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#gods i would let him read me a bed time story then kiss my forehead gn
st4rch1ld404 · 9 months
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if u asked him to put it on he would. only because he loves u so much and knows how happy u would be <3
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marvelouslizzie · 9 months
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Not Lonely Anymore
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summary: You hear your roommate Bucky Barnes moan your name while masturbating and it changes everything between you two.
pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
word count: 3K
warnings: 18+, dry jumping (brief), unprotected sex, daddy kink, metal arm kink, choking, teasing, dirty talk, no mention of y/n.
A/N: Hello hello! I present you the last part of my Lonely Night series. I am so grateful for your interest in the first two parts. I tried to keep my motivation up and give these two perverts a satisfying ending. I hope you will enjoy it as much as I did. Your feedback would be much appreciated.
You don't have to read the first two parts to understand what's going on but if you want to, please check my blog/masterlist for A Lonely Night and Same Lonely Night.
Thank you so much @notafunkiller for beta-reading and editing. Daddy kink and choking is for you ✌️
All work is mine, please do not repost or translate without my permission.
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You can’t take your eyes off Bucky while you're processing what has just happened. Your eyes roam around his face and bare chest before falling on his shorts. His erection is pressed against the waistband, carefully hidden away from you but the wetness forming on the fabric betrays Bucky’s intentions. You can’t contain your smile, but Bucky doesn’t see it. He’s too lost in his own thoughts, and when your eyes meet, you realize he is worried and embarrassed. He opens his mouth, wanting to say something in order to end this awkward silence, but you beat him to it.
“Did you just say my name?” It comes out so calm, you even surprise yourself.
You know he did. You heard it with your own ears loud and clear. That’s why you dropped your glass after all. But it was that shocking to you. That unbelievable! So you just want him to confirm it. To make it real and assure you that really happened. Maybe then you will be able to believe it.
“I- I can explain.” You notice the cold sweat forming on his forehead.
He seems like a scared kid who got caught doing something he shouldn’t do. And it’s probably because he thinks he might lose you. You would feel the same way if he was the one who caught you masturbating just an hour ago. God, that would be mortifying, but now that you are on the other side of the equation, all you feel is excitement.
The realization eventually sinks in: he wants you. He actually wants you. That gives you a level of confidence you never had before.
You take a step forward and close the distance. Your lips are on his before he can react. You wanted to do this for a long time, but you had been unsure if he would have wanted it or not. You have a clear answer now, so there’s no need to hold yourself back. It takes him a second to respond to you, but you don’t hesitate. You just keep kissing him and it wakes him up like he has been hibernating for a long time.
His hands wrap around your torso and he pulls you closer. His fingers are digging into your hips like he’s trying to convince himself this is real, and he tilts his head just enough to deepen the kiss. His tongue gently slides into your mouth and that makes you moan for the first time. His lips, his tongue… He tastes so sweet. You just can’t get enough of it. It makes you crave him even more, and you don’t know how that is even possible.
Suddenly you push him, hoping to get him back inside his bedroom, but he doesn’t move an inch. He just gives you a dazed look, trying to understand why you did that.
“Work with me. Just move back.” You sound impatient, and he finally understands what you are trying to do.
“Fine.” He raises both of his hands like he’s surrendering, with a smile on his face, then he takes a step back and lets you push him further inside the room. You continue until the back of his knees hits the bed and he falls onto it after one final push.
“Is that what you wanted?” He sounds amused.
“Yeah.” You straddle him without missing a beat, getting comfortable on his lap while he pulls you in for another kiss.
This time it feels a little different. His hands are on your cheeks, holding you still while his tongue explores your mouth. It is the most passionate kiss you have ever had in your life. His erection is standing right there, between your legs and you can’t help yourself… You can’t stop that urge that’s slowly building up and why would you? You’re on his lap, finally doing this. There’s no need to stop yourself from doing what you want. So while he tastes you however he wants, you start to move your hips. After a couple of tries, you find the perfect spot and both of you moan nearly at the same.
He stops kissing you for a second just to take a breath, but he still holds your cheeks with his big hands and looks into your eyes. It’s like he’s afraid you might disappear. You have no plans of disappearing or stopping, though. You keep moving your hips and watching his eyes flutter every time you rub the right spot. It feels good even with the fabric between you two. Yet it’s not enough.
“We should get rid of your shorts.”
“And your panties.”
You raise yourself on your knees, just enough for him to push his shorts down, but you don't give him enough space to take them off completely.
“I don’t wanna use any protection. Do we have to?”
“Well, we don’t have to, but we might need to.” He’s not sure how fertile he is. It’s not like he tried it before, so it’s quite risky. All he knows is he has a lot more come than an average man and that’s a problem when it comes to using condoms. They are practically useless.
“I’m on the pill.” You quickly clarify. You only asked the question to see if he was comfortable with the idea or not.
“Then we definitely don’t need to.” Oh, he’s definitely comfortable. The way he just said it is enough.
He grabs his cock while you pull your panties aside without wasting any time, and you lower yourself onto him while balancing yourself with one arm on his shoulder.
“That impatient?” He taunts you, but he chokes on his words as soon as he feels your wetness. The head of his cock rests between your folds while you answer him:
“Are you not?” You sound relatively normal. Then you keep talking while taking him inch by inch. “Would you rather fuck your fist and fantasize about me?”
He wants to answer you. He wants to say something, but being balls deep inside you makes it harder to do so. He just lets out a low groan while grabbing your ass to ground himself.
You’re not so different from him. The way he stretches you pulls a pornographic moan out of you. You sit still for a second, trying to get used to this feeling. You can’t remember the last time you felt this full. It makes you shiver even without moving. You take your time and he just waits, patiently until you get used to the sensation. After a couple of seconds, you feel confident enough to move.
“Ready?”
“Yes.” There’s a bit of hesitation in his voice, but you don’t notice it because you are lost in the feeling of finally being so full. All of your senses are overwhelmed by it.
You aren’t sure if it’s going to hurt because he’s definitely the biggest you have ever had. So you move your hips slowly and test the waters. There’s something there. Some kind of discomfort. You can’t say you feel uncomfortable, you just need to get used to his size. So you keep moving because there’s this promise of pleasure hidden behind that discomfort. You can nearly taste it and it keeps you going. While trying to figure out the best way to move, you don’t realize Bucky is watching you, carefully. He’s trying to read your expression and see if you are okay. He’s ready to take up the reins or just stop if that’s what you need. His hands gently roam your body, discovering little details about your skin. Like how many moles you actually have.
“No rush. Take your time.” He sounds more like himself, much more confident than before.
You moan because of his words. His voice is deeper and it makes your blood rush. You start to move a little faster and notice how the discomfort slowly fades away. He notices that, too while grabbing your tits with both of his hands. One is colder than the other, and the contrast is dizzying. You lean into him, just to feel him a little bit more, and his grip on your tits tightens.
“God, so fucking pretty!”
Before you can say anything, his mouth is on your right nipple. You feel his tongue flicking over and over again while his other hand rests on the other breast. Then he sucks your nipple into his mouth, letting his teeth graze over it. You grunt because of the mixed sensations. Just when you are about to protest, he lets out your nipple and moves on to the other one. He gives it the same treatment. A mix of licking, sucking, and biting until you can’t contain your movements. Your hips start to move so much faster, making both of you moan loudly.
“God, I wanted to do this for ages!” The words spill out from your lips without much of a thought.
“You did?” He doesn’t miss a beat.
“Yeah.” There’s no point in hiding it anymore, is there?
“Does this mean I am the daddy?”
His question catches you off guard, and you just freeze in the middle of the action.
“You… heard me.” It comes out more like a question rather than a statement.
“Why do you think I was masturbating?”
It takes you a couple of seconds to process what he's just said. He actually heard you. You never used his name, but it doesn’t change the fact that he witnessed something so private. Something you really wanted to hide from him, yet the idea of him hearing you also sets you on fire. Instead of submitting to the urge to get all shy, you decide to ask him what you actually want to know.
“You heard me and instead of making a move, you decided to fuck your fist?”
“What was I supposed to do? Knock on your door and ask if I can replace your dildo?”
“Yeah. Sounds great to me.” You keep moving your hips fast while talking. “Or maybe you are too shy to take what you really want.”
“Shy?” He blinks a couple of times.
“You don’t seem shy but maybe you are. Maybe you are a submissive little boy who wants to just lay here and take whatever I give you.”
You watch his expression change into something so different. It’s not particularly dark, but it feels like it. Before you can say anything else, he just flips you over. Your mouth falls open when your back touches the bed. Instinctively, you try to wrap your legs around his torso, but he doesn’t let you. Instead, he pushes your knees back to your chest.
“What are you doing?” Your amazement is evident in your voice.
“Taking what I really want.” It takes a lot of effort to hide your smile. You can’t believe your taunting worked that quickly. “Tell me if it gets too much and I will stop.”
“Oh, I doubt that.”
He waits for you to finish talking and then he starts to move. Your mouth falls open once again but this time, it’s not because you are surprised. It’s because you can’t believe how good it feels. It’s completely different than how it felt when you were on his lap. He reaches deeper inside you in this position, and his hands are still on your legs, pushing you further into the bed. You let out another sinful moan.
“Way better than I imagined.”
“Is it?” A smile lingers on his lips. “Feel free to be as loud as you want.”
“Do you want us to get kicked out of this apartment?” It takes every ounce of strength in you to form this sentence without stuttering. It’s so hard to talk like you aren’t getting railed.
“No, I just wanna hear you call me daddy.”
You can’t help but moan. Shit, he really heard everything. You feel so exposed, but somehow it doesn’t bother you. Is he actually into this? Who could’ve guessed?
“If you want that, you gotta work harder than this.”
“Ask for it.”
“Harder, please.” He waits for daddy to come out of your mouth, but it doesn’t. You really meant what you just said, he needs to earn it.
So that’s exactly what he does. He starts to pound you, just the way you fantasized. He manages to touch every part inside you and fills up in a way that makes you wanna cry. Your moans get louder with each thrust.
“Oh fuck! Oh fuck!” Your ears start to buzz. You can feel that your orgasm is close.
“Talk to me, doll.”
He wants to hear you, and you don’t feel like holding back anymore.
“I’m-I’m so close, Bucky.”
“What do you need?” His question is instant. You feel that he’s ready to do whatever you want.
“Nothing. Absolutely nothing.” You take a deep breath just to be able to keep talking. “Just keep going. Please…” Your voice comes out so pathetic, but you can’t brush off the urge to beg him. He would like that, wouldn’t he? You did it while masturbating and he got a hard-on just because of you. “Please, please, please.”
Your words make him groan like he is struggling to contain his excitement.
“I really need it, daddy, please…”
“Fuck, baby.” You feel him losing control. His thrusts are sloppier but he notices that, too. His metal arm moves on your chest and rests there. You don’t know if he’s trying to keep you still or ground himself. Then he looks directly into your eyes, trying to see if that makes you uncomfortable or not. It definitely doesn’t. Quite the opposite, you need his hand on your neck, and you gently grab his metal hand and move it on your neck without breaking eye contact. You watch his eyes widen with the realization.
“Are you sure?” You nod in response, but it’s not good enough for him. “Words, baby. I need actual words.”
“Please.”
That does it. His fingers tighten around your neck, pressing right against your veins, careful not to crush your windpipe.
“Yess.” Your head is thrown back. This is exactly what you wanted.
The way he’s choking you snaps something inside you. It intensifies everything you are feeling at that moment. Your whole body suddenly starts to shake, and it surprises you. You have never reached an orgasm this quickly before.
“Yes, yes, yes. Oh god, yes!” Your voice comes out hoarser than usual.
“Look at you.” He taps his fingers on your neck while he keeps moving. “My pretty baby. So good for me.”
You only moan in response, already too lost in the waves of your orgasm. It’s running through your whole body like electricity.
“Look at me! Look into my eyes.” He sounds so commanding and you listen to him even though it’s so hard to do it. He looks like he’s about to lose it, too.
“Come with me. P-please.”
“You want me to come, baby?” He asks in a way that makes you wanna cry out even more. Like he won’t come if that’s what you want. He will keep holding back until you say so but you don’t want that. You want him to enjoy this as much as you do.
“Please, daddy. Come with me.” He groans in response. You clearly see how your words affect him, especially calling him daddy. You can’t believe how much he’s into it.
He stops holding back and starts to move in a way that makes you scream. So you do that. You can’t contain the noises you make when he moves like this. You grip on his sheets, letting him ruin you for any other man.
“Fuck! Such pretty sounds… You like it that much, baby?”
“Yes, yes. So good, daddy.” You slur at the last part. You don’t care. You don’t care about anything when he makes you feel like this.
“Fuck, you take me so well.” You can actually hear that he’s close. “I-I’m gonna come, oh fuck.”
“Yess!” You have been waiting for this. You want it so badly. You wanna see him come. You want him to feel good, all because of you. You want to witness a part of him that he hides away from everyone else. It feels like owning a part of him. So private and primitive, but you don’t care. You need this.
He lets out the most guttural moan right before starting to come inside you. He doesn’t stop, just keeps the same pace, emptying himself inside you.
“Take it, baby. Take it! It’s all yours.” You know what he’s talking about. His come is already dripping out, yet he’s not done coming.
It looks like he lost his damn mind, but it’s the hottest thing you have ever witnessed in your life. You are so fascinated by him even though you are still coming yourself. That's why you force yourself to keep your eyes open and watch him while your high slowly fades away. Yet he keeps going. His hands are gripping on your tights, pulling you into him every time he moves. His come is dripping on your ass, to the sheets. It’s so messy but feels out of this world.
After a couple more thrusts, he collapses on top of you. His head rests on the crook of your neck, and you feel his heavy breathing on your skin. You don’t mind it, though. He doesn’t let his whole weight crush you. Always so thoughtful….
Your hands go to his hair, gently stroking it. That makes him move his head and look at you.
“We should’ve done this before.” That makes you wanna laugh, but instead, you just give him a huge smile.
“Yes, we should have. It was amazing.”
Suddenly he moves away from you, leaving you completely empty. It makes you whine instantly. You miss the fullness and the warmth of his cock already.
“Where are you going?” You give him a confused look while raising yourself on the bed. “Come back here.”
“Not was.” He kneels right next to the bed, in between your legs, and moves his head closer to your dripping core. “I’m not done with you, baby.”
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goldenbuckyyy · 11 months
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LOVER
Summary: An inside look into the happily ever after between you and Draco that is well deserved.
Pairings: Draco Malfoy x Fem!Reader
Word count: 2.3kish
Warnings: SMUT (!!), raw sex, synchronized orgasms, slight dirty talk, cream pie, making out, established relationship.. anything else?! Let me know!!
A/N: I had always been wanting to write this little epilogue for my favorite little story, Heather. Please read my previous post which is just an explanation into why I hadn’t posted in a while! I hope you enjoy this. Title inspo: “Lover” by Taylor Swift.
All mistakes are my own. Please do not repost or translate my fics on any other side nor this one. 
I appreciate any likes, reblogs, messages, and interactions. Please message me your thoughts! Love reading them. 🫶🏻
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“Shhhh, baby. You gotta be quiet,” your husband rasps into your neck, his deep voice sending goosebumps loose all over your skin, as he licks a small strip up to your chin as he proceeds to nibble on your bottom lip. His warm, soft hands touching your skin which makes you feel like you're burning underneath him. 
You clench your eyes together to try and make sense of all of the different sensations you’re currently feeling. 
A strangled moan chokes its way out of the back of your throat as he angles his hips upwards to go in deeper as you instinctively wrap one of your legs around his waist to give him better access. Your hands touch his soft skin around his waist as you hold onto him, gripping tightly into his flesh. 
Your bodies synching together like they always have. Even after all these years. No amount of time would ever come close to being enough. You’re always going to want more. 
More. More. More. 
Your husband steals your moans as he covers your mouth with his own, his lips moving against yours softly, and your arms wrap around his neck to pull him into you. One of your hands moves into his hair, tugging at the roots gently as his own hands move to grip onto your hips, and you both start moving together. Speeding up when you start feeling the familiar ache in your lower belly. 
You both pull away from each other's necks, smiling when you both notice the same reflexes, and you reach up to kiss your husband's sweet mouth once more. His thrusting only grows rougher and deeper, but still moves with caution and it makes your entire body erupt in chills as you both moan into each other's mouth when you climax together. 
Always together. 
Your toes curl into the bed as your husband continues to thrust into you, spilling himself completely into your warmth, and you peck his lips a couple times as he leans his forehead against yours. Both letting out loud pants and small giggles. A cheeky grin overtakes his face as his eyelashes flutter against his creamy skin. 
His beautiful silver eyes meet yours as he kisses the tip of your nose and then he slowly pulls out of you which makes you whine at the loss of contact and he flips down next to you. He chuckles deeply as he rubs his chest, which is moving rapidly as he comes down from his orgasm, and his fingers brush against your breast. 
His fingers caress your naked skin around your chest, “God, I love you. I love how we’re still in sync even after all this time.” 
“So do I,” you whisper back sweetly to him as you reach over to him to kiss his cheek, which makes him flush like he always does, and you slowly start getting off the bed. You use the bedside table to steady yourself as you stand up. 
“It’s starting already?” He yells after you as you speed walk into the master bathroom that you are so incredible thankful for at this second because you feel like your bladder is about to burst. 
“Shush,” you exclaim back with a giggle as you proceed to finally sit down on the toilet and have yourself a wee. Your entire body relaxes at the feeling and you look down at your protruding belly. 
Three months to go. 
You reach over to grab your belly oil and rub it all over your stomach as you relax for a second. You almost jump off the seat when you hear your husband's voice from the door. 
“You’re a sight, my love.” 
“Draco!” You exclaim with an eye roll as you watch him watching you. He stands against the bathroom door, leaning against it, still naked, and you let yourself take in his body in its full glory. 
You take a minute to admire his muscular posture with his lean frame. You admire his creamy, milky skin which is covered in bruises. Which were caused by your mouth. Always leaving them everywhere because you absolutely loved to mark him up. You always made sure they were in places that could be hidden underneath his Auror robes. 
He still brought up the one time you accidentally marked him above the collar mark and everybody teased him for weeks until it faded away. Especially since Draco never used glamour charms on his skin. 
You admire his long legs with his equally long torso and you loved how tall he was. He always made you feel safe and secure in his arms. You lick your own lips as your eyes land on his valuable member. 
Your stomach tingles as he slowly strokes himself, still a bit hard for your morning activities, and you let out a laugh. 
“Stop it,” you demand as you clean yourself up and proceed to wash your hands. You stare at him from the mirror with a small smile. 
“Stop what?” He questions with a smirk as he goes to the toilet to do his own business. 
“I’m already pregnant with your sixth offspring because of that thing!” Your eyes looking wide at his cock in his hands. 
Draco lets out a loud, belly laugh that makes the corner of his eyes crinkle as he cleans himself up. “Technically it’s only your fifth pregnancy!”
“Don’t act like you don’t absolutely love it,” he whispers as he places a big kiss into your warm cheek causing you to giggle again. 
