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I've seen my own sun darkened

oh to be loved like a habit and not a chore. oh to be loved because loving you is their default state of being and not something they have to perform like a duty. ohh to be loved because they don't want to live a life where loving you doesn't exist.

oh to be loved truly.

From hidden places beyond the walls a melodious voice, like the voice of an angel, spoke to her.

I finished reading the secret history written by donna tartt. After 2 months of flipping over its pages day by day , some sending me a shock , some a wave of surprise and dissapointment , some transferring joy and delight. This was a 600 page read and for some reason the idea of reading the last 50 pages at one time seemed very stimulating. The moment i finished reading the book , i just stared at the wall for a minute , trying to process that this journey has finally ended and it made me feel some inexplicable emotions which i hadn’t felt in ages. It made me forget all my life and my surroundings , took me to Hampden (setting in the book) and landed me back, smoothly without me noticing the sweet transition escaping my monotonous life to an intoxicating and charming world (it wasn't really , but to maintain the flow)

I realised later, this is what reading is, what reading meant to me and how i had longed for the sensation surge until this moment.

i need to read fiction and fantasy novels again.

AI 🧠🤖

my own feelings ruin me.

House of Incest by Anaïs Nin, 1936.

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But nothing makes a room emptier than wanting someone in it

when that one person is your whole world in every sense that exists >>>

I am all in a sea of wonders. I doubt; I fear; I think strange things which I dare not confess to my own soul. –Bram Stoker

Carrol Borland in Mark of the Vampire (1935)

No wonder he is the "Moon" to my eyes

For a selenophile like me

Only his love

Only his eyes

Suffice.... ~K.Y 💗

what's your go to drink at a cafe? ☕🥯

AI 🧠🤖