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spicyclematis · 12 days
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What a Catch, Donnie (2008) | So Long, London (2024)
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patrophthia · 9 months
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hi babes!!!, I saw your 1K follower event!! ( CONGRATS BTW!!! ), and I was wondering if I could get a fic based off of promise or bewitched by laufey for Theodore nott!!, I don’t really care which song you pick I literally love them both sooooo much!!, I was also wondering if you could make reader like a sunshine personality!, you don’t have too dew about it!!, only do it if you wanna!! <33, anyways that’s it please and thank you!, once again congratulations!!!!🫶🏻🤍,
( made this pink so it matches your theme! )
thank you sweetheart!!! for making it pink and everything and yes i love writing sunshine!readers and love love laufey,,, i went with bewitched bc promise makes me bawl my eyes out but here it is!!
you’ve bewitched me | theodore nott
pairing: theodore nott x reader
genre: fluff, new relationships!!, domestic fluff, it’s so sweet your teeth will rot, reader is mentioned to be shorter than theo
part of my 1k celebration event !
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Theodore Nott is well aware of magic and Wizardry alike, he knows of charms and potions like the back of his hand. He knows the effect it might have on a person, how long it can last, and how it tastes —trust him on this, he’s had people slip love potions in his pumpkin juice countless of times before (he tried reaching out to the Professors for assistance but Snape only ended up putting students who looked at Theodore too weirdly into detention, didn’t really work though, seeing as he got slipped another potion a week later). 
But, since he knows it oh so well then why was he having the hardest time trying to come up with why he feels so drawn to you? Why he so incredibly desires you? And why does he miss you so much even when you’re still here, next to him, as you’re bidding him goodbye? 
You’re smiling at him, and it’s soft; it’s so sweet, you’re so sweet to him, it hurts his heart. He doesn’t want to let you go, and neither do you. But it’s getting late, and he knows you have an early class tomorrow —so does he. Your hands are in his; the both of you standing in front of your common room. 
“I’ll see you tomorrow?” You say lowly, not wanting to disturb the sleeping painting. You’re caring, and Theo loves it. You’re good to the people around you, you’re good to him; and he wonders if you’ve casted a spell on his heart and head to make him think so highly of you. “Breakfast?” 
“Mhmm,” he hums first, nodding. “Breakfast,” he repeats after you, his hand not loosening its grip on yours. “I’ll see you at breakfast.” 
“You will,” you murmur. “Oh! And before I forget,” you say, slipping off your (well, technically his) jacket of your shoulders. “Thank you for this.” 
You nudge it over to him and Theodore doesn’t  make any move to take it. “Keep it,” he says, the position of the jacket is awkward —uncomfortable even, laying between your joint hands as it fell pathetically to the floor. He’s not letting go of you anytime soon, and neither is he accepting his jacket back either. “It looks better on you.” 
“But it’s yours,” you tell him and he’s stubborn, still not accepting it, “and if I keep it then it won’t smell like you anymore.” 
He tries to think straight, to stand his ground on how the jacket is yours now; but when your reason is so so (what’s the word?) endearing, how could he ever say no to you? 
So he finally lets go of your hand, picking the jacket up and tossing it over his shoulder as he hopes that you don’t notice just how badly he’s falling for you, how he’s practically falling apart as he stands before you right then and there. 
And when you smile at him, even brighter this time, with you going on your tippy toes as you did so. “Goodnight, Theo,” you say first, then you kissed him, so quick and so chaste that he barely get to savor you before pulling away. And when you tell him: “I promise to dream of you.” 
He can’t help but press his lips back onto yours, one, two, three, more times before finally letting you go. 
It’s when he watches you leave when he finally understands why he feels so completely drawn to you. You’ve bewitched him; through and through, and he could only hope that your curse will not wear off anytime soon. 
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— from bee: theodore nott makes me SICK to stomach,,, i want him so bad
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poge-life · 1 year
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𝕍𝕒𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪 𝔽𝕒𝕚𝕣 ~ 𝔻𝕣𝕖𝕨 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕜𝕖𝕪
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“ I’m (y/n) (l/n) and we’re the cast of Outer Banks and today, we’re going to test how well we know each other.” You smiled looking between the camera and the group to your left. Carlacia raised her hand as she motioned between you and Drew, “Drew shouldn’t be allowed to answer any of these because none of us will even have a chance.”
Everyone let out sounds of agreement as you shook your head, reading the first question, “I don’t know. These are questions that made me think about my answer.”
“Okay, oo. This is a good one. What movie animal is my dog named after?”
“I don’t think you’ve ever mentioned this.” Drew told you but you shook your head in disagreement, “I’ve mentioned it before but I think it was when you guys first met him.”
“The adventures of Milo and Otis?” Chase asked and Madison agreed but you shook your head. Both Austin and Drew leaned forward to try and read the car but you quickly pulled away, tucking the card against your chest, “Cheaters!”
“What movie has a dog named Milo in it?”
“Oh! The mask! His dogs name is Milo!” Rudy answered and you flipped your card, showing ‘The Mask’, “I’m a huge Jim Carrey fan and since Milo is also a jack russell, it was fate.”
“Oo, you guys are never going to get this one,” you laughed, reading the card, “it literally took me so long to even think about this one. When I was 5, I jumped off the banister and had to get stitches. Where were the stitches?”
Everyone looked over at Drew, who would be the only one to remotely know the answer but he just tilted his head at you in thought.
“Your head?” Madelyn asked but you shook your head, “Nope. My sister did though. Cracked her head open.”
“How are you and your sister still alive?” Austin asked, looking at you in surprise as you shrugged before writing your answer on the card.
“Your legs?” JD asked, snapping his fingers at you
“Nope. Not even close.”
Drew clapped his hands once as he looked over at you, “Your tongue. You bit through your tongue and had to get 6 stitches.”
“Your tongue?!?” Madison asked, looking over at you in shock as you flipped your card, showing the answer, “Yes. I smacked my chin on the arm of the couch and bit right through my tongue. My tongue was stuck and I had to get stitches.”
“You just need to live in a bubble at this point, girl.” Carlacia laughed as everyone agreed with her.
“What do I think is the grossest thing a person can do?”
“THROWING UP!” Drew and JD shouted at the same time as they high fived. You cringed as you showed your card that read ‘throwing up’ as the answer.
“I hate throwing up. I hate the way I feel before, during, and after. It’s just so gross and gives me the ick.” You shuddered as Austin patted your leg, “The first time she threw up in front of us, she cried because of how grossed out she was.”
“That was traumatizing for all of us,” Rudy explained, “we were out on a boat and she just went very pale and threw up. Everywhere. We had no idea what had happened and then she just started bawling her eyes out. We all started panicking, thinking something was wrong but then she said how she hated throwing up and it just…it killed the whole vibe.”
You chucked the marker cap at Rudy, who ducked but went to retrieve it, “Sorry that being seasick killed the vibe, dillhole.”
Letting out a laugh at the nest question, you looked over at Drew and shook your head, “you’re not allowed to answer this one. You’ll get the answer right away.”
“I’ve known all of these, baby,” he winked and your face went red as you hid it behind the card, “just trying to give them a chance.”
“You guys gross me out.” Madelyn teased, looking between you two
“What is my favorite show to binge?” You asked, but you wrote down two possible answers.
“That 70s show is one.” Chase answered, “I always hear the theme song in your trailer and you quote it constantly.”
“You also watch the walking dead a lot too.” JD added, pointing to Chase, “you yell at your laptop a lot.”
“Dude, you have no idea how long it took me to get used to her yelling at the tv.” Drew told him, “the first time she did it, I thought she was pissed at me for no reason but she was just watching the walking dead.”
Everyone started talking about how into your shows you get, causing you to hold up your hands in protest, “Okay, okay! There’s nothing wrong with being passionate about movie and tv shows. But yes, that 70s show and the walking dead are my go to.”
“Two complete opposite shows, by the way.” Madison pointed out
“Oo, how many tattoos do I have?”
Everyone went quiet as they stared at you, no doubt picturing the tattoos that laid under your clothes. You had been purposely asked to wear a long sleeve top and pants to not let them get the answer so easily.
“I wanna say…12?” Carlacia asked, tilting her head at you, “Most of them are on your right arm but I know you have a few on your left. You have the fairy wings on your back…”
“I know you have a dinosaur on your leg because I drew a hat on it last week.” Austin answered, causing you to look up from writing your answer, furrowing your eyebrows at him, “you drew a hat on Terrance?”
“You named the dinosaur Terrance?” JD laughed as you nodded, “Terrance the triceratops.”
“Terry, for short.” Drew added, pointing at you as you nodded
“I wanna say 10 or 15.” Madison said, leaning forward, “I know you got P4L after season 2 came out.”
“You only had like 2 when the show started.”
“There’s a few you guys don’t know about cause they’re always covered.” You told them, going over your answer. Drew didn’t even miss a beat with his response, “Well, they don’t. But I do.”
“Okay! Who’s next?!”
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ellabsweet · 10 months
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[ੈ✩] 𝐅𝐄𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐋𝐓 𝐂𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 • 𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐁𝐒
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synopsis: in which you’re fooled.
pairing: rockstar!ellie x reader x rockstar!abby
warning: mentions of cheating and drug usage but i believe that is all ! let me know in case there’s anything i just wanted to put this out already because of the traction this is getting which is making me sososo happy thank you everyone i love you <3
authors note: ——
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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐖𝐎: 𝐑.𝐈.𝐏 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐇
approximately two years earlier…
“Who’s the pretty girl?” Ellie asks after snorting a line of powder from the small bathroom’s sink, a banging to the door from an urgent adult being dismissed by her and the dealer.
