildered by the scene that just took place.
You and Jungkook…roomies? As in, you and Jungkook sharing the same bed in said room?!
 He was sure you were trying to kill him now.
“No!” He exclaimed before clearing his throat and trying again, “Uh, no. I’ll sleep on the couch, it’s okay,” he said, hoping to convince you with his toothy grin.
“Jungkook.”
Welp, Jungkook lost. 
Next thing he knew, he was walking right behind you into the other bedroom, with his bags in hand. 
“The bed is kind of small, that Jin guy is lucky I didn’t book this place,” You said with a scowl, wiping down the dressers so you could both put your things away. 
You were right, Jungkook was sure this bed had to be smaller than a normal full-sized one.
Not only would this force him to be closer to you than ever, but Jungkook also happened to be very passionate about comfortable mattresses. He had one for each bedroom in his own home, not that he told most people that. Overall, this wasn’t the ideal situation. 
“At least there’s a bathroom in here, that’s nice,” Jungkook mumbled, folding his mass of grey sweatpants – yes, he brought underwear,– as he watch you rummage through your bag in search of something.
 Seeing your face scrunched up with genuine distaste was something new to Jungkook, he always tries his best to make you happy so he’d never have the opportunity to, and even though you looked so utterly pissed off, he could only think about how soft your lips looked between your teeth.
“Do you mind if I use it first? A bath sounds really nice right now,”
“Of course not! Go ahead,”
He watched you flutter your way into the bathroom, eyes somewhere lower than they should’ve been. He waits a minute after you turn the water on, listening to the sound of the bath filling, and hears it slosh around you when you sit. 
Jungkook contemplates whether or not he should go talk to Taehyung about switching rooms, not trusting Jimin or himself to be alone with you like this. His feet work faster than his mind as he finds himself being carried toward the door and quietly pushing it closed. 
His breath is labored now as he palms the strain in his jeans. He looks over at the bathroom door one more time before he rolls his head back and lets out a whine. Unbuttoning his jeans just enough to reach into his boxers and pull out his cock. He runs his hand over the tip, red and dribbling with precum. 
Jungkook moves to walk over towards the bathroom door, just hoping to hear you, to feel your presence before stopping in his tracks. He slicks his hand up and down his shaft, heavy in his palm before squeezing at his base. 
He takes a deep breath. 
“Calm down, calm down,” He whispers to himself, sitting on the edge of your bed. His eyes are half-lidded and his mouth feels incredibly dry, but all he can think about is you.
He starts on his shaft again, at a much calmer, almost lazy pace. The feeling is almost suffocating combined with his thoughts of you. 
What were you doing right now? Were you thinking of Jungkook? 
Please be thinking of him. 
He wanted you to be just as bothered as him right now. He imagined you with your leg perched up over the tub, a hand between your silky thighs. He squeezed his eyes shut, he swore he could perfectly see your face, eyes blown out with your mouth fallen open, sweet little moans spilling out. 
His breath hitched at the thought, hand tightening as he started to buck his hips into his palm. He couldn’t control himself anymore. He wanted you so bad, he needed you. 
You were his, you had to be his.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” He moaned, falling back onto the bed before he released himself from his grasp. Spurts of cum erupted from his tip, shooting onto his abs and chest with its last two twitches. 
Holy Shit.  
He tried to catch his breath as he looked around the room, trying to regain a grasp of his surroundings when his eyes landed on something directly beside his torso.
It was pink and white- wait, it was actually just pink? There was something on top of it though, what is tha-
 
His brain stops, having no way to possibly understand what he’s holding in his hand right now. 
He knows he doesn’t understand what he's looking at, because there is no way he has a pair of your panties, that belong to your perfect ass,  in his hand with his fucking jizz smeared onto them!!!
His eyes shoot toward the bedroom door when he hears a knock come from the other side, then back at your panties, the nut on his stomach, and this very incriminating situation he’s caused for himself.
Jungkook was absolutely fucked.
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Enid Sinclair Werewolf Headcanons
Basic Understanding:
Strength: Enid is the physically strongest member of the squad (Bianca, Yoko, Xavier, Ajax, Eugene, Divina, and Wednesday) majority of the time she doesn’t get to show it as she has no interest in any form of fighting. Her muscles do expand a little more in her human body, more noticeable when she’s wearing sleeveless tops. She lands the designated jar opener of the group. Speed: While Yoko is still the fastest, Enid comes second (in human form.) She’s both a fast walker and fast runner - when she shares food with people, nobody sees how fast her swipes are from the bowl.   
Which is why sometimes she gets her own food bowl.
Endurance: Her athleticism is all thanks to both her love for moving and being a werewolf. Her cardio workouts have to be on the extreme end in order to make progress, like running in the woods in all fours for 5 hours straight instead of normal running. She spends all her energy to kpop dance tutorials. Noises: Growls, Grunts, whimpers, barks - They all exist in her vocabulary. Although she feels rather embarrassed whenever it slips up. Something about her emotions getting the best of her whenever one of those come out. Nobody in the squad teased her about it, lest they want to end up on Wednesday’s personally hit list. She whimpers a lot when watching horror movies.
Roomie Privileges: (These are special cases that only occur to Wednesday.)
Pets: Whenever Enid is in a particularly needy mood, she goes to Wednesday for pets. It could be on her hair, a rub on her back, the slight massage of the nape or even gentle scratches behind her ears. Enid patiently waited on Wednesday’s bed, scrolling on her phone mindlessly until the clicking of the typewriter comes to a halt. The blonde perked up as Wednesday sighs and move towards her. She didn’t hesitate to zoom in her head on Wednesday’s lap, looking up to those dead eyes.
“Same as last time?” Wednesday says stretching her fingers.
“Yep!” Enid’s eyes shutter to a gentle close. Cold fingers stroke and scratch her scalp, lulling her to a comfy nap. Scent Marking: Enid has subconsciously scent mark anything she and Wednesday have touched. From Wednesday’s blazer to her hand. For safety and her personal sanity she reasoned. Like to protect her from other furs. Then again, maybe it’s really because the furs needed to be protected from her instead.
“Enid. Hand it.” Wednesday crossed her arms. “I merely asked you to hold it for a minute.”
“Yeah I know but...” Enid looked down shyly. The blazer wrinkled under tightened hands. “It smelled uncomfortable!” Wednesday merely raised a brow. “... I am to assume you made it ‘smell comfortably?” Enid cringed. “Y-yeah?” Wednesday only blinked at her. She took the jacket and gave it a curious sniff. “Your cinnamon candles emanate a most nauseating scent, Enid.”
Enid perked up. She watched Wednesday slip it on with ease, straightened out perfectly well. “Suppose it’ll be efficient to strangle any passerby idiotic furs... Now, let’s return to the dorm. This ‘Bomb Time Haste’ show you speak of sounds torturous.” Enid’s smile reached to her ears. “Jeez, it’s Big Time Rush!” Biting: She gently bites or nips on Wednesday whether it be on her clothes or skin. It could be from a slew of reasons, but she mostly does it because she’s fond of her roommate. She bites the side of Wednesday’s hand usually not too hard but enough to leave a mark. On rare occasions, the collar of Wednesday’s clothes when they’re in the middle of some intense petting session. Enid took a deep breath while she leaned further into Wednesday. Her face to Wednesday’s neck as she practically laid on top of her. The pets from both her head and her back were driving her to bliss she’d never thought of having. To add on to it, their scent mixed together... “Enid, you’re biting.” Enid lazily opened an eye. She whimpered quietly. “I am not mad.” Wednesday sighed as Enid further dove onto her neck. A small huff and a grunt. “...It would seem I have spoiled you far too much recently.” Enid tightened her hold on Wednesday. More whimpers. “Don’t put words into my mouth. I simply said I have spoiled you.” Wednesday gently brushed her nape. “I did not say I’ll stop.”
Licking: Funny enough, it wasn’t Enid that started this habit. Rather a curious Wednesday. After studying more on werewolf culture, the goth learned licks from werewolves formed a way to calm down a pack member. Enid happened to be nervous for an upcoming test and well... “Wends! Did you just lick me?!” Enid’s voice rose to octaves she didn’t even know she could reach. Her wide eyes and a quick hand landed on the spot just below her ear. Wednesday merely nodded. “One of the encyclopedia’s of canine monsters mentions it is a therapeutic method: Heart rate returns to acceptable levels in a single lick.” “Actually I think cardiac arrest is far closer!” Enid huffs, “And that only works if we’re both werewolves!” Enid held her tongue when she saw Wednesday tighten her jaw. “W-wait you were researching...?” “Yes, for the past few days your distracting pacing around and whimpers during your studies have halted my writing time.” Enid processed the information as quick as she could. Before hastily standing up and putting Wednesday’s hand in hers. “You can be so sweet you know, that?” “I’ll skin you alive in your next wolf out, Sinclair.” There was no bite to it at all. Enid only smiled. “I’ll let you lick me... If you’re okay with me licking you?” Wednesday blinked. “I’m not a werewolf.” “And that didn’t stop you from licking me.” Enid teased. In the end, she gave a sigh. Wednesday’s space needs to be respected. “Okay - I get it you -” “You may.” Enid tilted her head to the side. “You may lick me, Enid.” There it is, another blinding smile. “Only in this room. Anywhere else, I will personally pack that wretched red bag of yours and hurl it at Yoko’s door. Are we clear?” Enid nods quickly and immediately leans in for a few licks on Wednesday’s cheek.
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Underneath The Surface
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Tyler Galpin x reader.
Warning: I have not proofread this, but am curious to know if people want more Wednesday content. 
Language, Romantic themes, violent themes, and bullying themes. 
Hope you enjoy 🙂
Y/N = Your Name
Y/C = Your Colour
There’s more to leading a double life than people perceive. There’s the constant state of paranoia, the guilt of deception, the constant looming anxiety that one day, something so small, unpredictable, and avoidable, will catch you out at any moment. But that drive for survival is so strong, the desperation for acceptance, the longing to fit in…to be normal. That’s how I justified my double life, but it didn’t stop all those horrible feelings from being a constant on my mind. 
I didn’t ask to be like this, I didn’t want to be like this. Jericho was meant to be an extension of the safe haven that the gates of Nevermore promised its students. But Jericho was anything but. Normies in Jericho simply tolerated the freaks and the outcasts, it was no secret that the small economy of Jericho was carried by the profits, and donations of Evermore Academy. My Aunt, Principal Larissa Weems, ensured that was handled. 
Being a shapeshifter, I always thought if I didn’t use my powers, if I ignored them, then I didn’t need to worry about upholding the identity of an outcast. But being a Weems, my family wasn’t going to neglect tradition and send me to a normie school, just because I was indifferent to the way I was born. Every shapeshifter is born with a ‘primary state’. For the Weems, that platinum icy blonde hair was a dominant gene, characteristic of every member of the Weems bloodline. It was like a stamp of identity. Any outcast could easily identify a member of the Weems family. Shapeshifters, especially Weems, were perceived as beautiful, elegant, and exquisite forms of human embodiment. However, a slash to the face from a Siren as a child, a very rare form of magic, left my primary state scarred for life. Siren attacks left a very distinct mark on a person. The scars never heal normally, leaving a distinctive dark indigo mark across one’s body. Nothing that could be hidden from a normie. The mark left from a Siren was too…inconceivable and whimsical to be ignored. Because of my distinct features, there was no hiding that I was truly and undeniably an outcast without the use of magic. Something growing up, I was so adamant I was never going to use, even after the attack. 
Being the relative of the Principal of Nevermore also made me public enemy number one amongst my so-called ‘peers’ at the academy. I didn’t like to refer to them as my peers, peers alluded to a being of equality, and friendliness, however, nobody wanted to engage with the relative of authority. While everyone had their cliques, roomies, and friendly acquaintances, being ‘That Weems Weirdo’ equated to a lonely existence. Nevermore caters to the Freaks, Outcasts and Monsters, but being a weirdo was not something on the cards even Nevermore students had the patience to tolerate. 
Rejected by the community I was born into, and rejected by the Normies. I was used to loneliness, but even the loneliest of lonely needed companionship. The Weathervane Cafe was my source of companionship. While I was still Y/N at Weathervane, I wasn’t the Weems Weirdo, I wasn’t plagued by Siren scars. To the normies at Jericho, I was Y/N, the reliable cafe worker, Y/C hair, Y/C eyes, familiar and comforting smile that came free with every beverage, slice and scone served. At Weathervane, I could live the life I wanted so desperately, to be an unextraordinary, perfectly ordinary normie. 
The daily smell of roasted coffee beans, the sound of rustling newspapers, and books, the gentle chatter of Jericho residents, the students of Jericho High consuming dangerous amounts of caffeine as they desperately crammed for tests during late night study sessions, even the burns from the milk frotther that sent a searing pain down my fingertips. All these wonderfully ordinary things brought me more joy to me than one could possibly imagine. But there was one thing that my job at Weathervane that brought me more happiness than anything else in the world, normie or outcast. Tyler Galpin. Since the day I started at Weathervane, Tyler had always been there with a welcoming smile on his face. The Weathervane would fall to nothing if it weren’t for reliable Tyler Galpin working the late shifts, picking up the slack when someone else didn’t pull their weight, the one to call when someone called in sick. But more than that Tyler was extremely charming, caring, responsible…copiously enchanting. 
I had the pleasure of meeting Tyler Galpin during my first shift at Weatherwave. ‘Just do whatever he says kid’ the manager had said, leaving the entire store to the control of two high-school students. The manager rarely had made appearances at the cafe since then. ‘Hey I’m Tyler…and you areee Y/N’ he said, leaning down perceptively to read my name tag. I simply nodded, shaking his large fingers that were warm, compared to my cold ones that had treaded through the cold frost of Jericho. Tyler walked me through everything I needed to know, from making espressos, stock intake, dishes and cleaning, to heating up cheese scones at the perfect temperature for serving. ‘So, this is a small town, and I’ve never seen you at Jericho High…are you a Nevermore student?’ He asked curiously. I’d seen how normies in this town had treated students of Nevermore. They were targets for bullying, scapegoats to explaining the inexplicable mysteries, ostracised from the majority of the town. I shook my head, the beginning of the double life I had built a year on in my awkward ‘friendship’ with Tyler. ‘So where do you go to school then?’ He had asked. ‘My parents prefer homeschooling’ I lied. ‘What do your parents do?’ He followed without a moment to think. ‘They keep to themselves…do lots of different jobs as they come along. Mostly working in investments and money’. Not a complete lie…but an extension of the truth. Unfortunately, my branch of the Weems family was a dark one…theft, robbery, and money laundering. My parents wanted a family of junior criminals and kleptomaniacs…I was a disappointment. ‘Where do you live?’ He then asked. ‘On the outskirts of town…we’re off any main road, my house is basically isolated amongst farmland.’ I cringed at that, certainly a creative way of describing Nevermore. 
Tyler never pushed for more information, it was evident my brief and uninteresting answers were enough to satisfy his curiosities about me. Admiring him from afar was my safest option to keep Tyler in my life, even though I desperately craved his attention more. The shy quiet one from work, homeschooled, lives nowhere specific…a normal but eerie identity. 
Weekends were my favourite. Weekends meant freedom, meant I could leave the gates of Nevermore and immerse myself into the world of which I longed to be part. Leaving the grounds of Nevermore, I could utilise my powers to live the life I wanted. After multiple events, injuries and damage, students with Shapeshifting abilities were prohibited from being able to use their powers outside of classroom activity. A rule insured by the enchantment placed across Nevermore's grounds, but not one that could extend outside it. 
But most of all, the weekend roster meant working at the Weathervane, and weekend shifts at Weathervane meant late nights with Tyler.
Weekends were usually busy, serving both normies and outcasts, my normie shape-shift form undetectable to both. We usually went through a few sacks of coffee beans on a good weekend day, double if it was cold, which Jericho normally was. My conversations with Tyler mostly consisted of conveying orders to one another. But when the sun had set, and the cafe was quiet, Tyler would normally strike up a conversation in the absence of customers, through to closing time and final clean up. Tyler could hold a conversation about anything, or make any bleak moment interesting. My personal favourite activities of his are ‘invent a drink’ or ‘tidy up dance parties’. Nonsensical, but fun activities to pass the time during late night shifts…something especially exclusive to the pair of us. Tidy-up dance parties happened every weekend. Once the doors were locked, and customers were gone, Tyler would run around the store, shut all the blinds, turn the lights down, and turn the music up. He’d even taken the time to create a Tidy up dance party playlist on his phone. A welcome change of tune from the jazz-music that the manager insisted on playing for background music during the day. Tyler would use his mop as a dance partner, a microphone, and a puppet, as he nonsensically lip-synced and danced around the room. When all was done, and the lights went out, the quiet main street of Jericho completely vacant, he would always offer me a ride home. He would plead, and insist, but I always gave the same excuses. ‘I live in the total opposite direction you’re going’ or ‘my father texted, he’s on his way to pick me up’. He always seemed unconvinced, but I’d insist he goes home instead of wait. After long shifts and late night dance parties, it was never hard to convince him to go home to his warm bed. Once he’d gone, I’d make my way back to Nevermore, taking a shortcut through the woods, and transform back to the scarred, icy haired body I truly was.
Tyler was charismatic, chatty, inviting, and funny…all social skills I failed to possess. Quiet, selectively mute, shy, embarrassed. However my nature, no matter how unintended it may be, never seemed to phase Tyler. Every shift, he always had some funny joke up his sleeve, or secret tales from the sheriff’s office, copious theories and stories to go along with them. Many of these theories however all seemed to be rooted back to Nevermore…I could never tell if he admired or despised the place. But for one thing, Tyler had an insatiable curiosity for the stranger things in life. One, in particular, Wednesday Addams. 
I remember the day Wednesday Addams came to Jericho. She certainly caused a stir at Nevermore. Unlike myself, she wasn’t a complete social outcast, in fact, her uninterested state of existence in engaging with her peers at Nevermore made her mysteriously endearing. An infectious repute that existed outside the gates of Nevermore as well…one that primarily intrigued the attention of Tyler Galpin. 
Wednesday was a frequent visitor to the Weathervane Cafe. If ever she even walked past the store, Tyler had his eyes set upon her, watching her as she appeared from one window and disappeared behind the next. Wednesday was no different to how she was in school, short, direct, and unamused. Many people at Nevermore lost patience with her, but a few notable individuals were drawn to her. Tyler, being one of them. Tyler always knew her coffee order, he consistently tried to amuse her with the same jokes that had made me smile. It was one thing seeing the person you liked fall so hard for another, but it was even more discouraging when the person they admired poses such toxic, almost deleterious stature unceasingly. Wednesday, by no means, was a bad person, but she was certainly not shy in letting everyone around her feel as though she hated them. 
Another wet cold rainy Sunday in Jericho meant that the bustle of traffic in Weathervane Cafe was busier than normal. On days like this, the extent of conversation with Tyler ranged from ‘Cappuccino’ or ‘One caramel slice to go’. While the small moments with Tyler were lost to customers ordering all sorts of crazy drink concoctions, the busier we were meant a longer clean up. That is what made the busy days with rude customers worth it. 
As the day went on, with only two on staff, this meant no time for breaks. I could feel the swell of my ankles, the wave of nausea clouding my head as I slaved over the milk frother, the steam penetrating my face, sending hot shivers down my spine. I could feel my heart beating slower with every breath. By the time the cafe had settled down to a few customers, I didn’t feel I could catch my breath. My balance swayed as I shakily poured milk into the to-go cup, shakily reaching for a lid, struggling to clasp it onto the paper cup. I shifted my weight, placing one foot behind to catch myself before I fell, only to bump into the chest of a tall body. His long, muscly arms wrapped around my body, I could feel his chin propping against the top of my head as he gently caressed his hands around mine, steadying my shaking hands as he placed his palm on the top of my hands, clasping the lid onto the drink. He grabbed the coffee, taking a step back, placing his hand gently on the small of my back giving it a quick reassuring rub, his fingertips grazing across my side as he swiped his hand across, walking to give the customer their order. I leant forward, bracing myself against the counter. I couldn’t tell if it was due to exhaustion, or from the swooning, I had just received. 
‘What do you call a convention full of tired people?’ Tyler’s voice gently whispered into my ear. I smiled to myself, a little chuckle emitting at the disbelief. Was he really trying to crack a joke? I smiled to myself, lifting my chin only slightly, just enough to catch his gaze as he leant down on the counter, using his elbows to keep steady. ‘A snooze fest’ he smiled. I shook my head, a smile beaming at the ridiculousness of it. Tyler chuckled. ‘Just 45 more minutes Y/N, then we can lock the door and have a tidy-up dance party…we’ve earnt it’ he said, still leant down in order to catch my gaze. I simply nodded, grabbed my water bottle, and took a deep gulp to cool my body down. ‘Hey I was thinking…’ *Ding* Tyler’s sentence was interrupted by the cafe door opening. Tyler quickly gathered himself, standing to attention to see who had entered the store. ‘Wednesday’ he called with a smile. I could feel the mortal magic of infatuation drain from my body. Of course, it had to be Wednesday. ‘Quad Espresso?’ He asked, already reaching for a cup. ‘I need to speak to you Tyler…in private’ she said, her eyes dancing between Tyler and myself. ‘Ah..sure…yeah’ he said ‘You okay here for a moment Y/N?’ He questioned, already walking around to the front of the counter to follow Wednesday as she walked straight towards the exit. Wednesday stopped in her tracks, turning her head, glancing at me as she turned her head to the side at the sound of my name. ‘Shit’ I whispered to myself. While my appearance was different to my primary state which was so familiar to everyone at Nevermore, I hadn’t ever considered changing my name when I applied for a job at the Weatherwave. But in true Wednesday fashion, she sharply turned her head back towards the door, stiffly walking outside with Tyler in tow. 
I couldn’t help but feel sad, and insecure. It felt pathetic. I knew that Tyler was interested in Wednesday, that much was obvious…was it heartbreaking? Absolutely. Did I have any right to feel so betrayed and upset? Absolutely not. The cafe had few customers, and they had all been served. I couldn’t help but wonder. It was a stupid thought, it was creepy in fact. I don’t want to let this insecurity control me…but I couldn’t help it.
Before I could stop myself, I walked toward the back storage room, the smell of coffee beans, and the coolness of the refrigerator overwhelmed my senses as I walked deeper into the storage room. At the back of the storage fridge, a door led to the back of the building. I gently opened the door, propping it slightly ajar, just a crack…just enough to hear what was going on outside. I could hear Wednesday and Tyler chatting. Well…Wednesday talking at him. This was dumb, this was invasive. Why the hell was I doing this? It’s none of my business. I shook my head, disappointed in my own actions, shaking my head, making a step to walk away and leave the pair, but Tyler’s next sentence forced me to stay. 
‘You guys are having the Rave’N next weekend, right?’. I felt my breath hitch in my throat, my heart dropping into my stomach. Many of Nevermore’s students had been in and out of the Weathervane today, talking about their outfits, their next shopping destination, some even carrying in paper bags, smiles on their faces as they sat in the booths, giving their friends a sneak peek of the contents of their bags. Wednesday mumbled to herself, and Tyler enquired further ‘So you’re not going?’ He questioned, almost with a tone of disappointment in his voice. I pressed my face against the door, my eye poking between the crack of the door in order to gauge the conversation. However, Wednesday, the perceptive girl she was quickly darted her head, her eyes catching mine. I quickly stepped back, the door slamming shut louder than I had hoped. I quickly paced towards the front of the cafe again, almost jogging. ‘Y/N?’ Tyler questioned. By the way, I so quickly stopped in my tracks, it was very clear by my stature I was trying not to be seen. I turned, swivelling on the balls of my feet, turning to face Tyler. He stood in the doorway, his hand on the doorknob. ‘I…I was looking for the rice milk’ I quickly stated. Almost demanding. He turned his head to the storage shelf behind the door. His arm quickly wrapped around the door, before turning back, holding out a carton. ‘I didn’t see anyone come in? Plus nobody ever asks for rice milk’ he stated chuckling. ‘Oh..um it’s for me’ I said, unconvincingly. He nodded, still holding out the carton as I stood, stuck in place, staring at his smirky face. ‘You gonna take it or not?’ He questioned, a slight breathy chuckle following. I shook my head, my head frazzled with guilt, I paced forward, my gaze directed at the floor as I grabbed the carton. My fingers gently brushed against his in exchange. I turned around walking back to the front. ‘Sorry, Wednesda…Wednesday? Where’d you go?’ He questioned confusingly. I paced forward, exiting the storage cupboard. 
