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wyniepooh · 2 days

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Know

art knows you like no one else. he knows you better than you know yourself.

standford!art x reader. mentions of alcohol. cheating on reader’s part but it’s valid bc her bf is an ass. art knows he can treat u better than ur shitty bf, and proves it.

“You have to know, right?”

“what?”

your words came out slurry and slow, and it took all your might to not let your squinted eyes close. through the sliver of what you could see, art sat opposite you, back against the side of his bed and beer bottle in hand.

you chuckled, “I don’t know what you-“

“That he treats you like shit.”

you stop in your sentence, choosing instead to fill your mouth with another sip of your beer. You gulp down the prickly liquid, wiping your mouth as you say, “you don’t know anything about us.”

He shrugs. “I know you’re spending a Friday night getting drunk with his roommate, rather than accompanying him to that fancy tennis gala he was invited to.”

you shook your head casually, taking another full sip before speaking.

“I’m wasn’t interested. You know I don’t play, right? i didn’t want to-“

“Did he ask?”

you laugh, running a swift hand over your face. “What do you mean?”

“I mean,” he sat up slightly, scooting a little closer to where you were. you had your legs crossed, and you were drowsily leaning on the side of your boyfriend’s bed. he propped his elbow on a raised knee. “did he even ask you to go?”

you smile slowly faded as you looked down, sucking on the inside of your cheek as you tried to focus instead on the harsh, brown carpet of the room. Faded music could be heard from the other rooms, and usually, you’d be in one of those dorms, partying it down, but tonight, you much prefer the silence.

“No,” you whispered.

He cleared his throat and took another swig. “you know, with the way he talks about you and the way he acts around you, you would think everyone knows exactly how he feels about you. everyone except yourself.”

He chugged what was left in his bottle, tossing it to the side where a pile was beginning to accumulate. He stared straight at you with half-closed eyes and pressed his lips together. “honestly, sometimes, I think you know too. deep down. I think you know exactly what he’s thinking, exactly what he’s going to do to you, and yet you choose to ignore it.”

“Why?” He asks. there was a look of genuine concern and confusion of his face. his expression was pained, as if the idea of you suffering hurt him more than you.

You nibble at the bottom of your lip, hoping that the pain of the peeling skin would stop the tears from running. your actions were done in vain, as your tears had already begun to form and fall. Suddenly, you feel a warm finger on your face, gently swiping away at your dampened cheeks.

The pad of his thumb stayed on your cheek while the rest of his hand uncurled around your jaw. “You have to know, right?”

“Yes,” you sniffled, “of course I know he treats me like another one of his fan girls that he tosses away after-“

“No, not that,” he mutters.

“look at me.”

He guides your chin up until your eyes are parallel with his, and for the first time that night, you get a good view of his face. His overgrown blonde hair scattered all over his face, some across the front of his blue eyes. They seemed to not be able to concentrate in one place, flickering from your hair to your nose to your chin. You were sure that your cheeks were as flushed as him from the alcohol and the embarrassment, so much so that heat was practically radiating off of the two of you.

“what are you talking about, then?”

he sighed, dropping his hand from your face and slumping his head down at the same time. you could feel his warm breaths escaping his nose and hitting your cold knees.

Finally, he looks up, brows creasing as he responds, “how I feel about you.”

he parts his lips, struggling to find the words. “You have to have already known, right? I mean, all the times I’ve wiped away your tears and and comforted you because that asshole did something stupid again.” A beat passed.

“I know I can treat you so much better,” he breathes, “if you would just let me.”

Somewhere between his first question and his last, the proximity between of the two of you had closed. His arm suddenly wraps around your neck as he pulls you into him, digging his nose into the space where your shoulder and neck connects.

“Please,” he mutters.

chills spill down your body from his words, and you simply pause in all of your thoughts for a moment. Finally, you close your eyes and hug him tight around his waist as he tenderly rocks you back and forth.

you’re the one to pull back, and at first, you see a glimmer of disappointment in art’s eyes. but then you lean close, and closer, and, for the first time tonight, he smiles. He further guides your actions by placing a hand on the back of your head, not letting go even once your lips have connected with his.

your own fingers scratch at the back of his curls, and you swear he laughs against your mouth. You bask in the sounds of your mixed pants and the electric buzz generated from the delicate connection of skin in the otherwise quiet room, and it brought upon a lightness in the air, something you hadn’t felt since earlier that day when you first saw art in the dining hall.

“I know,” you mumble against his lips, stopping for a minute to catch your breath. You rest your forehead on his, eyes still closed as you caress his glowing face with both hands. he laughs again, harder this time, and you join him, repeating the same two words over, and over again.

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a/n: hey google play the historically significant song treat u better by shawn mendes

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nordickies · 3 days

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what are ur opinions on dennor, romantic and platonic?? :0 (ik u characterize them as brothers, so pls feel free to only answer for their platonic relationship if thats what ure comfortable with!)

To me, Denmark and Norway could check all buddy comedy tropes; I love them. Denmark's wild schemes test Norway's patience every single time and put them on some kind of adventure. Norway has learned to say "Denmark, no," almost instinctively to everything, but if nothing else, he keeps an eye to ensure Den doesn't get into too much trouble. And whenever Norway helps him with a problem, Denmark thanks him with eternal gratitude - until he inevitably bothers Norway again.

They, of course, have a long shared history, and their opinion of each other has changed multiple times during the time they have known each other. However, this shared history has also caused an imbalance between them. Denmark relies more on Norway and views him highly; Norway is the best friend he can trust his life with. Meanwhile, Norway doesn't share the same enthusiastic view, rather keeping his distance when he can and not giving in to all of his friends' crazy proposals. Den tends to view Norway as a fundamental part of his life, someone who always has his back no matter what. He can sometimes be in his little bubble, forgetting and losing his thoughts, so Norway follows and cleans up after him - as he has always done. It annoys Norway at times but he knows Denmark doesn't do these things out of maliciousness, so he has learned to live with it.