“You’re gonna have to be more specific than that”
“Oh c’mon you know the one. Sad eyes girl who watched the whole show from her seat at the bar like we were a band worth shit, like we’re going to be someday”
“They call her bunny around here. ‘Cause you know, a cute shell for a sex addict, y’know some misogynistic shit. She’s a regular to all The Deadbeats show on this shitty bar, you only want to fuck her now? Get on some fan service?”
“You’re fucking gross, man. I just digged her vibe, is all”
What Ellie meant by that was, she saw her soul reflected in your eyes and it scared her shitless but not enough to go untouched by the exchange, drowning in curiosity and magnetism the drugs made sure to intensify your face in her mind as though a printed sticker inside her brain. What Ellie meant was, she thought God was a girl with sad eyes and skimpy top watching her band in the corner of a loud bar piercing right through her like a Heaven and Hell collision midst a guitar riff.
Daniel took one last sniff of cocaine before he slammed the door open, the yell in his throat setting off a headache in Ellie: “Bunny! Come meet your rockstar!”
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“I like your songs-“
“We’re gonna get married” You errupt in laughter with that, the sad eyes Ellie had attatched to the memory of you suddenly disappearing in bright amusement, she felt as though she could use your happiness as a new kind of high “I’m not joking, I would carry you in my arms straight into a chapel right now”
“Does that line usually work with the girls you go for?”
“I don’t know, you’re the first I tried it on. Is it endearing enough to convince you to elope?”
“You know every single person in this goddamn bar wants to get in your pants after that guitar riff, right?”
“I’m gonna be fully honest with you right now. I’m fucked out of my goddamn mind today, if I stare at you too long from the mix I took you’re gonna start having two heads and still I might dig it. But God, even then you look so fucking sad”
“Jesus” you scoff “alright junkie well I’m gonna go now-“
“You look so fucking sad and I see you. It’s like I’m seeing an angel cry, like I’m watching God in a party outfit wandering around and listening to my band, like a little bunny eyed daydream fucking painting on a museum wall that makes critics bawl into tears listen, shit, what I’m saying is you’re a fucking tsunami and I feel like I’m flooding and we haven’t even kissed and you don’t even seem to like me all that much right now but when I was up there?” Ellie pointed at the stage “You felt it too. My lyrics. You felt my stuff I know you did, like some soulmate shit like you feel my pain too like we’re both just trying too damn hard. I’m not insane yet, you’re something let me be something to you, I think I can be”
You didn’t answer her. You just kissed. Crashed your lips into her like you were coming up for air because something in your booze made something about her nonsense make sense. You thought you saw her in a dream when she first went up on stage, thought her to be one of those blurry faces in good nights of sleep that passed right through you, familiar in a mystical sense, in the stupidest way. Her lips on yours tasted of pure alcohol and it made you dizzy, weak in the knees. She knew her way around your body, waist and neck like a map engraved itself to the palm of her hands and you melted straight to them.
For two months you believed she was right that day, onto something. Talked about grief and music and love and death and space and leace and thought you knew her forever. Then The Deadbeats got more traction, moved to the spotlight. Then you caught her fucking a fan in the studio.
“All of Ellie’s girls think they’re special”
“Listen Abigail I don’t want to fucking hear it so you can fuck right off” You grabbed your bag, tears prickling in your eyes as you did so before the blonde grabbed hold of your shoulder, instinctively having you look back at her, perhaps the first time you truly looked at her all this time.
“But you really are.”
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trsrina · 1 year
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zerobaseone reactions to when you cry
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gn reader, fluff, angst idk !! not proofread wc: ~0.99k
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jiwoong
- ppl would usually panic seeing someone cry but bro would be so calm
- he just smoothly comes closer and gently pats your back, asking you what’s wrong while staring through your soul with his beautiful eyes
- and then you just continue to cry your ass off even more like he’s so sweet and he just puts your head on his shoulder and stares at you with a small smile and trying to comfort you (which certainly works like his smile omg)
- he would not care if your tears made his shirt wet bc it’s you 😳 ends up cuddling you for the rest of the day and tries to make you happy again
other members under the cut!
zhanghao
- the moment you start crying he would just freeze
- like meanwhile you’re literally bawling he just sits there and spaces out and you’re like wth aren’t you supposed to comfort me
- don’t blame him tho he just doesn’t know how to react like should he hug you or is that too much or should he just leave you alone yk he’s just scared that he makes the wrong move
- but like he can’t just leave you like this so he just buries your face in the crook of his neck and softly whispers words of comfort in your ear
hanbin
-mother
- hanbin is probably the best at comforting people like when you start crying, his mother tendencies just kick in and like suddenly he has a whole pack of tissues, a blanket, your favourite plushy and your comfort movie on the tv
-wraps you up in a blanket and makes you hug your plushy (but you’d much rather hug him anyway) softly wipes away the tears that fell on your cheek and looks at you with concern like his eyebrows furrowed and the corners of his lips downward
- “don’t waste your tears like this. let’s watch a movie and cuddle, alright? i’ll make you feel better.”
matthew
- he would ask so many questions like he’s just so fluffy and cute
- “hey, why are you crying? what’s wrong? are you okay? did you hurt yourself? did someone hurt you? did something bad happen?”
- probably thinks you somehow hurt yourself or smth and starts inspecting you and trying to find where you hurt yourself
- he would be so worried. if you’re sad, he’s sad. his hands would not leave you and he would keep a protective grip on you for the rest of the day
taerae
- would start crying with you like he’s the type to cry whenever someone cries bc he gets emotional, his eyes would start to get slightly teary while he’s wiping away your tears with his hands
- “don’t cry” sniffles “i love you, okay?” sniffles and then it’s your turn to comfort him and trying to make him stop crying but it’s ends up with both of you crying
- hugs you with his chin resting on your shoulder and arms wrapped around your waist and you guys just stay like that for a while
- ends up playing cute little love songs on his guitar to try to cheer you up
ricky
- when he’s with you, all his walls just break down like he has this cool facade with other people but with you, he isn’t afraid to show his weak and vulnerable side
- won’t hesitate to immediately pull you in his embrace and constantly tells you that he’s here for you while his hand strokes the back of your head, his lips slightly ghosting over your ear
- “i’m here, okay? cry it all out. you’ll be okay,” makes your heart go crazy
- spoils you for the rest of the day (as if he doesn’t spoil you enough already) would not leave your side and makes you stay in bed all day
gyuvin
- his first reaction is to probably make you smile again and that’s his ultimate goal
- he wouldn’t know what to do and starts scrolling through his phone and you’re like are you serious rn but he’s actually trying to show you cute eumppappa pics to make you smile and it somehow works
- would grab your face and inches closer to you like your foreheads touching and just closes his eyes and stays there for a while and you just stop crying
- probably feels really proud of himself for being able to calm you down and make you happy again
gunwook
- would panic like why is his baby crying he doesn’t like it when the person he loves feels pain and starts to pout
- “who or what did this to you? what happened? i will fix it for you, okay? don’t worry.” would try to fight whatever made you cry like homework too hard? does it for you. someone wronged you? would not hesitate to fight them but actually though he is too nice to fight anyone he would probably confront them and scare them away though
- forces you to go to bed and makes you sleep like he would wrap you up with your blanket like a burrito and cuddles you with your face literally buried in his chest
- he’s just so incredibly sweet and the way he cares for you just makes you so happy
yujin
- would not know how to react pt. 2
- he has no experience in comforting anyone and he just awkwardly pats your back barely your back maybe just like the back of your shoulder
- and then he’s like this isn’t working i should do something else probably tries to poke your cheeks and pinch them trying to make you smile
- but you don’t care whether or not his way of comforting made you feel better or not just the mere sight of him makes you feel butterflies and gives you a serotonin boost
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cloudzzcore · 2 months
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Lucifer x Singer!GN!Reader headcanons
Reader is inspired by Velvet from Trolls 3 and Halle!!
Red = Charlie
Orange = Lucifer
Red Italics = Alastor
Pink = Angel Dust
Light blue = Reader
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I swear to god when you meet this guy he’s staring at you like you’re the most amazing person in existence.
And you are. To him especially!
You two both meet when Lucifer came to the hotel, He knew they were a lot of.. characters there but when Charlie introduced him to you..
His world was changed.
“And this is Y/N!”
“Hello your highness, It’s a pleasure to meet you.”
You were a bit nervous the king of hell was just.. staring at you, It was a bit unsettling..
“….”
“Dad, Dad are you okay?!”
“OH! Uh—Yeah I’m fine, They’re really fine–I mean- Yeah. I’m alright.”
“Okkayy.. anyways! Y/N is a pretty talented singer!”
“Woah.. really? Wow you’re just a wonder aren’t you?”
That’s when he realized by his good golly, you had some fucking BALLS to be a popstar in a place like hell..
And He didn’t even think about the Paparazzi, The fans, The creeps.. How the fuck did you handle this?
“And they’re a wonderful actor! I believe they were that little mermaid character, what was her name?”
Lucifer hated this Alastor guy yeah, but holy fuck you were an actor too??
Youre so talented!
“It’s Ariel, Al. But the old fucker has a point, that fucking part of your world song made me BAWL.”
“Oh, You guys are to kind! But I was just doing my best.”
And yes from that moment on Lucifer had a crush on you.