‘Sorry about that’ Tyler chimed as he returned to the front of the counter. ‘Here’ he said, reaching across the counter, taking the rice milk from my hand. ‘I'll make you your usual yeah?’ He said a delighted smile on his face. I simply nodded. Truth be told…I hate rice milk. 
The final ding of the bell as the last customer exited the cafe was the sweetest music to my ears. Tyler quickly jogging across the room to lock the door before anyone attempted to get a last minute caffeine fix. The sun had set, and the dim streetlights illuminated the main square as shopkeepers closed up for the day. Tyler and I looked around the room, glaring at empty cups, spilt liquids, empty juice bottles and plates with crumbled remnants. I looked at Tyler, pursing my lips, shrugging my shoulders, as he returned the same gesture back. There was a lot to clean, and this was only in front of house. Without hesitating, Tyler walked along the windows, shutting each blind as he went, ready to begin the annual evening tidy-up festivities. 
Mop in hand, Tyler danced around the room, tapping his feet to the beat of the rhythm of the music. With my dirty dishcloth in hand, I laboured over the grubby table, cleaning until there was a reflective shine. ‘You know’ he said from behind ‘It’s not really a tidy-up dance party if I’m the only one dancing’ he said. I shrugged my shoulders, focus still on the table ‘I’m not much of a dancer’ I whispered back. A splash emitted, and the squeaky wheel of the mop bucket screeched as Tyler kicked the bucket across the room. I could see it roll out of my peripheral vision, giggling as it smacked against the wall. ‘I don’t think Mr Weathervane would like you doing that’ I sighed. ‘Mr Weathervane is never here, besides you and I are the only people practically keeping this place going’ he said, dramatically placing his hands on the sides of his hips. ‘C’mon Y/N…just one dance’ he begged. I turned around to find Tyler standing a few feet away from me, his hand extended out in invitation, one eyebrow lifted as if to say I dare you.  ‘My hands are grubby Tyler, honestly…and I’m no good’ I pleaded. But Tyler stood, his hand still extended, shaking his head. ‘You work hard, you never accept my rides home, we spend every weekend together, just have some fun with me for once Y/N’ he gleaned. I lowered my gaze to the ground in defeat, but the smile on my face was evident. I defeatedly threw the rag onto the table, gently reaching out, placing my much smaller hand in the grasp of his palm. 
I could feel my feet fall from underneath my balance as Tyler thrust his arm back to his side, throwing me from one side of the room to the other, his hand still tightly gripped around mine. He laughed as I emitted a shy giggle, still keeping my gaze directed at my feet. ‘Spin’ he chuckled, lifting his arm, making room for me to dance under his arm, hands still intertwined. ‘Okay okay lets be serious’ he laughed, pulling me closer, wrapping an arm around my waist, whilst holding my hand outstretched to the side. Instinctively, I gently placed my free arm on his shoulder, swaying to the beat of the music. ‘Serious now, I need the practice’ he said sternly. I looked up from the floor to catch his gaze, a puzzled look on my face. ‘Practice for what?’ I questioned. ‘I got a note’ he said, pulling away and reaching into his pocket. ‘Wednesday asked me to go to the Rave’N dance at Nevermore next weekend, how cool is that?’ He expressed, a smile on his face, clear joy in his voice. I could feel my heart crack in two, lowering my gaze to the floor. I simply nodded, whispering back ‘real cool’. 
*Knock Knock Knock*
My body jumped at the sudden interruption, but at the front door through the cracks of the blinds, Sheriff Galpin stood, gently illuminated by the yellow hue of the streetlights. ‘Tyler, open up buddy’ he shouted. Tyler, looking somewhat defeated, walked to the door, unlocking it, letting his father inside. ‘You almost done? We had a few beers down at the station so I need a ride’ he said, a slight slur in his voice, but his body was still stiff and sharp as ever. ‘Ah sure Dad, we’re almost done’ he said, pointing in my direction to show the sheriff he wasn’t alone. The Sheriff simply nodded in my direction, probably the friendliest encounter one could have with Sheriff Galpin. Tyler hurriedly put the mop and bucket back in the supply closet, taking one last look around the cafe, slightly flustered at the intrusion, but still making sure everything was done for the evening. ‘Uh…sorry…yup I think that’s everything’ he said, walking to the coat rack, grabbing his signature brown jacket. ‘You need a ride?’ He asked concerned. I shook my head, we’d been through this routine so many times, he knew I was likely going to reject it anyway. ‘Ya sure kid?’ The Sheriff asked concerned. ‘These Nevermore freaks have been causing a lot of trouble recently, don’t want to wake up to yet another missing person’ he said. You would think it would feel like a punch to the stomach, being reduced to ‘Nevermore freaks’ but it was so common from  normies in Jericho. ‘No thank you, Sheriff, my fathers car is parked out back’ I lied. He nodded, turning around and walking out the door, followed by Tyler. 
Stepping through the Nevermore gates, a wave of enchantment washed over me. My Y/C hair turned back to its signature icy blonde, the flesh of my Y/C skin suddenly scarred with those distinctive dark indigo slashes. I was now confined to being Y/N Weems again, instead of Y/N the Weathervane Cafe worker. I ducked behind the trees, quickly taking off my signature Weathervane apron, and stuffing it into my rucksack in order to conceal the one private thing in my life. As I returned to the stone path, there stood the girl with those oh-so-familiar long plaits. A stern look on her face as she faced the gate, her head turned in my direction. ‘I’ll keep quiet if you do’ she solemnly spoke. With a simple nod, Wednesday seemed sufficed, and continued her stalk forward, leaving the Nevermore gates. 
Walking up the winding wooden stairs on the east wing of the castle, I could hear students in their dormitories. Music blasting, arguing, chatting, frustrated sighs as students panicked over their last minute homework they ignored over the weekend. Everyone had a roomie, but luckily, the benefits of being the ‘Weems weirdo’ meant that nobody wanted to room with me, therefore I didn’t have to share my personal space. Singular rooms were not ideal, in fact, they were highly discouraged, but even in my case, no teacher could force stroppy teenagers to befriend someone.
 ‘Principal Weems is their aunt, they’re a snitch’ ‘They’re the child of Calypso and Lilith Weems, don’t room with them or you’ll find all your things go missing’ ‘One of the only recorded Siren attacks ever, I wouldn’t go near them with a ten foot pole’ ‘They’re own aunt won’t even allow them to cover those hideous scars’.  Even before I moved to Nevermore, everyone had already made up their mind about me. Being the child of criminals, everyone was quick to point towards me whenever any of their crap went missing. If the Principal ever found out something about anyone, all fingers pointed to me. Truth be told, I’d never stolen anything in my life…and I was too isolated to know anything about anyone. 
I unlocked the outrageously large wooden door, opening to see the moonlight streaming in through the glass-stained window. The moonlight shone through the window, shining beautiful colours across the hardwood floor. My room, my sanctuary. It was isolated, and too far enough up the stairs for anyone to be bothered to come up here…most people probably didn’t know this room existed. I opened the window, looking across the quad, taking in the cool air. Some students snuck around the quad, sneaking off for late night dates probably. I looked across the turrets to see the large circular spiderweb window, half rainbow, the other plain. A dismembered hand sat in the corner of the window, wiggling its fingers as if to say hello. I waved back. A self-controlled dismembered hand would alarm the masses, but you soon learn to expect the unexpected at Nevermore Academy. 
I stood at the end of the bed, freely letting loose as I flopped down onto the lumpy mattress. Exhausted, defeated, and disappointed. I grabbed my pillow, bringing it to my face, letting out a loud scream in an attempt to blow my fuse, and let off some steam. A magical moment turned to rejection at the announcement of Tyler Galpin excitedly attending the dance with Wednesday Addams. 
*Click Clack Click Clack* 
The familiar rhythm of high-heeled shoes, elegantly sweeping down the hall drew my attention immediately. Aunt Larissa was the living epitome of what it meant to be a Weems. She was beautiful, elegant, dedicated, dignified, independent, strong…the list goes on. Even the sound of her heels hitting the wooden floorboards sounded beautiful. Her gentle knock at the door was just as strong, yet graceful as she. ‘Commme innn’ I groaned through a muffled voice, as I didn’t have the energy to emerge from the suffocation of the pillow. ‘Hello Petal’ she chimed, gracefully stepping into the room. As a principal, she was tough but fair, as an Aunt, she was extremely caring. I groaned back in greeting. ‘I was thinking, darling, that you and I could take a trip into Jericho after class sometime this week…find you something special for the Rave’N?’ She questioned, a hopeful tone in her voice. I simply shook my head, still face down in the pillow. Her shoes clacked and clicked as she strode across my bedroom, the edge of the mattress gently dipping as she took a seat, comfortingly rubbing her perfectly manicured hands along my back. 
‘I’m worried about you Petal’ she said with a sigh. She was always worried about something. ‘You haven’t made any friends or companions, you refuse to join any extra-curricular activity, you fail to participate in school events, my dear brother constantly calls to ask why his child hasn’t sent as much as a letter’. She said that last point disparagingly. We both knew I had no desire to engage with my parents, all they wanted to know if my will was broken enough for me to go home and become their apprentice criminal. Aunt Larissa was very happy to be my primary guardian at this point in time. I turned my head to the side, allowing my face to emerge from hiding. ‘You know half of that isn’t my fault Aunt Larissa’ I mumbled in defeat. ‘It’s one thing being the child of well-sought criminals, it’s another to be the relative of my school’s principal, and this…well this is just hideous’ I vented, pointing to the scars on my face. ‘You’re beautiful Petal…inside and out’ she spoke, reassuringly rubbing her hand up and down my back in such a motherly comforting way. ‘Why don’t you invite that boy from the cafe?’ She said, raising her eyebrows up and down in a suggestive ‘I know you like him’ way. ‘I see the way you look at him, how he treats you kindly, he might be a normie, but you know normies are welcome at the Rave’N’ she spoke. 
‘We both know I can’t invite him without having to unfold a lot of secrets Aunt Larissa’ I said. She simply took a deep breath, knowing this was true. She never encouraged me to hide my true nature, nor did she want me to, but she respected by wishes to be so’. ‘Besides…he’s going with Wednesday Addams’ I groaned, stuffing my face into the pillow once again in a desperate attempt to hide my embarrassment. The mattress dipped as she leaned down, shifting her weight to place a gentle loving kiss on the top of my head. ‘Why don’t we just go and have a look at some shops this week? We don’t have to buy anything, you don’t even have to commit to going to the dance, we’ll just have a look alright Petal?’ She spoke, an undertone of pleading in her voice. I turned my head to the side, my body following so that I was now lying face up on the bed instead of down. I looked directly at her for the first time since she came into the room. I let out a defeated huff. ‘Fine’. 
As the final bell of the day rung, I gathered my rucksack hastily, not even waiting for Miss Thornhill to dismiss everyone. All week I had managed to avoid Aunt Larissa in a desperate attempt to avoid the shopping trip I agreed to last weekend. Now being Friday, all I had to do was avoid her until tomorrow night…until the Rave’N dance was truly over. 
I paced towards the door, quickly thrusting the door open, only to find Aunt Larissa standing outside the classroom. ‘Ah, there you are Petal’ she chimed, her bright red lips curving into a genuinely pleased smile. I could hear my classmates snigger as they walked past, some mockingly repeating the nickname I had cherished since childhood. Aunt Larissa reached into her blazer pocket, pulling out her white leather driving gloves perfectly catered to the curve of her fingers. She already had her silk headscarf wrapped around her head, protecting her perfectly groomed hair from the unpredictable Jericho weather. ‘Come on darling’ she chimed, already walking towards the front of the castle grounds, her heels perfectly clicking and clacking against the stone path. My feet, countered, dragging behind me as I followed her to the car. 
For a Friday afternoon, Jericho’s central main square was relatively quiet. Usually, Friday afternoons saw the town’s streets littered with Nevermore students as they basked in the privilege of freedom, being allowed to leave Nevermore’s gates. But with the dance one night away, most of Nevermore academy had already torn through the streets, had bought their outfits, and stayed at Nevermore, already beginning to pamper themselves for the festivities ahead. 
The shops at Jericho were nothing short of eccentric…and that was putting it nicely. Due to the deserted state of the town, I didn’t bother to hide the scars on my face. Everything at Uriah’s was too old, Hawte Kewture was too…everything. I was sort of relieved in a way, if we couldn’t find anything then there was no reason to force me into going to the dance. As we exited Uriah’s I hastily made my way to the car, assuming that there would be nothing more. ‘Ah ah ah’ Aunt Larissa tutted. ‘There’s still one more location I’d like to visit’ she said, turning the direction away from the car, lifting her hand up by her face and flexing her finger in a ‘follow me’ motion. I rolled my eyes, displeased at the thought of going to yet another store. 
Opehlia’s Boutique stood tucked away at the back of Jericho’s main street. A bright daffodil yellow in colour, it was surprisingly bright compared to the rest of Jericho…even compared to the exterior of Hawte Kewture. I had lived in Jericho for years, and never had I known this place existed. I followed Aunt Larissa in, the doorbell chiming as we entered the shop. From behind the counter, a middle-aged woman stood, with big eyes, pale skin, and a flower crown adorned across her head. ‘May I assist you?’ She asked sweetly. ‘We’re looking for something for a school dance tomorrow night…preferably to fit our white colour scheme’ Aunt Larissa chimed.  The ladies eyes bulged out of her head, doubling in size at the excitement of the challenge Aunt Larissa had posed to her. This lady probably didn’t get much foot traffic coming her way, based on how stacked her racks and shelves were of garments. ‘Well I have a few pieces in mind off the top of my head’ she spoke, almost prancing across the room. The racks were adorned with silks, tulle, gingham, paisley, glitter, sequins, any fabric you could think of and any pattern. I stood, watching her talk to herself as she slung garments over her forearm whilst Aunt Larissa perused the accessories on display. ‘Follow me’ she said, she had to stand on her tippy toes to look over the pile of white garments she had gathered. I followed her to the back of the store, she hooked the garments onto a rack behind a curtain, herding me into the changing room. ‘Fashion show!’ She squealed from the other side, clapping her hands in excitement.
It was as though I had tried every white piece of clothing on this flowery lady had to offer. Everything was either too tight, too see-through, too long, too short, or didn’t fit quite right. I defeatedly flopped into the feature chair across from Aunt Larissa, as she patiently sat, a look of disappointment on her face also. ‘Aunt Larissa, I know you mean well, but dances are for people who have friends, or are looking for that special someone…for happy people that people are happy to be around…dance’s aren't for people like me’ I sighed. She leant forward in her seat, her ankles elegantly tucked behind the other as she leant forward, lovingly placing her hand on my knee as I averted my gaze to her perfectly manicured red fingernails. ‘A dress isn’t everything Petal’ she said, desperately trying to comfort me after my grim confession. 
*Squeeel* My legs jumped in shock at the sudden sound, knocking Aunt Larissa’s hand off my knee as she brought her hand to her chest to steady the shock she also got. ‘I forgot!’ The woman chimed, skipping across the store to a door marked ‘staff only’. We looked at each other, a relieved sigh followed by a quiet giggle as the woman sang, clapped and squealed in excitement behind the door. She ran back out, slamming the door behind her, a fabric dress bag in hand, concealing the contents within. ‘This’ she said, steadying herself in place at the pure joy in her voice. ‘This is a very very special piece in my collection’ she exclaimed, taking a deep breath in to continue her excited speech. ‘This is a one-of-a-kind, designed by yours truly’ she bragged, taking a short curtsey as if she were on stage in front of a crowd of thousands. My eyebrows knitted together, as did Aunt Larissas. Based on the flower crown that adorned her head, the flowing bright yellow sundress covered in white daisies with hairy wig boots that clashed…it was clear both of us were not entirely sure the contents of the bag were going to be…agreeable. ‘Come, come, come’ she said, prancing over, intertwining her hand with mine, and pulling me back to the changing room. ‘Last one dear, I promise’ she said giggling away, swooshing the curtain closed. 
I dipped up the back, turning around, pulling the curtain back to show the final piece. I kept my head down in embarrassment, there was no mirror in the changing room, so I had no idea what the dress looked like. Slowly rounding the corner, I was met with silence. I looked up, unsure if there was anyone in the room. But there they stood, Aunt Larissa with her jaw almost on the floor, the shop woman biting her lip so tight as she bounced up and down concealing her screams. Was it that terrible? Oh god. I shrugged my shoulders in defeat ‘Well we tried’ I said, turning around to take the dress off and call it a day. ‘Oh Honey’ the shop woman exclaimed, a growl almost in her voice. ‘There is no way in HELL that you are not going to that dance with that dress’. I turned around in disbelief, I looked to Aunt Larissa, instead of her previously shocked expression, a prideful smile on her face as her eyes gleamed. 
I turned around, and walked to the mirror, finally taking in my reflection. The dress was white, tea length with just a touch of tulle in the underskirt to give the skirt a nice lift so that it didn’t just sit straight down. The tulle gave the skirt volume, and a soft flow to the movement of the skirt. The white fabric fit perfectly, hugging the curves of my waist, the off-the-shoulder neckline just showing a touch of bust without being too inappropriate. Lace white sleeves elegantly hugged my arms, a finger loop giving an effortless timeless triangular fit as the lace sat comfortably upon my skin. Upon the dress, small rose gold crystal flowers embellished the dress, giving it a gentle sparkle. For once, looking at my primary state reflection, my eyes didn’t immediately gravitate to the indigo scars on my face, but to the utter perfection of this beautiful dress. Like Aunt Larissa, my jaw dropped slightly at the shock of the reflection. Aunt Larissa came up behind me, wrapping her arms around my shoulders, pressing a gentle kiss to my temple. She let out a sniffle as we both admired my reflection in the mirror. ‘You look exceptionally beautiful my darling’ she whispered, prepping kisses to my temple again. 
The shop lady and Aunt Larissa retreated back to the counter, excitedly exchanging pleasantries as my Aunt lovingly paid for the dress. I stood there, still in front of that mirror, holding the skirt to the side, swaying from side to side as I admired my reflection in the mirror. But still, I couldn’t help but stare at the scarring on my face…the dress was beautiful, I felt beautiful, but these scars still came to the forefront of my mind. It was more for curiosity, rather than grief or vanity. I just wanted to feel beautiful as a normie. With their backs turned, and me hid by the front of the store with a rack of clothing to block my frame, I shifted. My icy blonde hair turned to Y/C, my eyes changed to Y/C. The scars were no longer there, I had never felt so beautiful. 
I barely took notice of the front door chiming as the door to the store opened behind me. I just stood staring in the mirror. ‘Y/N?’ A deep, yet comforting and kind voice questioned. I aimlessly spun around, only to gasp at the sight of Tyler Galpin staring right back at me, equally as shocked. I could feel my eyes bulging out of my head as I stared in shock, still like a statue. ‘H..hi’ I managed, the volume just above a whisper. ‘Hi,’ he said chuckling, taking in my appearance. ‘Wow Y/N you…you look beautiful’ he said, still raking his eyes up and down my body. ‘Are..are you going to the Rave’N?’ He asked, clearly noting the white theme of the dress. I could feel myself stuttering ‘uu..uh n..n..n…no’ I responded. He nodded, not quite convinced by my answer. ‘So what’s the occasion?’ He asked with genuine interest, still taking in my appearance. ‘J…just trying things on?’ I said, unconvinced. ‘What are you doing here?’ I quickly prompted, turning the conversation around, directing the attention back on him. ‘Oh I’m just picking up a white suit jacket Ophelia set aside for me when I came in earlier on my lunch break, it’s for the Rave’N’ he admitted bashfully. ‘Well you do look stunning Y/N, really, it looks good on you’ he continued complimenting. ‘Yeah…I uh…I just came in looking for some items for winter and just saw this and thought…why not?’ I blubbered. ‘Why not indeed’ he said, smirking. ‘Well it’s a shame you’re not going to the Rave’N, you would be the belle of the ball in that dress’ he said, with genuine truth. I could feel my cheeks heating up as a blush adorned my cheeks. ’T..thanks Tyler’. 
‘Right Y/N shall we go?’ Aunt Larissa spoke, rounding the corner with the receipt in hand. The spark of panic between us was clear as she saw Tyler standing in front of me, and me obviously not looking like the me I was before. Tyler curiously looked between us. ‘Principal Weems of Nevermore?’ He questioned, his fingers darting between us, desperately trying to make a connection between us. To him, I was the lonely normie who lived on the other side of town, homeschooled in the middle of deserted farmland, whilst Larissa Weems was the accomplished, notable principal of Nevermore academy, the caregiver for all teenage outcasts. ‘How do you guys know each other?’ He asked, very much confused. I could feel my chest rising and falling dramatically as I desperately tried to think of something. But Aunt Larissa, being the true picture of grace and elegance took charge. ‘I hope you don’t mind, I saw Y/N at the coffee shop, and seeing her work ethic I was impressed. I’m currently seeking employees at the school to help organise our files, records and such. Y/N is always very organised, so when I saw her walk in I thought it might be a good opportunity to strike up a conversation’ she eloquently spoke. Not a shred of doubt, or a hint of deception or second thought in her voice. Tyler nodded, looking curiously back at me, waiting for me to reaffirm the fabled story. ‘Right…a…and I was going to go with Principal Weems to the Weathervane…just for a chat about the role’ I spoke, adding to the story. ‘So you’re looking for another job?’ He asked a slight sound of disappointment in his voice. ‘I..I..I…’ you idiot Y/N stop bloody stuttering. Aunt Larissa’s gloved hand raised elegantly ‘I have assured Y/N I have no intent to poach her from the cafe, simply just to offer her an opportunity if she’s interested’ she explained, again elegant and poised. I just nodded. ‘My goodness Petal that dress looks most agreeable on you’ she said with a smile, adding to the play that she had simply followed me into the store and she wasn’t my Aunt that just bought me a dress for the Rave’N. 
‘Well Y/N I’ll head over to the cafe now, if you’ll meet me there after you’ve finished your shopping’ she said, reaching her hand out to shake mine. Aunt Larissa exited the store, turning down the road, out of sight. I looked back at Tyler with a bashful smile, raising my shoulders. ‘Well…I suppose I better…’ I said, gesturing to the changing room. ‘Yes…of course, I’ll see you at work on Sunday’ he said with a smile. I quickly retreated back to the privacy of the changing room. Shit. I only had my uniform on me. I poked my head out to find Tyler busying himself with Ophelia as she held up button-down shirts to match. I turned around, shifting back to my primary state, changing into my uniform, desperately shoving the dress as carefully as I could into my rucksack so as to not get caught. I poked my head around the corner to see Tyler still busy with Ophelia. Without hesitation, I dashed to the door, down the road, and to the car. 
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Saturday evening rolled around too fast. Nevermore had been bustling today as students ran between dormitories, asking to borrow this or that, prepping together, music playing while heavy feet slammed behind the doors. No doubt practising their dance moves. 
I sat on the edge of my bed, running my fingers over the multi-print quilted duvet, anxiously picking at the stitches that held the blanket together. Across the small room, Ophelia’s dress hung on the hanger. It almost felt like imposter syndrome, that such a beautiful dress was crafted just for me. One of a kind. A dress of such beauty belonged to someone like Bianca. Not someone like me. If it weren’t for Aunt Larissa, I’d probably skip the dance altogether. What was the point of going to a stupid dance where everyone hated you, and gave one a first row seat to have their heart broken right in front of them? However, there was something about this dress, the way it made me feel…the possibility of being seen as something different. 
I got up from the bed, pacing back and forth, debating between possibility or guaranteed safety.  See, if I stayed in bed, read a book or something then it would be guaranteed safety. No judgement, no dealing with people, no Wednesday, no Tyler. But the prospect of possibility…the chance to branch out of this lonely existence, to see Tyler in his white suit. There was no definitive choice, both had their pros and cons. 
My pacing marathon was interrupted by a knock on the door. Probably Aunt Larissa…the sun had gone down, and the music from below in the grand hall could be felt thumping away up to my attic room. I reluctantly opened the door to find nobody there. I peeked my head out, looking down the hall, but still, there was nobody to be seen. I went to close the door, only to feel a gentle tap at the very bottom of the doorframe. I slightly gasped, shocked at the image in front of me. For it wasn’t a person, nor an animal or creature, not even a measly door mouse. Instead, a hand scuttled into the room, climbing onto the bookshelf to align with the height on my face. 