As much as Norway has had to put up with Denmark, he doesn't hold a grudge about it, even if he could. I think they have gone over their past struggles multiple times and somewhat gotten over them. In a weird way, perhaps out of all the Nordics, their relationship is the most good-faith one nowadays. But still, while Denmark views Norway as the closest person to him, Norway doesn't really get that association. Norway probably feels he has more in common with Sweden (but he wouldn't admit that). Also, I don't think Denmark and Norway would have nearly as big of a competition between themselves as they both do with Sweden; more than anything, they both combine forces to bother and tease Swe.

I think the canon really nailed the relationship between them. In the end, Norway loves and cares about Denmark - he has just learned to set up his boundaries and not let Den run over him. Norway knows how much he means to the guy, so he can't be too mean or dismissive. Norway will help Denmark out when he asks, but Nor also remembers to scold Denmark to keep him in his place. Denmark knows he didn't treat Norway the best in the past, so he doesn't mind (Norway specifically) mocking him. Den has never seen Norway as that threatening but will forever envy Norway's general luck regarding pretty much everything in life, which is a joke between them.

They both like visiting each other's places, but for entirely different reasons, and thus, they most likely spend a decent amount of time together. I could see Denmark and Norway still sharing an emotional bond that's special to them. They can talk about their worries rather openly and offer advice. Den knows Norway tends to suppress his emotions and not talk about them, so he tries to sneakily get him to open up. If he feels absent, Den will desperately try to amuse Norway and give him a positive outlook on life, with varying success. Perhaps that's their strength, and Norway can't help but find Denmark delightful. He tries, and Nor appreciates it.

To me, their relationship is platonic, and their past unions were based on brotherhood. I don't dislike the idea of romance between them, but something about the "chaotic buddy duo" takes the win for me. Their friendship itself provides lots of drama as is; breaking up various times but inevitably getting back together in the end, just out of their care and loyalty for each other. They're just unlikely best friends, stuck with each other, and they wouldn't have it any other way!

#hws norway #hws denmark #headcanons #ty for the ask <3 #platonic dennor my beloved. they have bromance energy ngl

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anza-redstar · 17 hours

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Previously from the P.G. Wodehouse archives, there was comedy about Sherlock Holmes returning and comedy about characters from classic literature talking like Americans. I am now more delighted than I can say to bring you comedy about Sherlock Holmes returning and talking like an American:

THE PRODIGAL. Punch, September 23, 1903 [It is rumoured that Sherlock Holmes, when he reappears, will figure in a series of stories of American origin.] I met him in the Strand. It was really the most extraordinary likeness. Had I not known that he lay at the bottom of a dem’d moist unpleasant waterfall, I should have said that it was Sherlock Holmes himself who stood before me. I had almost made up my mind to speak to him, when he spoke to me. “Pardon me, stranger,” he said, “can you tell where I get a car for Victoria?” I told him. “Do you know,” I said, “You are astonishingly like an old friend of mine. A Mr. Sherlock Holmes.” “My name,” he said coolly. I staggered back, nearly upsetting a policeman. Then I seized him by the arm, dragged him into an A.B.C. shop, and sat him down at a table. “You are Sherlock Holmes!” I cried. “Correct. Sherlock P. Holmes of Neh Yark City, U.S.A. That’s me every time, I guess.” “Holmes!” I clutched him fervently to my bosom. “Don’t you remember me? You must remember me.” “Name of——?” he queried. “Watson. Dr. Watson.” “Wal, darn my skin if I didn’t surmise I’d seen you before somewhere. Watson! Crimes, so it is. Oh, this is slick. Yes, Sir. This is my shout. Liquor up at my ex-pense, if you please. What’s your poison?” I said I would have a small milk. “Why, the last I saw of you, Holmes——” I began. “Guess you didn’t see the last of me, sirree.” “But you did fall down the waterfall?” “Why, yes.” “Then how did you escape?” “Why, I fell over with Moriarty. The cuss was weightier than me some, so he fell underneath. If two humans fall over a precipice, I calkilate it’s the one with the most avoir-du-pois that falls underneath. Conse-quently I was only con-siderable shaken, while Moriarty handed in his checks.” “Then you weren’t killed?” “My dear Watson, how——? No. Guess I sur-vived. But, say, how are all the old folks at home? How’s Sir Henry Baskerville?” “Very well. He has introduced base-ball into the West Country.” “And the hound? Ah, but I remember, we shot him.” “No. He wasn’t really dead. He recovered, turned over a new leaf, and is now doing capitally out Battersea way.” Just then a look of anxiety passed over my friend’s face. I asked the reason. “It’s like this,” he said; “I’ve been in the U-nited States so long now, tracking down the toughs there, that I reckon I’ve ac-quired the Amurrican accent some. Say, do you think the public will object?” “Holmes,” I said, “it wouldn’t matter if you talked Czech or Chinese. You’ve come back. That’s all we care about.” “It’s a perfect cinch,” said Holmes, with a happy smile.

#letters regarding jeeves #letters from watson #it's only about 500 words so I'm just pasting the whole thing in here #American things include telling people to “liquor up”: sure #saying “I reckon” and “I calculate”: well okay #having a middle initial I guess?

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kunireo · 3 days

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Random Blue Lock Headcannons

Characters included: Kunigami, Reo, Sendo, Ness, Kaiser, Rin, Bachira, Yukimiya : Brief mentions: Chigiri, Shido, Isagi (I colored the first time each name comes up in an HC to make each character easier to find!)

