a bit embarrassed to share this but yall wanna know the scenario i think about to fall asleep every single day?

i think about Stiles and Derek during a frozen apocalypse, walking through the snow in full gear and sometimes they have a big wolf dog walking alongside them.

sometimes they’re just the two of them. they usually have a sled they’re pulling together by ropes tied at the waist and its filled with the stuff they accumulated over their years of survival together.

Stiles is usually a were himself in those scenarios. Derek having turned him a long time ago when life on earth became impossible to withstand as human.

they’ve lost everyone and everything but they’re still together and somehow they go on. they walk the frozen wastelands the earth has become together and survive.

i usually listen to an asmr video of a crackling fire with raging blizzard sounds before falling asleep too and its the perfect soundtrack for my scenario.

sometimes they reach a cabin they find and the previous occupants had been preppers or something similar so Stiles and Derek stay there for a while. settling down in front of a nice fire and maybe making love for the first time in a while.

that’s usually all i come up with and by then i’ve been on the verge of sleep for a while so i put my earbuds away and settle to sleep.

just leaving this here. bye.

I love how my mental health is literally kept in check by a cat.

she get mad when my rooms messy and we can't cuddle in bed. she goes out on affection strikes if I start sleeping in another room to avoid the mess. my cat will guilt trip me into keeping my room clean. what is my life?

I'm so proud of myself. It's really wild watching myself become the person I want to be - slowly but surely

ok listen and the other problem is THE FILM IS SO GOOD. like i told myself no comparing but i need to be so fr. i was always gonna compare and sorry but girl listen

and there’s no Cate Blanchett :(

I love you and I love your blog! I hope you have the most awesome of days and know how much you are appreciated! People are touched by your presence! You are a gift to this planet! Keep going, and stay strong! You are so valuable! May your positivity return to you in abundance! You are strong than you know! You can do, and conquer anything! Your beauty is infinite! All you desire is on its way! Things will work out, and in your favor! Each new day is a new chance to improve, grow, reflect and thrive. Believe in yourself! Know your worth! Own the incredible person you are! Be proud of yourself, who you are, and all your accomplishments! Smile lovely! You deserve nothing short of the absolute best! Have a wonderful day, and keep the positive energy going! Do something special for yourself! Even if it’s something someone else would see as insignificant. Pass the light, hope, love, and kindness onto others-even just giving a compliment, reaching out to another, a smile, a message, a note, anything! You are such a positive light, and to spread it is an inspiration! Thank you for everything love! Have a wonderful day!

Thank you so much! This was so meaningful to me <3 I truly appreciate your kindness. I wish nothing but love and light for you. Thank you for all of your support it means the world!

santa gave us a ricky goal so at least theres somethin to smile about

thank god i finally have the most gorgoeus charming sweetness-spilling bedroom of all time to facilitate my intermittent fits of insomnia

Sometimes even the smallest things can be the most thing I’m grateful for in my entire life! ❤️

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No era la ansiedad, era la realidad. Estaba en lo cierto, pero solo dejaré que duela un ratito.

Quizá si, me cierre un tiempo al amor de nuevo o a cualquier cosa en verdad. No quiero ser pasajera en la vida de alguien, ya no.

Sé que tengo mucho que arreglar en mi y aunque el resto no lo pueda ver, yo si sé que he cambiado, que me estoy recuperando y estoy contenta por eso, quizá caí en viejos hábitos, pero mi corazón está en paz y eso es todo lo que me importa.

Every time i post a commission im proud of i get excited seeing notifications and then ITS STILL THE FUCKING DRAGONBORN

this is my first viral post AND IM EXTREMELY GRATEFUL don’t misunderstand but what the hell is this ratio 🧍🏽‍♀️

15 more subscribers until the big 1000.. seosracha army we can do this I believe in you guys😣

Made a side account on my tablet for Nu: Carnival last week and SSR Blade came there instead... Now I gotta save up scrolls and shit so he can have a better chance of showing up on the main account on my phone where his 4* version is. I am getting back into digital art a little bit after not doing it for over a year (1st year of college was painful and burned me out for a good while) and am trying to draw a catalyst for him. Pray for me and my intense brainrot over this robot/e-droid mf (affectionate)

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

Thank you so much for the love my last drawing have gotten, it means a lot to me the fact that one person gets to acknowledge it since it's easier to scroll past through it. Thank you so much (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)