#hhhh evolution is so fucking cool. ive been listening to the common decent podcast and losing my mind
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#hhhh evolution is so fucking cool. ive been listening to the common decent podcast and losing my mind#paleontology is so fucking !!!! like we know so much crazy stuff abt dinos#its insane. literally insane. its wild how they were just like normal animals. absolutely wild#i want paleontology friends :-( and geology friends :-( and to be able to read :-(#but my brain is full of angry bees and the bees compell me to do things that give me a headache. exhausting#like i imagine hope ppl normally live it its cazy to me. like u have friends? u talk to ppl? u go out and do things?#i sit in my apartment and slowly unravel. days smearing together into an unmemorable blur. and to quote a counting cro ws song#that cant be what a life is for. idk when i think abt it objectively it is rather sad#literally i just want to walk around in the woods. crawl around in the dirt. and think abt evolution and the origins of life#but my brain doesnt allow me to do things. so i sit here and drive myself nuts.#i really want to go up to the lake. its stupid. lake erie the most trashy of the great lakes calls to me. i want to poke around in the sand#for lucky stones and sea glass and fossils. sigh. but i live so far away and my brain wont allow me to disengage from stuff#so here we r. a sad little fishy swimming in circles#ay. its not so bad as it was when i was taking photosynthesis measurements. thats something at least#tho i have committed to at least 3 more photosynthesis projects so rip my will to live#at least they arent timed#unrelated
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