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feat. Jinx and her pretty pink eyes (part 10/?)
#anyone else so normal it’s incredible?#responding normally to happenings and situations just comes naturally to me i guess#anyway tag yourself#arcane#arcane textposts#jinx#jinxarcane#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#caitvi#piltover's finest#viktor arcane#viktor#powder arcane#league of legends#i miss this show
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Olath - Aberrant familiar
#art#illustration#artists on tumblr#digital art#digital drawing#dnd#dungeons and dragons#homebrew#my art#my ocs#Setting: Heim#Olath#I love this creature actually#This is Tethry's very fucked up familiar Olath (They/it)#They started their life as a familiar as a normal housecat#some lore fuckery later and they end up like this#I have a bunch of lore written for them but i'm not gonna dump it all here#They behave and function like any other familiar#they're just.... creepy#they don't speak or make facial expressions#they only use body language and the caster/familiar bond to communicate#they come up to about Tethry's hip at the shoulders so it's a big kitty#Tethry is also incredibly embarrased by them and hasn't ever summoned them where anyone else could see#Olath is very attached to him and will drape their whole body weight over him like an oversized lap dog any time they get the chance#I already know i'll be drawing this horrible creature more cause they're very fun to draw#also can you tell i played a worrying amount of the Endless Forest as a teenager?
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wish more people talked about agoraphobia because it's such an incredibly lonely experience to be stuck in
#found this vid on insta of someone talking about how the SMALLEST things were incredibly difficult#and i've never heard anyone else talk about it and could relate so much#on a daily i feel like the dumbest person for struggling with things that are so so normal for other people#agoraphobia#words
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ok listen. you're badboyhalo and having the worst week of your life. you're willing and wanting to give anything, anything, to get your kids back. forever, your crush/enemy/friend/date partner?/ president sits you down and asks you to marry him. he's on a drug that makes him manically happy and has an extreme level of brainwashing for federation purposes.
you consider for the briefest moment saying yes, because you're drowning in your grief and hard in bargaining, but it won't do anything to help bring the eggs back, forever doesn't know anything. forever wants the eggs back as much as you do, the real one at least, you know this.
you're surrounded by roses. you ask him what you can do to help him, what he needs, asking the forever that you know is in there somewhere. any other personal feelings aside, he's your friend and he clearly needs help. he asks you to marry him again. he tells you to stop making some noise that he's clearly hearing through auditory hallucination. you just want your kids back, you keep telling him this, until he snaps and starts shooting mines under both of you.
forever is still out of his mind. your kids are still missing. the roses are burning.
bad said no to the proposal, of course he did. that's not forever, the kids are gone, this is no time or place for such a thing even if forever was himself. but I don't think forever asked because he feels "opposite than what he usually feels" under the pills. he's manic and under the influence and half brainwashed - he wants every day to be the best day.
and how heartbreaking is that? that bad is only being proposed to while forever is out of his mind. that forever wants bad to say yes because that would make the day the best day ever for him. that under any other circumstances, on that bench with the roses all around them, it might have been something good?
#idk man like take this with a grain of salt too know but l'm taking a stand against every twt user that's been annoying me with their takes#you can't view all of this under a purely platonic lense because of the way they've been playing their characters. you also can't see it as#oh forever finally proposed!' because he's not! it's a whole fucked situation there's nuance and complications and so many factors#like don't be upset bad said no forever is clearly not himself? and who knows if he would even say yes in the first place?#but also on the opposite side like chill out? they've never been read as purely platonic? it's all fucked yeah don't be weirdly like#idk it's the people who are like that's fucked up and you're fucked up for watching it' with no media literacy. like yeah we're all aware#anyways. my view is that they've got incredibly complicated feelings towards eachother. forever would be happiest marrying bad#bad might not say yes under normal circumstances because again they've got a whole complex situation. he isn't sure of his own feelings on a#good day#idk. I need to write an essay about this and what bads internal monologue or thoughts might have been because#it's like. he's angry at forever. he has feelings for forever. he doesn't want to be with him but he doesn't want him with anyone else#there's a world where he could marry forever and be happy. but not here and not like this. idk#these are my interpretations at least!#either way the whole bench scene was phenomenal well done#z speaks#qsmp#mcyt#bbh#forever#q!bbh#q!forever#reposting this so my organizational tags work ✌️#4halo
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If I get one more comment on this discussion board telling me I'm brave or strong for being deaf I'm tearing into the professor for making this stupid fucking assignment
#stupid flighty bullshit#stop forcing people to be vulnerable and talk about deeply personal topics with strangers for a grade maybe!!!!#i normally dont care because people just lie but my god!#you realize that youve put so many people in such a hard position here right???#it's either talk about incredibly hard topics and get scrutinized or talk about surface level pain and get pity!#and neither of those options are appealing!#and i dont want to have to respond to anyone else either. i dont want to give or get pity. fuck that#and you realize that in doing this youre forcing your more marginalized students to become educators right?? youre forcing us to teach#our classmates about being less privileged and how NOT to be total dicks about it#and that's YOUR JOB#also you know by prompting people to talk about sexuality and gender that youre prompting people to come out to an entire group of strangers#you know that right???#you know how weird and unsafe that is right??#you know that a majority of your class has publicly talked about being christian and are from the midwest. one of the worst places ever#right???????#i dont know these people. i dont trust them. and you cant FORCE people to trust them#which is what youre trying to do#and it's quite literally already turning out horribly
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You see the solution may be to just flesh out more of Moe's relationships to other characters. Okaaaayyyyyyy aaand GO! *thinks about Sharena and gets killed instantly by the infinite grief beam* ah .
