eating does ruin my whole day 😍 (whole week tbh)

What do taste to do associate with Ana lol?? I definitely think peach mango I couldn’t tell you why

Edit: Bro I see y’all liking this post but I’m asking a question you’re supposed to ask it

okay i‘m just gonna accept that this week has been a catastrophe, i ate way too much and moved way too little, but i can’t really change it now so i‘ll accept my fate

I wish I could just sleep for a week straight, not eat anything, not talk to anyone, just drift between consciousness.

i wish there was a way to organize my likes on tumblr. i need a separate section for thinspo, mealspo, general likes, etc. i hate browsing through hundreds of my likes just to find one thing

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤTW eating and sleeping disorders ⛔ ㅤI don't know if the fandom has already agreed on this and I'm just late to the party, but I feel like it has to be said, especially since we have a separate headcanon blog now. In the process of reading the second book I started to get a feeling like Sophie has some sort of eating and sleeping disorders, most definitely based on stress, and the further I got into the series, the more my suspicions were confirmed. ㅤ1. Eating disorder: I'd guess Sophie has some digestive issues because of the constant stress she's been experiencing. Every book has one too many sentences that start like "Sophie's stomach churned at the thought of..." or "Sophie was glad she skipped breakfast that day as she..." for me to feel comfortable about Sophie's health. And she does like food, she can enjoy eating, but she'd also often pass up on eating in favor of solving yet another conspiracy theory (unless someone forces her to eat first), and that can't be healthy... ㅤ2. Sleeping disorder: I don't think I even have to say anything, we've all seen it. Sophie sometimes does research instead of sleeping like it's a normal thing to pull all-nighters for a middle-schooler, and when she does try to sleep it's several hours of tossing and turning and horrible nightmares for the rest. The only three things that I've seen to help her get to sleep (as of the ending of Lodestar) are sedatives (but she hates those), Silveny's transmissions and reveriebells. Otherwise it's nightmares, nightmares, nightmares. Not surprising for the girl that witnesses The Horrors every week. And sure, maybe the physical effects could be healed with a bottle of Youth or something, but you can't tell me that this doesn't affect her mental health!! Elves really need to get into psychology and find some therapists, or everyone will go crazy by the end of the series

ㅤAnyway, in my mind Sophie is an insomniac with huge eyebags and a weak stomach. The price of being ✨The Legendary Moonlark✨ (among many other sacrifices she makes)

yeah this girl cannot sleep…

Meu vício.

Having a full blown breakdown rn cause I’m in that weird in between phase where none of my “safe” clothes fit anymore cause I’ve lost so much w8 and the clothes I bought to 🌟ve myself into are still to small 👹😭👹😭👹

just saw a photo of myself. another reason to fast

Guys i did it, I ate.

Update: holy shit it’s a lot of calories this is definitely gonna be my omad

I got a chocolate chipped cookie with a chocolate chipped fudge brownie. It was 850 cake I feel so guilty rn

I think people often forget that eds aren't just about not 3at1ng, it's a state of mind and you can't force yourself into recovery, maybe you can go and force yourself to eat but then it'll only lead to feeling super frustrated and painfully regretful and I'm not saying this as a way of making r3covery be a "bad thing", I say this thinking of my own experience with it and also cuz many people seem to not understand this.

Let’s share fun facts about ourself that aren’t related to being mentally ill or Ed’s I think a lot of us forget that the other people are here are actually people with feelings.

I’ll go first I have identical twin babies

is it possible to burn 8.000 cals in two days?

I need all this trash out of my body asap. I just want to feel clean. Please God let me be clean

My dad made me eat so much I feel so disgusting