Guys I don’t think im 4n4 st4rv1ng anymore, I think im like st4rv1ng st4rv1ng

On my way to class I walked past roadkill of a dead deer and I actually had to refrain from getting on my hands and knees and eating it, I had to force myself to keep walking

I’m not a person who’s ever had pica but have to try to not eat my textbooks, or knaw at my hands and legs in public im covered in bite marks that i pray fade when i wake up

I don’t feel pure or superior or nothing I feel deranged and rabid

How do Yall sleep when hungry?😭

Visually loosing weight>>>>>>going down in the scale

hiii pls interact with this if you're an active adult €dblr account in april 2024

i desperately need more adults to follow and be mutuals with, i feel so uncomfortable with so many minors' posts on my dash

I thrive to be the skinniest boy he’s ever been with🎀

Ngl I don’t care how insane I sound on here, I will always combat the “coquette” €D content I will always be insane €ded rep. oh ur extreme mental illness makes you deranged? Because you’re so ill and hungry? Yeah me too these aren’t fucking cute

ate o natal eu vou estar pesando 40 kg

ate o natal eu vou estar pesando 40 kg

ate o natal eu vou estar pesando 40 kg

ate o natal eu vou estar pesando 40 kg

ate o natal eu vou estar pesando 40 kg

ate o natal eu vou estar pesando 40 kg

ate o natal eu vou estar pesando 40 kg

ate o natal eu vou estar pesando 40 kg

ate o natal eu TENHO que estar pesando 40 kg!

I’m going to do it. I’m gonna ask for help from my mom. I forced myself to. I att3pted again tonight and ofc it didn’t work cause I’m still here, but my arm is all cvt to hell (not beans, but mostly light/deep styros ALL over). And I freak out when I get too hot so I’m going to HAVE to have a talk with her soon so she doesn’t freak out when she sees my arm. So I’ve got a rough draft for a letter for her after she gets home from work. It covers everything I’ve been hiding or lying about. It covers my cvtting, my sv1c1d3 att3mpts, the fact that my bullying was also physical, the fact I got s3xually a$sault3d multiple times by multiple people, my trans-ness, my eating disorder, my depression, why I didn’t ask for or get help, the fact I’m not a Christian, everything. And it asks over and over again for help. I want help for it all. I want to get better. And I’m asking for help. I know I’ll probably be forced to stop cvtting and st@rv1ng, but I’m willing to trade that off for genuine help.

Update: I got send to a mental hospital

Coming out of the bathroom like I didn’t throw up until I cried🥰🥰

Sorry 4 the blurry my hands r shaking and my camera hates me

Salad oops all lettuce (and some tomatoes) ab 25cals

Might have some fruit later idk already showed my gf im eating

Oh to be him...

(None are me, dm for removal <3)

Since novembers almost over :)

why’d i have to have the “i’ll have the chicken nuggets and fries please” adhd and not the “ah darn, forgot to eat again” adhd

tw m3@nsp0

you seriously ate all that? all of it? stop saying saying that it was 'just a slip up' no one belives that. everyone knows you just can't help it. after all that's what fat pigs do. they stuff their mouths full without care. it's disgusting that you dare to say you have ed with how much you love food. maby if you actually tried for once you could lose something. you definitely need that. i can see the fat hanging on your body, sweaty and absolutely disgusting. strave pig, it's all that you're good for

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