#normal about her.#i have some notes i'm half and half on sharing but essentially they chalk up to#moe. doesn't actually ever really open up to anyone. except for the askr siblings.#everyone else it may have important connections with and respect for. it never actually opens up to them.#which doesn't undermine the first point. but moe is. incredibly difficult to actually get through to.#anyways i do wanna focus on sharena more i also don't wanna reduce her to just a supportive side chara#bc she deserves SO MUCH MORE THAN TABT. SOOOOOO MUCH KORE THAN THAT SHE'S SO IMPORTANT#but it's actually like the hardest thing in the world for me apparently LMFAOOOOO like damn.... okay!#it's okay.#👍#moe tag
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the rishi trio gives me brainworms bc it's not about love or even friends it's about three strangers who happened to get caught up in each other's lives with the intent to use each other and nothing else. but in doing so they have to acknowledge how the inevitability of their own lives intersecting affects the other and that this stranger is someone who might be here to stay, and eventually learning to care for this person beyond their usefulness is the key to caring about themselves and their own place in the world, even if they mess up and hurt everyone involved and choose to be better far later than they should have. it's also about 3 people who think they're the only normal one here
#swtor#ooc#it's so so different when they don't *care* about player at first. like if you romance theron or lana at least you get to see a side#that they don't normally show#but will they care about the PC all the same if you don't?#the answer for Eight was *no*#and I think. it made something incredibly powerful by forcing them to come to terms with that#there's a certain emotional nepotism that happens through love#and i think it's important once in awhile to acknowledge you need to care for strangers.#idek how to explain it like#maybe it's like forming friends in adulthood#where it's not easy bc you're old and insular and you think you can keep to yourself do nothing for anyone else#they're linked in the way unwitting accomplices in an unsolved murder are linked#but also like roommates you might as well call acquaintances#rishi trio
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purging this thought so i can actually get some shut eye
#spoilers like of course but SPOILERS#SPOILERS AHEAD#i warned you#anyways.#so glad chuck never lived to see what became of howard .#i thought that gruesome thought and then fell down a hole of Thoughts#and then i just kept thinking.#i have been thinking abt all the dead collected throughout brbabcs... pondering it a bit thirteen ghosts style#but then it got less goofy and fun in my brain .......#less thirteen ghosts more la jetee#not to be incredibly 2016 but erm ....#anyone else listening to music being like oh this is so [insert character etc]#ive been making so many playlists i cant get iver this shit#the GRIEF!!!!!#how do you fill two shows with so much grief ... esp impressive considering that's not even like... the thesis?#like ofc flanaganverse is filled with grief of course otgw is filled with grief#ok i cant think of that many shows LOL i dont normally watch shows#im going off on a tangent im going to stop#TL;DR im feeling emotions#oh barry too but like. same hat#can the narrative stop being so poignant!!!!!!!! i have to be a normal human being at least 12 hrs a day!!!
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Some ppl just have to die im sorry. I'll kill them.
#I prommy it will be humane 🥺. Anyway random encounter with some incredible sinophobia and listen... I don't want to be bad rep but I'm#Willing to make the sacrifice. 🥺#And when it comes to against Chinese ppl (bc I'm Chinese so I don't wanna speak over anyone else) it's the fact they're annoying! If u#Really hate Chinese ppl come find me. I prommy I'll be normal :)
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I haven't seen a single person on this website talk about Bandy's Universe, which sucks cause it's actually really good.