Leaving little duck themed letters around for you, and occasionally they were mermaid ones.
Occasionally he’d hear you rehearsing for a concert and just drop everything he’s doing to listen.
Made you a little mermaid themed duck, a couple actually.
When he finally watched the little mermaid and you came on screen and started singing
He bawled, He ugly cried.
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This isn’t my best work, but it is my first so constructive criticism is appreciated.
Requests are also opened.
- 3/29/24
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hyunniesgirl · 7 months
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Empty heart
Summary: you're just tired of waiting for your boyfriend that's never there for you.
Word count: 912
Warnings: just angst, sad ending
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A/N: I was listening to a sad song and just wanted to write something heartbreaking, I hope I could convey what I had in mind.
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It has been five days since you last saw Chan. You live together, is it normal to not see someone that lives in the same house as you for so long? You should have realized it isn't a long time ago, now you're seated on the couch, waiting for someone you're not sure is even coming home.
You have your bags ready, you're just waiting for him to come home so you can say your goodbyes, it's the least you can do after three years together.
When you hear the beeps of the door, you know it's him. He's earlier than usual. The moment he opens the door and see the bags on the floor, you know he can tell what's happening, he just can't seem to believe it.
"What's this, babe? Are you going on a trip?" He asks, dropping his bag on the couch and smiling slightly at you. You shake your head, taking a deep breath and gathering the courage to start.
"I can't keep doing this", you say staring at the floor, you just can't look at Chan's eyes, if you look at him you know you'll want to give up.
"What do you mean, Y/N?" He asks, confused.
"I want to end things"
"Why? Did something happen?" You can tell that he's hurting by the way his voice is coming out, but you were already expecting that.
"I just… I don't want to be alone anymore, I don't want to wake up to an empty bed or sleep to a silent home", he knows it not just that, but there's so much you're not sure if you'll be able to talk about it without bawling.
"I can do better, I- I can be better", he steps closer to you, but you step away, shaking your head.
"You can't Chan, and you know it", you finally look at him, seeing the tears threatening to fall from his eyes. "It's not your fault, I knew what I was getting into when we started dating", you sniff, whipping your tears, "I just didn't think it would be this hard"
"Please… please Y/N, we can work this out, I know we can", he grabs your hand squeezing it and trying to kiss it but you pull it back.
"I really don't think we can, you have to prioritize your career and I have to prioritize myself, it's best this way", you turn around, throwing your bag over your shoulder and walking towards the door but his voice makes you stop in your tracks before you can grab the doorknob.
"Run away with me", you turn around, looking at him with a frown. "Let's leave everything behind"
He walks towards you, taking your hands on his.
"Let's go to the beach, you always want to go there", he suggests and you're swayed for a moment.
You want to stay, you really do. But you're just tired, you can't have a normal life, you can't tell people you have a boyfriend because you'll get questions about him and you can't tell people who he is. You can't put a picture with him on your lock screen or even post it somewhere because people can see it, you can't hold hands outside because of the dating rumors, you can't go to dinner together if you're not wearing a disguise, you can't show off the handsome and sweet boyfriend you have.
You spend days alone because of his crazy schedule, long trips and all nighters producing. You have to store the dinner you made for you both to eat together all the times he sends you a message telling you he won't be able to go home before midnight even though he promised he would make it. You have to sleep in a cold empty bed and wake up to a cold empty bed.
Everything was worth it every time you saw his smile, the songs he made and showed you first hand, all the times the boys came over to make company for you. But that just stopped being enough some time ago and now you can't bring yourself to stay because you know you'll keep being alone, it's not something he can control and it's not something he can change, not while he's trying to make his name.
Maybe one day someone will be lucky enough to meet him when he's already settled, he'll be good to them, come home on time and cuddle them to sleep. They'll wake up to his breathing hitting their head while they snuggle into his embrace. He'll be able to take them out, date them in broad daylight and be there for them.
But that's just not going to be you, not anymore.
You smile at him, throwing your arms around his neck and squeezing him into a hug, he feels relieved for a moment before you speak again.
"You made me happy, Chan, you really did. You taught me that I deserve to be loved and I'll always love you for that", you say, before stepping aside, "I hope you can find someone better than me", you turn around and open the door before you have the chance to give up.
Chan stays there, looking at the empty space you left. You're wrong, he's not going to find anyone better than you, no one will ever love him the way you did and he will never love someone the way he loves you.
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callsign-dexter · 7 months
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Heart to Break
Summary: Y/N has run out of heart to break. But she doesn't have to worry about anything because big brother Jake is there for her and maybe someone in The Dagger Squad if she'll let her heart love again.
Pairings: Jake Seresin x Sister!Reader, Bob Floyd x Seresin!Reader
Warnings: angst, fluff, heartbreak, alcohol, Soft!Big Brother!Jake, Protective!Big Brother!Jake, cheating (reader is not the one cheating), smut, cursing
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A/N: Based of the song Heart to Break by Ryan Griffin
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Jake is madly driving through the streets at night. He's pissed. Where is he driving to? He is driving to your house, his 4 years younger sister's house. Why was he driving through the streets late at night? Well, that would be because your aviator boyfriend of 1 year had decided to cheat on you with a fellow female aviator who was your so-called best friend, Avery 'Syren' Rania. All three of you had gone to the Navy and all three of you made it to Top Gun. You are a single-seater pilot of the F-18.
Jake was furious at your now ex-boyfriend who broke his sister's heart. Jake was very protective of you especially since you had decided to follow his steps in becoming a pilot and you loved it and weren't going to look back. Jake hated all of your boyfriends but he hated this one most of all, he was too much like himself and that's the men he tried to shield you away from. You lived fairly close to him but yet so far away, well at least to Jake.
When Jake arrived he noticed your boyfriend’s car pull up at the same time and that just made his blood boil. He also had the nerve to bring the girl he cheated on you with. When Jake stepped out at the same time your ex-boyfriend did and he turned around he froze. "Lieutenant Commander Seresin. What are you doing here?" Jordan 'Sleek' Fielding, your ex-boyfriend, asked feeling nervous. Jake had moved closer to him and he was towering over him.
"I should really be asking you that Lieutenant Fielding. I came here because my sister is upset and I don't like it when she is upset." Jake said and he watched Jordan's face pale.
"I didn't know she was your sister." He said and Jake looked at him like he had two heads.
"We have the same last name." Jake said. Jordan was not the smartest and everyone wondered how he got into Top Gun. "I think it is best for you to leave." Jake said and Jordan shook his head.
"I have to apologize to her and win her back." He said and Jake shook his head blood boiling further.
"If you wanted to do that then you shouldn't have brought your side piece or cheated on her. I suggest you and Lieutenant Rania leave before it turns out badly for you." Jake said and Jordan hung his head and started to walk to his car "Do not expect me to go easy on you both when Monday comes around." Jake said and Jordan nodded his head. When The Daggers had come back from the Uranium Mission they were announced as an official and they all got promoted. Jake watched Jordan leave and when his car was out of sight he walked up to your front porch and into the house using his spare key. "Y/N/N it's me!" Jake yelled out into the house and he heard you feet padding down the stairs and tackling him into a hug. You just started to bawl.
"Why me?" You asked him mumbling into his chest "Why me Jakey? Was I not good enough for him?" You asked and Jake held you tighter.
"It absolutely not your fault. He doesn't know what he is missing. They showed up when I did." Jake said
"I know. I heard. I knew you would handle it." You said taking a step back from him. He led you to the couch and sat you down.
"Now tell me what happened." He said and you took a deep breath and begun telling the story as it was fresh in your mind since it did only happen a few hours ago.
You had just left the base after a long day of training you had a very good day and you did very move by the book. You had stayed a little bit later than everyone else on base going over your jet and talking with some of The Daggers and your brother. You changed into your civilian clothes. You were also having your 1 year anniversary with your long time boyfriend adding to your good mood. You've had boyfriends in the past but all of them had broken your heart. When you loved you loved hard but the men you were with just didn't put in the effort like you did.
When you had met Jordan he was different. He put in the effort that you did and truly loved you and loved you for who you were and not just trying to get on your brother's good side. You thought he was the one you wanted to spend the rest of your life with and have children with. Boy were you wrong.
When you left base you stopped to pick up some stuff for tonight and then headed to Jordan's place. When you pulled up you saw Avery's car there and were confused. You brushed it off and killed the engine to your car and headed to the front door. You used the key you had and walked in and you saw clothes thrown everywhere confusion grew in you. Then you heard moaning coming from the bedroom your heart sank. You walked into the bedroom and found your boyfriend thrusting inside of your so called best friend and you tears welled in your eyes. "Did our 1 year mean nothing to you?" You asked him and he stopped and pulled out and they covered up.
"Y/N. It's not what it looks like." Jordan said and you raised an eyebrow.
"It looked like my boyfriend of 1 year was fucking my so called best friend." You said and they looked down. "How long?" You asked.
"1 year." Jordan asked and tears did fall from your eyes he had been cheating on you for all of your relationship. You tilted your head back and laughed.
"You know what. Happy 1 year anniversary. You both deserve each other." You said and throwing your key at them and stormed out of the house. Luckily for you all of your clothing was at your house and you hardly had anything there. You rushed out of the building and into to your car. They were yelling at you and you saw them standing in the front door but you didn't give them second look.