You leave him be as you walk into your shared walk in closet. You pull over a matching pair of baby blue knickers and a soft bralette. You wiggle your way into your comfiest pair of black leggings and soft knit white jumper. You slip your feet into your fuzzy gray slippers and start making your way down the hallway. Your ears are perking up trying to hear any signs that your kids are up.  
You start making breakfast the muggle way, thanks to Hermoine for teaching you, and you’re humming along to a song when the first sign of life invades your senses. 
You feel small hands sneak up on your belly as you smile brightly, pausing as you mix the eggs, and look down at bright gray eyes looking up at you. 
“Good morning, mummy!” Your little five year old daughter, Aries, whispers as she shows off her bright toothy smile. 
You bend to kiss her forehead as she giggles, “Good morning, my little angel. Where’s your brother?” 
She rubs your belly lightly as she then skips to her usual chair around the family table, “Brushing his teeth, mummy.” 
“Did you brush yours already?” You ask with a raised eyebrow and she giggles even louder. 
“Duh, mummy!!” 
Right on time, Aries' twin brother Phoenix, comes running down the hallway.. excessively loud and giggling as your oldest ten year old son, Scorpius is chasing after him. Your seven year old, Leo, is walking behind them slowly. Yawning and rubbing his eyes lazily as he trails into his seat at the table as he moans out a good morning to you and blows you an air kiss. 
“Be careful!!” You yell after them as Aries only watches them with a smile on her face as you continue cooking breakfast. You hear louder footsteps as Draco comes into the kitchen, ready for the day in his Head Auror robes, and holding your three year old daughter in his arms. 
He reaches you, pecking your lips sweetly as if you didn’t just spend the morning wrapped around him, and lets you kiss Lyra’s soft cheek as she smiles at you. Her tiny hand touches your hair slightly. 
Her eyes that match yours watch you as Draco walks away from you and tries to wrangle up all the kids for breakfast before he has to leave for work. 
The kids are all yelling, moving, and proceeding to sit in their favorite seats. You and Draco proceed to move in sync together as you both gather plates for the kids. Moving to fill each with cut up pancakes, scrambled eggs, cut up strawberries, and each kid getting their favorite drinks. You quickly make Lyra a yogurt bowl with extremely small slices of strawberries on the side and a cup of her favorite milk. 
Bumping hips and sneakily smiling at each other. 
Draco starts handing each one of your shared kids their own special plate and drink as you make your own plate along with your husbands. 
You set the plates down as you hand Draco’s hot coffee that’s under a stasis charm as he hands you a thankful smile and passes you your own cinnamon tea in your mug. 
The room is soon filled with loud children talking.  Scorpius and Leo arguing about what to do today after daddy gets home. Debating on if they should play quidditch or have a family movie night since it’s Friday. Which means daddy gets the weekend off. Aries and Phoenix are munching on their breakfast loudly and making silly faces at each other which causes them to giggle excessively at each other. Lyra sits in her high chair as she observes her siblings with a silly little smile on her face and trying her best to eat her yoghurt with her tiny pink spoon. 
Draco feeds her small bites of his own pancakes as Lyra happily accepts them. 
“What are your plans today, baby?” 
You hum as you finish your bite of food, “Hermoine and Pansy are coming over today. They say they want help with the wedding planning, but I think they’re having godchildren withdrawal.” 
Draco snickers at that with a slight eye roll, “Of course they are. Our children are the best.” 
You smile at him, “So, Pansy told Theo and now he’s coming over with the kids as well.” 
Draco nodded his head, “I’m sure Potter is happy about that.” 
“Anything to get Theo away from his nesting habits and begging Harry for another baby,” you say with a soft smile as you think of your best friends. 
Draco scoffs and rolls his eyes playfully, “I’m sure his baby fever will end once he sees your pregnant belly and our adorable Lyra. Didn’t they just adopt baby Sirius?” 
“Baby Sirius is going to be four already! Then Lily and James are already Scorpius age. Theo is just scared of empty nesting, but Harry says he wants to wait until this big case he’s dealing with passes.” 
Draco hums in agreement, “I wish we were like that.” And he proceeds to give you a soft teasing smile.  
You poke him with your fork and shake your head, “We have kids basically every two years, these twin girls are the last ones!” You eye him with an authoritative look. 
“Anything you say, my love.” 
“Do you think Hermoine and Pansy will ever adopt or have kids of their own?” You ask as you watch Lyra to make sure she’s eating. Draco doesn’t miss the tone of your voice at your question. 
“You’ve noticed the way Hermoine looks at your belly, huh?” 
“I have,” you reply softly. “It’s just.. Pansy always says she’s okay with just being a godmother, but ‘Min…” you trail off with a sad smile. 
Draco reaches over to your hand and squeezes, “I understand, trust me. Maybe get a second with Granger and just talk to her about what we’ve noticed.” 
“Maybe. I don’t want to overstep,” you say as you sip your drink. Scorpius is the first one that finishes eating and he quickly thanks you for breakfast with a kiss on your cheek as he moves to start washing the dishes. You admire your first born for a second and can’t help but love how much he looks like his father and how big he’s gotten. 
The same milky white skin with bright pale hair and even with the same matching gray eyes. His exact copy. Oh, you can’t help but tear up at how much you love your first baby boy. The first baby that made you a mother and taught you about a mothers love. 
The one who made you want a million more babies. 
Leo and Phoenix soon start helping clean up the plates as Draco helps Lyra get cleaned up. Aries helps him as you use your magic to clean up the table and Lyra’s high chair. 
You hum in contentment as you proceed to kiss the cheeks of all your kids. Scorpius blushes, Leo kisses you back, Phoenix and Aries giggle, and Lyra pulls you in to attack you with kisses and hugs. Draco soon jumps into all the loving before he has to floo to work. 
Draco piles all the kids into his arms as he squeezes them into his arms and then tells them to go play before their cousins come over. 
He gently pulls you into his arms as one of his hands slips underneath your jumper to rub your belly as he kisses your lips sweetly. The feeling of his lips on your sends sparks all over your body like it always does and you savor his taste. 
“I love you,” you whisper into him as he smiles against your lips. 
“I love you more,” he whispers back with a couple more pecks against your smiling mouth. 
“Be careful and I’ll see you soon,” you kiss your lips one more time as he steps into the fireplace. 
“Always am, my love. And I’ll be counting down the minutes,” he says with a wink as he grabs a handful of floo powder and calls out his location. He bursts into green flames and your hearing soon fills with the sounds of your children’s giggles and loud voices playing together.  
You take a moment to take it all in. 
Loving the same boy… now man for as long as you can remember. The amazing life you both have built. It was never easy and there have been many hardships, but it was incredibly worth it. 
What a beautiful life you both had built slips into your mind as you smile to yourself in pure bliss. 
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harmshake · 2 months
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I am usually shy and don't like requsting stuff but.....
Imma just leave this here....
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Oh, angel. For you, it's a done deal. 😘💗
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Cody Rhodes x Fem Reader | 18+ ONLY, NSFW, fluff, and smut | 2,099 words
Happy reading! Read my other Cody stories here, if you'd like. ✨
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The excitement buzzing through the bedroom could likely be felt down the hallways of the hotel, each corner, wall, and floorboard reverberating with that palpable joy for what was to come once you and Cody left it.
Only four hours to go. Four hours to get ready and head out to the Lincoln Financial Field. Fours until WrestleMania began where your husband, Cody, would grace the squared circle and become the new Undisputed WWE Universal Champion. 
You could see his excitement marking his adorable cheeks a light pink as they balled up from a dazzling smile. He stood in the bathroom, half-hiding behind the door he held onto as he was getting dressed, his bare, muscular shoulders and pecs peeking at you as did he with that smile.
"You ready to see the gear of a champion?" Cody called out to you as you sat on the bed, already dressed in your turtleneck dress as you pulled on your knee-high boots to kick away the Philly chill.
"Hell yes. You've kept it a secret long enough, babe," you remarked, thinking of how he usually showed you his new gear even in its design stages on the pages of a notebook. That let you know this outfit was one he knew would surprise you with its grandeur. Cody nodded once with a cute smirk before he closed the door for a few seconds, opening it and strolling out in his jacket, tights, and boots, deep hues of red, white, and blue with luminous gold accents such as the American eagle adorning the broad shoulders. His pretty, cobalt eyes wrinkled with that handsome smile of his again as he strutted towards you with his hands out and did a quick spin that made his jacket tail flit through the air. He made you smile, too, with pride before you felt tears sting your eyes to see him so regal and opulent—and you couldn't wait to see the big gold around his waist to match.
"Let me guess. You hate it?" Cody teased before he noticed you wipe at your eyes with your sleeve. He came closer to you and slid his big hands onto your cheeks to tilt your face up at him as he gazed down at you with concern turning down his pink lips. "What's wrong, baby?" 
"Nothing. These are happy tears, I swear," you piped up as his wide thumbs brushed your cheeks, his right one catching a tear as it slipped down your skin. You were telling the truth as you felt nothing but pure elation to see your husband who busted his ass for years week in and week out finally earn the opportunity to be the face of a company that he—and Roman Reigns, respectively—carried on his back already. You added with a sniffle, "Just can't wait to see you looking good like this out there tonight when you win."
"Don't think I've ever made you cry because I looked too good," Cody laughed quietly and made you giggle, too, before he bent over to plant a soft kiss on your forehead. "God, you're precious. You know that?"
"If you say so," you replied with your hands covering his still holding your face as you rested your head on his warm, slightly hairy abs exposed in his open jacket.
"I do," Cody reminded you with one more kiss atop your hair before he carefully pulled away to retreat backward to the bathroom with a sneaky grin. "Ah. I forgot...there's one more part of my gear I want to show you."
One of your arched eyebrows raised at him as he disappeared into the bathroom once more with the door closed, hearing him rustle with something before seeing him emerge in a mask—a skull mask with an almost silver sheen, golden wings, and a patriotic, thorned crown.
You couldn't help the gasp that slipped out of you as it startled you, you never saw him wear something like it. But at the same time, a smile crept onto your lips when he approached you with his hands out again as his muffled voice chirped behind the mask, "Badass, right?"
"Wow, baby. Yeah, actually. Wow," you marveled as he stood between your thighs to let you run your hands up his chest until they cradled the mask. It was denser than you expected, almost like real bone, and smooth. You could see glimpses of his skin through the jaw and eye sockets, but you nearly couldn't see his eyes in the contours of it. Yet you knew Cody was looking right at you as you admired the details of his mask, your fingertips tracing along the grooves of teeth where his warm breath escaped through it to graze your skin. You shivered a bit from the feel and from his fingertips tracing along your spine.
"Wait. Is it badass or is it scary? Because you're shaking a little, sweetheart," Cody asked softly and made another shiver roll through you as he continued caressing your back. 
"Um...both. In a good way..." Your voice was just as soft, threatening to taper off with a little moan when he let his other set of long fingers wrap around your nape as your head fell back to study him looming over you looking menacing, charming, and seductive all at once. If your thighs weren't spread open to let him stand before you, you would have squeezed them shut as that shiver trickled down between them and into your panties. 
Cody studied you back for a moment like he felt it, too, and you heard the smirk in his voice when he said, "Yeah? Or maybe it's a third thing...maybe it's sexy."
His fingers that stroked up and down your spine began to stroke only down as he slowly made a trail from your lower back, your left hip, and to your thigh where those fingers gathered the hem of your dress to tug up. Your eyes followed his movements, watching as his fingers then traced your bare thigh, close to where his touch made you shiver and drip and mumble to him, "Maybe..."
He let out a deep yet light chuckle before you heard a sigh follow it as his fingertips followed the deep shade of magenta where your pink panties formed a damp spot. You sighed, too, as he gently pressed the pads of his pointer and middle fingers to that spot, your clit behind it that he nudged with small circles just enough to turn your sigh into an airy moan.
"I didn't anticipate you'd like my mask this much, darling," Cody moaned back to you when you couldn't resist putting your hands on him, as well. Your head was still leaning back on the palm of his hand as you gazed at one another, yet you didn't need to see his thick bulge to know where it was and feel it twitch when you ran your fingers across it.
"Hmm...you must like it, too," you goaded him with a tiny grin and another tiny moan when he slid his fingers into your panties to bury in your warm slick. The delicious way he swirled them on you with his thumb nudged back to your clit made it a bit difficult to focus your fingers on the hem of his snug pants you wanted to pull down. He moaned with you when you carefully caught and caressed his length in your hand as it bounced free after you finally rolled his pants and red boxer briefs to his thighs. Now you had to look and soak in how his pretty, brown-pink dick throbbed in your grasp, all hard, thick, and long with his round tip trying to spill his pre-cum onto your thumb.
"I like feeling how wet you get for m—unghhh, shit. Mm...I like that, too, baby," Cody grunted with a heavy breath when your tongue swiped along his slit to taste him before you pushed his length into your mouth altogether to taste all of him. You knew he could feel the moan vibrating in your throat as you suckled him into it—a moan that grew deeper as his fingers thrust deeper into your pussy—when he trembled on your tongue and tried to balance himself with his fingers entwining with the hair at the back of your head. 
Cody's moans grew just as deep as you wove your tongue around his shaft that stretched your lips around it, your drool from his yummy, savory taste dribbling from the corners of your mouth and down your chin as your wet dribbled from his knuckles that tapped at your sticky pussy lips with each thrust. He was trying to make you cum, you could feel it with his thumb fondling your tender and tingling clit and his fingertips lingering with unhurried taps on your g-spot. 
He would be successful and soon as you felt yourself clench around his diligent touch, heard your husky moans fill your ears, and saw a flash of his angelic eyes on you in his devilish skull mask as he encouraged you with a husky growl of his own, "You must want me to cum the way you're swallowing me...fffuck. Unhhh, I want you to cum. Please, sweetheart...I need to feel you cum on my fingers."
His grip on your hair tightened just a little to make you keep your eyes on his that leered beyond his mask as he flexed his fingers in you with sweet, short taps on your spot that began to flutter as you whined for him, from that swift and overwhelming rush of warm tingles that flooded your body. It felt damn good, just as good as it felt to feel your husband pulse in your throat a few minutes later with his hips flinching forward until his cute tuft of brown hair brushed your nose. His warm, slippery cum as it started to pump down your throat felt good, too, and his moans sounded good with your name laced throughout them as his deep voice floated from behind his mask once more.
"God, baby...look at you. Beautiful," Cody murmured with another breathy moan obscured by his mask. You wished you could see his beautiful face as he cherished yours that he messied with your saliva and his cum on his tip that smudged your lips once he pulled out. Yet you enjoyed seeing your husband look like a sexy nightmare come to life as he revered you. He took his time drawing his fingers from your wet warmth that still throbbed on them, placing his fingers on your lips to join his mess and compelling you to lick it off. You whimpered as he let you suck on his thick fingers and pouted when he pulled them away, only to whimper again at the lovely sight of him pushing his mask off to reveal his handsome face again and taste you on his fingers, too.
"Thought you would try that with that mask on," you teased and bit your lip when his gorgeous, blue eyes held yours.
"I considered it for a half second," Cody chuckled before he took a step back from you and let his eyes fall on your bosom in your dress. "Uh oh. Looks like you might need to change. I'm sorry, baby."
You glanced down to see where your combined love juices had dripped to your chest and left a nice, big, wet stain that you wouldn't attempt to dry when you both had to head out the door soon. You nonchalantly waved your hand in the air as you replied, "It's alright. I knew I was going to need to fix my makeup again, anyway, too."
"Ah. Sorry again. I hope you don't blame me, but this." Cody jiggled his mask still in his fist and you both giggled to each other. "Don't know what came over me when I put it on..."
You then rose from your seat at the edge of the bed to soothe your hands to your husband's chest, but not before skimming your fingers on his mask first, as you said, "I didn't mind...you could, um, wear it again sometime. If you wanted."
"Is that so?" Cody tossed his mask onto the bed to free his hands to wrap around your waist as he eyed you with his stunning smile. It made you want to blush, especially as he added in a low purr, "Does tonight work for you, sweetheart? I'll wear it and my championship belt just for you...and I'll take it all off for you, too."
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are you mine? (are you? part 2)
rating: explicit
members: sunghoon, heeseung
notes/warnings: fem!reader, INFIDELITY, angst, bf!heeseung, reader cheats on heeseung (again), university setting, dirty talk, unprotected sex, creampies, mentions of degrading words in a non-sexual manner, i reiterate again: THERE IS CHEATING IN THIS STORY
a/n: i didn't intend to write a part 2 for 'are you?' but a lot of people wanted to know how it would turn out so here it is! this is much shorter than the first part and is mostly just vibes but with the events of the first part, what else is there to say? 🧍🏻‍♀️
read part 1 here
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"do you want to meet my parents?"
you tense under heeseung's touch, hand midway down his bare chest. he's laying on his side, facing you, your legs tangled underneath the blanket. the warmth of his body fades away when a silent chill runs down your spine.
"yeah," you let out uneasily, chuckling in an attempt to mask your nerves. "but, not anytime soon."
heeseung's face remains the same, eyes unreadable as he examines your features. he brushes your hair behind your shoulder, running his fingertips down the flesh of your arm.
"why not? it's been almost four months since we started going out," heeseung replies softly, drawing circles on your elbow.
you move your arm away.
"i just don't think i'm ready," you say with an air of finality, hoping that heeseung would drop the subject.
you don't think you'll ever be ready. not after...
heeseung watches you for a few moments. to your surprise, he nods, lips spreading into an understanding smile.
"okay," heeseung chirps. "that's fine."
your chest feels like it's been caved in, relief and dread filling in like heavy sand.
"thank you," you say, smiling up at your boyfriend's face.
heeseung moves closer and plants a chaste kiss on your lips. you respond, endeared by the gentle pass of his mouth on yours, a contrast to how rough he was with you merely minutes before.
"if anything's bothering you, you know you can always tell me right?" heeseung whispers, placing slow, loving kisses on your face.
your heart seems to stop, then picks up beating ten times faster. heeseung isn't very vocal, and this sudden display of affirmation has you reeling.
he knows. he must know.
you laugh, a nervous shake in your voice. a half-baked joke enters your mind.
"anything?" you attempt playfully. heeseung takes the bait and pulls back, an eyebrow raised in suspicion.
"what if i was secretly a serial killer?" you deadpan, narrowing your eyes at heeseung. a smile tugs at the edges of your lips.
heeseung chuckles, pulling you against his chest. he presses his lips one more time to your forehead.
"then i would gladly be your victim."
---
"i'm yours."
you whimper at these words, pulling him closer to you, face buried in his sturdy shoulder. he moves passionately against you and your whole body erupts in invisible flames.
"all yours," sunghoon reiterates, tongue running along the line of your jaw.
"you don't mean that," you argue weakly.
your cheeks burn up as you realize just how loud the two of you are being. his dorm bed creaking, headboard banging against the wall. you knew it was safer to meet him here, less of a chance that your boyfriend might find something that isn't his.
"i do," sunghoon replies gruffly. "a slave to you, to this—god—to this fucking pussy."
you sob at his words, a mix of arousal, elation, and remorse rising in you. with sunghoon, it just felt too good, too alluring to refuse. he was a lighthouse, standing out in a sea of darkness you didn't even know you were stranded on.
with him, you were, you are shameless.
sunghoon finishes inside you, but not before you reach the finish line first, sans condom this time, as he had so many times since that night in his car.
the thought makes you feel filthy all over, in desperate need of a shower, to scrub all sin from your skin.
"spend the night," sunghoon says once he hands you a towel for you to use. you hold it to your core, wincing when you feel the simultaneous ache and squelch of his release dribbling out of you. you catch it before it stains his sheets.
you've never spent the night here before. you check the digital clock on sunghoons desk and it reads 1:13 a.m.
"i can't. heeseung's coming over early to walk me to class," you inform, twisting the towel in your hands.
sunghoon watches you from where he sits on the edge of his bed. you meet his eyes and you know he can see right through you.