Summary: Random HCs of bllk characters!

Word count: ~804 words

navi || m.list

A/n: Hi everyone! I wanted to post my first fic to get myself into the fandom lol. These are just a collection of random bllk hcs I have, so I wanted to share them. Also, I have a full fic and actual hcs in the works! Please feel free to leave requests, but please read my rules first! Anyway, enjoy!!!

During the second selection, after Chigiri got stolen by Isagi’s team, Reo and Kunigami got close. They were left with each other and made the most of it. From training together, eating together, and bathing together, they ended up spending a lot of time with one another and became good friends. Also, after we see Shido's team walk in when all the teams that completed the selection do, Reo looked visibly upset Kunigami didn’t make it there. Reo felt the need to defend him being there saying Kunigami didn’t have what it took to get through the selection. I know it’s partly because everyone was upset Kunigami didn’t make it and Reo felt like he had to defend his ego. Despite that, part of me chooses to believe it is because Reo himself was genuinely upset Kunigami didn’t make it through since they became close and Reo said what he said to try and make himself feel better about his friend no longer being in the selection.

Sendo is an amazing friend and hilarious. He might not be the best striker known to man, and he definitely didn’t seem like an enjoyable person during the U-20 match, but I think he’s genuinely an amazing friend. His entire team stood up for him and I think it’s because he’s such an amazing friend. If everyone stood by his side, knowing they might not win, it shows they have a deep connection with him. I also think Sendo is just insanely funny. I don’t really have anything to prove this other than I think he would just be super funny.

Ness has a secret fan account on TikTok where he posts edits of Kaiser. He takes clips of Kaiser’s best plays and makes them velocity edits and puts them to such hype songs. He once made an edit of Kaiser to the song “Me, Myself, and I” (the one trending on TikTok). The edit starts at the part of the song that goes, “And the music does me good and it gets me every time” and at that part, it just shows Kaiser walking around the field. Then when the song does “bum bum bum bububum etc.” it shows Kaiser’s best plays. (When this arc gets animated I need to make that edit).

Rin finds random inspirational quotes on Google like “look in the mirror… that’s your competition” ( I just ripped that off Google rn lol). He has many of them and tapes them on the wall across from his bed. The first thing he sees once he sits up in bed are these quotes. He reads them to himself every single morning, without fail, and then continues on with his day.

Kaiser loves tea. That honestly might be canon and I just forgot. His favorite type of tea is Cardamom. He has no real reason for this (other than it is the best type of tea, no discussion there). There are many health benefits to it though, like improved blood circulation, so he uses that reason when people ask why it’s his favorite. He thinks saying that makes him look more professional and athletic. In all honesty, he just likes how it tastes and he feels fancy because it is “cardamom” and not just black or green tea.

Bachira knows a lot about zodiac signs. His mother was really big on them, so he knows all about them. For fun, he would either guess or ask people what their sign was. If he liked them, he would say good traits about them. If he disliked them, or wanted to mess with them, he would make fun of their sign. When he met Isagi, he had a feeling he was an Aries. Once he found out, it just confirmed what he already knew — they really were a perfect pair. When on a team together during the second selection, Bachira found out Rin was a Virgo. Bachira held nothing back. He basically psychoanalyzed Rin after he found out and explained that Rin cannot accept his imperfections and refuses to make it look like he needs to improve on things. Rin definitely didn’t like Bachira after that one. Bachira can also read birth charts, but that’s something to talk about another time.

Yukimiya wanted to dye his hair once. He thought it would be cool to do. He didn't even want to do anything drastic, maybe pick a random color for his tips, or get highlights, or maybe dye all his hair a natural color. He never ended up doing it because his modeling manager said it would make it difficult for him to get any gigs. He loved modeling more than the idea of dying his hair, so he never did it. Every once in a while, he still thinks about doing it.

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thatdeadaquarius · 1 year

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When I’m playing genshin, I’m mostly listening to either Paternity Court, or Steve Wilkos. Imagine the characters hearing all of the stuff and being so scandalized by the results and comments. Or being genuinely disgusted and heartbroken for the victims in more serious cases. I can def see a good chunk of them being invested

I don’t think I’ve listened to those yet! I do occasionally get on a true crime binge listen, however the weirdest thing my characters have heard has gotta be Game Grumps episodes or compilations lol

What if i listened to every season of Buzzfeed Unsolved.

What would we do then my Genshin characters, my people, what then.

I saw someone else write about this true crime documentary thing but they described everyone being pretty terrified or disgusted by the podcasts

Which I definitely think some would be literally horrified lmao

But also I think a lot of them definitely would be invested-

I mean shit,

you're listening to your God and they just start playing this like uncomfortably detailed intricate crime case/murder report???

I would be so interested in what kind of person they were, and why they were listening to true crime stuff,

so needless to say characters like Heizou and Yelan would definitely be into it, maybe Kujou Sara as well?

I can see Zhongli getting into it too and Raiden

I mean don't get me wrong plenty would be disturbed

like rest in peace Barbara 🙏

but like it would be fascinating to them too!!

cuz they don't know anything about our world so they could learn a lot about it thru listening to this stuff

tho it probably cause a lot of confusion whenever they hear things like phone or computer or car lol

you know stuff that hasn't been invented yet for them or there is no equivalent, but they

would deffo interrogate u about ur world when u get to Teyvat

♤

okay but on a more silly motherfucker note-

what if I was playing Game Grumps around them lol, would they be like oh my God our Creator has the best comedians or hilarious friends

like you know how a king has jesters? 😭

I feel like they would think that instead of a recording definitely, especially because most of these things are just people talking and not like, a speech or something

because audio recordings could exist for them, they would probably get it in concept, they do have Ley lines that do that afterall (and now Kameras)

♧

Omg,

oh no, would they think that you're getting these reports in person?? Or even like your SOLVING all these crimes??

esp bc I know myself and I tend to sometimes be talking to Genshin characters like,

"damn that's how he got arrested? How stupid he could've blah blah blah i sound like a hardened cop playing a gacha game lmao blah blah...."

it'd be so funny to see that one play out

when u get whisked away to teyvat and Heizou and Yelan are just:

"oh my God can you help us with all these cases we love your mind, or get your servants to help us?"