You arrived back at your house and quickly parked the car and killed the engine and ran into the house. Once in you locked the door and ran upstairs and into your bedroom closing the door and sliding down it. You called the only person you knew would help you in a time like this your big brother, Jake. You grabbed your phone and dialed his number. He answered on the first ring.
"Jake?" You asked when you heard the phone call go through.
"What's up sis?" He asked and you could hear a football game going on.
"He cheated on me." You said
"What?" He asked now furious.
"He cheated on me with Syren." You said through the tears
"That son of a bitch. On my way." Jake said "Do you want me to stay on the phone?" He asked and you shook your head and then realized that he couldn't see you.
"No. Be safe. I love you." You said
"I love you too, sis." Jake said and hung up the phone.
Once you were done explaining he pulled you into a hug and comforted you while you cried into his chest. "It's gonna be ok." He said.
"I'm just all out of heart to break." You said and he swore his heart broke.
"Let's get you to bed and tomorrow night you are coming out to The Hard Deck with us." Jake said and you nodded and he helped you up and get ready for bed. He pulled back the covers once you were ready for bed. He had put on a pair of his sweats from the clothes he had stored at your house. Once he was satisfied that you were comfortable he slid in behind you and cuddled you like he had down when you guys were younger and you would run to him after nightmares. He didn't fall asleep until he knew you were fast asleep. He was pissed but he would handle it later right now his little sister needed him.
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The next morning you woke up to an empty bed and the smell of Jake's homemade delicious waffles came wafting up to your bedroom and you smiled. You got up and passed by a mirror and saw you appearance, you had tear tracks stained on your cheeks and you hair was a mess. The events came back and another wave a tears came rolling down and you wiped them away and headed downstairs. Jake looked up when he heard you coming down the stairs he smiled. "There is my beautiful little sister." He said and you looked down and smiled and pushed him slightly and then he pulled you into a hug. "Now eat up. We have a big day planned and then you're coming to The Hard Deck with us." He said shoving a plate into your hands and guiding you to the table where he had drinks and syrup already out. A second later he joined you.
True to his word he kept you busy and your mind off of what happened. He took you to the store and got you some groceries and then to several other places. He even took you to the beach where all of the other Daggers were and you all hung out. None of them brought up what happened and you know Jake had told them. One of them had caught your eye but you didn't want get into another relationship and have it go down the drain. That person being Robert 'Bob' Floyd. He had always been so sweet to you but he was your instructor and you didn't want anything to get you both in trouble. You didn't know Bob had felt the same way. When the beach trip had come to and end Jake took you back to your house considering it was 5 PM and you had to be ready at 7 PM for when Jake picked you up.
When 7 PM rolled around you were ready and putting the finishing touches to your lipstick in the mirror in the hallway downstairs. When Jake walked in and smiled "Well look at my little sister all dolled up and ready to blow the men away." He said and you looked up and smiled.
"You're too sweet." You said and hugged him.
"That's how big brothers are supposed to be." He said "You ready?" He asked and you nodded. You both walked out of the house and to his truck. He helped you in and you were both on your way. It was a short drive to The Hard Deck considering you live fairly close to the well known bar.
Jake parked and got out and then helped you out and you were both walking to the building. You both greeted Penny and then you spotted your friends which Jake encouraged you to go and you knew he would keep an eye on you. He watched you dance and have and smiled. Bradley walked over and greeted Jake and the others followed. "She looks happy." Bob said smiling and Jake smiled and nodded.
"You'd never know if she didn't tell you, she won't tell you. She's out there dancing hidin' it well, hidin' it well, yeah and she's beautiful. Got every eye on her. No, you ain't the first to want her." Jake said to Bob, he had been noticing the looks he had been sending your way and vice versa. By now the others had joined.
"I wanna beat the shit out of him." Bradley said and everyone nodded and Jake continued.
"Lookin' at her, can you imagine? 'Cause I can't imagine, lettin' her go once you had her, the way he had her. 'Cause she's beautiful, take your breath in a second. If he shows up here tonight. She's gonna wreck him." Jake said taking his eyes off of you and to Bob for a brief second and then back to you.
"I can't imagine why he would let her go or cheat on her. I would never do that." Bob said.
"Don't take it personal if she don't wanna talk. You got to understand, that girl has heard it all. She'll drink the drink you buy and then she'll walk away. She's just all out of heart to break. I've seen it happen plenty of times until she found Jordon and I hated each and everyone of them." Jake said. "That dress, that hair, those heels. That lipstick ain't for you. That's just for just in case he walks into the room. She'll make you miss her, wanna get her back. But it's too late. She's just all out of heart to break. She ain't heartless for heartless sake. Far from it, when she loves she loves hard." Jake finished. He really did love you and wanted to protect you no matter what even if that means scaring away the other guys away from you.
The door chiming caught his attention and he looked up and it was Jordan and Avery. Jake was pissed. He watched them look across the room and then they found his eyes and they froze but they kept walking on. They grabbed drinks and found a empty table. Jake never took his eyes off of Jordan and he watched him hold Avery close and then his eyes met you and emotions ran through his face and Jake smirked. Jordan was realizing what he has lost and he turned to Bob. "You want to get back at Jordan for me then go dance with my sister." He said and Bob looked at him.
"Seriously?" He asked and Jake nodded.
"I've seen the way you two look at each other and I'm fine with it. I know you won't break her heart. Just be fragile with her love and heart." Jake said and Bob nodded and watched him walk over to you and grab your attention and watched you smile at him. You two danced and then stood there talking and laughing you touched his arm and he blushed and when you stumbled a little bit due to someone bumping into you he caught you and held you close. Jake watched Jordan frown and he watched Avery try to get his attention and failing. Jake smirked his signature smirk this is what he wanted.
"You're enjoying this." Bradley said and Jake nodded.
"He's seeing what he is missing." Jake said taking a sip of his beer. You may be out of heart to break but he knew Bob would take good care of you and show you what love is. Bob is the only man he would approve of being with you because Jake knew he would make your heart whole again.
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hischierswhore · 1 year
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“if you walk out that door, i won’t be here when you get back”
Mason and Y/N are fighting and Mason decides to leave to go out with boys, Y/N says “if you leave, i won’t be here” (she’s talking out her ass and really doesn’t mean it) but he still decides to go because he doesn’t want to fight anymore. Fast forward, Y/N gets a call from Ben and they need her to come get Mason because he is too drunk to drive, she gets there and they are forcing Mason out of the club (he still hasn’t seen Y/N yet) and he starts angrily yelling at them that “he doesn’t want to go home” and Christian’s like “why?” and he turns into the softest baby telling them that “if he goes home, Y/N won’t be there and he doesn’t want to face that” angst to fluff pretty please 🫶🏼
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pairing: Mason Mount x Reader
TW: cursing // mentions of alcohol // if i missed anything, please let me know
"Tonight was supposed to be our night in, and you're bailing on me to go out with the boys"
"I haven't properly hung out with them in a while, Y/n!" Mason sighed as he finished getting his shoes on.
"You were literally hanging out with them 2 days ago, Mason!" You said as he ignored you, continuing his path to the front door. Just as he was about to leave, you spoke.
"If you walk out that door, I won’t be here when you get back” Your voice cracked as you spoke, hoping he would turn around and talk to you. But he didn't. He didn't want to fight anymore, so he opened the door and walked out.
You stood in shock as he shut the door behind him. Did he really just walk out on you? You said you wouldn't be here when he came back home, but you were honestly talking out of your ass. You didn't mean it. You thought that maybe he would stay if he thought he was going to lose you, but it seemed like he didn't care.
You spent the next few hours bawling your eyes out while listening to (your favorite sad song), which only made your tears worse. You were upset at the fact that he had abandoned you, but more upset that he proceeded to leave even after you said you'd be gone by the time he came back, even if you were lying.
You'd fallen asleep with tears trickling down your face. At some point during the night, your phone rang and startled you awake. Upon picking up the device, it showed Ben's name.
"Hello?" Your voice sounded groggy.
"Sorry to wake you up, but uhh- we've got a bit of an issue"
"What the hell do you mean you have an issue? Is everything okay?" Your voice was laced with concern.
"For the most part, yeah. Mason had a bit too much to drink tonight, and he can't drive home. Could you come get him?" You let out a sigh of relief at his words.
"Yeah, I'll be there in 5" You hung up and quickly changed into some sweatpants and one of Mason's hoodies before leaving to pickup your drunk boyfriend.
The streets were dark, the sky was pitch black as the stars twinkled above you. You parked your car and saw Ben & Christian dragging Mason out of the club. You got out of your car and leaned against it as you watched the scene in front of you unfold.
"I don't want to go home" Mason drunkenly spoke as he attempted to free himself from Christian's hold.
"Why not?" Christian inquired.
"If I go home, Y/n won't be there and I don't think I can face that" You frowned as he spoke.
"Mate, she's here to take you home" Ben spoke up, causing Mason to frantically look around for you. When he finally saw you, Mason looked as if he had gotten sober in an instant.
Christian & Ben carefully put Mason in your passenger seat as you put his seatbelt on. You said a quick thank you to the both of them for calling you before driving off.
You'd brought some water for Mason to drink to help him sober up.
"Why'd you do it?" You asked as you parked your car in the driveway of your shared home.
"To forget. To forget that I made a stupid decision and walked out on you, even after you threatened to leave" He sighed as he threw his head back against the headrest. You didn't respond to this, as you simply got out of the car and helped him make his way inside the house.
You couldn't carry him, so you sort of dragged him up the stairs and to your shared bedroom. It was when you both got comfortable in bed that he spoke.