‘Hello?’ I asked questioningly. The hand didn’t speak…I mean it was a hand. But it was moving around on its own…sort of as if it were its own being. The hand propped up on its dismembered wrist, wiggling its fingers in greeting. The thing adamantly pointed to the dress hanging onto the wardrobe door. I turned around, staring in slight disbelief at the dress before turning back to the hand, that was now propped on its palm, rhythmically tapping its fingers on the surface of the shelf. Conveying the obvious; ‘I’m waiting’. 
I stood in front of the mirror staring at my reflection, still unconvinced at the thought of going to the Rave’N. From the corner, I could hear the thing rattling through my jewellery box, scuttling over on its fingers, placing earrings at my feet before scuttling back to the vanity. I reluctantly put the earrings in, surprised to admit that the rose gold earrings complimented the garment. I huffed at my appearance, staring in the mirror. I could still enjoy the dress, didn’t mean I had to leave the room right? I could just enjoy dressing up in the comfort of my room. As I stood contemplating, the thing scuttled over again, this time with something that did not belong to me. I bent down, taking the tube from its hand. ‘This is Aunt Larissa’s signature lipstick, where did you get this?’ I asked. It simply wiggled its fingers. ‘Five-finger discount’ I sighed. I reluctantly smeared the lipstick upon my lips, being sure to make an arched cupids bow for a more timeless look. With my hair neatly curled, the red lip, and the high heels, I definitely looked the part of a Weems. 
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I reluctantly strode down the spiral staircase towards the thumping of the music. The halls were empty as everyone was likely already at the dance. I didn’t have to go…there was still time to opt-out. But as curiosity killed the cat, so too was my fate as a familiar tall figure walked further down the stairs, Wednesday, in her Wednesday fashion, a black garment to stand out amongst the crowd. 
The pair stood in the corridor, Eugene conversing with them, Eugene looking as though he were dressed to go camping and not the the Rave’N. I stood around the corner, watching the flashing lights of the dance as they gleamed out into the corridor. Tyler stood there, in a white suit with a blue button-up, looking irresistibly handsome. I clutched my hand to my dress, trying to stay hidden around the corner. The trio looked as though they were conflicted. Wednesday, whilst she looked undeniably beautiful, there was a tenseness to her stature. Her body language was stoic as if to say ‘I don’t want to be here’. I could sympathise with her there, but having someone like Tyler Galpin on her arm, it was heart-shattering.  
I could feel the tears brimming in my sockets, letting out a small sniffle to try and suck whatever liquids back in. Maybe this wasn’t a good idea. I turned around, only to find Miss Thornhill standing behind me. ‘I hope you’re not going back to your room?’ She asked in a friendly concerned tone. ‘Yeah I don’t think this is for me’ I said, trying to round her to head back to the main stairwell. ‘Y/N at least come in for one song, just so your aunt can see how beautiful you look’ she said, smiling like a Cheshire cat. I ducked my head around the corner, looking inside to see my aunt looking slightly agitated as she anxiously waited by the door. ‘Come on’ Miss Thornhill said in a chipper manner. I reluctantly followed her, almost forgetting the presence of Tyler and Wednesday. 
Tyler’s gaze locked on mine as I walked by. I could feel my palms sweating, trying to ignore the confused look on his face. As far as he was concerned, I was just some random with a scratched face. Even Tyler couldn’t help but stare at the mess that was my face. He ducked down, whispering to Wednesday, her gaze also locking onto mine. ‘Y/N’ she called. 
Shit
I walked over to the pair, eyes averted to the floor, taking in the skirt of Wednesday’s dress. ‘You look very nice Wednesday’ I whispered. Her face stayed neutral, a typical Wednesday response. ‘This is Tyler Galpin’ she said, gesturing to the familiar stranger I was so familiar with. I looked up slowly, my chest rising and falling. It was ridiculous really, there was nothing to prove that the scar-faced Weems weirdo was the same as the quiet cafe girl. She didn’t have icy blonde hair or indigo scars on her face. Tyler extended his hand cautiously, I gently clasped his sweaty palm in mine, giving a quick shake. ‘I’m sorry to stare, I just, I swear I saw someone I know wearing the same thing yesterday’ he questioned, his eyes raking up and down my body. Crap. It didn’t even occur to me that he would recognise the dress. ‘Tyler, this is Y/N Weems’ she said. Tyler again, a puzzled look on his face. ’T..this is really strange, my friend who I saw yesterday wearing something similar…name is the same…’ he spoke. It was clear the interaction with Tyler was spooking him. He seemed so unsure of himself, something I wasn’t used to seeing on shift at the Weathervane. I could feel butterflies in my stomach, both at the prospect that I was mere details away from being caught, and that Tyler considered me his friend. Tyler stood, looking somewhat starstruck at the coincidence of all these mere details. The puzzled look on his face indicating he was trying so desperately to remember his interaction with my other half yesterday. ‘It’s a very beautiful dress’ he said politely, but his voice still exacerbated. 
The more his gaze locked onto mine, the more confused he became. His eyebrows scrunching together, his eyes squinting, gathering every detail he could while Wednesday finished her conversation with Eugene. ‘Well it was nice meeting you’ I said, walking toward the grand hall. Suddenly a grip on my forearm stopped before I could take a step back. Those slender strong fingers gripped tightly, making the skin go white underneath his grip. I trailed my gaze up his arm, locking eyes to find he hadn’t taken his eyes off of my body. ‘Sorry’ he said, unclasping his grip taking a step back, forcing his hands back into his pockets, shocked at the action himself. I just nodded, opting to go into the midst of the dance to escape the curious eye of Tyler Galpin. 
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The feral taste of my own morning breath gave me just as much a shock as the bleeping alarm rings. The crusty feeling of dried saliva crumped on my cheek. My thighs slightly itched as tulle rubbed against my skin. That was my own fault for not taking the dress off when I came back. Luckily the thing had left, so I didn’t have to endure sass from a self-mobile hand as I came back from the dance well before it ended. 
For the first time since I arrived at Nevermore, I received some kindness. A few compliments from classmates, but mostly just a few admiring stares. One girl even had to snap her fingers to regain her date’s attention. But as the night went on, I couldn’t escape the subtle glances from Tyler Galpin, between his attempts to keep up with Wednesday’s…exotic dance moves, and suspiciously eyeing the strange girl, with the same name, in the same dress as his normie friend. Staying was all too risky. I could feel the burning trail of his eyes as I left the dance, all whilst Wednesday danced her boots off. 
Rolling out of bed, I carefully inspected the dress in the mirror. I decided that I would leave the dress on the hanger to let it air out, maybe I could get Aunt Larissa her money back…
Luckily being an early riser had its perks. 6:45 am on a Sunday, especially after the Rave’N dance meant that every person on campus, including teachers, was having a well-needed sleep-in. I could leave Nevermore’s gates without being detected, or questioned as to where I was going. Putting my apron on, I bundled up with a puffer jacket and a fluffy beanie to combat the Jericho winter cold snap. The sun had gently risen, a beautiful light blanket of snow draped over the ground, with soft snowfall adding to the crispness of winter air. Exiting the Nevermore gate, a wave of relief washed over me as my Y/C hair brushed down the back of my neck, a glinting feeling in my eyes as they changed to Y/C, and the dreaded scars disappeared as if they never existed. 
The walk to work, especially in weather like this, was a pleasant one. Most people hated this weather, but it was a comfort to me. It was the weather like this where people all of a sudden didn’t criticise one another for wanting to spend time alone, tucked up in cozy spaces. It was the time for introverts. 
Walking down the main street, the gentle yellow glow of lights shone through glazed-over shop windows. People often forget to admire the beauty of the little businesses, but Sundays gave these shops time to shine. The Weathervane cafe’s blinds were still drawn, but a yellow hue emitted little streaks of light onto the snow-laden ground. 
Unlocking the door, a satisfying wave of heat penetrated my senses, causing my cold body to endure the uncomfortable wash of pins and needles. ‘Morning Miss Joan’ I called out. ‘Actually, it’s me Y/N’ Tyler’s voice called from the backroom. Shit. I was counting on the hope that Miss Joan would be working today instead of Tyler, as he had mentioned in passing taking his normal Sunday shift off this particular day. I was hoping that a break in seeing him would be enough to make him forget about the small curious details he encountered last night with the Weems girl. Instead of responding, I went straight for the kitchenette, hoping to avoid Tyler until the morning day’s shift began. ‘I made you a coffee already Y/N’ he called again from the back room. I popped my head out of the kitchenette to see a steaming frothy brew sitting neatly next to the coffee machine. I quietly tip-toed over to the steaming mug, hoping to avoid alerting Tyler of my movements. I brought the steaming cup to my lips, only to practically gag as the liquid touched my tongue. I knew that stupid rice milk lie would catch up to me…
As Tyler spent the morning busying himself in the back room, I turned the closed sign to open. The streets of Jericho however were desolate of life. Usually, on Sunday mornings, the Weathervane was a hub for rest and relaxation. A place of respite and solitude as Jericho’s residents treated themselves to coffee and pastries. Especially on cooler days like this, there would usually be someone waiting at the door. But as the snowfall continued outside, the streets remained empty. 
I sat behind the counter, my attention focused on one of the books from the bookcases in the cafe, all about Jericho’s certainly strange history. I barely acknowledged the sound of Tyler pulling up his stool next to mine, focused on the book in hand. It was only when half a blueberry muffin was presented in front of me that I realised in the hour we had been open, this was the first time I had laid eyes on Tyler all morning. ‘Thanks’ I chuckled, biting into the warm fluffy cake as Tyler ate his half. I knew it was risky, but I knew it would be even more obvious if I didn’t ask. ‘So…how was your date?’ I asked cautiously. Tyler chuckled, crumbs dusted upon his pink lips. ‘It was the Rave’N Y/N, it wasn’t a date’ he said fleetingly. ‘But it was fun…I did feel a bit out of place though’ he said with a gentle smile. Oh Tyler, if only you knew how much I related to your predicament on a personal level. ‘I thought you went with Wednesday Addams?’ I questioned gently, intrigued by his comment that the Rave’N was in fact not a date. ‘Just because we went together doesn’t mean it was a date’ he said with a soft chuckle, elbowing my arm in a playful manner. I chuckled to myself, more so at the touch rather than what he actually said. ‘Hey, how did your interview with Miss Weems go?’ He asked seriously, ‘I hope you’re not ditching me’ he said with a lack of enthusiasm. ‘Ohh, ya know, I talked to my parents but they said they didn’t want me hanging out at the freak school so I turned it down’. Tyler’s gaze locked on mine, his eyes squinted together. ‘Damn Y/N I didn’t think you were as prejudiced as everyone else in this shit town’ he said displeasingly, a slight scoff at the end of his sentence as he shook his head.  Felt my stomach drop, I had never made Tyler react to something I said. ‘Ooo..oh don’t get me wrong, sh..she was very nice….my parents just don’t want me going there’ I stuttered. ‘You know what parents are like’ I dragged on. Tyler simply nodded, seeing the way he and his Dad interacted with one another, I knew Tyler would understand what that meant, to have overbearing parents. Something I certainly didn’t envy him for.
We sat there, behind the counter in the empty cafe, nattering on about the Rave’N dance, how Wednesday surprisingly ruled the dance floor, her signature black dress as it stood out amongst the white dressed cloud, the ice cold drinks that looked more like a science experiment rather than a beverage. It was almost comforting to listen to a normie admire Nevermore for what it was, not the criminal rehab for uncontrollable freaks and beings that most normies perceived.  I began to relax in his presence, hoping he had forgotten about his interaction with my other half as he continued to gleam about his evening with Wednesday. For once, I was actually happily listening to him go on about her. 
‘Hey, remember that dress you were trying on at Ophelia’s the other day?’ He questioned amusingly. I nodded, averting my gaze to look out onto the streets of Jericho. ‘Well, I met one of Wednesday’s school friends wearing the exact same one’ he chuckled. ‘Oh yeah…no it wasn’t me, I just wanted to try it on for fun really, the shopkeeper practically insisted’ I said, waving my hand to the side as if to brush off the whole event. ‘Well for the record, you looked stunning either way’ he said with genuine earnestness. What did he mean either way? ‘So what did you get up to last night then?’ He questioned intriguingly. ‘Oh, the usual’ I bleakly responded. Tyler simply nodded, his gaze still on me. 
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The day carried on, the snow continuing to fall, as we continued to turn the thermostat up. The only customers that really visited the Weathervane today were other shop owners as they came in for hot drinks and freshly baked pastries, only to return to their shops. For the most part, the Weathervane was empty. 
While Tyler had insisted, his night at the Rave’N was not a date, it was hard to listen to him talk about her all day. Her outrageous dancing, her strange adventures, her constant visits to the police station, his Dad’s frustrations with her. There was no doubt, Wednesday had certainly taken Jericho by storm. But she certainly seemed to have ingrained herself into Tyler’s heart. I could feel little swords to my heart each time he said the word Wednesday. But who could blame him? Everyone at school seemed to like Wednesday, even though she wasn’t chatty or particularly sociable, she had an unnerving self-assuredness, she was pretty in her own way, and she didn’t care what other people thought of her. Wednesday Addams quite simply possessed the qualities that everyone wishes they had. Instead, we were all wrapped up in what other people did, said or made of us. When you were the isolated weirdo of the school, it was particularly hard to ignore when everyone was so intent on making sure you knew what they thought of you.
‘STOP!’ I yelled. I could feel my voice hitch in my throat, the absolute shock that emitted from my body just as powerfully hit Tyler as he dropped the ceramic cup, smashing to the ground. My stomach was doing summersaults, my face burning as I had so violently brought my hands to cover my mouth in utter shock. ‘Y/N’ Tyler exclaimed, shocked and angry in his voice. ‘I….I..I’m so sorry’ I whispered, tears brimming at the surface, glazing my vision. Tyler stood frozen, his hands still clasped as if he were holding the cup in his hand still. I simply got up from my stool, rushing to the backroom, locking myself in the employee bathroom. I sat on the toilet seat lid, rocking back and forth, clutching onto myself, arms crossed over my chest. ‘Stupid, Stupid Stupid’ I cursed to myself. I gently knocked my head against the thin bathroom wall, trying to knock some sense into myself. I had never spoken to Tyler like that, I had never so blatantly yelled at anyone ever in such a demeaning tone. It just slipped out…all he did was talk about the Rave’N and Wednesday, and I couldn’t listen to it for another second. The way his eyes lit up, his constant smile, the continuous humming of tunes from the dance. All it caused was hurt, my soul slowly shattering piece by piece. She wasn’t even nice to him half the time! Why couldn’t someone look at me that way…not just Tyler, anyone! That stupid school, that stupid dance, those stupid students, and most of all stupid Tyler and Wednesday. I just so desperately wanted to feel so accepted, so liked…so loved as Wednesday was. 
I sat in the toilet, thoughts racing at a million miles an hour. But in all those thoughts, one thought stuck, standing out from all the rest. I couldn’t just go back out without explaining to Tyler why I had yelled and stormed off, not without admitting how much I cared for him. I couldn’t just leave, that would be worse and cause even more drama. But this thought wouldn’t go away, it went against everything I was taught, every value Nevermore had ingrained into me…one that would please my parents.  The urge to act upon this impulsive thought almost gave me a headache, and so I will. 
I stuck my head out the bathroom door, listening to the loud ringing of the vacuum cleaner as Tyler tidied up the mess I had caused. I gently slid out from the security of the bathroom, tip-toeing to the staff cooler, gently slipping out the back door, and onto the main street. 
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This was so unethical. This was so incredibly wrong. This encompasses everything that makes the freaks and outcasts so hated by normies. Was it really so bad in the grand scheme of things? The outcast of the outcast doing something that defied morals of what it meant to be a respectable outcast? I stood outside the window, looking at my reflection. Long black braids that cascaded down my shoulders, clothes black as night, not allowing for a shred of colour to present itself. The infamous frown that made her so noticeable, not even a smirk or hint of a smile. 
I walked along the outside of the Weathervane cafe building, the ground beneath me slightly slippery. I was determined to keep her frozen-like stature as I paced towards the front door of the cafe, not moving my arms, making sure to keep a little stomp in my walk. I tentatively reached for the door handle. Was I really going to do this? Before I could have any second thoughts, Tyler emerged from the storage cupboard, a smile on his face as he raised his hand in greeting. I swung the door open, probably a bit too forcefully, pacing into the warmth of the cafe. ‘Wednesday’ Tyler greeted. ‘Hello Tyler’ I greeted back in a dull manner, locking my eyes on his and she would when holding a conversation with anyone. ‘What brings you in today?’ He asked tentatively, already going toward the coffee machine to make her signature drink. ‘Just checking in, I’m glad you had fun last night’ I retorted. Tyler looked up cautiously. ‘If you knew I was having fun why did you keep asking what was wrong with me?’ Shit. I didn’t think this would backfire so quickly. Think Y/N Think. ‘Enlighten me then’ I almost demanded. Tyler looked a bit taken aback. Either he was still shaken up from before, or I was putting a little too much effort into this Wednesday performance. ‘Wednesday, I’m telling you, there is something up with that Weems’ he said, almost exasperated with having possibly repeated the same conversational matter as with the real Wednesday last night. ‘Part of me was just hoping it was them’ he said sullenly. My stomach fluttered as it simultaneously dropped. ‘It’s all just too spooky Wednesday’ he said, pouring the black golden liquid into the coffee cup, sliding it over. ‘Who?’ I asked curiously. Tyler locked his gaze, lifting his eyebrow as if to say ‘really?’. I lowered my gaze to the floor, averting the awkwardness of guessing around the situation. I walked to the booth, plonking myself down on the seat to avoid awkwardly standing there in front of Tyler. 
He slowly walked over, bringing the coffee cup with him, placing it in front of me. He gingerly sat down from the seat across, staring at me. He took in all her features. Her long braids, piercing eyes, pale skin, bleak frown. He didn’t say anything, simply looked. ‘Aren’t you going to drink your espresso?’ He inquired. Even though the contents of the cup were tiny, only the brave with a taste for bitterness could endure the taste of espresso…only an Addams could tolerate the bitter brew quadrupled. I brought the steaming mug to my lips, the smell that wafted my senses nauseating enough. I took a small sip, Tyler watching intently. I tried to suppress the instinctual urge to screw up my face. I could feel a slight well of tears in my eyes. A cough escaped, burning my very tastebuds. ‘Everything okay?’ ‘Yup..*cough*…just a bit hot’ I retorted. Tyler smirked, his gaze still locked on my face. ��When has that ever stopped Wednesday Addams from knocking back a quad espresso?’ He questioned. I sat back against the booth, wishing the old leather fabric would just swallow me up into oblivion. 
Tyler looked out the window, his eyebrows knotted together as he fixated on the snowy landscape outside. His mouth was slightly ajar. I sat still, trying to figure out a way to escape this whole situation. Tyler leaned back, his gaze shifting from the outside back to mine. He relaxed back into the booth. 
‘Do you know what I like about you?’ I just stared back at him, trying to evoke the very essence of Wednesday. She wasn’t one to engage in guessing games or engage with anything that involved emotion or feeling. ‘You don’t expect me to be anyone else, you see me for me. I like to think I see you for you too, and with all this depressing town has to offer, it’s refreshing to just feel unapologetically accepted by someone. You don’t try to change me, or anyone else. I know you try to keep yourself to yourself, but the truth is, you don’t need to when you’re with me. You have no idea how incredibly happy it makes me when you relax, and if I’m the reason you always retreat back into yourself, then I’m sorry. But life in Jericho is so boring, and hanging out with you just feels like a peaceful respite amongst the screaming crowd.’ He reached across the booth, grasping his hands in mine. ‘And you really did look breathtaking in that dress’ he said, his thumb rubbing over my hands. I stared back in disbelief. Wednesday Addams was truly the luckiest person ever, to have someone like Tyler feel so admire her inner self. It was almost depressing, but I just wanted to stay in this moment, his warm hands wrapped around my small ones for a moment longer. 
‘By the way’ he said, his mouth contorting into a cheeky smirk as he leaned forward in a whisper ‘Wednesday doesn’t usually make exceptions when it comes to letting people touch her’ finishing his sentence with a cheeky wink. I could feel my mouth slightly gaping as I almost choked. Tyler leaned to the side, diverting his attention to the front door, waving someone inside. The doorbell rang as I slowly sunk into the booth. ‘Nice look’. Shit. Wednesday paced across the floor, sitting down next to Tyler. ‘I don’t appreciate being mimicked Y/N, nor will I tolerate it’ she sternly said. There even seemed to be a tinge of red on her cheeks, evidence showing she was furious. I sat there, chest rising and falling deeply, panic brewing. ‘Switch Weems’ Wednesday demanded, her hand slamming against the surface of the table. My shoulders twitched at the shock, and so I melted back into the cafe girl. Tyler scoffed to himself, nodding to himself as he averted his gaze down to the table in front of him. ‘Tyler, as your friend, I must tell you I in no way corroborated this’. Tyler almost smirked to himself, with his head facing downward I couldn’t quite tell. ‘I know Wednesday’. She simply nodded, reached across the table, shooting the hot espresso, before standing and leaving. 
‘Wednesday!’ I called, as the doorbell rang as she stood halfway out the door. ‘I’m really sorry’. She stared back, her face still as stringent as when she walked in. ‘Good’ she said, letting the door slam behind her as she disappeared down the main street. 
‘Y/N Weems, I’ve met her before, but she certainly doesn’t look like you’ Tyler mumbled. There was no use lying anymore, I was utterly defeated. I ran my hands through my hair, letting the Y/N switch back to icy blonde. Tyler stared at the transformation as I tentatively met his gaze. I sat there, letting him stare at my primary form. ‘Something is still missing….about here’ he said softly, reaching across the table, running the backs of his fingers gently down my cheek. So I let the scars come forward too. ‘How long have you known?’ I whispered. ‘Well, I’ve long suspected you were hiding something. Every night when you claimed someone was picking you up instead of accepting a ride. Every night I sat in my car quietly, making sure you left work safely, watching you walk down the main street alone in the opposite direction. You never speak about school, friends, or family. I know you said you were homeschooled, but even then you seemed so unsure of yourself. Always checking your hair, or taking a sneaky look at yourself in the mirror, making sure everything was in check. But most of all, you always had this kindness to you, something only possessed by those who have experienced true hardships. Most people in Jericho can’t bite their tongues when they saw a Nevermore student, or were quick to blame Nevermore whenever something in this town goes wrong. Heck, even I used to taunt Nevermore students’. He seemed shameful with his last sentence. ‘You Y/N have always been kind to everyone, it was only last night I truly connected the dots’. 
‘I just wanted you to like me…’ I whispered. His fingers reached across the table, wiping away the single tear that streamed down my cheek. ‘Y/N…everything I said was true, but it was for you, not Wednesday’ he said sweetly, directing his own gaze away out of embarrassment. ‘I’m sad you felt you had to be someone else in order to show that.’ Tears continued to stream gently and slowly, droplets falling onto the tabletop. ‘Seeing you last night, in that dress, as you. It was the most beautiful sight I’d ever seen…besides why do you think I work weekends?’ He said with a chuckle. I giggled too, the notion that any teenager would rather get up early on a Sunday morning to serve cranky customers was slightly strange. 
‘There’s only one of you Y/N, multiple forms yes, but at its core, no matter the changes you make to the outside, the inside has always been the most beautiful part of you’. I shuffled out from the booth, Tyler following my movement. His tall frame towered over mine, as I directed my gaze to our feet, the tips of our shoes brushing against each other. His hands gently raised, cautiously placing them on my cheeks. He tilted my face gently, meeting my eyes halfway as he bent down slightly. ‘Hi,’ I giggled, feeling his breath on mine. He didn’t respond, instead, he leant in, and I closed my eyes. His lips were soft and warm, compared to my chapped ones. His face was warm, his nose pressing gently against mine. Our lips moved in sync, as if choreographed, as if they were always meant to be. It felt like the world around us disappeared like we were completely encapsulated in this moment like it would never end. He pulled away gently, leaving my lips cold, yearning for more, but his forehead still pressed against mine. ‘Hey Y/N’ he whispered. I opened my eyes, seeing his piercing gaze staring straight back at me. 
‘Yes, Tyler?’
‘Can I drive you home?’ 
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strbymacaroon · 2 years
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❀𖧷 AOT Masterlist! 𖧷❀
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❀ Welcome to the cruel and beautiful world of Attack on Titan. From suspenseful moments fighting alongside hero’s, to chatting about meat with cadets. Or, exploring different alternative universes with the main cast!