THEY WOULDNT EVEN BELIEVE U IF U TRIED TO BE LIKE "no no please ur the professionals idk wtf im doing guys-"

Heizou/Yelan: 🤨🤨

"likely story Most Honorable God, but we heard quite the fascinating theories just last week before u descended, hmmm...."

u cant win,

honestly everyone would probably just assume ur not only the god who created/built teyvat but also have a domain in justice, comedy or honestly whatever u be playing all the time, including music, people would definitely think ur a music god too

esp if ur like me and u just turn on a cool Spotify playlist while u play sometimes, like they've probably never heard so many radically different genres songs, and so many back to back

(could definitely see a myth about u having an immortal inexhaustible musician band that has access to all the songs of the universe that u make them play for you, once again, would be hard to deny bc that's a pretty accurate description of spotify lol)

♡

srry abt my ✨️ass writing✨️ anon!!

I am getting to these old asks so late I hope u guys r alright with getting answered so late, ya boy has been busy

Im busy partially bc i have a end of year art exhibition!

Basically at my university, if ur an art major, u have to have some of ur best work from ur time at university and display it in a Senior year art exhibition in the university's art museum! Its super cool! And stressful! :D!!

Anyway im so happy i have no object permanence bc everytime i open my drafts or my inbox, even the old asks :( , are a new surprise every time :D lmao

Safe Travels,

💀♒️

♡the beloveds♡

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist

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lovesickeros · 10 days

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lord its so dark in here the sahara desert of tsaritsa content you are like a shining oasis. your characterisation of her compels me & mihoyo would be hard pressed to top it imo.!! caaaaan i humbly request yr thoughts on her first meeting w a reader of any kind, or maybe even multiple kinds (sagau, sagau god au, isekai, etc) if you so desire...

it really is like a desert here. being the fan of a character we aren't getting until the last damn nation is driving me up a wall but i will persevere bc if nothing else i support morally bankrupt women in media. we r in a severe drought over here but i do my best. unfortunately nothing i say is ever coherent so pull out your translation notes its abt 2 be messy

also this got out of hand but thats bc first meetings w the tsaritsa are tricky to write + a LOT of her characterization lies in deeper exploration then just surface level yknow...NOT A DIG AT YOU this is just my excuse for rambling. gently pats the tsaritsa she can hold so much complexity i do not have the word count to delve into it completely :]

gonna talk cult au for a bit here though because that's 99% of my content. and honestly? she thrives in sub au's of the cult au like villain au + imposter au. it's basically made for her. i mean, early days, the imposter au had been going around for a little while but one of the first few ideas was the Fatui taking reader in so like. it kinda technically actually was. pretty sure cult au Tsaritsa popped up because of the imposter au. a lot of it's writers kinda left though which. man am i getting old or.

anyway.

there isn't much of a chance her first impression is all that positive. at best it's usually neutral, imo, but rarely if ever positive. specifically because i view the Tsaritsa as someone who isn't as fanatical as most of the acolytes typically are towards the creator. she's not exactly going to worship the ground you walk on unlike a certain geo lizard. which is partially why i think she thrives in the sub au's i mentioned.

imposter au, for example. she meets you at your lowest. there's no gaudy extravagance or pampering from the acolytes waiting for you because your own acolytes have turned on you. for all intents and purposes you aren't a "god" at all. which is why i don't think she meshes well with normal cult au reader. the Fatui are made up of outcasts, basically, and imposter au slots right in just perfectly. you're weak, at your lowest, when you meet the Fatui in the imposter au. and the Fatui can help you, too.

a mutual exchange, really. the Tsaritsa sees a tool she can use to one up the rest of the nations and especially Archons, and she has no qualms about you using her and the Fatui in turn. you both want something out of it, after all. whether you just want to be safe from the rest of the acolytes, or you want revenge, or whatever else..she'll give you the power to fulfill it, and she gains the strongest piece on the chessboard when all is said and done.

the best way i can describe the first meeting is "practical", i suppose. she sees an opportunity in you. the ultimate gamble. because if she "saves" you, and you dont trust anyone else because they tried to kill you, well..she holds all the cards, doesn't she?

but the Tsaritsa, imo, is just as capable of being just as fanatical towards you as anyone else. she just won't worship you as the creator. but as yourself? clawing your way back to your divine power and taking back what belongs to you? the Tsaritsa is, to me, a character who's character flourishes in long-term fics more because she changes a LOT between "just met reader" and after having been with reader for some time. she's practically apathetic at the beginning but a lot of her character, in my characterization, shines through LONG after the first meeting.