"Why didn't you leave like you said?" You turned to face him.
"Because I wasn't planning on leaving in the first place. I only said that to see if you would change your mind and stay, but you didn't. I also wouldn't want to leave on a bad note, so if I did actually want to leave, I would've waited until we actually spoke" You saw Mason frown as you spoke.
"But you're not actually leaving, right?"
"No, Mase, I'm not. I do think we need to talk though" You heard Mason sniffle.
"I'm sorry, sweetheart. I'm sorry for not staying. I'm sorry for walking out. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for being a shit boyfriend" You brought your thumb up to his cheek, wiping the tear that had fallen.
"You're not a shit boyfriend, Mason. Sure you're an idiot at times, but you're not a shit boyfriend. Not even close" He stayed silent for a bit before speaking once more.
"I love you, Y/n"
"And I love you, Mase" You smiled at him. After all, you still loved him even if he was an idiot. You hadn't stopped loving him because of what he did.
"Now get some rest. We'll talk about this tomorrow, and you're gonna be extremely hungover" You kissed his forehead as you spoke, but he didn't acknowledge it. He'd already fallen asleep.
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starlostseungmin · 2 months
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thirteen, hjs.
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✰ notes: hi i know it’s been a while! i hope you’re still here waiting for me but i get that you’re not since i was long gone and didn’t say anything TT y’all i’m not officially back but here’s a short drabble i made after hearing han’s 13. the man made me bawl my eyes out. don’t forget to reblog, leave tags and comment! — i wrote this drabble a few minutes after i heard the song mehehe
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(paragraphs/sentences with * and italized are han’s memories.)
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han sat alone at the back of the bus with his headphones on. the sceneries that passed by made him fall into his thoughts about what happened to the both of you. his elbow rested on the armseat with his lips placed at the back of his palm, eyes filled with sadness and love, but he didn’t have a choice back then. those happiness he felt wasn’t his in the first place. 
* it was the season of spring, the cherry blossom petals danced with the wind and some fell on your hair. you heard han laugh as he brushed them away one by one. 
“it’s cute,” he said and the way you giggled made his heart melt. “finish that up before it melts,” 
“okay,” you answered, linking your other arm with his while eating the chocolate ice cream he bought for you on the other hand. 
* it became a habit of his to annoy you as you study for your finals. the way he makes your long hair as a fake mustache or pokes your cheek out of nowhere borrows an extra pen from your pen case, and writes a funny note on your paper with his quokka doodles and if you choose to stop him, he’d place a kiss on your cheek which would distract you from it. 
“you can’t do that,” you said. 
“why not?” he asked, pouting his lips but then you gave them a peck. 
“because i’m studying, that’s why,” you answered, going back to reading your textbook, leaving him flustered and dumbfounded, making you smirk in secret. 
han arrived at the beach early in the morning. the cold wind brushed his hair as he walked slowly toward the shore, hands in his pockets while feeling the breeze and the gentle waves. he closed his eyes and yet another nostalgic memory flashed in his mind, remembering how his heart would go crazy every time you were with him. 
* in the same season of spring, the night he walked you home as you held each other’s hands, he hated the fact that this would end your moment for the day and had to see you tomorrow again. he would whine about it making you laugh and share a kiss to say good night. 
“i’ll see you in the morning,” he said as you gave him a nod. 
“get home safely,” you answered as he started to take his way, waving at you before turning his back after you entered the dorms. the smile he has on his face will last a while. you made him so happy. 
* there are times that han wouldn’t let you go home when you visit him and you didn’t have a choice but to do a sleepover. it’s either you both sit on the couch while watching your favorite movies and when you fall asleep on his shoulder as he caresses your hair, he plants a kiss on the crown of your head, whispering millions of “i love you”. 
or when you would lay down beside each other on his bed while you’re fast asleep, he’d stare at you with a lovesick smile on his face while caressing your cheek. he’d admire how beautiful you were and thought about how lucky he was to have you in his life. 
but both of you knew that this love wouldn’t last longer than expected. 
* misunderstandings came by, and immature and irrational reasons started to spoil the relationship, saying both of you are too young to commit and understand the deeper meaning of being in love. time is one of the reasons, as well as different tastes and opposite perspectives. fights started to be serious until the breakup happened. 
you two stood face-to-face in front of your doorstep as han tried to fix the broken pieces of the puzzle you were making but you decided not to pursue it. at first, he didn’t want it, but you were consistent to stop and so, he fell into despair. 
han sat down on the sand, remembering how you used to visit this beach during high school and play tag, he would often carry you to the water as you squealed in laughter, arms locked around your waist 一giving you a tight hug. laughs were shared, and the smiles you showed, it was all pure. but the pain you left, he’s the only one who bears it. 
* with those times that you and han played at the arcade, he remembers them all, the plushie he won for you from that damn claw machine cost him a lot, or those shooting games that he lets you win every time and you thought he sucked at it, then those kids getting annoyed about how you take too long playing tetris. 
* “i’m sorry,” you told him. 
there’s nothing to be sorry for, it was all done. 
han broke down in tears with the sun shining bright and the sky was clear, it was a good day to be heartbroken. he couldn’t do anything now, he had to let you go and let the waves wash his pain away even if it was hard to do it. 
and there, he left. 
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amourette · 5 months
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just me.
- as you and your boyfriend, xiao, come to an end ; you finally realize it was one-sided all this time.
you & xiao have spent almost your whole lives together, considering you both grew up as neighbors during your childhood. play dates on the playground then led to picnic dates on the grass. you were so happy in your relationship you couldn’t see the bad things about it..like how xiao would leave you worried sick at home while he was out.
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or the fact that when he would come home, he’d do nothing but express his hatred towards you.
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you found yourself hoping, praying, that the old him would find its way back to you. but as days, weeks, even a few months, began to pass ; you could feel the realization hit you. you were in this relationship alone.
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helloooo, this one is short (??) but this one is from my own experience , so sorry if it seems a little excessive ! but i like reading & writing angst..idk why but i just like the feeling it gives me! even if i bawl my eyes out ( ╥ω╥ ).. also, the song “just me” by rin was literally so amazing & helpful (?) to listen to while making this so i made it the title (*´∇`*)!! that’s all!
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lamestteenagegirlever · 4 months
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as a book reader i ADORE the series but if theres one thing i love more than anything is seeing baby percabeth from an unbiased perspective bc theyre so cute but also percy is so LAME like hes so embarrassing i love him. like in the books hes just like yeah i think she looks like a princess and we only hear his internal thoughts so i LOVEEE actually seeing how awkward he is with his crush on annabeth.
its so cute and i honestly think pretty important for the viewers because it rlly helps to drive how young they all are and how insane it is that theyre being put in these crazy situations. like his dorky face when annabeth smiled when he started singing the consensus song? his voice cracking after annabeth laughed at his potty joke?? the look of brief panic on his face when he realized grover saw the face he was making when he hugged annabeth back followed by the really awkward smile??? THE WAY HE WAS THINKING ABOUT THE FACT THAT A PRETTY GIRL HUGGED HIM FOR SEVERAL DAYS STRAIGHT AND SAW ANNABETH WAS ACTING WEIRD SO HE ASSUMED SHE WAS DOING THE SAME BUT SHE HAD ACTUAL SERIOUS STUFF TO WORRY ABOUT SO HE JUST ENDED UP TELLING ON HIMSELF???? LIKE THAT IS ACTUALLY SO EMBARRASSING I WAS DYING WATCHING THAT PART. THE WAY HE INDIRECTLY ASKED HER ON A MOVIE DATE AND WOULDNT MAKE EYE CONTACT EXCEPT FOR A MILLISECOND TO SEE HER REACTION BEFORE DARTING HIS EYES AWAY SO FAST????? THE TUNNEL OF LOVE SCENE OVERALL?????? THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HER LIKE YOU CAN LITERALLY SEE THAT HIS PUPILS ARE DILATED IN A GOOD COUPLE OF SCENES WHEN HES LOOKING AT HER LIKE THIS LITTLE BOY IS DOWN ASTRONOMICALLY HE IS SO FUCKING LAME. like we obviously knew the way they were both ready to sacrifice their lives for eachother in a heartbeat and how well they complimented one another and the way they changed each others world views and made the other strive to be better versions of themselves like ive known they were the blueprint since like literally 2nd grade like that didnt stop me from repeatedly bawling my eyes out over it but thats not the point. like we knew this and we could see it in the books but we couldnt see, or at least not fully see, how big of a stupid embarrassing crush percy had on annabeth and how she obviously feels the same way but is better at hiding it like oh my god i love them i wanna squeeze them until their eyes pop out like those old pens at the scholastic book fair do yall remember those?? im sorry guys im so autistic pjo and specifically percabeth has been my special interest since i was 7 and now 10 years later i get to watch them on tv in an adaptation WITH YOUNG RYAN REYNOLDS ARYAN SIMHADRI AND THE ONE AND ONLY MISS LEAH JEFFRIES thats almost entirely book accurate but also adds in fun stuff that works great in the plot and for the most part even better than the original scenes in the books bc the show is how rick would write the series NOW with all of his new gained writing experience like im actually going to explode the show is so good
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eydi-andrius · 1 year
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Break Your Pretty Things (Aegon II Targaryen x Reader)
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WARNINGS: characters are aged up, toxic relationship, implied infidelity/cheating, implied character suicide and death, nsfw (18+), oral sex (f receiving), manipulative reader, obsessive!aegon, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
summary: The King's Landing mourned the death of its heir and Queen Helaena. Yet, King Aegon II was seen walking down the Street of Silk wearing his robe as he entered his mistress brothel house.