❀ I am your hostess, Angel! Allow me to assist you in the story you wish to take, the story you’d like to read!
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(Just to remind you! These are the disclaimers!!)
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☦︎︎ -> Smut
☹︎ -> Mature themes (As in heavy topics.)
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❀Master-List: The Amazing Spider-Man: Destiny and Fate. Series.
☁︎⚠︎︎ ☹︎❥ An alternate universe where Attack on Titan and the Marvel universe collide. Where the Spider-man universes collide!
Where the new spider is the one and nerdy, Eren Yeager. Who happens to have a world stopping crush on you. (Contains major character death.)
Master-List: Here.
CW: Major Character Death, Alternate Universe - College/University, Marvel/Attack on Titan crossover, Eventual Romance, Eventual Smut, Heavy Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Slow Burn.
❀ Master-list: "Roomie Series" Series.
☁︎ ☦︎︎⚠︎︎✿ ❥You live in a boring, depressing, and lonely world of college. With little to no money, too much homework, and that one weird dude always hitting on you, it was safe to say college was kicking your ass. The only thing keeping you going, the beautiful, sexy —fictional— Eren Yeager. Your one and only love.
One day, like any other you have to go answer to your roommate. She probably left her keys of something. But, you feel weird —Iron deficiency? Maybe?— and go to open your front door.
Yet, nothing in the world could’ve prepared you for the person standing behind it.
Eren fucking Jeager.
A playful smile on his lip, a bag of food in his hand, and a few playful words of- ‘Hey Roommie!’
❀𖧷 Jean Kirstein 𖧷❀
One-shot: "That's Jean's girl": 28.5k Words.
☦︎︎ ☹︎ ⚠︎︎ ❥ Jean. Kirstein.
Jesus Christ, who didn’t know his name? Everywhere you looked you were sure to find someone talking about. Looks, sex, attitude, money, anything you could think of was latched to that name. And, he lived up to his reputation perfectly. A toxic, full of himself, man-whore. Someone who uses other people for his own gain.
And his next target? You.
A sweet, innocent, naive, freshman girl.
Right?
CW: Alternate Universe - College/University, Revenge Sex, explicit video recording, Oral Sex, dark content, Porn With Plot, Jean Kirstein Being An Asshole, Maneater Reader, Bottom Jean Kirstein, manipulation.. when you squint, Degradation, Toxic Relationship.
One-shot: "Confession": 16k Words.
☦︎︎ ☹︎ ⚠︎︎ ❥ Sunday.
The day we dedicate to God, for he is our lord and savior. You, a dedicated Nun who wishes nothing more than to serve your savior. But, is starting to sin more often than normal.
With a certain desire for your priest…
Father Jean.
CW: Shameless Smut, Creampie, Overstimulation, dacryphilia, Praise Kink, Degradation, dark content, Priest Jean Kirstein.
❀𖧷 Armin Arlert 𖧷❀
Master-list: After Last Night. (I think I’m in love with you.) Series.
☹︎☦︎︎❥ You loved your line of work… enough. That is if you could even call it a line of work.
It paid good, and you had your best friend Connie by your side. It could be worse. And now, you had another thing to worry about… Hiding this not-so approving line of work from your new roommate, Armin. A boy who rivals your own major, more than two academic weapons.
Tensions are high, and you are always one second away from clawing out his throat. And, for some reason, the way he's so patient with you, only furthers this emotion. To say this situation was less than ideal was to put it lightly. And, unfortunately, it wasn’t in the sexy way your classmate, Historia, romanized it to be.
But, you can’t shake the thought—why the hell does he look so familiar?
CW: Questionable Job Choices, Gun Violence, Deception, Past Sexual Abuse, Psychological Trauma, Trauma, enemies to lovers??, Double Life, Violence, Alternate Universe - College/University.
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tittafaces · 2 years
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Freedome moses
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Four Knocks (Sam Kiszka Imagine)
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Content Warning: mentions of drugging
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Anonymous Request: okay i LOVE your angsty fics i wont lie ….. so if ur taking reqs… i was thinking something along the lines of like sam / character are childhood bffs with secret crushes on each other (everyone knows but them sorta situation) and maybe she goes out with someone and it upsets sam but the date goes horrible (maybe its a bad situation idc) and sam has to come to the rescue. idk i trust you … i’d love to read whatever you cook up!
(A/N): Lol guess who’s back! Sorry for taking an unannounced two month writing break, I haven’t been feeling super inspired lately to be quite honest. And I’m maybe about to start a new job so I can’t really say with upmost confidence that I’m “back” all the way, but I woke up to this request in my ask box this morning and coincidentally it aligns with a half-developed idea I’ve been playing around with for the last few weeks. To be fair, several people have posted fics with plots somewhat similar to this one (in which Y/N gets drugged at a bar), but I wanted to tweak the situation so that none of the boys are actually at said bar with her, but instead need to come to her rescue. This just so happens to align perfectly with this prompt so here I am, cranking it out for you. Just like old times (six months ago).
I hope you enjoy!!
also extra thank you to @vetaglanfeet​ and @joshysgf​ for looking this over for me before I posted :) love u both dearly
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Four Knocks
It was becoming abundantly clear that Sam was not going to be helpful this afternoon.
You had invited your childhood best friend Sam over to help you prepare for a date with Matthew, the guy you’d been casually running into and flirting with for months.
You were over by your closet rifling through clothes while Sam laid flopped over on your bed, paying more attention to an old Guinness World Records book he found on your bookshelf.
“Sam, please, can you at least pretend to care? Which looks better!” You held up two dresses, one pink and floral and the other a more subdued olive green color.
Sam’s eyes flitted up from the book to briefly scan the dresses, before moving up to glare at your own eyes. “Why are you so freaked out about this anyway? You know how to dress yourself, you don’t need my opinion.” He mumbled.
You groaned and threw a hanger at him. “Because I want to look nice, Samuel! I want him to think I’m pretty and maybe consider taking me on more dates! Lord knows nobody else is asking me.”
Sam rolled his eyes and propped himself up on his elbow, his cropped hair falling into his face as he tilted his head at you. You couldn’t help but take a moment to take in his current state. He was wearing a big white crewneck sweatshirt- one you might have suspected he stole from Josh if it hadn’t been so roomy on him. The stark white only served to deepen his dark features as his brown eyes trailed over the two dresses you were holding up.
You’d be lying to yourself if you tried to say you’d never had any feelings for Sam that extended past friendship. Frankly, you’d been pining after him for almost as long as you could remember. Before you even knew what it meant. But Sam never wavered. He was always just… Sam. Never going further than his normal, tirelessly supportive and happy-go-lucky self that he’d always been around you. At some point, you decided to try and accept that he would never feel the same and look outward to new romantic opportunities.
That’s where you stumbled upon Matthew. He was a guy who you’d run into at your favorite bar every so often. He always offered to buy you drinks and when you’d let him, he’d butter you up and ask when you were gonna let him take you out. It was flattering, and it made your heart leap to feel desired. He was pretty good looking too, who were you to turn down such an opportunity?So, last weekend you decided to finally take him up on his offer.
“You’re really getting your panties all in a twist for some guy from a bar who you barely know?”
You were brought back to reality by Sam’s snarky comment, and you felt your brows knitting together at his tone. “Yeah, Sam. I am. Are you alright with that?” You shot back sarcastically, dropping your arms that were holding up the dresses.
Sam watched as you turned back toward the mirror, taking turns holding up each dress against your body. He heaved a sigh and got up, “Go with the green one. It brings out your eyes. I’m gonna head out but good luck tonight.”
His voice was defeated but you were too preoccupied with his first sentence and pre-date jitters to notice. “Thank you! I’ll let you know how it goes!”
From down the hall, Sam opened the door and mumbled to himself, “Please fucking don’t,” mimicking your tone to himself as he left your apartment. 
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You stumbled your way into the restaurant bathroom, slamming the door shut and fumbling with the lock as your body slid onto the floor. Your head was spinning and the room almost seemed like it was too. You rested your back against the door as you heaved a deep breath, thankful that this wasn’t a multiple-person bathroom with stalls. You took a moment to remember what you came in there for, before looking down at your phone in your hand.
You blinked and suddenly you were calling Sam.
“Y/N?” Sam answered, confusion evident in his tone. “Shouldn’t you be on your date?”
You opened your mouth to speak and were surprised by how much effort it took to string together a sentence. “I aaaam on a date! You know that! Listen, I’m in a bit of a… a bit of a situation here and I thought to myself. Self, this situation calls for Sam. So I called you!”
There was a brief pause before Sam spoke again, a bit more warily this time. “Y/N, you sound fucking wasted. What, have you two been slamming shots?”
You shook your head, forgetting that Sam couldn’t see you. “No but that’s the situation! I just had a glass of red wine! I think he,” You took a break to hiccup, “I think he might’ve put somethin in my drink.”
Immediately you heard shuffling on Sam’s end. “Where are you?” He asked.
You shrugged to yourself, looking around at the bathroom in front of you. “Well right now I’m in the bathroom, because I don’t think he would’ve liked me calling up another dude during our date. That’s, like, rude, ya know?”
You could just barely hear the sound of Sam getting into his car and starting it. “You know what, Y/N, I think that was a good choice but not for the reason you just gave. I think this guy deserves a little rudeness. Do you remember what restaurant he took you to?”
You sat for a second, humming to yourself in thought. “I don’t remember the name. It’s the Italian place a few blocks from the bar I always met him at. He said he lives near here, comes all the time.”
Sam scoffed, “Figures. Look, you stay in that bathroom. I’m on my way over, okay? I’m gonna get there and knock four times so you know it’s me. Don’t open the door for anyone else, you got that?”
You smiled to yourself at the thought of seeing Sam, awareness quickly slipping through your fingers. “Four knocks! Can’t wait to see you! You know, I wish you had asked me on this date instead of him. You wouldn’t have done this to me.”
There was silence for a moment, and you briefly thought Sam had hung up, until you heard a deep sigh from the other line. “No, Y/N, I sure as hell wouldn’t have. Just please try to stay awake until I get there, okay?”
You held your hand up to your head in salute, again forgetting he cannot see you. “Aye aye, captain!”
Sam let out a humorless chuckle before actually hanging up. You let your phone fall to your side and leaned your head back against the door, fighting the drugs in your system that willed your eyes to close.
They did flutter shut for a moment before being startled back open by two loud knocks on the door.
“Y/N? You alright in there? It’s been a little while.” You sat back up a bit straighter at the sound of Matthew’s voice behind the door, reminding you that you weren’t safe yet.
“I’m okay, no worries! Just give me a few minutes.” You called out, trying your best to sound strong and put-together as your consciousness faded by the second.
You sat there, waiting anxiously for Sam for what felt like an hour but was more likely 10 minutes. Your doped-up brain filtered out the restaurant noise behind the door, even when it picked up a bit after a few minutes.
Finally, you were greeted by four clear knocks on your door.
Using more effort than you were expecting, you raised your hand to open the door. Your eyes met Sam’s face for a fleeting moment before they rolled back into your head, sleep finally taking over.
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The next morning, you woke up tucked into your bed with your dress still on. You turned your head to look at your bedside clock and your head pounded in response. Suddenly, vague details of the night prior started flooding back, doing nothing to ease the dull ache in your head. You were relieved to see that you had made it home and woken up with your clothes intact, but there were large gaps of time you couldn’t remember from your night out.
And that scared the shit out of you.
You managed to muster up enough strength to reach over and check your phone, shocking yourself to see that it’s after noon.
You checked for outward calls and texts from the night before, even the Uber app to try and piece together how you made it home. All you could find was the single outward call to Sam. Maybe he would have answers.
You redialed him and placed the phone up to your ear, only to jump when you heard it ring from your living room. Sam’s here?
There was some shuffling behind your door as you heard the call get declined in your ear, immediately followed by the gentle knocking and opening of your bedroom door.
Four gentle knocks.
You watched as Sam’s timid frame entered your room and sat on the edge of your bed. His eyes were filled with worry and it made you sick to your stomach.
“Sam, what happened last night?”
He sighed and looked down at his hands. “How much do you remember?”
You shook your head, eyes scanning past him to try and piece together your evening. “Well, I remember when I got there. He seemed nice enough, a little forward like usual but nothing too crazy. We were just talking and…” Your brows knit as your memory started to get fuzzy. “I don’t understand, why don’t I remember anything else?”
You turned and looked back at Sam and were taken aback by the heartbroken look on his face. He opened his mouth to speak, but paused and first took hold of your hand closest to him, establishing a firm grip before speaking.
“He, um… He laced your drink with date rape drugs. I’m so sorry.” He couldn’t look at you but he was forced to see in his peripheral the way your face fell in realization.
“So that’s why… Oh my God…” Your free hand flew up to cover your mouth as tears pricked at your eyes. You instinctually moved to pull your legs closer to yourself and Sam loosened his grip on your hand to let you move that as well. But you tightened your grip in response, in desperate need of his gentle grounding in this situation.
“But I… How did you… It doesn’t make any sense, Sam. It wasn’t even a bad date!” You were close to hysterics trying to piece together the logic of the situation, and Sam wasn’t willing to let you sit there and drive yourself crazy.
He scooted a bit closer to brush the hair out of your face with the hand that wasn’t holding yours. “You locked yourself in the bathroom and called me before you lost consciousness. I was able to find the restaurant and get that piece of shit taken out in a cop car. God, he was waiting for you right outside the bathroom door, too. Luckily, you stayed awake long enough to unlock the door for me. But, fuck it was hard just watching you go limp after that.”
Sam inched closer and you leaned forward to rest your forehead against his shoulder, tears now silently streaming down your face and threatening Sam’s eyes as well.
“I carried you out and drove you home. And I just, I couldn’t leave you here. Not like this. I couldn’t let you wake up alone and confused or godforbid you woke up and remembered, I-“
You lifted your head up to meet Sam’s gaze when you noticed his watery voice start rambling. You reached a hand up to cup his cheek and he leaned into the touch. “Thank you, Sam. I don’t… think I could ever thank you enough. I don’t even know what I would’ve done if you hadn’t picked up that phone.” Your words sank in for yourself as you spoke them, and you pulled your hand away from Sam’s to wrap your arms around him and pull him tightly against you.
He gently pulled you into his lap and held you close, sniffling to himself. “You don’t need to thank me for anything. I would do it all again in a heartbeat, I would. I just really hate that you were put in that situation to begin with.” He rested his chin on top of your head that was pressed against his chest.
You had so many thoughts swimming through your head. Possibilities. Newfound fears. About a million questions, but one stood out from the rest. “Why did he do that?” You mumbled, burying your mouth and nose in the fabric of Sam’s sweatshirt and inhaling the comforting warmth.
Sam heaved a deep, shaky breath. “I… I don’t know. He’s a sick, disgusting man who thinks he can take whatever he wants from this world.” His hands started moving against you, one making warm sweeping strokes up and down your back while the other lightly pet your hair. “He should have never even had the opportunity to get near you, I don’t know what I would’ve done if he succeeded. I wanted to kill him when I saw him standing outside that bathroom.”
“Why didn’t you?” Your question was muffled by the fabric you were nuzzled into, but his chest shook with a quick laugh.
“I’d still like to, but I couldn’t. You needed me.” He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to your temple, which made your heart flutter. He’s never done that before.
Sam seemed to notice at the same time, as he froze in place for a moment before quickly darting his head back to where it rested before on top of yours.
You both sat still for a few moments, trying to calm down and sit with what was just spoken. Eventually, Sam murmured, “How do you feel?”
You almost scoffed until you realized he was just checking in on you. “I feel… disgusting. I feel used and taken advantage of and I hate it.” Your arms pulled tighter against Sam to punctuate your last statement.
You could feel Sam shake his head as you spoke, and when you finished he retracted his arms to pull your face out from his chest so you could look at him. “Y/N, you have to understand that none of this happened by any fault of yours. You are no worse a person because of it and you are still every bit as beautiful as you were when I left here yesterday. I know you don’t feel that way right now but I just need you to trust me.”
Your eyes searched his for any semblance of lying and you found none. “You think I’m beautiful, Sam?” You asked, hope dripping from your tone of voice.
Sam’s eyes widened for a split second as he realized what he had just said, but as he saw the affection in your eyes he felt at ease doubling down. “I think you’re very beautiful. The most beautiful. That should’ve been me taking you out on that date.”
Your heart was racing at his words, completely unaware that you had voiced essentially the same sentiments to him the night before during the phone call. “You still can.” You whispered out, a blush spreading across your face.
Sam smiled down at you and placed a long kiss onto your forehead. “You know what? I just might. You deserve a re-do. Except this time, you’ll be treated the way you deserve.”
You beamed up at him and nuzzled your head back into his chest, missing the warmth and safety. Sam’s arms wrapped back around you and the two of you sat together contentedly. Sam’s hands were about to continue rubbing soothing strokes across your back when he stopped them, instead opting to point two of his fingers and tap them lightly against your back.
One.
Two.
Three.
Four times.
You smiled against him in memory, surprising even yourself with your ability to see tenderness in such a painful memory.
And you reached one of your hands up his back to give four clear taps back.
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jiminsfault · 4 years
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⚙️ pairing: Trucker!Namjoon x reader
⚙️ genre: 18+ / smut
⚙️ word count: 2.7k
⚙️ summary: you needed a tire changed and Namjoon was more than ready to help you with it.
⚙️ warnings: sex with a stranger, striptease, protected sex, but also unprotected sex, Namjoon slaps your ass a lot, face slapping, pussy slapping, rough sex, tit slapping, nipple play?, fingering, pwp, this is shameless porn, watersports, creampie, swearing
⚙️ thank you so much @meowxyoong​ for making this great header for me!!
⚙️ this fic is my birthday present to the lovely crackhead Tay @interludemoonchild​! I hope you had the bestest birthday!! Enjoy my sins, love ya uwu
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“Fucking great!” you exclaimed, seething full of anger and annoyance. Your tire got trashed, lucky for you, you were still able to roll onto the next pull-in. It was 11 pm, the parking lot was full of trucks and no help was near. “How am I supposed to get home now?”
There was no other outlet for your anger than that damn tire, so you kicked it. Regretting it immediately after, you hissed in pain and jumped around for a moment. You were trying to drive back home for the weekend, college sucked the soul out of you with the many exams and assignments and now you needed to rest.
That rest was currently escaping your vision, it looked like an uncomfortable night in your car seat and a long wait for a tow, taking you back to college again. Goodbye homemade food and goodbye wonderful crackers that only your mom knew how to excel perfectly.
A heavy sigh escaped your throat when you sat down on your engine hood. It was either that or finding someone who was able to help you change the tires. But no one seemed to be awake, all the trucks stood there, no light inside and no soul cared to walk around this place at nearly midnight.
You needed a drink. Water, of course, in case someone suddenly would be sent by god to help you fix this shit and you could continue to drive back home. Leaning over your front seat to grab the water bottle you put in the back, you suddenly stilled. Steps that seemed to get closer to you were clear to hear and you didn’t know if you should be glad or cry out for help.
“I saw you kickin’ that tire back there, seemed like you’d need a hand,” a dark timbre voice muttered from behind you, sounding beautifully raspy and broken down. “My truck’s back there, come along and I’ll get you that new tire on, yeah?”
Slowly turning, you held a tight lipped smile until you saw the tall man in front of you. He had a mullet, silver hair, very country. Wide eyes but a gorgeous smile with dimples, broad frame and handsome overall.
“And who are you?” You asked dismissively, not showing how much he intrigued you. 
“Name’s Namjoon, but I could ask you the same, beautiful.” He carried himself like he clearly knew how attractive he was, seeming like the hero with a cape with the way he suddenly appeared and offered his help.
Coming back to his truck seemed risky, but you never once were the type to think situations like these over. Nodding slowly, you gave him your name, held out your hand for him to shake and muttered, “then show me that truck of yours, Namjoon.”
He smirked, shook your hand with a confident grip on it and your skin tingled when he pulled away.
He led the way, walking across the parking lot to a truck, color not visible because of the dark that was enveloping you. “What do I get for helping the Lady, anyway?” He suddenly asked, glint in his eyes when he turned to you, hand still holding onto the door handle to the front of his truck. 
You curled a strand of your hair around your finger, bit your lip and licked across it right after. Your eyes traveled up his figure and he didn’t miss it. “Being on the road must be lonely?” You asked, seemingly off topic but you knew where you were headed with this. 
Namjoon stepped closer, nodded to your question. “I’m sure I could do you a favor, too,” you purred, seductive with the way you put your hand on his shoulder, letting it glide down to his wrist. You held your hand there for a bit, moving it only when he chuckled and invaded your space even more.
“Yeah? I think so too, pretty.” He pulled you into his frame with a hold on your waist and leaned down, breath fanning across your lips. “Let’s get up in there and you can show me that favor of yours.”
Anticipation shook your body, watching Namjoon open the door and when he held his hand out to help you up the steps, he smacked your ass and jumped in right after you. The space was quite roomie, a mattress behind the two front seats that was decorated just like any normal bed would be. You couldn’t dwell on it longer, Namjoon turned you around and held your face close.
“You sure about this?” He murmured, lips moved only a hair’s width away from your own. There was almost a ghost of his lips on yours, stealing a gasp from you when he walked towards his bed with you still firm in his hold.
You hummed, raising your arms to hold onto his shirt on his sides. “Yeah, you got condoms?” He groaned, pushing his lips the final space and kissing you. It took you by surprise, but you moved your lips with his, holding his plump bottom lip between yours and humming into the kiss.
Just for a second to speak, Namjoon retreated, “yeah, got ‘em right there,” before he kissed you again, moved his head to deepen the connection and pushed you forward until your knees hit the bed and you fell onto it. He had to hold himself up, standing and quickly he rummaged through the glove box, showing you the foil packet.
Like a predator he stalked towards you, wicked grin on his face and he crooked his finger, “take those clothes off, pretty. Show me what I’m working with.”
You stood up, taking his face in between your hands and kissing him, before you pushed Namjoon on the bed and slowly touched your body. From your breasts to your hips, you slowly skimmed across your figure, stood between his spread legs and tested his patience. He growled, slapping your ass again and with the movement, you stepped a bit closer.
With a giggle, you started to raise your shirt, showing the first sliver of skin to him and immediately, his big hands touched your stomach, holding your hips. He watched close as you raised the fabric more, slowly your bra started to show and without much more patience yourself, you threw the top off. He blew a kiss right over your belly button and hovered his hands over your sides.
“Beautiful, more,” he urged, eyes hungry. You obliged, moved your hands down to your Jeans. Unbuttoning them was easy, but to get out of them proved a bit harder, especially when you tried to make it sexy. Nevertheless, Namjoon soaked up all the skin he got to see, helping you stand stable when you stepped out of the pants.
He slid his hands across your thighs and didn’t notice when you moved up to unclasp your bra, removing the thin straps. It dropped into Namjoon’s lap and he looked into your eyes with lust, reached up to kiss your breast. He held one in his hand, sucking your nipple into his mouth and playing with it until you whimpered, put your hand on his shoulders and slowly drove them up towards his hair.
Just when you were about to continue with your underwear, he grabbed your hands, held them together with one of his own before he looked up at you. “I’ll do the honor,” he said, lazy in his tone and you let him, willingly removing your hands and holding them back.
He didn’t tease them down your legs like you would’ve done. He ripped them down the length of your thighs, pulled you closer to his face with his hands on your ass and made you fall across his lap. “Can’t wait to fuck that pretty pussy. Did you plan to get fucked tonight? Why else would you wear this skimpy shit, hm?” He referred to your undergarments, laughing at your pathetic mewl as he spanked you again, taking a hold of your bottom lip with his teeth.
He pressed your lips together for another kiss, opening his mouth and you got the hint, doing the same and letting your tongues twist around each other.
The cabin of his truck was quiet other than the wet noises your lips made and the small moans you let out, high in pitch and shaky with anticipation.
Namjoon suddenly threw you off of him, to the side and stood up himself. His pants were off much quicker than yours were, just as his buttoned shirt. Your eyes were fixed onto his face, the sinful expression he carried when he hooked his thumbs into the boxershorts he was lastly wearing. Only now, you noticed that he took off his shoes already when you were stripping down in front of his eyes.
He removed the last fabric and stroked his shaft up and down, already erect and you couldn’t help but gaze down and watch him work himself up.
“Must admit, I didn’t think I’d be fucking tonight. But with the way you’re basically throwing your little cunt at me, how could I not give in, huh?” He murmured, climbing onto the mattress and letting go of his penis. You gasped at his foul words, pushing yourself up on your elbows to reach towards Namjoon. He was almost on top of you, letting you connect your lips with his for only a short moment before he sat back on his knees.