#asks #Anonymous #sagau #tsaritsa #like. am i explaining this coherently?? first meetings r GOOD and i could go on a tangent of like. first meetings w zl and make it work #but first meetings w the tsaritsa is like. you just cooked a 5 course meal. took one bite. called it a day.#so much of my characterization lies in the “after” of the first meeting #because her first meetings are generally the same. she's apathetic at best!! she does not gaf abt the creator in the SLIGHTEST #but show that you are more then the creator? that you do not cling to the title like a shield? that you do not rely on it?#youve got the worst person youve ever known ready to kill a man for you.#tsaritsa is very like. EXTREMELY hard to earn the trust of but when you do she will kill someone for you no hesitation no question #which is why she works SO WELL in villain au and imposter au!!!!!!!!!#esp if theres a fake “creator” calling you the imposter. she hates their ass and was .5 seconds from dethroning them anyway #you just made it 10x easier #also cant do just first meetings bc i am incapable of not shoving themes of love into every fic w her SORRY #tsaritsa going on a full multiple month long mental breakdown bc she is not in love with you but she would destroy everything for u..#(shes in denial)#tsaritsa and complex themes of love and what it means for the god of love to be incapable of feeling it + what it means when reader shows u #LIKE UGHHHHHH okay. i guess ill write another tsaritsa fic and put it in my vault #aka my drafts #i hold so many fics hostage there its crazy #this answered like 0 of ur questions sorry i see tsaritsa and black out and this happens #i just think first meetings dont let her character really come thru but my response got out of hand so uhhhhh everyone look away. please #putting tape over my mouth now so i shut up before this gets worse #basically tsaritsa gravitates more towards outcast reader rather then one who has already become accustomed to the adoration of the acolyte #does that make sense........#i havent slept in forever and im running on nothing but spite and dreams atp dont expect coherency when it comes 2 the tsaritsa from me #head in hands someone please stop me i keep rambling abt the tsaritsa it makes me go NUTS #lays down. explodes

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nevarroes · 26 days

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I love your art. I find it interesting that you chose to draw this very specific feeding kink and get super indulged in it - with the willingness to lose a lot of people who might turn away from the art (as you started very differently). Was this always your *main* goal (to draw fetish art) or did it just develop with your OCs over time? There are a lot of very successful fetish artists so it really is all about audience, do you plan to approach this more, or do you think you will ever go back to be more "mainstream"?

First of all thank you!💜 and I mean hmm.... the thing with this question is I do not consider myself a fetish artist in that way anyways because I am uninterested in drawing this kink in a way that'd be generally applied, if that makes sense. Like I have no interest (and also didn't really have much of it before since it fit no character that I was writing) to draw any other character in such a dynamic or just to draw the kink, so it feels disingenuine to say that. I'd say I'm just drawing whatever I'm interested in oc- and dynamic-wise without really caring about who it may drive away or attract. it's none of my concern really since I'm not a professional artist that needs to curate what I post and I just see it as not attempting to separate any of my interests

So.... with that being said, no It was never my goal since I still don't think that's a thing I "achieved" or anything. however the thing that do I wanna point out is that back then I had a lot of personal issues with art. As in... even if I did a lot of OC stories that touched on kinks and other stuff in private I'd never post anything that is less than polished/rendered when it came to art, which made it seem like I'm only an illustrator or character portrait artist while nowadays I'm finally comfortable drawing simpler stuff as well as dynamics/interactions so I do think I'm where I wanna be in that regard. Again though I really do not care about who or what exactly my audience is, I don't intend or ever did try to actively build an audience. I appreciate everyone that sticks around right now and enjoys my content and I enjoy every interaction a lot, but I'm not trying to make a name in any specific niche or something like that, I'm quite literally just sharing my art and stories for fun and if that at the time aligns with fetish content to the extent that I would be seen as a fetish artist then I suppose it does, same as with mainsteam-y art, it doesn't really concern me🙏

#blakemail #if u would ask me what I would like to be known for if I had to choose I suppose it would just be character interactions and relationships #like i dont personally care what I‘m seen as much. some people are here because they think I‘m good on a technical level some for the kink #or everything in between #but if u asked me what my preferred thing is I suppose its that🙂‍↕️#btw i am not putting myself over a pure kink artist with this at all however i just dont think it applies #its the same reason as why I don‘t ever draw Gortash by himself #if you see what im getting at #its not about the kink #gortcas IS indulgent im not denying that but everything else I draw about their dynamic is similarily indulging to me

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dullahandyke · 4 days

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Sidenote I was never her biggest fan but whenever I see someone talk abt dahlia hawthorne as if she's some evil seductress who breaks hearts for fun I feel the intense urge to hit them with hammers. Fucker can you read????

#waves my hand at The Fawles Business!!!!! hello???????????#pretty much every mention of fawles i see is (rightfully) condemning him #but often ppl dont connect that to dahlia as like. a character. theyre just like ew a creep good thing hes not relevant #happy and well 14yo girls dont frame their adult tutor who theyre 'in a relationship with' and send them to death row #and they certainly dont jump into a river KNOWN for tearing bodies to pieces in hopes of running away from home!!!#all the murders she attempts are motivated by a fear of her past being revealed!#valerie was going to tell fawles about her betrayal which would have set him out looking for revenge against her #fawles died to a suicide pact he initiated with her (again when she was FOURTEEN) rest in shit fucknuts #she poisoned diego because he was asking too many questions #and she accidentally killed doug while aiming for phoenix because he kept showing people evidence that indicted her #is she spiteful? YES! but not in a maneater way!#she HATES mia (and the rest of the feys by extension) for FINALLY CATCHING HER!#and THAT is what drives her participation in the hazakura plot!#like im not an apologist or whatevs. shes treats iris horrifically and she is very cruel when shes cornered #but the idea that shes some sort of praying mantis type is wildly inaccurate #the presence of romance only starts when shes groomed by a grown fucking man who makes a suicide pact with her #(and like u could say she was manipulating him or covering her bases and wouldnt have done it herself but THAT IS STILL CONCERNING!!)#and she lives a normal fucking life UNTIL valerie intervenes and makes her scared that that life is going to collapse!#anyway all this to say dahlia hawthorne get behind me

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jtbb · 1 year

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google am i on the aro spectrum or am i just a teenager