#if anyone else watches nathaniel bandy and wants to squeal about bandy's universe hit me up#i am so incredibly normal and not cringe about this man
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ignore this post i’m just whining again
#i HATE being new with a passion like it is one of the most uncomfortable situations for me to be in#i had extreme social anxiety as a kid (still do i’ve just learned how to manage it better) that had a huge impact on me in school#i switched schools 3 times between the ages of 5 and 10 and tbh i made friends pretty quickly every time#but i was still so indescribably anxious every time bc i just hated being the new kid so much#and i thought that was all behind me bc at the time it was bc i didn’t know anyone and everyone else already had friends#but as i’ve gotten older that same feeling has come back and this time it’s when i’m starting at a new job instead of a new school#i started working when i was 16 and for the first month or two i was so stressed and uncomfortable all the time#and i thought it was normal bc it was my first job ever#which was reinforced when i was 19 and got another job and the adjustment period was a million times better#but i started working there 2 weeks after the business opened so literally everyone was new not just me#and now i’m realizing that was probably the only reason i settled in so easily#bc now i’ve started another job and i’m right back to feeling incredibly anxious whenever i’m there and it’s driving me crazy#like everything’s been super easy so far and it’s the exact same type of work i was doing before so i already know what i’m doing#and everyone i’ve met has been nice and chill but i’m still so uncomfortable#like every time i talk to my coworkers i’m just thinking ‘oh my god this is so awkward’ the whole time and i can’t stop#and i just feel so out of place and it sucks bc i was so excited about this job and rn i just feel so anxious every time i go to work#and the worst part is i felt the same way when i was new at my first job and (to a lesser extent) my second job#so logically i know it’s just bc it’s my first week and it takes time to adjust and it’ll be fine eventually#but knowing that doesn’t make the feeling go away or help me deal with it#like what can i do besides just accepting that work is going to suck for the next month??#the whole thing is just kind of making me spiral bc i desperately needed a new job and this is literally the only one i wanted#but at the same time i’m still so upset about getting laid off from my last job even though it’s been 3 months#and the more anxious i feel at this new job the more i miss my old job#and i cannot allow myself to fall back into the headspace i was in for all of march after losing that job#maybe this is irrational bc it was just a job but the layoff genuinely sent me into one of the worst depressive episodes of my life#so idk i guess i was just really hoping i would love this job right away so i could finally see a bright side to getting laid off#and i mean i don’t have any complaints about the job so far but my anxiety is just making me so unhappy anyway#and i just miss my old job so much and i think about it nonstop and i really fucking hate being new and idk what else to say or do#vent#lj.txt
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When you look slightly off putting and try very hard not to look like you are glaring at all grocery store staff with the face of an 18year old on a 27 year old woman, but the guy who bags groceries has recognized you for coming in every week to every other week and has apparently caught on that your face is just like that and you’re trying to look nice and it’s such a big relief
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#emma posts#I just had to get this out#i don’t have a punchline#but people say my face looks like 😑#or sometimes 😳 or 👁️_👁️#and my voice is often quiet#and I can’t make eye contact and I’m constantly trying to come off as not mean while looking like 😑 and not making eye contact#or saying a lot#bless Thursday afternoon shift grocery bag guy 🫡#oh. I also dress casual goth most of the time which doesn’t help#usually I am told I look like two things. 😑 or 👁️_👁️#tries not to look like 😑 but just ends up looking at you with my autistic eyes#and if I force myself to talk more I always end up blurting out some weird shit#I am so sorry to everyone except the Walmart cashier who is always definitely high and called me unemployed#I mean. I am. But did he really have to point at me during a conversation with my dad and brother and say ‘except her. she’s unemployed’#dude had seen me exactly ONCE before that and I didn’t mention employment. at least I don’t think I did#it was incredibly embarrassing#even if I DID mention it and forgot. he didn’t have to just point it out like that#and he scanned stuff really slowly which I can normally just shrug off but oh my god it made that worse#I couldn’t look at anyone else in the store
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following up making a major social mistake with making a major work mistake!!! this would not be that bad if i hadn't already made so many mistakes lately in both areas but unfortunately i very much have and so everything i do now is potentially the last straw for everyone involved
#sorry i keep venting here its just that i dont really have anywhere else to do it and things are so incredibly bad all the time#is it normal to need to talk to ppl every day like now that im really not having 1 on 1 conversation with anyone most days im going crazy#cut off all sources of social interaction outside of my family and suddenly everything is....worse who saw this coming#feeling like someone who is as socially needy and inept at the same time as me was not built to exist lmao like what do i do with that#anyway sorry kdkfk back to normal content
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Random fic idea
Tim drake but instead of loosing his spleen he lost part of his leg.