heeseung's not really coming over.
"fine," you finally concede. you pretend not to notice the brief twitch in sunghoon's mouth.
"i kinda want to shower though," you add, eyes flitting over to the bathroom door.
sunghoon grins, leaning close. you wrap your arms around your knees protectively. he stares at your face for a second before kissing you softly, so soft you barely feel it.
"whatever you want," sunghoon says.
---
sunghoon holds you close under the shower now. a million thoughts are racing through your mind. in this space, at this time, it seems like the world has stopped and only the two of you are living beings in existence.
"text me tomorrow," sunghoon reminds, deep voice echoing against the bathroom walls.
you sigh, lifting your head from where it rests on his chest.
"you know i can't do that."
and you can't.
all your exchanges have been through brief, curt phone calls. sunghoon was smart enough to punch in his number on your phone after you were done in the parking lot that night. since then, you've labored over deleting every call log your phone creates after each conversation.
heeseung was none the wiser.
"then call," sunghoon corrects himself. "i love hearing your voice."
ironically, you don't say anything more to that.
---
"i can't believe i've been assigned on a project with him!"
your ears perk up.
the restaurant you're in is empty at this hour, with the rush of lunch ending some time ago. you pick up a french fry from the bowl you and heeseung are sharing, popping the greasy treat into your mouth.
"who?" you question.
"sunghoon."
the initial reaction you have to your boyfriend mentioning the guy you've been fucking behind his back has grown weaker over the past few weeks, but with how often heeseung references sunghoon, it's a surprise you haven't thrown up all over yourself in sheer guilt.
"oh, him again?" you throw out nonchalantly. you busy yourself with your phone, ignoring the way heeseung looks at you quizzically.
"what do you mean 'again'?"
you look at heeseung, trying to portray the perfect mix of exasperation and cluelessness.
"it's always sunghoon this and sunghoon that," you explain. "if i didn't know better, i'd say you were in love with the guy."
ha ha. what a funny joke.
and much to your surprise, heeseung finds this absolutely hilarious. he lets out a genuine, hearty laugh, slamming the table with his palm.
"he wishes," heeseung responds with a snort. "he's always trying to one-up me, copying everything i do, following me around like a puppy. i'd say he was in love with me."
wrong.
you laugh along, finishing off another french fry.
---
"you're trying to steal my boyfriend's life, is that it?"
sunghoon stops typing on his laptop, turning to you from where he's seated at his desk. you're sprawled over his bed, wearing one of his shirts.
"excuse me?" sunghoon says, as if fighting off the urge to laugh.
you slide off the mattress, sauntering over to him. you throw a leg over his lap, sinking down until you're straddling sunghoon. his large hands hold you by your waist. looking down at him at this moment, you feel every fiber of your being light up with a sort of giddiness you've never felt before.
"heeseung told me about how you're always trying to one-up him and 'beat him at his own game', so to speak," you explain.
"and now you're banging me, his girlfriend, every chance you get," you add cheekily, kissing the corner of sunghoon's mouth.
sunghoon exhales, hands traveling up your back, cradling you, holding you close.
"i don't want to steal his life," sunghoon says, voice low.
"even if i came with it?" you question, tilting your head to the side. sunghoon grins, kissing you so suddenly, you fall back against his desk.
"such a clever, clever girl."
you're trembling now.
anticipation. want. need.
"my clever girl," he adds.
---
the first cracks start showing the day you ask sunghoon about his wanting heeseung's life.
you promised to meet heeseung for dinner later that day but not before you rid yourself of sunghoon's shirt, of course. he sent you off with a long, heady kiss against the door of his dorm.
you were distracted for the entirety of the meal. heeseung could tell. you know heeseung could tell. something was eating at you from inside.
it didn't help when heeseung made a mindless comment on the way back to your own dorm room.
"you smell different," he had said.
you surrendered to the idea that you were irrevocably fucked at that point. you made a sorry excuse about borrowing a friend's perfume, nonetheless.
the cracks are spreading, spiderwebs of destruction in the walls of your relationship.
sunghoon is a proud man, not unlike heeseung. he's greedy, selfish, controlled by his desires.
you aren't as careful as you used to be. first, a hair tie, a black one, like any other hair tie. you left it at sunghoon's dorm one day. to this day, he wears it like a badge of honor.
a shirt next. a considerable jump from a hair tie, but sunghoon lent you one, and delirious with sleep, neither of you noticed when you waltzed right out of his room still brandishing the white tee that was obviously too big for you.
you made it under your own covers on your own bed when you finally realized.
lastly, a hickey.
you've done it now. you've fucked up so bad you can already see heeseung razing both heaven and hell as he finds out.
"fuck," you mutter under your breath, staring daggers at your reflection, at the red-purple mark just above your collarbone.
"fuck!"
how could both of you reach this point? practically gallivanting your affair under heeseung's nose. it sickens you. you're disgusted with yourself.
but you know you're only this appalled because you're a hair away from being caught.
you jump when you hear the door to your room slam shut. of course. of course. heeseung has a copy of your dorm room key. you gave it to him a few weeks ago as a sort of milestone in your relationship.
you think to yourself with much irritability that you shouldn't have done that.
the ceiling is caving in. run. run now.
"_________?" heeseung calls out. you hear him approach the bathroom door. he knocks and you feel like screaming.
so polite. heeseung's always so polite.
"i don't feel good, hee," you manage. you definitely feel sick and you want to pass out.
"what's wrong? do you need to go to the hospital?" heeseung asks, voice growing loud with concern. he tries the doorknob.
"no!" you yell a little too loud. "it's just—i just need to be left alone, please."
silence.
you hold your breath, staring at your reflection in the mirror.
you don't even know who's looking back at you.
"okay," heeseung finally says after a few moments. "let me know if you need anything, please?"
you call out a reply, collapsing to the bathroom floor once you hear your door close once more.
---
you ignore him for a week.
he tries to come over but you shoo him away with one excuse or another. your conversations are contained in dry texts and obligated phone calls. he asks what's wrong. he pleads with you.
nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong!
heeseung seems like a far-off memory now. you haven't properly looked at his face in days. you haven't held him in much longer.
today, he's waiting for you outside your dorm. he looks like shit. dark circles under his eyes, hair disheveled, clothes unironed.
"baby, what's happening?" heeseung asks, not even sparing you any formalities. no 'hey', 'hi', or 'hello'.
he holds you by the arms, still gentle as ever and only now do you see the damage in his eyes. damage you've inflicted.
"i—," you begin. what are you going to say? sorry, i've been fucking sunghoon behind your back for the better part of four months, i let him call me his and i agree when he says he's mine?
"i can't do this anymore," you whisper, head hung low.
"do what? what can't you do?" heeseung demands, voice rising into a desperate whine.
"baby, please," he continues, sinking to his knees. he looks up at you and he's crying.
"what did i do?"
you watch heeseung sob at your feet and it's the most difficult thing you've had to watch thus far. you ball your hands into fists, confused, angry, regretful.
where's that ego now, heeseung? why aren't you mad? be mad! yell at me, blame me for something, tell me how much better off you'd be with someone else! make it easier for me to tell the world that you hurt me!
"you didn't do anything," you say, tears now falling from your own eyes.
heeseung just looks at you. looks at you for what seems like hours. his face, previously crumped up in despair, morphs into an expression of clarity.
he knows.
heeseung pulls himself up from the ground, letting go of you and stepping back, as if shocked by electricity.
"i hope you're happy."
you know what that means.
go fuck yourself. fuck you and whoever the guy is. you're a whore, a bitch, a waste of my time!
you look at heeseung one final time, shoulders shaking as your whole body is racked with sobs.
"i love you," heeseung declares.
he brushes past you, down the stairs, out the lobby, out the exit.
out of your life.
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you truly are sick. you're vile. you're the worst.
sunghoon knows even before you can say anything. he pulls you into his room and into his arms, whispering nonsense to you as you cry into his chest.
and then you're kissing, hands pulling at clothes, tongues dragging against skin, blood rushing in your ears.
you know this makes sunghoon feel better about himself. you're not stupid. you carried out a secret affair for weeks. of course, you aren't.
you realize now that it's sunghoon who has an ego.
he relishes in the way you cling to him so desperately, basks in the sounds you make, mixed with his name.
"i've got you," sunghoon reassures, arms braced on either side of your head as he fucks you down on his bed.
"please," you whimper out, holding sunghoon's face in your hands. he's going so deep, abusing your hole and it feels so good.
sunghoon kisses you and it's forceful and needy and everything you need at this moment.
"you're mine," sunghoon grunts, your bottom lip caught between his.
you mewl as he lets go of your lip with a tug.
"i'm yours," you say.
sunghoon leaves kisses all over your chest, neck, and jaw. he's getting you closer to your release. you want it, you want it so bad.
"and i'm yours?" sunghoon questions, kissing behind your ear.
"all mine," you confirm.
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you wake up the next day, limbs heavy and a colossal headache bursting through your head. you feel arms tighten around your midsection and it's a tidal wave of memories of the day before for the next few seconds.
you bury yourself further into the pillows and covers.
sunghoon kisses the nape of your neck and you drift back into sleep.
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the snap (Matt Murdock x fem-reader )
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Summary: after the blip Matt was blipped away. But what happens when he shows up after everyone comes back?
Part 2 Warnings: angst, I mean it this time ok? I teared up writing this. But with fluff it has a happy ending trust me. Im dyslexic so there are probably/definitely going to be spelling errors. (I’m trying yall. Let me know how I did my first fic for Matt I think I’m going to make a part 2. Please comment if you can and reblog are appreciated if you want ❤️) mentions of pregnancy and childbirth and children
My eyes take in the childrens bedroom. It was small and quant but cozy. The nightlights lit up the room and my five year old daughter was layed down on the soft pastel blankets. I sit down on the side of her bed. She was so beautiful, her sweet brown eyes and brown hair. Her name was angel Murdock, She resembled Matt so much, sometimes it even hurt to look at her. It showed his best attributes on her. Even though she was only five years old she was already fearless, the teachers at the preschool always say she’s already getting in fights with the bullies in the class, no fist fights yet thankfully. It was her bedtime so you were finishing up reading a story to her about a princess and prince who fought a dragon.
“And they lived happily ever after the end” I kiss her forehead. And get up from her sleepy form.
“mommy, why do all the other kids have dads?”
Her question struck me in the heart. Leaving a wound size I couldn’t even patch up after patching up so many of Matt’s wounds. But I remain calm and collected like her words were just a simple question. Which they were, she’s just a curious child, there is no way that she knows how deeply I am affected by them. I twist my diamond ring on my finger and bite my lip trying to figure out how to answer this question without terrifying her. I can’t lie to her, I promised I would never lie to her.
“Angel, your father….went away. Hes gone he went with another half of the universe”
“will he be comeback?”
“no, no he won’t” I answered quietly trying to keep myself from sobbing. God I feel so weak, it’s been five years! Fiver years and I still can’t get over his death
“did he leave because of me?”
“no! No, he never knew about you sweetie. He was taken before he knew”
I take a shaky breath and kiss her on the forehead “goodnight” I leave her now asleep form and creep to the kitchen. I look down and the sink and I can’t take it anymore. Grief racks my body as sobs come out in waves. Why? Why did you have to leave I know you didn’t do it on purpose but why? It’s so unfair. Mathew I miss you. I know The city needed but mainly I needed you. I bring my knees up to hug my chest. I feel so weak, so fucking weak it’s been 5 years and I still haven’t recovered. I tpull myself together and wipe my tears mainly because I hear noises outside. A lot of noises. Screams, cries, laughter, sobs. I run to the window and open the curtain. Hundreds and hundreds of people are flooding the streets. Some are hugging, kissing, others are just staring in disbelief. Poeple are running in all directions and so so many of them are confused. Who are these people? Where did they come from? Could they he the ones who were snappe—
Knock! knock! knock!
the noise of someone at my door shattered my trail of thoughts like a broken mirror, breaking me of my trance. Who on earth. Or any planet for that matter would be calling to me at this hour? I tentatively get up. Cross the room and open the door, I was not prepared.
there. Right there stood my husband dead for 5 years after the blip. He stood in his lawyer suit in the doorframe. Just as he was before he left. He’s exactly the same. To him no time has passed at all. But I’m sure he’s heard it’s been 5 years on the streets. My body is rigid from shock utter shock. He takes off his red glasses so I can see his face again. A small gasp escapes my mouth as my eyes lay upon him again. Hes so gorgeous it actually hurts. Makes my heart ache. To say I felt conflicted would be an understatement I was downright a wreck inside. He so damn pretty. Was all I could really think. my shaky hand reaches up and caresses his face as if feeling he’s actually there and this isn’t some hallucination.
“sweetheart, I’m real” he smiles
“I-i Matt you were dead—you-you—oh!” I choke out in sobs
I seizes his head and he walks closer to me closing the door. I kiss him desperately like a woman starved. The kiss is searing and leaves us gasping for air. As soon as we break the seal we dive into it again and I let out a small whimper that allows him to slip his rougue into my mouth. I immediately submit to him and let him take the dominance. After sometime in a log swaying kiss. We stumble towards the couch where he tries to explain to me what happened but with me kissing his neck desperately it’s hard for him. In the five years he was gone I never took a lover. I couldn’t bring myself to. I was always thinking about Mathew even if he was just in the back of my mind. Especially as I walked down the more dangerous streets of Hells kitchen without him.
“sweetheart—sweetheart— “ he lets out a small groan that is music to my ears “are you going to let me know what happened or let me explain” he laughs.
I pull back and bip my lip “sorry”
”I know five years have passed someone on the street told me that after they did I ran to find you I’m sorry—“ his head tilts to the side as if he’s picking up something “there’s another heartbeat in the apartment”
I take his hands “Matt this is a lot to take in I know but….”
“y/n you can tell me anything” the way my name rolls of his toung sounds like honey. He runs his finger over my silk nightgown, his favorite fabric. He takes his time training my figure and them cup up to claps both my hands again “anything”
Reassured now I start my tale “the day of the blip was also the day I found out I was pregnant. Turns out half the universe was blipped away. You’ve been gone for five years now. The pregnancy was hard, half the doctors were gone, you were gone. Without many people to support it was hard but, I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, who looks so much like you. I named her angel Murdock.”
he’s silent for a bit. I feel sorry I know how much it is to take in “I’m so sorry I wasn’t there for you sweetheart. I left you and everyone behind. God I feel so guilty.”
“Mathew there is nothing to apologize for! You couldn’t control it!”
We’re silent for a bit and I wonder if he’s listening to angel’s heartbeat. He beams “I can’t believe I’m a father.” He laughs “ironic isn’t it?”
“what is?”
“the devil is the father of an angel” he muses. His face is bright and happy
“I never thought of it that way” I ponder “she’s already fearless like you”
“Hm, maybe not a good thing. But she sure has the Murdock fighter genes. I’m just sorry I missed the pregnancy and everything”
“well we could always try again?”
“I’d love that” he purrs into my ear in his deep voice. And his head rests in the crook of my neck as he leans into my body. And I’m so so starved for touched after all these years I hold onto him like he’s the last thing in the world. I practically melt into his touch as I haven’t been intimate like this in so long.
“don’t leave me” i whisper
“no sweetheart” his strokes my hair “im never leaving you again”
it feels so comfy with his bodyweight on mine on the couch we don’t even bother to move to the bed as we fall asleep there that night not wanting for a second to leave each other’s arms. It would be hard to explain to to angel who this man she never met was will figure that out in the morning. Things are always better in the morning. No things are always better now that’s he’s back. Everything seems fixed, my whole world.
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Chapter 2 - Lost Girl
Warnings: will contain smut in future chapters, MFM, FM, sometimes more than 3 people lol. Violence (hello they’re vampires), mentions of drugs. (Paul smoking weed)
This story is going to be at least 30+ chapters. It’s still in its planning stages for the future but I love Lost boys (have since I was little) i need to let you all know that I’m a mother to 2 autistic children and a lot of my time is spent looking after them, but I will try and post at least weekly. Hope that’s ok with you all ❤️❤️ please feel free to post comments I’ll reply to every single one 🖤🖤
As we make our way through the crowds lingering across the boardwalk i can't help but to follow like a lost sheep. I have no clue where we're going but, but surely my soulmate can't be leading me to danger? That's why my legs willingly follow him as he makes his way towards a motorbike.
He gets on, and holds his hand out to me to take hold of, "come on, jump on." He says his eyes baring into my own.
I take a deep breath and pulling my pencil skirt upwards feeling rather self conscious, I get my leg over and secure my arms around his waist. This is my first time on a motorbike and my heart is in my throat. We begin to take off, he goes at a careful speed, we'd been driving for around 15 minutes before we came to a wooden looking house. We pull up the dirt path leading to the front of the home.
He kicks out the stand and slides off, his arms help me get off the bike, a smile now taking over his beautiful features. "This is my home, come on," he says as he leads me through the front door. "My mum should be home soon."
We make our way into what looks like a living room, there's a teenage boy sat on the sofa reading a Batman comic. I can't help but smile seeing a youngster reading.
He looks up from his comic, a frown marring his features, "why have you bought a girl home Mikey, moms not going to be happy." He practically finishes in sing song with a grin on his face.
He pushes his little brother by the shoulder, "Mom will be happy for me. Sammy; meet my soulmate - y/n."
Who i now know as Sam, his mouth opens wide like a gawping fish. He stutters, "Oh my god! Mikeys found his soulmate!?" He says practically vibrating on the spot with excitement. I can't help but to grin and smile at the kid. He seems so happy bless him.
I lean forward extending my hand, "it's nice to meet you Sammy,". We shake hands both of us grinning.
Michael wraps an arm around my shoulders, "well, I'm going to go get to know y/n some more, shout us when mums home." He says as we make our way up the stairs to what I can only assume is his bedroom.
We step into his bedroom and I take in the posters around jotted around on the walls. A single bed is the only thing to sit on in there. He sits himself down making himself comfy, I make my way over slipping my shoes off before climbing onto the bed.
We look at each other taking one another in, “So, what were you doing at the Board walk, you looked a bit lost. And I know I’ve never seen you there.” He says to me as I press my fingers to my lips, I can’t get over how good looking my soulmate is, he’s so handsome.
I look down at my hands, trying to think of what to say, whether to risk telling the truth and scaring my soulmate away or risking him getting me sent to a nut house. Oh sod it, what’s the worst that can happen.
“You’re going to think I’m crazy,” i say as i look up to him, “This morning I was in the year 2024, and I was on my way home from work, and I got hit by lightning and woke up on the sand in 1987.”
I peer up at, him waiting to see his reaction, peering up at him he seems shocked, obviously what else would you expect. “I promise I’m telling the truth, I know it sounds absolutely bonkers but it’s true.” I say as I look into his eyes, they seem to be taking in what I just said.
He leans forward, his fingers pressing to my cheek, he leans in and kisses my forehead, pulling me towards him. "I believe you, why would you lie about something like that." his chin is resting on the top of my head.
I lean in taking in his scent, I can't help but to feel safe in his embrace, snuggling against his chest. He smells me, I can hear his intake of breath breathing me in.
"You'll be ok love, I promise I'll take care of you forever." he says to me, nuzzling his face against me.
"Forever is a long time Michael, are you sure you can promise forever." i say to him grinning against his chest. I feel his chest vibrate with laughter.
"You'll find, we'll all be able to promise you forever, sweetheart." his fingers caress my hair, his fingers running through it.
I pull away from him, confused. "What do you mean we?," i say to him, does he know my other soulmates?
Michael is just about to speak when theres a knock against his bedroom door, "Come in," he says to the person at the door.
A beautiful blonde lady walks in, you hazard a guess that this woman is his mother. "Hi sweetie, it's lovely to finally meet my Michaels soulmate." she says as she rushes over and pulls me into a loving embrace. her warmness and nurturing nature reminds you of your own mother, a mother who would be in her 20s like yourself in 1987, the thought makes your head spin.