#ideal partner: someone i can flirt with and do romantic things with but most importantly we just hang out and talk about our hyperfixations #ik a lot of ppl say that your partner should also be your best friend but idk i just dont want the whole established relationship aspect #boy asks me do u love me and im like hell yeah bro we r good buddies . boy asks are you in love w me and i short circuit #google help i am yearning so bad but i dont want a partner i just want to meet someone my age who i actually enjoy the company of #we can do Romance Things for fun but thats not the point. the point is reblogging each others posts on tumblr #i think this is just a result of my elementary school years being so lonely like i never had a friend for more than a year #and even the friends i did have we were never close at all #the longest real friend ive had and consistently talked to ive still only known for like almost 2 years #which is a lot. for me. but the concept of just . any sort of commitment even just in friendship is still so foreign to me #and yeah it would help if ive ever actually had a serious crush on someone that i was sure wasnt just a hyperfixation #but that hasnt happened yet and idk at what age i should finally just label myself and stop waiting for it to happen

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mythvoiced · 5 months

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Aeri can’t decide what she hates more - the way the bejeweled pin in the victor from District 8’s hair is lopsided, or the girl herself. Oh, what Aeri wouldn’t give to wear such an accessory again, or even wear the finery the victor has been gifted to wear to the viewing. That was her once, wasn’t it?

But now? She’s stuck here, watching this spectacle. The brat, who has no idea what privilege she’s been presented with, keeps on creasing the delicate threads of her gown and her stylists also clearly have no idea on how to do the brat’s makeup. And then there’s that damn pin- Aeri’s pin once upon a time- only in place because it’s tangled in there-

And Aeri can’t hold back. When the brat’s stylists are gone, she reaches into the girl’s hair and extracts the pin. Her fingers, callused from years of hard labor that still feels foreign to Aeri, are quick to untangle most of the obvious knots in the brat’s hair before shetwists the locks into a ponytail and then a bun. The pin goes back in.

Aeri glares at the girl through the mirror. Don’t you dare mess up my work.

( congrats lenlen!! you get....aeri, being really resentful, i hope marìa doesn't mind too much ^^' )

@stillresolved | !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET HER BE RESENTFUL

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There's a harshness to being dolled up when you are in no way receptive to it.

María isn't foreign to the roughness of life - she's a fucking Victor, after all, isn't she - she's started working in factories just about around the age even the most moral of District 8 people might turn their back in fear on seeing her walk in, pretending not seeing her would free them of the responsibility of working with a child.

Her hands and nose and palate and lungs had long gotten used and keep getting used to the aftermath of working with chemicals, of being so very intimate with garments and colours, with fumes and heat, with the hard work of surviving, with the hard work of fighting to be allowed a minimal chance at said survival, at figuring that there's little more for people from District 8 to fight for.

Still... it's not the same.

Being pushed around, dressed in things she would have never chosen for herself to serve a people, a man, because she's not stupid enough to not be able to tell what is Capitol and what is Snow and how Capitol is Snow, it's a kind of biting and harsh and rough that doesn't leave behind the usual kind of scars and memories and bruises.

Even surviving the Games had come with a desperately accepted sense of relief, one covered in blood and the humiliation of all she'd done and all she'd thought she'd get to accomplish, only for reality to crash in on her in a victory she hadn't wanted to partake in, hadn't wanted to make possible, when she'd wanted her Games to be victor-less in lieu of ending the Games themselves.

This... this is humiliation in the long run. This has hardly any hope attached to it, waiting for her on the other end of the line. Sometimes, on the worst days, it feels like the true brunt of the battle, walking with blood-stained soles and palms and sparkling as she does, wearing all that might make even the softest source of light appear like flames reflecting off her frame, covering her in fire that had not eaten her alive - much to a few people's disdain.

Picking at things, not holding still, grimacing, shifting her muscles, arms, face to make her stylists' life as difficult as possible, it was all she had to fight back.

The Arena came with death and violence, and living back at home had been physical labour upon physical labour, straining her young body until she could no longer tell if she was broken beyond repair or fitter than children her age should be - had they grown up privileged within the Capitol's safety.

Here she has only threads to tear apart and reflections to glare at.

And a new challenge behind every door.

She feels yanked back, an intensity of motion caused less by the avox suddenly in her hair and more her own stiffness that hadn't prepared her for submission to someone suddenly rearranging her.

After her stylists had left, she'd succumbed to the tension of not wanting to be there, without the added hard work of making sure everybody else does. Lost in her thought, somebody's hands suddenly returning on her had fortified, molten it into a newly forged blade, stiff and ready to strike, tensing everything within her and making a few fingers in her hair turn into a grappling hook tied to a moving mountain.

María is startled enough she can't remember how to glare.

A frown does accompany her widened eyes anyway, making her look... appalled, almost, an addition to her expression so unsuited to typically frightened features, youth tainted by the face of someone used to having to fight to stay alive.

It almost happens in a flash then. The reflection moves and adjusts and fixes and what had started as something that had María's lips split into something acid and trembling, turns into something unpleasant and acrid, but silent, as María sits and lets herself be mandhandled one more time.

That's when she glares. After the avox finishes up, after their eyes meet in the mirror and María sees none of the downturned gazes they're trying to make her accustomed to.

Seeing avoxes pisses her off.

Why take it out on them.

She understands what they are, what they're supposed to represent.

To her, an avox is a statement. No longer a person but rather someone rid of their innate right to be considered one. Even with the determination and life in this avox' eyes, María has come to understand them as tools Snow uses to assert his dominance, people from all circles of life, punished with the robbing of their words... and their detached tongue metaphorically forced to lick away at the tip of the shoes of people like María.

All a scheme.

Infighting.

Use the prey on the prey, make them take each other out.