Tim thought it was obvious he was missing his right leg from the knee down. It was a whole leg that was missing after all. Sure he was wearing a prosthetic made by Ra's' best people.
One he painfully earned after that crazy fucker made him fight a bunch of his assassins one legged in order to "proof himself as the true heir of the bat he saw in him" or something. So sure, the leg might be more advanced than most, and it imitated natural steps a lot easier and even made it possible to easily run without switching to a different leg. Truly it was a perfect leg be vigilante with. But he never even bothered to give it human like appearances.
But apparently the Fam didn't notice. When he returned with Bruce everyone was too reliefed to give Tim a closer look and it just never came up afterwards.
Tim thought they just didn't want to ask about it in a weird attempt of being polite or even caring. Bruce surely did enough research on how it happened on his own. The man spend the whole travel back to Gotham with Tim after all. Tim truly believed the world's greatest detective would have noticed his missing leg.
Except he didn't. Not if he interpreted the way they looked so incredibly disturbed by is nonchalant way of handlinh the boiling hot chemicals that landed on his metal leg. He just brushed it off, the battle continued and since nothing seemed to be injured no one pressed him when he said "Must've missed me after all"
Now, how do you deal with a family that didn't notice you're missing a leg? That's right you fuck with them.
First thing he did was buy himself a few more realistic looking prosthetic leg. It had to be custom made to fit his stump so it took a whole but it was a worthwhile investment.
The first one was Jason. Call it a twisted revenge for trying to kill him but Tim just really wanted him to be messed with the most. So one day when he knew it was only Jason and him on patrol he strategically set himself down to fall. Crunching some spaghettis to ass in a sickening way only to stand up and walk away as if nothing ever happened.... With his foot toned the wrong way around. Insisting on nothing being wrong and Jason being delusional whenever the older boy tried to get him to get medical treatment. He switched it up the whole evening, whenever he was out of sight he turned the fool right and wrong. Driving the guy insane.
Jason did not sleep well that night. He was also top weirded out and unsure if what he saw was real to talk about it with anyone else.
Then, he challenged dick to a flexibility contest seeing how far they han bend their knees and feet. Even Mr bones are a social construct gymnast Richard Grayson looked horrified as Tim stood there, food bend almost in half, knee twisted to the impossible and what looked lihe a bend in the middle of his leg. Dick claimed cheating except the thing that greeted him when he demanded Tim to puch up his pant leg to expose his trick was a normal looking leg. The first Robin did lots of stretches in the following weeks. His pride was hurt after all.
Finding a way to mess with Damian was a bit more difficult. The brat still made a bunch of harsh comments again and again and he really wasn't close enough with Tim to be easily gaslit. The kid was a trained assassin and was probably used to a bunch of weird shit considering everything Ra's. So Tim decided he could go a bit more gory on Robin than the others. So one night he sat in front of Damians room, in the dark hallway and waited till one of his pets passed him. Once Alfred the Cat came along he made some louder coping noise that would Definetly make the kid look out to check on his animals. It worked just as planned, Damian peeked out his door to see Tim, crosslegged and barefoot on the floor, seemingly cutting off his toe to feed the cat. In reality it was nothing more than a cat treat and carefully picked, animal safe food coloring.
The kid scremed at him, threatened to stab him, punched him real good for harming his cat and took off with said cat to find Alfred so the older man could check on the poor kitten. Of course not beforeaking sure Tim was in an adequate amount of pain on the floor, with his 'injured' food secured to the floor with another knife. Only to return with a worried Alfred on tow to see Tim, standing two whole bare feet with a confused expression and a bag of cat treats in the hall.
Tim got a broken nose for it but it surely was worth it. Especially once he quietly whispered a 'no one will ever belief you' to the kid in passing. He might have traumatised the boy a little but Tim fought it justified for all the attempted murder he suffered.
