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🤍 ‿⚘Eloped deeply within my thoughts of you. I find myself reminiscing over our moments together. You're the first person I think about in the morning & the last person that comes to my mind before I lay my head upon my pillows. I get lost into the notation of you & I. I fall asleep gazing upon your photos. Their are times that I even imagine you here with me. Draped with your arms around me. Turning to you, placing my face upon your chest, the one place I feel safe and sound. There isn't any other place I'd love more than to be entangled into your arms. I miss your sweet vanilla aromas. I miss having you caress my hairlocks. I miss opening my eyes, seeing you there. Gosh, I simply miss you. I am tormented by you. If only you'd see what a mess I am solely by missing the sound of your voice, which to me, it's my aphrodisiac. Solely by hearing that soothing sexy voice renders me from afar. How your fingertips feel upon my vevetly olive skin. Your touch is engraved into my silky skin. It is a ravage that even with time, I couldn't erase you from my mind, my thoughts, my heart, my soul, or my skin. Not only are you penetrated, you're engraved, but you're tattooed into my inner being. There is no escaping from you. Even if I tried, I wouldn't want to. I love being yours. I never knew how dead I was inside till you came into my life. Even with the chaos you brought into my life. I would change a dam thing. Because without your soft tenderness, I am solely prowling through the essences of my oceanic soul. Longing, awaiting your return to my loving embrace. You're it. You're all I want, crave, yearn, love. Only You, Only Us, Only Love. You've consumed every ounce of my being into you.⚘⁀🤍

Written: February 26th, 2024

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Jana Brike

Every time I see you,

The adrenaline kicks in,

All of my feelings alter my thoughts,

Making me lose all control,

As I get so excited when I think about you,

I get so nervous when you are this close to me,

I don't know how to act as all the stress kicks in,

I feel like a little girl again,

Falling in love for the first time,

I start getting self conscious,

Afraid that I will say all of the wrong things,

That you will somehow feel disappointed,

But I know when we close those doors... I will know exactly what to do to you...

©️randik86

Smiles like raindrops falling from the vault of my sky, thoughts of you fill every cloud, so joyously, that you soak into the ground, roses bloom wherever you touch.

e.v.e.

thoughts of you... |2024|

Transfixed on the memory of his touch. She's marized by his love.💕

In the quiet night, all it holds are my fears

Love that merged with stars and broken hearts

No matter the distance, it seems I’m destined

To never find peace for my heart

For I’m always alone and afraid

After the sun burns off the rainbow

My world becomes quiet again, where my fears rest

He once held my hands through the dark night

Only to haunt my hours during day light

Whisper don’t be afraid but he’s the holder of all my hurt

Always with me and by my side

Protecting me with truths or lies

You are still here, loitering in my head, lingering in my bones. I cherish these thoughts. If you won’t fade, maybe it means you belong there.

An older poem from a few years ago that I decided to make into a spoken word. Click on image to hear my Londoner accented voice.

Background music by Michael FK.

birds by laura-makabresku

"Thoughts of you are like a wild fire in my mind, they just consume everything they touch.."

If I'm not thinking about you, I will be soon - eUë

If I had a flower

for every time I thought

of you, i could walk

in my garden forever.

-Alfred Lord Tennyson

Natalia Drepina

My letters to you are frequenting much but even more are the thoughts that are accumulating inside me, one after the other. Have you started permeating through the layers of my soul and settled deeply within there, like a secret home you have chosen to dwell at. I see myself less there and more of you...

Random Xpressions

"Thoughts of you are like little flowers, if anything.. I think loving you is my new super power."

I probably think about you more than I should, you consume my mind all the time, but I'd still love you more if I could - eUë