A/N: This fic is highly inspired by the song Tongues & Teeth by The Crane Wives. The song itself is a warning!! This has been on my drafts for a while now. I hope you all like it!
As always, I humbly request your support and reblogs because it will be easier for me to view it than checking your comments.
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“I believe you have some places to be, your grace.” Annoying. That’s the first thing that came into your mind when you felt his hand tightened on your thighs.
The man in between your legs has been stubborn since you have met him but he has been worse the following moons.
He calls himself persistent but you thought of him as nothing but troublesome.
"You have been gone for two morrows. Go home, my king." You tried to close your legs, ready to stand up and walk away from whatever he was using to distract you with. However, you just heard his low hum and you shivered when his teeth playfully bit your sensitive flesh.
He is particularly good at pleasing a woman but no one knows about that except you. Your girls never liked him. They thought of him as cruel and too rough with them. He also spoke words with them which you disapproved of. But with you….he is like a puppy. He will wag his tail to get your approval and love. You used to bathe with his praises, compliments and attention. Yet, what he was doing lately had been rather suffocating and grating on your nerves.
"My love really says such ridiculous things when you're opened up to me so beautifully, so………wide.” Eyes blown with lust, he raised his head and looked into yours. The adoration in his eyes used to fill you with pride but now, it feels like a mistake. He grins, lips smiling smugly as it glistens with your essence.
He did not give you time to talk back when his mouth was back onto your slit again and you groaned. Both in seething anger and pleasure. You tried calling out his name but all his reply was to taste you with his tongue. He truly knew how to stop you from arguing with him further. It normally would work. But not now. Not today.
You tried calling forth his name again but he was unbothered. With a deep sigh, you run your hand through his soft silver locks, the way he loves it, and you pull it up firmly, forcing his head to look up at you. He groaned in satisfaction and even left a soft kiss on your pulse. Like a man drunk in ambrosia.
"You need to go home, Aegon." Voice graved and serious. You looked deeply in his eyes. "The Queen worries. Your mother is losing her mind looking for you everywhere."
His dreamy state had vanished and was placed with a deep frown.
"If you truly care about what my mother feels, you wouldn't agree to hide me." He accused you and with disgusts you pushed him away.
You did not go far when you felt his arms hugging your hips as he kneeled behind you. Begging you not to leave him.
It was all true. He made you weak. You shouldn't have felt empathy and accepted him into your arms that night when he came into your home, drenched from the rain and wide eyed, full of sorrow. You cannot erase that image of him. He was sober. Something you were not used to. If it was his usual drunk self, you would push him away and tell him to be with his family instead of seeking refuge from his mistress.
However, the moment he recognized you, he bawled his heart out. He did not explain why. He cried and cried. He did not let go of you the whole night. You heard him thrashed and cry from nightmares while he slept. It broke you.
It was so unlike the Aegon you knew. The king who inflicts the pain he was feeling unto others so he will forget his. It was such a dark and gloomy day that you did not think twice and agreed to house him until he feels better.
But a nation will not run without its king. And the thing that makes you lose your mind was the fact that he left without a knight or anyone knowing where he was.
By now, you've gotten intel that knights have searched your brothel. Hoping to find him. They will not find him there. You knew telling him your secret home was a choice you will always regret.
Rolling your eyes, you turned and looked down at his form. He looks pitiful. No, pathetic.
How can a king kneel to a whore? His mistress on top of that. The one who destroyed his family by accepting his advances without remorse on its future infliction.
"Let go of me. And do what a king must." You did your best to pull yourself away from him but he tightened his grip and mumbled apologies and regret for blaming you with his decision. Admitting all of this was his fault.
"Another day and I promise to go home." He insisted.
"No. You must go home today." You nodded at the direction of the door and guards swarmed up your way and pulled him forcefully to let go.
He screamed profanities and even tried to tackle and punch your guards but they were quick to apprehend him.
"I will make sure to burn all of you if you don't let me go! Do you even know who I am!? I am your k-" In anger, you were not able to stop yourself and you slap him. The sound echoed throughout the chamber. Even the guards stopped on their tracks, not knowing what they would do next.
He stared at you. Shocked, about what you did. You did not expect to hurt him nor to inflict him pain. Aside from your fear for your life, you just cannot hurt someone with your own hands. You bit your tongue and swallowed your regret.
"Let go of him and leave us be." Bowing, they immediately moved out of the room. Closing the door behind them with a loud bang. Even the guards knew that they must hurry. How can you be so careless.
"Have you truly gone insane? Do you know why I am forcing you to go home? Nobles throughout King's Landing knew you were missing. Revealing your identity. Threatening them with the power you planned to abandon…You are helpless, Aegon. They will not hesitate to kill you. Especially now, that your son and not just your Queen, died. Get yourself together and act like a king!" You are fuming in anger. You did not even breathe as you nagged him. You never planned to reveal what was happening outside. Afraid that he will force his welcome here for more days. However, he needs to open his eyes and know what is happening now. He cannot stay cooped when your business is also on the brink of losses from an incompetent ruler.
"I never wanted to be king."
"A lot would wish to be in your position." You countered.
"How about being my Queen? You deserve that power, don't you think?" He offered, eyes full of hope and all you could give him was a glare that stopped him from his tracks.
The silence was loud as he looked down at your feet. It was only your loud breathing, in anger, that could be heard. He has never been quiet like this before. Maybe he was contemplating. Thinking. You did not realize it but you found yourself praying to the new gods for a miracle. That this man, your king, finally went back home. And stop the madness.
"I am sorry, my love. I know I am stubborn. But please, let's dine together. One last time." His eyes were filled with unshed tears. He was barely looking at you as he fiddled with his fingers.
You stopped yourself from sighing. With gritted teeth, you yelled at your servant to serve some food. Without looking, you sat down on the chair at the nearby table, frowning outside your window. It was sunny. The bird chirps beautifully as they enjoy the warm breeze of the afternoon. The green leaves sways as the wind greets them with its cold air. You envy them and you wished that it was them in your situation. Oh how you envy them as they fly and sing their beautiful song without care.
He stood there for a moment before you saw him move. He sat beside you and stared. His hands creeped at your hand that you put at the table while the other you used to held your head. You frowned. He held it softly and carefully unclasped it with care and love. You did not realize that you fisted it too tightly. Your palm were red due to your nails. Once he was successful in removing your fingers from your tight hold, he moved it towards his lips to give it a kiss and you only rolled your eyes at the action.
"Why do you need to make things difficult for me?" You gritted and looked at him.
"I know and I regret every ounce of it, my love." You can't help but sigh and your eyes soften at him.
"I apologize for hurting you too. I didn't mean it." You moved the hand he was holding and decided to touch his face. He sighed with content when you finally touched his swollen cheek. You grimace at the feel of it. Hoping that it will not bruise. It seems like he noticed the look at your face and he gave a light chuckle.
"Well……I do know that your kiss will make it better." He smiled, slyly.
Laughing at him, you moved forward and he eagerly moved his cheek to touch your soft lips.
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A woman such as yours must do everything to survive. And if laughing and feeding him with lies will make him satisfied, you'll do it.
The silver wares he used clattered as his hands let go of them and his face bowed, sleeping soundly. You were glad that your servant made sure that this sleeping medicine is potent enough to work this fast.
"Mistress, the one-eyed prince is here to see you." From outside the room, you heard your servant calling for you. You stood up and opened the door, just enough for you to pass.
"Where is he?" You asked, curiously. You thought that at least it would take him a day to answer your riddle but rumors do not give him enough credit for his intellect.
"In the sitting room, mistress." Your servant answered.
"Very well. Bring me to him." The servant bowed and you went after him.
The sitting room isn't as large as what you have in the city. It was small and cozy as you do not see yourself inviting many guests over your home. But despite its size, the room was situated near the garden. And so the smell of the flowers and bright sun shines the area beautifully. As if it was a gazebo in the middle of a maze. Like a hidden paradise.
The one-eyed prince was sitting at the far end of the room. His size was barely fitting in your small seat, catered to only houses your size. He looks huge and intimidating. His straight silver locks softly danced from the wind. He looks ethereal and you can't help but be awed by his lilac eye as it travels in your direction.
"Your grace." You courtesy at him and he only stared at you. Face withdrawn from any emotion. You looked at your servant and you ordered her to leave you be.
"I did not expect for you to solve my riddle so soon. But I was glad you came in here, right after he slept. I believed you came in here with no escort, yes?" With a soft smile, you sat in front of him, with grace, and carefully tucked your legs to your side. You might be a whore but you have followed a certain standard, especially to you, who owns a brothel.
His fingers tapped his leather pants and he sighed, as if exhausted. You can't help but raise your eyebrow at that.
"The Queen Regent was losing her mind for losing her only daughter and eldest grandson on the same day. Then her eldest son vanished, in the middle of the night, and she was expecting the worst to happen to him. But this awful king, was gone just because he chose to seek the bed of his mistress, in a place so secluded it's hard to find. Alone, with no knights or guards to protect him. Does he know no shame!?" He questioned, voice filled with venom. The small table even shook at the impact of his hand hitting it.
While Aemond, the one-eyed prince continued to slander his brother's name, losing his calm demeanor in anger, you drank your tea peacefully and let him be mad to his heart's content.