I lean into her hug, "Its lovely to meet you too," i say as she pulls back a huge loving smile on her face.
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hello, how are you? first of all i have to say god how i love every single one of your stories, i literally gasp every time i see the notification of you uploading something new. i read all your fics and everyone is original and very well-written.
i was just wondering, have you thought of writing something about “needy toto” since he’s done surgery? i mean either soft toto who needs attention or not that soft toto who needs some other kind of attention 👀 if not never mind, it was just a doubt i had🫶🏻
hey, im good! and im super glad you enjoy my stories!
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You breathed a heavy sigh when you pressed the button for the top floor.
That was a difficult day, to say the least.
Being a fashion designer and entrepreneur had good and bad times. Some days were really good, and other days you didn't want to go back to your studio near the Prince of Monaco's palace. But you believed that, one day, it would all be worth it. One day, you would be invited to show your collections in the fashion capitals of the world.
It was just a matter of time.
When the elevator door opened, you headed down the hallway towards the door of the penthouse where you lived with your husband, who was finally home after two weeks in Asia for work. And you couldn't wait to give him all the kisses you couldn't give during those long 15 days.
When you unlocked the door and opened it, you definitely expected him to be in the kitchen, preparing something or even in the living room, watching something on television while he waited for you to arrive. However, the house was silent, the lights were on, but there was no sign of him.
— Darling? — you called, while leaving your bag and keys on the sideboard at the entrance. On top of it was your husband's wallet and keys, which indicated that he was also at home.
But where?
After finding out that he wasn't in the kitchen or in his office, all that was left was your suite to investigate. And when you entered the room, you found him lying on the bed, curled up under a double layer of blankets.
— Toto? — you said softly, unsure if he was awake or not. A positive grunt coming from somewhere in the middle of the pile of fabric made you come closer, sitting on the edge of the bed — What happened?
— Y/N — he stammered in a hoarse voice. Pulling the blanket down, you found his messy hair and pale, dry lips. The dark circles under his eyes and the way he was shaking even though he was covered made you press your lips into a thin line. He was definitely not well.
— Yes, darling, it's me. What are you feeling?
Toto didn't seem to be processing your words at typical speed. In fact, he spent long seconds with his eyes lost on your face, seeming to realize you were there. Until he finally answered you.
— Cold.
Placing a hand on your husband's forehead, you saw the reason for all those blankets.
— You're burning with fever — you said, while pressing your fingers against other points on his face and neck — Why didn't you told me before, my love? I could have left the studio earlier to take care of you.
— Cold, very cold — Toto limited himself to saying with a trembling voice.
Getting up from bed, you started thinking about what your mother did when you had a fever to bring your temperature down. The first thing you remembered was the medication, which was stored in a small box along with the other first aid materials in the bathroom. Checking if it was the right medicine, you got a glass of water in the kitchen and went back to your room.
— Sit down, darling — you said softly — I brought you some medicine.
With difficulty, Toto managed to lift his head, swallowing the pill with a grimace before letting himself fall onto the pillow. Leaving the glass on the bedside table, you went to the most complicated part. Pulling the mountain of blankets he had placed over his own body to reduce the cold he was feeling, even though they only made the situation worse, was a big challenge, especially with your husband's protests.
— No, Y/N — he groaned — It's cold...
— I know, Toto, but your cold will only go away if your fever breaks. And for that I need to take off these blankets.
He whimpered, trying to hold on to the duvet without success. After discovering him, you tried to take off the clothes he was still wearing, completely sweaty due to the fever and the layers of blankets he had placed over himself.
— No — Toto grumbled, trying to free himself from the gray t-shirt — Stop...
— My dear, I need to…
— No, I'm married — he said, trying to keep your hands away from his jeans, without success. The statement made you laugh, as you pulled the fabric down his legs.
— I know you're married, my love — you said, throwing your pants in the corner, while he curled up in the middle of the bed, in just his underwear — I was at your wedding.
— It was so beautiful — Toto said softly — Y/N was so beautiful... I love her so much…
— And she loves you too, I'm sure — you replied, holding back a giggle as you went to the closet in search of a washcloth that you could use as a cold compress.
With the fabric already wet, you approached the bed again, asking him to lie down on his back. As she placed the towel on his forehead, Toto hissed in protest.
— It's cold — he murmured, trying to remove the compress from his forehead. However, you gently pushed his hand away.
— I know, my love, but I need to do this for you to get better.
Toto fidgeted some more, while you stroked his face to calm him down. He was a terrible patient, and that was a fact. But at the same time, there was a certain sweetness in being able to care for him at that moment, when he needed you most.
— I hate being sick — he mumbled, eyes closed.
— I know that — you replied, taking the compress to his forehead again, his hair already damp at that point. After a few more seconds, Toto opened his eyes slightly.
— Sorry about that.
— It's not your fault.
— I should have been more careful.
You slid your fingers to his lips, asking him to be silent.
— In sickness and in health, remember? I will always be with you, Toto. Always — you replied, leaning in to press a kiss to his warm forehead before continuing to press the compress against his skin.
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omg imagine if Ted accidentally hurt you like he startled you while you were standing on a chair and you fell off and broke an arm or something…he would feel SO guilty and take SUCH good care of you (sorry I’m a sucker for the hurt/comfort trope and the guilt trope)
Guilty for some hurt/comfort as well. It's soothing to write and soothing to read. So let's do this! Let's goooo!
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Relationship: Ted Lasso x reader
Warnings: Injury, guilt, comfort
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To be fair, you didn't tell him you'd be changing the light in the hallway.
To be fair, he didn't take his headphones off.
To be fair, it was just a bad combination of events happening at the same time. Coincidence? Is that the word? Your head hurts so words are hard.
But standing up almost on tip-toes, on a chair, changing a lightbulb probably wasn't the best thing to do either. Landlord should've been called, but whoops. Here you are, an arm slung in the air at the hospital.
...
It happened so fast. One minute you're trying to remove a dead lightbulb from the fixture and the next, you're on the ground with excruciating pain in your arm.
"Darlin'?! OH MY GOD!" you hear Ted's voice as your eyes blink open, your body on the floor, an arm twisted oddly behind your back.
"Oh, I didn't see you! I was just... oh, no! Oh God!" Ted's crying out, tossing the chair out of his way to scoop you into his arms. That movement sparks the pain, which has you crying out, tears bursting from your eyes. "I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry, sugar. Oh, God!"
"I think I need a hospital, Ted," you try to breathe through the pain. "Can you call the hospital?"
Ted nods, his own eyes watering. He couldn't feel any worse. He'd do anything to trade places with you.
You sit up and cradle your arm. It feels... not great. You see Ted call the ambulance, and he holds your good hand and almost squeezes that to smithereens, too.
As paramedics arrive, they take a look around the apartment, seeing the chair pushed over, you're on the floor with a black eye and a limp arm.
"What's goin' on here?" the paramedics ask. You know exactly where their brain is going.
"It's not that. I was changing a light in the hall and I fell off the chair," you offer, trying to keep them from eyeballing Ted suspiciously.
"It's my fault. I didn't see them there when I opened the closet door and..." Ted murmurs. "I'm so sorry, honey," he says, kissing the side of your head and leaning against it.
"Ted, it was an accident. I know it was. Can ya help me up, team?" you ask the paramedics, who accept your story and Ted's and can see the genuine affection between the two of you.
The paramedics pack you into a gurney, tying your arm stiff for the ride to the hospital.
As Ted tries to climb in the back you stop him. "Don't you have practice, honey?"
Ted shakes his head. "Not important, not as important as you."
He settles next to you, holding your healthy hand and staring at you. You're not crying, but the bruise on your eye is getting worse. You're breathing deep to yourself. He marvels at your strength and his heart breaks in two for being the cause of this ambulance ride.
...
And before you know it, you're being wheeled back to your hospital room.
Your arm is set in a cast. It's not a bad break, the doctor said, but one that needs some time to heal.
Ted jumps up when he sees your bed coming through the door, moving out of the way so they can arrange you. You smile sweetly at your adoring boyfriend, who's been waiting with a cramp in his chest at the guilt he feels.
The nurses leave, and Ted is leaning over you, brushing your hair from your forehead.
"I'll never forgive myself," he murmurs, kissing your hair gently. "Never ever."
"Ted..."
"No. I can't possibly. I hurt my person. I can't... I don't..." tears are springing in his big, dark doe eyes again.
You squeeze his hand.
"It's OK, honey. I'll be OK. It's not even a bad break. I'll be back to normal in a few weeks," you offer, your good hand brushing his hair. "C'mere, Teddy..."
You peel up your hospital blankets and he crawls in but insists on cuddling you, moving you to lean into his chest, his arm around you.
"You're doing that thing again," you say quietly, kissing his lips. "Looking at me like I'm a ran over squirrel."
He cracks a smile finally at your macabre reference but smiles, cupping your face.
"I just feel awful. I'm so sorry."
You smile. "I know you are. And I forgive you. It was just an accident. I'll be OK."
Ted holds you closer, his hand drifting up and down your arm, across your tummy. You smile at how warm his hand is, how comforting he is. His cologne. His hair.
You nuzzle against him and take a deep breath.
"I'm so sorry," he whispers. And you smile. "I know, it's OK. I'll be OK. And hey, a few days off work, yeah?"
Ted tries to smile as he holds you, staying in your hospital bed until visiting hours are over.
...
You're home only a few days later, and Ted lets Beard handle the office while he waits on you hand and foot.
He fluffs your pillows every 10-15 minutes. You know the time because you're journaling it on your little notebook every time he does.
Between tidying the house - which he appears to be doing nonstop out of nerves - he sits on the end of the couch and rubs your feet.
And when it's time for your first bath since...
Well, Ted runs the warm water and fills it with lavender bubbles, just like you like. He has a rolled-up towel on the side of the tub where you can rest your arm. He slowly helps you undress, helps you get into the bath, and then sits behind you, joining you.
"Oh honey, I know you're not a bath-taker. You don't have to sit here with me," you offer. While you love his company, he doesn't need to go this far out of his comfort zone.
He shrugs happily and lathers up a sponge.
"Nahhh. I see why ya like these, sugar. I get it! This is awful nice!"
You smile and lean back against his strong chest, his arms roping around your middle. Your arm is still propped safely out of the bath. Ted winces when he looks at it. Still.
You tilt your face up to look at him and he looks down at you and smiles.
"Kiss me," you request. And he meets his lips to yours. When you deepen it, his hands start to wander your body under the bubbles. He hums, you moan, and you pull apart and gaze at him with starry eyes.
"I missed that," you whisper to his lips. He smiles and kisses you sweetly again.
"Me, too."
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I wasn't sure how far to go but a bath with Ted can't be topped, right? OMG. He's so sweet. He'd wait on you hand and foot. Make you your favorite food. I just love it. Thanks for the prompt, friend!
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watchmegetobsessed · 2 years
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OUR PAST SELF
A/N: its been foereverrrr since i last wrote for my fac family and im also celebrating 13k followers! im so thankful for all of you, i hope to bring you many more stories!!
PAIRING: husband!dad!Harry X Reader
SUMMARY: Reminiscing about what your past self would say if they saw you married with four kids.
WORD COUNT: 985
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“Babe!”
“What?”
“You have to see this! Come down!”
For a split second you consider ignoring your husband’s request that came from downstairs. You literally just settled down on the bed, opening your book you haven’t gotten to read all week. Chores are done, the twins are at Anne’s and Ellie peacefully playing in her room. You were supposed to have twenty minutes to yourself, maybe thirty if you’re lucky, but now it seems like you’ll have zero.
But then you think of the excitement you heard in Harry’s voice and you know you won’t be able to just sit and not think about what he got so worked up about.
“Coming!” you call out, placing the book back onto the nightstand where it will probably remain untouched for a couple more days.
Walking down the stairs you hear Harry’s song Satellite playing in the living room and it has you wondering what he is about to show you. But as you come around the corner the music cuts off and you find him with Leo in his arms. That little rascal is all smiles, showing all of his total of four teeth. He is the most adorable tiny gentleman with his curls and extra chubby cheeks. All your kids had cheeks that screamed to be pinched and kissed, but it seems like Leo got more of that gene.
“What’s going on here?” you ask, a smile already tugging on your lips.
“Come on, sit down. You need to see what Leo just learned!” Harry gestures towards the couch and you make yourself comfortable, watching him set the toddler down in the middle of the room. The coffee table has been pushed to the side, giving enough room to have a little dance party.
Leo watches his daddy with bright eyes as he grabs the TV remote and he starts the music again. Satellite starts playing and Leo giggles in excitement. Harry sits beside you, watching him proudly as he takes your hand in his, giving it a squeeze.
“Look, watch him now!” he points at Leo.
The song comes to the part where Harry usually does his iconic arm thrusts, the one that makes all his fans go crazy, because it gives an amazing view of his toned arms. But this time he is not the one dancing, instead, Leo is wiggling his arms that distantly resembles what Harry usually does on stage. It’s absolutely, ridiculously, whole-heartedly adorable, adding his giggles and how he bounces, your heart is bursting in your chest.
“Oh my God!” you squeak, grabbing Harry’s bicep as you lean into him, watching your son dance around to his daddy’s music.
“It’s so freaking cute, right?” Harry enthuses. Jumping to his feet he sweeps Leo back into his arms and starts dancing around, making him laugh even louder and there’s nothing sweeter than a baby’s laugh.
You watch them finish their performance and then they join you on the couch, Leo climbing over to you, settling on your lap. You brush his hair out of his forehead and kiss the crown of his head.
“Can you believe he’ll be one year old next month?” you sigh, snuggling to Harry’s side.
“Crazy, huh?”
“Mind-blowing,” you admit with a chuckle.
“You remember how it went when I told you I wanted another one?” he grins, poking Leo’s tummy playfully.
“Hey, you said you wouldn’t hold it against me!” you protest.
“I’m not, it’s just sweet how hesitant you were and now…”
“Now I couldn’t even imagine life without him,” you finish his thought, kissing Leo’s cheek.
“We’ve made some really awesome babies, huh?” he smirks, clearly so full of himself.
“Well, I did most of the work,” you purse your lips at him, not letting his head grow any bigger.
“You did,” he nods, smiling. “My awesome wife gave birth to four babies. That’s still so insane.”
“Crazy,” you hum, squeezing Leo to your chest gently. “What do you think our younger self would say if they saw us?”
“Like how young?”
“I don’t know. Maybe fourteen. What would fourteen years old Harry say if you told him you have a wife and four kids?”
“He would highfive me, because it means I’ve had sex at least four times,” he answers without missing a beat and you smack his chest as his laugh rumbles through it.
“You’re such a pig!” you tell him off, but then add: “And it’s just three times, because we have twins.”
“Damn, you’re right,” he chuckles. “But jokes aside… He would be shocked and… relieved.”
“Relieved?” you raise your eyebrows.
“I was afraid I might end up alone when I was younger,” he shrugs. “Marriage felt so distant and unattainable. But then came you,” he adds smiling and leaning closer he steals a quick kiss. “What about you?”
“She would be over the moon if she saw how hot my husband is,” you grin at him. “And she would probably ask what it looks like down there after four kids.”
Harry’s laugh roars through the room and Leo starts laughing too.
“I can assure her that you look stunning down there.”
“Oh shut up,” you poke your elbow into his side.
“What? I love your pu–”
“I swear to God if you say that word in front of our son, I’m divorcing you,” you warn him, but can’t stay serious when you look at his toothy grin.
“Oh, you wouldn’t leave the man who gave you the cutest babies,” he scoops Leo from your lap and walks back to the middle of the room. “Come on, Buddy. Let’s give mum a show,”
He turns the music back on and you watch them dance around and you could stay like this forever. You’re so loved and you have even more love to give to your family.
Yeah, your past self would be proud of you if she saw you.
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Come Back… Be Here
Jack!Championx!reader
Warnings: Angst but a happy ending, swearing, kissing, let me know if I missed anything!
A/n: I’m not super proud of this but I need to post something. Also I am sorry that I haven’t posted anything! And a big thank you to all the love on my first post. Also lots of Taylor Swift references in this hehe😛(I didn’t proof read it too so I hope it’s all good)
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This is when the feeling sinks in. You realize that this is happening. He’s breaking up with you?
“Y/n” he gets out barely because of the tears that were clogging his voice up. “I love you. I will always love you. I just am so busy and you deserve better than me. Way better then me.”
You look at him with disgust. It’s 4am and he’s saying it in a simple way. “I really told myself ‘don’t get attached’ what the fuck Jack” you couldn’t help but be mad. You don’t blame him though. Your mad at yourself.
“This is all my fault is it not?” You say looking down. “No it’s not, don’t blame yourself Y/n. I love you but with me now going on press tour and doing interviews we won’t have time for each other. You’re already super busy with senior year of Highschool and so am I, even if I am homeschooled, I still have to do all of that then go and talk about avatar to a whole bunch of strangers!”
“Jack, it’s okay! Take me with you” You plead trying to reach for his arm.
“No.. your not getting it.” He says pulling away from your reach.
“What am I not getting?” You just want him to hold you and never let go.
”This isn’t fair to the both of us. It will just add more pressure and stress to everything. Go to college and get your degree. You’ll meet someone better and marry them like you’ve always wanted.” It hurts him to say this.
“I don’t want anyone else I want you. Just you.” Pleading for the last time. You finally meet his eyes as you try to embrace him for a hug. He take your arm and rubs it for a second. “I will always love you.” He says as he gives a peck on your forehead.
You watch him walk away. Your jaw is dropped. How could he do that? And at 4 in the morning? A/n: Jesus Jack we just wanted to sleep🙄
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It’s been 6 months since the breakup. It took you awhile to be happy again, but it happened. Well for the most part. You had just graduated high school, it was now July. Even after the breakup, you were still his biggest supporter. Even if you never talk to him anymore, you still stalked his Instagram and TikTok.
He was in New York today. And so were you with your whole friend group to celebrate graduation. He had posted on insta. “Oh god, Betty!” You scream.
“Are you okay!?” She runs out of the hotel bathroom. “He’s here. In New York.” You smile a bit.
“No Y/n. Not again.” She snatched your phone to look at the post. “Holy shit isn’t the hotel he’s staying at just right down the road?” She questions herself. Your eyes widen. “Wha-“ you try to continue talking but get cut off by her horrible sheirk. “Shit Y/n he swiped up on your story.”
“Give me back my phone!” You take it and half swipe the chat. Jack: Hey! That’s so funny you’re here too! I’m right down the street maybe we should go get coffee? I mean if you’re ok with that. I miss talking to you.
You smile to yourself. “He misses talking to me…” you say with a hopeful tone. “No Y/n! Not again!” She takes the phone but it’s too late. You: Hey Jack! Of course I would love to go get coffee with you and catch up!
“Oh no no no. I’m deleting it” Betty says. “Support my decision Betty. Just go hang out with James today!” You say rolling your eyes and snatching the phone once more. “Fine this is me supporting you” She smiles and give you a peck on the cheek. “Text me if you need me! Love ya!” She says as she begins to walk out to her boyfriends room.
“Yup” you sigh as she close the hotel room door. Was this a bad idea? We’re just friends that’s it! You jump out of bed and put on the cutest outfit you could find. Which ended up being a blue crop top that brought out your eyes and black leggings. This was a basic outfit but it was pretty crappy out and you just felt good in it.
You text him letting him know that you’re free whenever. He texts back immediately. Jack: uh I can rn if that’s good
you: duh that’s fine lmao
Jack: want me to come over to your hotel and we can walk together?
you: sure! My hotel room is ts13 at the eras hotel!
Jack: Be there in 10
“Shit. I have to do my hair and makeup.” You say out loud You: can you maybe give me 20
Jack: lol gotta do your makeup I assume
you: you know me all too well
Jack: Taylor reference?