You whined at the loss of contact, looked back down onto his erection and watched Namjoon as he unpacked the condom and rolled it onto himself. With another few glides across his shaft, he made sure the condom was on and looked back up at you, biting his lip. “You look so ready to get fucked by a stranger, what a fucking slut you are,” he groaned taking your hips and raising them, pulling you close by your thighs and spreading you over his lap.
Full view of your glistening cunt, he licked over his lips and slid his hand up your inner thigh. Without you asking, he rubbed across your clit before he pushed a single finger in, up to the last knuckle. You keened with the feeling, breath hitching but you were greedy. “More, please,” you asked with a breathy voice.
He curled his finger up before he removed it, pushing back with not two but three of his fingers and smirking up at your face. You moaned loudly, without shame and looked at Namjoon with pleading eyes. He cursed when he saw and felt you clenching around his fingers and he pumped into you a few times, before he deemed you prepped enough.
“Gonna split this tiny pussy open,” Namjoon growled, looking into your eyes. He leaned down to your face and kissed you, sloppily and trailed down to your chin, your jaw and finally your neck. He bit into your skin, sucking and you gasped his name. His distractions helped ebb the pain of his head finally entering but the more he pushed in, the bigger he seemed to get.
After half of his length sat inside of you, he paused, checking in on you and kissing you with his mouth open, tongue across yours. You moaned when you were ready, pushing against him to make him move. Without much hesitation, he first pulled back before he pumped into you with his full length. You threw your head back, clawing at his shoulders and his back, taking what he was giving you.
Namjoon pushed himself up after he thrusted into you with strong hips, taking your ankles into his hands and placing them onto his shoulders. The new winkle pushed him deeper and he came closer, pushing your legs up against you and plowing into you, ankles tight in his grip.
“Ah, Namjoon,” you moaned. “You’re so big, I’m so full!” He moaned at your hurried words, slamming his hips even harder against you. “Mmm, you’re fucking me so good.”
“Yeah? Can’t get enough of this cock? Your tiny fucking cunt can’t even take me,” he grunted, sweat gliding down his temple. His words were breathless, just like yours and he put your ankles back onto his shoulders to grip your thighs, slapping your ass and making the sensitive skin swell red. “I’m gonna fuck you so full of my cum, you’ll think of me for days.”
“I want all of you, fuck, give it to me! Give me all you got,” you held your legs close to your chest to keep yourself open, breathing heavy. “Fill this pussy, make me feel even fuller!”
Your bodies grew sweaty, loud smacking sounds filled the truck and Namjoon’s thrust grew sloppy.
“You’re such a whore, bet I could piss inside of you and you’d love it,” he seethed, gabbing one of your breasts and smacking it. “You like being slapped, slut? Want me to hit you here, too?” He asked, tapping your cheek.
“Yes! Yes, fuck, Namjoon! All of it! I want all of it!” You cursed, raising your head to look into his face as you gave him your consent.
“Fuck,” he stuttered, slowing down his thrusts to give himself a break. He gave slow but hard slams into your hips and you gasped with every single one of them. He gripped your jaw, making you look at him and closing your mouth. “Whore,” he spat, slapping your cheek and you bowed your back with pleasure.
“You have no self respect, huh? Such a dumb fucking slut. Hold still and let me piss inside of you, that’s all you’re useful for. Fuck.” His words came out slurred, pleasure taking up his features and he retreated and removed his condom, looking back at you once more, before he plowed back into you. After a few thrusts,he stilled and warmth filled you.
Your mouth fell open and your eyes rolled back from the soft feeling of his piss filling your pussy. It wasn’t much, but you felt so full and so good being used by this man.
“God, such a good brainless bitch. Letting me ruin you like this.” Both of you didn’t need much more than this, he twisted your nipple with two fingers and reached between your legs to slap your cunt, harshly rubbing your clit and pinching it. He was rough in all ways and it made pleasure zap through all your nerves before your body started shaking. Namjoon pushed into you only once more before you clamped tightly around him, cumming as hard as you never did before.
You moaned his name loudly when you came, losing the hold on your thighs and letting them droop down. Namjoon moved slowly to heighten your orgasm, letting you come down before he quickened his movements once more, pulling out and jerking off with a rushed hand. He positioned his head on your clit and let his cum spurt onto your cunt, across your lower belly. He milked out the last drop of his sperm before he slumped down onto the mattress next to you.
Both of you needed to catch your breaths, chests raising with big intakes of air and a tear slipped down your cheek. “Fuck, that was so good.” You murmured into the air.
Namjoon groaned, “your cunt is a gift.”
At his comment you chuckled a bit, starting to get up and looking around the truck. You cringed at the feeling of his urine slowly dripping out of you. “Do you have tissues or something? Need to wipe your cum off.”
He sat up himself and moved your face to look at him. “No,” he said. Before you could retaliate, he scooted across the mattress and picked your slip up, “sluts like you don’t get to clean up. Get dressed,” Namjoon smirked, but you knew he was serious. Your stomach swirled with arousal at his assertiveness and you nodded, gulping.
He helped you get dressed when he noticed you legs shaking, laughing once you were done and laying flat on his bed. Namjoon got dressed himself and then opened the door, all the cold air immediately rushing into the stuffy room.
He jumped down onto the floor and looked up at where you still sat on his bed. “Gotta change a tire now,” Namjoon said with a wink.
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Undeniable Miracle 2: Stranded
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I’m participating in the 12 days of Christmas hosted by  @leelee10898 and @emichelle . Thank you so much  💕 💕
Synopsis: Alexis decides to leave Cordonia on Christmas Eve, but she has a car accident in the middle of the woods during a snow storm.
A/N: This AU takes place during Liam’s and Madeleine’s Engagement Tour.
A/N 2: Some vocabulary for the Spanish words.
A/N 3: I’m using the prompt: “If you’re so cold, why didn’t you say something? Come here.” requested by @mskaneko​ 
Fonda: Small Mexican restaurant.
Romeritos:  Tender sprigs of seepweed  which are boiled and served in a mole sauce seasoned with shrimp jerky blended into the mix. Typical additional ingredients include boiled potatoes, nopales and shrimp. They are usually served with bread slices and in tacos
Ensalada de manzana: combination of lettuce, beets, apple, and peanuts in a light orange vinaigrette
Bacalao:  Cod fish prepped with sautee onion, garlic, tomatoes and olives.
Pozole: Tradition Mexican soup made with Hominy, pork and peppers.
Villancicos: Traditional Christmas songs.
Warnings: I can’t think of anything for this chapter but there will be NSFW in future chapters. All my fics are for 18+ ONLY.
Words: 2718
Disclaimer: Characters and settings belong to Pixelberry.
@burnsoslow Thank you so much for beta read and for your encouragement. I love you and appreciate you so much.
The edit of the mood board is the work of beautiful @mskanekoI was dying to use it. I love youuu
When he sees I don't respond, he opens my door. "O'Brien? Are you okay?"
I blink, incapable of forming a coherent sentence. 
"Did you hit your head? You seem lost." Drake kneels in front of me.
Finally, I react. "What are you doing here?" 
"Hello to you too. I asked if you were okay."
"I'm fine. I need to call a tow truck."
"Yeah, right. There are no tow trucks in storms like this, O'Brien." He sighs and asks me to open the car's hood so he can check the engine. Five minutes later, he comes back, and I read his expression. The car is not going anywhere.  
"Sorry, O'Brien, but this car is not going to work for now, and the storm is getting worse. You're going to have to come with me."
I scoff. Drake is insane if he thinks I'll go anywhere with him. I've spent the last two months trying to forget everything about him; I don't need this right now. 
 "I'm sure I can find a way to get to Lythikos by myself."
"Shit, you're so damn stubborn, O'Brien. You aren't anywhere near there. It's about 50 miles away. I guess if your car had kept going about 50 miles through the woods, you might have landed there. Is that what you were trying to do?"
"Bite me, Drake."
"Wow, you really should do something about that attitude of yours." The asshole actually smirked. "I have a cabin a few miles up the road. We can go there and wait out the storm. My truck is parked on the road. I pulled over when I saw the car spinning."
"I'll wait here." 
"You'll wait for what? To freeze to death? Don't be ridiculous; you're coming with me."
I shake my head stubbornly. "I think freezing to death is preferable to going with you. Thank you very much." 
"You don't have much of a choice, O'Brien. I can't fuckin' leave you here. My cell phone doesn't work here, and I'm assuming yours doesn't either or else you'd be on it right now. They're expecting two feet of snow or more. So, I'm sorry if you're pissed at me or whatever, I'm not leaving you here."
I'm well aware that I'm behaving like a petulant, spoiled child, but my wish to make him as angry as I am overcomes all logical thinking. “As I said, I’m not going.”
 "I'm going to have to carry you to my truck then." 
"Carry me? No way. You are not touching me." I grab my phone again, begging my Abuela to send me just a little bit of phone service so I can call Max. 
"Either you get out of that by yourself, or I carry you. You have exactly 30 seconds to decide."
I shut my door and raise my phone, trying to get some signal. Suddenly, Drake opens the door, reaches into the car, and has me scooped up without effort into his arms before I can even protest. I barely have time to grab my purse. 
"Enough of your bullshit. Done," he states, then kicks my door shut and starts to walk up the snowy hill. 
I have no choice but to put my arms around his neck. "Let me go this second Walker!"
Drake stares at me and gently shoves a strand of hair off my face. I'm suddenly aware of how close our faces, our lips, are. Because my heart is stupid and has a mind of its own, it starts beating like crazy. Drake swallows hard, and for a second, I think he's going to kiss me; I'm almost closing my eyes when he speaks.
"Here we are." He puts me back on the ground and opens the door of his old Jeep. 
A bark coming from the backseat startles me.  
"Oh my god! He's beautiful! He looks like a wolf!"
Drake's eyes soften when he pets the animal.
"It's a Tamaskan dog." 
"Hi, boy! You're so cute!"
"He's not supposed to be cute; he's supposed to be terrifying." I turn my head, and I see he's teasing me. I shake my head and keep talking to the dog. "Don't listen to your dad, handsome; you're a cutie pie." 
"I'm not his dad. He's a damn dog, O'Brien." 
I rolled my eyes. "What's his name?" 
"Zeppelin. Get in the Jeep; I'm freezing my ass off out here."
I smirked at him. "I never realized how bossy you are." 
He shakes his head, but I catch the unwilling smile on his face. 
DRAKE
I glance to the seat next to me, still not believing that O'Brien is here, in my Jeep. I try to think of something else besides her maddening fruity scent or the curve of her neck, but I already know that my ability to function like a normal human being disappears when she's around. 
 I can't believe that I'm so fucking stupid to be still hung up on her after what happened in Ramsford. She made perfectly clear who she wanted to be with -- yet here I am, looking at her like a goddamn fool. 
We drive for a few minutes in complete silence. Suddenly a deer jumps out from the woods, right in front of the Jeep. I hear Alexis scream as I swerve, and the truck starts to slide and spin, gaining speed. In a second, I glance at her, throwing one arm across her chest to hold her against the seat when I see she doesn't have her seatbelt on. I try to regain control of the truck but it's not working. I feel the Jeep flying off the road and into the woods, crashing downhill and plowing down small trees, until it finally stops, wedged amongst a bunch of larger trees on the side of a hill. 
"Fuck!" I throw both hands against the steering wheel. "I can't fucking believe this shit!" I turn to O'Brien. "And why the fuck wasn't your seatbelt on?" 
“I thought you could drive!" She looks down at my arm, still holding her, and whispers, "Thank you." 
I rest my head against the wheel and take several deep breaths. "I'm sorry for yelling at you." My voice is level and calm, even if the thought that something could've happened to her while I was driving makes me murderous. "Are you okay?" She nods, still shaken. 
 "You okay, Zeppelin?" The dog whimpers and licks my hand. "That's a good boy. We're all okay." I try to restart the truck, but it's completely dead. I can't believe this; honestly, I just can't.
 "What are we going to do now?" O'Brien asks.
 "Well, we're out of cars, so unless you want to walk or ride the dog to my place, we're stuck here." 
She squints at me. "Sarcasm is the lowest form of wit, Walker."
"But the highest form of intelligence, O'Brien." I wink at her, and she rolls her eyes at me again. I've forgotten how much I loved teasing her. At least, I wish I had forgotten. "We're going to have to just stay put until the plow truck comes by, and we'll have to hitch a ride. Until then, we're in luck because I stopped at the grocery store on the way to the cabin. I have enough things we can eat and drink to keep us going until then. I have a big blanket in the back seat, so we should be able to stay pretty warm. It's really heavy and thick."
I saw the panic in her eyes, so I continued. "Hey, O'Brien, look at me." She raises those fucking beautiful dark eyes and meets my gaze. "I would never let anything happen to you, okay?"
She nods. "Okay. Yes, I know. I just hope we don't get hypothermia.”
"We won't, O'Brien. C'mon, I think we should both sit in the back seat, since there's a lot of room back there, and we can put the blanket over both of us. I think it will help keep us warmer."
She gives me an odd look but nods. "Right. Yes. I think it's the best idea." She climbs over the seat first, and my eyes roam over her perfect body. I suppress the urge to sink my hands in her delicious hips and sit her on my lap. I sigh and call Zeppelin to the front seat, so we have more space. 
"This is nice; it's very roomy," she says as she pulls the cover over both our legs. 
I can see that she's shivering. "If you're so cold, why didn't you say something? Come here." I put my coat on her shoulders, and she smiles at me. Fuck me if I wouldn't do almost anything for that smile. "Where were you going on Christmas Eve? I' would've thought you'd go to the Christmas ball in the palace."
She hesitates for a few seconds, but finally, she answers, "I was going to spend Christmas with Olivia in Lythikos."
I raise my brow in disbelief. "I must have a concussion, O'Brien; I just heard you were headed to Lythikos to spend Christmas with Olivia Nevrakis."  
"I know! Our friendship was … unexpected. At first, we were just trying to figure out who set us up. The whole Tariq thing that you stopped? It was a trap; someone was trying to blackmail both of us." 
I don’t want her to know that I spend every single free minute I have helping Max figure out who set her up. If I ever find the person who sent Tariq to her room that night and scared the shit out of her, I will kill him. 
"Yes, O'Brien, I knew. Liam told me."
She nodded. "Well, we're trying to get to the bottom of it together, so we've been spending a lot of late nights drinking bourbon and talking. She hides it very well under layers of sarcasm and abrasiveness, but she's extremely loyal and has a great heart. Just like you."
"If you compare me to that crazy redhead one more time, you'll be sleeping outside, O'Brien, and I can promise you, it's cold." 
She laughs. "Okay, okay, sorry. I won't do it again."  
I'm about to ask her why she's not spending Christmas with Liam, but she speaks before I can talk. "And you? What are you doing here?"
"I moved to a town close to Lythikos a month ago. I'm opening a veterinary clinic there. This morning I went to supervise the construction site and to get some groceries for the cabin." 
She looks pensive but doesn't say anything for a while. "I hope you're happier here than you were in the palace, Drake,"she finally says, so softly that I almost miss it. 
I take a deep breath because I can't tell her the truth. I can't tell her that I can't be happy now, not after her. When I kissed her that night, I lost everything. She would never be mine, and after that, we couldn’t even be friends anymore.
"Thank you, O'Brien," I reply anyway because I know she's expecting some sort of answer.
 "How did you get Zeppelin?" she asks as she pets my dog, and I swear the traitor's mouth curls up into a little doggy smile. 
"I was running some errands for the clinic when I saw him tied up outside. I came back a few weeks later on a sunny day, and this poor dog is just tied up to a fence on the side of the building with no shade or anything, and I don't even see a water dish or food. So I park my car and check on him, and he's all happy to have someone pet him, tail wagging like mad. There was an old food dish off to the side, but it was empty, and a dish with some dirty water. I went to my house and grabbed some of the toys and food I'd bought for the clinic. I also gave him some water, and he drank three fucking bowls. I felt terrible leaving him. I just had this bad gut feeling, you know?" She nods with misty eyes. "Anyway, I had to go back to Cordonia city after I gave the dog the stuff. To be honest, I kind of forgot about him. But when I came back, O'Brien, it was awful. I honestly think the last time he ate was the food I'd given him. He was nothing but skin and bones, too weak even to stand up. He was just lying there in the dirt with flies buzzing all around him. But when I kneeled in front of him, his little tail wagged a tiny bit. I think he remembered me." 
Tears spring into her eyes. "My God, Drake, what happened?" 
I see how affected she is, so I reach her hand and squeeze it. "An old man came out of the little building and started yelling at me to get off his property. There was just no fucking way I was going to leave him there. I told him that if I ever saw a dog or any other animal on his property ever again, I would fucking kill him. The douchebag just ran back to the house. I took the dog to my cabin. He was dehydrated and almost starved to death, had two ear infections, worms — you name it. We've been together ever since." Zeppelin looks up as if he knows we're talking about him. 
She wipes a tear and caresses Zeppelin's ear. "You named him?"
I shrug. "Best band ever." 
"Ha! You're so predictable, Walker."
 "How do you know my last name? I never gave it to you." 
"I asked Maxwell at the coronation. Why? You don't like it when I call you that? Turnabout's fair play, Walker." She bits her bottom lip; I look away before the impulse to kiss her becomes unbearable, and I do something stupid. Again.  
"Nah, I like it, O'Brien. Calling each other by our last names will be our thing." 
She sighs, not talking for a while. "What is it, O'Brien? I can almost see the wheels turning in your head."
"We're going to spend Christmas Eve here, stranded in the middle of nowhere."
"I know; I'm sorry, O’Brien. Do you usually do something special?"
She looks up to me with so much vulnerability in her pretty face, I find it hard to breathe. I instinctively come close to her because I hate that look in her eyes; I hate even more that I was the one who put put it there with my fucking dumb question. Her mom and grandma are dead; of course it's a sad subject.
 "Not in a long time. It was one of the holidays my mom, my Abuelita and I celebrated together. We didn't really do Halloween because my mom's Fonda was so busy preparing for Dia de Muertos. The day of the dead," she explains.
 "I know, O'Brien. You made me watch Coco with you and Maxwell in Applewood." I can't help but smile at the memory. She forced us to watch the damn movie in Spanish only to hit "pause" at every single scene to translate it and explain the traditions.
 "Well, Coco had it right! They really respected our traditions!" she replied, her eyes shining as they always did when she was excited. "Anyway, my mom worked for most holidays, and I was forced to spend Thanksgiving with my dad, his crazy wife, and her creepy son. So, Christmas was the best. Especially Nochebuena, Christmas Eve. We had this huge dinner where all our neighbors came to the house and brought Mexican dishes. We had everything; bacalao, romeritos, ensalada de manzana, and the best pozole in Brooklyn. We sang villancicos, had a piñata. The whole thing. My abuela took the holidays seriously," she says with a sad smile. 
I might be a fucking fool, but I can't stand seeing her this sad. And, suddenly, I know what to do. "We might not be able to have a traditional Mexican Nochebona ..."
She giggles. "No-che-bue-na, Drake."  
I think I could spend the rest of my life here listening to her speaking Spanish.“Yeah, that.” I watch through the window and when I see that the storm has calmed, I say, “I have an idea; just wait here." 
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artificialqueens · 3 years
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Love is a Dog From Hell, 1/5 (Rosnali) - Mattels
is it really that complicated that denali wants to be the best? all signs from the figure-skating gods seem to point to yes. (especially with her decidedly adult and mature hatred of coach rosé, who keeps wearing those god awful skin-tight ski-pants.)
aka denali’s a figure skating coach, rosé’s a ski coach; the rest is history
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29861322/chapters/73479360
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November is sacred to Denali.
Although she’s a full-time figure-skating coach year round, boasting a full clientele of Olympic level students alongside a waiting list that seems to be growing by the year, November always manages to remind her why she started teaching to begin with.
Bonneville Academy, despite Denali considering its title of ‘academy’ being a stretch, has managed to wedge itself into her life, year after year. She spends six months of her year in Chicago, teaching private lessons to overenthusiastic and grossly rich teenagers, but from November through to April, she spends in Utah, working with the students to tighten their quadruple lutzes and receiving a paycheck that leaves her feeling pretty comfortable until the next November.
Although the school is technically a legitimate boarding school, offering fairly okay-quality education alongside the best training in the country all year, a lot of the students only attend for the ski season, unable or unwilling to fund a whole year.
Or maybe, Denali considers with a smile, nobody wants to live in the middle of nowhere, locked away in the mountains like a fucking yeti.
Michelle Visage, school director, emails Denali every year about working for them full-time, but every year Denali finds herself unable to leave Chicago behind. She loves her cozy city life, thank you very much. Living alone in her uptown apartment has yet to be beaten, even with the promise of the best skating facilities money can buy.
Half of the kids who attend don’t even realise how lucky they are, she finds herself thinking as her rental car starts the ascent to the school. It’s a long drive, the journey from Salt Lake to Bonneville is deliberately out of most peoples’ way, ensuring the cleanest snow and freshest powder for its plethora of skiers and snowboarders. She’d definitely have killed for something like this when she was still training.
The school is specialised, known for its premium winter sports programme raved about by former Olympians and their coaches. Everything is fully equipped, facilities and machines inside the camp always sparkling new and top of the line; huge dance studios with scary Russian ballet teachers to help her skaters achieve their best on the ice; big gyms and personal trainers; meals specially catered and designed to build muscle and strengthen bones.
It’s also really fucking expensive; Denali sees the checks on Michelle’s desk with their seemingly endless zeroes, given by mothers determined to boast that their little Sally went to Bonneville! But the elusive RuPaul, who Denali knows funds the school, but has never seen or heard much about, hands out plenty of scholarships to kids she deems talented and hard-working enough to thrive.
Denali’s car turns the corner, giving her a view of Bonneville’s ski slopes. She spots a couple of instructors already at the top of the chairlifts, riding down the mountain in neat lines as they enjoy the start of what’s looking to be a beautiful season. It’s still early, but it’s snowing heavily, Denali’s windscreen wipers working hard to keep the snowflakes off her windscreen.
As Denali pulls up to their entrance, she spots a couple of other employees hanging around outside, boisterous laughter coming from their conversations. They’re all old-timers, Denali is sure one or two of them have worked at the school since its opening in the late nineties.
She immediately spots the inky black mullet that belongs to Mik, one of the snowboarding coaches for the younger kids. She’s standing alone, narrow back pressed up against a red bricked wall as she smokes a cigarette, flicking ash off of the end into the thin layer of snow below her feet.
She gets out of her car, passing her keys over to the valet Michelle hires unnecessarily every year, always insisting, rather pointedly if you ask Denali, who seems to consistently be at the receiving end of the seemingly never-ending gripe, that she knows that someone’ll fuck up her parking arrangement, Denali.
It’s a fair point– Denali would never be bothered to follow Michelle’s colour-coordinated and meticulously planned spreadsheet, in which she’s grouped all the instructors of the same sport together in the carpark, as if it matters to anyone which spot they have.
The valet takes her bags too, which she’s perpetually grateful for; her suitcases are almost always overweight in the airport, despite taking three of her big ones with her. They’ll take them down to her room for her too, as if she’s staying in a nice hotel, not just a ridiculously boujee school.
Mik spots her, dropping the cigarette she was smoking and stubbing it against her chunky boots, jogging over to catch Denali in a tight hug. “Hey slut!”
Denali laughs, embracing her. “Nice to see you too, Mickey.”
Mik shrugs, letting her go with a smile. “You know you missed me, don’t even try it.” Denali rolls her eyes but can’t deny it, grinning when Mik wraps an arm around her shoulders.
“Denali Foxx!” Michelle greets her loudly, ticking her name off on a clipboard. “Usual room,” she says, fishing a key out of her pocket and passing it to Denali.
“Roomies!” Mik says, laughing with an eye-roll when Denali pretends to shover her fingers down her throat complete with exaggerated gagging sounds.
Denali’s always grateful to room with Mik, the rooms are a slightly awkward size– too big to stay in alone, a little too small for two people. Mik works at the school year round, and Denali knows she’s equally grateful to have someone to share with, forever complaining about how empty it feels when she’s by herself with two beds.
“Almost everyone else is already on the slopes,” Michelle notes, turning around so she can point out people on the mountain behind them. “You’ve got a couple days until the kids are allowed out, so better make the most of it.”