It'd be easier to feel pity if María could sleep, if the avox hadn't adjusted her appearance, and if the avox wasn't staring her down as if she had any right to do so.

She's oddly beautiful.

She's oddly familiar.

"Why are you helping them?" she hisses, low, whispered, because she might never admit it, but she's... she's a little scared, isn't she? Lately? Devora's face swims before her inner eye, so stern, so wrong.

"I'm on your side more than they are," she adds, pulling a strand of her hair out of the freshly adjusted bun.

#stillresolved #the seeker;maria #the seeker;joan of arc;hunger games verse #CONGRATS INDEED I FEEL LIKE I WON A MAJOR AWARD HERE??? EXCUSE ME???????????????????? MX LISTEN-#EVEN IF MARIA WERE TO MIND I CAN'T FIND IT IN ME TO MIND THAT SHE'D MIND BECAUSE THIS IS MAJORLY EXCITING #NOBODY MOVE NOBODY MOVE NOBODY FRICKING MOVE I NEED TO FOCUS #not gonna lie Aeri's point of view here is so fking good it's so FRESH IT'S SO---#NOT TO BE HYPER-FOCUSED ON MY DESIRES FOR MARIA'S ARC AND HOW IT DEVELOPS BUT #THIS IS VERY GOOD SGKLSDLFJGHGLKHGFKL sorry I just...#if somebody were to force me to figure out ONE thing to like most about this depresso verse #if i was being held at gunpoint about it basically and forced to pick One Thing #it's gotta be how brilliantly different perspectives come together #Aeri Patrick Devora Taiyang Maria Hyuk LISTEN???? LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#getting an ask from Ferre from their new blog~ i'm holding my cheekies and blushing HEHEHEHEHE~#also how do you still always win at urls care u lots MWAH ♥ i need to get this into the queue ASAP #gosh it being Aeri's PIN GOSH CAN YOU TELL I'M ALL OVER THE PLACE ABOUT THIS IN ENTHUSIASM #gosh María will simply truly... do the most to assign everyone sides hm? MARIA WHAT ABOUT THE NUANCES--#i'm not quite sure what you and wonderful Lynnie have established but... if Aeri was well known as Deva's lover #do you think María might have seen her? in pr thingies? that would explain why she's familiar that's why i added that line~#IF NOT then she's familiar because the look in her eyes would remind her of Deva IT'LL STILL WORK >:3 i went witty >:3333 #;queue

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sankttealeaf · 7 months

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perhaps i should dust off all the old wips i have and actually finish them up to post soon...

ive got a few astarion based fics on the back burner (one thats like. 80% written and then theres the sequel to 'trapped' bc so many people asked for one) and also i had a small gale minific idea (slow burn (or as slow of a burn it can be) rivals to lovers because im a sucker for that trope) (also i mayhaps be a gale girlie now. my durge + gale romance run through has me smitten for that man and his silly words<3)

also got a bunch of requests i gotta get through too!! if u sent me anything just know that i have seen it and have been thinking about it >:)

in the meantime i may start posting my super self indulgent durgetash fic on ao3... the prologue + chapter 1 are basically written but i might write it all up before posting idk.

not to MENTION the red dead brainrot thats slowly looming over me. i really gotta finish artistic endeavours bc im so excited to show u all where thats going.

maybe to ease back into things i should just write up some silly headcanons...

idk. this is just a big ol ramble rn because i've fallen into the mindset of "i dont have to post every thing i create!" which is good in modest amounts because now im not posting anything (this goes for writing and art...)

wah. anyway. thanks for reading this. its 2am im gonna zonk out now (sleep)

#delete later t!!#if u want to ask for headcanon prompts.. that would b fun maybe idk!!! im so aaaaa over creating + posting online recently!!!#idk what it is but like. the horrifying ordeal of being known has Gotten To Me #ive not posted any art on insta in 2 months. ive BEEN drawing i just. cant post #having posting block?? idk #also gonna make some stickers for my friends because its not scary sharing art to them but it is to the internet

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chiisana-lion · 10 months

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damn was it refreshing to be able to talk abt being aroace w someone without being met with condescending "you just havent found the right person yet" "you'll be so lonely though" "you'll grow out of it" comments and instead genuine attempts to understand and even voluntarily looking up more information on it like it rly isnt that hard!!!!! die amatonormativity why cant more people just simply go oh okay thats swag just like that!!!!!!!!!

#duck rants about something #im rly grateful to my friend i havent met someone as understanding as him in a long time ;u; glad to know her #a different friend who i think was interested in me i tried to explain to once . several times did he ask if i was Sure i would never like #anyone romantically and if i really wasnt interested in guys ever and i dont know what to tell you man i like you as a friend but i rly #dont think itll ever go there how many times do i have to say it #and even. from my childhood friends ive known since kindergarten #EVEN IF I DO MEET THE ''RIGHT PERSON'' ITS NOT FOR YOU TO DOUTB ME AND MY IDENTITY !!!!!!!#yeah sure you had another friend who id-ed as aroace once. and then when she got a boyfriend she got sooo sappy and lovey dovey #well thats!!! not me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! her experiences are not universal i genuinely dont think its gonna happen and i do not mind nor parti #cularly want it to anyways!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! leave it at that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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dogbunni · 1 year

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dating apps (derogatory)

#i would love to be in a relationship #sadly talking to men is.... Like That™#i got fed up and soft blocked a dude for the crime of sending too manly irrelevant low effort shirtless pics #and now im feeling free and ready to block every man who's ever messaged me #also i cannot stress this emough #all of these guys personalities are mid at best #like i been trying not to be too picky about looks bc personality is what matters #so giving these men a chance to see what theyre actually like.....#i should just hook up with a hot guy and call it a night #asking a guy about hobbies and what he does for fun and getting the one word response of simply. sex #incredible. sir i wouldve fucked you had u taken the time to make conversation and feign some sort of interest in me #also hats off to this one guy who purposfully steered the conversation in a way to trauma dump #and then after i wrote a very thoughtful response #sent back #would u top me tho #LIKE????????????#not anymore!!#bitch maybe if u had been normal!!!!!!#known this man. for maybe 3 days #im in the trenches. send help #dogbunni diary log