You: Duhhh
Jack: ok go get ready for me
get ready for him? Damn instant butterflies.
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You finished your makeup and had one more section on curling your hair when you hear a knock. You run to the door and see him.
“Hey gorgeous!” You can’t help but say as he looks down and blushes. This is what always happened when you said that. He didn’t wanna show you he liked that nickname but you knew.
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you I was coming, but instead of getting coffee together I just went and got your usual. I hope that’s ok.” He looks back up at you as you notice he looks you up and down. You blush at the thought of him remembering your favorite order
“Thats totally fine! Come on in” You say in a very loud and happy tone. “I need to finish my hair really quickly. Just give me 5” you smile at him. He smiles back with his perfect white teeth smile. You feel butterflies creep on in your stomach. “I can do it for you! Remember that time I did your hair.” He laughs as he recalls the past. “It was a disaster oh my god! I remember that so well!” You shout from the bathroom. He comes in the bathroom to help “I trust you Champion” he just smiles at the nickname and takes the curling iron.
“Ow!” You scream as he burns your neck by accident. “Shit oh god I’m so sorry beautiful” the pain disappears as you focus on him for a second. He used to call you that when you guys dated. It was your favorite nickname. “Are you okay?!” He quickly asks as he turns the water on to put cold icy water on the burn. “Y/n?!” You smile at him. “I missed this a lot Jack. I missed you” he stops trying to put water on your neck and looks deep into your beautiful eyes. “I still love you” he quickly lets out but then covers his mouth. You can’t help but smile. “I still love you too.” You don’t care about the pain in your neck anymore and jump into his arms as you kiss him. “We will make it work this time” you smile to him “I’m not ever gonna let you go” he says into the kiss. “I didn’t want to miss you like this” you laugh after breaking this kiss. “Come back, be here in this kiss” he says again as you laugh knowing it was a Taylor reference.
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biggestsimponhere · 2 years
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I LOVE TYLER SO MUCH IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY (and your headcanons about dating him are so great) so maybe angst prompt 11 with him? Maybe he's afraid you're leaving him or shutting him out like his dad is doing but it's just a misunderstanding for some reason and it turns to fluff. God I wanna read about comforting him so badly
Everyone leaves, everyone except you - Tyler galpin x reader, thank you so much!!! Also I want to comfort him so badly too 😭 Just to reiterate all my Tyler fics he isn’t The Hyde unless it’s specifically necessary for the plot 😭 also I changed the prompt a little to “everyone in my life already leaves, so I just assumed you would too” because that’s just how the story flowed.
Tyler and his dad didn’t have the best relationship, you knew that. He always came to you when he and his dad were fighting so you know most of what goes on. On Sunday he got into a big fight with his dad. They fought about what they normally fight about, his mom of course. Except this time his dad left. Not forever, just for the week. He left some money for food and a note saying he was going out of town for the week. You haven’t seen or talked to Tyler since Saturday. You’ve been drowning in your studies and the little down time you had you spent sleeping. So on Friday when all your exams for the week were done you decided to swing by the weathervane to say hi to Tyler.
Except he wasn’t there. You quickly asked his coworkers where he was and they said he’s called off sick the last three days. This wasn’t usual for Tyler, he always went to work even when he was actually sick. You’ve had to drag him back to his house more times then you can count. You got your hot chocolate and then quickly rushed out the weathervane and headed to Tyler’s house. You knocked on the door but no one answered. You knew Tyler was home cause you saw his car, so he has to be around somewhere. You pulled out your key and went into Tyler’s house. “Ty! Are you here?” You called out as you took off your shoes. “Tyler!” You called again, “Are you home?” You continued further into his house until you saw him in his bedroom.
He was curled up in a ball under his covers. Deciding to let him sleep a while longer you headed back out to the living room. You turned on the tv before heading into the kitchen and making soup. Once the soup was finished you decided you would wait a few minutes more before waking Tyler up. You sat on his couch and pulled out your book. A few minutes slowly turned into much longer before you remembered the soup. You ran back into the kitchen and checked on the soup. It was very cold now. You made a bowl and heated it up in the microwave before heading back to Tyler’s room. You set the bowl down on his desk and then went and sat on the edge of his bed.
“Ty” you said shaking him lightly. He groaned before just turning over. “Hey, Ty, wake up I made you some soup” You shook him a little more this time. He eventually woke up enough to sit up and take in his surroundings. He smelled the soup before he saw it and then he turned to look at you. As soon as he saw you he pulled you into a hug. Which you immediately reciprocated. You ran one hand through his hair while the other rubbed his back. “I heard you were sick so I made you some soup” you said, kissing his forehead. He mumbled something incoherent into your neck before you spoke again. “Baby, you don’t feel that warm, are you really sick?” You asked pulling him closer to you.
He shook his head before burying his face back in your neck. “Ty, why’d you call off if you’re not sick, where’s your dad?” You asked, trying to fit the pieces together. “He left on Sunday, he said he’d be back in a week” Tyler said finally pulling away from you. “Ty, you’ve been here alone since Sunday?” You asked pouting. He nodded before moving back into your embrace. “Why didn’t you call me baby?” You said, laying you both down. “I don’t know, you hadn’t come by at all so I just assumed you wanted to leave me to” he said not meeting your eyes. “Tyler, there’s never a time, I don’t want to see you, I’m sorry I wasn’t here, I was busy with my schoolwork. If you told me I would have came a lot sooner” you said brushing the hair out of his eyes.
“I mean everyone in my life already leaves, so I just assumed you would too” He said, starting to cry. You pulled him back into your chest and let him cry in your neck. You stroked his hair while whispering sweet nothings into his ear. Once you thought he had calmed down enough you asked if he was ready for the soup. He nodded so you got up and grabbed it off the desk. “It’s just slightly cold from sitting there, do you want me to go warm it up more?” You asked moving towards his bed. “No please, just come sit with me, I don’t care if it’s cold” he said reaching out towards you. You moved forward and sat next to him in his bed. He quickly ate his soup so you could hold him again. You moved the bowl off to the side before wrapping him in your arms. “Goodnight Ty, I love you” you whispered in his ear. You thought he was asleep till you heard quietly whispered back “goodnight y/n, I love you too” and then you both drifted off into a peaceful sleep.
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bluewhitehues · 2 months
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Hug| Kim Mingyu - BONUS PART
(New readers you can read this one as one shot too if you want or you can read the whole story here- Masterlist )
Just like the lyrics of Hug, Mingyu is that Hug in your life.
Whenever it's hard [for you]
You can get a hug from me
I am the same
No matter how much you hide it
You know you can't hide it forever
So we can smile together
Don't be sorry
Don't worry
Don't be scared
Now don't cry
To me you are very precious
You can tell me today was tough
I am here, you suffered a lot
I love you
I will hug you
You wake up in the middle of a night from a scary dream which felt so real ..a piece of your heart felt broken after it..it was about Mingyu and you just want to see him and be near him right now. You fumble towards your phone and call him with shaky hands.
It's 3am and it hasn't been so long since mingyu fell asleep, his eyes go wide in worry when he sees your name on the screen, you never called him this late and you live alone. He was bound to get so worried.
"Can you come to meet me?I wanna see you please" You whisper as soon as he picks up the call.
"Angel? Are you ok did anything happen?" He asks Panicked after hearing your voice.
"Yeah just I'm not feeling well "
He notices your weak voice n promises to be there in 20 mins.
He was worried sick because you've never been like this.
As soon as he enters your apartment with the key you've given him, he goes straight to your bedroom finding you sitting on the bed with lost and teary eyes, he goes straight to you sitting on the bed cupping your cheeks immediately.
"Baby you scared me can you tell me what's wrong are you hurting anywhere?" ..he asks worried eyes roaming all over you.
You hug him instantly as if he'll disappear any second.
"I- I got a very very bad dream it felt so real and I never want anything like that to e-ever happen even in my dream" Your voice shaky from all the emotions you're feeling.
"Hey hey baby calm down please it was just a dream I'm here now hmm" He says stroking your back and head.
"Something happened and you just you just went away from me ..you disappeared and I was left alone all over again and I don't want that I I you mean a lot to me I don't want you to be away from me" ..you say sobbing...your crying increasing and he can't see you like that he has never seen you crying
"Bub I'm right here I won't leave you ever, you hear me .. why'd I ? you're so perfect, so lovely. I won't go away even if someone tried to snatch me away from you ..I'd fight the god for you if it ever comes to that..I'm never leaving you never" He repeats so you could register what he's saying, so you could understand him through your current state.
"It was just a dream you're ok,I'm ok ,I'm here with you see.." he grabs your hand putting it on his cheek while he's caressing yours ...he kisses your forehead repeatedly until you calm down.
You're crying so much he can't ever see you like this his heart is hurting so bad.
You're literally squeezing him in the hug and he's returning it he knows you need to feel him to believe it. He's not going away ..he's yours rightfully so ..you don't talk much about it but you both feel the strong connection you have otherwise there's no way you clicked in such a short time, always feeling like you got the missing piece of your puzzles always complementing each other in many things, like the way you understand each other, the way you get each other you just have to spill words and he would understand it.
Later that night after you calm down, he makes you drink water. Asks if you're ok now and pulls you on himself again, makes you sleep with your head on his chest so you could listen to his heartbeat. Tells you how much you mean to him. Keeps whispering i love you's. Keeps you close to him the whole time.
And promises himself not to let you sleep alone again ever, he wants to ask you to move in but he himself lives with wonwoo..so he decides on spending each night with you no matter what or how exhausting the day has been, you're the one he needs anyway ..to heal him at the end of the day.
A/N: wrote this back in February.
Wishing and praying for me and you all to get this type of love and comfort in our lives. We deserve to be loved like Hug Mingyu loves his lover :') 💘
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cuttergauthier · 10 months
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The Story Of Us
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Kirby Dash x Female Strome Reader
Warning: Trade, Pregnancy, Fluff, Wedding
word count: 2.0k
This insta edit to Follow this pic.
let me know what you guys think🤍
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The One Where He Gets Traded
I am currently in Kirby's home town, Kirby and I have been dating for 2 years now. I'm so glad my brother introduced us when Kirby first arrived in Chicago.
For the past 2 summers I've been coming to Kirby's hometown to spend time with him and his family.
It’s late in the afternoon, I am sitting outside on the porch swing reading a book, while Kirby was inside taking a phone call.
It is a beautiful sunny day. I am enjoying the sun shining on my face.
I heard the door open and closed. I looked up to see Kirby making his way to me. He looked stressed so I put my book down. He sat down next to me and let out a breath. 
I put my hand on his shoulder, looking at him worried.
“Everything okay?” I asked.
“Not really,” he sighed. He was looking at the lake. I put my hands on his cheeks and turned his face to look at me.
“What’s going on Kirby?” I asked. He started to worry me, did something happen? Is he going to break up with me? Is he going to tell me to go home?
I sighed before putting his hand on my right thigh. 
“I just got off the phone with my agent… I got traded” he said. My eyes widened. Oh my god.
“I’m so sorry Kirby… where are you going?” I asked. Is he going to break up with me now? I the aren’t going to be in the same city anymore. Is he going to ask me to go with him?
“Montreal, they’re going to announce it tonight at the draft.” He said
“Oh kirbs, it’s going to be okay” I said, he put his arm around me and pulled me closer. I laid my head down on his shoulder.
“What’s going to happen to us?” I asked
He sighed before kissing my forehead.
“I was hoping maybe you would come with me? But if you don’t want to i totally understand, we could always do long distance, all i know is i don’t want to break up.” He said, I smiled softly at him before I raised my head and kissed his cheek.
“I would love to go with you Kirby” I said, his eyes widened.
“Really?” 
“Of course, i love you, i don’t want us to be living in 2 different countries” i said
“I love you so much,” he said, smiling.
“I love you too, here’s to a new chapter in our lives” I said happily 
“I can’t wait to do it with you,” he said smiling.
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The One Where He Proposes
Kirby and I have been living in Montreal for the past five months, it’s now the all star break. We have been dating for three years. I couldn’t be happier, as much as I miss Chicago, Montreal is amazing.
My brother Dylan is now in Washington, Chicago ended up trading him also.
Thankfully none of my brothers made the all star team so we all decided to go on vacation together to Hawaii. I've always wanted to come here, it’s absolutely beautiful.
Tonight is our last night here so Kirby said he wanted to take me out on a date so I am currently getting ready. 
I decided to wear a beautiful knee length silky pink dress. I curled my hair and put on some mascara, I didn’t feel like doing my full makeup since we are on vacation.
Once I was done getting ready I left the bathroom to see Kirby sitting on the bed scrolling on his phone. When he heard me he looked up and smiled.
“You are absolutely gorgeous,” he said.
“Thank you, you look handsome yourself,” I said.
“Are you ready?” he asked. I nodded. 
He got up, put his phone in his pocket and took my hand. We made our way to the restaurant.
The food was delicious, we talked and laughed the whole time.
When we left the restaurant Kirby looked at me and smiled, the sun was about to set.
“You want to go for a walk and watch the sunset?” He asked.
I smiled.
“I would love to” 
We walked to the beach which was only like 5 minutes. When we got there we took off our shoes and left them on the sand before we started walking by the water to watch the sunset. 
I kept looking at the sky. It was stunning, it took me a few seconds to realize that Kirby wasn’t next to me. 
I turned around to see where he went only to find him down on 1 knee with a ring in his hand. 
“Oh my god” I said shocked, My hands went to my mouth.
Kirby smiled.
“Yn you have made me the happiest man alive, you have been by my side for the past 3 years, i love you more than you’ll ever know, i want to spend the rest of my life with you, will you marry me?” He asked. My hands are shaking, and tears are rolling down my cheeks.
I started nodding.
“Yes, yes” I said shakily. 
He put the ring on my finger and pulled me in a kiss.
“I love you so much” i said
“I love you more” he said 
We heard cheering behind us. I turned around to see my brother and their wives along with my 2 nieces.
They all congratulated us.
I couldn’t be happier.
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The One Where She Finds Out They're Pregnant
Kirby and i have been married for 4 months now and we have been trying for a baby for the past 2 months 
We had no luck.
I woke up a little later than usual, Kirby was already gone for morning practice. I got out of bed and put on a hoodie since it was chilly this morning. 
I went to the kitchen to make myself some breakfast. Kirby won’t be back for 2 hours since Morning practice just began.
I started cooking some eggs and the smell made me nauseous so I put it aside, turned off the burner and rushed to the bathroom to vomit.
Once I was done I brushed my teeth. My eyes widened when I thought about what could make me feel like this.
I rushed to grab my phone to check when my last period was. The last time I should have had it was last month when Kirby was on a road trip but I never did. How did I not realize before?
I rushed to our bedroom and changed into leggings and grabbed my purse and jacket before making my way out the door.
I rushed down the street from our apartment building. There was a small pharmacy.
I went in and bought two pregnancy tests. The cashier lady smiled when I paid and told me good luck. I thanked her and made my way back to the apartment.
My mind was going crazy, could I really be pregnant? Or am I just stressed?
I went straight to the bathroom to take both tests. Once I was done I washed my hands and put a timer on my phone for 5 minutes.
Kirby and I really want a kid, so I am really hoping that the test says positive.
When the five minutes were up, I took a deep breath and turned both tests around.
My hands flew to my mouth, tears started rolling down my cheeks. We are having a baby.
I couldn’t believe it.
I didn’t want to wait to tell Kirby I was pregnant but I also wanted to do something cute. Thankfully Emilia Armina  lives next door to us, and she has 1 kid so I thought I could possibly ask her if she still has baby stuff I could borrow just to put in a box and I could give Kirby once he got home. 
I got out and went to knock on her door.
She opened the door and saw I had been crying so she pulled me in a hug.
“Are you okay?” She asked worriedly.
I nodded
“Yes, sorry i didn’t mean to worry you, i um… just found out I’m pregnant, i was wondering if you still have a little onesie and baby skates i could borrow… I want to surprise Kirby as soon as he gets home and he’ll be here in less than an hour so I don't have time to go to the store but I want to do something cute… i’ll give them back afterwards, "I rambled. She smiled big and pulled me in another hug.
“Oh my god, Congrats! I know you guys have been waiting for this” she said.
“Thank you” 
“Come in, I'll go get the stuff, “ she said smiling.
I nodded. We went in and she made her way to another room. She came back with baby skates and a cute little white onesie.
“Here you go, Kirby’s going to be so excited,” she said.
“Thank you so much, I promise I'll bring it back tonight.” I told her.
“No rush, take your time, and congratulations again, you and Kirby are going to be amazing parents, '' she said, giving me one last hug before I made my way back to my place.
I hate an old box in my closet so I took it out and put the onesie and the baby skates in it along with both pregnancy tests. I left the box on the counter so I can give it to him when he gets home. In the meantime I went and cleaned the food i didn’t eat this morning and decided to eat a bowl of fruits instead.
Once I was done eating I went to put the bowl in the sink when I heard the front door open.
Kirby made his way to the kitchen, when he saw me he smiled before making his way to me.
“Hey babe,” he said before kissing my forehead.
“Hey kirbs, how was practice?” I asked.
“ Not too bad,” he said. He made his way to the fridge and got himself a bottle of water.
“ I have something for you,” I said nervously. He looked at me confused.
“You got me something?” He asked. I nodded and gave him the box.
He looked at me then the box.
He put it down on the counter and I went in front so I could see his face.
He slowly opened it. 
When he saw what was in the box he froze. I stood there nervously.
He looked up at me with tears in his eyes.
“Are you serious?” He choked out.
I nodded with tears in my eyes.
“Yes” 
“Oh my god” he rushed to me and pulled me in a hug
“We’re going to be parents” he said
“You’re going to be a dad” i said
“I love you, and I can't wait for the baby to be here,” he said smiling widely.
“I love you more,” I said before kissing him.
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The One Where They're Baby Girl Is Born
My due date was supposed to be yesterday, but the baby decided he didn’t want to be born yet.
We decided to stay in Montreal for the summer since I was 8 months pregnant once the season ended.
My parents came down from Toronto, Kirby’s parents and brother also decided to come down. My brothers and their wives said they would be here today. Everyone wants to be here to meet our baby girl.
It’s now 5 p.m. and I finally started having contractions but they are far apart so I knew I still had time before we had to go to the hospital. My mom called my Ob to let her know, so she’d be prepared.
At around 7:30 p.m. they were much closer apart so Kirby took me to the hospital. Our parents said they would meet us there.
After what took forever at 10:45 p.m. our baby girl was born, she was precious.
I’m holding her in my arms while Kirby sits next to me on the bed.
“She’s the cutest baby ever” Kirby said in awe and kissed the side of my head.
“I’m so proud of you, thank you for making me a dad” he said with teary eyes.
“Couldn’t have done it without you, i love you both so much” I said
“I love you both, my two beautiful girls,” Kirby said smiling.
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felice-jaganshi · 2 months
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His Pet
Chapter 15
The next morning, Zariah woke with a yelp, immediately sitting up and looking around, shaking. Angel fell out of his chair,
“Jesus christ! What the fuck?! What's wrong?!”
Alastor's eyes immediately shot open from the sound and slowly sat up, “Darling? It's alright, I'm here.” He tried to comfort her.
She turned to him and buried her face in his chest.
“Sorry… bad dream. I remembered someone from when I was alive… someone who hurt me real bad… I always hoped they'd end up in hell so I'd never see them again. But now I'm here too. Guess yesterday's ‘adventures with Valentino’ brought that back to the surface.”
“Well, I'm certain you'll never see them again, and if you do. Just point them out to me and I'll take care of it.” He pet her head. “For now though, I'll go make you breakfast, Angel will stay here with you. If that is acceptable?”
She nodded, “Okay… I'm not really hungry though.”
 