The school is laid out like a small village, boys on one side and girls on another, divided in almost everything except meals, which they have in the dining hall all together. The dorms are split into age, six buildings facing parallel to one another in a large U-shape, each with attached communal bathrooms and showers for the students. The buildings are all deliberately short so you can gape at Utah’s mountains practically anywhere on campus.
“I’ve been waiting for you to go out,” Mik says, grabbing Denali’s hand between her cold fingers, trying to drag her down the asphalt leading to the sports instructors’ rooming in the centre of the U.
The academics take place a couple miles down the road in a big building that actually looks like a school, which Michelle swears helps the students to stay focused, but Denali can’t say she’s totally convinced. She’s seen them get off the bus after school, racing one another to be the first in the chairlift queue.
“I really don’t want to go.” Denali whines, but lets Mik tug her down the path regardless. She’s not the best snowboarder even on her best days, and Mik always wants to take her down the especially mogul-ly runs, zipping in between trees and dodging ice patches that are still missing snow.
“Yes you do!” She says, practically skipping down the road. “There’s only a couple of us here anyways, and the kids aren’t allowed to carve up the snow yet– it’ll be fun!”
Denali rolls her eyes, with a sigh. “I’m only doing green runs!”
“Only red runs? Perfect!”
“No, fuck, come on Mik,” she huffs, her breath coming out in sharp puffs in the cold air. “I’m out of practice, this isn’t fair.”
Mik looks at her, shrugging her narrow shoulders, “how’s that my issue, gorge?”
She groans loudly as they approach the staff building, letting Mik lead the way to their room, unlocking the door with her own key.
Mik keeps their room uncharacteristically clean, especially in comparison to her wardrobe filled with clothes piled up on the bottom rather than on their hangers. Denali is pleased to see her blue suitcases on the side of the room Mik’s left for her, both her skating and snowboard boot bags by the end of her bed.
Mik talks aimlessly about the year so far as Denali changes out of her oversized shirt and equally oversized jeans combo. She rifles through her suitcases, half listening to the other girl, searching for her snow-pants and a hoodie, adhering to Mik’s advice to forgo her ski-jacket as it’s still early in the season and sunny enough, despite the snowfall.
She makes her help her lace up her boots properly, watching Mik’s skilled hands tightening them in record time. “Are you borrowing a board?” She asks.
“Mm,” Denali confirms, “are they ready?”
“You can literally borrow mine,” Mik squints up at her from her kneeling position, “we’re like, basically the same height.”
Denali scoffs at this, arching one of her dark eyebrows. “No fucking way am I borrowing one of yours, they’re all deathtraps.”
“They’re literally normal boards.”
“No, they’re all weirdly thin and flexible, I’ll literally break my neck.”
Mik frowns, “ok, first of all, rude. Second of all, I’ll have you know my boards are perfectly safe–”
“–did you or did you not snap one in half last year?”
“That was one time!”
“And that’s one time too many, doll.” Denali says, leaning down to tuck the laces into the tongue of her boot, pulling down her pants so they rest over the top. She reaches out a palm, helping Mik up from her kneeling position. “Get ready and I’ll meet you by the chairlift, okay?”
Mik rolls her eyes, reaching into Denali’s suitcase to attach her goggles to her helmet, passing it over with her gloves tucked neatly inside, as she would with her ten year-olds. Denali yells a thanks over her shoulder as she leaves, weaving her way out of their building to run down to their small ski shop.
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Humiliatingly enough, Mik makes Denali carry her snowboard with her on the chairlift, refusing to let her sit with one foot strapped in like a normal person would.
“You’re gonna knock your teeth out,” she laughs when Denali complains loudly about it. “Like fully splat, bitch.”
“I know how to ride a chairlift, thank you very much.” Denali grumbles, clutching her board tightly in her arms and sitting down. Mik reaches behind them, pulling down the safety bar, which Denali rests her feet on.
“Can’t have any casualties on day one, gorge.”
“The only casualty will be from me wringing your skinny little neck out when you push me down the mountain, you fucking bitch.” She groans, looking at the run below them.
There’s a pack of skiers weaving their way down tightly together under the poles of the lift. She can already see the deep valleys of moguls, even with her terrible eyesight. One of them looks up at their chair, waving at them with a grin.
Denali squints and she can see it’s Tayce, one of the newer instructors at the school. They had made fast friends last year, gossiping together about who hooked up with who over Thanksgiving– no, no, no, it’s clearly Brooklyn and Vanessa, they keep eyeing each other up–, which of their kids were likely to actually make the Olympic team– all of mine, thank you very much, Taycey–, who they might fuck given the chance– have you not seen A’Whora in the physio suite? I’d let her curb-stomp my neck– et cetera, et cetera.
“Everyone else is coming up tonight and tomorrow,” Mik remarks, waving over-exaggeratedly waving down to Tayce like she’s in a pantomime. “Tayce is like the only bitch I can stand here, as of currently”
“ As of currently? I’m here, as of currently! ”
“My point still stands, gorge.”
“After this run can you join up with them?” Denali groans, “Tayce’ll go super-speed with you. And she’ll let you harass her without breaking your nose.”
Mik laughs, “I don’t go that fast, bitch.”
“Have you ever seen that Disney movie Bolt ? Y’know the one with that dog who runs like, full speed of light? They could do a live-action version with you as the dog.”
“Woof!”
Denali’s face cracks into a grin as she rolls her eyes, “I’m serious! One minute you’re next to me, the next you’re–” she slides her gloved hands together in a forward motion “–zip . And then I’m the idiot who can’t get down.
“I’d never leave you!” Mik gasps, clapping a palm to her chest. “How dare you, fucking bitch.”
Denali scoffs loudly in response. Every year Mik tries to bully her into doing a couple runs together, and every year without fail Denali obliges, only to find herself stuck at the top of a mountain, Mik nowhere in sight.
“Head,” Mik announces, reminding Denali to duck her head so Mik can raise the safety bar, as they start to approach the end of the lift. Mik lines herself up to the drop-off, riding around the corner smoothly, giggling as Denali has to jog to keep up.
They both sit down to strap in, Mik tightening Denali’s bindings for her and pulling her up with a roll of her eyes.
“See you at the bottom?” Mik asks. Before Denali can answer, she’s slipped off, whooping as she hits a bump and flies upwards, grabbing the nose of her board as she hits the jump.
“So much for never leaving me, I guess,” Denali grumbles, carefully edging herself down the slopes with big sweeping S-shaped turns, she knows Mik will laugh at her about later, reminding her how her ten year-olds could easily out-board her.
Uh yeah, I’d fucking hope so, Denali thinks to herself, curving around onto the toe-edge of her board. Otherwise this’d be the biggest waste of money like, uh, ever.
The air that whips around her is cool, blowing snowflakes into her dark hair, but she doesn’t feel cold, happy in her thick sweatshirt and pants. Her feet are desperate to be unlatched from the board, feeling slightly unnatural to be locked in. She’s much more in her element spraying ice as she nails a complicated spin, she knows Mik would eat ass on.
Yeah, she thinks, fuck you and your ten year-olds, Mickey.
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“Michelle’s put the board up,” Tayce says in the late afternoon, sticking her head around Denali and Mik’s door propped open by a snowboard boot.
Denali looks up from the book she’s reading, comfortably curled up on her bed with her mandatory evening uniform of thick fluffy socks and sweats on. Mik, on the other hand, is still in her lycra leggings and hoodie, having made no effort to change since coming back, much to Denali’s disgust.
“Well?” Tayce asks in annoyance, cocking her hip, “you coming or what?”
Mik groans, rolling off of her bed and moving to stand next to Tayce in their doorway, bare feet on the cold linoleum. Denali carefully places her bookmark in her book, grabbing a pair of Nike slides– sponsored, thank you very much– and begrudgingly walking down the corridor to their big common room.
The Board– with an optional trademarked symbol from Mik– as it’s been aptly dubbed, is a large whiteboard divided neatly (by the increasingly anal Michelle) into a leaderboard. The top ten coaches are listed top to bottom, ordering the number of world title holders they’ve coached at Bonneville, bonus points being allotted to those whose kids win gold, and double points if the title being held was Olympian.
Michelle says it builds healthy competition. Denali says it builds a desire to Tonya Harding every other bitch in this place. Tomayto, tomahto.
Denali hadn’t even been on The Board, until she had returned three seasons ago with the last World Skating Championships under her belt, managing to land three podium spots. She proudly boasted for months to anyone that looked like they might listen that her girls had swept the categories, winning medals across the ladies’ single event, ice dance and pair skating.
Despite her allure of confidence, she knows she only made it up there because Michelle insists on starting fresh each year. She tries to tell them that she’s giving the new coaches a chance, but everyone knows it’s to keep egos in check.
Egos like mother-fucking Rosé McCorkell’s, who’s placed first on The Board two years running.
First as in one spot ahead of Denali’s second, first. First as in gloating in Denali’s face every opportunity she gets (and rest be assured, every opportunity means every opportunity ), first. First as in deliberately sabotaging Denali’s skaters, first– well, at least in Denali’s eyes.
Okay, whatever, yes it could have been a coincidence that one of her front runners’ sole came unglued from the attached blade on the morning of Nationals a year ago. And yeah, sure, maybe Rosé was like, several states away from the incident. And okay, yes, she still came in first after the whole thing, so it’s not it even really mattered after all. But Denali just knows Rosé had something to do with it, that bitch.
“Who’s on top of the pyramid this year?” Mik sing-songs when they approach The Board. Denali instinctively works her way through their photos from the bottom to the top, clapping Tayce lightly on the back when she sees her smack-dab in the centre.
She isn’t nervous; she knows she did well this year, the girls she had coached in the previous season competing in nationally-recognised competitions, pictures of them grinning up on their podiums, flowers in sequinned arms, emailed to her and the school. And it’s not even like it matters.
Her photo stands in line with another, both placed side-by-side at the top of the leaderboard. She can hear Mik mumble an oh shit, with a laugh as she realises that Denali is tied with Rosé at the top.
Okay, so maybe it matters a little bit.
Rosé’s photo looks down at her. She’s wearing her obnoxious signature pink ski jacket, her name embroidered into it in a sparkly silver thread. Her equally obnoxiouly signature curly pink hair has been tied up in a messy ponytail, and she stares at Denali with a big fucking grin on her face.
Denali wants to rip down the laminated photo, putting it into a paper shredder and watch as Rosé’s dumb face gets torn into ribbons.
“Healthy competition huh?” Tayce remarks, wrapping a long arm around Denali’s shoulders. “The cheek, the nerve, the audacity and the gumption, mama.”
“You have got to be fucking kidding me.” A voice groans, Denali turns around and is met by the woman of the hour. Rosé looks her up and down, irritation flickering in her green eyes. “Stepping your shit up, this season ice princess?”
Denali arches an eyebrow in response. “Evidently, McCorkell.”
Rosé smiles at her, all pearly white teeth Denali is pretty sure are veneers– well, at least that’s the rumour she and Tayce started last year as a laugh.
All of a sudden, she feels like a shark’s prey, a minnow trapped inside the great white’s tank. Rosé doesn’t have to say anything for Denali to know that she’s going to be in for a tough season.
Better get that hammer ready, she thinks to herself, I am not the Nancy Kerrigan of this competition, bitch.
tags: rosé, denali foxx, gottmik, rosnali, rivals to lovers, coach au, figure skating au, skiing au, lesbian au, love is a dog from hell, mattels
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November is sacred to Denali.
Although she’s a full-time figure-skating coach year round, boasting a full clientele of Olympic level students alongside a waiting list that seems to be growing by the year, November always manages to remind her why she started teaching to begin with.
Bonneville Academy, despite Denali considering its title of ‘academy’ being a stretch, has managed to wedge itself into her life, year after year. She spends six months of her year in Chicago, teaching private lessons to overenthusiastic and grossly rich teenagers, but from November through to April, she spends in Utah, working with the students to tighten their quadruple lutzes and receiving a paycheck that leaves her feeling pretty comfortable until the next November.
Although the school is technically a legitimate boarding school, offering fairly okay-quality education alongside the best training in the country all year, a lot of the students only attend for the ski season, unable or unwilling to fund a whole year.
Or maybe, Denali considers with a smile, nobody wants to live in the middle of nowhere, locked away in the mountains like a fucking yeti.
Michelle Visage, school director, emails Denali every year about working for them full-time, but every year Denali finds herself unable to leave Chicago behind. She loves her cozy city life, thank you very much. Living alone in her uptown apartment has yet to be beaten, even with the promise of the best skating facilities money can buy.
Half of the kids who attend don’t even realise how lucky they are, she finds herself thinking as her rental car starts the ascent to the school. It’s a long drive, the journey from Salt Lake to Bonneville is deliberately out of most peoples’ way, ensuring the cleanest snow and freshest powder for its plethora of skiers and snowboarders. She’d definitely have killed for something like this when she was still training.
The school is specialised, known for its premium winter sports programme raved about by former Olympians and their coaches. Everything is fully equipped, facilities and machines inside the camp always sparkling new and top of the line; huge dance studios with scary Russian ballet teachers to help her skaters achieve their best on the ice; big gyms and personal trainers; meals specially catered and designed to build muscle and strengthen bones.
It’s also really fucking expensive; Denali sees the checks on Michelle’s desk with their seemingly endless zeroes, given by mothers determined to boast that their little Sally went to Bonneville! But the elusive RuPaul, who Denali knows funds the school, but has never seen or heard much about, hands out plenty of scholarships to kids she deems talented and hard-working enough to thrive.
Denali’s car turns the corner, giving her a view of Bonneville’s ski slopes. She spots a couple of instructors already at the top of the chairlifts, riding down the mountain in neat lines as they enjoy the start of what’s looking to be a beautiful season. It’s still early, but it’s snowing heavily, Denali’s windscreen wipers working hard to keep the snowflakes off her windscreen.
As Denali pulls up to their entrance, she spots a couple of other employees hanging around outside, boisterous laughter coming from their conversations. They’re all old-timers, Denali is sure one or two of them have worked at the school since its opening in the late nineties.
She immediately spots the inky black mullet that belongs to Mik, one of the snowboarding coaches for the younger kids. She’s standing alone, narrow back pressed up against a red bricked wall as she smokes a cigarette, flicking ash off of the end into the thin layer of snow below her feet.
She gets out of her car, passing her keys over to the valet Michelle hires unnecessarily every year, always insisting, rather pointedly if you ask Denali, who seems to consistently be at the receiving end of the seemingly never-ending gripe, that she knows that someone’ll fuck up her parking arrangement, Denali.
It’s a fair point– Denali would never be bothered to follow Michelle’s colour-coordinated and meticulously planned spreadsheet, in which she’s grouped all the instructors of the same sport together in the carpark, as if it matters to anyone which spot they have.
The valet takes her bags too, which she’s perpetually grateful for; her suitcases are almost always overweight in the airport, despite taking three of her big ones with her. They’ll take them down to her room for her too, as if she’s staying in a nice hotel, not just a ridiculously boujee school.
Mik spots her, dropping the cigarette she was smoking and stubbing it against her chunky boots, jogging over to catch Denali in a tight hug. “Hey slut!”
Denali laughs, embracing her. “Nice to see you too, Mickey.”
Mik shrugs, letting her go with a smile. “You know you missed me, don’t even try it.” Denali rolls her eyes but can’t deny it, grinning when Mik wraps an arm around her shoulders.
“Denali Foxx!” Michelle greets her loudly, ticking her name off on a clipboard. “Usual room,” she says, fishing a key out of her pocket and passing it to Denali.
“Roomies!” Mik says, laughing with an eye-roll when Denali pretends to shover her fingers down her throat complete with exaggerated gagging sounds.
Denali’s always grateful to room with Mik, the rooms are a slightly awkward size– too big to stay in alone, a little too small for two people. Mik works at the school year round, and Denali knows she’s equally grateful to have someone to share with, forever complaining about how empty it feels when she’s by herself with two beds.
“Almost everyone else is already on the slopes,” Michelle notes, turning around so she can point out people on the mountain behind them. “You’ve got a couple days until the kids are allowed out, so better make the most of it.”
The school is laid out like a small village, boys on one side and girls on another, divided in almost everything except meals, which they have in the dining hall all together. The dorms are split into age, six buildings facing parallel to one another in a large U-shape, each with attached communal bathrooms and showers for the students. The buildings are all deliberately short so you can gape at Utah’s mountains practically anywhere on campus.
“I’ve been waiting for you to go out,” Mik says, grabbing Denali’s hand between her cold fingers, trying to drag her down the asphalt leading to the sports instructors’ rooming in the centre of the U.
The academics take place a couple miles down the road in a big building that actually looks like a school, which Michelle swears helps the students to stay focused, but Denali can’t say she’s totally convinced. She’s seen them get off the bus after school, racing one another to be the first in the chairlift que.
“I really don’t want to go.” Denali whines, but lets Mik tug her down the path regardless. She’s not the best snowboarder even on her best days, and Mik always wants to take her down the especially mogul-ly runs, zipping in between trees and dodging ice patches that are still missing snow.
“Yes you do!” She says, practically skipping down the road. “There’s only a couple of us here anyways, and the kids aren’t allowed to carve up the snow yet– it’ll be fun!”
Denali rolls her eyes, with a sigh. “I’m only doing green runs!”
“Only red runs? Perfect!”
“No, fuck, come on Mik,” she huffs, her breath coming out in sharp puffs in the cold air. “I’m out of practice, this isn’t fair.”
Mik looks at her, shrugging her narrow shoulders, “how’s that my issue, gorge?”
She groans loudly as they approach the staff building, letting Mik lead the way to their room, unlocking the door with her own key.
Mik keeps their room uncharacteristically clean, especially in comparison to her wardrobe filled with clothes piled up on the bottom rather than on their hangers. Denali is pleased to see her blue suitcases on the side of the room Mik’s left for her, both her skating and snowboard boot bags by the end of her bed.
Mik talks aimlessly about the year so far as Denali changes out of her oversized shirt and equally oversized jeans combo. She rifles through her suitcases, half listening to the other girl, searching for her snow-pants and a hoodie, adhering to Mik’s advice to forgo her ski-jacket as it’s still early in the season and sunny enough, despite the snowfall.
She makes her help her lace up her boots properly, watching Mik’s skilled hands tightening them in record time. “Are you borrowing a board?” She asks.
“Mm,” Denali confirms, “are they ready?”
“You can literally borrow mine,” Mik squints up at her from her kneeling position, “we’re like, basically the same height.”
Denali scoffs at this, arching one of her dark eyebrows. “No fucking way am I borrowing one of yours, they’re all deathtraps.”
“They’re literally normal boards.”
“No, they’re all weirdly thin and flexible, I’ll literally break my neck.”
Mik frowns, “ok, first of all, rude. Second of all, I’ll have you know my boards are perfectly safe–”
“–didn’t you snap one in half last year?”
“That was one time!”
“And that’s one time too many, doll.” Denali says, leaning down to tuck the laces into the tongue of her boot, pulling down her pants so they rest over the top. She reaches out a palm, helping Mik up from her kneeling position. “Get ready and I’ll meet you by the chairlift, okay?”
Mik rolls her eyes, reaching into Denali’s suitcase to attach her goggles to her helmet, passing it over with her gloves tucked neatly inside, as she would with her ten year-olds. Denali yells a thanks over her shoulder as she leaves, weaving her way out of their building to run down to their small ski shop.
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Humiliatingly enough, Mik makes Denali carry her snowboard with her on the chairlift, refusing to let her sit with one foot strapped in like a normal person would.
“You’re gonna knock your teeth out,” she laughs when Denali complains loudly about it. “Like fully, splat, bitch.”
“I know how to ride a chairlift, thank you very much.” Denali grumbles, clutching her board tightly in her arms and sitting down. Mik reaches behind them, pulling down the safety bar, which Denali rests her feet on.
“Can’t have any casualties on day one, gorge.”
“The only casualty will be from me wringing your skinny little neck out when you push me down the mountain, you fucking bitch.” She groans, looking at the run below them.
There’s a pack of skiers weaving their way down tightly together under the poles of the lift. She can already see the deep valleys of moguls, even with her terrible eyesight. One of them looks up at their chair, waving at them with a grin.
Denali squints and she can see it’s Tayce, one of the newer instructors at the school. They had made fast friends last year, gossiping together about who hooked up with who over Thanksgiving– no, no, no, it’s clearly Brooklyn and Vanessa, they keep eyeing each other up–, which of their kids were likely to actually make the Olympic team– all of mine, thank you very much, Taycey–, who they might fuck given the chance– have you not seen A’Whora in the physio suite? I’d let her curb-stomp my neck– et cetera, et cetera.
“Everyone else is coming up tonight and tomorrow,” Mik remarks, waving over-exaggeratedly waving down to Tayce like she’s in a pantomime. “Tayce is like the only bitch I can stand here, as of currently”
“As of currently? I’m here, as of currently!”
“My point still stands, gorge.”
“After this run can you join up with them?” Denali groans, “Tayce’ll go super-speed with you. And she’ll let you harass her without breaking your nose.”
Mik laughs, “I don’t go that fast, bitch.”
“Have you ever seen that Disney movie Bolt? Y’know the one with that dog who runs like, full speed of light? They could do a live-action version with you as the dog.”
“Woof!”
Denali’s face cracks into a grin as she rolls her eyes, “I’m serious! One minute you’re next to me, the next you’re–” she slides her gloved hands together in a forward motion “–zip. And then I’m the idiot who can’t get down.
“I’d never leave you!” Mik gasps, clapping a palm to her chest. “How dare you, fucking bitch.”
Denali scoffs loudly in response. Every year Mik tries to bully her into doing a couple runs together, and every year without fail Denali obliges, only to find herself stuck at the top of a mountain, Mik nowhere in sight.
“Head,” Mik announces, reminding Denali to duck her head so Mik can raise the safety bar, as they start to approach the end of the lift. Mik lines herself up to the drop-off, riding around the corner smoothly, giggling as Denali has to jog to keep up.
They both sit down to strap in, Mik tightening Denali’s bindings for her and pulling her up with a roll of her eyes.
“See you at the bottom?” Mik asks. Before Denali can answer, she’s slipped off, whooping as she hits a bump and flies upwards, grabbing the nose of her board as she hits the jump.
“So much for never leaving me, I guess,” Denali grumbles, carefully edging herself down the slopes with big sweeping S-shaped turns, she knows Mik will laugh at her about later, reminding her how her ten year-olds could easily out-board her.
Uh yeah, I’d fucking hope so, Denali thinks to herself, curving around onto the toe-edge of her board. Otherwise this’d be the biggest waste of money like, uh, ever.
The air that whips around her is cool, blowing snowflakes into her dark hair, but she doesn’t feel cold, happy in her thick sweatshirt and pants. Her feet are desperate to be unlatched from the board, feeling slightly unnatural to be locked in. She’s much more in her element spraying ice as she nails a complicated spin, she knows Mik would eat ass on.
Yeah, she thinks, fuck you and your ten year-olds, Mickey.
☆☆☆☆☆
“Michelle’s put the board up,” Tayce says in the late afternoon, sticking her head around Denali and Mik’s door propped open by a snowboard boot.
Denali looks up from the book she’s reading, comfortably curled up on her bed with her mandatory evening uniform of thick fluffy socks and sweats on. Mik, on the other hand, is still in her lycra leggings and hoodie, having made no effort to change since coming back, much to Denali’s disgust.
“Well?” Tayce asks in annoyance, cocking her hip, “you coming or what?”
Mik groans, rolling off of her bed and moving to stand next to Tayce in their doorway, bare feet on the cold linoleum. Denali carefully places her bookmark in her book, grabbing a pair of Nike slides– sponsored, thank you very much– and begrudgingly walking down the corridor to their big common room.
The Board– with an optional trademarked symbol from Mik– as it’s been aptly dubbed, is a large whiteboard divided neatly (by the increasingly anal Michelle) into a leaderboard. The top ten coaches are listed top to bottom, ordering the number of world title holders they’ve coached at Bonneville, bonus points being allotted to those whose kids win gold, and double points if the title being held was Olympian.
Michelle says it builds healthy competition. Denali says it builds a desire to Tonya Harding every other bitch in this place. Tomayto, tomahto.
Denali hadn’t even been on The Board, until she had returned three seasons ago with the last World Skating Championships under her belt, managing to land three podium spots. She proudly boasted for months to anyone that looked like they might listen that her girls had swept the categories, winning medals across the ladies’ single event, ice dance and pair skating.