You understand to an extent. The whole realm was losing their heads, and here comes their king who was licking a whore's cunt and begging her not to leave him alone, without care for his people.
Some may call you a witch for bewitching him but a man as lonely as him doesn't even need a witch's power to charm. He seeks comfort and love, which you can give freely with a price he can easily pay. The only difference you offered was your sincerity and honesty. Treating him like a man seeking for a person that accepts him fully and not the king they forced him to be.
After sometime and once the prince calmed down, you gave him a smile and got back to your business.
"Did you bring what I asked you for?" You settle down your cup and look at him.
He breathed deeply before he produced a parchment. He gave it to you and opened its content.
With a contented hum, you nodded in approval
Finally, you're now holding the title of the land you asked him to get for you. It wasn't a large land nor something important, that's why you know acquiring it will not take too long. It was a small piece of a building you plan to build your new brothel. Another parchment showed the golds the Queen Regent paid for your services.
No, you did not betray Aegon until the very end but you know when to stop. Slowly he turns obsessive and you did not hesitate to ask the Alicient's help for it. Believing in her kindness, you know that she will help you get rid of his son. You told her about the hardship you have to endure as a girl, alone to fight against the cruel world and how you did not expect to catch the eye of the king. You lied about being happy with him and falling in love until he revealed he was the king. At first, you did not believe him but when he proved it, you were so scared for your life. You were just trying to earn an honest living and did not want to get tangled with the nobles. You told her half truths and lies to get her empathy and she did favor you more than her own son. The death of her family was an unforeseen tragedy but it did not stop you for what you had planned.
Once you acquire money and power through the king, you will move away and build another business that will be better and much more successful than you already have. You do not feel any remorse or regret because who would? This is your dream and you will get the power with your ability and beauty.
"I trust that this is all real, your grace?" Working at the slums, you know how to weed the liars and so you waited for his answer to confirm.
"Yes. And my mother even wished for your success. Tell me where my brother is before I kill him myself and forget that the Queen Regent is waiting for him." You bowed to his grace again and ordered your servant to navigate him to where Aegon was.
A smile graced upon your lips, as you looked outside, head held high, confident that all your plans will proceed as is. It all sounded ridiculous before but you're so close to achieving it now.
Luck is truly a gift to those who waited at the right place and time.
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The carriage shookt as it ran on a pebble. In your trip towards the new city, riding a carriage for a week is required before you ride a boat and travel to your new home. It must be a lot to move this far but you won't risk letting Aegon find you too fast and destroy your plans for yourself. That man might be miserable but a man who is starving and was able to taste a bite of meat, will crave it until the very bone. And you know him more than anyone. If he could, he would find you and drag you back by his side.
It was all fun and games entangling with him until he asked if you wanted to be a Queen. The first time he mentioned the offer, you remembered laughing, but the looks he gave you still gives shivers down your spine. He was serious and you know he would give it to you if you ask for it. Since then, you asked Alicient's help and made sure to lessen your contact with him.
You avoid him like a plague if you can after that proposal but keep him close for the protection he was providing. You fear for yourself each time he repeats the same question, again and again. So to placate him, you told him that you will only accept being his Queen if the realm became so strong that no one will be able to destroy it. After that, he became quiet and he later dropped the subject, until the last time you saw him.
You breathed deeply and welcomed the fresh air. The sun was peeking through the leaves and you smiled at its beauty. You were admiring the beauty outside when the sky darkened for a moment. The loud swish of the wind shook the branches of the trees, forcing some leaves and small branches to fall down. You frowned at it and you looked around. The carriage behind you was still following you but the murmurs of the mercenaries you hired, unsettled you.
"What was that? Is there something wrong?" You eyed the mercenary on your side, when the horses suddenly neighed loudly and stopped abruptly. Due to the sudden motion, the carriage you were riding almost tipped over and you screamed in terror before your head hit the side and you felt dizzy. Your vision blackened and you closed your eyes to help your eyes to focus. You groaned when you felt something warm and sticky on your forehead. The pain was sudden when you accidentally touched your concussion and you inhaled sharply.
There was a roar and screams surrounded you. The carriage even shook at its intensity. You can hear clashes of iron and crackling of fire outside. It was loud and even though you're still dizzy, you forced yourself to move and open the door. It took you a while but when you were finally able to get closer to the door, the booming sound of terror stopped and only silence was apparent. You hesitated for a moment, hand stopped midair but the carriage door opened on its own.
The light from the blaze outside blinded you for a moment before your eyes focused on the man standing at the door. His lilac eyes are dead set on you who was kneeling at the floor. He wore his crown and he looks regal as black and gold adore him.
"This is what you get for leaving without notice." His voice was cold as he spoke to you. But you cannot focus as your head felt like it was beating and your hearing sounded like it was under water. You squint your eyes but your eyesight is still foggy from the impact.
You heard a loud tsked and you felt warm hands cupping your face. You winced as he moved your head to the side. Even with blurry vision, you saw him frown and he was tight lipped as he inspected your face.
"How could you do this to yourself? I was planning to just scare you but look at this concussion. I hope it doesn't scar. But having the scar on this will also remind you not to leave me alone with my twat of a brother who gave me such a hard time." He smells like ashes and fire. The smell you get accustomed to whenever he visits you, sober and fresh from flying around with his dragon.
"A-aegon?" You crooked.
"Yes, my love. Tis I, Aegon, the man you loved and betrayed. However, I forgive you. I knew your fears about being Queen but I didn't listen. I thought that was you being modest. You don't have to worry now. My mother and brother agreed that I can keep you after I begged them. I cannot lose you too." He answered as he picked you up like a bride and carefully walked away from the carriage.
"What do you mean?" You breathed deeply. Your nose caught the smell of burning flesh and strong smell of iron. You heaved and tried your best not to panic.
"You do not have to worry about titles or anything. My brother and I will seize the land you planned to move in. I plan to give it to you as a gift so you can become a noble lady and our marriage will not be bothered by the King's hand." He said so casually. As if, he did not just kill the people you were with.
"What have you've done?" Warm tears traveled down your cheeks and you can't stop when they pour out of your eyes.
Your plans, your dreams and your everything. You know all too well that it was perfect. So what happened. What changed? Did the tragedy of death to the family truly made them mad or was it your eagerness to run away from your fate that made it all crumble down.
"Oh shush….please I don't want to see you cry…. If it will make you feel better, your girls are all safe. Vhagar is guarding them." He smiled. So sickly, it hurts. He looks so happy. Content. Relieved. As if he did not kill men and burn them to death.
"I cannot wait to see you wear your crown and sit beside me by the throne. I love you so much." You choked on your own tears as you felt him placing you on his dragon's back.
The gods must be cruel to the likes of you.
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King Aegon II was kneeling in front of his mother, begging not to take his mistress away from him. Even his mother never saw him this desperate before. He rebels by implicating pain to others but she never saw him kneel nor beg for someone.
He cried and told his family how he loves her. He did his best to follow what they ordered him to do and this was the only time he wanted to be selfish, for once.
Alicient was torn. She knew how important duty is but in Aegon's eyes, she saw something she didn't want. And she will not lose another child. She had always dreamt of marrying someone she loved no matter what his status would be and she knew he cannot deprive his son of what he wanted any longer. Especially after his strong display of affection to his mistress.
She sought Aemond that night and she talked to all of her children to come up with a plan. That night, they made sure that Aegon will get the love he deserves even if it means going to war. Even with disapproval, Aemond understood what her mother wanted and he followed her wishes.
Before the sun rises, Aegon and Aemond flew with their dragons to find his Queen and set to bring her home.
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gingerjolover · 7 months
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Wait would you like to share more thoughts on the boys and their commitment styles 👀
i would be happy to pretty anon! sorry if it is jumbled or messy, as always we can discuss!
i am 1000% going to contradict myself, like yes i FULLY believe these but i am not opposed to writing/i currently have marriage-related fics in the works. I also want to write an addition to this where it's their love languages 👀
phoebe - gives me married vibes all the way. maybe it's because she was previously engaged, i just feel like she loves with every fiber of her being and i can't imagine her with someone for a long ass time and not committing herself to them like mind, body, and soul without govt documentation lol
i think way before you're engaged, you would already be maxine's mama or second parent, there's no way you wouldn't be building a home together. she strikes me as a lover who just wants to share things with you. she's involving you in the care of maxine, in decisions in the home, she's involving you in her career whether it be on the album or on a tour, she's including you in her friend groups and it just gives like chosen family/little family vibes.
again, i think she values commitment, and not in such a traditional way where she like needs to be married to feel connected but like she just loves waking up and knowing that she's your wife. IDK i could be wrong about this i just have her in my brain really valuing your relationship, but enough that if you were against marriage, she would happily be engaged forever or even just be your life partner contentedly.
lucy - i have moments where im like yes, lucy is a WIFE but other times i feel like she is so vehemently against tradition in the way that you don't need to be married for her to be committed to you. i think if you were against marriage she would be fine, If you really wanted to be married I think she would do it without a shred of doubt. I imagine a scenario where you both aren't sure but maybe there's like some perks of being married legally. like i feel like if you DID get married, it would be for like tax purposes which i know sounds so fucked but it would be so funny she would definitely lovingly call you her beneficiary, but i don't think she would do a courthouse wedding, even for legal reasons she would love a small ceremony with your family and friends and it would just be a whole vibe.
rn i think she has roommates in Philly (go birds), but as i write her often i think she also values a home base and regardless of how long you've been together, she would be building a home with you and like taking into consideration your style and interests and making you comfortable. i think apartment hunting with her would be so cute! she is such a deep thinker and i think her opening up and letting you really know her and her quirks in a way that maybe only a few others know her would be her way of committing to you. Like waking up, rolling over, and realizing that you know everything about her and love her anyways would mean more to her than a wedding ring.
julien - same with lucy, sometimes im like yup she wants to be married in a small backyard ceremony in the fall and she's wearing a beautiful suit and your guys' dog is the ring bearer and lucy and phoebe sing for you both and it's not a religious ceremony, i think it would just be all vibes, like no pressure just truly a celebration of your love and commitment to one another.
other times i think she is not going to get married but she is buying yall a house and taking you to places in the world you've always wanted to go and getting your initials tattooed on her ring finger and tattooing your name over her heart or writing a song where the title is just your name and its about unfiltered love and gratefulness. she is obviously (like all of the boys) so loving, she loves the boys so much, she has a great outlook on life now (that speech she made where she said the boys gave her her voice back had me BAWLING) and like all of them, i don't think she NEEDS to be married to show her commitment. Julien, in my mind is a very small actions everyday type of lover, like yes, the tattoos are grand gestures, but she's playing your favorite songs in the morning or washing your hair when you're tired, she's making you your favorite meal when you're sad, and she prides herself on knowing you so well that she can just kiss you in the right places and know she doesn't have to put a ring on your finger for you to know she loves you.