“I'll keep it light then. You need something since you skipped dinner.” He kissed her forehead and she practically melted.
“Hm, okay, whatever you say.” He chuckled, oh he needed to keep that in mind. She'd do anything for forehead kisses.
With that, Alastor stepped out. Leaving the two alone for a while.
Angel picked himself up off the floor, “Alright, how about I run ya a hot bubble bath? I know I usually like one after a night like last night.” 
“Ooh, a bubble bath sounds nice. You can help me blow dry my tails after too.” She got up and stretched. Angel went and started the bath water.
“Hey, does Smiles know you just asked me to blow you?!” He smirked at his joke, pleased with himself as she laughed so hard she practically doubled over. God, did he need to hear her laugh after all that happened. Good thing dirty jokes were her weakness!  
 
Once the bath was ready and she was soaking, Angel sat on the floor leaning against the tub.
“Hey so… Val's dead. Strawberry TallCake killed him. And I… I don't know what to do now…” He started shaking, “I… don't get me wrong, I'm glad I'm free but… Val was nice once… and… I always hoped, that maybe, somehow, some way… that nice side would come back, and things would go back to the good days.” She put a hand on Angel's head, petting him.
“Yeah… I get that. I felt that way about… Arthur… They always love bomb you in the beginning, make life seem like rainbows and sunshine, and promise you everything you've ever wanted… then once you're under their spell… they take everything you don't want to give.”
“Yeah… just sucks that I miss someone so horrible.”
 
