What did I do wrong? Was my only crime being devoted to you ?
We had innocence once,
There were movies and aches in our sides from laughing so hard
There were snowflakes in our lashes
And errands at the store
There was hiding around the bend , to scare the other
There was mimicking of the other’s voice
Races to the car
And jumping on the bed
I wouldn’t have grown up , if it felt like you wouldn’t love me anymore
I would’ve invented something , anything to stop it
Or created something to cushion the scooped out feeling, the empty feeling
- jm
April 3, 2023
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happy new year, army!
another year with armyblr and another year of things i am thankful for uwu while i'm busier than usual and cannot make the things i used to make all the time, i'm still so grateful for having this creative outlet and having a place to share the love i have for these seven boys with people who love them just as much. you're all so special to me!!!! i want to recognize some of the people who've been extra kind to me and have made my journey on this blog as miraculous has it has been -- however, i cannot state enough that anyone who's ever interacted with my blog is so, so special and important to me. the work i do isn't just for myself, it's for everyone. i'm so glad to share my creations with anyone who wants to receive them!!! ♥
some of my mutuals who have been nothing but kind and supportive of the things that i manage to do while working my crazy work weeks -- i can and would move mountains for you all. you are so, so special to me and i love you so endlessly.
@jiniekook | @seokljin | @cordiallyfuturedwight | @aprylynn | @rjshope | @raplinenthusiasts | @starcatching | @heybaetae | @kimtaegis | @yooboobies | @bisexualrapline | @userhobi | @userjiminie | @sugaftrm | @jjwannie | @sevencoloredstar | @livelocks | @jkvjimin | @taegularities | @thv-hyung | @sopekooks | @kithtaehyung | @kth1 | @jimin-gaon | @jeonjcngkook | @ncytiri | @eoieopda | @cosmicdreamgrl
(part 2 coming in a reblog bc of tumblr's silly limits!!!)
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my new job requires me to speak to people from all over the united states who usually have very strong accents. my adhd ass and its intense Accent Mimicry means that every time i'm on the phone i have abruptly transformed into a Southern Grandmaw and it's so bad y'all i've been from tennessee and oklahoma and kentucky and texas and when does it END
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Please give more info for your Frontiers au, it makes me very happy
HI YES ALWAYS
this is late because i wanted to have a little more to show you than i had before but Anyway
ok .ok so
each character in the game had their own Main Issue/Thing. amy's was .idk love and wanting to share it with others. knux's was his ancestors and his own past, learning to get off angel island once in a while. and tails' was all about his independence
but for sonic it was really hard to find something sjdnfj since he doesn't really have anything to go off of (flat character and all that) but. i got thinking about how cyberspace affected each character and just how it Works
from what i understand, being stuck between cyberspace and reality has no feeling to it, no sense of being 'grounded', and all that other fun stuff .
and that sounds like a living hell for sonic
he can't do anything. he can run but it doesn't give him the same feeling because there is no feeling. the most he can do is just sit back and wait till everything's fixed.
y'know what just take this
not finished but it gets my point across and also im so normal about these two
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how do you even gauge how much other people like you... like ik many ppl dont express these things bc its embarrassing but i always assume everyone is squarely in the "whatever" zone w me and then i do something and i get a very heartfelt and just high emotional reaction and its a shock every time... i default so easily to if i disappeared overnight nobody would think about me which is probably not true... also i want to be part of ppl's lives but it really feels like im not... if i had more self esteem and sense of self worth i would probably not care and would be able to inspire and help ppl more tho :/
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Being in Antwerp is very nice bc it very much feels like My City even though i only know very small parts of it if you consider it as a whole but yeah. I was out and about today and it just felt Natural like. Am i still uncomfortable around large groups of people? Yea. Is it for covid reasons and for undiagnosed autism reasons? Yea
But I know the Antwerp streets where i go. I know where to stand and walk. I know some shortcuts. I know my way around. I know the timing of the pedestrian crosswalk lights. And I’ve missed it so much during the last couple years
And a lot has changed in those years. But it is still My Antwerp. My City.
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good morning~ how’s my cherry fairy doing? 🥺 i hope you slept well~
i wanted to make my tteokbeokki today but, and i’m gonna sound sooo lazy for this, it had too many components and it was too hot to move around so much so i gave up on it 😭😭 i mean just look at this
okay now that i look at it, it isn’t so bad but at the time i knew i was not about to do all that 😭😭😭 my mom brought home strawberries from the grocery store so i’m pretty psyched about that~ i freakin love strawberries and yogurt with honey sooo much 😩😩😩 i’m about to have that everyday this week >w<
i was looking back at pics of the txt shrine i set up while i was ticketing earlier this year and i keep daydreaming about us seeing txt together part of me is hoping my constant daydreaming is also working as manifestation bc i really want it to happen 🥺🥺 there’s nothing else i want more than to see my favorite group with my favorite person 🥺🩵🩵🩵 it would literally be so perfect 😭😭😭even the thought of getting dressed and putting on makeup together is giving me butterflies >///< 🩵🩵 i need bighit and hybe and all the necessary powers to come together and make this happen 😭😭😭 do you think if we beg taehyun enough he’ll do a concert just for us? 🤭
(if making teddy bear related moodboards for my girl is a crime lock me up!!!)
yet another uneventful evening but soon it’s back into the fire with my personal trainer so i’ll let you know how that goes when it happens :3 and then we start our posture stretches so we no longer have to sit at our desks looking like shrimp!!
i miss you always, my dear <33 can’t wait to talk soon~ i love you mwah mwah >3< 🩵🩵
mommyyyy you fell asleep i assume ;3; i already miss you so bad… 🩷 i slept okay ;; it was so hot >< (the only hot thing i like is your warmth~) 🥺🩷
ooooh so in the end you didn’t make it? that does look pretty complex to me because i’ve never had tteokbeokki before >3< (i knowwww that’s crazy thsjdjdjd) + it’s so hot i don’t want mommy to be uncomfy in the heat 🥺strawberries with honey and yoghurt sounds so ideal 🥹🩷 like a perfect dessert 🥹🩷
aaaah it would be like a dream come true 🥹 getting to see my favorite artists with my favorite person i need that so much 🥹🥹🩷 please the whole getting ready together sounds so cute >\\\< we would cuddle and kiss lots before putting makeup on each other >\\\< i wanna do your makeup as well as i can 🥹🩷 as for the dresses i know any dress will suit you just perfectly because you’re perfect to me 😚🩷 omg should we try to beg for taehyun to come (not like that~)? 😭 we need the boys here!! please a private concert for us the tyuntwinz 🥹🥹🩷
i’m excited for when you get to see your trainer and we do our stretches (i almost forgot thank you for reminding me i need to stop standing like grandma 😖) if we do it together i’ll be more motivated mommy 🥹🥹🩷 i wish we could actually do those exercises together in the same room but for now i’ll be content with just us talking about it after 🥹🩷 hopefully you like stretching with me mommy 🥺😚🩷
i’m missing you as i’m posting this mommy 🥹🥹🩷 i love you so much my love 😚🩷
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