#batman#batfam#tim drake#red robin#fic drabble#dick grayson#jason todd#damian wayne#crack fic#fanfiction#fic draft#brain fart
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they announced one of the main writers for FFXIV: Dawntrail is the one who wrote the Shadowbringers trial series, "Sorrow of Werlyt", and the amount of people going "ew no that's the one that redeems Gaius" drives me kind of insane
That storyline takes Gaius and says "Behold this idiot, watch and be stunned as everything he ever said to anyone turned out to be fucking obviously wrong. Watch as the fascist imperialist philosophy he ingrained into his beloved children makes them run to their deaths, even as he pleads them not to, and they tell him to fuck himself and do it anyway. Marvel as he watches them die by your hand, you, who destroyed Gaius himself at the peak of his life, and he can do nothing to stop it", and that's a redemption arc to people
The only surviving kid only makes it because her brother acts to protect her, she doesn't make it because of any act of Gaius'
The entire story is literally "In case you somehow missed it in ARR and most of Stormblood, everything Gaius believed in was horseshit and there's no such thing as a 'noble general in the evil empire'". All his meritocracy bullshit vanished the second he was gone, no-one but his own children believed it or held onto it, and the empire put someone directly opposed to that belief into his old seat when he vanished. No-one cared, no-one else "believed", the Empire was never about that, it was only propped up in his own singular legion by him being there and the second he was gone the legion dumped it and moved on and only Gaius was too naive and stupid to see it.
I mean for fuck sake, the Empire digs up the chemical gas weapon he explicitly had sealed away and destroyed all record of after he's gone and if it wasn't for a particularly dedicated and enterprising catboy and his comedy crew of hardcore engineers, it would have caused the eighth apocalypse
Even the follow-up in patch 6.4, of the family portrait, isn't some "aw he good now" thing. The family portrait you help organise for him has to have four of its six members be projected onto the scene via a machine's reconstruction of them as normal people because they're dead, they threw their lives away because the ideology Gaius taught them meant they could only think to die fighting and nothing else. That's his loving family portrait: four ghosts stood at his back as his last living child smiles through her pain.
"well the people of Werlyt didn't kill him for conquering them" they let him clean up the mess he made (which meant watching his children be killed) and as "thanks" they're letting him stay there to live out the last third of his life or so attempting to atone by fixing the damage he did.
He's 56 at the time of ARR; the Empire he gave 3-4 decades of his life to is gone, it's a smouldering ruin, all but one of the people he loved is dead, his surviving daughter is scarred by the path he led her down, and what few friends he had are also dead. He learned that his beliefs were all horseshit and pretty much everyone around him except for himself knew it, he must live knowing that those beliefs got his children killed, all that he achieved that he once considered "good" was for nothing, he learned that the cool old emperor he idolised who had no magic but built an empire by pulling up his bootstraps and who told him that magic and gods were bad was actually an ancient incredibly magical sorceror attempting to resurrect his own god.
That's not a redemption arc, he's the most owned man still alive in XIV
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random fuckin life update ig idk im upset fjkashdfkj
ive had an incredibly shitty last. five days. like ive lost so much progress and i got so much worse so quick. so what if i just dont talk to anyone and stay in my room and find something to binge watch while i just sit in bed like >=[ bc im incredibly angry HKSJGHKJSHGK
#is this a vent. sure yeah.#vent#vent in tags#i havent lost this much progress so fast in such a long time#i was doing so. good.#like i was actually starting to think i was getting better. everything was going well. i was getting better.#so much has happened and im angry and paranoid and exhausted and i dont know what to do#ive barely talked to anyone and i dont know if i will bc im just gonna pick fights#i hate fighting with people. i hate it so much. but if i need to fight or argue i will.#i get incredibly angry incredibly quickly tho so i might just take a breather KGHSKJHGKSHG i need to chill#i am just soooooo close to losing my temper bc ive had an awful few days and NO ONE seems to get that#no one seems to understand that ive been doing horribly and it actually makes me so angry#argharghjghsdgh me when i become violent#whatever i dont think i need to explain why im doing horrible to anyone who already knows#and its not something im going to divulge on tumblr dot com unfortunately JKGHSJKDGH#idk man im. im tired. im so incredibly tired. i need to take a nap for the rest of my life.#might talk to friends or something just to get out of my own head but who knows#its such a nice day i wish i could go for a walk but of course thats not an option. why would any aspect of my life go well for me rn#OKAY IM DONE IM NORMAL i have to get out of my head and find something else to focus on before i actually lose it#long post#long tags
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