“You don't miss him. You miss who he pretended to be. You're mourning someone who never existed, and that's okay… mourn the mask you fell in love with… then let it go. That's what I did. Though I still had a nightmare about him today. So, guess some scars just stick around.”
 
Angel sighed, “Since when did you turn into a therapist? I'm supposed to be the one comforting you. He didn't touch ya in anyways did he?”
“Nah… He tried till I bit off a chunk of his wing and nearly clawed off one of his eyes.”
“You what?!” Angel looked at her, horrified. 
“His wings tasted gross too. It was all powdery and tasted like ashes…” 
 
Angel groaned, “What am I gonna do with you? Ya little weirdo.” He then smiled, “I'm glad you're okay Sis… I'd be a pretty shit brother if ya died on me. Alright, I'll give ya some alone time.”
She smiled, “Okay. Turn on the radio on the nightstand so I can listen to some music. Oh, and the Spicy stories are under my bed if you wanna read them!”
“Yep, got it!” He turned on the radio and picked out one of her stories, choosing one that looked to be about a demon king and an angel falling in love. It sounded interesting enough. 
 
When Alastor finally returned with food. He didn't see her, but her radio was playing. He sat down the food at her desk, then heard her singing coming from the bathroom as she sang along with whatever was playing.
 
“My heart's a stereo, it beats for you so listen close, and hear my thoughts in every no-ote~.
Make me your radio, and turn me up when you feel low.
This melody was meant for you, so sing along to my stereo.”
He realized she was in the bath, which meant he was in her room while she was naked! He felt panic fill him, a proper gentleman doesn't enter a lady's room when she's in a state of undress!  
 
“If I was just another dusty record on the shelf, would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?” She kept singing along, completely unaware he had returned. Well, as far as he knew.
“If I asked you to scratch my back could you manage that?
Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks, it's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks. I used to- used to- used to, nah I'm over that! Because holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts!”
 
He thought about leaving, but something about the song made him stay, or was it her voice? It felt like her soul was tethering him in place. Which it very well might be, given he owned it.
“If I could only find the note to make you understand, I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand! Just keep me stuck inside your head like your favorite tune, and know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you!”
 
She kept singing and he felt like he was under a spell. He sat at her desk chair, and closed his eyes, letting the melody flow over him. She certainly had found the note to make him understand. He had plans for her these days. He intended to teach her how to collect souls and make her an overlord herself. Then, if she became strong enough, maybe she could take on who held his leash…
 
Suddenly he was shaken from his thoughts by the sound of sloshing water, she was getting out of the tub! He started to panic, until-
 
“Hey Al, is my blow dryer on the desk? I think I left it in there.” She knew he was there this whole time?! He looked at the desk.
“Y-yes, it is. I'm sorry for the intrusion, I did not know you were bathing!” He sounded extremely nervous, but she just laughed.
“It's fine! If I had a problem with it, I would have said something. You're fine Al, I know you're not a perv or a creep, so don't stress so much. I know I'm safe with you around regardless of my state of dress, and I hope you feel the same about me.” 
 
“I… suppose I do, actually. You get away with a lot more touching than I'd allow anyone else to do. For some reason, you don't make my skin crawl, and I'm not sure what to do with that.” He was opening up to her, just a little.
 
“You don't have to do anything with it if you don't want to. I'm just happy to be by your side. But getting to hug you and hold your hand makes me crazy happy too.” She came out of the bathroom in her towel and went to pick out fresh clothes before returning to the bathroom to change. Alastor kept his eyes off her the entire time, face bright red.
She came back out once dressed with her hair wrapped up in a towel. She went to grab her blow dryer to work on her tail, but Alastor's shadow got to it first. 
 
“Let me assist you, my dear, that way you can focus on eating.” He got up from the chair and guided her to sit. He wouldn't stop staring until she started eating. Then he hummed in satisfaction and gave her a tiny kiss to her forehead, “good girl.”
 
Alastor took one of her books and began reading while his shadow worked on her tails. After a few minutes, he spoke up again.
“Hm, Zariah, you seem awfully fond of holding someone in your sleep. Might that be something you'd like to do on a more regular basis rather than just when you're in peril?”
She looked up at Alastor with shock! But he kept his eyes glued to the book he was “reading” as he tried to look indifferent. 
 
“Yeah, I love cuddling! It makes me feel so safe and warm. Especially if it's you, you're always allowed in my bed.”
“I see. Then let me make an adjustment to your room.” He snapped his fingers, and her bed became a king sized, rather than the twin it previously was. “There, now if I decide to humor you I won't be so cramped.” 
 
He thought about their potential future together as she ate and gushed over a new story idea she had while in the bath.
He wanted her on his broadcasts, his Radio Angel… they needed to get her training for that, luckily in life he helped his lady coworkers find their voice all the time. So he was confident he could shape her into a proper radio hostess.
Yes, they'd go for walks together, cook meals together, have tea with Rosie, collect souls together. He felt warm in his chest. 
Yes, the radio demon truly did have a heart. And this little angel had won a special place in it.
 