Despite her allure of confidence, she knows she only made it up there because Michelle insists on starting fresh each year. She tries to tell them that she’s giving the new coaches a chance, but everyone knows it’s to keep egos in check.
Egos like mother-fucking Rosé McCorkell’s, who’s placed first on the board two years running.
First as in one spot ahead of Denali’s second, first. First as in gloating in Denali’s face every opportunity she gets (and rest be assured, every opportunity means every opportunity), first. First as in deliberately sabotaging Denali’s skaters, first– well, at least in Denali’s eyes.
Okay, whatever, yes it could have been a coincidence that one of her front runners’ sole came unglued from the attached blade on the morning of Nationals a year ago. And yeah, sure, maybe Rosé was like, several states away from the incident. And okay, yes, she still came in first after the whole thing, so it’s not it even really mattered after all. But Denali just knows Rosé had something to do with it, that bitch.
“Who’s on top of the pyramid this year?” Mik sing-songs when they approach The Board. Denali instinctively works her way through their photos from the bottom to the top, clapping Tayce lightly on the back when she sees her smack-dab in the centre.
She isn’t nervous; she knows she did well this year, the girls she had coached in the previous season competing in nationally-recognised competitions, pictures of them grinning up on their podiums, flowers in sequinned arms, emailed to her and the school. And it’s not even like it matters.
Her photo stands in line with another, both at the top of the leaderboard. She can hear Mik mumble an oh shit, with a laugh as she realises that Denali is tied with Rosé at the top.
Okay, so maybe it matters a little bit.
Rosé’s photo looks down at her. She’s wearing her obnoxious signature pink ski jacket, her name embroidered into it in a sparkly silver thread. Her equally obnoxiouly signature curly pink hair has been tied up in a messy ponytail, and she stares at Denali with a big fucking grin on her face.
Denali wants to rip down the laminated photo, putting it into a paper shredder and watch as Rosé’s dumb face gets torn into ribbons.
“Healthy competition huh?” Tayce remarks, wrapping a long arm around Denali’s shoulders. “The cheek, the nerve, the audacity and the gumption, mama.”
“You have got to be fucking kidding me.” A voice groans, Denali turns around and is met by the woman of the hour. Rosé looks her up and down, irritation flickering in her green eyes. “Stepping your shit up, this season ice princess?”
Denali arches an eyebrow in response. “Evidently, McCorkell.”
Rosé smiles at her, all pearly white teeth Denali is pretty sure are veneers– well, at least that’s the rumour she and Tayce started last year as a laugh.
All of a sudden, she feels like a shark’s prey, a minnow trapped inside the great white’s tank. Rosé doesn’t have to say anything for Denali to know that she’s going to be in for a tough season.
Better get that hammer ready, she thinks to herself, I am not the Nancy Kerrigan of this competition, bitch.
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I'm now cursed with this image: Itty bitty cameraman falling ill with fever and feeling unwell all day after a freak accident at a film studio. He's so out of it that Miss Twisted and Brute get legitimately concerned and confine him to a bed all day before he hurts himself. Come nightfall he still doesn't feel well so the others go call a doctor and maybe find a safe way to bring down his fever. While they're out of the room Cameraman goes through a transformation scene straight out of an american werewolf in london, and turns into a mindless towering projector monster. He smashes through a window and escapes into the city to cause chaos, much to the shock and confusion of his two roomies who just thought he had the flu.
I read this thinking ‘damn I should write something about this’ and I couldn’t help myself:
At first, Cameraman’s behavior when he got back was nothing too out of the ordinary. It was normal for the film critic criminal to sulk over a failed plan (and maybe take a drink or two before returning).
Especially when said plan involved a film studio that had, in his words; “Not only made and reinforced terrible stereotypes but had also spat in the very eyes of the art of movie making and kicked it in the shins repeatedly by only hashing out the exact same sloppily made horror flick every year and slapping ‘remastered’ or some other trash like that on the title.”
At first, the other members of the Society for the Shellacking of Souper Boris were fine with letting him sulk in his workshop for most of the day while planning on doing something to cheer him up later, but usually, even when it gets bad, these sulk fests never included coughing fits.
“ARGH!” The camera-headed crook crumpled up the blueprints for his failed machine and threw them in the trash so hard that it knocked the can over, spilling the contents all over the floor of his workshop area. “S-stupid ‘Maze of the heart ripper’ series, stupid Olden Arch Studios, stupid- *HAAAAACKK!* *COUGH!* *CoUgH!* *cOUgh!* *COugH!* *COUGH!* *COUGH!*”
“Brute brought back fire fuel! Missy and I wanted to- CAMERAMAN?!”
The Brute walked into the scene of Cameraman coughing so hard that he was flopping around on the trashy floor as if he were a live fish on a hot pan. The large wolf imminently dropped the stack of the ‘maze of the heart ripper’ movie reels (that were stolen of course, the three wouldn’t dare give a single penny of support to THOSE types of movies.) and rushed over to help his friend up.
“...Cameraman okay?”
“Ự̺̺̞U̼̮͓̪u̺̪̰u̘͚̺̗̟̻̰u̦̪̪̘̰ͅuuU̷͍̠̲̰̰̪̩U̧̬͓͇Ù̼̺͈̠͇͓̩u҉͓̩̳u̻̩̰̟̮͉̲ų̹̖̫̜̜̤g̞͈̗̼̟̞͖͝g̤̯G̷̻͎̣̙g̝̘̗̫̺͘g̞͓̱̲̖̞ͅG̵̘̦̩͇̗̱G̛͓̠͔̱̳̯g͉͍͖̖̥ͅh͔̲̬̗͇̮̟̀ẖ̡͖̱h̼̬̖͕h͎H̭̬͍͓̭̣̳H̹͍̳͍͓H̟̪̪H͖̜̗̱́h̭h̹͔̤͓h̘͍̪̤.̣̹͖̖͍.͚̳͈̗̞.̖̫̘͜”
The toon swayed and staggered as he clutched onto his wolf roommate’s paw.
“I-I͢'͞ve͡ *COugh!* ̸ńev҉e̵r fe̷lt ̕bette̡r͏!͟ In fact, I’m not going to let that sorry excuse for a horror move studio let it see another moment’s worth of peace! All I need is to make a few adjustments to the blueprints and- HE-H-HEY! Brute! put me down!”
The Brute shook his head as he carried Cameraman out of his workshop and up to his room.
“Cameraman sick and needs rest, not vengeance.”
“But I’m *HAACCKK!!* *COUGH!* fine!” Cameraman fruitlessly struggled against the wolf’s grip. “It’s just some dust! I probably got some caught when the studio partly collapsed.”
“Then why leaking black fluid out speaker? And why head feel like hot stove?”
“Okay, so maybe I am *COUGH!* a little bit overheated, but not by much! They’re already weakened, I did make *HAAACK* a dent in their precious studio but if I really want *REICH!* to do some damage, then I need to get back there and *COugh!* *COUgh!* *coUGH!*”
“Cameraman flopped on floor like dying trout, and is still flopping now. Me think it bad idea to let you wreak havoc right now. Go sleep.”
The demoness sprang down from the ceiling with a mildly annoyed but quizzical expression on her face.
“What’s with all the racket you two? I could hear you all the way from the roof!”
“Cameraman has flu and needs sleep.”
The giant wolf calmly remarked before readjusting his cargo while giving a suspicious look to the fresh stain on his fur, a stain that smelled kinda like some weird type of ink to him, or oil? He was not an expert on the strange smells that emanate from mysterious dark liquids that started oozing out of his friends.
“...And maybe doctor.”
“No *HAAAACK!* I don’t!”
“Aww... poor little Cammy...” Miss Twisted sympathetically patted the camera headed toon on the shoulder. “I know how much it sucks to get sick when you want to make the fools who wronged you suffer, but health must come first, or else evil can’t prosper!”
“I’m the *REICH!* very picture of health!”
...
Cameraman struggled against the straps used to keep him in bed as he looked for a way out of this trap that didn’t involve shooting his room apart.
“How ma-*COUGH*COUGH*-ny times do I have to keep saying it?!” he uselessly pleaded “I’m *COUGH!* perfectly fine!”
Miss Twisted did not look convinced as she continued to tighten his restraints.
“Cam, even if you weren’t burning, leaking, staggering, or coughing your head off, you jumped out of a third-story window and were planning to swim back to the studio. If you weren’t sick, you’d know that that is a terrible idea.”
“But I-”
“No buts! Now please just get some rest! The studio will still be there to be razed to the ground after you feel better.”
The demoness left the disgruntled camera’s room as she planned to call the doctor.
“It’s just a cough!” he called out after her. “You’d *HAAACK!* get one too you’d crawl through dusty air vests for an hour! I swear that place puts just as much effort into it’s cleaning as it does it’s scripts and research!”
She didn’t call back to him, possibly already on the phone talking to a doctor that didn’t need to be called in the first place.
“Can this day possibly get any worse?!” he grumbled to himself. “My beautiful machine that was meant to show them REAL horror instead got busted, that blasted studio’s still standing, my roommates have been freaking out all day over a cough-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! SWEET MOTHER OF ALL THINGS MERCIFUL!”
Where just mere seconds ago he felt a little woozy from coughing so much, the pain suddenly hit him like a jackhammer.
“AAAAAAARRRRRGHH!!!! *pant* I- *pant* I’M BURNING! I- I’M-”
The already tight restraints grew even tighter for him, making hard for the little fellow to breathe until-
*RRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP!*
Cameraman felt like his body was on fire, he felt like his bones were all being broken at once but his agonizing pain was nothing compared to the sheer fear that he felt looking down at his restraints and his gloves and shoes ripping off due to the sheer massive size of his changing body.
“W-WHAT’S GOING ON?!”
Maybe he wouldn’t mind getting a growth spurt or two, but this was too much! The now werewolf-esc toon staggered off of his bed in fear it would break from his new size and assumed weight, clawing at the nearest wall to steady himself as he felt his spine popping like popcorn as he grew.
“HELP ME! SOMEBODY MAKE THIS STOP!”
Well, whatever force behind this was at least somewhat considerate, he stopped growing but he didn’t stop changing. He looked to his shaking hands that now more closely resembled hairless paws, complete with claws and ‘beans’. A million thoughts were rolling through Cameraman’s head, a million possible answers, and a million things that he should have done to prevent this, but the more he thought, the less any of those thoughts made sense.
“W̕H̀Ỳ ̧̧I̢S̵̢͟ ͝TH̴̀I̡S̸҉ H̡ĄP̀Ṕ̸͝È̢N͘I̛͟Ń͏͢G͠҉̶ ͘T͢O ̵̵͠M͏E̵?̷͡!̢͠”
It was getting harder and harder for him to think, his brain had might as well have been melting! He tried his hardest to think of a solution to his problem until he heard and felt something *SNAP* off of his head and he looked to the floor to see that both his flash and his film reel had been popped off of him. And with them, went all his worries. The creature didn’t need to think. At least, it didn’t need to think anywhere as much as it’s old form did, all that he needed was to kill and maim those who had wronged it. They didn’t need their hearts, so it might as well take it for them.
“W̴̡W̸R̢͟R̵͜R͠͝R͘R̸R̸R̴͡R̴͢ŔR̛R͏̧͏Ŕ̨̛R͏R͏̷͘R͏̴R̛R̢̧͝R̴̢R̶̢͟ŖR͘R͞R͠͠R͘͞͏R͏̧R̡̀RR̵̨R͜͡Y͟Ỳ̴͡Ỳ̕̕Ý͢͏Y̸̴Y̕͟!̸͘!̸̢!͜!̴̨͝“
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Things have been Not Great, so I wrote an angsty Mary fic to cope.
FYI: this is not a lighthearted, heart-of-gold Mary fic. He’s kind of an asshole, and there are some heavy themes.
*brief domestic abuse (not Mary); angst; recreational drug use*
It happened after an impromptu party at her place.
The bars had closed, but no one was ready to stop—so everyone had grabbed some beers and snacks from the all-nighter and headed back to her place. Friends of friends were called, and suddenly at 4am there were maybe 30 people in the cramped 3 bedroom in a run-down house she shared, complete with a DJ and speakers. They'd partied even after the sun came up, too drunk or high to give a shit.
When she passed out around 11am, there were still 10 or so people grinding on each other or playing a slapped-together game of beer pong in the living room.
Waking up at 4pm had been a disconcerting experience, but at least she wasn't too hungover. She’d shuffled out to the living room to assess the damage (lots of trash, but fortunately no irreparable damage)—and that's when she heard noises in the kitchen.
She’d made her way there and saw a skinny punk boy with floppy hair and smeared makeup making eggs on her stove. Upon her arrival, he’d turned and said,
“Oh, hey. You want some?”
And that’s how she became friends with Mary.
***
He was suddenly around all the time.
Sometimes he’d show up early evening with a 6-pack, and the two of them would smoke weed, or play video games, or she’d listen to him pontificate about the musical artist of the week he was mainlining before he left to troll the bars.
Sometimes he’d show up on her couch in the morning, sleeping off the night before, and she’d have to coax him up with coffee and the promise of bacon before he stumbled back out into the world to do whatever it was that Marys do during the daytime.
For a while he became something of an unofficial roommate to everyone—sometimes bringing supplies, other times eating what wasn’t his; sometimes leaving a mess of dishes in the sink, other times taking out the trash—but always her friend first.
That all changed the night one of her roommates gave the couch to a friend from out-of-town. There’d been a soft knocking at her door, and then Mary was slipping into her room.
“Hey.”
“Hey.”
“You mind if I sleep on your floor?”
She’d looked down at the space rug that she hadn’t vacuumed in months.
“I don’t mind scooting over. But you have to lose some layers. I don’t want your denim pressing into me all night.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah, it’s fine.”
He’d hesitantly stripped down to a t-shirt and boxers before sliding into the space she’d made for him. There’d been some jostling, but Mary had kept his hands to himself.
The friend had finally left the couch, but Mary never left her bed.
Now when he needed a place to crash, he crawled in through her window in the middle of the night to slip into bed with her. (And maybe there was some snuggling—but two friends sharing a twin was perfectly normal, right?) He suddenly seemed to prefer hanging out in her room—chilling cross legged on her mattress as he packed a bowl or they cued up a movie on Netflix—only showing his face in the common rooms anymore when there was food to be had.
Her other roommates even remarked on his lack of presence, to which she’d shrugged. He was her friend, after all.
One morning changed everything.
She’d woken up from a steamy sex dream still unsatisfied—still wet and throbbing between her legs. Half awake, she’d mewled in frustration and rolled onto her stomach, hand reaching down between her body and the bed so she could rock into it.
“Um.”
At the sound of Mary’s voice, she’d frozen. Suddenly fully awake, she’d snatched her hand back up, scrambled to the other side of the bed, and plastered herself against the wall.
“I was just! It wasn’t! I didn’t know …”
Mary was lying stock still, face flushed and very obviously affected. Seeing where her gaze had landed, his hands had flown to cover his erection.
“Uh. Sorry. But you were … you know.”
She’d quickly gone from mortified to fascinated.
“That … turned you on?”
His blush deepened.
“Well … yeah.”
“Why?”
He’d gone to gesture, remembered his predicament, didn’t.
“You were touching yourself. I mean. I thought maybe you were having a nightmare and then …” He’d shrugged. “Kinda hot.”
“You thought it was hot? Even though it’s me?” She didn’t think someone like Mary could find someone like her attractive. That’s why he’d never hit on her, right?
“Even though you’re my friend?”
“Because I’m. Me.” She’d swept her hands up and down her body.
He’d rolled onto his side and carefully arranged the sheets to cover him. She’d watched as his hand reached out to rest on her knee.
“You’re very attractive.”
She’d scoffed at him. “I have a mirror. You don’t need to patronize me.”
His hand had scooted up to her thigh, and he’d looked up at her. Her heart had begun to pound just as all the blood that wasn’t already between her legs rushed through her ears.
“Do you … want me … to show you how attractive I find you?”
His hand had slowly traveled up the leg, and was now resting on her sweaty inner thigh. Adrenaline was coursing through her—making it hard to verbalize her need for him to keep going—so when she’d opened her mouth, all that had come out was a whimper. Still looking up at her, Mary had pressed his thumb with unnerving accuracy into her clit.
Like it had been a release valve, she’d let out a long whine as her body opened up. His thumb had continued to pet at her clit through her dampening panties, and she’d rocked into his touch, legs splaying wide.
And maybe it was because she’d been so worked up already. Or maybe it was because it had been so long since someone else had touched her. Maybe it was the dangerous expression on Mary’s face … but she’d cum in no time—her clit bubbling as she twitched and groaned to each pulsing wave.
Before she’d had time to come down—or feel embarrassed—Mary was on her, all previous attempts at modesty gone as he’d pressed his hard-on into her thigh.
“Can I fuck you?” he’d mouthed into her neck.
Her first instinct had been to tell him “yes” … but it had been so long since anything bigger than a finger had been in her, and she’d hesitated. Feeling her tense, Mary had backed off.
“Or, I could just jack off.”
“No—I …” she’d wiggled around and kicked off her sticky panties. “Thighs ok?”
Mary had eagerly pressed into her back. “Yeah. Yeah, that’s great. Wanna feel how wet you are.”
There had been some wiggling around on his part—to divest himself of his boxers, she’d supposed—and then she’d felt as his dick eased between her closed thighs. He’d grunted, and then his arms came around her: one held her hips steady while he thrust, the other grazed and pinched at her nipples through her nightshirt.
“So hot,” he’d said as his lips smeared down her neck. “Wanted you for a while.” They came back up to press behind her ear.
All she’d been able to manage in return was a gasp as his clever fingers worked at her body—his free hand grazing her nipples and his steadying hand slipping down to rub at her clit again. Panting, he’d brought her to climax once more before clutching her tightly to him so he could finally pump himself to release as well.
Wheezing into her shoulder, Mary’s hips had finally stuttered, and he’d let out a breathy moan right before she’d felt the wetness of his cum start to drip down her thighs. Languidly, he’d rocked his hips as he worked himself through the aftershocks; then,his arms had loosened their hold, and he’d sighed before placing a quick kiss to the back of her neck.
“Good?”
Her head was spinning, and she’d murmured out a “Yeah.”
He’d shifted around, his arms withdrawing from her space.
“C’mon, let’s go back to sleep. Still early.”
“But the mess …” she’d begun, but he’d just pulled her onto his chest.
“Later.”
Mary had fallen asleep immediately, but she’d lain awake wondering what whatever the fuck had just happened meant.
***
Neither of them really talked about it later, but Mary had stopped showing up just to hang. Instead, she’d leave her window open, and most nights he’d crawl through her window in the AM and stick around for breakfast. A fresh box of condoms (since the existing ones in her underwear drawer were 5yrs old) and a few solo practice sessions later had her back on the horse. Mary had relished the full access to her body, delighting in fucking her lazily while he played her body—his mouth sucking on all the right spots while his hands and fingers teased at her other erogenous zones.
He always made sure she came before he did—often multiple times—before finally letting loose and using her body to get off. He always seemed so desperate for it, and she was happy to let him use her—afterward contently sighing into his chest while basking in the afterglow as his arms wrapped around her. It was nice to be wanted, to be touched—even if she missed the part where the two of them drank shitty beer and talked shit while gaming.
When she voiced her regret to her roommate, they had just rolled their eyes at her.
“Have you been out of the game that long? He was courting you then. That’s just how men are. Don’t worry about it.”
So, she tried not to.
***
It’s one of those nights she feels the stirring to go out. She tries to coax one of her roomies to come with her, but they all beg off with the excuse of work in the morning.
“I do too! We don’t have to stay super late!”
But they remain unmoved.
So, she shimmies into the dress that makes her feel the best about herself, pust her face on, and goes out for a drink.
The bar is moderately crowded when she gets there, and she makes a beeline for the electronic jukebox, determined to get some of her bops into the queue so maybe she’ll even get to hear them before she leaves.
Satisfied, she approaches the bar to order a chocolate porter. And hey, wait!—she recognizes that shape across the bar! As her eyes adjust, she's even more certain that it’s Mary. A smile breaks out on her face—she can’t wait to surprise him after she gets her beer.
Pint glass in hand, she makes her way through the bodies to the other side of the bar to where Mary is talking to the pink-haired woman next to him. He’s so engrossed that he doesn’t notice her standing in front of him. In fact, it’s the woman he’s talking to who notices her first.
“Um, hello?” says Pink Hair.
“Oh. I … just wanted to say hi to Mary.”
Mary looks over at her, but his expression is guarded.
“Oh, hey.”
“Hey!”
Pink Her takes an exaggerated sip of her cocktail.
“Did you need something? Because I’m kinda busy here,” he says.
She can feel her smile fall. “Oh. O-ok. I just thought …”
“Look, I’ll catch you later or something, ok?”
Her stomach turns to ice. “Oh, um. Ok, sure.” She starts to say that she’ll be here for a bit, but he’s already turning back around, a smile breaking on his face just for Pink Hair as his hand goes to res on the woman’s knee.
As she stiffly walks away, she hears Pink Hair say, “Who was that?” and Mary respond, “Just some girl who follows me around. You know how it is.”
On autopilot—heart making a rapid tattoo against her ribs—she makes her way to an open high-top. Her good mood has evaporated like water during a scorcher. The sensible thing to do would be to go home—but she hates herself, so she stands there, nursing her beer and trying to make it look like she’s not zeroed in on Mary and his … friend? No need to think the worst. Maybe Pink Hair’s having a rough day and Mary’s listening to her. He’s good like that.
Her bubble of delusion pops when she sees him lean in to kiss Pink Hair’s neck. When his mouth meets the woman’s, her heart officially drops into her stomach … but for some reason she can’t seem to look away. She feels an almost destructive need to make herself see this.
The two of them make out for a bit before Mary puts a bill on the bar and they start to make their way to the exit. For half a second Mary’s eyes catch hers across the bar … and then they slide away, his hand on the small of Pink Hair’s back as they leave together.
She watches the door for a long time after they disappear. She wonders if she’s going to be sick.
Beer unfinished, she sluggishly makes her way to the door, no longer interested in a night out. As she walks home in a daze, she keeps replaying the entire thing over and over in her head to the extent that she walks half a block past her apartment.
Her roommates are still up when she makes it inside, but she just mumbles out a “Hey” and goes straight to her room. For several minutes she just stands there, unsure of the next action to take: change clothes? smash things? brush her teeth? cry?
She ends up walking over to her window. Instead of lifting the pane open, she makes sure it’s closed all the way before thumbing the latch to locked. To make a further statement, she pulls her curtains shut. Mechanically, she undresses and crawls into bed—she'll brush her teeth in the morning.
It’s only because she's still awake—her brain unable to shut off—that she hears it: little plinks. At first she wonders if it’s raining, and then she realizes something is hitting the window pane. A glance at her clock tells her it’s 3:56am.
Even though she already knows what she'll find, she sloughs over to the window and parts the curtains. There’s Mary in his leather jacket, arm raised as if to throw another pebble. He grimaces at her, then motions for her to open the window.
But she's just some girl, so she closes the curtains again and gets back into bed.
As she lays there, a horrible thought passes through her brain: Is this how it always is? He always shows up around the same time every night. Has … has he been coming to her after he’s had his way with his stunning girl du jour? Is she just a warm bed to sleep in after they kick him out? How many times has she been sloppy seconds? Was he even attracted to her, or were those just pretty words to keep him in her bed?
Rolling over for the hundredth time, she thinks about how he always fucks her with her back pressed into him. She'd always thought it was nice—cuddled up close to Mary, his hands free to touch her everywhere … but now she wonders if it was so he didn’t have to look at her, so he could pretend she was the girl he’d just left.
Well. No more.
The next several days crawl. Her roommates give her a wide berth, waiting for her to say something … or not. Every night around 4am, she hears the telltale plink of detritus hitting her window, but she doesn't show her face again.
She wishes he’d just go away.
And then he does, and she wishes she knew what she wanted.
***
She never does say anything to her roommates, but with her mood and the lack of a Mary Goore, they put two-and-two together. They arrange movie nights with vodka and popcorn; they drag her out to clubs that play booty music; they snarl at any man who dares approach her.
She'd never met Mary before her house party, and now it’s like she can’t go to a bar without running into him. The first couple of times, her friends and roommates had barred him from interacting with her with hissed words and thinly-veiled threats, and he’d backed off. But as the leeway around The Event wears off, she eventually has to tell him to fuck off herself.
“But I just want to …”
“No. We’re done, Mary.”
“But—”
“Go away. Or I’m gonna grab a bouncer.”