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grape-juice03 · 10 months
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Hello! Can I plz ask for the ROTTMNT brothers (separately) react to their s/o being cute and innocent? Like they love watching animated movies, become a blushing mess if there's a kissing scene or in real life, love to draw, cook/bake, dance, and are curious about everything. Oh, and they don't understand dirty jokes and if someone curses they put a hand over their mouth and look flabbergasted.
It's okay if no tho! :)
Of course! Since this is four-head cannons, I'm doing it in one post since I have another request, and it'll be easier for me to link it to the master list!! Also thank you so much for your patience!!
LEONARDO
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Two words. No filter. Oh, you thought his puns are bad? Try hearing the very adult jokes he said before meeting you. So, he really had to filter what he joked about, especially if he cursed since you would gasp out in horror (think of Groot in the first movie gasping) and cover his mouth.
He loved your baking though; you baked food that melted in his mouth, especially your chocolate chip cookies. Fortunately, his brothers had nothing to fear when you were in the kitchen.
He also learned that you were a blushing mess during kissing scenes in animated kids' movies, and would bawl like a baby, he had to force himself to forget Land Before Time since you would be a crying mess. Also, forget about horror movies, your innocence needed to be protected. He learned that through the 2017 Halloween incident with IT, you couldn't sleep a wink for a week straight.
The dance parties are amazing though, though both you and him are so awful at dancing, it was the only way to celebrate the little victories (along with cupcakes) in life, especially with each test you took in high school.
DONATELLO
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The problem was, the same with Leon, he absolutely had no filter. So, he really had to control what dirty jokes he would make whenever you were in the room. And he couldn't curse anymore unless he wanted to see you cover his mouth because apparently, he said a "no no word."
You were also, much to Leon's and Raph's charigin, allowed in the lab because of A. You didn't act like a "dum dum" and B? You asked so many questions that allowed him to infodump about what shows he watched or what he was inventing.
However, the downside to being allowed in the lab, made it so impossible for it to be quiet that Leon would play "Careless Whisper" that romantic song typically played during intimate times for "grownup people" which would make both you and him so flustered.
Fortunately, with you, you absolutely understood his dislike to being touched sometimes with his sensory issues. But when he was absolutely exhausted and needed some cuddle time, you were the person to go to since you wore the softest pajamas known to man, and you were such a heavy sleeper. Though he had to get used to you looking like a dead person since you slept with your eyes half open.
MICHELANGELO
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Both of you are just so innocent that he really didn't need to filter what he said both joke wise, and curse wise, because he never cursed, though he did somewhat understand the dirty jokes Leo and Donnie would make sometimes, leading him to turn into "Dr. Delicate Touch"
The two of you worked in the kitchen like a well-oiled machine, because he cooked, and you baked, so he ate what you baked, and you ate what he made. Which was a natural occurrence every single day.
He loved watching the Disney movies with you but knew you hated horror films, he learned that when you and he watched The Shining, you had to sleep next to him for four days straight afterward, though your screaming during each scene was hilarious.
Also new drawing buddy! You and him would sit for hours each day just sketching, drawing, and painting, so that was prime time for snuggle time!
RAPHAEL
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Leon knew if he made a dirty joke, he was a dead turtle, you were just too innocent to understand dirty jokes like that. So, Leon really had to limit what jokes he said.
So whenever when you were in trouble, a new form of senses formed, "Boyfriend Senses" would tingle, you and Donnie teasingly called it his "Raphie tingle" which he absolutely hated but he couldn't say to you out loud!
He would laugh as he saw you become a flustered mess when kissing scenes were shown on tv, heck you even cried in Bambi when his mother died. Yeah, movies with death scenes were banned in the lair whenever you visited.
And because of how much he ate, gave you an excuse to bake to your heart's content! Because you loved to bake, and Raph loved to eat, two birds with one stone, since he ate like nothing ever seen before, and whenever you baked, there were dance parties involved.
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rowsdelusions · 8 months
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Older (Luke Hemmings/reader)
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Older(Luke Hemmings imagine)
Title: Older
Rating: None
Pairing: Luke Hemmings/Reader
Word Count: 859
Warnings: None
Summary: You and Luke show your love through the song Older
Author’s Note: Since I loved the feeling of falling upwards and the whole idea of Older i decided to do an imagine showing my love and appreciation of the song. But with that said I AM NOT discreating Sierra ALL CREDITS GO TO LUKE HEMMINGS AND SIERRA DEATON. With that please enjoy!!! >_<
^Luke Hemmings/reader^
The only thing I felt was admiration. I was so proud of the boys and what they have done it’s truly remarkable, but as I looked at the stage waiting for my que to come on for Older a song me and Luke wrote together during COVID from just pure boredom because no way am I ever a singer nor do I write lyrics for a living it was just something to do but we fell in love with the outcome and when Luke showed the boys they did as well complimenting me and Luke for it.
But as I waited all I could think about was how utterly in the moment Luke looks. Him on the stage has always been my favorite thing to watch but with this album and this show has such strong meaning to everyone involved I had no idea how the boys weren’t bawling their eyes out. It’s not even my own show and I already feel the tears building up in my eye ducts.
Seeing the queue that I was about to go on stage. I felt like a building just crashed in my stomach, nerves coming back after my thoughts drifted away from Luke. The boys begged me for months to release the song with me and Luke both singing after they caught me singing parts of it while cooking dinner for the group one day, I said no every time they asked me. Why would I sing the song when I don't even sing professionally.
But Luke persuaded me to at least sing it for the show since it’s such a special show. Even then I had doubts, asking the boys over and over again making sure it was alright with them. I never want to over step or do something that their not all that comfortable with but they all stated that it was perfectly okay with them which eases some of my worry but, there's this part of me wishing that one of them said they weren't okay with it so I didn't have to do it.
Singing in the comfort of your home with people you love is one thing but singing in front of thousands of thousands of fans of your boyfriend and his band is the scariest thing I could ever do, and it’s hitting me full force now. Seeing it’s closer to the time that I have to walk on stage increases the nerves. I hear Luke speaking to the crowd. His voice held so much emotion even when he’s making awkward jokes to cover the immense emotion he’s feeling.
My breathing stops when I hear him singing the song that we made together. In a way it was a province of our love. The love that’s grown into something that I can’t imagine ending and never wanting it to end as selfish as it sounds. When I get the nod to go, I start walking while singing my part. But my voice gets shaky when I see Luke at the piano. All the tears that I’ve been able to keep at bay come flushing back. Not even recognizing the screams of fans. My sole focus is on Luke and how captivating he looks under the fluorescent lights, his suit and messy tie along with his beautiful curly blonde hair matching with the eye makeup that he asked me to help put on him before the show makes him look like an angel.
I sit down on the piano bench. Keeping my voice as steady as I can with tears streaming down my face, but when he looks at me it breaks a little. His eyes showing love and admiration, that if you look at him it would seem I put the stars into the sky. I look at him the trying to convey the same thing and more that I could never put into words. Without even knowing it we finished the song like we were on autopilot.
But the fans brought me back just in time. Standing up I see Luke doing the same going over towards his side looking up towards him with a smile on my tear stain cheeks I say, “I love you so much the show is spectacular. I’m so proud of what you and the boys have done and become, thank you for letting me be a part of it.” Looking down at me and taking my tear-stained cheeks into his large, callused hands from playing the guitar for so long, he kisses me with a smile on his lips. Breaking up the kiss he looks down at me so deeply that my knees almost buckle underneath me, but he wraps me into his arms before I could get the chance and mumbles against my lips, “I love you more than anyone can ever imagine.” My smile couldn’t get any wider, but seeing I have to go by one of the stage hands I hurry to say my goodbye with my smile still on my face but it turning into a smirk once I see that my desired goal was reached as I say, “I’ll see you after the show Mr. Hemmings and then I’ll show you just how much I’m proud of you.”
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I'm soooo sorry If it's really short this is my first time writing anything for people and posting but I love 5sos so much that I had to write something please let me know if it's any good and people want to see more cause I'm planning on doing more if I get positive responses back!!!!!! >_<
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