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scattered-winter · 2 years

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I'm skdgdksvdjdh at people who don't let someone with a different opinion reblog stuff from them like grow up lmao

#someone asked me to delete a post i rbed from them because i ship a specific thing from the fandom that post talked about #which i did because they asked politely and it wasn't a hill i really wanted to die on #but like?! the ship in question wasnt even part of my reblog i didnt even MENTION it #which meant the op of the post scrolled through my blog and saw a recent post i made about that ship #(completely unrelated to the post i rbed from them might i add)#and then asked me to delete the post i rbed from them because they dont want those shippers interacting with them #like lmfao if u dont want certain people touching ur posts u r on the wrong social media site #like idk that just rubs me the wrong way ya know #you dont have to ship what i ship or even LIKE what i ship #but you DO have to respect me because im a human being just like you. and maybe u dont like certain people touching ur posts #but i literally didnt make it about the ship at all?!?! it wasnt even on my radar when i rbed it. literally nowhere to be found #if i hadnt recently made a post about that ship the op wouldnt have even known i shipped it #and like. grow up #if i'd tagged the post as that ship it would be different. because if someone tags one of my batfam posts as batcest #then there's gonna be bloodshed #so i would understand that completely and respect it no questions asked.#but the fact that i wasnt even talking about the ship?! it wasnt even part of the rb or the tags i added #apparently the fact that i like a ship they dont taints me as a person lmao even tho i was keeping it to my own blog #i just......come on people. there r lots of problems in this world and the things i ship on my own blog are not a hill u should be willing #to die on #im not attacking the person for this because im better than that but i am stating my general amusement that some people #just cant have anyone they disagree with in their visible area or theyll Combust #grow up grow up grow up #winter speaks

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kagehisanotsu · 1 year

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Reconsidering The Bra Issue bcos sometimes a sports bra might be nice but also like if I get one while I still live w my family my mams gonna take it as me accepting that I Need to wear bras as like a societal thing... maybe if I throw the transgenderism thing (which she doesnt know abt yet) and the autism thing at her at the same time, shell be so flabbergasted that she'll cave

#like id try 2 ease her into it going 'hey u know how its a known fact about me that i have to wear socks inside out bcos sensory issues.'#'do u know how tight bras are. do u think i could wear a fucking bra inside out. its not working'#and like some chest compression WOULD be nice on occassion both bcos trans and autism #but like im for sure not gonna get that from a normal bra which is what she expects fron me #argh my moms actuslly great n im sure that if i ever did talk to her abt it she would be fine and wed work out an alternative #but also like... confrontation scary....#im slowly revealing things abt myself 2 my mom bcos i dont wanna spook her and also therss a lot going on in here thatd be confusing #likr when i kept the pcos beard she asked 'is this bcos of trans issues' and i said no #firstly bcos i was like O_o trans issues....#and secondly bcos like. not rlly? like the gender from the beard is A+#but i also have it bcos it seems like unwarranted effort to shave it and i like stimming w it #and if i said yes then shed probs chalk up my rejection of feminine social norms as a trans thing. no bestie i just dont care #im well aware that im a bit of a hippy but we go #anyway whenever i get my eng mock back that might be a good time to come out #bcos she always likes reading my personal essays n short stories n shit bcos #'you dont tell me when youre having issues and this is p much the biggest glimpse into your psyche that i get' lol #and for the short story i wrote abt a bigender person in a way thats like. WAY obviously projecting. teehee #anyway

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introspectivememories · 14 days

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Ur right about the whole slavery system thing in her clan because she doesn't have a lot of agency and like u said, she fixates on naruto to the point where its one of her only character flaws. It's hard to hold it against hinata when she barely feels like a character and it's definitely kishimoto's fault because he as a writer chose not to show her thoughts on her family's system.

I wonder if Kishimoto can actually write female characters if he puts effort and thought into them if sakura cutting her hair and fighting the Sound Nin despite being outnumbered people and skill wise + her fight with sasori, some of temari's moments and Tsunade are any indication and chooses not to or he really is that bad at writing female characters. It feels like he glossed over them or straight up ignored them, even if he didn't mean to

the thing about naruto is that it's just a series of really interesting concepts that kishi never really does anything with. the moments you've mentioned have such potential but he never!!! not once!!! does anything with them. esp if that moment is centered around a woman.

sakura cutting off her hair was sooo good but then he comepletely drops the ball on tenten character. hinata has no real personality outside of being in love with naruto. karui is just there. sakura spends like 3/4s of her runtime being in love with sasuke. literally everything in this show gets sidelined for the naruto/sasuke plotline.

rant aside to answer your question, i think even if he could write female characters he wouldn't. i just dont think he really cares about his female characters as much as he does making his male characters fight. i just dont think he cares which is why i am here to make hinata beat the shit out of her abusive dad :)

#sorry for taking so long with this ask #it's been hard to be into fandom recently with all the family drama going on #and with graduation season here and the state of my education.... it's been alo #but real talk? i think kishi doesn't give a shit about his female characters #kurenai is known as a genjutsu mistress and then is immediately sidelined into being a mom #tsunade while one of the better characters keeps up an illusion of being what? 20? 30? the whole time we know her #sakura.... im so sorry bbg that kishi would set u up like this #ino.... bbg you are so real to me #naruto #asks

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