She feels like she already knows what he’s going to say, anyway, and she’s already exhausted. While she never assumed he was her boyfriend, she had assumed they were exclusive. But: it’s not like the two of them ever talked about what they were, so he has her there … and she can’t help feel like he got away on a technicality on that point. Even before he started sharing her bed and then fucking her, Mary was crashing at her place on the reg. Was it so outlandish to think he wasn’t working his way through half the scene before crawling into bed with her?
And what good can he say about the cruel way he’d dismissed her? Perhaps even going out of his way to show her exactly what she meant to him?
As if she were nothing.
Some. Girl.
No. She has nothing more to say to Mary Goore.
***
Mary finally takes the hint. Now when she sees him out, he sends her looks, but doesn’t attempt to talk to her anymore. She knows all she needs to know anyway when she sees him still consistently leaving with a hottie on his arm.
So it’s with some surprise to her that he tries again in a way that takes her completely off guard.
It’s late in the evening, and for once she doesn't see Mary skulking about the bar she's at. A woman approaches her table and asks if she can talk to her. She thinks maybe the woman needs help, or likes her shoes or something—If she'd known what the woman was about, she'd have never agreed.
“What’s up?” she asks when the two of them are alone at a free high-top in the corner.
“I’m one of Mary’s friends, and—”
She scoffs and makes to go, but the woman rests a hand on her arm.
“No! Wait, hear me out.”
The woman’s eyes plead, and—against her better judgement—she stays.
“You’re not going to convince me of anything.”
“Just listen, ok?”
She folds her arms.
“Look, Mary’s really sorry. He’s really torn up about it. You don’t even—”
“I don’t give a shit about how he feels.”
The woman swallows. “He really does feel awful about the misunderstanding, and—”
“No,” she hisses, making a cut off motion with her arm. The woman’s mouth clicks shut. “Fine, I get it—I shouldn’t have assumed I was the only one he was fucking. That’s on me, I guess. But there was no misunderstanding. He wasn’t confused when he pretended I was just some sad little girl mooning after him. And I don’t know if he saw sex with me as repayment for giving him a place to crash or if my spreading my legs for him just an added bonus.” She's pretty sure her face is purple at this point. "But I seriously doubt he didn’t understand that fucking one person and then leaving to fuck another in the same night is not acceptable—especially without telling them.”
“I … he—”
“So I don’t care how many sympathetic friends he gets to do his dirty work, I’m fucking done with him. He can find another warm body to dupe. He certainly doesn’t lack options.” She starts to walk away and then turns back. “This isn’t some version of hard to get. I want him to leave me alone.”
***
She meets Benny at a friend of a friend’s house party. He’s … ok. Kind of pompous and into himself—but charismatic and funny. And if she wasn’t looking to fill the Mary-Shaped void (instead of waiting for it to close on its own) she probably would have just tossed his number. But he focuses his wattage on her, and his eyes take in her body like it’s a treat, so she thinks: what the hell?
As a boyfriend he’s … ok. He takes her out on dates and buys her small trinkets—so she purposefully overlooks that he has to have his own way. And when she’d been upfront about looking for exclusivity, he’d said they both were both on the same page. So what if he has the tendency to talk over her? It’s not like it’s forever.
In bed he’s … ok. Not exactly a thoughtful dynamo, but he touches her body and meets her eyes during sex—and that’s more than she's had in a while. So what if he sometimes makes little comments about what a catch he is and how lucky she is? It’s not like anyone else is asking to be put on her dance card.
He’s not Mary—but what had Mary been, really? Some guy who’d trespassed on her hospitality because she’d been so starved for contact that she confused gratitude for affection.
It’s inevitable that they run into Mary at a bar—she’s surprised it hadn’t happened sooner—but that doesn’t mean she has to like it.
She and Benny are at the bar eating rubbery burgers and decent fried pickle chips with a pitcher of beer to wash it all down when she looks across the bar and catches Mary glowering at her. She ignores him, and she resolves to put him out of her mind.
Her resolution is blown to shit when she comes back from the bathroom and she sees Mary on a stool next to Benny.
“… you hardly have to do anything. Oh hey, babe.”
“Hey.” She climbs back up onto her stool.
He turns to her. “This is—wait for it—Mary.”
Mary’s eyes bore into hers. She sticks her hand across Benny.
“Hi, Mary. Nice to meet you.”
He limply takes her hand, gives it a shake, then lets go.
“I’m gonna hit the head. Try not to talk about me,” says Benny with a wink.
When he’s well out of earshot, Mary lays into her.
“Are you fucking serious with this guy?”
“What’s it to you?” She pops a pickle chip into her mouth.
“He’s an asshole. He was just telling me he dates girls like you because you’re so grateful for the attention that you’ll accept anything.”
She's a little stung that Mary thinks of her as ugly too—some part of her had been holding onto the scrap that maybe Mary hadn’t been lying about finding her attractive.
She continues to graze the pickles.
“Well, I am grateful, Mary. I’m not like you; I don’t have people lined up around the block waiting to fuck me. I was grateful you were willing to fuck me, and I’m grateful he likes touching me.” She locks her gaze with his. “At least he isn’t ashamed to be seen with me in public.”
Mary’s mouth opens and closes like a fish. Benny’s reappearance interrupts his attempt to form a coherent retort.
"Getting acquainted, I see.”
“Sure,” she says.
“No, that’s good.” He turns to grin at her. “See, Mary here came over to express his …” Benny sucks his teeth and gives her a once over. “Interest in what a … healthy-looking girl you are.”
She squints in confusion as Mary’s face shows open shock.
“That’s not what I …” Mary sputters.
Benny puts his hand over hers.
“Do you think we could accommodate him, babe?”
“What?” she spits out as Mary tries to back away as much as he can while still sitting.
Benny looks at Mary and then at her with a knowing glance. His hand comes up to brush at her cheekbone.
“What would you think about me watching him fuck you?”
If it were any other guy, she might have thrown her drink on Benny—but any disgust she feels toward him seems to be overridden by the opportunity to get in a jab at Mary. Glancing over, she pretends to assess him.
“No,” she says with as much haughtiness as she can muster. “He looks like a hobo. I don’t want to catch fleas.”
Mary actually has the audacity to look hurt.
“Well, let it never be said I couldn’t take a hint.”
He slides off the stool and walks away.
“Hey, wait—she didn’t mean …” sputters Benny.
They watch in silence as he exits the bar.
Benny turns to her. “Why the fuck would you say something like that?”
“Why would you?” she retorts as she crams the last of the burger into her maw.
The mood effectively killed, they pay and head out.
The walk back to his place is a quiet one, both of them annoyed at the other for very different reasons. Once in his apartment, she's barely hung up her coat before Benny is laying into her.
“What that fuck was that back there, huh? Do you know how embarrassing that was for me?”
She rolls her eyes at him.
“My ‘gratitude’ has limits, Benny.”
The slap comes out of nowhere. More of an open-handed punch, really. She goes stumbling backwards, momentarily stunned. When her hand touches her face, it comes away with blood from a split lip. When she looks up, Benny is looking at her coldly, but calmly.
“You hit me,” she says, incredulous.
“I think I’ve been really good about restraining myself until now. You know how you are.”
It should say something that she's more annoyed that Mary was right about wasting her time on an asshole like Benny than she is in fear of him.
She grits her teeth.
“We’re fucking done, Benny.”
His face contorts in a journey of annoyance, disbelief, and irritation.
“You think anyone else is going to want you? Just look at you. You’re lucky to have me.”
“Mary wanted me,” she says.
“What?”
“The guy at the bar. For the record, I’ve already fucked him, and he might have bedbugs, but he’s a much better lay.”
Benny, face red, crowds into her space. “Are you really trying to provoke me right now?”
“You’re right. I’m actually leaving.”
“Bitch, you think—” he moves to grab her wrists, but she pushes him, hard.
He stumbles back and trips over his rug, landing on his ass. It would be comical except for the dark look he gives her. Feeling a sudden lance of fear, she goes for the door, knocking the end table over as an extra obstacle for him. She wastes precious seconds yanking hard at her coat as she flees—hearing it tear somewhere as it pulls free—since her phone and her wallet are in the pockets.
She catches a glimpse of him just getting to his feet yelling, “You fucking cunt,” as she slams the door behind her. Heart pounding, she runs up a flight of stairs, hoping to fake him out—but his door slams open just in time for him to see her.
“You never had it so good!” he screams as he climbs after her.
She chances running down the hall on the next floor to get to the back stairwell, but she’s not quick enough. “If you leave don’t expect me to take you back,” she hears as she practically vaults down the next flight. Instead of continuing or booking it back to the main stairwell, she sprints to the turn in the hall and stops—back pressed against the wall, hand across her mouth as she pants.
Benny’s footfalls stop as he reaches the landing to his floor then pause. She can hear him let out a Fuck, and she tenses—ready to claw if he comes around the corner—but he continues on down the hall. It sounds like he searches the main stairwell again, but it’s hard to tell.
She remains there, getting her breathing back under control and listening intently for the telltale sounds he’s checking the back stairs again … but so far: nothing. As she waits to make sure Benny isn’t going to chase after her, she has time to think about what she'd said to goad him. Part of her wonders if she didn’t have it good with Mary after all; the more reasonable part reminds herself that she deserves better than either of them—even if that means no one.
Finally, she hears him stomping and cursing, and then the slam of his door. Even so, she still waits—playing repeating songs over in her head—before craning her head around the L of the hall. Seeing nothing suspicious, she carefully slinks to the back stairs, lightly tiptoeing down them until she reaches the emergency exit. Uncaring about an alarm, she slams it open, making her way into the cooling night air.
She runs all the way home, never stopping to even put on her coat.
***
For months she’d kept her bedroom window closed and locked—not wanting to give Mary the impression that an open window was an invitation—but after his attempts had stopped with his friend’s plea, she'd felt comfortable cracking it open again.
Which is why several days after the incident with Benny, Mary can once again climb through her window. He scares the bejesus out of her—part of her half-asleep brain convinced it’s Benny here to enact retribution.
Something in her eyes must convey her alarm because he blurts out, “Hey, hey—it’s just me.”
She's relieved until she remembers how pissed at him she is.
“What the fuck, Mary.”
“Sorry.”
She sits up in bed and turns on her bedside lamp.
“Are you fucking kidding me? What about my memo didn’t you get?”
He rubs the back of his neck.
“I know—I’m sorry. I just. I wanted to make sure you were ok.”
“Because I obviously must be wasting away without a dick to fill me?”
He gives her a strange look.
“No. Because of …” He makes a flapping gesture with his hand.
“Because of … what? First word? Sounds like?”
His brows furrow.
“Shit. You don’t know.”
She rubs at her eyes. “It’s fucking late, Mary. Help me out.”
“May I?” he asks as he goes to sit on the edge of her bed.
“No,” she hisses, and he pops back up.
He teeters awkwardly before turning it into a lean against her dresser.
“Benny’s been around. Saying shit.”
“Lemme guess: he’s been talking shit about putting me in my place with a firm hand or something? Maybe that he broke up with me because I’m pathetic? Neither of which are true, by the way.”
Mary actually looks nervous.
“Um. Kinda. But it’s …”
“What?” she snaps.
He takes a deep breath.
“He’s been saying that he found out you were cheating on him so he ‘taught you a lesson’ by ‘destroying your ass’ before kicking you to the curb. He, um. Described it in great detail.”
She stares at Mary, stunned.
“What?”
He rubs his neck again, unable to meet her eyes.
“It’s just. His accuracy … I had to make sure you were ok.”
She realizes she’s balling her fists in her sheet, so she unclenches.
“Oh,” she says. “Well, thanks. I guess.”
“So you are? Ok?”
She rubs her face with her hands.
“I mean, he hit me, but—”
“What?” barks Mary as he looks up at her sharply.
“Yeah. He was pissed I declined to let you fuck me in front of him, so he slapped me. I told him to fuck off and left.”
Mary goes to examine her face before he remembers she's no longer his to touch.
“Sorry,” he mumbles as he backs away again.
“I’m fine, Mary. Just a split lip. Practically healed. You didn’t even notice it.”
“Well, you’re light’s fucking dim. You didn’t even notice …” He trails off.
“Notice what, Mary?”
“Nothing.”
“Notice. What?”
He sighs and holds out his hands. She sees immediately that his knuckles are bruised and bloody.
“Mary! Your hands!”
Before she can stop herself, she shoots up and grabs his hands to examine the damage.
“What happened?”
“Do you really want to know?”
She squints up at him, feeling like she already knows the answer.
“Tell me.”
He sighs.
“True or not, I just couldn’t let that douche talk shit about you in public. I wasn’t the only one, either, you know—you have more friends that you think you do. A couple of us … drove home that he needed to shut the fuck up and move on.”
She hates that she feels thankful, but she is.
And then he has to go and ruin the moment by saying, “I’m not really boyfriend material, you know.”
She lets his hands go.
“That’s such a fucking cop out, Mary. An excuse to keep you from responsibility.”
He makes a frustrated noise.
“I have friends and I have people I fuck. I’m not …. I don’t have friends I fuck.”
The old feelings of righteous indignation flare up.
“Then why? We could have written off that first morning as a one off. Laughed about it as half-asleep shenanigans. Why keep fucking me?”
His head thunks back against the wall.
“Because I was fucking selfish, ok? Sleeping next to you for weeks without touching you was a special kind of torture. I didn’t think I could go back to that. And I wanted … I wanted you to feel good. That’s what I’m good at: making people feel good. You think that you’re this troll who’s lucky if someone looks at you, and I needed to show you that you’re not. Just because you don’t see it doesn’t mean you aren’t hot, ok? Your problem isn’t that you’re ‘ugly’—it’s that you refuse to believe anyone could be into you. You miss what’s right in front of you—and I don’t even mean me.”
Her lather gets up.
“Well, congrats: you did, you asshole. You made me feel like I could be worth something. You came by and talked to me about shit and slept in my bed and touched me like I wasn’t a gross beach ball. And then you,” tears suddenly well in her eyes, “and then you treated me like trash. You tell me you wanted to show me I was worth something, but then you treated me like I was some delusional fangirl—like you weren’t coming here and fucking me every night—so you could go home with a fucking goth model. You made sure you weren’t even subtle. Was I ever more than just the after party, Mary? Some place to slink to after the main event so you didn’t have to go home?”
Piece said, she scrubs her eyes and sniffles at Mary. He only stares back at her as the minutes start to tick by uncomfortably.
Just when she's given up on getting a response from him, he says,
“I just assumed you understood who I was.”
She waits for more. Anything else.
But that’s it. That’s all he has to say.
“I didn’t, but I do now,” she says tiredly. “And I deserve better than your paltry offering.”
Again, he has the audacity to look hurt.
She settles herself back into her covers.
“I appreciate you beating the shit out of Benny, but I really do wish you’d leave me alone. My open window just means I’d like some fresh air.”
“I—”
“Leave,” she hisses as she drapes her arm over her eyes.
It takes a moment, but then she hears Mary shuffle over to the window and scramble out of it.
And then all she hears is the wind blowing through the trees.
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Epilogue
And that could be the end of it.
It certainly feels like the end of the 2yr entanglement with Mary Goore. He seems to disappear from her life just as suddenly as he arrived. Everyone around her vows to hate him on principle even if she suspects a few of them still smoke with him.
One of her roommates moves out, and one that she ends up hating moves in.
She gets a new job, and has a brief affair with a colleague that ends in tears when he realizes he actually is ready to marry his ex.
Once or twice she Googles Mary, but he has zero social media presence—just a few blurry, red-eyed pics of him with other people from the scene.
She moves into a place with another girl from work.
Two of her friends get married to each other.
She pays off her student debt and buys a modest place.
Occasionally she hears mention of one of his shenanigans, but never anything substantial. Never anything about his lovers.
More of her friends get married.
She finds herself missing the days when she could do casual shots with roommates and still be fresh for work the next day.
She dates every asshole her dating app has to offer before deleting them all and buying some very nice toys.
Sometimes she goes out to her old haunts and watches the social shit show with fondness.
Mary becomes like that song: someone she used to know.
Until …
He isn’t.
It’s in that Japanese coffee shop of all places that she finally sees him—the man behind the myth—again. She’s tapping away at her laptop, latte in hand, when she sees him in line. At first, she doesn’t even think it’s him.
She thinks, “Huh. That dude looks like Mary Goore.” But the longer she stares, the more she realizes that it is Mary Goore.
Mary used to be a skinny-ass noodle boy. His hair was always greasy and flaky with product. Even when clean, his clothes were covered in stains and holes. His leather jacket was dull with half the lining ripped away, and his Docs were covered in black duct tape. Under his makeup, his face was handsome, but covered in acne.
This … man is still very slender, but his shoulders have broadened, and she thinks she can detect a little potbelly. His hair is still styled, but it looks clean. He looks clean. His leather jacket looks lived in, but is still shiny. The black jeans are still molded onto his legs … but the only rips are at his knees and—unlike the only pair she ever saw him wear—don’t look like they’d ooze oil if you pressed hard. The ends are tucked into boots that—while scuffed—aren’t cracked or peeling. When he turns to stare absently at the wall, she can see that his face has filled out a bit, but the makeup is more subtle—still white in pallor, but instead of clunky skull accents, his eyes and cheeks are sleek and contoured.
The old feeling of longing stirs in her gut.
It’s why, stupidly, instead of being satisfied with just this glimpse, she says (in a hesitant, wavering voice), “Mary?” after he gets his order. She doesn't know why she does this to herself. It’s not like she wants to hear about his marriage or his kids. Or worse—how he’s still giving it away for free like that’s all he’s worth.
Despite various diets and exercise regimes, she's only grown more womanly—but she's learned that what Mary told her all those years ago was truth: she was the only thing cockblocking herself.
To-go cup in hand, he swivels his head this way and that, trying to find the source of his name. His gaze glosses right over her, and she doesn't quite have the courage to call out to him again. But then his eyes land on her and focus—and then he breaks out in a huge grin that opens up his whole face, that shows the fine lines his placid look was hiding.
“Oh my god. Is that you?”
She blushes and nods. He saunters over and half sits against the opposite stool. His eyes travel her up and down. She’s only a little self-conscious that he’s managed to glow-up while she's merely discovered the miracle of a tailor and Vaseline.
“You look great,” he says in a soft voice.
She waves away the compliment. “Look at you! Did you go into modeling or something?”
He snorts at her. “I—well … I guess there’s a lot of shit you wouldn’t know; a lot of shit I didn’t want to tell you. Anyway—long, boring story—after I got kicked out of my living situation, I ended up rooming with a bunch of drag queens.” He shrugs, but there’s a half smile on his face. “I was kind of their pet project for a while.”
She mirrors his expression. “That would only happen to you.”
“So how’s—” “Are you—”
Both of them chuckle nervously. Mary makes a “go on” motion.
As she wet her lips, her eyes flick to where his left hand is wrapped around his cup. No ring.
“I believe this is the part where I inquire after the health of a … uh … girlfriend?”
Subtle.
Mary’s half smile becomes whole.
“Oh, ah. Not one of those. Or the other kind. Not for a while, anyway.” He shrugs. “And … you?” he says carefully. “Husband? Kids?”
She feels her face flush, and she looks down.
“No, nothing like that.”
There’s what feels like a tense pause, but when she looks up, Mary is worrying at his bottom lip.
“I, uh. I looked for you, you know.”
Her eyes go wide “Y-you—you did?”
He nods. “But you … moved.”
She mirrors his nodding. “And changed jobs. Twice.”
He taps the tabletop between them. She rubs her palms down her jeans.
“That was kinda a fucked up time for me. I’m afraid I was really shitty to you.”
“Oh no, Mare—”
He holds his hand up. “No, I was. And I’m really fucking sorry about it. If this is it, if I never see you again, you have to know that. That, and you were just about the only good thing in my life for a while. I think I spent years chasing what I gave away with you.”
“Oh, Mare …” she says, too overcome to verbalize anything further.
“Except beating the shit out of Benny. He deserved that, and I’d do it again.”
She laughs, as was his intention.
“Maybe you should have knocked his head harder. He went away for trying to run over his girlfriend, you know?”
Mary’s brow furrows. “No shit?”
“No shit. She survived but ended up in traction.”
His face seems to darken.
“Did I push you into his arms?”
She sighs. “No, Mary. That was my own shitty decision. It’s not like I was at my best either.”
“Could’ve fooled me,” he says almost under his breath.
The two of them stare at each, the conversation seemingly having run its course. Then Mary jumps, and fumbles to get his phone out of his pocket. His eyes scan the screen, then he locks it.
“So … I, uh. Have to go.”
Her blood turns into ice in her veins, and she plasters a smile on her face. “Oh, ok. I understand.”
He slides off the stool, his phone scraping across the table in tandem. He goes to put it in his pocket, then raises it, then half lowers it, then grimaces at her.
“You wouldn’t want to get coffee sometime, would you? I mean, again. Not here. Or here is fine, but as a date.” His faces screw up. “Not like a date date—but like, a get together. To … talk.” His eyebrows form a triangle and he sucks his lips into his mouth, as if that’ll stop him from his verbal diarrhea.
She smiles at him. “I actually would like that very much, Mary.” She holds out her hand, and he hands her his phone.
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The Hunt [Part Two] | Toshinori x Reader
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Pairing: Toshinori x Reader
Summary: Detective Toshinori was finally able to find you, and this time he doesn't plan to let you slip away.
Request: “Hey, would you mind writing a part 2 to the Yandere all might and the cannibal from a while back? It seems interesting! I wanted to ask specifically for him to meet them face to face and immediately decide he needs to protect them (from themself) I think that would be interesting - Anonymous”
Notes: Wow thank you! This was an older one for sure, I almost forgot about it lol. Here you go part two to detective Toshinori.
[ Part One ]
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After almost a year of sleepless nights, staying late in the office, and dead-end interrogations. He had finally pinned you down.  
Y/N. An innocent name, but a not so innocent person attached to the other end of it. He couldn’t wait to finally meet you face to face. He glanced down at his watch as his impatience grew.
11:00 pm. Perfect.
And just on time, there you were walking outside from your shift at the bar. You were staring at your phone as you kept an even pace in the direction of your house. But you wouldn’t be making it home today.
Toshinori walked out from the alleyway he was hiding in, just as you were about to pass, causing both of you to collide into one another. Thankfully, you were still able to maintain your balance, thanks to his hands quickly taking place on your hips.
He saw it flash across your face when you looked up at him. You tried to hide it, but it was there. Recognition. You knew who he was. Of course, you did. It’s only natural to know the face of the person hunting you down.
“I’m so sorry. I didn’t see you there.” He apologized, lowering both hands from your sides, but not backing away just yet.
“Oh, no worries.” You grinned, waving him off. “I was the one who was in a rush. It’s my mistake. I’ll have to slow it down from now on.” Your voice was kind and endearing, accommodating your facade perfectly. You really did look so normal. Normal, but still so captivating. No wonder you kept getting away with it. 
“You did seem to be in a bit of a hurry. I wonder who you were going to kill now?”
“Excuse m-“ Your question was cut short when he injected a needle into your arm quickly pushing down, and releasing the drug into your bloodstream. It hurt, you felt the pain before you realized what he had done. Mentally scolding yourself for not being more on top of things. For once, Toshinori had gotten the upper hand.
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You awoke in some sort of cage, still drowsy from whatever drug he gave you. Your body felt heavier than usual as you lifted yourself upright. The cage itself was roomy. The entire base seemed to be covered with a mattress, and there were various pillows spread throughout as well as a thick blanket to keep you warm.
Glancing around the room, you had noticed that you were placed directly next to a bed, where Toshinori sat upon observing you intently.
“This is not what I had in mind when I thought I would be waking up behind bars.” You spoke up, agitation clear in your voice. “Care to explain what the hell I’m doing in here?”
“Calm down. I had to do this. You need to be protected.” He explained, walking closer to you, but still keeping a safe distance so you wouldn’t be able to grab him. “I know who you are, and I know, that you know, who I am. So it’s obvious that if anyone can keep you safe, it’s me. It has to be me.”
“I don’t need you to keep me safe. I can protect myself.” You hissed at him.
“But how can you protect yourself when you’re the problem? You’re sick Y/N. You need help.” You just scoffed. The guy who locked you in a cage was calling you sick, now that was crazy. 
“Look...escaping isn’t an option, Y/N, so you might as well give in. I hunted you down for so long. Months looking for any little clue you could have left behind, just to have you evade me at every corner. But now...I’m never going to let you slip away from me again.”
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