(So this could be considered the end, chapter 16 is just a "bonus" chapter. Will contain consensual cannibalism, if that gets anyone excited.)
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⚜ 𝓑𝓮𝔂𝓸𝓷𝓭 𝓙𝓾𝓭𝓰𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽 - 𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒳𝒱: 𝒜 𝒱𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐿𝒾𝑜𝓃 ⚜
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TW: crying, self-loathing, discussion of grief, narcissistic collapse, smut (oral)
Summary: John does his best to console Vincent, who has been shattered by grief and remorse.
Bellwood Mall’s sleeping quarters occupied a Bed Bath and Beyond, where divider walls had been set up to create individual hotel rooms. The overhead lights were switched off in favor of bedside lamps, creating a space of blue-grey darkness above them where the strangely oblong light fixtures and metal rafters of a department store crisscrossed each other. There was even a long-deflated balloon, trapped in the joint between two rafters, its limp body telling the story of some disappointed child who had let it go.
Vincent was similarly deflated. It had been less frightening when he was wailing in the middle of the food court, John decided. Now, he slumped forward on the end of a twin bed - one of two in their room, though John had left the second one entirely to Dog and come to sit beside Vincent. He was exhausted by his fit, staring into space with dead eyes. He bore little resemblance to the poised, collected, arrogant man who had once held unmitigated power over all the forces of the High Table.
For a while, there was no sound except the occasional sniffle. John wasn’t very good at these things, he realized. He had no idea what to say. Maybe there was just nothing to be said. Nothing had been able to reach him, after Helen’s death. He wondered if Vincent loved Chidi at that depth. Or at all. “Did you feel the same for him?”
Without looking over, Vincent shook his head. “No. He was right. I never even considered him that way. Or – “ He let out an exhale of frustration. “I don’t know. He was important to me. But I never - I took him for granted…” He was getting worked up again. “I – I killed him…” John pulled him into his arms. He didn’t hug back, just hung limp against John’s chest, his head draped over his shoulder. It was heartbreaking to see him like this.
“You didn’t kill him. The High Table did.”
Vincent extracted himself and laid back onto the bed, covering his face again. “But I treated him like a thing! I used him! Until he died…”
John wasn’t quite sure what to say to that. It was, if Chidi’s letter was any indication, true. And to lie to him would only undermine his trust.
“There are people who wouldn’t even know that’s wrong. At least you do.”
There was a long silence full of slow, heavy breathing before Vincent admitted, “I didn’t at the time. I’m not a good person, John. I try so hard to be what the world wants from me…but it always comes out wrong.”
“…You’ve done bad things. But - ”
“I’m still doing bad things, because it’s a part of me. Some corruption in my soul.”
There was pure despair in his voice. To think that Vincent thought this way of himself was unbearable. John laid next to him and wrapped around his waist, cuddling him, trying to console the inconsolable. He could still feel Vincent’s chest shuddering. He was too broken down to resist an offer of comfort, and rolled over onto his side to curl up against John, who was still searching for words. “You’re not corrupted. You’re hurt, and lashing out.”
Vincent laughed humorlessly into the crook of John’s neck. “God, that’s so pathetic. I’m so pathetic.”
“I don’t think you’re pathetic,” he said calmly. “I think you’re really brave.”
“…You’re being so kind to me, and I was thoughtless to you all day. I am, all the time.”
“Are you sorry?”
“Yes! Yes I’m sorry.”
“Well then I forgive you.”
For a second, the Marquis seemed completely overwhelmed. He took John’s face in trembling hands and kissed him forcefully, before pulling back to search his eyes. “Why would you do that? Why are you so sweet to me?” He shook his head and bowed it against John’s, pressing their foreheads together.
“I just…I just want to. What’s the point of making you suffer more? I forgive you.”
“You say it like it’s so simple. An apology is real only if the one who is apologizing plans to change. And I can’t. You don’t understand how hard this is for me. I’ve never – “ He had to stop to choke down sobs again, and only continued when he had composed himself. “I’ve never had a real friend, John, not since I was a child. I was popular. But I never connected with any of them, I just toyed with them. I can’t treat people well, I don’t know how. I can’t care about people.”
“You just saved Dog.”
“…Only because you told me to. I wasn’t thinking of his safety. I was thinking that you’d kill me if I let him die. And…maybe that I’d miss him. But I wasn’t thinking about him at all.”
“That’s okay. I don’t care why you did it. You still did.” He stroked soothingly down Vincent’s back. “You know what Iosef told me, when I met him at that gas station? He said he loved dogs. And then he – ” John went quiet with anger for a moment. “It doesn’t matter whether you feel warm and fuzzy inside. You have a choice about what you do.”
“What if I don’t have a choice? What if I’m completely out of control and I can’t do it?”
His voice shook with desperation in that dangerous way that made John want to crush the sadness out of his body with sheer physical affection. John got over the top of him again, on hands and knees staring down directly into those swimming pupils, which widened in surprise. Words tumbled out of him, low and fast and coming from some primal core of his being. “Then I’ll treat you as a wild animal that doesn’t have reason right now. My pet lion. I won’t judge you or punish you. I will just stop you from hurting people…or yourself. I will control you, by force if necessary, and take care of you. And I will try so very hard not to hurt you in the process, because at a time like that, you’re completely innocent.” He realized his heart was racing and their eyes were locked together. There was something burning between them, a mutual intoxication at that prospect. He wondered if he’d said too much, if that would be insulting.
Vincent swallowed, staring up at him with devastating awe. “That sounds…safe,” he said, in a small voice. “I think…I think I want that, Mr. Wick.” Not the resentful “Wick” that he often spoke in defiance. Not the tender “John” that had risen up in familiarity. Mr. Wick, whom he trusted to control him in every way, to be his moral compass and his failsafe. Mr. Wick, who was staring straight into the tear-stained, puffy-eyed face of the responsibility to which he had just sworn himself. An intense rush of fondness went through him at being so trusted, at holding Vincent’s very wellbeing in his hands, and he caressed his cheek, brushing away tears.
“I want that too.” He realized Vincent wasn’t the only one who was shaking, and fought for control over his desires.
“You’ll really…you’ll take care of me? When I’m at my absolute most petty and cruel, beyond all help?” His voice was too high, too sugary, brain-broken. He was stroking absently along the front of John’s button down in a way that sent thrills to his core. Stripped of all defenses, Vincent had become boneless and needy. John wondered if anyone else had ever seen him this way, and if so, how they had treated him. As he cupped Vincent’s face, John’s thumb rested tenderly against his lower lip. It occurred to him how soft he really was, underneath everything.
“Yeah. Isn’t that what I’ve been doing?”
He nodded, placated, subdued…and nuzzled into John’s hand. Fuck. His chest shuddered with rampant affection.
He had to communicate one more message, before allowing lust to overcome him entirely. “But listen to me, Vincent. As much as I want that, I want something else more. I want to love you like a man, not an animal. Someone I can trust with freedom. I believe that the man in you is alive. Okay? You can get better.”
Only one part of that had registered with Vincent. “You want to love me?”
John’s heart nearly stopped as he realized what he’d said. It could not be reciprocated, but…to hell with it. Might as well learn from Chidi, and not wait until it was too late. “…Yeah.”
Even John, in his near-pathological humility, couldn’t misinterpret the way Vincent beamed and let out a little gasp of giddy disbelief. A radiant happiness shone out of that dimpled smile, and he dragged John down against him by the collar, demanding his lips, demanding that the heat between their legs press together. When they finally broke, he was still clinging to the front of John’s shirt. “I want to love you too,” he whispered. “I don’t know if I can but I want to.”
The pang of disappointment was swallowed by gratitude. “What you feel towards me…I accept it. It doesn’t matter what it is. I’m lucky.”
“Good. I…I need you. Kiss me again, please.” He was flushed and disheveled and perfect, and angling his lips upward in desperate anticipation. So John pushed his tongue between Vincent’s teeth, tasting blood and salt, until his back arched, wringing a whimper from him as it affected his chest.
“Don’t move.”
“Mmmm…” he whined in some mixture of misery and pleasure, and went limp. His fingers were still wandering listlessly over the blanket so John lifted his hands one by one and kissed each wrist, just above the end of the gauze. He let them fall back to the blanket and moved on to his chest, hiking up his T-shirt over the bandages to kiss just below them, on the arch of his ribcage, moving slowly and deliberately.
Then he went lower. Sliding his waistband down an inch, he kissed the protrusion of each hip bone at the front of his pelvis, and then the sensitive hollows where his hips dove into the base of his cock, already visibly throbbing in deep pink. He gripped the sides of his hips like handles and guided them into a rolling motion, showing him how he could move them in isolation from his abdomen. Vincent pushed against him, moving too far, but John pressed him down into the bed, refusing to let him thrust. He sucked in a breath and didn’t let it out again.
“Breathe, моя любовь [my love].”
Obediently, Vincent forced his chest to rise and fall, and John rewarded him by sliding his pants down far enough to let him stand erect. It was really gorgeous, so flushed with color. His own cock was screaming for relief at the sight of it. He unbuttoned hastily and for a moment, he let Vincent watch him stroke himself to the image of the beautiful, helpless, demonic angel laid out before him, vulnerable and tearful and completely trusting of him. His skin shone even in its tortured pallor, interrupted by slivers of red along his arms and by the purple flowers blooming at his bruised jaw. “You’re beautiful, Vincent. You’re so beautiful.”
Rosiness flooded through those pallid cheeks and he made some little flustered noise of appreciation. “I…I’m…merci.”
“And…” he reluctantly let go of himself to slide his hands down Vincent’s sides and onto his rod, where he took hold of it, “you’re good. You’re so good. You deserve happiness. You shouldn’t have to be trapped in your head all alone. You deserve for someone to take care of you. Someone to help you.”
His moan shuddered its way into a sob and he covered his mouth with one hand to stifle it.
“You’re allowed to cry. You’re safe. The only thing I will do is make you feel good.” And he closed his arms around Vincent’s thighs, sliding his hands underneath him to make him feel held from every side as he planted a kiss on the swollen head of his cock. It twitched in response.
“John –  Putain, s'il te plaît… [fuck, please…]“ he gasped, squirming for more.
John chuckled lightly. “Okay.” And he took him into his mouth, deep. God, he was silky soft, and so responsive. His thighs flexed hard whenever John’s tongue rubbed along a favorite spot. John worked relentlessly and systematically until he found the rhythm that drew the most flexing out of him. Vincent was rolling his hips as he’d been shown, fucking his head softly and slowly. Whenever he got too aggressive, John’s arms tightened around him, pinning him helplessly to the bed. He wondered momentarily whether anyone in the adjacent rooms could hear Vincent’s shuddering moans of ecstasy and decided he didn’t care.
Before finishing him off, he surfaced to see his head thrown back. To admire him, and to give him fuel for the final stretch. “Я тебя люблю.”  he said slowly, this time teaching him. “I love you. Безоговорочно. Unconditionally.”
“I don’t…I don’t deserve you.” He was crying uncontrollably.
“Я тебя люблю,” he repeated firmly, and cradled his hips in his arms again, enveloping him in warmth right to the base until he was breathless. His face was a mess but he refused to break rhythm for anything. In this little time, he had already learned how to bring this newfound treasure of a body to unrelenting pleasure and he did not hesitate. The growing scent of Vincent’s aromatic, animalistic musk drove his own arousal to maddening urgency with every breath. Lust sent him into a daze. Vincent’s breath hitched again and this time he could not restore it. John was growling into the flesh, struggling not to use teeth, as he carried his angel over the edge at last and swallowed every last precious drop of that salty-sweet proof of Vincent’s orgasm.
He crawled back up to his side and embraced him again, not allowing them to lose contact for even a moment. “Я тебя… тебя люблю [I love…love you]” Vincent mumbled clumsily into his neck, covered in sweat, stumbling over the words, and then kissed him. “I’m sorry…if I’m bad at it.”
Impossible. A miracle. He laughed and realized his own eyes were wet. “You’re pretty good at it right now.”
Impossible peace.
Peace all through his body, peace singing something operatic inside his ribcage, something Vincent would like. Peace he thought he would never feel again. No…not exactly like that. Peace more bittersweet, peace somehow crafted out of a white hot inferno, peace made of longing, a longing for continuance, for this moment to never end. For tomorrow to never come to test this fragile bond and steal Vincent’s life away. He pulled Vincent on top of him and held him as if he might never hold him again.
“How do I be better, John? At loving you,” said his perfect, impish angel, some minutes later, as their hearts slowed down together. His face was buried in his chest. “I really do want to try.”
“Umm…” he struggled with the afterglow clouding his brain. This was important. “Tell me when you’re hurt.”
Vincent snorted. “That doesn’t make things better for you.”
“It does. For both of us. Because then…I can help before you get mad. I can figure out what I did and apologize or…just help however you need. I promise I won’t be upset if you tell me.”
“Even if it’s something petty?”
“It’s not petty if it’s upsetting you. Maybe irrational, but…there’s always something behind it and we’ll figure it out together.”
Vincent sighed. “Like when you mentioned Helen earlier.” He cleared his throat, struggling profoundly. John waited. “I was. Um. I was jealous.” John could feel his heart racing. He had gone totally tense with anxiety, waiting for a response.
“That makes sense. I didn’t think about that. You should know that you mean very much to me, even after this short time. I…I have struggled with moving on, but it’s what she would want. She even said so. And what I have with you is something…completely unique. I have never felt this way before.” That was true.
“Well that…wasn’t so bad.”
“See. You can do it.” He could feel Vincent’s cheeks smiling against him.
“Will you tell me about her? You wanted to and I stupidly…”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. I can handle it. Anyway, I need to do something nice for you. You’ve been so good to me, Mr. Wick.”
“Well…” How to describe Helen to someone who had never met her? “She showed me how to do…this.” He gestured between them. “How to love unconditionally. Before I met her, I was power hungry in my own way. I was a pure nihilist, just angry with the world and stepping on its throat just because I could. I wanted love. Dreamed about it all the time, ever since I was a kid. I was into fairy tales, and then fucking…Victorian novels and shit. But I was completely unworthy of that. A killing machine with no idea how to live a normal life. And then she…just appeared.”
“She was a photographer at the time, doing this project for public awareness about gangs and the mob and all that. Like, telling people’s stories anonymously, to help people understand how criminal activity starts and build empathy, that kind of thing… She saw me sitting alone in a restaurant trying to look normal and immediately knew I wasn’t. Saw right through me. So she asked me for an interview and took photos of some of my old suits for the piece.”
“You did an interview? About being an assassin?”
“Well, no. I didn’t tell her that at the time. I just told her I was involved with the mafia against my will. That I had been trafficked into the business as a child and uh…”
He had to pause to swallow the lump in his throat. There were tears flowing freely down the sides of his face but he had to at least try to keep his voice steady. “Anyway, that was the first time an innocent person was willing to listen to what I’d gone through. She didn’t judge me, she didn’t try to turn me in. Didn’t see any of it as my fault. She just wanted to help me get out. Even after she found out what I was really doing. She was…remarkable. Deeply compassionate. And she spent a lot of time just…doing things with me that I never got to do. Like go to the mall…I was going to show her so many things too, because she had a hard life of her own. Messed up shit. She deserved so much more. But she’s gone, and this yearning…to give to somebody like she gave to me…this desire that she put in me, to take care of people, it’s still here. As grief. And it just has nowhere to go…”
He realized Vincent was lifting up his hand. Nothing could have surprised him more than the soft kiss that he placed on his wrist, mimicking the way John had kissed him earlier. And then he kissed him again, right at the center of his palm.
“Don’t cry, Mr. Wick,” he said. “You can take care of me as much as you like.”
John laughed in wonder. By the time he forced himself to speak, it was ragged and deeply sincere. “I will. I promise. Do you want to tell me about Chidi?”
A long silence. “…One day.”
“Okay.” John kissed the top of his head. “Do you feel any better?”
“Oui. Merci.” He cuddled closer against John, if that was even possible.
“Bien. Fais de beaux rêves. [Good. Sweet dreams.]” He switched out the light and let Vincent sleep on his chest like a curled-up cat, sighing softly from time to time.
They had a hell of a big day tomorrow. John stared into the darkness, his hands tightly around Vincent’s back, and prayed to whatever gods may be.
Don’t take him from me. Please. Don’t take him from me.
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