Praying to Ankarna for the rage I feel that there's no new fantasy high tonight
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as someone who is so extremely normal about the rat grinders, i can't stop listening to Strangers by Ethel Cain and thinking about them. it's not a perfect 1:1, but so many of the lyrics relate so poetically:
"I tried to be good/Am I no good?" - could apply to any of them, really, but is most on point for Ruben and Kipperlilly. Ruben, who was so secretly envious of his friend Lucy for having the guts to do what he couldn't and sticking to her guns, hating himself because of it. Kipperlilly, who wanted so badly to be special, to be the hero, to be the best, that she let it consume her into doing terrible things.
"With my memory restricted to a Polaroid in evidence" - that photo of them in the yearbook when they were just freshmen. just kids. how they'll never be that way again.
"I just wanted to be yours, can I be yours? Can I be yours? Just tell me I'm yours" - Ankarna, who changed everything about herself to please her followers, ripping out more and more until there was nothing left but rage. the rat grinders, who did the same thing for Porter.
"Am I making you feel sick?" - do you think Lucy haunted them? do you think they saw her out of the corner of their eye, in mirrors, in their dreams? do you think she made them feel sick?
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I saw you again in a dream, or maybe it was a nightmare
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FHJY SPOILERS FOR EP 17!!!
SO thrilled to share these goddesses - And all three versions were featured last night! Thank you for all the love on these celestial lesbians ♥
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oh youre a lesbian couple? which one of you is doubt, mystery and the night and which one of you is of summer, conviction and the sun?
unrelated question: if one of you were corrupted would you try to corrupt the other? completely unrelated. btw.
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porter has always hated gorgug because their definitions/uses of rages are fundamentally different. gorgug clashes so hard because his rage DOES come from a place of protection and defensiveness (and justice...) and that threatens the foundations of porters beliefs with ankarna
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If I had a nickel for every time a cleric of Helio died, met Helio, and then starting worshipping a dead deity instead I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's hilarious that it's happened twice
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